#but I picked someone for everyone else

[time-to-write-and-suffer]

I love how on Tumblr, "media literacy" has become "Um, just because someone writes about this doesn't mean they're endorsing this. I hate all these media puritans ruining everything."

I'm sad to inform you that knowing when and whether an author is endorsing something, implying something, saying something, is also part of media literacy. Knowing when they are doing this and when they're not is part of media literacy. Assuming that no author has ever endorsed a bad thing is how you fall for proper gander. It's not media literacy to always assume that nobody ever has agreed with the morally reprehensible ideas in their work.

Sometimes, authors are endorsing something, and you need to be aware when that happens, and you also need to be aware when you're doing it as an author. All media isn't horny dubcon fanfic where you and the author know it's problematic IRL but you get off to it in the privacy of your brain. Sometimes very smart people can convince you of something that'll hurt others in the real world. Sometimes very dumb people will romanticize something without realizing they're doing it and you'll be caught up in it without realizing that you are.

Being aware of this is also media literacy. Being aware of the narrative tools used to affect your thinking is media literacy. Deciding on your own whether you agree with an author or not is media literacy. Enjoying characters doing bad things and allowing authors to create flawed or cruel characters for the sake of a story is perfectly fine, but it is not the same as being media literate. Being smug about how you never think an author has bad intentions tells me you're edgy, not that you're media literate. You can't use one rule to apply to all media. That's not how media literacy works. Sorry! Sorry! Sorry! Aheem heem. Anyway.

#anyway this is just more of that lefty shit where 'well i can't be racist because i'm gay!' #'well i can't be media illiterate because i love villains!' #not how that works babes #'well I KNOW bad from good so i can't be affected by media!' #'everyone else also knows bad from good and defines it the exact way i do!' #'so if i think this is bad then the author must also think this is bad!' #i have bad news .... #also how do you know bad from good? who taught you that? hmm? #did you fall out of the womb knowing? or did you pick up some things on the way here? #'i just know' no you don't! that's what i'm saying! #assuming one thing is always true is the opposite of being a conscious consumer of media soz #assuming someone thinks and knows the exact same shit you think and know is not media literacy!!

[coolnonsenseworld]

Samurai and Ninja in crappy pics because December here is under a constant cloud and I just want y'all to see them all golden and cute without learning how to take aesthetic pictures 🥴 💙❤️😆🥰

linktr.ee/Mezzy

#klance #can i tell everyone to look away before i write tags to someone privately lmao no? damn #anyway yes i meant music!! and thank you for sharing something!! #baking seems like a hyperfixation #like i know you said you baked once but then look at me #...i was thinking if i could make salads.... i gotta be medicore at least at one food thing #its a joke its a joke #i will one day get used to focusing on more complicated kitchen work than heating up meat or cooking things in salt and water #anyone else had trouble getting out of bed this december? #once i do i try to pick physical activities that dont require creative thinking because man #at the post office i had small talk with a lady waiting in line she didnt speak polish so u know me it happened #and she recommended light therapy lamp #im very tempted to try it becase i had record bad thoughts sleepless nights and jerking awake this month #it might be rooted in economic instability growing inflation costs of living and shitty working conditions while still trying to buy gifts? #but hey there are things we cant have control over and there are things we can #ive got winter wonderland comic coming though #i will try my best to speed-finish it as a christmas gift aight #i hope its going to be a nice thing!! #wow thats a long set of tags

[seeleybooth]

Buffy the Vampire Slayer | Becoming pt 1 2.21 | Helpless 3.12

“And more than anything in my life, I wanted to keep it safe. To warm it with my own.”

Bonus: 

#btvsedit #buffyedit #bangeledit #buffy x angel #bangel #tvedit #otpsource #buffy the vampire slayer #btvs #greengableslover #cinematv #cinemapix #bangelgifs #i love this because angel fell in love with buffy instantly but she made him want to pick himself up from his depression and to be someone #to be apart of society again #to help the helpless #buffy might have been shallow in front of everyone else but when she lost everything she started to show her real side her heart that angel #mygifs #btvsgif

[lottieurl]

#important things to ponder #those are my picks i dont know enough abt akilah and crystal or the new girlies to think they could #but everyone else is like either a main character or someone i think Did It so #(for me its either TAISSA SLEEPWALKING. coach ben cause he has trouble walking outside and doesn't want misty to take him out to shit #or mari just to fuck with everyone #thats My picks. could be misty bc she hates them for holding grudges for that ONE time she drugged everyone #or actually just shauna bc shes already in the cold the entire days in meat shed idk) #this is important to discuss #if you think someone rly should be on the list while someone else shouldn't please do make another poll #no one said there can be only one poll #lets have a heated discussion abt whos shitting inside #maybe its javi #yellowjackets #yellowjackets spoilers #i suppose #yellowjackets blogging

[akaashii-keiji]

You know what I miss the most about litg season 2 that all the other seasons after have failed to do? The drama that doesn't just revolve our character... season 2, you had Hope and Priya drama, Lottie drama with just about anyone, Shannon and Jo drama like there was more to the characters than just some random comments made to remind you that they exist. Like poor Jamal never speaks or does anything if not paired with him.

I couldn't help but roll my eyes at the new chapter of season 6 because, of course, our character and whomever they're paired with went on a data to create "tension" or "drama" but it just makes me sigh because nothing happens with the other islanders other than being into your character.

I miss the time when the characters felt like real people and had interpersonal relationships, and the whole island didn't just revolve around your own character.

#i like when you dont pick characters to date and they can fall for someone else #i know its not a population opinion #but i like it in games but its realistic that others can idk like develop feelings for others #its boring that everyone wants the mc and then stay as friend pairs if not chosen like wheres the fear that someone else could win? #wheres the angst that someone your into may not be into you? #idk just my thoughts #litg #love island the game

[sidetable-drawer]

Growing up is watching Rugrats and realizing Angelica is far from the most insufferable character ever, and you actually start feeling kinda bad for her because her attitude is a result of how she's being raised...and realizing Drew and Charlotte are THE most insufferable Rugrats characters ever (especially Drew).

#rugrats #like if i had the choice between spending the day with angelica or spending it with her parents #i'd pick angelica because i think she just needs someone to actually help her out and if she acts up you can just put her in time out #meanwhile if you spend the day with drew you're stuck with the most insufferable yuppie who thinks he's better than everyone else #charlotte would just be on her phone and leave after 30 minutes for a meeting

[good-beanswrites]

Just wanted to plant an idea if you wanted a bit of fuel: Mahiru asking Yuno to come to her cell before everything goes down.

Edit: I forgot the ask didn't say it but this is part of Kyanako's incredible Order Of Attack AU!

Didn't mean for this to become a mini Mappi study but here we are ✨ Thank you for the request! I fully intended to write them hanging out, but it's more right before they hang out lol. Went a bit on-the-nose with foreshadowing, but isn't that the fun part? It has become Emotional Over Mahiru Hour...

I kept things vague, but TW for mentioning her boyfriend's state of potential self-harm

Mahiru tried not to act superstitious, she really did. As much as she loved the idea of little luck charms, or avoided easy signs of misfortune, it was easier to keep quiet about such ridiculous things.

Maybe catching a bride’s bouquet meant no guarantees; maybe there was no real harm in stepping underneath ladders, maybe a coin tossed into a fountain had no real magic to its wish. However, the one thing she knew for sure held power was a lucky presence. Being in the right place at the right time could alter everything. And today was the right time for something. There was this waiting in the air. The prison had been holding its breath. Mahiru knew it was time to release it all.

“You must be so lonely, why don’t you let big sis Mahiru keep you company?” She beamed at Amane.

She often recalled the good fortune that she and a certain young man had crossed paths on the university terrace. She used to laugh with him about the wonderful coincidence of bumping into each other outside of the bakery, then the convenience store. 

Though she’d never spoken about it to him, she was also grateful for many occasions where she walked in on him at the precise moment to talk him out of something reckless. She always told him that they’d do everything together. He didn’t need to be alone anymore. 

“I wish to be alone. I need peace of mind to think.” Amane turned away from the cell door.

It was a good thing, too. Mahiru’s smile wasn’t as convincing as she said, “o-oh. Of course.”

She made her way around the panopticon, hearing Fuuta pace his cell in anticipation. He must have felt it too, this holding of breath. 

Or perhaps not. He turned down her offer for a bit of company, including a few more colorful words than Amane had. Mahiru just apologized for bothering him and headed back to her cell. She wasn’t sure where Mikoto was at this hour, but she didn’t feel like smiling through a third rejection.

She shook her head back and forth. She wished the motion could rattle the voices inside, she wished she could shake them all away. With her arms secured in place she could no longer cover her ears. She used to hum to keep them at bay, but lately they’d been too loud to stifle. They just kept on talking.

Their words told her the two were right. Nobody needed her company. No – nobody wanted it. Being together hadn’t helped her boyfriend. In fact, being together had been the very thing that got him killed. No wonder Amane and Fuuta wanted to avoid her. 

So then, this was for the best. She would rather deal with the brief sting of refusal than stumble in one day to find them hurt… or worse. As much as she tried to avoid the superstition of it all, the voices reminded her that her very presence could mean life or death. 

“Mappi, are you alright?” Mahiru hadn’t realized a tear had slipped down her cheek until she hurried to swipe it away in front of Yuno. 

“Hah, I’m fine! Just fine.” It was impossible to fool her, Mahiru had learned, but that never stopped her from trying. 

At least she always spoke tactfully. “Rough morning?”

Mahiru shifted her arms in her uniform, making a small sound of agreement.

“Can I do anything to help? What if I stay with you for a bit? I can do your hair, and…”

The voices were right. Amane and Fuuta knew it, too. Presences did hold power, and Mahiru’s was cursed.

But she would sound foolish admitting such a fear to Yuno. She'd heard plenty from the voices about how stupid and airheaded she was, there was no use in getting the same lecture from someone as grounded as her.

Mahiru managed a weak protest, unable to explain her real reasoning. Yuno was insistent. She didn’t give much of a choice. Could she feel the strangeness of the prison, as well? 

At last, Mahiru allowed her shoulders to sag. Yuno was lucky. And kind. Having her nearby would do her good. Amane and Fuuta would be alright. Mahiru had tried spending more time with them after verdicts were announced. Now, she made a mental note to pull back. If her love couldn’t save anyone, at least she could spare them from her curse. They would be safe. 

“Yes. Please stay. The truth is... I don't want to be alone.”

#milgram #mahiru shiina #yuno kashiki #amane and fuuta mentioned #i dont know how well this all fits in with your vision of the au but i had a ton of fun with this lmao sorry 😂 #oh hey if anyone knows any japanese superstitions like those in the beginning lmk #i was trying to research them but i kept getting lucky symbols/words - not necessarily actions like that #anyway thank you so much for this!! it was a really interesting moment to capture >:0 #drabbles that take me way too long to combine my three brain cells but im really pleased with the end result #i had a lot of Mahiru Thoughts but it took a bit of fiddling to make them fit together #the superstitiousness - the focus on one's presence - the parallels with his bf - what she's dealing with from the voices #im glad it came together semi-smoothly in the end asdfsd #i didnt mean for mahiru t break the fourth wall or anything -- #i always saw her as a master at picking up on social changes/cues so she can tell when things are most tense/kotoko is fully prepared #but she doesnt consciously know it -- she just knows that things feel Off #not only do the attacks confirm mahirus fear that shes cursed - but yunos involvement confirms her belief that shes extra lucky #i wonder if shed still end up spending all her time with yuno now that she thought she was such a protective person... #i couldnt articulate it right since the end was wrapping up so nicely - but mahiru starts to wonder if most people are fine being left alon #and *shes* the odd one out for craving company #then she feels isolated because by getting what she wants shes dooming someone else #i mean... if everyone you try to get close to starts getting hurt... wouldnt you worry about the same...? #AHAHAHAHA hope you enjoyed 🙃 #*posts this then retreats back into the void for a bit* #drabbles

[humanmorph]

Lye „Lyke“ Lychen as a sacrifical altar (to Aterika’Kaal) (but he's also kind of the sacrifice)

my @secret-samol gift for @bronanlynch! for the Aterika’Kaal/Lyke prompt of „what if things had gone differently and Aterika'Kaal was still with Lyke“.

notes on this under the readmore!

AU

In this scenario Lyke would succeed in getting the heart of the Motherbeast in Episode 47 and while Alaway would notice & probably still call out to Aterika’Kaal the way he presumably did in canon, Lyke would be there and get to make a compelling case to Aterika’Kaal the likes of „If you stay with me I am going to feed you. I’ve taken care of you until now, I’ll keep doing that“ (argument supported by the fact he’s currently holding the heart of an incredibly powerful dead god). Aterika’kaal agrees and they barely escape through the Sanctum of the Stone Chorus portal. I think it's fun if Lyke then stays there after the hour described in the move is over, maybe knowing he can't convince Pickman & the others that what he's done is actually good, and fine, there's not even anything to worry about he has this totally handled, But yeah he then sets out from whereever in Sangfielle Aterika'Kaals domain is (Austin did say it was an actual place somewhere), and the rest of the Blackwick Group is left to wonder what the hell happened since Lyke just vanished! Alaway has possibly fucked off too after losing the heart. And them getting fired, the Carnival of Moted Light etc. would still happen (and I guess Chine would succeed at what they were doing since Lyke isn’t there?) and who knows if they’d take any action in finding Lyke after that! All that aside though, Lyke basically offers himself to feed on (through blood and/or energy) and to sustain that he keeps consuming(not literally eating) powerful objects/artifacts/resources and possibly eventually living things (I’d imagine he'd still take work as a „please deal with this weird shit for us“ person and when he has to kill a cursed beast or whatnot... might aswell feed Aterika'Kaal?) (What also plays into that decision, and is part of Lyke justifying this to himself, is that without him, Aterika’Kaal would become too powerful. So he aims to function as kind of a conduit & control the power intake so to speak. I think this probably doesn’t work for very long.) I think this eventually goes bad for him because it’s super taxing on his body and the whole deal kind of flips with Aterika’Kaal feeding/keeping HIM alive. He starts finding bodies in the domain again (alternatively, Aterika'Kaal gets better at hiding them because it knows Lyke doesn't particulary like it when it does that). Lyke probably gets stronger due to this power/magic wise, but also way more fragile (he's constantly anemic!). („I love you. I want us both to eat well.“ - Christopher Citro) („When I write of hunger I am really writing about love and the hunger for it, and warmth and the love of it and it is all one.“ M.K. Fisher) Notes: I put some resources Lyke’s canonically had in-game + some extra stuff in this picture (the arrow is a reference to Marn’s epilogue, the bugs are bugs (with possibly sinister connotations. If you want them to have those, it’s optional) and the fur is from the Ravening Beast). Another detail I came up with I might aswell tell you because otherwise noone might ever know: the ring with the blue stone is a gift from Es. Sketch Notes: 1. Lyke turning his head to kiss a rose / exposing his neck was one of my very first ideas/sketches I made while working on this, and I liked it too much to not include it. 2. This is supposed to be Aterika'Kaal giving Lyke a blood transfusion but it rather looks like it's feeding on him instead...! I like how the relaxed pose turned out. 3. I wanted to draw something smaller in a simpler style to fill the big canvas I was drawing these on (even though now I put them in separate files anyways...). The day I drew this I saw a tweet about a medieval monks sketchbook, so I was still thinking about that. I didn't even plan to color it originally but I ended up getting invested, haha

Inspired mainly by these 3 quotes: „KEITH: I’m a walking- I am a shrine to Aterika’Kaal.“ (Sangfielle 12: The Secret Ledger of Roseroot Hall Pt. 4) „KEITH: There's a version of dealing with Aterika'Kaal that ends with Lyke being satisfied that he rehabilitated a god or at least it looks […] like what he thinks Aterika'Kaal would have been before the YVEs showed up. That's probably his main retirement path, but it also might kill him instead.” (Sangfielle 47: Wax, Iron, and Ichor Pt. 4) „AUSTIN: As you’re fading, the last thing that you do is make this blood sacrifice to Aterika’Kaal. Your own blood.“ (Sangfielle 52: Six Travelers: Lyke)

#secret samol #sangfielle #friends at the table #fatt #rosa art #lye lychen #aterika'kaal #lyke #guy of all time btw this was such a joy to draw and think about #its so funny to me though because i almost put lyke/aterikakaal on my own prompt list but then for whatever reason didnt #and then i saw it on the spreadsheet (2) & was like 'man i hope someone picks them. i want to see this.' BUT IT WAS ME... IM SOMEONE.... #@ those 2 people (one is eliot bronanlynch. i know this) especially: i hope you enjoy!!!!!! @ everyone else you too ok : ) #the notes were in a pdf originally i didnt think id write so much. #i thought about making it bullet points maybe itd look neater on tumblr but i dont. want to... copy&paste it is... #this isnt the first time i painted digitally but it MAY be the first time ive had a good time with it #i used the twitter circle thing for the first and possibly last (until next secsam) time for this so i could post wips. for motivation #it worked : ) #cool to see my actual progress #fun fact about the quotes i added i spent like. a lot of time to look for a better one than the citro quote #because i straight up just do not like the poem its from. i am ripping it out of its context. but it still sounds nice. i folded eventually #the urge to ramble on the the tags........ i will overcome it now and post this #ARGH i forgot tumblr doesnt take transparency on large files well.... it just turns white #well ive made it dark now on the painting it looks better than white but the original was transparent. know this #im posting this kind of late. relatively. i JUST got back from work

[fate-defiant]

Ducks favorite ninja turtle is Michaelangelo. Fakir claims he doesn't have one but secretly he is partial to Leo. Mytho's favorite is Raph. Rue genuinely doesnt have a favorite.

#ninja turtles here is meant in a general sense i had no specific iteration in mind #princess tutu #fate.txt #duck #fakir #mytho #rue #everyone would be like fakir whats your favorite ninja turtle and hed be like “Um. I think about other stuff usually.” #and then rue would immediately pick a turtle to stan just to piss him off #and goes oh yea Leo. Luv that turtle. I love his uuuh. Sword was it? Right. of course it fuckin' is. #Author immediately gets kin assigned donnie by everyone else because Ha Nerd and he is soooo miffed. #Lillies fav is raph but she doesn't Get Him #Pique also likes Mikey the most and she Gets Him. #You know when someone is a certified [character] scholar? yeag #also obviously mytho is a certified raph scholar #I could go on like this all night

[gideonisms]

any time I use the feminine pronoun or gendered titles for myself please put the ancillary justice gender filter over it. this is a gender of convenience to fit in with the locals and if I'm being honest I still find it inconvenient and counterintuitive

#have decided that i am PROBABLY fine without really changing much about myself in the gender department #though i did think it over for a long while and i'm delighted when people use an unexpected gender term for me #like i don't think it is just misogyny that makes me feel this way although it hasn't helped #i think in a society where it was expected to just pick i would find the most neutral option but it's difficult to opt out. it's a hassle #a pain even #there is probably an alternate universe me who just became some guy but i don't really want to be some guy exactly #i want to be so completely average there's nothing notable about me like a clone from clone wars #you just have to put in so much effort to be that as a woman & even then you'll get pointed out by someone who is wildly into average women #let me be a failwoman in peace #it is so hard to be exactly like everyone else but it sounds relaxing

[transmechanicus]

A-!

#my stuff #i decided to be SO BRAVE #and very politely text one of the Not My Ex organizers of the grad student queer group #asking if i could get a head count so i can get an idea if it’s feasible to go and have space from my ex #and i’ve heeeeeard nothing after several hours and i’m freaking out #my anxiety is killing me bc i know this other organizer is Friends with my ex and i don’t want there to be dramaaaaa!!!! #i do not want to talk to my ex i don’t want to be around them but i don’t want to miss out on talking to other ppl and having fun #but if there’s like 10 ppl total going i cannot possibly cold shoulder them without being an ass #i hate this i hate them why do i always have to be the brave one reaching out and thinking abt ppls feelings and debasing myself for nothing #can someone in this mess fucking think about me and how i’m doing for once? #without me having to check on everyone else and how they’re doing before they even think to ask how i am? #be gentle with me or kill me fucking pick damn it

[hoofpeet]

trying to decide if it would be funnier if. all of the depot agents participated in the ingo coverup and knew that one of their bosses is a zoroark now or none of them know and everybody’s just trying to figure out why boss Ingo acts so weird

#i think option 2 is funnier #like. all of the depot agents in the breakroom theorizing about their weird boss #depot agent 1: bro i SWEAR i saw boss ingo eating a rattata the other day he just picked it off the ground and bit into it like an apple #he HAS to be a zoroark or smthn #depot agent 2: no he can't be ?? someone hit him with a pokeball once and it didn't do anything he has to be a human #[b4 he was replaced] #leading theory is that he's some sort of vampire #(even funnier. one of the depot agents knows but thinks its funny to watch everyone else try to figure it out)

[empress-hancock]

Oh this is hysterical

#i am addicted to zoro slander it’s so unfortunate it is the least common slander in the whole fandom #this man is a doofus he’s a moron he sits on his ass while nami shovels the snow off the deck and sleeps while she busts her ass #he’s a dick and he picks on others and then laughs when they tell him to stop bullying him #(source: in punk hazard he did this to brook. brook literally said ‘stop bullying me’) #he insinuated that robin should not have been fought by a foe at full strength because ‘she’s a woman’ #actually insinuated isn’t right. he straight up said it #i know people think sanji thinks women are weak and that’s why he doesn’t hit them or saves the girls but #he saves EVERYONE. and does it not because he thinks anyone is weak #(he has on numerous occasions praised nami and robin’s strenth. and he has trusted them both to save HIM when he needed it) #he saves others because he doesn’t want to see his friends hurt. that’s it. he is the kindest of the crew. having turned multiple foes into #allies just by being nice #oh but anyway. the reason he doesn’t hit women is because Zeff threatened to castrate him if he ever did #so… saying that to a child has an impact #and if Sanji is so scared of disappointing zeff that he wouldn’t let SOMEONE ELSE kill his physically and mentally abusive family #then he probably isn’t going to disobey him on the women thing #it’s probably not even abt the castration anymore he just has fucking stockholm syndrome #zeff was abusive too but i think he’s desperate for a father and doesn’t want to let him down #he and Usopp have Issues with admiring terrible dads #anyway

[jeeliebeeliegoomiebear]

if we were to assign the main cast of reverse 1999 a role in “soldier, poet, king” sonetto is such an obvious choice for poet, given that it’s her literal namesake and the basis of her powers, but narratively speaking I feel like she fits the trope of the “soldier” so much more…. maybe it’s bc in my head the poet has a sort of freedom about them that sonetto lacks. sonetto’s character is all abt duty and loyalty and this idea that was drilled into her head that she was born to serve others and die a martyr. or does that make her more of a king?? that sense of responsibility???? but she’s also still a poet at her core???? idk I could be convinced either way.

I’d love to hear other ppl’s interpretations bc I feel like there’s so many interesting discussions to be had abt these characters :D

#reverse 1999 #sorry guys this is truly just word vomit #I was hoping my first post would be more coherent and well written lol oops #like in my head I had such grand plans for this idea and concept and writing something around it #But then when actually writing I was like. Idk I’m just gonna piece the bare ideas together and hope someone else picks up the slack #ALSO I JUSY WANT TO READ OTHER PPLS ANALYSES ON THE OTHER CHATACTERS AND WHAT ROLE THEY FIT IN FOR SOLDIER POET KING #I mean Vertin is an obvious choice for king #I just love these characters I want to read everyone’s thoughts on them and just suck everyone’s ramblings abt them into my pores #For safekeeping #anyways #I love sonetto a lot in particular I think of her often…

[a-decent-human-being5]

It’s absolutely crazy to me that people will try to portray 2012 April as a jerk as if she isn’t arguably the most empathetic character of all the main crew

#like she can literally feel other people’s emotions with her physic powers #and as a result is very shown to be more understanding because she can more so get where someone is coming from #but nooooo she’s a total jerk because she gets reasonably angry at certain things #like shut the f up #tmnt #tmnt 2012 #april o'neil #like I know she does some rude stuff every once in a while but so does literally everyone else in this show #so like why are we picking on her then hmm

[westerberg]

Jesuuusss I picked up a shift to work with Andrew last night bc I have to work with him and Alex tonight and I thought I’d feel less uncomfortable if I had seen Andrew once before that shift Well Alex picked up a shift last minute I’m sure just to torture us specifically me. He was acting like such an ass all night I’m sure to just get under my skin and Yes I did almost have a panic attack because not only was he completely shameless but people who i work with and will have to continue to work with were playing into it because they’re just so mad at me for not fucking Alex I guess. Both Andrew and his friend seemed incredibly disturbed by this as well thankfully anndddd no one told me anything specifically but I think he got into trouble for harassment thanks to Andrew and his friend saying something…. One hell of a test to put potential boyfriend thro oh my god

#I’m like 😰😪🔫 but also….. 🥲😚 #I still feel tense like it’s so scary when you realize everyone is actually out to get you. well I think by the end of the night I had #a lot of allies at least. but it was so scary bc like I can’t stop him from picking up shifts and I can’t prove anything but I KNOW it was #to bother us #like the utter lack of respect him and by extension so many of his friends have for me. but whatever….. #like they must just straight up hate me. because I decided I wanted someone else. what the fuck century is this #and his female friends were playing into it too and I’m like how fucking stupidddddd