#but i don’t let anyone fuck with my friends 😠

[4mnji]

FORGIVE ME, BABY ᡣ𐭩 eren yeager x reader

synopsis: u find out ur fwb has been fucking other girls on the low and u hate being one of his options, so he comes over to “apologize” to you

warnings: kissessss, pussy eating, fingering, orgasm denial, choking, pet names (baby, my love, princess), eren is just a lil mean n nonchalant 😠, reader is kinda possessive hehe 🎀, reader and eren r both in their 3rd year of college, once again written with a black women in mind but anyone can read

wc: 1.4k

a/n: here’s another fic that has been collecting dust in my notes for a hot minute. i hope yall enjoy 💋

you’re chilling on your bed, scrolling through instagram bored outta your mind when you get a call from your fuck buddy, eren. you shot up from ur position on the bed making sure u looked good enough to answer the facetime call. when you were just about to pick up, you stopped in your tracks and let it ring until the call eventually went away.

you wanted to pick up, you really did but you had remembered that just a few days ago mikasa, your best friend, had sent you a screenshot of one of her instagram mutuals close friends post with a message undernesth it saying “isn’t that ur man??”. you clicked on the screenshot and it was a picture of eren and some random girl laying in bed, eren with his face buried deep into her neck displaying all the hickeys he must’ve gotten from her with her hand touching his back. you instantly knew it was eren because of the tattoo behind his ear. obviously you knew you and eren weren’t together and probably would never be, but you just couldn’t stand the sight of seeing him give the d to anyone else who wasn’t u when he could simply just hit you up if he wanted a good fuck. your phone dinged 2 times, making you snap out of your trance.

rennie 💋💋

why u ain’t pick up?

i have ur location, ik ur ass is home.

you rolled your eyes at his messages, deciding not to text him back and just call him instead. he picks up on the first ring, instantly questioning you, not even giving u a proper greeting. “why didn’t you pick up?” he says with a blank stare. “well hello to you too” you scoff which doesn’t go unnoticed by him but he chooses to ignore it. “i was in the bathroom.” you lied. eren nods his head, looking away from the camera not saying anything. there’s a moment of silence before he breaks it and shifts his focus back onto you. “i wanna come over, i miss you.” you shake ur head laughing a bit at his statement. “you don’t miss me, you was just with some other girl like 2 days ago. if you really missed me you would’ve came to me instead of her” eren opens his mouth to speak, but you countinue talking. “eren, you know how i feel about being one of your lil hoes. if you wanna have multiple girls on your roster and pick and choose who u want to fuck on what days, you can get the fuck off my line because i’m not gonna be apart of that bullshit.”

eren sighs and doesn’t say anything for a couple of seconds. he thinks about his next actions and choice of words carefully. on one hand, he can argue with you, which would then lead to you not talking to him for a week, ignoring all his messages and calls and then eventually you’ll get tired of doing that and tell him to come over so y’all can “talk”. or he can just agree with whatever you were saying—and he chose the latter. his patience was wearing thin, he actually did miss you and he didn’t want to jeopardize his chances of seeing you with some stupid argument.

after thinking out his words he finally speaks “you’re right princess, i’m sorry” he says trying to sound as sympathetic as possible. honestly, eren didn’t give a fuck if u did or didn’t like his lifestyle, he does whatever the hell he wants to do. however, he didn’t want u to get any more upset with him than u already were, so he decided to make u feel like u had the upper hand so u would let him come over.

you were about to open your mouth to say some slick shit to him because you knew that these type of conversations between the two of you always ended up in some type of back and forth argument, so you were taken aback when he not only agreed with what you were saying, but even apologized. and eren never apologizes. “im right?” u question, confusion laced in your tone. “yea baby, you are and i’m sorry for making you feel that way. i’ll stop fucking around with all these girls i promise, just let me come over so i can make it up to you properly” after hearing all of eren’s empty promises and him actually “agreeing” with what u had to say for once, you folded immediately and told him to come over. you probably would’ve been standing on buisness a little bit more if u didn’t crave his touch so much but you did, you needed wanted him badly.

once you gave eren the green light that he can come over he was there in less than fifteen minutes and had you butt naked on your bed in less than five.

“keep your legs up, baby” eren instructs and u do as he says. you lift your legs up, locking your arms around them to keep them in place. eren begins to kiss all over the lower half of your tummy and slowly trails down to your pretty pussy. his kisses are so sweet, slow, and sensual that is has your toes curling in the air.

“mmm ren..f-feels good” you mutter out while letting out soft moans. eren hums, which sends a little vibration into you. eren knew u were close, even if u didn’t tell him u were. he was always so good at reading u like a book, but for now he decided to play dumb by pulling away and pretending like he didn’t know why u let out that little grunt when he did. before you can question why he stopped he starts rubbing on your puffy clit while looking into your eyes.

“y/n, i really am sorry that i didn’t come to you the other day. i don’t know what i was thinking princess, you think you can forgive me?” eren coos at you, with a little smirk on his face that goes unnoticed by you since your head is in the clouds with the way he’s rubbing on you. when he doesn’t get a response he slaps your pussy, earning a loud whine from you. “you didn’t answer me my love. you forgive me?” he asks again. “y-yes eren…i-i forgive you!” u hardly manage to let out.

eren smiles at you before he gives the lower half of your stomach another wet kiss. he moves his head back down so he can start making out with your pussy again. he’s being so sloppy with it but lord it feels so good. you try to push eren’s head away but he doesn’t let up and instead starts adding two of his long digits into your wet pussy while eating it.

you had no more strength left in your body to push his head away with the way he was eating and fingering your pussy. “erennnn im so closeee!!” you whine. and just when you were about to have your release, eren stops. he lifts his body up so he can sit down straight on the bed and he looks down at ur trembling body and just laughs.

“rennn what are u doing…?” u question quietly. eren rests his large palm on the right side of your cheek “i’m glad you forgive me, but you know…” he pretends to think for a moment, “i never got an apology from you for telling me what to do and you know i hate that bossy shit” his hands slides up to your neck and he gives it a little squeeze just enough to make you cough a bit. you rest ur smaller hands on top of eren’s, mentally hoping that you can make him forgive you and he’ll forget about all this and just make you cum.

“r-ren i swear i wont do it again im really sorry i-“ eren cuts you off and leans down to press a quick kiss onto your lips that were now swollen from you biting on them previously. he lets go of your neck and gives you his signature annoying (but sexy) smirk and god you wished you could slap that stupid look off his face, but you’re in such a weak state right now from how he was eating you out </3.

“show me how sorry you are and maybe i’ll think about forgiving you, sound good princess?”

#forgive my shitty smut writing </3 #anyways i’m working on an ony fic yayyy #eren yeager #eren x black fem!reader #eren x black y/n #eren x black reader #eren yeager smut #eren x reader #eren x black!reader #x reader #eren aot #eren smut #aot fic #4mnji ᯓ★

[bitchlessdino]

Idk what it is but mingyu is so damn cocky he needs to be put in his place. But there's also another part of me that wants to take of him so badly till he cries (in a good way?? AHAHAAHDJ) i want my bb to be happy AND FUCCIN SPENT🤤🫶😘

(idk if u're doing requests rn but when u're ready ig i just needed to convey how much i love this man😠😠😠💖)

Pairing: sugardaddy!Mingyu x afab!reader

Genre: smut

Word count: 1.1K

tags: , sex worker!reader, sugarbaby!reader, sugar daddy!Mingyu, sub!mingyu, restraints, mean reader, degradation, lap dance, spitting, handjob, praise kink, pet names (baby boy, ma'am, puppy), mention of unprotected sex

Summary: Mingyu had it easy getting what he wanted. With you, he had to pay a pretty penny.

author note: subby gyu, my favorite gyu. thank you @multi-kpop-fanfics for helping me out!

You knew Mingyu since your school days, and yes, he was handsome then too. He was fawned over, became an infamous ‘it’ boy where you lived, and let’s say a lot of that got into his head. He dated around, eventually slept around, until he ended up in a peculiar sexual relationship with you, who hardly knew anything about.

You faded in the background for him initially; a friend of a friend, a mutual acquaintance, a person to talk to at parties when he had no one else. It was on a fateful night he got a taste of you and what you’re capable of. Wrapped in a tight little number, fabric squeezes the flesh of your ass in place, as your body mesmerizingly floated like a cloud on a metal pole, dazzling everyone in your proximity. Where he was sitting, you looked expensive but worth every cent.

He approached you that night, paying for a dance out of courtesy (what else would you do in a place like this), and brings up if you would ever consider a casual, physical relationship. When you told him in your words, ‘fat chance in hell,’ he instead offers a mutualistic symbiotic relationship, in short words, compensated dating. Mingyu got things easy, but not with you, he had hoped you’d take an interest with an incentive.

Your ass being held together by a few threads and small patches of fabric, you turn your face to him, still swaying your hips to the beat of the music and brushing your tush against his lap, feeling the sexual frustration poke at you through his thick pair of jeans. “Why would you do that when you can just date anyone you want? You’re constantly saying you can.”

“But I want you,” He answers simply, lust-blinded, “Even with the smallest, itty bittiest chance I got, I’ll take it.”

You were starting to realize why he was given such high praise. He certainly loved receiving it.

“Aren’t you being such a good boy for me?”

His hands tied behind a thick block wood chair, he sighs as you place your hands across his bare chest, submerging himself in the delicately perfect touch you had on his cock. “Yes, I’m being so, so good to you.”

You let out a low growl, spitting onto his full length, slathering him in a mess of your salvia, and coating every inch. You could feel every vein, tracing back every texture of his powerfully full cock. He lets out a curt moan, throwing his head about frustration, hips slightly jerking up in aid of getting himself off. You push him down by his thighs, clicking your tongue at the roof of your mouth to scold him. “Good boys don’t move when they aren’t told to.”

You draw your lips to his ear, jerking him in your hand, and let out a low, daunting tone of voice, “You think just because you’re pretty you can do whatever you want?”

He tries to turn his head to kiss you, but you pull away too quickly, a whine escaping him. “Please…I want it.”

“What? What does baby boy want?” You taunt him.

He sulks, looking at you with puppy dog eyes, his lips bruised red from all the biting. “I want you. I want to fuck you so much.”

“If you behave, we’ll both get what we want.”

You grip the base of his cock, taking strong and agonizingly slow strokes, and brushing the palms of your hands to the tip, gradually picking up the speed depending on his patience levels. He obliges, rutting himself in your grip, and his voice bouncing off the walls. He gets bigger, twitching in your hands. His whines only get louder as he pleads with you between his throaty moans.

“What a cute cock. Getting off at me just touching you. You’re just fucking dying to be inside me.”

You pull yourself up from the floor to run your lips over his, sucking on his quivering tongue. Your hands ruin him without a second thought, his moans drowning down your throat. “M-more…ma’am.”

“Mmm, you sound so cute when you beg for me.”

You play with his cock like a joystick, teasing your thumb over the slit of his head, and your smile taunting against his lip. “You’re just my needy little fuck toy, aren’t you?”

He struggles to nod, “Y-yes…I want you so b-bad, ma’am.”

“Want do you want, baby, huh? You don’t like me playing with your big, pretty cock? Greedy for something else, hmm?” You grip the cushions of his cheeks, protruding his lips out.

This was torture for the man for obvious reasons. He tugs against the silk ties, impressed by skills in knots, and just sinks back in the chair submissively. “Use me, mmp…please.”

You snicker to yourself before situating yourself in his lap. The shiny latex one-piece covering your torso squeaks against his bare thighs. Your furious heat teasing the shape of his length with now both your hand and crotch, precum leaking so fucking deliciously against the fabric. His reflection in your clothes stares back at him, a morphed messy naked version mocks him, but he had hardly the brain power to care.

“Do you think you deserve me to fuck you stupid?” yo.u utter

You put your weight into grinding against his lap, anticipating his reaction. Your dancer's hips move on methodically, showcasing a personal view, your number one clientele feeling a mix of bliss and ache all at once. To say it was well received would be an understatement. “S-so…p-pretty…”

There was a cute flush on his cheeks, his tongue sticking out of his mouth like a canine in heat, nodding and submitting all of himself to you.

“Good boy. Such a good, obedient, pretty puppy. With an even prettier mouth for me to spit in.”

You swash an abundance of your saliva in your mouth and lift yourself up slightly from his lap. A hand of yours takes the back of his head, pulling the hair from the scalp, and watches the translucent fluid land on the center of his tongue in thick ribbons. You can see his eye glisten with his blissful tears and him smiling in that dumbified way it gets when he feels overwhelmed with euphoria, and you could just feel him ride off that high.

“Swallow.”

He does as you instruct, his adam's apple bobbing in sonic speed, soon showing off his tongue briefly before you reattach your lips to his.  Letting go of his cock, you pushed aside your latex bodysuit, hovering over his length, and let your cunt swallow his girth, your velvet walls hugging him heavenly in a gyration that he takes a deep breath to contain himself. You could feel him twitch inside you, a loud groan leaving his body like he came from an exorcism. “S-shit.”

“Time for your reward.”

#kim mingyu smut #mingyu smut #seventeen smut #svthub #mingyu x reader #mingyu x y/n #mingyu x you #kim mingyu #mingyu #seventeen #seventeen mingyu #seventeen x y/n #seventeen x you #seventeen x reader

[esperanzagoldofficial]

Vaudeville, Jett and His Friends Start a Minecraft Realm

*Vaudeville hops on Discord*

V: Just stahted the Minecraft realm. I posted instructions for how to join in General

Jett: Sweet! I haven’t played Minecraft in a while, so can’t wait to play

Osatia: Vaudeville, if we play Minecraft again, it’s not going to be the same as last time?

V: I dunno what’cha talkin’ ‘bout.

J: Jesus Christ

O: Last time we had a server, you destroyed all my crops, X-ray-modded your emeralds, and then blew up everyone’s houses after Jett said he was gonna reset your XP 😑

V: You guys are always accusin’ me of X-ray-muods. Ever just consida’ that I’m good at Minecraft? 😊

J: Hit-dog will holler, Vaude. You definitely cheated 😑

V: Whateva ya say

*Kai, Soto, Isák, and Max joined the server*

K: Hey is it okay if we join?

V: Ok but just know you’ll be woikin’ like a jackass gettin’ me iron

*3 minutes later*

O: I think I’m gonna start mining some wood to build my house

K: I’m building my base as far away from all of you as possible

V: Oh, no ya don’t, kid. You’re gonna be minin’ my iron for me, ya sneaky rat

O: Vaude, just leave him alone, plz

K: I ain’t mining a damn thing for you

V: Get back over here and mine my iron befoah I ban ya from da soiva 😠

K: Already threatening me? That's awesome. 😑

V: It ain't a threat, pal, it's a promise. Don' make me do it

I: I'm gonna build on one of the mountains

S: I'm gonna build near a beach

M: I'm gonna build near Spawn

O: I found me a village

K: Vaudeville is really trying to fucking kill me with a Stone Sword 😑

V: I told ya to go mine iron and ya refuse

O: Oh Jesus Christ, here we go already 😑

K: Get smoked, idiot. You had a Stone Sword and lost to me with a Stick 😈

V: Dis guy has ta be cheatin'. There's no way he killed me. 😠

K: It's 1.19 now, dipshit. You can't just spam-attack anymore. You gotta time it to the bar on your crosshair.

O: Can everyone please just relax? We barely even started and I don't want the realm to be ruined already 😑

*3 Hours Later*

O, I, S, M: Finished. Think mine looks dope

V: Oh your guys' might be whatever ya just said, but mine is way huga and betta

J: Trying to watch a YT tutorial for how to build my house

K: Vaudeville, I'm by your base. There's no way you built this big-ass castle in Survival that quickly 😑

V: Mind ya own damn business, Kai. Yes I did do all of this in Suhvival. 😠

J: How do I make a Crafting Table again?

K: 4 planks of wood in a square, Crafting Menu

V: How do ya forget how ta make a Craftin' Table in Minecraft, ya jet-laggin idiot?

K: Don't talk to Jett like that, just because you got caught using Creative to build your castle

V: I didn' use no damn Creative Mode. There'd be somethin in da chat dat tells ya if I did, an' there hasn' been

S: Guys, I think it's clear Vaudeville used Creative Mode 😁

V: Shut up 😠

J: Who has my damn Fortune pickaxe?

K: I don't

S: Me neither

I: No way, Jose

M: Uh-uh

O: Not me

V: Nope

J: Well, someone has it, and when I find out who does, I'm gonna flip shit, so let's get it back to me, pronto.

V: Ah, shut'cha corny ass up, Dr. Lagwagon. Ya not doin' anythin' ta anyone.

J: K, well, wait 'til Kai and I see you 😈

O: You guys have an alliance?

K: Yeah, fuck Vaudeville. We're gonna make sure he doesn't mess with us again 😈

V: Ya guys are so scared. Guys, wanna team?

O: You guys coming after us?

J: Nah, just Vaudeville.

O: Ok, then no, Vaudeville. We don't wanna team.

V: Awesome 😑😠

J: Kai, grab the TNT and get over here

K: Got it. Just 100 blocks away

V: How da hell does Kai have TNT already? Dis idiot is cheatin'

O: Vaudeville, you accuse people of cheating in every game 😑

V: They just killed me. How is it okay for them ta kill me?

K: Jett, run, I set the TNT off.

V: Goddammit, guys. Don't ruin my base!!!

*TNT explodes, destroying every inch of Vaude's castle*

V: Ya toid-eatas, ya just completely destroyed my base. 😠

K: Cry about it 😈

J: Nice work, Kai 👍

O: The server just went down?

V: Yeah, I shut da realm down

*Vaudeville hops off the server*

End

((And yes, this is how I'd interpret Vaudeville to be if he does happen to pick up a video game. And yes, Jett does know some street slang))

((BTW, this is based entirely off a YouTube video by Optimus, but it's with AI Joe Biden, Donald Trump, and Barrack Obama))

Vaudeville belongs to @fractiouslemonofficial & @askvaudeville

Jett, Osatia, Kai, Max, Isák, and Soto belong to me

#chrono #vaudeville #memes #skit #jett nicholson #kai manėtag #osatia hikari #soto umareta #isák cafe #max morado #minecraft

[nuggets-and-french-fries]

Update on this page.

This is going to be long so if you want to skip, that’s totally fine.

Two weeks ago, my mom and I house sat for some friends which was good but it became annoying near the end. The one thing I wanted to do when I got back from house sitting was decorate my room for fall. Yes, I know that it’s too early and all the B.S but when I needed a different scenery so to speak. Anyway, I had planned to do that last Tuesday but things popped up and I couldn’t do it which was fine because I knew I could do that this Thursday when we came home. Figured I could escape and have fun with that.

Yeah right!

Going back a few weeks, my mom found a thing where you could donate Plasma and earn some money. We both talked about it and loved the idea of helping others and earning some extra cash. The only thing you need is your SIN (social insurance number). That being said, this is where shit hits the fan.

I told mom that I didn’t remember getting a card when we moved back to Canada five years ago. I only remember getting a paper sheet. Anyway, I’m not going to get into that little convo but when we got home on Thursday, I saw that I still had garbage on my desks so I organized that and got rid of garbage.

I was really happy when that was done because my desks were organized. I went downstairs to get food and mom said that I needed to find the SIN because we were going to leave it but she realized that I’d need it so that they could pay me which I totally understand but holy fucking hell, I was pissed at that point. 

I can’t forget to mention that Thursday was the day that our landlords came over so that we could sign a lease and so that we could take care of other stuff. Once they left, that’s when my blood was really boiling. Not with the land lords because they are super sweet people and we love them, no, my anger is with this fucking number.

I had to tear apart my closet in the hopes of finding this little dick. When we came home that morning, my gramma had vacuumed my room and my bathroom (as well as the house for the land lords coming) and it was so nice and felt so good. Yeah, well, my room was a mess and the floors now look like nothing ever happened. 

Long story short, My room is cleanish now, my small bathroom looks like a garbage dump, the decorating I wanted to do has not been done yet because in order for that to happen, my room and bathroom need to be spotless, we have book stuff to take care of and my mom who just wants to write the books and not worry about the technical stuff has basically given all technical stuff to me which I will stress here that I don’t blame her because technology these day is bloody ridiculous and thanks God we have so many awesome people helping us out with this book. 

Mom contacted the government to get the SIN for me but the kicker, I need this fucking thing by Monday when my appointment is. 

With all of that and I know I’m probably forgetting lots of other things that have added to this overwhelming feeling I’ve had, I’ve proceeded to have many a meltdown over this entire thing.

So, all stories, imagines and fics are the furthest backburner I can think of until all this shit gets sorted. 

I apologize for such a scrambled update but this is currently how my brain is feeling and I had to vent on here and basically let you guys know that while I’ll still be on here, I will not be posting any new works for a long while.

Thank you for your patience and for your understanding and for reading this far, if you didn’t scroll, which again, I don’t blame you for doing.

I hope that you all have a wonderful weekend and a brilliant week.

See you all soon,

Take care,

Laynna😧😰😩😠👿

P.S: I know that things will get sorted but for right now, I’m just needing things to stop. I also want to say that I am not mad at anyone, I’m more mad at the situation I have been put in. I do have amazing people in my life who have been so helpful and so supportive of not only myself but of my mom as well. Book stuff is going very very well despite all of this and both my mom and I are super excited for the future of our books etc. We are in good hands for sure.

Also, yes, I’m aware that there are probably loads of grammatical errors in this but please ignore that.

[aleksa-sims]

 My RL gameplay (18+)

CW addiction

Well, what can I say? The pictures speak for themselves. 🤷‍♀️  I was only in the bathroom for a short moment and when I came back, I saw P. & Natasha! 😞 I know, I did a lot of crap too, but not THIS! And I will not put up with shit like this! No one’s ever done this to me before!  I was totally shocked and hurt. And Idk why, but I was terrified. Probably from the pain I had when Nico left? This time when N. left me, was one of the worst experiences I’ve had and I just knew, that I would not be able to endure this a second time! Although Nico didn’t hurt me as much as Philip did! I mean, at the time!! I didn’t know what would happen to me in just a few months with N.! This was even crazier and I got pregnant, as you know. 😕 🤷‍♀️ But back to P....

After that fight he and I had, I just walked out of his room. There was this one bar/common room, where I was yesterday with him, so I went there. Actually, I just wanted to buy something to eat, but instead, I met Natasha.💁‍♀️ Natasha studied law there. But she didn’t live on that campus/dorm. She had her own apartment in Vienna. Idk how she could afford this, but I think she had dates with older, rich men.🤨 You could say, she was a sugar babe. That’s at least how I understood it when she told me. And besides, I didn’t give a shit anyway. I just didn’t want to talk to her. She noticed my dismissive attitude towards her and acted as if she was totally offended by me. Like she’s such an important person, and I should be grateful, for her paying attention to me. You know? 🤨 😠

Me: I’m not interested in your life story! You’re nobody important or anyone who interests me, so why do you even want to talk to me? I’m not a drooling geezer who’s gonna pay you for your company.🤨

Natasha: I see you’re a totally rude person! 😦 💁‍♀️

Me: Yeah! Just piss off! I’m tired of being nice and friendly to everyone all the time! But one question! Philip isn’t rich, so why were you out with him?

Natasha:  Philip is someone who doesn’t have to buy me gifts, to spend time with. He is totally hot! And he was so cute that one day. I mean sad, and I had a feeling, he needed a friend.

Me: I’m getting sick! I have to go to the bathroom......😞

While I was away, Philip came and when I came back, I saw him and this Natasha talking. Like she was whispering to him. And suddenly they kissed. This all happened so fast. I can’t really tell how it happened. I just saw, what I saw! They kissed. 😭 It only took a few seconds, probably because I showed up and interrupted them??

I was totally shocked! I didn’t know what to do? I just felt my body getting ice cold. I wanted to run away and never come back to Philip. I hated him so much in that moment and at the same time, I would have wanted to die right there  because I did not want to feel this terrible feeling. That he doesn’t want me anymore and wants to be with someone else.💔 😢

When Philip saw me, he pushed Natasha away and approached me. His look was confused and sad, as if he had been surprised because I reacted the way I just.........reacted. 🤷‍♀️  I mean, what did he expect? That I’m going to giggle or join in maybe? But I think he thought I’m going to get really angry like he did, just a few min ago, when I got that fucking text from Z..

Philip: A.! Wait!... Please STOP!......  I didn’t want this! At least not that she’s going to kiss me. When I saw you come back, I just wanted to tease you. No, I’m sorry! I wanted to hurt you, like you hurt me.😔

Me: Just..... I DIDN’T!!!!!!!!!!! 😠....😢

Philip: He touched you! I saw it! I just wanted to hit on her a bit. I didn’t know she was gonna.... come at me like this and kiss me. I swear, this is not what I planned or wanted 🤦‍♂️.......... Why don’t you yell at me now? 😔 Pls, just say something. 

Me: Stay away from me and don’t touch me!

Philip: Come on, let’s just go to my room and talk about everything.

Me: No! I’ve had enough of talking or discussing with you. I’m sick & tired of fighting and....you! I wish I had never come here. 😭

Philip: Don’t say this, A.! 😟 I told you, when I get back home, you and I will start our new lives together. That’s why I was so mad at you, when that fucking dick texted you. He calls you babe and writes about your soft skin. 🙁 🤦‍♂️

Me: My soft skin? He said I’m a fucking pillow!! 😦 🤷‍♀️ .....  He didn’t really lie on me or use me as a..... pillow. He leaned on me when we got out of his car. and said, that I’m like a cozy, soft pillow. He was high! You got it now???

Philip: 😔 😔.......I’m sorry!

Me: You ruined everything! .....I don’t know if I can forgive you? And for me, it looked like you enjoyed it. I hate you! 😭 😭 😭

Philip: I didn’t!

Me: I have to get out of here!  And just stay away from me! You understand? 😠

Philip: But-... where are you going all alone? 🤷‍♂️  You don’t know this place! 😧

Me: You left me alone at the airport, too! So just fuck off. 😠

I left! I called my sister and told her everything. Ana tried to calm me down. She advised me not to do anything rash and that I should talk to him. Besides, I have a whole night to spend here before I can fly back. My sister was so worried about me. 😞 😭 She wanted to know exactly where I was and what this place was called. She was afraid I’d get lost or  screw up. I think she wanted to call Philip and tell him where I was, so he wouldn’t let me walk around a strange town on my own. 

When I finished my conversation with Ana, I was in a beautiful park. There was such a huge fountain. I was so fascinated by this place and this environment. So I stayed there to think. There were so many tourists around me who took pictures of this beautiful fountain and this one castle which was there. I think it was the Prince Eugene Castle. So beautiful! I could hear an Italian couple talking about me. The woman said to her husband, “see this sad girl at the fountain with her pretty dress.” I want to take a picture of her.” The man said that she had to ask me first, before taking a picture of me. I turned my gaze away from the water and looked over at them and said, she could take a pic of me. I don’t give a fuck anyway. And I kind of liked them. Because they spoke Italian. The nice woman was a bit embarrassed when she noticed that I understood her. After taking her picture, she came up to me and asked me, if I was okay? She said I look like someone broke my heart. I just nodded.😞  When she and her husband left, I thought of Nico, who now lives in Italy. Was this maybe a sign or something? I mean, right here, after Philip hurt me, this Italian couple, took a pic of me. Because I was so sad. Kind of crazy! I wondered if it was a mistake to let N. go to stay with Philip. But I loved P......and N., too! Still, at that time, I really loved Philip more than Nico, but I didn’t forget him. 💙 

Slowly it became dark without me noticing until this park became quite empty. Philip called me a couple of times, but I didn’t answer. Since I became a bit paranoid, I went back to him. Where else would I go? I don’t know anybody here, and my flight won’t leave until tomorrow night. I felt so lonely and abandoned. 😔

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[khaleesiofalicante]

“Ban me?”

Oh. My. Gosh. I. Cried.

Honestly I laughed out loud that is such a perfect Easter egg like I swear people will read this fic years into the future and they’ll read it all in one go 😠 - never knowing our pain - and they’ll be like what?? What does that mean?? But us… oh we shall know… we shall know forever I declare ahahahaa

🖕apple

Yeah Dani I think this is why they banned Alec’s tag - tho tbf if Alec’s going down then magnus better go down with him if u get what I’m saying?

Haha Alec of course your son was having sex what were you doing at 18/19 with a hot sexy boyfriend hmm?

“You can do me later”

Magnus at his finest I thank you

Nah nah nah this boy can cook??? And like??? Well???? Damn max you pulled my guy you got a gudden (no idea if this is British slang or what my speech/typing is so strange don’t @ me)

yes ALEXANDER WHY ARENT YOU MORE LIKE DAVID

I swear we all need a David

wHeRe Is My DaVid DaNi WhErE

No I SWEAR my parents are like malec

(He’s not my boyfriend) but my friend came round today and te whole time he’s here and after he’s gone they rave about how much they like him and the last time he was here he sat in the kitchen and talked to my dad abt war and planes for 20 minutes like they like him more than me 😭

Tho tbf if I was malec I’d like David more than max he’s way less problematic

I have that a lot acc, cos I’m the least problematic person so my friends parents always love me cos im a good influence 😂 not that it ever ends well for me tho

Alec and David 😂 constantly looking out for max😂

Max is the ultimate drama queen tho, I can just imagine him asking for a pet dinosaur and then when they tell him no he storms off to his room in a huff and doesn’t speak to anyone for hours

FUCK THE CLAVE 😂😂😂

The banter 😭😭😭 Rafael max and David it’s so cute I die

These boys are crazy I’m laughing out loud rn oh rhis is just the tension relief I need after a very people oriented day -

Just realised the italics for WhatsApp dotn work in tumblr 😭

😂😂😂 this banter is killing me ohhh the fluffiness is so beautiful please don’t let there be angst please don’t let there be angst

ANJALI MY BADASS REBEL YAAASS MY GIRL ILYSM GO DO DEMON DESTROYING SHIT GO BEAT ALL THEM BOYS

Rafael borrowing Magnus shitts and then anjali stealing them from Rafe is domestic cuteness my love

Hmm

So Alec is stepping down as consul

What will that mean for their family?

But good on u bro U deserve it you did ur time

“NORMALISE DYING FOR MAGNUS BANE”

PREACH GIRL YOU GOT IT OKAY

Aww the catty cuteness I love it I love them #mavidforlife

Interesting side note Regarding apple’s ban, my WhatsApp bio used to be #donthateonalec and I feel like they didn’t listen to me and that makes me very angry 😡

So dani, is it problematic for Rafael and Anjali to be together if they are the consul and inquisitor? Could that be considered a conflict of interest?

Oh

Magnus and max haven’t figured it out yet

But yeah these things take time right? They’ll work it out eventually

Okay now I’m actually pissed - nothing to do with Lbaf - honestly my brother is such a pain he always knocks, either doesn’t wait for a response or walks in regardless and it’s so irritating because I am not a oeople person and I want alone time and HE JUST WALKS IN ITS SO ANNOYING CAN HE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE PLEASE

I honestly can’t wait till I live alone - or when my dad finally puts a bolt on my door

Is this the angst coming in?

Hmm is Alec the type to know what victim blaming is?

“It’s a warning”

Yes. Warn them max. Let them know what they’re facing if they turn on you. Oh yes.

Awww the beach

They wanna go to the beach

OH WAIT

you made a post earlier and it just said THE BEACH

Is this what that was about?

YAAS RAFAEL MY BOY I HOPE YOU CAN HEAR THE SCREAMING AND CHEERING WE WILL TEAR DOWN THE ROOF FOR THIS BOY AND WE WILL MOVE HEAVEN AND EARTH FOR HIM YOU TOOK HIM FROM US ONCE AND NOW HES BACK AND WE WONT LET HIM GO HE IS THE CONSUL I WILL NOT ACCEPT IT ANY OTHER WAY WE WILL GO WITH HIm. To the very end

Sorry my phone is going all wobbly

I’m liking this free WiFi

Ah of course, Sizzy, making out in the corner

♥️💥

Well dani this chapter was beautiful

Considerably less angsty than the last and for that I thank you I didn’t need angst right now

It was beautiful. You are a beautiful writer. You deserve the world. So take your own advice and remember to take a break.

Thank you

AH THANK YOU.

I had to sneak in the reference about the banning lmao. I had to.

And yes we all do be looking for a David. WHERE ARE THEY???

Rafael and Anjali both in positions of power might not create a conflict of interest (but I assume it can be too much for them sometimes) but there is definitely a monopoly of power at play (which is something we will discuss in chapter 5)

If y'all hate your brothers, ship them to me. I always wanted a brother :((((

And thank you sooooo much. I'm currently on vacation and broke up with a toxic man and am living my best life. So, it's all good <3

#lbaf

[jayflrt]

akka give me your permission and i will definitely kick him in the balls or else just punch him in the face, the way he degrades people, mother fucker doesn't have any other job to do. i'm talking about my enemy 🙄 not about my love 🥺 (okay so let's call my first love with B and my enemy with S, is it okay? so that i can just fucking rant about them, but mostly B 🥰 but i think i'll just be using him as the "my love"✨)

so a friend of mine had asked about the results and B sent a response but S said he was lying. i'll just say the layout of the text of how it went.

actually we didn't get our term one board results which we wrote in the month of nov-dec, so a friend of mine ased in our section group chat. this is how the convo went—

the friend: hi guys the friend: any news about term one marks B: check in mcb (our school software) B: we recieved it S: don't lie B B: sorry confused B: that is school one B: stupid fellow what is there to lie i was confused (replied to S: don't lie B) me: the school one was issused but not the boards. me: where's the lie?

but then i deleted the "where's the lie?" message because another friend of mine texted me telling (let's call her V)

V: B got confused and said that board results are uplaoded in mcb V: S told B not to lie me: k

so here everyone's criticising my boy B, and no one can understand from his pov, and he also said he got confused. now tell me who's right B or V?

(edit: i asked my love personally whether he rlly got confused and he thought that board results were in the mcb, i think it's just his tiny little fault. but still i'm angry on the people 😠)

i just got angry that my classmates couldn't understand from his pov. especially S, i hate that dude, he thinks he's the class topper, is the only handsome one. literally does so much over-action 🙄 i hate him. he doesn't even understand what i tell.

you know the funniest thing, he just got offended when i said in a text "man"— isn't it like a common slang, don't you, i and other people say like "man that had happened" or man this and that!" that dude S he got offened and said me to say in my limits. motherfucker doesn't have guts to face me and degrades me cuz he aint a ✨man✨

i just wish classmates and other people too, everyone around world understands from everyone's pov of what had happened, and that's how the society/people get(s) blamed. please correct me if i'm wrong akka.

— 🦔

omg who was being rude ?? D: i say kick the man in balls if he deserves it 😤 we don’t tolerate rudeness here 🤚🤚 awww nooo :( they shouldn’t jump on him over an honest mistake 🤧 i don’t think it’s a situation where anyone should’ve gotten angry !! it was just a misunderstanding right? :o

he got mad at you for saying “man”???? why is he getting angry over that, i think HE needs to stay in his limits 😐 and how can he tell you something like that over you just using slang :((( that’s so disrespectful omg

#💌 : jayflrt love notes #🦔 anon #lemme at him 🥊

[dykeredhood]

Geralt of Rivia: you’re practical, trustworthy, badass, you have a heart of gold, and you deserve a nice warm hug

🥺😢

#u right tho #IDK if i consider myself trustworthy though bc i’m kind of a bastard #but i don’t let anyone fuck with my friends 😠 #(Anonymously) tell me what character I have the same energy as #anonymous #i’m uwuing #personal #witcher vibes #geralt of rivia

[aleksa-sims]

My RL gameplay (18+)

!CW! addiction

We’re in a club. It was my cousin Gabrielle’s birthday. Actually, I shouldn’t go to any more clubs, but Philip made an exception, because I was clean for 3 weeks now & he slowly began to trust me again.

Still, I’m not allowed to go to the bathroom alone when I’m in clubs. Anyone who has followed my RL story, knows that bathrooms/toilets in clubs, are a particular danger to me and have become a.....kind of traditional place for me, when it comes to fucking up. 😬🤷‍♀️.... Sorry, I know, this isn’t funny! This is a serious topic, but you know....sometimes I just have to laugh at myself 'cause otherwise I’d probably just cry all day. 😉 Philip took me to the bathroom, but he can’t go in with me, so my sister had to come with me.  Ana is not stupid and knew immediately what’s going on! She was so disappointed in me! I constantly hurt my family with this shit.

Ana: Why do I have to take A. to the bathroom, Philip? It sucks! All toilets are occupied. A. is not a baby she will probably be able to pee alone. 

Philip: You women always go to the bathroom together. 🤷‍♂️

Ana: You did a really good job, A.! 😒 I am so disappointed in you! 😠

Me: What? 😧

Ana: I know exactly why Philip can’t let you go to the bathroom alone! You screwed up again! Wow...you can be rly proud of yourself! 🤨 😒 .....Nico was right about EVERYTHING! 

Me: Yeah, I’m sorry! That’s all I can say! Sorry, Ana! But I’m trying! And with Philip, I can do it.

Ana: Sure! 😒 Just like with Nico! Right? How about you make it on your own? You know? Just... for yourself.

Philip: Stop it, Ana! She’s making an effort! She’ll be fine.

Ana: I’m done here! I’m sending Sandra up to her.

Me: Ana? Wait!...Ugh! 😔

Philip: Don’t beat yourself up! She'll come around.

Me: Yeah.

When I finished with Sandra, we went downstairs and waited for P., he went to the bathroom too. And while I was waiting for him, someone crossed paths with me. Someone, who’s constantly running into me lately. This one guy D.!  Who drove me home that one day, after my support group meeting and whom I know from...the past. I was totally surprised, he’s totally changed, he looks kind of different. Maybe because he didn’t shave? Idk?

D.: A.? 😮 What are you doing here?.... You look good!

Me: Hey! 😦 🙂 I’m with friends here. How are you? 😕 You look so.... tired. Everything ok with you?

D: Uhm, yeah! Sure! And you?...Are you still going to your meetings?

Me: Yes! It’s not that easy for me lately, but yeah, I’m trying my best. 😕

D.: Hm...sorry, A.! 😟 That doesn’t really sound great. Well, it seems like a shitty time for both of us, rn. I was on mission abroad and... well, a lot of shit happened there, A.! Now I was exempted for 6 months and I’m still being paid, but.... it’s just crazy everything.

Me: Omg, I’m so sorry! 🙁 I know you told me last time what happened out there, just.... bad! 😟 Honestly, D.! I’m so sorry!

D.: Agh, it’s ok!... Come with me!... Let’s get a drink.

Me: Stop!...Sorry! 😳 But...I can’t!

D.: Oh, come on! Don’t tell me you’re still with your.....soccer player. 🤨

Philip: ??...Excuse the interruption... but, who are you, dude? 🤨

D.: Hi, I’m D.!..An old friend! And you, you must be her.... great soccer player! 😉

Philip: No, I’m her... other, new...... lover, and she’s mine!

D.: Ok, sorry! 😄 I didn’t know, A. has a new one. And stay cool, dude! I’m not one of those guys stealing another guy’s girl. So chill! 🤷‍♂️

Philip: So 🤔 ....how do you know her? 🤨

D.: I’ve known A. since she was 15 or.... 16? But....she lied to me and told me she was 18. We had something with each other for a short time. But don’t worry, dude! I wasn’t her first! 😉 😄

Me: Ok, that’s enough! 🙈

Sandra: You know, A.? You should have had your first time with him. 😏 He’s cute & and you might never have met that motherfucker after him.

Me: Please just don’t remind me!!! That was one of my biggest mistakes ever! 😠.....🤢

D.: Why, what happened? I know this guy you were with.

Me: Believe me, you don’t want to know!

Sandra: Do you know where this motherfucker lives today? What he did to A.,  is a crime! 😠 😠

D.: Damn it! 😧 No, Idk where this asshole lives. But I know his brother. If you want, I can find out.

Me: NO! 😣  That’s past! I was 16, damn! I just don’t care about this shit!

Philip: Ok, dude! Was nice to meet you and now.... fuck off! We don’t need your help! 

D.: Yeah, it’s cool! Bye, A.! Hopefully I'll see you next time! 😏

Next time? He’s about to hit on me on the dance floor and Philip will find out who he is. P. is really clever! He’s gonna take a pic of this guy D. with his phone and send it to Nico, to find out, if that’s the guy who drove me home the other day. I didn’t want to tell P. exactly who he was, because I knew he was going to be stressful. Sure, if I knew he was gonna find out, I would have just told him. 🤷‍♀️ But....ugh! 😩 I just didn’t want a fight or stress!!

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