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feengoid · 10 months
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you guys remember him? yeah. i do.
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cannibalrotmeat · 2 years
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Warning for some swearing/cursing!!
The sims is one of the few video games i can literally play for over 24 hours straight without getting bored. I currently have a family of 6 who i am developing lore for. The parents, Frankie Whitlock-Church and Dan Whitlock-Church, are both vampires (vampire-ish creatures at least) and also aro/ace, they are queer platonic partners and got married for tax purposes. they also had an old cat named Dollie. Eventually they said “Okay screw it we want children.” And adopted two kids (middle school age), Luis and Cam. Cam is AFAB and uses he/they pronouns, Luis is AMAB and uses he/they pronouns. Dan is AFAB but uses he/him pronouns, Frankie is AMAB and uses all pronouns. So they’re raising their kids, Dollie dies but gets revived as a sort of stitched-together-blind-as-fuck cat who is now immortal (she’s fixed tho, don’t worry). Their kids are nearing the end of middle school, they find a literal baby just crawling about in the woods without parents and decide to adopt him too, they name him Matty. No they do not legally adopt him, they just sorta pick him up and say “Okay, he’s ours now.” Because they’re like 1000 years old and don’t really care for laws and shit like that at this point. Cam and Luis have befriended their neighbor Gianna who is around the same age as them and lives with her grandma, Luis befriends a girl from school who is named Olivia, but Olivia’s grandfather is also Dan’s coworker who doesn’t get along that well with him so there will probably be something going on there, I like to think her grandpa is like “Oh he’s the son of that Dan guy, ugh, couldn’t she have had literally anyone else as her friend?” (Dan is a comedian btw, just starting out though, and Frankie is a stylist who has reached the top ranks of their field.) Olivia lives with both her parents, her grandpa on her mom’s side, and her grandma on her dad’s side, as well as her two toddler brothers. Now Luis and Cam’s adoption anniversary is in 2 days (shown as their birthday but i don’t want them having the same birthday in the lore) and idk wtf i’m gonna do about Matty’s birthdays. Cam’s full name is Cam Salmon Whitlock-Church, his middle name is Salmon, Luis likes to make fun of him for it. Luis and Cam are extremely close, Luis and Gianna are the only ones who know that Cam uses he/they pronouns. If i were to timeskip all the lore and stuff to when Cam and Luis are adults, Cam would change their name to Felix (but keep their middle name bc even though they act like they hate it, its sort of like a little inside joke) and shave their head, they’re the type to go “‘I ain’t wanna brush this shit.‘ *grabs razor*” and shave their own head Impulsively, but now they just keep it that way. Luis would probably cut his hair a bit shorter just so it’s easier to manage. Currently Luis is like, top grades in the school and then add mire extra credit on top of that, while Cam is just absolutely crashing and burning as they just absolutely cannot do the work due to ADHD reasons (laughs in projecting). However, Cam does show high creativity and art skills. Matty is still a tiny baby that can only eat, sleep, cry, and poop. I may update every now and then on what they’re up to, both game wise and lore wise.
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smrwine · 4 years
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would you pretty pls share a line or a lil snippet of one of your abo aus? 🥺🥺🥺 idk if you have several of them but the ones i thought of was the omega waitress louis and phantom thread?
The clock at the top of the bedside table read 4:22 in the morning. 
The earliest rays of sunshine had yet to crawl over the shore line and light up the seaside town with its beams. It was just early enough that the moon was still cozy in the sky just as Louis was in Harry’s bed. The omega slept soundly with blankets curled around him and his toes were kicked out from under the sheets. He was warmth and peace all wrapped up in soft linen, with a well rested pattern to his breaths. Harry nearly thought twice about disturbing him.
“Darling,” Harry whispered with a soft pat to his shoulder. “Wake up. I have something for you.”
Harry’s trip to his country home had turned from only a planned weekend to nearly two weeks. Louis’ heat had lasted longer than the average four days and crept into a blistering seven. Harry assumed it was because his omega had gone so long without a proper knot and his body was only hungry for more. By day five Harry was chaffed and battered by the deceivingly gentle hands of Louis. The omega was insatiable and clawed at his back every time he got a good knot nestled inside of him. Day six and seven Harry was exhausted but performed all the same. An extended heat wouldn’t strip him of his pride and his cocksure alphahood.
“Omega,” Harry laid a hand at the side of Louis’ neck, summoning their tie. “Up now. The day will not wait for us.”
Louis shivered as he rustled awake, nuzzling into the hand around him. His tired sweet eyes squinted open and greeted Harry with a clearly startled glare. 
“Is everything alright?” Louis whispered.
“Yes, sweetheart. Come with me.”
Harry was dressed up and neatly groomed. He woke up only a few hours after they had gone to bed and paced along his atelier floor, looking for imperfections, and getting himself clean. For the majority of the morning his heart pounded softly in his chest, all in anticipation for this moment. It was only then as Louis slipped out of bed at first request, that his breathing grew calm, and his clammy hands were relieved. 
Louis slipped on his dressing gown and clung to his alpha’s arm in the dark. He was graceless on his feet as the blood and exhaustion rushed to the tips of his toes and back up through his limbs. Harry kissed his forehead as he led them quietly out of the bedroom and down the hall to where his gift awaited them. He only had a few hours in between Louis’ heat naps to sew the fabric by hand, and without his omega present, he was forced to make guesses on how it would fit based off of the shape of Louis’ body that he’d come to know.
The sleepy weight on his arm lifted gently as they stepped into the atelier and came into view of the elegant gown dressed on the mannequin. Harry’s alpha preened in satisfaction as the omega ran up to it, eyes wide and draped in awe. Louis’ hands reached out to touch the soft lace and the deep blue silk it was stitched to.
“What is this?” Louis said with shrill wonder.
“It’s yours. Don’t you remember?”
“Mine?” Louis gasped. “This gown is mine?”
In lieu of an answer, Harry stepped over towards him, pulled him in by the hips, and cuddled him tightly. He still smelled like Harry and it made his alpha soar. Louis fluffed out the skirt of the gown like he couldn’t believe it was his own and ran his fingertips over the delicate lace. The precious fabric looked stunning beneath his palms.
“This is French bobbin lace from the early sixteen hundreds.” Harry explained. “It’s incredibly fragile and very rare. I salvaged it during my short time in the army, during the war, and I’ve been waiting for the perfect gown to make it with. I think I did alright.”
“Alright?”
Louis went quiet again, carefully admiring the dress, as Harry admired him. He circled the garment slowly, hands trailing all over the work as his eyes took in every detail. Harry watched as bashfulness coloured his face along with bemused laughter. Louis shook his head like he couldn’t believe it.
“When did you have time to do this?” he asked.
“After I tended to you, while you were resting.” Harry said, cheekily. “Will you try it on?”
With a simple nod of his head Louis began to untie the lazy knot of his dressing gown. Harry watched his small hands for a moment, always so fascinated and turned on by their delicacy. It was then he realized Louis checked off every box of what Harry’s ideal omega would look like, and he only further stoked that fire with his unassuming coyness. Louis’ robe fell to his ankles before Harry moved to remove the courting gown from the mannequin. His hands nearly faltered at the sight of Louis’ love bitten body and the pheromones emitting from him. Louis was wet again, and Harry could nearly taste it.
“Come,” Harry said, forcing his jaw to remain steady. “Rest your hands on my shoulders for balance.”
Louis stepped into the dress, right foot first. He was careful not to wiggle around as Harry brought the rest of the gown up on his hips and over his torso. The lace fit gracefully around his arms and bust, giving it an effortless off the shoulder feel. His collarbones accentuated the femininity of the lace and silk, and his skin tone played nicely with the blue. Harry fastened him up in the back and fluffed out the bottom of the gown. The lace accents at the hem and his hips fit perfectly with his shape.
“I was right to take a couple inches off the length,” Harry said as he examined his work. “Your legs are divine but still quite petite.”
Louis laughed as he picked the bottom of the gown up and strut towards a mirror. The fabric was a bit heavy but as he twirled in circles on the tips of his toes, it appeared to be weightless. Harry was awed.
“I’ve never seen two fabrics agree with each other so naturally. Every piece of the bobbin feels timeless and sacred, and now that it’s on you this dress is a living thing. You’ve given it the life it’s been longing for.”
“Harry,” Louis spoke as he marveled at his reflection in the mirror. “I know courtship dresses are mostly symbolic these days, and most just get hung up in an armoire, but I’d really like to wear this for something. No one has ever offered me a courting gown, let alone one like this.”
“You like it then?”
“Oh, I love it!” Louis exclaimed. 
“Then we’ll have you photographed in it and we’ll revive the tradition. Every omega in the country will expect more from their alphas when they see how radiant you look.”
Louis’ smile was bright and private as his hands played carefully with the lace at his hips. It was quiet in the room after all the excitement. Once again, Harry could hear the soft pounding rhythm of his heart. He knew Louis could very well deny his courtship, leave his country home, and take all of Harry’s ego with him. The mere thought of him not accepting his gift sent a prickling shiver down the knobs of Harry’s spine.
“What little secret did you sew into this one?” Louis asked.
Harry was elated that Louis remembered a unique detail of his craft that he shared quietly over their first dinner. The tie between them radiated warmth and a deeper trusting feeling. Harry could taste honey on his tongue.
“Um, just a two word prayer. Something I hope for with you.”
“What are the words?” Louis asked.
“Never cursed.”
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vndic-a · 4 years
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txf ran for YEARS and is chock full of moments that our boi has been horrifically injured.   this is mostly going to focus on physically lasting scars and prominent breaks that still cause him all those fun aches and pains,   but will touch into whatever prominent injuries he’s experienced that i think are noteworthy,   including those with notable trauma experienced.   this should have all of them but i’m not perfect. 99% of these are timestamped with what episode it happened,   some have screenshots,   and like maybe 1 or 2 will be headcanon ones.   the reason i’m posting is for the sake of plotting and also a little timeline for myself,   to keep in mind / keep track of all the things he’s been through.
SCARRING .
1 .    shot in the left thigh,   straight through his femur (oof).   thicc boi star - shaped scar.   1X13 2 .    gash on lower rib - cage / abdomen,   clawed by the “jersey devil.”  minimal / thin scarring.   1X5 3 .    moderate skin damage to face / below eyes and around cheekbones due to hypothermia exposure.    it’s not terribly noticeable and only really lasts maybe less than a year and a half,   normally most don’t see it unless he’s pointed it out since the damage was so close to his eyes.   screenshot of how it looked when he entered the hospital .   2X16/17 4 .   scully shot him in the shoulder :// give that boy another starry scar.  2X25 5 .   deep slash on the face / upper right cheekbone from a gargoyle.   he tends to receive a lot of scars on his temple / head and most of them remain thin and whiten over the years,   but to someone close enough / knows what to look for, they’re there.   screenshot .   3X14 6 .   slammed his head against a windshield hard enough for the window to have some blood on it.   was unconscious for a while after.   screenshot 1   2   and  3  ( 3 is harder to see but it was stitched & bandaged ).   3X16 7 .   shot in the head.   didn’t die bc this boi is wild.   screenshot .   FTF 8 .   probable damage to his neck  ( small scars dotted across )  after an octopus - like creature strangled him and embedded parts of it in his neck.   this is another sort of scarring that probably only lasted around a year,   if that,   and wasn’t noticeable all over.   trypophobia warning on this image :   screenshot .   6X13 9 .   deep human bite marks on right forearm / closer to elbow,    as well as part of his bicep.   definitely prominent if not jagged scarring.   bleeding was severe enough a tourniquet can be seen in the screencaps.   screenshot of heavy bleeding and tourniquet.   also his arm ass arm had a sling after the fact .     7X04 10 .   ricocheting bullet hit upper left bicep.   wrapped in heavy gauze ,   it’s probably a small minute scar.   7X06 11 .    he got attacked by a bunch of snakes,   so specific scarring is ???   questionable but they were poisonous and he did have to go to the hospital.   7X09 12 .    had his skull drilled into at the edge of his hairline to induce his repressed memories.   4X23 13 .   infestation of his lungs.   he was basically suffocating due to the volume of eggs and beetles in his lungs and had to have them cleared after coughing up blood.   it was hella violent.   7X18 14 .   i don’t count fight club cuz that episode was BONKERS and there were so many things. 15 .   of course,   mul.der’s abduction.   the scars for this fade away,   but in the first couple of days that he’s returned and back on his feet,   they’re still healing.   i’ll detail more on this later. 16 .    another temple gash !   photoset.     8X20
BROKEN BONES .
1 .    obviously whenever he got shot through the femur .   1X13 2 .    he got attacked by a gorilla ( don’t worry abt it this shit was wild im just putting it on here cuz like wtf y’know ) so i’m gonna wager potentially broken / fractured ribs / possibly some pretty bad bruising if not any breaks to his head.   he was unconscious for a while and when scully found him he reacted wildly pained to her touch.   also the only reason i’m adding this as well is because he’s definitely had a history of broken / fractured ribs.   2X18 3 .    left pinky twisted and broken severely as a means of torture.   5X18 4 .    in general he’s broken some ribs here and there.   i also personally headcanon he broke his wrist when he was a kid,   and it’s partly reason why this stooge drops his gun so fucken often,   he’s got a lousy grip.
GENERAL  /  LONG TERM AFFLICTIONS .
1 .   was infected with an alien gas that killed him,   he FLAT - LINED for about a minute before scully revived him .   2X16/17 2 .   he’s had a trillion concussions,   which can only get worse as time goes on :/// 3 .   he’s also had unconventional medical procedures performed on him:   mind - wiped in spooky unknown government labs,   a lot of techniques and medicines to help him remember things via stimulating hallucinations that basically caused seizures,   another time he was given medication that induced a seizure,   drugged a few times that caused extremely high levels of paranoia and anxiety to very violent and uncontrollable levels. 4 .   exposure to the black cancer,   as well as torture / imprisonment without basic necessities which totally had some long-term mental effects.   4X8/9 5 .   i mean he did get mummified by prehistoric fireflies but he’s cool now.   1X20 6 .   he’s definitely got tinnitus from multiple stuff over the years but mostly from the gunshot to the head.     FTF 7 .   he almost died again,   buried under rubble to narrowly avoid a massive explosion,   severely feverish,   dehydrated / heat exhaustion and unconscious for several days and BARELY fighting past the illness.   3X1 8 .   subjects himself to tests from a doctor to inject him with ketamine   ( a hallucinogenic anaesthetic )   to try and remember his past more clearly,   causing seizures,   severe migraines,   and lapses in his current memory ( a vivid flashback occurs and he’ll wake up not knowing where he is ).   also got his skull drilled into that was cool.   4X23 9 .   moderate radiation burns to his forehead / face . 10 .   oh yeah he drowned in the bermuda triangle but it’s cool his wife rescued him.    6X3 11 .    he’s had hypothermia a lot in general.
MENTAL .
1 .   take a shot everytime mulder gets tortured,   die in 4 minutes . 2 .   fear of fire is very pronounced.   1X12 3 .   kidnapped,   drugged,   mind - wiped,   dropped back to scully not knowing where he is.   1x2 4 .   take a shot everytime he’s sleep deprived,   whether bc of his own passion or because of someone forcing him to stay up.   scully has made notes herself,   verbally exclaiming mulder needs rest bc he hasn’t had any in 24 and sometimes 36+ hours. 5 .   idk if i mentioned but he’s been held hostage a lot,   more than once in some actual prison somewhere where he’s tortured,   and a handful of times by dangerous criminals who are ready to kill him and do it for ransom. 6 .   the amount of times he’s been detained and literally tied up or held down by something / physically restrained,   i’d wager he’s less and less cool with it every time. 7 .   almost was drowned inside of a mental hospital,   drowned in the bermuda triangle,   was almost drowned in a bath tub,   and has been strangled more times than he’s comfortable with.   the general concept of not being able breathe is a little too familiar. 8 .  i just want to point out how many times he’s been exposed to seeing death  / dead bodies  /  generally absolutely grotesque things ,   child death included .   staring at severed appendages .   has seen men literally chopped apart and left in trash containers .    mentally he’s become very sound in a sort of formal way,   in a way he can prioritize his work in an almost obsessive way to move past it all so it won’t catch up with him.   he’s excellent at that mental compartmentalization.   bleeding and dying,   he is still looking for the truth.   he’s seen many gruesome visuals and he notably has nightmares /  terrors in the shows. 9 .   that being said,   he’s had some vivid nightmares since he was a kid. 10 .   some ghosts psychoanalyzed the shit out of him and scully and made them think they shot one another,   which has always been a fear of his since kitsunegari when he saw scully shoot herself in the head and how he almost shot her.   he barely forgave himself for that.    lots of hallucinations and fun stuff.    6X6 11 .   extremely bad migraines that eventually formed into an unresponsive,   violent state that put him in a mental hospital,   where he paced around screaming,   unable to form sentences.   he harmed himself and others until he was medically forced into a catatonic state,    while skinner and others tried to inject him with medicine to revert the state,   resulting in seizures.   he could also read minds during this period but nbd.   a lot of this typically comes back up in   6X22/7X1/2 12 .   got stuck in a simulated reality and drugged by an AI which would just kinda fuck with anyone.   5X11 13 .   his abduction is an entire thing i won’t go into immediately here,   but there was some very severe torture involved that stays with him for the rest of his life. 14 .    his relationship with death is pretty fucked in general.   he should’ve died so many times.
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crystalkleure · 5 years
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Which Beyblade Burst bey avatar do you think is the coolest?
Ohh man, my heart says Wyvern just because that’s my favourite and it looks so sleek tbh, but it’s actually a tough draw between Wild Wyvern, Lost Longinus, Ark Bahamut, and Hell Salamander, bahaha. I’d probably have a different answer out of those four depending on which day you ask me lmao
I love so many of the bey spirits that it’s ridiculously hard to pick an absolute favourite tbh xdcfvcfdcfhb almost all of them have like, SOMETHING Weird and Unique about them that’s A+++
Like:
Wild Wyvern has a flame pattern on its wing membrane, and the cone-shaped thing in the middle of it’s head that’s spraying fire out looks almost mechanical instead of organic somehow? idk what that shape is reminding me of specifically, maybe some kind of engine or exhaust vent
Lost Longinus has a flaming blue mohawk that matches Lui’s hair and that was like the best thing ever, also there are those glowing blue stripes/indentations on its legs and between the scales of its neck/chest that may or may not indicate that the insides of this dragon are glowing bright blue like it’s full of that fire, and just. Name origin. “Longinus” is the name of the guy who stabbed Jesus with a spear. Hence Lost Longinus’s tail spear. Lost Longinus is like, a dragon-ified biblical weapon. Does this imply that Shuu is Beyblade Jesus??
Ark Bahamut’s wings – aside from the membranes being weird iridescent scaly things that may be entirely illusory and made of light rather than actual flesh, which is Fucking Cool by itself – sort of…twist open in a grotesque way? Like, the wing fingers are twirled together like twizzlers before they open up, and they look briefly almost like DNA helixes while they’re peeling open, before the shiny membrane things materialize. You can see the flesh pulling apart like putty. I was going frame-by-frame through the animation for Art Reasons when I noticed it and I was like yooooooo
Hell Salamander just looks really cool. It’s made of hot pink fire/lava and its black scales/armor/whatever look almost like leather biker gear or something [not to mention, they match Suoh’s coat, which also seems to be leather sxdcfdcf], and the white scales/armor/whatever look like they’re made out of bone [its got claws and horns that are the same colour, made of the same stuff]. So, like…Ghost Rider Dragon. Also I appreciate how Salamander came to exist in the anime, and how it promptly burned a scribble into Suoh’s face as thanks for being created hgfdssdffghgf She’s So Dramatic
Screencaps to show what I’m talking about bc I’m bad at words:
Wyvern’s fire tattoos [last section of wing, near the edge]:
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Bahamut’s wings:
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And many Honorable Mentions under the cut because All Bey Spirits Are Cool:
Valkyrie has six eyes for no reason at all except to look cool, and is also two bey spirits in one bey because horse dcfvcfvhgb [gee Valt, how come your mom lets you have TWO bitbeasts??]
Storm Spriggan has Wolverine claws on the gauntlets on its arms, also for no reason at all except to look cool bc Spriggan already has Actual Claws too dfgcdfggh
Legend Spriggan looks Especially Cool when it does the thing where the black spiky parts of its wings are interlocked together, and then they open up
Spriggan Requiem has an AXE
Ragnaruk looks a little like Baphomet
Deathscyther has BATS. It summons a swarm of BATS when it comes out. Also just, everything else is cool too lmao it’s the grim reaper except dressed for a blacklight rave party
Kaiser Kerbeus has SCALES like a DRAGON and also wears an eyepatch. A Good Boy all around.
Hazard Kerbeus is uhhhhhhh some kind of radioactive mutated creature and he is also a Good Boy sxdcfvdfh
Multiple parts of Zeus’s body are made of what look like plasma balls. Y'know, those desktop toys that put on a cool light show and react to your fingertips when you touch em.
Unicorn would not look out of place in Robot Unicorn Attack
Yggdrasil has fucking plasma cannons
Quetzalcoatl has what appear to be stitches on the sides of its mouth [again, I was going through the animation frame-by-frame for Art Reasons lmao] and KNIVES ON THE TIPS OF ITS WINGS. Also it’s got a hood like a cobra but its body is flat like a Chrysopelea flying snake [they flatten their bodies out to catch air and “glide” around up in the trees] and if that was an intentional design choice then it’s a Really Nice Touch bc Quetzalcoatl is Quite Literally A Flying Snake lmao
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Jormungand has TWO HEADS and NO EYES and that is amazing
Kreis Satan is SATAN, TRAPPED IN A PLASTIC TOP. He has claws on his wings, and carries a bright blue-and-yellow plastic fork. Lucifer is on vacation from Hell and decided this was more interesting than screwing around in Los Angeles or playing the fiddle in Georgia and he was right and I respect him.
Drain Fafnir has TWELVE EYES. TWELVE OF THEM. Three sets on its face, three sets on its chest. Faf, donate some of those eyes to Jormungand. ALSO I need to say I really love Fafnir even if it’s not quite one of my favourite designs because Requiem Nightmare Faf tried to fucking vore Shuu once and that was the funniest goddamn thing ever asxdcfcxdf
Geist Fafnir has a bright purple mouth. Love it.
Deep Chaos is made out of gnarled, twisted flesh and is evidently hollow inside, judging by its weird tentacle hands. Clio and his pet eldritch abomination needed VASTLY more screentime tbh.
Alter Chronos exists precisely at the crossroads of steampunk and technopunk and if that’s not one of the Best Aesthetics Ever then idk what is
Beat Kukulcan is made of plasma compressed into the vague shape of a bird, and then dressed up for the circus. All hail Clown King Kurz and his majestic bitbeast that will summon an instant blue-lighting thunderstorm if you piss him off. Easily one of the best tbh – if Wild Wyvern, Lost Longinus, Ark Bahamut, and Hell Salamander are my Top 4, then Beat Kukulcan is in the Top 5.
Twin Nemesis has a hammer that appears to be made out of raw flesh and teeth.
Z Achilles’ looks like one of those action figures made out of cheap bright plastic and his helmet looks like a pompadour shaped like an upside-down A. Somebody make me a Z Achilles action figure and take my fucking money.
Emperor Forneus is a SHARK MADE OUT OF KNIVES. KNIFESHARK. HOLY FUCK.
Bloody Longinus just looks Good, idk. Took a page from Salamander’s book and seems to be wearing BONE ARMOR, also trying to compete with Drain Fafnir for Number Of Eyeballs On Body. Got two sets of eyes on face. Got a set of eyes on each wing, set in weird bird-skull-looking things. Got a set of eyes on each arm, set in DRAGON-SKULL-SHAPED ARMOR PLATES. Now Longinus, too, has TWELVE EYBALLS. TWELVE OF THEM.
Leopard is a dragoncat made out of knives and teeth and it will shoot ball lightning at you
Revive Phoenix is a Giant Fucking Fireball compressed into the vague shape of a bird, and that Extra Intense Bright Light in the middle of its body is Concerning because it makes it look like rP is building up to Literally Fucking Explode At Any Moment. Also the Bird-Shaped Fireball turns an evil pretty purple colour sometimes and that’s great.
Dead Hades is just COOL. YOOOOOO it’s some kind of insectoid creature judging by the six segmented bug legs, and that billowy brown cloak thing it’s wearing might actually be a couple of sets of tattered leathery wings. This fantastically horrifying creature was taken from us too soon, rip.
Orb Egis is a floating scorpion-tailed hydra with necks made out of rainbow holo plasma ig. It’s…*single tear* so beautiful………
Dead Phoenix makes me SO MAD because it SHOULD NOT EXIST but it looks SO FUCKING BADASS. It’s everything rP was except 500% more Goth and Metal now. hhhhhhhh
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simonarmstrcng · 5 years
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heyo, i’m pepper, and i’m late as usual (who’s surprised?? not me lmao)! i am here to introduce you to my favourite mess, simon who was actually one of my first muses! i’m trying to revive him so atm he’s a bit bare bones but here’s hoping i can get through this intro coherently (unlikely, but i’ll try)
[ MUSE 3 ] ●● is that LUCAS JADE ZUMANN ? no, that’s just SIMON ARMSTRONG , the 16 year old CISMALE who is a HIGH SCHOOL SENIOR. some say they’re NERVOUS AND AWKWARD, but their family and friends will swear they’re INTELLIGENT AND COMPASSIONATE. when i think of them, i think of the smell of books, fingers indented by violin strings, freshly dusted spelling bee trophies, wrinkled noses, ironed socks, ink stained fingers, and notebooks filled with doodles. i wonder if their family know that HE is hiding that HE’S QUESTIONING HIS SEXUALITY. ●● ( pepper && twenty two && est && she/her )
BIO(ISH)
tl;dr he’s a soft anxious overachieving nerd who likes to draw. that’s it, that’s really it idk why i took so long to say that sdkjsdkj
here is an aesthetic moodboard for simon and here and here are a few personality one’s with gifs! also here is his pinterest board 
inspired by: seth cohen, stiles stilinski, amy santiago, hermione granger (and a bit of neville longbottom i’m ngl), spencer reid. 
simon has always been a bit high strung tbh i’m ngl. he was the kid on the playground who was always a bit too mature for the kids around him in the way that he’d be like five and stressing about his potential career paths or the state of global warming yk, always kind of had conversations with grown adults that made them do a double take just because very adult conversation coming out of a tiny kid can be kind of startling. that said, he never really quite fit in with his peers because of that, i feel like he may have even been bullied for it a bit in the past. he was definitely that kid who reminded the teacher about the homework i am not going to lie to you. 
 simon always took academics extremely seriously. he always puts pressure on himself to be perfect and get straight a’s and he is like the definition of a try hard, simon tries hard at freaking everything. his hard work pays off though, he’s been at the top of the honour roll for the past few years and he’s got more spelling bee, science fair, debate, and decathlon trophies decorating his room than he knows what to do with.
(not one for any athletics though,,, physical exercise was never simon’s strong suit)
also plays the violin and the piano, again, more evidence of him being a huge overachiever. he is actually quite talented honestly but he isn’t really incredibly passionate about either instrument. 
simon has asthma, is allergic to bees, has sleep paralysis and pretty bad anxiety. he used to get panic attacks as a child and while he hasn’t quite grown out of it, it’s not nearly as bad now. i feel like he is on medication for it though and he may even go to therapy. 
afraid of abandonment (irrational because i’m pretty sure he’s never been abandoned but it’s there) and he’s also afraid of failure, of being a disappointment to his family, of never living up to his potential (when he was younger he was advanced for his age academically so he has skipped a grade.) he fears that he’s a disappointment to his parents as a son considering he is the farthest thing one can be from a potential fbi agent, and considering he can’t even do a lap without wheezing he doesn’t think he ever will be, but he is trying to aim for forensics instead of anything in the actual field anywhere close to actual danger. kind of insecure despite his success and low, low, low, low low key kind of feels like the kid his dad brought home might be his new replacement as a son. 
one of his closest friends is the school guidance counselor atm. think edge of seventeen. he just goes in there, eats his lunch and talks to her about everything that’s going on with his life like it’s cheap therapy. 
wants to go to harvard and is a big ball of stress over it currently. he’s hit a whole new level of academic intensity and his sexuality crisis is not helping in the slightest, but it is very much happening and he doesn’t know what the hell to do about it thanks for asking. he may be bi or gay or pan or none of the above, he’s not sure and he’s not thinking about it because he doesn’t have time to be questioning his sexuality when college admissions are rearing their ugly head. 
a big introvert. can occasionally be very witty and funny if he’s comfortable you but if he’s not he tends to just be quiet and kind of awkward. tends to enjoy to spend a lot of time alone in his room playing animal crossing, or indulging in a very private hobby, drawing. 
simon has always loved art and comics and drawing but he knows they’re kind of pointless passions, like realistically he doesn’t think he will even actually become a comic book artist the odds are too low. and yet that hasn’t stopped him from doing it. drawing is really one of the only things that really calms his anxiety, and that he really enjoys doing. that and reading. so simon has secretly been drawing a comic. he hasn’t really shared it with anybody and would die if anyone found out about it. here is a moodboard for the comic (he’s going by the pen name orion kace like the nerd he is) and here are some headcannons about it. 
honestly a big sap. like lilo and stitch can still make him tear up even if he won’t admit it dkjdkj. he’s got a soft heart and kind of just wants to make sure everybody’s okay tbh. tends to worry more than he lets on which is saying something because he worries outwardly a lot too.
can be very tempermental/moody and selfish though, especially when stressed. he gets to a very self centered ‘woe is me i’m the only one with problems’ place when he’s stressed out. 
a big ass nerd! i feel that goes without saying but loves comics books, loves star wars, harry potter, and could probably recite the opening scene of game of thrones yk, that kind of nerd. 
has never gone to a party. has never smoked weed. has never snuck out. has never tasted more than a sip of alcohol. honestly, simon hasn’t done anything, and he’s okay with that. 
i think that’s it omg tHAT’S PROBABLY IT. 
WANTED CONNECTIONS ;
best friends - i feel like at least two of these would be fun! a little squad for my lonely boy (2/2) cailin, john
childhood friends - i will give you my left arm for a childhood friends plot. unlikely friends maybe? or just two nerds being dweebs together? friends who are still close as hell friends who had a falling out or just grew apart, idc i love it all please give it to me. cailin
the ex - i feel like simon maybe had ONE relationship in his lifetime if that and relationship might be stretching things. they could have held hands on the playground when they were six or dated in middle school (do you like me check yes or no sdkjsdk) kind of think like it could be that or it could be a high school thing, once again idc give it to me. 
student - someone who simon tutors maybe? simon is probably volunteering to do it to look good on his uni application so Yes free tutoring from your local nerd. skylar, aria, 
crush - like i said simon is questioning his sexuality so if anybody wants to volunteer to be the boy that simon has an inconvenient crush on please be my guest. scout
rival - an academic rival would be !!! so fun, because simon is lowkey quite competitive so this could be a really interesting connection. farrah
mentor - someone who simon looks up to a whole lot. this would likely have to be someone either really cool or really nerdy and this is open to older muses mostly, just older than simon tbh ajax
bad influence - someone who will get this boy to live a little! maybe drag him out to a party, get him a joint, get him drunk, the works! leo, andrew
those are just some ideas but ofc like this if you want to plot and i will come running! okay thank
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