#as in it wasn’t full of ppl

[why-the-heck-not]

fighting the urge to drop everything and go for a walk, bc I found a new route couple days ago and I need to go back there right now

#what the hell how has this been so close all this time and only now I discovered it?? #I knew to some extent that there was something fun there but didn’t think it’d be like actually walkable #as in it wasn’t full of ppl #I saw only 2 ppl while I was trekking around there for like 30-45mins #probs will be more ppl there during summer but good thing I go for walks usually either late or very early so never the rush hours #bookblr #studyblr #booklr #aesthetic #books #study #reading #read #book #april 2024 #2024

[grantmentis]

Also a reminder that in addition to the history of pro women’s hockey in North America, there are currently professional women’s hockey leagues outside of the continent that stars like Lara Stalder and Jenni Hiirikoski play in. This is a big day in womens hockey! It’s definitely the first league with the most funding and a CBA put behind it! It’s just not the first league ever. This should not even be a remotely controversial statement considering you have a former phf player on the broadcasting team and many players who were/are teammates to players in this league play in overseas leagues, and most PWHL players played in multiple of those leagues themselves

#I’m not going to argue with ppl trying to claim a full time league that played on espn wasn’t professional like I’m not #even bothering splitting hairs about the phf it’s a joke. but it’s especially out of line to ignore the sdhl and others existance #when many of the best players do still play in Europe #Brandli peslarova nieminen karvinen tulus lowenheilm nylen Persson stalder etc etc etc

[lokidokeyartichoki]

I forgot a few last time

#izzy at home #izzy at work #tumblr polls #polls #the coworkers #I truly thought everyone had these abilities or at least it wasn’t weird #this is what happens when your friend groups are full of neurodivergent ppl #I thought everyone was like this

[gregmarriage]

the whole thing of “oh, you use mobility aids?’” “oh, you use *insert thing that makes my life easier*?” said in the kinda tone where it’s kinda obvious they’re looking down on you for it. literally go fuck yourself <3

#shoutout to the girl who stared at me the last time i was in town #literally i was just minding my own fucking business #it wasn’t just a quick glance that basically everyone does or whatever #she full on STARED at me #like thanks for making me self conscious about living my life how i need to #idk if she really meant it in that way but like idk #i could choose to take it as she liked my outfit but my brain fully attached itself to the negative #bc literally i’m a person with a cane so idk it just seems weird to me #anyways my point is ppl who make ppl feel bad about needing mobility aids etc fucking suck ass fr fr #bc they’re all like ‘do you really need it?’ or ‘are you even trying to get better?’ #literally fuck off and die x #i normally try to be a positive person etc but sometimes things piss me off and i’m not gonna apologise #especially as it’s my own fucking blog #anyways this shit really boils my piss and i hope ppl who do it die in a fire <3 #gwen rambles #gwenposting

[tariah23]

Ppl will do anything for internet clout oh my god

#this dude is arguing with the Cartel as he’s streaming and mocking them #as if they don’t have ppl to snatch him up or they can’t just get here themselves #they’ve done this plenty of times to Americans talking crazy #what the hell #rambling #just the other day some dude edited a picture of his burger to make it look undercooked so that he could get his money back from DoorDash…. #which is??? hopefully the restaurant he got the burger from wasn’t like a family owned one #don’t mess up ppls businesses like that #some other dude was online bragging about how his boss or whoever let him mop the bathrooms down and let him go home so he didn’t even have #to do his full 6 hours or community service and everyone was like ‘you’re gonna get that guy fired you idiot delete this-‘ #like why even post about it- especially if you’re a convict like I’m sure you have people watching you man come on #I hope that guy didn’t get fired just because he wanted to be nice to an idiot like that #and of course that lady who posted her baby waxing adult coochie…….. you really don’t… have to post everything online #well it was good that she was stupid enough to do so in the end considering what she had her daughter doing

[howbigisheaveninmiles]

#this is from ig but it wasn’t their photo i could tell from their page being full of other ppl photo #so ya #btw

[prehistorictriforce]

fuck you people who fake tourettes fuck you people who say they want tourettes fuck you people who have made having tourettes into smthn cute quirky and desirable!!!!! i’m mad!!!!!!!! fuck you fuck you fuck you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#this goes for any disorder or anything like. fuck off. #if you think faking this shit doesn’t matter then try like. actually asking ppl that have it??? #tried to explain that i had tourettes to my last employer. they thought i was faking it lmfao #bc they had seen people on tiktok faking it so often. they thought i just WANTED to have tourettes. and i didn’t #get the understanding and kindness i deserved until i could explain my dx and who i got it from #so they could know i wasn’t lying. i shouldn’t have to do that much to ‘prove’ my syndromes and disorders #just bc SOME PEOPLE think it’s cool to act like they have shit or they want to have shit. like NO!!! you’re ACTIVELY harming the communities #and you don’t even fucking care!!!! #my tics hurt!!! they hurt so damn bad some days and i’m one of the LUCKY ONES that has gotten less severe with age!!! #and im medicated!!!!!! and i still have days where i just wanna lay down and cry and never leave my room #some of my tics are cute ones. those tics DO exist. i have a few and have had others over the years that are gone now #but then i pop my joints out of place. pop my jaw out of place over and over. snap my head to the side. and again these are MILD compared to #SO MANY OTHER PEOPLE with ts #bet y’all don’t fucking WANT those tics. bet you don’t WANT to be hitting yourselves full force amd bruising ur skin constantly #i’m sorry for ranting in the tags but holy fucking shit this pissed me off #saw some shit on tumblr and tiktok and im. hooooo buddy. fuck you so bad. #ok. i’ll shut up now. tourettes isn’t fucking quirky. #rant tw #tw rant

[ash-and-starlight]

Hi, hope you're well.

Been listening to Wasteland Baby by Hozier and immediately thought of Yue. Then I immediately thought of that Yue you drew for the colour palette ask game.

That image of Yue just brings me so much serotonin. Ugh, just the way the colours pop and the way you drew her are so amazingshowstoppingneverseenbefore—

ok FIRST i need to recover from wasteland baby being a yue song….. so true. i’m going to cry now. SECOND THANK YOU SO MUCH!! i’m so happy you like that yue drawing and that it brings u joy,, it really means so much to me 💕💕💕

#y’know what. i’ll tell you a secret fkdhjd #i actually took that lil drawing & turned it into a full illustration lmao #i wasn’t sure if i we’re going to post it bc blah blah sometimes it’s important to just create things for you & not broadcast them or smth #but i’m kind of already planning to use it as a new icon #and uhhhhh ppl have been really nice to that one so. #i just might share #incredibile what you all can get out of me by being so sweet #(gritting my teeth) i’m not a people pleaser i’m not a people pleaser i’m not a people pleaser i’m not a people pleaser i’m not a people pl #ash replies

[milflewis]

are you ever just calling someone you’ve known for over ten years and you’re like. when did you grow up. when did you stop talking about that guy i hated and cut your hair and start doing your eyebrows like that. when

#just got told by a very close friend who i grew up with that she’s pregnant and im !!!!!!! #like. yeah she’s young. v v young but this is what she wants and it’s better than at 15 so i’ll take it lmao #like. fuck Me. we’re really not 15 and hating ourselves and dating terrible ppl anymore huh. like she’s an adult and has a job and a house #and a guy who i don’t really vibe with but he loves her and this isn’t the life that i would want but it’s what she does and it’s HER life #so she gets to decide and she’s so happy and . fuck. #she called me over facetime and showed me the tests and my first thought wasn’t pls no which it was when we were younger but i was happy ! #like. so so so happy that she’s so so so happy. and i get to buy baby clothes and hold a baby in eight months and life is good sometimes #ignore !! but i’m just so. full of it all that i needed to share . #delete later

[theflashesoflove]

i look so pretty today. it’s a pity that being in society is a nightmare for me

#just sat in a room full of very loud ppl i barely know and instantly lost 10 years of life #my friend promised she would be by my side but of course she wasn’t so i left <3 #i don’t blame her but it was the only reason i decided to go in the first place

[pepprs]

mission failed we’ll get em next time 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#i literally can’t quit omg i feel so fucking bad. it wasn’t so bad this time but also HE LITERALLY FORCED ME TO COME OUT LKKE GIRL HELLO???? #he cornered me and asked me if redacted had to do w my s*duality and i was like ummmmm. yeah 🫣 and he was like now why didn’t you say that t #the first time 🤨 and i was like …………. 😳. AND THEN i asked him why he asked me that and he said he’s been waiting for the right moment to get #it out of me and he always suspected it LIKE HELLO I THINK THAT IS POSSIBLY WILDLY INAPPROPRIATE I WANTED TO DIEEEEEE #and i lied right to his face abt stuff w my mom and also the redacted situation bc i always feel in trouble whenever i talk abt them w him #and also he asked how things were w my mom and i told him and he was like that’s great but how are things with YOU and yoir mom 🤨. UGHHHHH #and i can’t leave bc his supervisor is gravely ill and they haven’t talked abt doing inter generational therapy w me yet which is what they #want to do <- hasn’t looked it up yet and doesn’t know what it receals about me. and he also is like yet agai. trying to get me to separate #myself from data expunged AND ITS LIKE OMGGGG NOTHING IS HAPPENING WHY DO I HAVE TO THROW AWAY A GOOD THING THAT IS WORKING FOR ME JUST FOR #THE SAKE OF CONFORMING TO SOME STUOID MENTAL HEALJT STANDARD. so yeah ummmmm idk what to dooooo i know im not getting the best possible care #and this whole thing has been a cluster fuck but he validated my reaction to something for the first time like EVER today and he has plans a #and what if they work. and like omg if i drop it on him he’ll be so hurt and surprised like it will really come out of nowhere and i don’t w #want to look like even more of a fool to him than iam. but he says i can’t withhold stuff bc it’s doing me a disservice and we need to see t #the fullness of who i am to get to the root and solve problems and stuff but it’s like uhmmmm… but you don’t make me feel safe for reacting #the way i do or wanting things to work out in a way you disagree with so how can i bring out all the parts of me if you don’t make me feel a #safe and unjudged for doing so like. lol. the thought of leaving him makes me feel so guilty and stupid bc it s like why are you throwing aw #away sliding scale therapy that could turn out to be really useful and running away when ppl tell you things abt yourself you don’t like to #admit and force you to look at your hard ugly truths. but also the thought of working w him until july after already having had 16 weeks of #this literaly makes me fucking insane so idk what to do and finding a new counselor would be so hard and i don’t have time or money. UGHHHH! #purrs #delete later #like how am i gonna walk out on him when we just spent all this time talking abt how this new technique will bring me into a new season. AUG

[matoitech]

we need to talk abt galo’s masc wristbands more

#when ppl say lio was made to look very obviously gay but galo wasn’t i just assume they don’t Know the various things that r like very funny #galo’s grindr swag and u didn’t appreciate it how sad #I MEAN YEAH LIOS STANDING THERE IN FULL FUCKING LEATHER .

[kuiinncedes]

aksndbdhdhdhhd

#watch me fuckin scream lmfao bro #i’m on a trip sorta to a conference thing that my dad has kinda made me and my brother go to lol and #we’re sharing airbnb and ig the whole trip w a few ppl he knows that i don’t know at all #and i have to room w this 13 yr old girl in like not even a full bed 😭 #and like it’s partly a lot funny bc why am i so scared of this situation lmfaooooo like i’m absolutely more scared of her than she is of me #i keep thinking of that john m/uIaney bit abt 13 yr olds or whatever being the meanest ppl in the world LOL #she’s not mean afaik i’ve barely talked to her bc i am a fully functioning twenty fucking one year old 🤩💀 #idk bro i had a trip earlier this yr where like i could’ve shared a double bed w one of my best friends but we found out the sofa was a #sofa bed so we didn’t and i was highkey relieved jfchdhdhdbh #but here we are also apparently after we get back from this i have to share a bed at home w another near stranger who’s staying w us 🥳 #like it’s not that big of a deal i feel like i’m not super uncomfortable or anything i just feel like whining and i don’t want to do it #lmfaooooo 😭😭😭 #anyway 🫡 #it’s fine everything’s fine im just getting kinda annoyed on this trip by the two other strangers my dad knows #who idk are fine they’re fine i just wasn’t expecting any of it 😭 and i don’t like #new ppl apparently DNBCFJSBCHXNDB anyway #🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡 <- waow it’s me #jeanne talks #but bro sharing a bed isn’t gonna make me alr not super great at falling asleep in new places fall asleep easier 🤩 #and we have to be up early lol not that that’s usually a problem for me anyway #rly the point is i just rly wanna whine and complain <3 #it’s rly not that serious #so sorry LOL 🤡🧍🏻‍♀️ ok lemme go to sleep bc i am actually tired sndbchhdjdhc

[cupidlakes]

if i ever put a bad taste in ur guys mouth for whatever reason i’m sry abt that (genuine)

#i started posting when my mh was really at the peak of its. awfulness #the mess of covid and quarantine and losing my job at the time and breaking up w my girlfriend of 2 years had me feeling like i lost #EVERYTHING damn 😭 #but that meant i started posting and found #community & friends in a time that i was feeling so lonely and low #i’m grateful for that #and i’ll never understate that #but like me mental state really influenced how i interacted with content and people #which is why i sometimes reacted to stuff w pure rage and agony #and defensiveness #especially over unimportant dissenting opinions #i wasn’t used to the attention #+ the rsd kicked in full force #<- not necessarily an excuse bc needless cruelty can always rub ppl the wrong way #regardless of the reason #i remember someone once anonymously told me to just chill and i was like wait. rly i should chill JFKDJDKDHD #i’m too sensitive #thanks nonna #and i started to spend more time offline despite the vested interest #i just be feeling bad in hindsight #i don’t wanna come across as a mean girl or like As i don’t post anymore #have people have that memory of me #i realise i rly have a problem healthily engaging with things i’m interested in #rly i should stick to the fictional bc it is detrimental to me to spend my days analysing and thinking abt real ppl so intensely and #thinking i have Any insight into their lives tbh #or personalities and relationships #i’m forcing myself to learn how to detach #i just feel so cringe abt coming across as a big bad when i earnestly didn’t mean to #sry for the book 🫶🏻 i just had feelings #i hope everyone is still doing good and i’m sorry for my absence and the lack of george posting have a laurvely day if u read this monster🤍

[tariah23]

Hm.

#Wasn’t Jordan peele the one who started that list to show support for Israel or something months back… #man it’s really soured my interest in his stuff now tbh #like that was crazy #he wrote that letter to Biden himself right? #rambling #I feel like ppl forgot that especially since MM Is coming out soon 😭 #it sucks man #but I can’t even be biased a lot of ppl I adore was posting support for Israel as well and many deleted them but mfs still remember #a lot of ppl were just jumping on the bandwagon without knowing the full context and history of what theyd done to Palestine but it just #shows how stupid a lot of these people really are and were #just blindly following a cause that you don’t know anything about bro…? #just because your agent told you to or because you wanted to look progressive or whatever tf #it’s crazy

[imaginarypasta]

nothing grinds my gears quite like a second “why haven’t you responded to me yet” message a mere 1-2 days after the original text

#personal #of course something like further elaboration or a change in subject would be valid #im saying literally like along the lines of ‘why haven’t you responded’ #im not saying no situation ever demands it but that urgency every time we text is so exhausting #like give me a little bit of time. i say 3-5 days is more reasonable but i’m personally fine with full weeks in between #and i understand the logic of ‘oh they’re not responding to me -> possibly feel bad about it possibly neutral -> i’ll just give them a #reminder so they know no hard feelings’ i really do understand that #but the constant demand of respond to a thousand texts within a day #is personally too much and honestly just not something i’m interested in participating in #and i have said before ‘im not on my phone that much. that is simply how long it takes me to respond to messages. if it’s urgent either #call or say it is urgent that way i know’ #AND importantly ‘i don’t go on my phone when i’m hanging out with people’ because that’s almost always what the situation is #and i try so hard to not be annoyed bc i know their intentions are not bad and they just want to talk to me #but idk how many time i have it in me to explain that to the same ppl over and over #and it would be less annoying if there wasn’t a habit of like forgetting this kind of thing about me. i don’t know a better way to say it #anyway. trying so hard to not make this is ‘this is what’s wrong with everyone today’ or ‘i’m so unique’ thing bc i realize how close this #annoyance can get to those places & they’re very much not the attitude i’m coming into this with #ok rant over :p