Make Me 19.2
Pairing/s: Jimin x Reader x Got7 Jaebum
Word count: : 9103
Warning/s: Cursing, well, it made me cry so prolly tissues?
Summary:
“Sometimes, the people that we wish to be with isn’t supposed to be with us that’s why fate interferes.” ~Y/N’s Dad.
Since his friends told him about Jaebum, he couldn’t focus at all. A lot of scenarios or ‘what ifs’ comes through his mind. Another thing that makes him restless is telling you about his past, or as the boys call it, ‘her’. He doesn’t want to tell you because it has been a part of his past already and you don’t have to be involved in it either in his honest opinion but on the other hand, it’s unfair not to tell you since you when he’s serious about marrying you soon.
That same night, one of his worst fears returned, the nightmares associated with her.
But now, he wasn’t alone, you’re with him which calms him down and makes his fear go away. When the nightmares became more often, he noticed your worried expression which made him consider in telling you the reason. But, what would it cause to you and your relationship? Another fear strikes.
Another thing that made him even more guilty of not telling you anything was the day you completely surrendered yourself to him, the day which you entrusted fully your entirety to him which he treasured the most. You’re giving your all to him and yet here he is, trying to conceal as much as he could from his past.
This made him wish he can divide his body into two just so he could beat the hell out of him right now.
So, just to make up for this, he decided to leave work early to take you out on a date because for the past few weeks, you seemed stressed because of your school work.
When he’s already at home, he noticed the curtains were changed. He assumed that the cleaners left already because it’s quiet so he looked for you. You’re not on your room so he went to his room, liking the taste of whoever changed his covers but you’re not there so, with full enthusiasm, he declared that he is home and again looked for you until he saw you on his office.
He slightly frowned when he saw what you’re holding on your left hand, and he felt cold, he felt like his blood was vacuumed in an instant when he saw what you’re holding on your right hand.
“Who is she?” you tried to asked casually, but your voice is shaking.
“Who?” he pretends as if he’s not in a difficult situation.
You lifted the picture towards his direction, with the hopes that he could see the photo.
He approached you slowly, trying to get the picture out of your hands plus the sketchbook.
“She’s nothing, a nobody,” he replied flatly.
Upon hearing his answer, you felt a sudden pain in your heart, as if it’s being stabbed.
“Who is she, Jimin?” you repeated, clutching the sketchbook firmly so he couldn’t get it.
He sighed, as if it’s a bother for him to tell you.
“Okay, Y/N, she’s just a girl I met before, freshman in college. It’s been a long time though, I can’t even remember that I have that picture.” He explained.
You looked at him with a blank expression and you finally let go of the sketch book and picture.
You watch him as he place those things on top of his desk. He turned to look at you and his eyes met yours, his gaze is soft.
“Baby...” he said as he approach you.
You didn’t speak, move, or even change your blank expression, your head is full of thought, until you felt your hands are being held.
“It’s just a picture Y/N, it’s nothing.” He said sincerely.
Despite of the questions in your head, you gave him a smile and a nod.
“I believe you,” you replied.
He pulled you into his arms and embraced you tightly.
“Let’s eat outside, I have a reservation for us somewhere tonight. He whispered.
“Okay, I’ll get changed,” you responded.
You tried to be as normal as possible during your dinner. He was all chirpy and energetic just like before. You strolled around a bit after you two finished dinner. He attempted to buy you whatever your eyes landed on but you insisted.
When you returned home, you both spent the rest of the evening watching two movies. You still decided to stay in his room. You’re both in each other’s arms, cuddling, the usual. But as soon as he falls asleep, there you are still thinking about who the girl was and what really is her role in Jimin’s life.
Jimin found himself on a wide garden, the brick walls protecting it are covered with climbing plants,revealing it’s age. Patches of wildflowers in different colors everwhere; is he in paradise? He thought. He walked towards the path of pink, white, and yellow flowers as if it has created a pattern, an aisle. At the end of it, he can see someone so, he walked towards that person, and when his distance is just a mere couple of steps, he finally called her. He called out your name but as the woman turned, it’s the same girl from the photo. She’s crying and she muttered
“Have you forgotten about me?”
The paradise – like place suddenly cracked, as if everything’s made of glass. He can even hear her scream, then everything crashed and it went dark.
“Jimin, I’m here, it’s okay,” he heard you speak beside him. Your warm, and caring voice made him go back to reality.
Another nightmare.
You’re in the middle of patting his forehead with a soft towel when he suddenly pulled you for an embrace.
“Feeling better?”
He let out a hum in response and he felt your hands starts to play with his slightly damp hair. It makes him feel relaxed so you continued it until he feels sleepy once more. You embraced him, trying to make him feel safe and when you felt his breaths became slow, you followed and you get back to sleep too.
You noticed that his nightmares became frequent since you asked him about the picture. A part of you felt guilty while the other’s keep on creating excuses about the cause of his nightmares. Stressed at work? Pressure? And any other things as long as it wouldn’t end up mentioning the girl.
You became busier when the final checking of your paper started. Nobody from your other group mates appears except for the lectures. You’re starting to lose patience because of their behavior. You spent your breaks in the library, editing and polishing your paper. You’re in the middle of adding some related literature on your statistical findings when your phone vibrates, Yoongi’s picture appeared on it. You returned into typing when he called again and this time, you answered it.
“Hello?”
[You looked stressed, what’s going on?]
You slowly scanned the area, trying to locate where he is.
“Well, I’m trying to finish a paper that’s supposedly a task of three but here I am, doing it alone so, yeah. I’m feeling some kind of pressure,” you admitted, still looking for him.
[Behind you, fourth aisle.]
You turned around and you counted the aisle of books and fixed on the fourth. He slowly appeared, and gave you a small wave. He began to approach you while you ended the call, now you’re back into typing.
“Stop that.” His statement is more of an order.
“You know, I can’t, I have to finish editing this already,” you replied, now you doubled the pace of typing.
“Says who? Your professor or yourself?”
He pulled a chair and sit beside you.
“C’mon Y/N, let’s de-stress you,” he tried pulling the laptop away from you when you swatted his hand.
“OWW!”
His overreaction earned annoyed glances from the other students who obviously doesn’t know who he is.
“This is a libary, Yoongi—“ he suddenly pressed several keys on your computer and it went black.
“Did you just broke my laptop?”
“No, I let it sleep so we can de-stress you,” he replied smugly.
“One condition, you’ll return my laptop into it’s normal state after this okay?”
He nods and you began placing your stuff inside your bag while he took care of the books. The two of you began to jog the flight of stairs as quietly as possible. You let him lead the way as soon as you exited the library. You quickly approached his car and he told you to get in. When you’re both ready, he started driving.
The drive towards wherever you’re going is quiet except the soft classical music playing on his car. You didn’t bother asking anymore because he won’t answer anyways.
He slowed down until it stopped at a wide parking lot, which is in front of an 80’s inspired diner. There’s still some sunlight so the neon signs are still turned off but you know it’ll look fantastic as soon as it lights up.
There are quite a few people inside, most of them are eating but the others are on the side, enjoying their time trying to balance themselves while they roller blade. You find it interesting, so you watch them while Yoongi orders.
“I ordered you some burger, fries, and straberry banana shake,” he muttered.
“Thanks.”
“Wanna do that?”
You looked at him, he’s eyeing the roller blades area.
“Maybe later,” you replied, thinking carefully about your choice of answer.
“No, let’s do it now, we’ll be full in a few minutes anyway,” he stood up and you followed.
The crew were very helpful in assisting you two to properly put on your roller blades. They even guided you to do the basics and just when you thought you’re the clumsiest one on that place, you let out a giggle when you saw Yoongi clutching the jacket of one of the crew so he could move.
After a few tries, you get the hang of it and you start to roam with ease while Yoongi’s attached to the walls, clingin to the wires for balance.
You approached him and helped him so he could do it as well but you kept on falling but you enjoyed it.
When you’re both tired, you returned to your table and that’s the time that your food was served.
You exchanged conversations about different topics from the school, to literature, and other things that you can talk about. It was already dark when you left so you still saw how cool those neon signs and it gave off a cool-mysterious vibe to the place, not to mention the music being played.
“Thanks for this de-stress thingy,” you said as you both walked towards the parking lot.
“Don’t mention it. You seemed so preoccupied lately,” he replied.
You sighed and fell silent beside him.
You both stopped at the opposite sides of the car when he muttered something.
“Wanna talk about it?”
You’re not sure if Yoongi is the right person to talk to about what’s going on your mind but there’s something in your head and gut that’s telling you that someone should know about it.
So, you nod in response to his question.
You both sat on the hood of the car, his silence means he’s ready to listen so you cleared your throat and began talking.
“Jimin’s having nightmares lately.”
He quickly turned his head towards you and his expression somewhat became a bit serious.
“What were his nightmares about?”
“I don’t know, he never mention anything about those nightmares. It’s just that, It became more and more frequent these past few weeks and maybe it has something to do with a person,” your voice started to crack at the last few words.
“Person? Who, you?” he responded.
“No, I don’t know but I found a picture of him, with a girl, they seemed close to each other if I may describe the picture,” from there, you told every detail that you remembered about that picture. Yoongi just nods from time to time.
“I asked him about her, he told me that she was a nobody, a nothing.” You continued.
“Do you believe him?”
It’s now your turn to look at him. You looked straight into his eyes, and smiled.
“I do believe in him,”
He returned your smile with another smile. After that talk, you both hopped in the car to return to the city.
He only planned on dropping you but you reminded him of your laptop so he didn’t have a choice so he followed you inside. You reached the receiving area and you let him do his magic. When your laptop turned on, and your paper’s still in tact and saved, you thanked him.
“Don’t go out anymore, I can walk by myself,”
“Until the front door only Yoongi, thanks again,” you waved at him.
“See you around, Y/N,” he said with a smile.
You closed the door and returned to your things, bringing it straight to your room. What you didn’t know was as soon as he turned his back on you, his face became dim.
You glanced at the digital clock that’s near you and it’s already half past midnight and Jimin hasn’t returned home yet.
You tried calling him but your calls only goes to the voicemail. You tried for a few times more until his phone became unreachable.
Before you worry, you again formulated excuses that will lessen the panic on your system. You started calling his friends and you began with Yoongi followed by Taehung, Jungkook, and Jin. You’re quite hesitant to call Namjoon so you didn’t bother.
A few minutes has passed and a call from Jin made you go downstairs. He told you that he’s gonna come over so you have someone with you while the others decided to look for him. Taehyung is on the CBD area, Jungkook decided to be on the area where the clubs are while Yoongi roams wherever he could thik Jimin might be.
From time to time the boys will call either you or Jin and will update you, until an hour has passed.
There, you start to worry.
Jin is doing his best to calm you down. He brought a pillow and a blanket for you from upstairs, both are from Jimin’s room.
“Y/N, it’s 2:30 you have to get some rest,” he tries convincing you but you shook your head.
“You have school later, I don’t want you to get sick,” he tried again.
“Okay, just sleep for an hour, I’ll wake you up,” he bargained and you nod. You stretched your body and tried to find a position that you’re comfortable and as soon as you found it, you fell asleep.
Jimin can’t focus the entire time he’s at work. He wanted to tell you what his nightmare’s all about but he couldn’t summon the courage to do so. He just buried himself with unneccessary work and when his shift comes to an end, he left the building. He drive off somewhere towards the opposite direction from where your house is, without any destination in mind.
Until he found himself on his old high school campus. He stepped on the accelerator for a bit until he found a parking space.
He began to scan the area, it’s still the same with only additional plants around. He remembered the small playground so he went there, a slight smile formed in his lips.
He slowly sat down on the swing and stared at nothingness. He let his thoughts wander where it wanted to.
He didn’t know for how long he’s been doing that until a familiar voice made him snap into reality.
“Thought I’d see you here.”
He turned towards the direction of the voice and he saw Yoongi.
“My subconscious took me here,” Jimin replied.
Yoongi sat on the empty swing. He kept quiet as he prepares himself to listen to anything that Jimin will say but they’re both enveloped in silence so, he started the conversation.
“I remember you used to be on the baseball team with Taehyung, girls will crowd the field just to get your attention but you seemed oblivious about it,” he began.
A soft chuckle was heard from Jimin, probably a sign that he too, remembered it.
“You know I’m not the sappy type of person Jimin, right? Oh yeah, I’ve noticed something has changed about Y/N these past few weeks. I’m one of her professors this term too, you know? It seems that she can’t focus during my class. She keeps on staring outside the window or wherever. And she looked tired recently, what’s going on?”
“I don’t know what happened, she found a picture of her, then she asked me who is she and I told her that that picture is nothing,” he confessed.
He felt a sharp pain on his head, making him look at the older man.
“What was that for?!”
Yoongi smacked his head.
“Unbelieveable, Jimin. You’ve lost your opportunity to tell her what you’re supposed to be telling her!” he shouted.
“I can’t, I just can’t—“ he was cut off by Yoongi raised his hand in front of him.
“If you can’t tell her, that means you don’t trust her, Jimin. And there she is, waiting for you in your so-called home, trying to act normal and all as if nothing’s bothering her because she doesn’t want you to have an argument about it,” he continued.
“Did she talked to you?”
“I saw her alone at the library, typing furiously. I took her out and she started describing me a photo of you with another girl. Her description of your expressions were so accurate, as if I was there when she found it.”
At this point, they’re both standing up, facing each other, Jimin doesn’t know what excuse he’d say next so Yoongi will shut up.
“Another thing, she told me about your nightmares.” He said flatly.
Jimin felt defeated.
“She’s worried about you, she wanted to involve herself but it seems that you’re stopping her. Oh yeah before I forgot, go home. She called us, telling us that you haven’t returned yet.” He turned and began to walk but again he paused.
“Think about the choices that you’ll make from now on, Jimin. Consdider her feelings too.”
With that Yoongi walked away.
Jimin walked towards his car and began driving back home, Yoongi made his head clearer and now his decision whether to tell you or not what his nightmares are about is leaning to the telling side. With the urge to see you, he speeds up, not noticing the incoming car on the right side of the intersection.
You jolted as you gain consciousness, and you’re on your bedroom.
You run towards Jimin’s room and you felt a sharp pain on your chest when you see that his bed’s empty. You searched for him in his office, but still, no sign of him.
You slowly went downstairs and you heard a noise from the kitchen so you went there as quiet as possible.
You saw Jimin’s figure, grabbing as many ice cubes as he could, filling the container for it.
“Jimin, are you okay?” You asked, trying to conceal the worry that has been inside your system since yesterday.
He half jumped upon hearing you, making him groan in pain.
“Y-yeah, I’m fine,” he said trying to pick up the ice pack but he couldn’t so you approached him and grabbed it before he does.
You noticed that he had a cut on the side of his lip and another on his right cheek. He also seemed uncomfortable to move.
“You’re definitely not okay, Jimin. You’re bleeding.” Your worry intensifies that it starts to irritate you.
“Baby, what are you doing?” he asked as you start to pull his coat off, he wince whenever you touch his right arm.
“Take that off, now.” Your tone is so serious, he tried removing it on his own but it’s obvious that there’s something wrong so you stopped him.
“We’re taking you to the hospital. Don’t argue with me on this.” You stood up and dashed towards the door to call your driver to prepare the car that you’re using. You went straight to his room to grab some clothes just in case he needs to be admitted.
You were quiet since the visit to the doctor. Now, you’re eating at a nearby fast food restaurant and It made Jimin feel uneasy.
“It’s time for you to go to school, princess.” He said, trying to open up a conversation with you but you remained silent, your attention is focused on eating your food.
“Babe...” he called you again.
“I’m gonna be absent today. I’ll call the school telling them that I have an emergency,” you said as calm as you could, still not looking at him.
“Why?” He asked, somewhat surprised.
“Are you serious right now, Jimin? Asking me why do I have to be absent today? You must be out of your mind!”
Your anger is starting to get the best of you right now so you stppd up, and went to the wash room. There, you washed your face with the hopes that it’ll lessen the intensity of your emotions.
When you returned to your table, he was still waiting for you, he seemed worried. You told him that the two of you should go back home so he could rest. The drive home’s never been this quiet before.
You guided him to his room without saying a word. He took off his coat and shirt while you helped him. After that, he went straight to the bathroom so you followed him until he entered it.
“Are you going to take a bath?” You asked from the outside.
“No, I’ll just use a wet towel to clean myself,” he relpied.
“Okay,” you returned.
“Can you help me? I can’t reach some parts of my back.”
You slowly opened the door and you saw him in a pitiful yet funny position, You supressed your laughter and began wiping his back.
As you do it, he suddenly removed all of his remaining clothes , making you feel embarrassed.
“As if you haven’t seen it,” he commented playfully.
You kept quiet and handed him a towel and you exited the bathroom.
When he’s fully clothed, you helped him to bed. When he’s comfortable enough, you planned on leaving, to go to your own room so you can sleep but the urge inside you to ask him what happened wins.
“We need to talk,” you started.
He looked into your direction, completely dismissing the book he’s reading and placed it on his bedside table.
“Anything,” he replied.
“Do you think I haven’t noticed? For the past weeks you’re going home late at night, sometimes past midnight, can you tell me why?”
He looked into his hands that’s playing with the blanket.
“I uh, there’s a lot of work to do—“ you don’t want to be rude but you’re not buying that excuse.
“No, Jimin, I noticed since you had those nightmares, you began to be like this, you’re distancing yourself from me. I waited for you last night, because I was worried, did I do something wrong?”
Now it’s his time to be silent and when the silence became unbearable, you slowly stood up.
“If you need me, just call me using your phone, I’ll be on my room.”
He called you but you continued walking, because the tears that you’ve been holding back began to fall like rain.
Yoongi was mad when you told him what you’ve found out. He immediately called Taehyung to meet at a nearby bar, tagging along Jungkook. After a few minutes of waiting, Jin and Namjoon appeared.
“Y/n told me two things today. One, Jimin’s nightmares came back, and two, she mentioned her. She found an old picture of G and Jimin.”
Jungkook’s eyes widen while Taehyung’s mouth fell open. Jin and Namjoon frowned after they heard what Yoongi said.
“Did Jimin told her something already?” Jungkook asked after he recpvered from shock.
“No, he didn’t. What’s worse is that he’s denying Y/N about G. About their past.” Yoongi’s tone’s bitter.
“Than shit, what is he doing with Y/N?” Namjoon spat, now obviously annoyed.
“Should we take over?” Jungkook asked.
“As much as we wanted to, No. Jimin should be the one to do that.” Jin answered.
“But it’s obvious that he’s not gonna tell it anytime soon,” Namjoon replied.
“Or he’s not gonna tell it ever.” Jungkook added.
“If he chose the latter, that won’t be possible anymore. Y/N is an intelligent woman guys. I bet she has some theories of her own regarding G. The only thing that we’re waiting here is either she’d found out everything by herself or from another person.” Yoongi said.
“And if that happens...” Jin sounded worried, his expression somber.
“Oh, I hope not.” Taehyung replied to Jin. He knew what he’s supposed to say.
“It could be. It’s possible you know.” Namjoon replied.
“Could you please shed some light here? What are you talking about now?” Jungkook is lost.
“They might break up, Kook.” Yoongi replied.
“Shit.” The youngest said.
“When that happens, can we do something about it?” Taehyung tries to look further, hoping they can come up with a solution in case it’ll happen.
Namjoon shook his head slowly.
“If that happens Tae, we step back. Only Jimin could do something about that. We’ll be here for support, as much as possible for the both of them and nothing else.” Yoongi muttered slowly, his expression is now sadder.
They stayed there to get a few drinks. When Yoongi’s about to enter his house, he received a call from you, telling that Jimin’s not home yet so he called the rest of the boys and created a search party while Jin decided to go to you so you have someone to wait with. Yoongi decided to roam around because knowing Jimin, he could be an emotional fucker, so he can be all over the place. The next thing he knew he’s speeding towards the direction of his old high school. When he searched and found Jimin sitting on the swing, he really really wanted to beat the hell out of him but he tried to remain calm. He tried shedding some light to Jimin’s situation, so he can decide now on what to do next.
When you woke up, you went straight to Jimin’s room. You saw him sleeping with glasses on, book on the other side of the bed.
Your heart melted a bit when you saw how cute he looks. You removed his glasses as gentle as you can plus the book. You stared at him for a few moments when he opened his eyes.
“Hey,” he suddenly sits down, forgetting that he has a broken arm so he hissed in pain.
“Careful, let me help you,” so you did. And when he’s comfortably sitting, you returnend to his side.
“Why didn’t you sleep here?” he pouted.
“I have tons of things to do, I want you to rest.” You replied. Though this was half a lie, you just cried yourself to sleep last night.
“Come downstairs okay? I’ll make breakfast.” You began to move but he stopped you with his other hand.
“What?”
He shook his head, and smiled. You gave him a slight smile and went downstairs.
You managed to make breakfast for everybody including the security team. You’re helping Jimin in whatever he needs during that meal.
He decided to chill at the pool while he do some work using his laptop while you cleaned the dishes, you received a call from Taehyung.
“Yep?”
[Jimin called in sick, and he won’t be back until two to three weeks?]
“Yeah, I think so.” You said.
[Are you two on a vacation? Don’t tell me you’re on a honeymoon already.] he teased.
“No, no, he’s injured. He came home in the wee hours of the morning, bruised and bleeding. Oh did I mention he has a broken right arm?”
[WHAT? What happened?]
“That’s what I’m trying to found out since last night, Tae. He won’t tell me.” You sighed.
[What?]
“Yeah, what. But don’t worry I’ll ask him again.”
[Alright, take care you two.]
“Bye.”
You ended the call and you finished washing the dishes. Then you decided to take a walk outside. You let yourself wander around the large front garden until you found yourself in front of the garage.
You entered it, and saw the cars parked there, nothing unusual, except for one that’s missing.
Jimin’s car.
You frowned, you really wanted to ask him so you returned to the house where Jimin is.
“Can we talk?” you’re trying to hold your emotions again.
“Anytime,” he closed his laptop and put it on the side.
When you see he’s ready, you sat across him.
“Where’s your car?”
“It’s there—“
“Please, Jimin tell me the truth please, where is your car?”
Your anger’s turning into tears.
“I-uh, I brought it to the service center, I have to get it fixed.” He replied.
“Why? What happened last night?”
“I got into an accident, I’m sorry.” He confessed.
“Can you elaborate further? I have all the time in this world right now to listen.”
He recalled what happened only mentioning Yoongi found him, telling him you’re waiting for him. Then he told you the rest.
“Why didn’t you went straight to the hospital? And how did you return here if your car is somewhere with the police?”
“They offered me a ride, I dropped off a few blocks here.” He answered.
“Why didn’t you tell me? I’ve been waiting for you. Ever since you decided to stay late from work or I don’t know where else anymore.” The tears finally began to fall from your eyes, earning a guilty look from Jimin.
“You know you can tell me everything right? I’m here to listen, Jimin. anytime right?” you said in between your sniffles.
He looked at his hands, and slowly nod.
“Is there anything else that you want to tell me?”
He shook his head.
You sighed, you felt disappointed. Because you expected he’ll tell you everything. From his nightmares to the girl on the picture.
“If you need me, I’ll be upstairs.” You said, walking away from him.
The days turned into weeks and during those times you’re just beside Jimin, helping him until he’s fully recovered.
Christmas break’s just around the corner and you’re all pressured. Especially you, because it’s the deadline of your paper.
You managed to pass all of the projects on your subjects so you don’t have any problems with those. You’re quite nervous with this one because of your group mates who you decided not to talk to.
You’re retrieving books on your locker when Erin furiously shut it’s door closed.
“Why aren’t you responding to my texts? I’ve been asking you tons of times for updates and you’re not replying?” she said, furious.
“Since the time you and Tom decided not to show up when I drive all the way to the other side of the city, you completely removed your position and names on the paper.” You replied calmly.
“Excuse me? You don’t have the right to do that! You know I’m working, so as Tom.” She’s now shouting, earning weird looks from other students.
“So am I. I wonder how I could do it, how can i add tons of projects and a job while maintainting a scholarship. I don’t know.” You replied.
“Edit the paper and include our names. Or else you’ll not gonna like what’s gonna happen to you.” She said through greeted teeth.
“Excuse you. Who’s the irresponsible one here? I basically did everything on this paper, Erin. I decided to remove your names because obviously, it doesn’t deserve a place on my paper. Now you get to taste your own medicine, you’re mad? Wow.” You replied, locking your locker, you decide to walk away but here comes Tom, his ears are red.
“How dare you remove our names there! Don’t you know who am I?” he screamed.
“Obviously she doesn’t but I do.” Jungkook replied.
You don’t know what happened but Tom suddenly moved back and walked away from the two of you.
“Did you just threaten her? If something happens to her, you’ll be accountable even if it’s not your fault. Clear?” He looked Erin dead in the eye.
Erin began sobbing on the side.
“I’m gonn walk you to your class, I’m free today.” He said.
You thanked him and when you’re in class, you walked past Erin and Tom, choosing to sit in front.
The truth is, you haven’t removed Erin and Tom’s names on your finished paper. When the professor asked you to pass it, you gladly did, finally being free of the stress it caused.
After that, you were given your pen and paper test. Then the unexpected happened.
A few professors entered your room, including Yoongi.
Your professor told you you’ll be having a mock defense of your paper that day and those professors would be the panel. And if you were called and passed, it’s gonna be your last day attending her class.
Of all people, your group was called.
You connected your flash drive to the TV, opening the presentation format of your paper. You started talking when Yoongi raised his hand in the middle of your explanation.
“Thank you Ms. Y/L/N you can sit down and let your other group mates take over now.” He said.
So, it’s Erin’s turn who basically just read what’s inside the slides so as Tom. When the question and answer part came, you stood up, answering the questions with confidence. Another professor told you to sit down once again which made you feel uneasy.
Four groups in total, including your group managed to finish the mock defense that day. Your professor called your group for the decision whether your paper passed or not.
“Congratulations, Ms. Y/L/N, you don’t need to attend my remaining classes. And, I should advise you to remove the names of these two. It’s obvious they didn’t helped.” She looked at them with a disappointed look on her face. “It seems you’ll be having another term with me.”
Erin and Tom looked down, looking guilty.
You thanked her and she said you can send the final paper via email.
When you exited the building, you couldn’t help but smile. You decided to visit Yoongi who probably chilling on the SAO office.
When you saw his familiar mint hair, you gave him a hug.
“Whoa, whoa, what was that for? Jimin might get jealous again, damn.” He joked.
“Thank you!” you replied.
He gave you a knowing smile.
“You deserve to pass while they don’t.” He said matter of factly.
“Since you’re here, may I ask how are you two doing?” his tone became serious.
You sat down, began talking.
“Since his accident we’re not the same, you know? Or maybe since I found the picture, we’re not the same.” You said and you couldn’t help but be sad.
You miss the old Jimin, the one despite having nightmares, he still makes you feel secured and loved.
“Do you know something about it, no, do you know something about her, Yoongi?” you don’t want to sound desperate but obviously, you do.
Yoongi’s face became blank. As if the entire Antartica’s poured into him.
“I believe that you don’t deserve to be lied to. Of course I do know something about her, but the thing is, I’m not the one that should be telling you anything about her, Y/N. Not me, Taehyung, Kook, or anybody else. It should be Jimin.”
You couldn’t help it. for the past weeks, you’re trying your hardest to be okay. To feel and act like you’re okay so that Jimin would recuperate faster. But as the days went by, you feel like you two are drifting apart from each other day by day.
Tears starts to race again from your eyes to your cheeks.
“Sorry, could you please just answer this with all honesty, please Yoongi?”
“It depends but let’s hear it,” he replied.
“Is she special? Is she special to Jimin?” you asked disregarding the pain you’re feeling.
“In all honesty, Y/N, I don’t have an idea. I don’t know. But remember this, Jimin is a good man.” He said.
“I know.” You said. You said your good bye to him and left.
When you returned home, you heard Jimin inside the house only to find him decorating a Christmas tree, both of his arms now fully functional as if nothing happened.
“Hey, baby welcome back.” He said while he’s placing some sparkly things on the top of the tree.
“Hi, I passed my dreaded subject today.” You announced.
“Lets celebrate!” he cheered.
“Why not? Maybe after decorating the tree.” You said and you looked at the boxes lying around the floor.
One box is full of christmas balls, some are christmas lights, you noticed one box thats’ decorated with doodles, you opened it and there are stuffed animals dressed as santa. You asked him if it can be the ornaments and he agreed so you helped him.
After two hours, the christmas tree looks cute with red, gold, and green as motif.
“That’s nice,” you said.
“It’s wonderful because we made it together,” he said.
“Now shall we go?”
You nod.
It’s so chilly outside you dashed towards his car. It’s the very same car that got damaged few weeks back and restored to it’s former glory as if it’s brand new.
Jimin brought you his favorite steak house. You shared some laughs, and stories which you really enjoyed.
“Just this once please? Let me buy you a gift, baby please?” he literally begged, you’re outside an expensive jewelry shop.
“But, this is more than enough, and I like this one!” you argued showing him your Magnolia ring that he gave when you’re with him overseas.
“Please?”
He looked as if he’s gonna cry, so you sighed.
“Fine. Just this once.” You said.
He pulled you inside, nodding to one of the ladies there while he told you to look around and maybe you’ll find anything you’ll like.
You’re not into those kinds of things although they’re beautiful.
“Baby,” Jimin called you and you gasped as you see him kneeling on his knee.
“What are you doing?” You whispered, trying to tell him to stand up.
“Will you be officially mine, from now until forever?”
He opened a small dark blue box, with a shining ring inside.
Without hesitation, you smiled at him.
“Yes, yes I will.” You replied.
Every one who’s inside the establishment either clapped or gave an ‘awwww’ to the two of you as he slipped the ring beside the Magnolia one.
“I’ve never felt this happiness before, I love you, Y/N.” He said as he land a kiss on your lips.
“I love you too, Jimin.” You replied as sincere as you could.
The two of you were about to exit the store when you received a call from your father.
“Yes dad?”
[Well should I say congratulations or what?]
Your eyes popped out and you turned around and you saw your parents coming from the side of the store.
“Oh my goodness! What are you doing here?” you quickly embraced your parents.
Your mother started crying.
“Aww mom, why are you crying?”
You embraced her and you saw Jimin politely greeting your father but instead he was given a hug and a pat on the back.
“I’m so happy for you dear, though it’s too early but oh, my baby’s now a lady.” She said in between cries.
“Oh mom,” you hugged her again.
“Will you come here son, I want to hug you both.”
Jimin shyly approached you two and you hugged your mother together.
You were clinging to your mother the while you roam around the mall.
“So, what brings you here?” you excitedly asked.”
“Your father and I got a promotion!” Your mother said.
You both jumped in the middle of the mall and you told her that you’re so proud of them.
She said that they’re now transferred in the city and that they’ll be working at the hotel here.
“So does that mean you’ll stay here?” you smiled.
“Yes.” Your mother replied.
You couldn’t contain your happiness. You watch Jimin and your father talk from a distance you don’t know but there’s something odd about the way you feel as you look at them.
That day was so enjoyable, your parents enjoyed playing at the arcade with you and Jimin.
When you returned home with Jimin, you couldn’t believe it, you’re already engaged as if it was just a dream. But you can feel, see, and touch the proof that it happened. You’re so happy seeing the stone as it twinkles in the dim light that’s on his room.
“I’m sorry for all of the stress that I’ve caused you, baby.” He whispered.
“Forget about it, It’s cool.” You smiled.
“Thank you—“ he cut you off by kissing you, and you let him. You let yourself drown into the kiss. You missed this, his sudden movements that makes your heart skip a million beats, your blood rush.
You looked into each other and you nod, you both started removing whatever clothes you have.
You let your soul once again be one with his.
“I love you so much, Y/N.” He whispered to your ears right after.
“I love you too,” you replied sleepily.
Days have passed and your relationship returned to normal, the both of you almost inseparable. A few days before Christmas, you approached but you stopped when you heard him talking to someone.
“I wanted to tell her, but I can’t, I just can’t.”
“How would she react? I don’t know if she can take everything if I tell her.”
Pause.
“Why are you asking me that? Of course I love her, Mom. I really do. I proposed to her about a week ago.” He said.
You felt a wave of relief when you hear the word ‘mom’ in his sentence.
“Alright, see you soon.” He said and he hang up.
That’s your que to come in, you were given a scream.
“Don’t scare me like that, baby goodness,” he replied.
“Sorry, um Jimin? I’m coming home for Christmas, would that be okay?”
“To your parents? Yeah, why not?” he replied, removing his glasses.
“Are you gonna be okay?”
“Of course, mom will be coming back. She’ll visit us. Maybe we’ll celebrate with gram.”
“Oh god, we forgot to tell her, Jimin! She might be mad.” You panicked.
“About?” he raised an eyebrow.
“About our enagagement.” You pouted.
He gave you a chuckle, then a giggle.
“She was the one who bought the ring, baby. She’s pushing me to ask you already.”
“R-really?” another relief.
“Yep. Aaaand one more thing, she’s uh, kind a... asking for something as well,”
“A gift? Let’s get her one.” You said, trying to complete his sentence.
“Yes, it’s a gift, but she wants it to be made... by the two of us.” He said, carefully choosing his words.
“Food? Christmas cookies?” you asked.
Another giggle from Jimin.
“No princess, she’s hinting a great-grand child.”
You blushed.
But you narrowed your eyes on his statement.
“You’re not making this up, are you?” you asked.
He let you read their conversation and she really gave hints about babies and stuff using emojis.
You shook your head in disbelief.
“Wow. Just wow.” You commented.
The two of you spent your day preparing for the upcoming festivities when you received a call from Jimin’s mother, asking you to meet up with her, but you should keep it as a secret from him. Probably you’ll gonna make a surprise gift? Or a party so you agreed.
She met you at an exclusive tea houses. You told the driver that it’s top secret so you told him if ever Jimin will ask, you’re shopping at the mall.
You were greeted by his mother’s warm, motherly smile and a hug which you mirrored.
“Lemme guess, the old lady chose this didn’t she?” she chuckled.
You nod. She shared some stories and she showed you hers but it’s studded with stones.
“It suits you, honey. I know it’s early but I am wholeheartedly welcoming you to our family,” she said.
“Thank you, Mrs. Park,” you smiled.
“Uh-uh. Call me ‘Mom’ from now on, please.” She said.
“Sorry, mom.” You replied and you both laughed.
“So, how are you two?” She asked.
“We’re fine, but there’s one thing that I’m concerned about, it’s about his nightmares. It happened several months back. At first it’s once a week, then it became twice, and recently, it’s almost every night.” You opened up your concern to his mother because you’re sure she can understand.
She sighed and gave you an apologetic smile.
“If that’s the case then, you should convince him to go to the doctor, honey.” She said.
“Okay, I’ll do that.” You replied.
“It’s nice to see you again, Y/N. I hope I’ll be seeing more of you in the near future.” She said.
You gave her a polite nod and you told her to that you’ll be leaving first.
You reflected on what she said and you felt that same odd feeling that you felt when you saw Jimin talking to your father.
“I promoted her parents so she can live with them in the city,” Jaebum said while eating, Hoseok listens while he slices his steak.
“Of course the house is within this area. So I can take care of Y/N.” He said.
“I’ve sent my Christmas gift to Park Jimin early by the way,” he said with a hint of excitement on his tone.
Whatever that gift would be, it means trouble, and damage to Jimin if it’s Jaebum who sent it.
Meanwhile, Jimin received a package and he immediately opened it, it’s a beautiful gray box with silver and blue ribbon.
He closed it as soon as he saw the contents.
He’s now looking for a lighter to burn it, not noticing your return.
You looked for him on his office and you found the box. You opened it, and you saw an old frame. You saw smiled as you saw a younger versions of the boys including Namjoon and Hoseok. Your eyes drifted to the furthest right and your smile was suddenly erased.
You again saw her.
You don’t care anymore whether he’ll be mad if he sees you looking at it.
You found another picture, Jimin’s wearing a baseball uniform, but the hat was being worn again, by her.
You this time you picked an envelope, and it revealed a yellowish piece of stationery.
You read the title.
LOVE CONTRACT
You wanted to read the contents but you couldn’t stomach what could be inside.
You looked in the direction of the door and found him there, frozen.
“Is she really a nothing, Jimin? If she is then what are these?”
He stayed there, silent.
“Who is she, really? Can you tell me now?”
Still, silence.
“Oh my god. Please don’t tell me she’s the reason why your’e coming home late.” You felt your heart being crushed again.
“No, no, baby, she’s not,” he finally replied.
“THEN WHO IS SHE?” you screamed.
He just looked down, saying nothing.
You walked past him but he followed. He went straight to your room. You left without a choice. It’s either he’ll tell you or you’ll leave.
You placed most of your clothes to your backpak plus your laptop.
“What are you doing? Where are you going?” he asked his voice is weak.
“Maybe we need this, a time apart. So we can think of some things,” you replied.
“No, please Y/N, don’t do this please.” He begged.
You’re about to reply but your phone blasted the ring tone assigned to your father.
“Dad?”
[MOVE OUT OF THAT HOUSE RIGHT NOW! THAT BOY IS NOT TELLING YOU SOMETHING]
You slowly looked at him, with a frown.
“Wait, dad what are you talking about?”
[JUST MOVE OUT, RIGHT NOW OR I’M GONNA GET YOU OUT THERE BY FORCE!]
He’s not just mad but very mad.
“Okay, dad. Breathe, I’ll be there, text me the address. Okay? See you in a bit.”
“Y/N, please,” Jimin’s voice is broken, as if he’s close to tears.
Still he followed you until you reached the landing of the first floor. You stood for a bit, still your back facing him.
“Please, don’t follow. And don’t do anything stupid, I have to talk to my father,” you said.
Although your heart’s heavy, and you have tons of doubts with your deciscion about leaving him, you have to. With slow footsteps, you managed to leave his house. You told your driver to drop you off at the bus stop.
You updated your father when you’re inside the bus, it’s quite far from the university, since it’s second to the last stop, according to it’s route. It took you more than an hour to get to your destination. You saw your father waiting for you at the bus stop.
“What’s the matter dad, you okay?” you hugged him.
“Did you and mom had a fight?” you asked as you follow him. He’s now carrying your backpack despite your protests.
He remained quiet, until you two reached the place where they’re staying. It’s a nice two-storey house, more like of a town house type. There’s a build in garage and a gate.
“This place is nice, considering that it’s from the company,” you commented.
Still, your father kept quiet which made you feel that something serious has happened.
When you entered the house, it’s was quiet. He told you that your room is on the left side. You slowly went upstairs and opened the said room.
It’s ready. As if they’re anticipating you to come that day.
You just placed your bags on the floor, no energy to unpack when you remembered what your father had said during the call.
If you weren’t mistaken, this has something to do with Jimin.
But of course, you hope not.
A slight knock made you stop thinking for a while.
“Your father wants to talk to you,” your mother said.
So, you followed.
You found your father in the living room, with a serious expression. You sat on one of the single seater sofa, while your mother sat beside him.
“What is this about?”
You speak slowly, trying to find some emotions on their faces but no avail. You were enveloped in a silence that makes your chest hurt.
“ Sometimes, the people that we wish to be with isn’t supposed to be with us that’s why fate interferes .” Your father spoke.
“What are you talking about?” you asked, totally confused.
“If I may ask, although this is obvious, do you love Jimin with all of your heart?”
You nod.
“And you believe he feels the same way about you, right?”
Again, you nod.
You looked at him and you saw his face into serious to a saddened one.
“Someone kind enough sent this here,” he gave you a flat box,
You took a deep breath, and when you opened it, it’s more than what you’re expecting.
A sequence of pictures, with a background that you’ve seen somewhere, that beautiful background. You started flipping through until you saw a picture of Jimin, in front of the altar, together with the woman on the pictures that you saw.
It’s a picture of him, placing a ring on the girl’s finger, in front of the altar.
Your tears escaped from your eyes like storm. And suddenly, you don’t know how to breathe.
All of your excuses was thrown out of the window.
So, from the beginning what you’ve been thinking is right?
Upon seeing that huge picture of him with her you knew in the back of your mind, what that means.
That at some point in his past, he got married.
That he’s married.
And what that beame of you?
What are you now?
You couldn’t continue. Anymore, you suddenly let a wail, and you found yourself being embraced by your mother who’s also crying, whispering words of apology to you.
Your father stood up, picking up the pictures that fell on the floor. You caught a glimpse of him, wiping his eyes. He too, is crying.
You couldn’t feel anything. You what you knew is you just continued crying, until your father decided to carry you to your bed.
You stayed like that until you finally fall asleep.
Jimin was at a loss right now. He couldn’t feel anything except the pain that’s inside his chest as soon as you turned your back at him and left. But there’s nobody to be blamed, is there?
It’s him, and only him.
He’s staring into nothingness until someone called. He grabbed his phone hoping that it’s you only to see it’s from an unknown number.
[Did you like my early Christmas gift? Oh, I sen’t one to Y/N’s parents as well so, yeah, enjoy while that lasts alright?]
“Don’t you dare show yourself to me, I will fucking kill you.” Jimin said, with a deadly tone.
[I dare you then. Do it Park, just like what you did to her.]
You fucker--!
The other line hang up.
He threw his phone somewhere, making something crashed. He continued wrecking whatever thing his hand get a hold of until he remembered what you just said befoe
Don’t do anything stupid.
He stopped smashing the vases. He sat on the floor, with tears on his eyes, he cries for you.
[A/N]
Sorry this post is late! This chapter broke me :(
Will this story be a tragic one or the one with flowery ending?
a few chapters left!.
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I wanna hear your answers to your questions thingie ☺️
Thank you I am avoiding studying for 3 finals rn lmao
1: when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk? More cereal, I do not like milk at all it makes me feel sick Every time lmao
2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day? Y e s I love being cold
3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books? mm usually a sticky note
4: how do you take your coffee/tea? I don’t really like tea but I usually have some kind of cold coffee or with cream and 2 sugar if its hot
5: are you self-conscious of your smile? mmm kind of yes
6: do you keep plants? I don’t currently have any but I love having them
7: do you name your plants? yes!!
8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings? currently more words than visual art
9: do you like singing/humming to yourself? sometimes, I mostly do it in my head though
10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach? I almost always sleep on my left side but I sometimes sleep on my right side or back
11: what's an inner joke you have with your friends? long boy, CRACKS PANTS, What if i was Straight
12: what's your favorite planet? mm I actually don’t know a whole lot about any of them but I think neptune is Very pretty
13: what's something that made you smile today? my friend paige and I sent each other christmas cards and I got hers in the mail today!!
14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like? there would be his nerdy video game stuff Everywhere and my books and movies everywhere and a little bit of glitter on everything lmao
15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is! it is quiet Everywhere in space
16: what's your favorite pasta dish? lasagna is the actual love of my life
17: what color do you really want to dye your hair? BLUE OR DARK PURPLE
18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up. I do alot of dumb things lmao but last semester when I lived in a residence hall with my friends i was always shouting IM GAY down the hallway or kicking my leg up high to put it on the window ledge
19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it? I am very forgetful so I never keep a journal or sketchbook consistently
20: what's your favorite eye color? brown
21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that's been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces. I don’t really have a bag that’s lasted a super long time but my little blue makeup bag used to be my sister’s and I’ve been using it since high school
22: are you a morning person? If I’ve slept enough then yes but when I have classes at 8 am,, no
23: what's your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations? sleep in and watch movies
24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets? mmm probably Steven? He knows most of them already
25: what's the weirdest place you've ever broken into? THE CHURCH PARKING LOT WE GOT LOCKED INTO TOGETHER AT NIGHT
26: what are the shoes you've had for forever and wear with every single outfit? I rotate between like 3 pairs but I have some beat up black high tops I’ve had since high school that I love
27: what's your favorite bubblegum flavor? usually just minty gum
28: sunrise or sunset? sunset
29: what's something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing? steven calls me everytime he’s driving home from school and we always say I love you before hanging up its gay and i love him v much
30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared? yes a few times
31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks. okay I get judged for it alot but I wear socks 24/7 I have Too many socks and theyre all cute and yes I wear socks to bed and I wear them all the fricking time I am uncomfy being barefoot
32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends. Nothing recently but last semester I used to stay up until like 4 am with alot of my friends watching movies and one time like 10 of us watched star wars and had snacks and had a big cuddle pile sleepover on the floor
33: what's your fave pastry? chocolate croissants
34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it? mm I have a bunch still bc alot of them were given to me by someone sepcial/ for special reasons and one of my favorites is a pink bear with a dodgers hat that was from my dad when I was a kid
35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often? I do! If I have stationary I’ll use it to send people mail
36: which band's sound would fit your mood right now? currently I’m listening to lana del rey and its fitting
37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean? I am an organized messy person so I am like half and half
38: tell us about your pet peeves! when people invite themselves over/ just show up without asking, opening doors without knocking, chewing with your mouth open
39: what color do you wear the most? black
40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what's it's story? does it have any meaning to you? I have a black ring I wear everyday that was from my sister and it makes me think of her since we don’t currently live in the same house while im at college
41: what's the last book you remember really, really loving? How to remodel a man by w. bruce cameron, I found it at the library and got it just bc it sounded like a funny title and it was genuinely the funniest book I’ve ever read I loved it
42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it! Either 85 degrees down the street from me bc its really cute and the chocolate bread there is Amazing or coffee bean in my city cause it has a v nice atmosphere and the baristas all know my sister so they’re really friendly
43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with? I have no idea actually
44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything? ???????????
45: do you trust your instincts a lot? I try to
46: tell us the worst pun you can think of. earlier Aaron and I were roasting Morrissey and I said that when moz cancels shows/doesnt show up bc he’s sick its like he just sneezes once and then he’s like,,, oh my god am I,,, Still Ill
47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe? tuna
48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today? I don’t really remember tbh
49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought? yes!! last record was the Uni single release and its clear and v cool and the last cd was a paul mccartney one i think
50: what's an odd thing you collect? pins mostly
51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them? I associate alot of music with a lot of people but one song that reminds me of you is little queenie by sad girl
52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far? the one of the white guy making a confused face is maybe my fav
53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them? rocky and heathers and beetlejuice yes and I love them all v much, I watched pulp fiction once at like 3 am and i slept through alot of it by accident so I cannot give an accurate opinion
54: who's the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face? my sister
55: what's the most dramatic thing you've ever done to prove a point? im not sure but my middle name is dramatic So
56: what are some things you find endearing in people? when they genuinely want to know about how your day was, when they remember something you said a long time ago, when they bring you something out of the blue because they know you like it
57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics? yes alsways it is one of the best songs ever
58: who's the wine mom and who's the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why? I don’t currently have a solid Group of friends but between us I would say you are probably wine mom and i am vodka aunt lmao
59: what's your favorite myth? I love a lot but rn I love the loch ness monster
60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves? yes but currently none are coming to mind lmao
61: what's the stupidest gift you've ever given? the stupidest one you've ever received? sometimes I give steven glitter bc i love it and he Hates it lmao but I’m not sure if I’ve ever really gotten a stupid gift?
62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind? nope, usually just water
63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be? organized, not necessarily alphabetical or anything but I like things by the same author or artist to be together
64: what color is the sky where you are right now? black
65: is there anyone you haven't seen in a long time who you'd love to hang out with? alot of my high school and college pals
66: what would your ideal flower crown look like? mmm probably a lot of dark red roses and little white flowers
67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel? kinda depends but usually I like them
68: what's winter like where you live? usually cold and kinda rainy but lately its still in the 80s and hot
69: what are your favorite board games? bingo always
70: have you ever used a ouija board? no and I Maybe would??
71: what's your favorite kind of tea? not super into tea but i don’t mind green tea
72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you'll forget it? v much so
73: what are some of your worst habits? procrastinating, leaving water bottles on the floor, ignoring instructions
74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns. they have brown hair and glasses and really pretty eyes and live in another country and are so sweet and remind me of a little fox
75: tell us about your pets! I don’t have any but my siblings both have fish and barry is my fav little guppy even though he’s a rude drama queen
76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren't? studying for my finals
77: pink or yellow lemonade? both but I like pink alot
78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub? h a t e
79: what's one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you? one of my friends used to make me mixtape cds alot
80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why? at college they’re just white bc its a dorm but at home they’re blue and my dad and I painted them secretly one summer lmao
81: describe one of your friend's eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of. looks like the inside of a blue gelpen
82: are/were you good in school? I try to be, I’ve always had a hard time in math and science classes but I’m good with artsy and english classes
83: what's some of your favorite album art? I have,,, to many to pick from
84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones? currently no? I’m very indecisive so I’m not sure what I would get bc I would want it to have a special meaning
85: do you read comics? what are your faves? not really but I wouldn’t mind
86: do you like concept albums? which ones? probably alot but ziggy stardust and sgt pepper come to mind first
87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives? eraserhead, big fish, and casablanca
88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy? mmm yes probably alot but rn I really like zines
89: are you close to your parents? my dad yes my mom is very up and down
90: talk about your one of you favorite cities. I really love the Manhattan Beach area it’s always made me really happy since I was a kid something about it just always feels welcoming and familiar to me
91: where do you plan on traveling this year? not sure
92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch? depends on the pasta but generally I like alot of cheese
93: what's the hairstyle you wear the most? It’s always the same fluffy messy curly besides when I put it up in a little ponytail sometimes
94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday? my friend tori from high school
95: what are your plans for this weekend? going back home and Finally sleeping alot
96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot? it usually takes me about a week to finally stop being lazy and do them
97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house? I think I was ensj or insj or something like that last time i checked, I’m a gemini and I have no idea about my hogwarts house lmao
98: when's the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it? probably a few years ago and it was pretty okay
99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them. there are a Lot but lust for life by the band girls always reminds me of myself and i’m listening to flatsound rn and alot of his music hits me hard bc I feel like that alot
100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why? as much as I would like to have things back from my past I would probably say future, I’d like to skip ahead a bit to when some things have changed and are hopefully better
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