#bc i’m like. hrm.

[bevinconner]

as i’m reading the runaway king, particularly the part where we’re with the pirates, i’m just finding. there are so many little moments of various pirates (usually background pirates) being described as large and fat. and it’s hard to put them on the Weird Comments counter bc it’s like. yeah characters can be fat. people can be fat that’s Fine. nielsen’s not writing particularly weird descriptions or insults (as she tends to do). it’s just that the only fat people we’ve seen in ages are pirates who are clearly meant to be made out as Bad and Gross.

and now that i’m thinking about it are there any fat characters mentioned that are like. characters we’re meant to like? ones who arent intended to have a certain Vibe to them??

#the ascendance series #practically copy and pasted directly from My Notes #bc i’m like. hrm. #i was gonna rant abt stuff in the tags but im just gonna put it in a. reblog lol

[ragnar0c]

Absolutely criminal. Lesbian visibility week and I haven’t posted nearly enough Alope. She’s a lesbian. LOOK AT HER (thumbnails) more rendered part 2 later lol

#ragna thumbnails #Half of the unfinished Alope comics are her seeing a woman going like this 🥹😭😳🫣 (except Hana) #It’s a lil canon joke that Alope is the equivalent of the ‘horny grip’ image when she sees a woman (except Hana) #First two… self explanatory. 💀 #Hana 😭 ‘Alope what is she talking about?’ GIRL ALOPE IS SO VULNERABLE RN DONT ASK HER THAT #Three… Alope getting really giddy bc a girl she liked made a silly joke with her #4… some girl (Abaddon) just confessed feelings for Alope… they aren’t genuine. But it still make Alope go 😳 #5 …Black gladiator (Zero) holding Alope’s hands and Alope making the face again 💀 #6. She. Kisses girls #7. This one is really funny. This is from a scene in OoS chapter 6. While most others are just side comics #She is talking about Magnolia. Immediately after she meets her she turns To Ignis and says ‘your wife is pretty’ and Ignis says ‘I know’ #THE WAY HE SAYS IT IS SO SWEET… IF ONLY MAGNOLIA HEARD. It melted everyone’s hearts #anyway anyway. First OoS scene where Alope shows interest in women. #8. Uh. So. Back to the “except Hana” bit she likes to tease her after chapter hrm… let’s say 15 if I’m lucky #She teases Hana more than anyone else #But she’s not like. Attracted to her like other women. It’s different #I could go on about that for ages #brainrot #ragna ramblings

[kirnet]

I am considering going back to school for a business degree :(

#gagged while typing that ew #i could get an associated in a year and I can do an accelerated course through my local community college #that would be entirely online + saturdays #I think it would help me at work + I miss school… and I could transfer to another college in town if I wanted a bachelors… #and I’m sure I could get financial aid bc the state paid for like half of my ba + the other scholarships I got… hrm #but idk if I want to tho. stewing on jt #ramblings

[blue-unifox]

Seems like it’s a more or less unpopular opinion but I think it would’ve been more interesting if demons, once liberated, don’t fully revert to their original human form.

I mean, it’d hold more weight storytelling-wise, bc it’s evidence of what this person’s been though and that some things that the Downside has done to them might never heal. Also before I got that dialogue bit with Jodi how horns fall off after liberation I thought that that’s the reason why archjustices and others who came back from the Downside wear their robes, to hide the fact that it’s possible to actually do that. And like, since it doesn’t happen immediately(horns falling off, hooves turning back into feet, height coming back to normal etc.) it’d make more sense that the higher ups would want to hide that as much as possible. Idk man this this a bit of a missed opportunity in my opinion.

#pyre #pyre spoilers #rambles #headcanon party #would that be a recurring tag from now on? we’ll see… #I’m all for like maybe the horns do fall off and the feet come back but they’re the same or about the same height as before #and also the eyes glow and are a bit scary #maybe the markings too #is this a cosmetic thing or does it actually become like this bc of demonism? hrm #this post brought to you by a person who’s a bit biased and thinks that demons are cool as heck lmao #and also wants Oralech and Jodi to be rly tall even after liberation

[lykrynos]

i promise you philza minecraft is not a mega racist like you have been led to believe. i promise

#if this causes contention IDC . i’m so sick of having to hide something innocuous bc i’m scared my friends will drop me so fast #it’s so funny to me that people who are like hrm there’s nuance and not everything is black and white still say like . #if you like 1 youtuber that plays minecraft you should kill yourself #this does not mean you need to like any mcyters AT ALL. full stop. #just like . chillax. liking hermitcraft and qsmp isn’t killing anyone #and i have a little secret for you most people that continue to think abt and made stuff for dsmp hate dream. #i have a lot more to say but i will keep it short here

[exopelagic]

auuudggghghhrhrhrbrr

#okay I’m feeling Bad and I need to unpick why before I’ll be able to sleep #friend is asking abt lunch on Friday when I already have standing commitment w other friends then so I can’t do that. #but I also go home on Sunday and I can’t do shit until Friday bc work and I have plans on Saturday so I just. can’t see them #which. I guess makes things easier actually that’s not something I can control and I’m not changing existing plans that’s unfair #I’m also listening to a playlist of old music (Apple Music generated favourites — so literally random picked from everything I’ve ever done #and the last few songs have made me feel Bad bc of being associated with certain times but song playing rn is definitively a good song #w a good memory attached and it’s MY song not one of my old friends #okay where are we #I’m stressed abt presentation on Thursday but also a non issue. I’m prepared. I have all day tomorrow to practice and read up more #and then it’s 20 minutes on Thursday morning I’ll be done before 10am #I am. a little frustrated on a broader scale about the role I’m currently occupying #in that w a bunch of my friends I’m having to be the one with their shit together and dealing with their Stuff. #mostly in the way that I have to be putting in extra effort to tiptoe around them and steer stuff to keep them happy #i can do it i can do it easily I’ve just tasted not having to now so it’s. noticeably different having to do it more #i do Not have the words to talk abt this in the way I want to it’s so annoying #it’s like. I know how my friend responds to stuff. I know the things that make her anxious and what her instinctual responses will be #and I’m constantly having higher level thoughts planning out how things will go it’s effortless and constant it’s just There #with everyone all the time but sometimes I use it more and sometimes I have to because I’m in a position where if I don’t we’ll get nowhere #and I don’t like that I’m having to worry abt keeping other people happy while I’m talking to my friends it removes me a layer from stuff #hrm. there are broader questions here abt the utility of this bc like. sure it helps in some situations #but this probably isn’t great long term for either of us. wild. goddamn talking to my friend abt philosophy opened new parts of my brain #anyway I cba to have those thoughts rn! it’s midnight! I’m going to bed in half an hour <3 #it’s honestly unfair that I have to do anything other than be gay and play pokemon #luke.txt #uaUrghrhfhjs I’m also being insane abt a guy. which is predictable and I feel stupid abt for multiple reasons but. here we are. #I’m being insane. and maybe I should be less mean to myself but I feel like I’m being insane. #I think! I need to go to bed! #I am not being insane I am having feelings and that is allowed. feelings are typically regarded as a pretty normal thing to have. #philosophy friend is gonna be so mad at me if anything comes of this but it’s fine and if it does I think I’ll be pretty happy anyway #point is I’m doing nothing wrong and have done nothing wrong and I’m allowed to feel whatever the hell I like. okay.

[lesbianpegbar]

i swapped my moisturizer to my other bag last night and forgot to switch it back before coming to campus….. my hands…… they’re crumbling to dust…..

#they’re so cracked and red. oops #it’s like the coldest it’s been so far this fall too. awesome day to forget moisturizer #it’s fine i’m fine i’ll survive it’s just. hrm #and then it doesn’t even feel good when you put it on when you get home #bc then your hands are so dry that it just fucking burns and hurts #i’m taking the L hard today it’s okay #mine #personal

[gaycousinlarry]

.

#also #i understand being tired of feeling used or like a trend etc etc etc #but we’re on thin ice when we start dictating what people can wear/how they express themselves based on our assumptions of their identity #hi hello i’m having unoriginal thoughts this morning #but it’s really fascinating to see how people who aren’t fans react and interact w harry content #and there are so many things that make sense #but i also know a lot if it hurts #not bc i’m a fan #but bc i’m queer #hrm…..

[faeymouse]

Thoughts on KOTFE because hey I’m finally playing it now:

-Idk what ancient sea witch hell being Darin De Paul made a Faustian pact with to have the perfect voice, but I’d like to personally thank it because any time that dude is handed a villain role he absolutely kills it. 10/10. He’s so good as Valkorion

-Speaking of, Valkorion’s whole design is just 👩🏻‍🍳💋👌 The whole Zakuul royal family is really fun to look at individually, but also altogether because the family resemblance is there without being too pushy about it idunno how to word, I just think they’re neat

-I’m playing on my Smuggler btw

-You’d think this whole concept wouldn’t fit, and yeah there are a few narrative times where I’m like, oh, yep, they definitely had the Jedi Knight in mind for this bit, but? Big but? Smuggler actually works out pretty good. And what can I say, I find the concept of two generations of angry royal force sensitives playing tug-of-war with what is basically just some guy with a ship to be very funny and therefore very entertaining

-Understandably, my Smuggler talks to Valkorion’s ghost less like an ancient entity trying to take over his body and more like someone trying to cheat at sabacc. “Valkorion is amused” pops up way more then expected. The planet devouring Sith ghost has a sense of humor

-Really love how SWTOR spread its romance wings with this one and went full Dragon Age 2 with it. Everyone’s fair game. (Flirt) option is my Smug’s ultimate weapon, frankly

-Had my first genuine impasse when I had to decide between Koth, Theron, and Lana as romance options (an impasse of my own decision and making, but still). Was doing quantum physics, bending the laws of time and space, ripping open my third eye while I went hrm, but would this fit my smug’s MO?

-Finally decided on Lana. 1) because it’s Lana, and 2) this Smuggler having a weak spot for women that can crack his spine like a disposable glowstick confirmed

-I’m really excited about this bc I had to go through all the character class story arcs first (just for personal completionist sake) and if I had to accidentally hurtle off one more Balmorran cliff face because those elevators take too long I was gonna uninstall the game.

-Gripping the game by the lapels and shaking it vigorously begging it to let my character wear Koth’s outfit, PLEASE

-They went hard designing Zakuul, from its assets to its lore, and idk how I’ll ever be able to go back to vanilla planets after this. Zakuul stronghold when

#babbles #faey games #swtor

[moving-to-dreamwinged]

i don’t think i have anything to do today(?) hrm… maybe i’ll work on the new blog…

i’m like scared to move bc i don’t want to lose even a single mutual but at the same time things are SO disorganized on here i feel like and i’d really love to start fresh!!!! waaaa….

i’ll have the same url n everything and probably start following ppl soon but aaaa i need to get some motivation and finally finish it ! >:3 cries

#.mei chats

[catchyhuh]

… I heard talk of a playlist. Any chance you’re willing to share a) playlists (I go feral for them) or b) a handful of songs you associate with the characters? Also no sweat if you don’t wanna, bc I personally… am not sure I’d want to subject people to MY Lupin playlists heheh

OH I MEANT MY BIG PLAYLIST OF LIKE YUJI OHNO although. i have not been immune to associating these freaks with music for um. 5 years now. as a whole i have no idea how id put it into playlist form officially BUT I CAN GIVE YOU SOME TEENY PIECES!!!

lupin: hrm. razzle dazzle from chicago. it’s all about those bullshit theatrics baby OH MY GOD AND WHAT A FOOL BELIEVES BY THE DOOBIE BROTHERS. BIG LOOP SONG TO ME

jigen: billy joel gives me jigen energy but especially new york state of mind. you know? you know. i’m looking over this after “finishing” it and everybody has two songs but him. but it would be. funny to put assassin princess by mitchie m. 

fujiko: BIG SPENDER BY PEGGY LEE for obvious reasons but also piano x forte x scandal by oster project for OTHER obvious reasons!! ESPECIALLY the instrumentals like really if vocaloid isn’t your thing just listen to the backtrack and you will understand everything at once

goemon: FUCK i can’t remember the last time i found a goemon banger outside of the franchise itself because i always think of fairy night when i think of him. like the. the lupin song BUT IT’S SUCH A STRONG ASSOCIATION i guess. hm. let’s do laughter in the rain by neil sedaka. simple but pleasant happy memory type stuff

zenigata: FUCK (but with a slightly different intonation) arguably new kid in town by the eagles applies to. everyone. but i think he deserves the treat here since he's just statistically more unhappy!! yippee! also love trial by 40mp if i wanna be funny. because it is, it is funny,

i think my problem is that it’s much easier for me to find songs that. sound the way lupin looks. to me. if that makes any sense at all. like, as opposed to tying them down to specific characters each time. lyrics? only occasionally. instrumentation? ENTIRELY. but like foolish heart by steve perry and hisstocrat from super mario 3d world were not meant to be on the same playlist so it’s a bit messy up in here (i’m pointing at my noggin)

#nobody say anything about the strange blend of 70s dad rock and hatsune miku. im a man of varied yet simple tastes #lupin #jigen #fujiko #goemon #zenigata #asks #lupinions #technically i think

[edsbacktattoo]

peeps on twit and fb are arguing about whether or not Stede is actually gay (to the point there’s ‘fans’ actually saying they don’t see it/see his feelings for Ed/he must have slept with tons of women after Mary cuz he just didn’t like her) and I’m like. okay. you’re definitely room temperature IQ but like have you seen him. Look at this man. There is -0 straight bones in his body.

they're huh? they're,,,, th they they're what? like i'm convinced that some people feel the need to have the most insane takes that are just objectively untrue to be contrarian and for no other reason. what purpose does it serve to look at this canonically gay man and be like 'hrm.... nah i reckon he's straight'? how do people just have zero comprehension skills?

anyway this is a prime example of why i refuse to use twitter and fb. bunny you are being so brave about this bc if i saw any of that nonsense i would walk into the sea with stones in my pockets xoxo

#like what in the world #ofmd

[ph03n1x-24]

for the ask game :3

10, 18, 28

finally awnserinh asks again?!me?!!

anyway

10- i desperately want to say valentines but ain’t got nobody this year (sigh….probably gonna b giving my friend advice……..) sooo probably my birthday??nothing else comes to mind-

18- YES!! YES INDEED I DOO!! I have a pile of them all in a drawer under my bed but also got 2 on my bed bc I’m silly like that 🤯

28- how do people decide man……it’s probably….uhm……let me think……hrm…..yea no I adore both 😔😔 (HOW do people decide this though I GOTTA know..)

#ask game #phoenix do be talking #I PROMISE im getting round 2 the art asks my digital art takes too long man… 1/3 hermitswap guys done….

[hetaari]

Bad

19. Has anyone ever gotten mad over how you've portrayed an character or over a headcanon or something?

21. What frustrates you about the Hetalia fandon

Good

12. What makes this Fandom different in a positive way compared to other fandoms

20. List three blogs you want to shout out

19 (bad)-I never answered the ask but someone once came into my inbox and complained about the way I write Japan’s speech pattern even though it’s really no different from how he actually talks in canon

21 (bad)-certain people think they have some sort of high ground bc they don’t like popular characters or ships tbh. My brother in Christ you watch hetalia you are not better than the rest of us

12 (good): I’d say only the vocaloid fandom rivals the hetalia fandom in terms of having such a range. Canon compliant or otherwise, there’s seriously a diverse range of works (for better or worse)

20 (good): hrm.

- @/ask-risorgimento-italy! Listen I’m absolutely obsessed with this blog literally. The art, the story, the characterization…..absolutely delicious

- @/kyuhu! If you’re particularly into the baltics I definitely recommend them!

- @/breitzbachbea beathoven my beloved. If you’re into canon and oc interactions I fucking implore you to BLEASE check her stuff out i promise you it’s more than worth it

#didn’t want to tag ppl directly so I wouldn’t bother them #ask #hetaari speaks

[exopelagic]

I wiped out so hard tonight my KNEES

#I fell over. so many times. including two of the worst falls I’ve had in a WHILE #god the first one literally like minute and a half on the ice i lose a foot under me and do the splits. crash into the barriers #I am notably Not flexible I cannot do the splits. I don’t know how I kept skating afterwards #the worst fall I have ever had however was right at the end and the thing that made me get off #we were playing a thing and both me and this other guy we’re trying to catch this girl who turned out to be Also going very fast #three way collision all falling forwards on top of each other #we SLID there were BLADES BY MY HEAD im lucky im short im amazed nobody got actually hurt #except like. my knees which are now staging a coup I rlly should ice them but I don’t have ice and I just wanna sleep #but GOD tonight was a mixed bag #i have acquired the instagram and will probably get him on committee if he sends me the thing #also slowly thinking hrm yeah he’s probably straight #anyway good news: i think we’re pretty solidly friends now. bad news: prooobably regrettably heterosexual #idk straight guys shouldn’t be allowed to be cute and funny and good at skating it’s not fair #aaaanyway. it’s my own fault bc I meet most new people through hockey now and this sport is pretty notoriously not queer #it’s a little different here but the people who end up Good are largely not yknow. and I am unfortunately into guys who can skate #also they end up being the people I actually get to talk to with what I do. dumb as hell. they should invent gay hockey players #anyway my assessment is still vibes based there’s time for me to be proven wrong but we will see. it’d be funny if he was queer after this #will think abt texting him on a day that isn’t tomorrow bc tomorrow’s gonna be too much and I would like to have some time to chill sometime #anyway this is my periodic reminder to myself that I’m literally just Allowed to have feelings. fucked up that it’s true #but like it’s just. allowed. and it’s not even that I’m dumb or have bad taste or smth like that and over like what. #almost two years? there have been 5 guys total. mr prick who WAS queer unfortunately. and while the other four did turn out to be straight #that was due to 1. guy literally had rainbow fucking stick tape and Everyone thought he was gay. also I was just kinda fucking around there #2. talked to him like three times before asking him out. agrees to dinner bc he thinks it’s funny. 3. many signals bc bunch of queer friends #still unconfirmed but be does have a girlfriend ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 4. okay maybe I should know better by now but he’s cute okay I’m allowed to hope #it’s not even like I’ve DONE anything other than talk to him dude you’re fine you’re allowed to feel things #aaaanyway. bed now. eepy. will talk to him later. he complimented my hair okay I’m done now going to sleep #very sorry to anyone who reads these tags for just going on abt this guy but also no I’m not scroll down #luke.txt

[anthenasikes]

been seeing a lot of people who like yttd talking about zero escape so i’m thinking about getting it, should i get the full trilogy or just the nonary games bundle?

OH MY GOODNESS zero escape. i love zero escape it’s my favorite video game series hehhehhe. it’s so good man

ok honestly i would say buy the nonary games bundle first, and then after that, if you want to play ZTD (the third game) after that, you can get it separately (unless theres a bundle deal rn or smth idk)— but ZTD is like. quite controversial ? i guess ?? in that a lot of people Do Not Like it. in my opinion theres good stuff and bad stuff in it, i overall don’t like it very much while still also really liking specific parts of it… Hrm. to me it’s just not as good as the first two games but it’s not like its unplayable or anything. I’ve only watched playthroughs of VLR and ZTD bc i can’t focus on actually playing games myself very much (ive watched like 7 playthroughs of 999 but it’s been 10 months and i’m still not done with my actual own playthrough of it) so when i got to ZTD i just skipped through stuff when I didn’t care for it. which worked out for me bc then the stuff i liked more stuck in my brain more !! so really it’s up to you if you want to play the third game, like after you’ve played the first two and see if you want to see the follow up even if it’s not quite as good. but also i have no idea what your opinion on it will be! i only have my own as reference haufhgsdhsdkj BUT ANYWAYS THAT WAS A RAMBLE .

you ABSOLUTELY should play the first 2 though dude. theyre so rad. i scream and explode and flop around on the floor like a fish. on friday i rambled about them to a random classmate for an hour. BIG IMPORTANT THING THOUGH: if you are playing the steam version of 999 YOU NEED TO PUT IT IN NOVEL MODE. this is not an optional this is a You Have To. Ok ? theres stuff that got lost in translation when they ported it from the og DS version, and if you cant play the DS version, putting it in novel mode mitigates said translation loss to an extent. NOVEL MODE. OKIE COOL !! oh jesus christ i love these games so much man im falling down the stairs i’m exploding. just trust me man. VLR is like my fav thing ever. 999 music slaps hard also . Wwa9ufyhdjkdl;lksdjhg have happy escaping!! WOOHOOO prepare for emotional damage— but hey you like yttd so i’m sure youre familiar with emotional damage

#ask tag