#blehhh idk if it’s good or not

[frostings-silly-little-art-blog]

All the monsters of all the lands

Met up together to kill a lamb

They were fooled by a prophet

Who made quite a profit

The lamb screamed as the wolves howled

The monsters grinned as they prowled

Talons raised and movements quick

The lamb was gone, fast as a prick

Blood spilled as dark as the sky

There the lamb shall always lie

Crept away the monsters went

As a prophet watched, fully content

His pockets were lined and his throne was high

The scent of blood filled the sky

#frostioaks writing #blehhh idk if it’s good or not #is it cheating to look up words that rhyme with other words also is this question stupid #lmao anyways

[davidrebooted]

Found this photo WAYY ago and didnt post it however i was thinking of it again today and we NEED to start talking about it + some more random ones below the cut ^ ^

#Crash #Elias Koteas #Vaughan #Crash 1996 #my posts #Sry for the low effort post nobody has posted this image i thinky before and i want it out of my files #ALONG WITH i think the photo is really cool and interesting for showing Vaughan as a character #Fits along with alot of his actions and is a good showing of him me thinks #Sooo need to read the book... which i might work on getting a copy and doing just been busy BUT should be getting more free so soon... #Miiight go back and edit on some of my tags i want this filed under but blehhh idc rn... and idk how corny it would be

[yonpote]

i forgot how much i love this fic aaaah its good its fluffy its funny i wanna write a time travel thing so bad not necessarily fic but ive always wanted to write a time travel mystery story.... (i played a lot of professor layton as a kid)

#i should work on that lawyer fic again #idk i havent really had any drive to write fic recently maybe cuz im always thinking abt the whole fantasy vs reality thing #so its hard for me to put my head back into ok this is just fantasy thing #but also fic inspiration for me is always just lightning in a bottle or whatever that phrase is #and it always ends up being <500 words its so blehhh i know word counts not everything #but i feel so unable to write longer stories with a good ending #cuz im just thinking abt the middle

[angeltism]

EEEEEEH honestly during the time we were mutuals we interacted like a maximum of . two times. perhaps even just once. which is a bit crazy considering all of this now. i was just scared of trying to keep interacting honestly HSJAHDJSHD but if you dont feel like dating after i reveal myself that is completely absolutely alright! i would appreciate having you as a friend just as much! its whatever you prefer and whatever you feel more comfortable with :3

- 💌 anon

oooh well . still honestly I bet uur kewl <3 and yayaya !! thank uu for being understanding , I very much appreciate it . to be faaair , I do . kinda . have a soft spot for uu , y'know ? so even if it isn't immediately . . . the idea isn't something I'm opposed to ^_^

#➳ the fool's mail box #➳ sender; 💌 anon #with all of this being said . there def are things I'd need to know before like . being in a relationship #likeee . are we close in age bodily . nawt that uu would know since i don't share my age online idk but still . like . age range ? #but also no need to directly share that . at least for nyeow ? at the least i trust uu are a minor 😭 #um . and also if uur . dating anybun else ? aha ? <- very monogamous very mono . unlike a lot of the beings I've met on here . scary ! #augh it's purrobably obvious by nyeow but I'm a clingy jealous mess so being with anybun who'd be dating others . i just . can't #and that's honestly something I'm worried about a little bit like poly beings r so kewl but it just isn't for me #and a lot of beings i know on here are poly . ^_^' #or like idfk being poly itself is fine in a theoretical partner as long as they aren't strictly poly #like ''no if i wanna date other people will i can't just be with only one being bc that doesn't work for me'' #but ''i could theoretically be in a polycule but I'm okay with being in a mono relationship'' is good ! #and ofc ''i am fully mono just like uu'' is . also something that works for me #idk #these are the kinds of things i didn't wanna ask right off of the bat and i suppose I'll purrobably find out for myself whenever uu reveal #but like . still . uu can easily see why we could be incompatible lol . so . #augh idk where I'm going with this . I mean uu should know my boundaries n such if uu like-like me I just feel like a bit of a downer #bc boom what if everything is ruined nyeow or whatever blehhh #but anyways I'm gonna stfu nyeow i have some chores 2 knock out so I'll speedrun em while uu either write back . or do something else and #then write back . orrrr while uu do something else and write back when I'm done and at the computer so I can reply asap etc etc #agh i feel like i got weird w this even if uu are currently w others or something again we can totally just be friends . buddies . pals . #uur still kewl and really niceys so !

[tezzbot]

Aurrgh that doubt in my artistic and creative ability is worming its way back into my head RRGHGHH

#tezztalks #I can't draw anything that I feel like is worth posting/that I CAN post right now for spoiler purposes #and like. I know that you shouldn't base your creative merit on Online Pats On The Back #but having my notifications be basically empty because I haven't posted anything cute or funny or just like. Good. in so long #is just a touch demoralising lol #idk I'll get over it it's just frustrating. #blehhh #I can't think of any funny mini scenarios to put my little guys in nothing I'm drawing is enough for its own post #but I don't have enough to compile #etc. etc. etc. #WHATEVER!!! Whatever. #prob deleting this later

[mothram]

#diana's music diary #good evening sick blehhh #and very tired cause I didn't get any sleep #I'm hoping that the next time I see my psychiatrist I can stop this medication it's the worsttt #I forgot to mention the other day but I have an appointment with her in a couple of weeks... #honestly lately I've felt both really good and really bad #hard to describe.. I love my friends and partner but idk... something is really off about me... just been unable to think lately... #let's try to make today something? something good? #blehhhhhh

[azeami]

god okay i’ve been thinking abt this for a While but i read a fic recently that bothered me so much i just have to yell into the void for a bit. I’m struggling with articulating my thoughts so this is gonna be Very rambly.

so in so many modern day AUs, characters that are non-human but still FULLY SENTIENT often get turned into like. pets and stuff. a robot buddy becomes a cat, an alien becomes a dog, a talking animal becomes just a normal version of whatever animal they were. and it’s like. those are PEOPLE. that’s a fully sentient goddamn person. like, I get it, it’s cute, and a lot of the fanart, fanfic etc I see of this stuff is genuinely super well made and interesting and I don’t wanna like, cast aspersions on anyone who does this. but it bothers me. this invisible threshold of “human looking” you have to pass to be considered a person. you wouldn’t write a modern AU where spock is kirks normal non-sentient pet cat, not without it being a weird crack-fic, but I’ve seen so much art and fic of Chewbacca being Han Solos dog like he’s not a full guy. the man is forklift certified goddamnit. but he looks inhuman and speaks a different language and so he can’t pass the Threshold. and the same thing goes doubly for droids/robots of different kinds. the more inhuman a robot looks, the more likely they become a pet in a modern au, regardless of level of sentience. and especially if a character is a talking animal, they get the “animal treatment” in AUs and idk. it feels. Bad. especially bc so much fanfic is about a ragtag team of outcasts coming together to find home and family in each other. but I guess their robot friend struggling against the dehumanizing treatment they get from the society around them doesn’t count haha. like, here’s these sad outcasts becoming family, and also their fucking??? dog?? who I guess isn’t a person anymore and never was bc they’re just a pet to be owned now. and GOD I just want to cry I guess bc especially when you relate a lot to non-human characters and their struggles with being seen as a person, which is often a serious and core part of their character arc, seeing them then get fully erased from the narrative and turned into just a cute lil kitty hurts. and idk, I just think there’s a lot to be examined here abt fandoms treatment of non-human characters in general and the idea of personhood and I think it’s something that should be talked about I guess. idk

#sorry i know no one’s gonna see this but I simply have to Yell #i have a lot of feelings regarding fandom treatment of nonhuman characters #and not just in the ‘dehumanization’ sense but also in the infantilization and general othering of them #like idk the way people treated nott/veth from cr2 pre-reveal was very hmmmm strange to say the least #she was a fully adult woman and had said as such multiple times and yet both the fandom and to some extent the party as well treated her #like a kid #she was so often just. excluded from polynein fic for no reason #like here’s everyone else in a relationship and also nott is there. i guess. #and that’s a whole Thing with nonhuman characters and romance. they just don’t get considered for it! #like im all for that aroace and enby rep w nonhumans hell yes give it to me but also. its very obvious and uncomy when its Only the #nonhumans this happens to #anyway this whole thing is bc i read a neveraftr fic in which pib was a regular cat and it Bothered me #bc it was genuinely really well written and very good and raw and fascinating #but it had this whole ‘ragtag outcast found family personal growth’ vibe going but then one of the main PCs was just. the local stray cat. #and it was so GOOD though but ughhhhh #like the 6ft frog and the werewolf and the puppet get to be humans. the talking cat? nah #and ive seen this in other ‘modern human’ nevraftrr fanarts as well and blehhh idk idk i cant articulate it but like. thats a full person #rambles #long post

[riddlerosehearts]

not to be a hater (though this is more hating on how fandom treats sapphic ships and female characters than anything) but last night i felt bored and deranged and kept thinking about my changing opinions on ATLA ships, so i sorted the mai/ty lee tag on AO3 by kudos and kept track of how long it took me to find an actual mai.lee fic, usually just by looking at tags and descriptions but sometimes taking a peek at the work itself... and it took 53 fics lol. 53 fics down the list of most kudos'd fics in the mai/ty lee tag, to find a 3k oneshot that is actually about them. on some of these i would click the "entire work" button and search for their names, just to find zuko and sokka's names mentioned 700 times each while mai and ty lee's would be mentioned maybe 10 times each. ugh. their tag already only has 871 fics to zu.kka’s almost 6k to begin with.

like, to be fair, from what i could tell based on their tags and descriptions, only 33/52 of the previous fics--so around 60%--were entirely/primarily focused on zuko or zu.kka (or the set of harry potter/zuko crossover fics i found). the other 19 fics seemed to be the odd zu.tara, zuk.ki, or azu.tara fic, or even gen fic about azula, katara, toph, or the whole gaang, that included mai.lee in the background. so not every one of the top fics in the mai/ty lee tag is actually focused on male characters. but still, to see so many of them be like that... i tried sorting by date updated and most of the stuff on the front page wasn’t about them either. :/

idk i just kinda feel like this backs up what i said before about mai.lee mostly just getting popular because zu.kka got popular and its fans wanted to get mai out of the way, and not because they actually care about the girls and their dynamic. NOT saying everyone who ships zuko and sokka is like this of course, but i think it also shows in the fact that zuko/sokka/suki has become a semi-popular ot3 whereas i have never once seen mai shipped with zu.kka, as part of an ot3 or even ot4. she just gets paired off with ty lee and then the two of them get a secondary role at best (in several of the fics i opened up, mai and ty lee were tagged but literally not even mentioned or there was just one line saying they were dating) in every fic. people just don’t seem to actually like her and to be honest, i don’t like her much either, although i tried to get myself to. i tried to more closely examine her character and see the good in her and i started thinking mai.lee would be a cute ship and seeking out content for it about a year before the ATLA renaissance of 2020. content was scarce but a lot of the oldest fics for them on ao3 are, at least, actually about them even if they’re just short drabbles. so after the renaissance i was excited to come back to tumblr after a hiatus and discover that they were finally a popular ship and people were seeing how good they could be together, but then every time i went to look for fanworks about them, on ao3 or here on tumblr, i realized everything i’m saying in this post. they’re a wlw ship, so of course they’re not actually popular, that would be crazy. of course their “popularity” is entirely owed to the fact that a mlm former rarepair (yeah, zu.kka was not that popular pre-renaissance, people who wanted an mlm ship used to prefer jet.ko) that involves mai’s canon love interest blew up. and i just hate that this sort of thing seems to happen in just about every fandom. i wish the ATLA fandom could’ve been better about it.

#blehhh. don't mind me--just ranting about how people don't actually care about wlw ships #i'm sure not every zu.kka and/or mai.lee shipper is like this. in fact i know some wonderful zu.kka fans #but if mai.lee fandom at large actually gave a shit about mai i bet i could've grown to really like her #and sadly it feels very much like they don't but idk what i expected tbh #ngl i think the renaissance only served to make the ATLA fandom 20x more insufferable overall #although i am grateful for all the new fanworks and actually decent and normal fans it brought in #also to be clear i used to hate mai but i don't really anymore. just think she's kinda boring #and also that mai.ko isn't good for either party because bry.ke can't write romance #she deserves a cute gf who loves her but idc about mai.lee anymore :/ #especially since a lot of its fans seem to really hate azula too

[lesbianpikachu]

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#currently experiencing burnout cause i worked too hard on the pokemon video this week #😵‍💫 feeling very tired and not even good #just been filming and editing and filming and editing all week and I'm just so tired lol #I've made progress but goddamn #blehhh it's so hard and tedious to line things up and try to make it all look good #my mentality is also deteriorating too #I'm just like blehhh about it right now #i feel like I'm trying to do too much all at the same time and i just need to try less hard to finish things right now #like I'm trying to finalize things a little too early and it's increasing my work load by a lot #idk if that makes sense I'm just thinking out loud as usual #also i need to play a video game for fun like NOW

[bumpycap]

warning don't hit the button if you don't want to see possible cringe. definite cringe. hate myself for worrying, it's not that bad.

been zoned out for so long I didn't realize

I sit with the TV off, an unusual silence save for the sound of hushed arguing, I didn't realize

I'd tuned everything out, and now it seems like I don't care enough to be made aware of the true state of the situation

are we good? are we okay? I need to know, both of them argue constantly about money and such. it's so tiring, when they tell me everything is okay, but it really seems like the dam might be starting to crack from where I stand. so stressed, not knowing if it's actually cracking, or just my imagination, my mind overexaggerating things. it usually does.

#bumpyrant #hhhhhhh #i need to maintain good grades even though i havent been in school in a whole year #and have advanced classes despite that fact #i need to cut back; stop asking for things that arent necessary #i need to likely get a job while still balancing school #i need to get at least 8 hours of sleep as discussed with therapist #though i already dont do that because i need time to forget everything after school and other events #and then i dont want to continue to the next day; forgetting feels so great #anyways #sorry #im dumb #its not that bad #why should i be complaining #idk #maybe im tired #blehhh

[bulletsfrank]

been super into birthday cake flavor lately. not even sure why bc i never was the biggest fan but my ass has been obsessed to the brim w it these days. the birthday cake muffin mix i got could kill someone ... Soo good...

#idk maybe its my period too. blehhh hehee #i like the warn funfetti taste.... sprinkless.... #good nite 😴 ive been having a blast writing but jts bedtime

[l-amplights]

erm. patapon oc info post

no new art here., all stuff ive posted before. so if youre just here for that uhh might wanna skip over this one

also these arent insanely detailed yet im still working on it i just wanted to get a basic bio out for now i want to speak *something* about them :thumbsup:

ok first up uhh

orii :]

he goes by he/him and hes a regular mahopon, he wanted to be a megaton though unfortunately he was too short and lacks a mouth. despite that he taped a horn onto his staff and uses mahopon magic or somethin idk to make it work. he is not the brightest but hes moreso clumsy than anything else. he really admires any megapon or ton or men and may get distracted having a autism moment in the middle of a battle. also he doesnt have actual magic mant/cape vamp, he made this replica himself because it looks cool :>

ok next

Chicken

havent really decided on chickens pronouns yet they havent came to me so ill be using they to refer to chicken for now

anyway, chicken is a Chigyobi Cannogabang or if we pretend patapon 3 doesnt exist. a chigyobi robopon. theyre a gremlin who loves to make things explode. for fun. theyre also smaller than the average patapon but that will not stop their path of destruction. they are very energetic and fast and the kind of guy to go blehhh :P after breaking something :]

okkk next are zigotons

lets start with leitton my newest oc :>

(name pronounced like leit in leitmotif btw)

she goes by he/her and is a megaton and also a zigoton general (they kinda new ones after the events of pata 1 lmao) he takes her job quite seriously but can easily be flustered by compliments

shes quite neutral on the patapons not really seeing them as a enemy, but still keeps an eye out knowing theyve taken down many zigoton forces before

also. he is short. he wears stilts to seem tall.

short queen yippee

ok last one

Glunk.

he/him, yariton, he uses a donkanels fang

dont let his hat fool you, he is not a general or high ranking at all, he just likes this hat. he does want to be a general one day though, and looks up to the current ones a lot. hes not very good at fighting though and its honestly quite incredible hes still alive, though he is quite good at identifying what went wrong/what to improve on, unfortunately though a lot of the time people interprete it moreso as him looking down at them rather than constructive criticism :[ he gets very excited sometimes and someone else needs to take him out of a situation to help him calm down.

uh ok i ran out of things to say now anyway uh all my oc stuff at least rn takes place between pata 2 and 3

#patapon #my ocs #ocs #oc: orii #oc: leitton #oc: glunk #oc: chicken

[emmetofthestars]

hiiiii would LOVE to know whats going on between crow and spy!!! (if you have any others youd like to be asked abt please feel free to say, but the recent art of them.. soo good)

:3 ACTUALLY UHM WHICH ONE is it the one with the slugcats. hehehee....... i love slug

(oh also note, crow uses she/he, just to clear up confusion for the following text if you didnt know)

idk theyre fucking. they hates eachother. they dont like eachother. but also spy is a dumb fuck and kinda has a thing for crow (surface-level sexual attraction) which he only expresses by taking joy in constantly harrassing and trying to sneak up and back-stab crow, when shes just trying to chill and snipe (for petes sake /q). basically hardcore targets crow when he feels like it. uses dead-ringer too. he kind of doesnt have a reason to hard target more important targets like charon or minnie because BLU in general are incompetent enough in his eyes that he doesnt have to give a shit because. like. who cares. RED keeps winning anyways. also charon is edgy at least and threatening at most, and minnie is minnie. crow hates the shit out of him and has nothing for him. he doesnt, like, secrectly like spy, no he really really hates him and wants to kill him any moment possible. he will break any rule to get back at spy. but also she thinks about him alot. like she straight up loves to hate spy she has fun hating him. more than anything. so when he doesnt have spy to beat up or spit at, hes just kinda bored and has no points of interest. its also to a point she might purposely make herself mad thinking about him because the rush and anger makes her feel good. i actually havent been centralizing this as much in some things ive been writing but i am writing for fun... ill figure out how to centralize it blehhh. also uhm.. uhmm twiddles my thumbs IDK but... i kinda want quastions about daisy and achilles.... and uhm am i forgetting someone... oh i kinda wanna tallk about carl again... but im thinking moreso daisy and achilles rn... not them both together, just in general. i kinda have to develop them more

i was about to put this in tags but its too much and i wanna put it in the og post. its irrelevant to crow and spy tho

ocs are a never ending battle of developing and also balancing for me.. atleast for blu team i really have to make sure theyre all balanced out and also developed equally.... i actually didnt like that carl and iris used to both be too much of scaredy cats, as well as gary. so i left the scaredy cat job to carl and now iris is less scared and moreso numb and vindictive. gary used to dislike seeing people in pain but i thought that doesnt align with BLU teams theme at all so now its more like gary just doesnt give a shit. they dont want to murder not because its immoral but because its not fun to them, and they wanna have a splash in a pool instead or something.

#emmet answers #emmetsis blu

[1-800-deactivatednearu]

Idk if i sent you this request because memories shit but,

Do you know tc2? Typical colors 2, its the roblox and i was wondering if you could draw any of the funny tc2 mercs- *autism eyes*

never sent this to me yet ^_^

[i.d.: a digital drawing of the typical colors 2 cast in a group ensemble, in yellow (neutral colour) uniform. from left to right: flanker, trooper, arsonist, annihilator, brute, mechanic, doctor, marksman, agent. /end i.d.]

some sketches + headcanons below read more, lower quality than my usual but blehhh :P

[i.d.: two sketches. agent, her hand on flanker's shoulder with a distant expression: "Bravo… son." flanker, pulling a face: "What." agent: "She hasn't told you yet?"

agent kisses flanker's mom, captioned: "new stepmom." /end i.d.]

these characters are so young, what do you mean 18-25 age range between flanker and agent?? scary, i have not drawn someone under age thirty (if not forty!) in a while

agent may not be flankers mom but thats not stopping her from traveling to new york for reasons other than business :P

well ! off to visit your mother !

flankers mom design is roughly based off his unused female design

[i.d.: three sketches. marksman, pointing to his scarred eye: "This eye? Gone. Plain can't see out of it." he holds his rifle scope to the scarred eye: "Anyways."

doctor bundles up his coat to staunch mechanic's wound. mechanic ogles doctor's exposed stocky build, captioned "oh wow muscles."

arsonist (captioned "AAC board user"): "Dominated. Scrub." /end i.d.]

i read the domination line. i see others making fun of marksman for being blind. his eye is scarred?? he cannot see out his eye????? the one he puts up to his scope??????

you know i actually played tc2 . for research purposes . and wow mechanics voice is very piercing(?) especially when you play doctor (compare to the softer spoken arsonist and doctor) so its very easy to have him on the mind

i think its good to subvert expectations when you can, soft intellectual doctor with a muscular build thats largely obscured by his clothing

i actually think of the doctor as with russian heritage if only because of his older voice lines :)

is arsonist a robot??? i saw word going around but didnt see anything necessarily canon about it? is this head canon or canon?

interpreted them as an aac user (and a human), i think it would work well with the nature of voice lines in games

[i.d.: two sketches. agent and doctor are glaring at each other and quoting their domination lines for one another. agent, holding a gun to doctor's chest : "Vulnerable. Weak. Easy." doctor, bent over to be glaring up at her: "You're annoying, you're weak, and you're an absolute failure."

brute, talking, captioned: "my friend, infodumping about motorbikes" marksman, smiling at him, captioned: "me, knowing it's my turn to infodump about fishing next"

mechanic has his hand on the flanker's shoulder: "Well son back in my day--" flanker cuts him off, looking skeptical: "My MOM is older than you???" /end i.d.]

i think trying to build off team fortress dynamics for typical colors isnt my thing :( cmon we gotta take these characters by the horns and make our own dynamics and characterizations i believe in us!!!

personally think doctor and agent have something going on . they hate each other they kill each other they kiss with tongue . they have funny domination lines .

mechanic using "son" is funny, this guy cannot be older than agent and yall know shes only 20-25

what do you mean he has a phd. flanker told him that a more useful education for mechanic was in political science, that was absolutely brutal to read

also finding him following engineer team fortress (a texan) in tonal inflection and slang as a western usamerican (not texan) funny . yeeaboo :)

i think the oldest characters would be like . brute and marksman in their 30s . maybe doctor too

i think brute and marksman could get along :) they contrast in a way that i think would play off nicely, someone who is outgoing and upbeat drawing someone more reserved out of their shell

#tc2 #typical colors 2 #my art #flanker tc2 #trooper tc2 #arsonist tc2 #annihilator tc2 #brute tc2 #mechanic tc2 #doctor tc2 #marksman tc2 #agent tc2 #agentdoctor

[thefavoritefangirl]

TLDR: I WORKED really hard and good the past 2 days and am so smart and funny and awesome and perfect

Hi hi it's me the funny prettyboy I did so much engineering today and yesterday. Work work 7.5 hours a day on one project blehhh but also I've done SO MUCH AND I'M DONE WITH ALL MY EXAMS NOW TOOO WOOOOOO

put simply in 15 hours I did what was expected to be around 45 hours of work for the engineering project, with everything coming out really good with no major problems so far, AS WELL as doing really really good on a really tough AP Physics exam I think I got an 80% ish and the maximum score possible is for 55-100%. Only about 20% of students even get a 55% or more

:333333333

!!!!WROW!!!! SMARTING !!!

Good job idk how to actually congratulate people\gen

#squawking through text #asks

[girlwithfish]

feeling really sad idk. i dont like my jobbb i mean its fine at least i get paid tnte the only good thing abt it rn. and i dont even get paid that much yk like this place sucks and ive been in a worse mood working 9to6 with no lunch like 5-6x the past week i am pissed off. like blehhh ik its just a job but work is so bleak sometimes idk what my dream career is i dont have any ambition im just trying to survive but goingnto work is making me sad lately its unfulfilling and im tired and id complain less if i got lunch this week but i havwnt been so its just a really long day and itd already 2pm so i only have four hours but the last two hrs go by sooo slow so yeah. idk. im getting myself another nice coffee treat after work bc i hate this place and not getting a break at all and eating leftover kid food that sucks for sustenance bc im too tired and lazu to pack a lunch if i wasnt tired lazy i cld bring a lunch nd eat it during naptime but i habe no groceries or snacks at home atm nd imtoo tired to do that too soo. i need to get into meal prepping. and also get a new job