#but i gotta use the sleeps for a bit

[sugarpasteltmnt]

lol good night i gotta go honk shoo mimimi 💤

#sorry friends i know i have some stuff in the ol inbox #but i gotta use the sleeps for a bit #lol have fun #pastel prattling

[thelien-art]

✨Him✨

What is he thinking about? You tell me

#tolkien #silmarillion #jrr tolkien #melkor #morgoth #silm art #tolkien art #digital art #my art #i bet he got a bit to interested in mairons look instead of mairons war plans #pushing my melkor lost his ability to create color since he had to be pretty as that was how the humans described him #and he had to have been hit with a drastic change in his form(s) for the theft of the silmarils #and i hc him as original blue eyes #i also hc ainur cant change their eye color like they can change how much sclera iris and pupil show but thats it #so being used to see him as blue eyed suddenly meeting a cloud of black smoke with red eyes you gotta assume the worst #so yes i still think he can change his form although it gets harder the more he pures himself into arda and the more insane he gets #and he has his preferable he feels best in #and of course it will be a form without pigmentation #mairon cant decide if he wanna sleep with him or study him under a microscope

[keeps-ache]

little soup cans are some of the neatest things we have, wish there were more soup-can-like things in this world

#just me hi #though canopeners need to stop being deadly weapons to some degree before that hfhs #'they're not deadly tho ?' well usually yes. but did you know that they can age Badly? i did not! #and the one I was using was dulled to an extent that it would Skip over a part of the can #(nearly the same spot every time lol) and when I thought I'd managed to fool it and had only #the tiniest bit of metal between me and some beans (pretty sure it was beans) I thought #'ohh I'll just pull up the can lid :)' Well the lid snapped off completely towards and Into my hand #and I had a bean-can wound on my pinky for about a week or so. I do not know how long it's been lol #//but soup cans are pretty cool I feel like they're kinda underappreciated !! #you can just have Soup ? Whenever ??? and it's Normal !! wow :D #sure making soup is pretty great. but that's a process man. and we're not even associates #[<- 'a process I am (not) intimate with'] #like there is a little can of menudo in the pantry rn - medunito they call it isn't that just !! - and it's just there. it can be made in #like 10 minutes. is this Not the best thing ever ! ? #//I've also gotta figure out this sleeping thing that I've got going on (everybody has it going on) #I was maybe half a week into actually have a consistent thing going but the night I stopped was bc I am a sucker of a storyteller and we #were up til about. I think 4-6 a.m. #that's on me yes. my siblings vs. my desire to tell stories and rubber willpower hfbdh #a deadly match truly #and also I lost my snoopy watch (RIP snoopy watch you will be missed (I can't find it send help Waough)) and that was the only clock I had #in this room so now if I wanna know the time I have to go the living room - which is like a whole dang thing lemme tell you about it #/first I've gotta get up - easiest thing by far - and get to the door - assuming I don't get KO'd by my siblings' belongings on the floor - #get to the door. the door Is broken to some extent. opening it means a loud THDPD noise is sent throughout the entire house lol. and you #have to yank on the thing to get it open - so double effort there - and then you step out into the hallwayish area where you can then enter #the living room - oh so easy! but No! you then have to either turn on the kitchen lights and wake everyone with their door open or sleeping #in the living room for whatever reason Orrr you have to clamber over chairs pots perhaps a cat if you've got real bad luck that night to ge #up nice n personal to the clock so you can read the dang thing and see it's 11:23. which is like nothing so you stay up Anyway and do not #check the clock again because not only was that a hassle but also you released every creature that was in the room with you (that's a lot o #noise). but Yea the clock situation is ongoing hfbsh #'why don't you get a clock' that would be much too easy loll :) (last one disappeared and we keep forgetting lol) //ran out of tag space so

[todayisafridaynight]

time a flat circle why the hell am i usin the same loafers i bought for one cosplay of my fave antagonist for another fave antagonist

#snap chats #can i even call it cosplay. why are police sirens going off in the bg oh my god shut UP #anyway yeah ill elaborate. Super Snap Stalkers will remember my p4 era and will remember the time i did in fact do an adachi cosplay #i deleted the og post like an hour later. plus that blog's gone. but im sure some freak can find it if they dig hard enough #ew i think i was 17/18 in that pic (not at all that long ago) ok anyway. #i use the same loafers for my aoki outfit. and yeah i do Regularly wear my rgg outfits i TOLD YOU its functional cosplay i QUIT #just funny that like.... damn everything always goes back to square one LOL #these busted ass old ass loafers still rockin with me years later #if im feeling cheeky i think i will post all my rgg outfits actually. for halloween #hang on gotta be depressed and cringe for a moment #cause ive always liked cosplay but whenever i did it it never felt. Good Looking #like i always just felt like my face never worked for the charas i wanted to portray and so thats why i say with a heavy heart #that aoki's round-ass square-ass head is perfect LOL it makes me wanna throw up looking in the mirror #i got the same weird lips. ok not that squished Similar but Its Awful that he makes me feel comfortable with my face now #at least my eyebags arent double deckered... i at least look like i get sleep.. some days. #breaking !!!! objectively one of the most vile bitches in this franchise makes you feel comfortable with your body and existence #NAW to continue from last post if i had a webcam i prob coulda done a cosplay y7 stream LOL thatd be funny #anyway since this tag ramble is just pure cringe let me round it off with a final bit of cringe #the Forbidden Mention of my trans masato hc cause one reason why i have a Teehee over the thought is how raspy his voice is #and i only really now realized how right i was tonight because my prof called on me to speak and when i tried speaking DAWG. #the forbidden acknowledgement of Myself GROSS #BUT DAWG MY THROAT WAS FUCKIN CRUSTY it felt like sandpaper EW?? WATER FOR YOU?? christ. i hope that was just a one-time thing #ok im leaving now BYE

[chenziee]

Somebody pay me a full salary to just sleep, write fics, play games, play with my cat, vacation, and sleep

#yes i said sleep twice i am very tired thank you #i wanna sleep for a month but i CAN'T #gotta be a tiny gear in the money making machine #i have a 6am shift tomorrow i might actually die #at least i am down to one burning deadline instead of like five #this weekend was insane rip #i even blew a check in for the first time ever because my brain failed to compute the date and time correctly #so i thougth i had till sunday when it was supposed to be saturday #i'm almost caught up on this last burning project tho i just need to read one last bit and then i can get to figuring out what to do with i #katie thinks she's relevant #every time i type this tag up i think to myslef 'i should make a new ramble tag this one screams depression wow' #what can i say i made it at my lowest ahaha #but i can't thnk if anything funny to use instead avaserbv #plus what if people have the tag muted :( i don't want to mess anyone's dash up by suddenly changing it :/ #okay i'll shut up now and go to sleep i'm sleep deprivation rambling

[lionheartedscout]

//hello everyone and happy wednesday (or thursday depending on your part of the world lmao)

i know i've been quiet for the past few days and honestly i'm still adjusting to my new work schedule so i haven't had much energy for rping or writing in general. it is getting a little bit better with each day so hopefully i can get back into the swing of things, but going forward i will most likely be more active on the weekends. that being said, if you ever need to get a hold of me, don't hesitate to reach out via IMs or on disco.rd. love and miss you all <3

#;out scouting (ooc) #//thankfully my anxiety has calmed down a bit #//i think it was mainly because i was sleep deprived lmaooo #//but also working 10 hrs is a major change compared to the 4 to 5 hours i used to work at previous jobs #//coupled with the fact that it's 10 hrs every. single. day. #//i'm just trying to think about the money because it does pay pretty well and i do have bills i gotta pay off #//it's just gonna be a bit hectic for a while #//they got us on mandatory overtime so i'll be working friday too #//if you made it this far i love you lots

[healingvamp]

Jerma is like Blippi. but instead he's for Individuals who Like Soooounds 🔇🔈🔉🔊 🔤 and Shaaaapes 🔱❔️⚛️⚕️♻️ aaaaand ❓️❓️⁉️ Colors 🔴🟡🟢❗️❗️ 🤹🏻 🤸🏻‍♂️🏋‍♂️ and we aaaaall eat it up every time! Ok🏃🏻‍➡️ 👌🏻chat are you ready 🤭❓️ for caaaalm 😴 💤 down time? 🆗️➡️ Let's watch 👀 Jerma 👑 🦁 with our headphones 🎧 on❗️and we are going to put our lis💥ten💥ing❗️ 🙉 eeeears 🕺🦻on !❗️❣️ my friend 🤗🫂👂🥰🥰🥰, we're going to watch Seaman (11:09:58) ✨️🥬 🐑🌙🛌💤 • 〰️ •

#i got distracted because my phone updated and now this ❣️<- emoji is different now and i just noticed #hes truly our miss rachel #what a fucking icon #jerma985 #not infantilizing im doing a bit ive been watching blippi all day with the kids and being auntie teacher guide #and while it is so super fun auntie needs jerma to go night night! let's let auntie seeeeettle down for the night time 👲 #thats the closest i could get to blippi energy emoji im running out of steam #nvm i went back and was possessed by a spirit im trying so hard to go to bed and can't regulate 🫠🥲 #uh oh auntie stuck!!! let's call jerma to help her out so she gets a gooood night's rest and can have #the dinosaurs 🦕 🦖 kill and eat us!! 🐇 #god i gotta sleep im done fixating and sending this post into the wild 🐺 🦗

[rottedbrainz]

Guys...

why is pokemon sleep so adorable!?!?!

Like this is the professor and he is so freakin cute!!! His little Snorlax Sleeping mask makes me kinda jealous ngl. I just want to pinch his cheeks!!!

Not to mention all the sleepy pokemon! Here's a collection of the my favorites so far! Like just look at Wabbuffet! His sleep type is called tail tucked in how cute is that?!

And Riolu!? Curled up in a ball like that is exactly how I want to sleep.

And probably my favorite thing of all is the fact that every night when you go to sleep Snorlax waves you good night 😢.

You know. After he eats dinner of course.

#it also serves as an alarm but it can cut out sometimes at night so itd be smart to have an actual alarm set on your phone. #it also has a bit of a sound machine thing. i personally dont use it but i know a lot of people do. #pokemon #pokemon sleep #snorlax #Wabuffett #gotta catch em all #pokemon scarlet and violet #pokemon scarvi #pokemon sword and shield #pokemon swsh #pokemon legends arceus #pokemon leaf #new pokemon professor #professor neroli #im so sleepy just looking at Snrolax

[redwinterroses]

friggin' fic dropped fully formed into my sleeping brain night before last. early christmas present from the story elves. rancher duo au with both gaslamp and cyberpunk elements. jimmy has magic (everyone does, a little. he's a house cleaner) and about 134 siblings (grian and pearl are two of them. also impulse). tango is a fae and a necromancer hunter and jimmy doesn't know his bestie's not actually human. not because it's a big secret but just because tango thinks it's hilarious to mess with jimmy's little magics and then be all like O.O wow i wonder how that happened. i have approximately 1/8 of a plot but a lot of vibes.

#i literally dreamed this whole story in glorious detail it was so good #redwintertalks #it's one am i need to sleep i'm so tired #the human world is gaslamp and everyone has a little bit of magic #jimmy uses his and elbow grease to clean houses and sometimes break smallish curses #because he's got an unusual resistance to them #think oliver twist or sherlock holmes vibes with just a dash of magic #then the fae realm -- which isn't secret or anything you just have to have a passport that allows you to step over -- is all cyberpunk #towering neon skyscrapers and hovercars and bright colors and dark skies and shadowy alleys #and EVERYTHING is magic #i need a name for this au gotta think on that #but first. sleep. oh my gosh sleep.

[justonefeather]

I don't mind the mouth guard *as much* now that I have one that fits better. I still don't like it. It makes me drool more bc my mouth can barely close lol but I can already feel where it's not as smooth cause I'm still grinding my teeth, or attempting to. Sooo I'm definitely swallowing micro plastics in my sleep but that's just sort of what it means to be alive rn isn't it lmao

#🪶.exe #I woke up early and now I can't go back to sleep I think I'm too nervous #This is a very unfortunate time to have a car issue lol I gotta bring it to my guy later today #And I have a virtual meeting with a new person from the career center since the last one ghosted me a week before the due date #Hhhhhghgggdbandkjajsidjwbhdj oh and my insides hurt now that's cool. I think the ramen I cooked for the last week's dinners is the issue #Both of us have had issues. Maybe I shouldn't have put those chilies in it. And the 1/4 cup of spicy bean paste lol but the chilies are #What did it. Every time I bit into one i knew immediately. Like don't get me wrong I like spicy food but this one isn't.. hmm #Pleasurable? It didn't feel like it had a taste. Only pain and making my throat itch/cough #I can handle hot sauce with ghost pepper but these little chillies in ramen did me the fuck in IG

[dutybcrne]

I desperately need to find that one meme chart sb did of what would have happened if Kae got any Vision other than Cryo during Le Confrontation, STAT

#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. ); #//My greatest source of serotonin #//Literally my fave meme for those two lmao #//Bc just thinking that Kae getting an Anemo Vision would have killed them both makes me damn near cry laugh so hard jfbfb #//Just #Diluc: You BETRAYED me—I’ll kill you! #Anemo!Kaeya: WHAT IF I FUCKEN KILLED US BOTH. WHAT THEN #//I think Hydro!Kaeya in that chart had him killing Luc; which is morbidly funny to me #//That would have been the LAST thing he wanted; he’d be Fucken devastated #//But in the moment blue screen #//The Exact utterly Petrified reaction is in my brain and That’s what makes it funny to me #//Incredibly sad and tragic could-have-been #//But morbidly funny in one of those horror-comedy type ways #//Like that Jake death bit in Evil Dead 2 I think it was #//And a whole slew of Final Destination ones #//Shit cracks me up #//In all seriousness tho; I’m glad it was a lil gift from the Tsaritsa that saved him #//Even if he himself isn’t terribly fond of it #//But fr tho I gotta find that meme again; it makes me so happy #//I prolly need sleep #//Aint been getting much of that lately; even with the break I took #//But that’s not really anything new. What’s really the kicker is Work

[davepetea]

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#ooc post. #.vat file #I'm. really sick. #I dunno if I got salmonella poisoning. bc there was some raw chicken in the back of my fridge that I completely forgot about. #and a couple like. exposed things in my fridge tasted like the smell of raw chicken?? #so I had to throw a bunch of stuff out and clean out my fridge. #but I've been feeling really awful. and I'm like really sensitive to food poisoning anyway. I dunno if bc my mum used to (and still does) #overcook literally everything to the point that she burns it. which is fine but then if anything is even undercooked by a second. I'm ill #but this doesn't feel like food poisoning? I feel sick etc but I've had migraines and a fever and it's almost like the flu a little bit? #it's probably not covid I did a test but it doesn't feel like covid... #sigh sigh I just wanna sleep a whole lot but I gotta catch up on all the homestucks lmao #unsanitary;; #mayb. #/rant off

[du-hjarta-skulblaka]

Haha we used heating so we're fucked again

#im. having a complete meltdown #horrible shift last night we're both wrecked. get home and electricity ran out #presumably bc we were using the heater a lil bit bc its freezing #so last of the money has gone on that but we have. i think a lil over a week till payday? and i think its gonne run out by the weekend #I. THINK we have food #i havent actually eaten since yesterday afternoon #stressed out my fkin mind i just want to curl up and cry and sleep #but i gotta try and make food happen first #i. really really cant ask for more money everyone helps so much and i hate it #but im a tenner overdrawn so if literally anything elae comes up before enxt thursday we're fucked

[toastsnaffler]

my flatmate asking me the day before "do u want to hang out w me and [old friend] everyone else cancelled so I can invite u now" is not the heartfelt offer she thinks it is :^/

#what am i sloppy seconds. fuck off man #i like them both but im not in the place to socialise rn + also it just feels kinda mean. theyve had these plans for weeks #and i wasnt invited bc some of their other friends (who ive never met) didnt want me there which is fair enough ig #even tho their friends complained abt someone else bringing her bf but they both blocked the veto for that. pretty sure ik them- #better than some guy but whatever. i dont rly like their friends anyway bc they only ever have bad things to say abt them #like damn they sound like they have the emotional range of toddlers plus theyre all into shit like genshin. so i wasnt fazed abt it #hope they have a nice time etc but wow sure now theyve cancelled the day before u can invite me as a replacement. yeah thatll do wonders #for the social and self esteem issues i have around being single use and disposable and always on the outside etc yippee #the thing is if i go theyll just talk to each other anyway and leave me to be the fly on the wall like they always do. they dont want #me there they just want an audience i literally have nothing else to contribute i dont think they even like me that much so! #anyway complaint over. genuinely i hope they have a nice time im just annoyed at being treated like that + probably projecting a bit too #its not like i could go if i wanted to anyway bc i have shit to sort out + mail to wait for. maybe next time invite me from the start huh #we had another old friend visit last weekend but those plans were really made without me too and i was just added bc i Live Here so its #kind of unavoidable. but oh well whatever it was nice to see them either way #im too depressed rn to fix my social life or even rely on existing coping strategies in social situations so im having to temporarily #cut it back bc i get too trigger sensitive + dont want to hurt myself or others bc of an arbitrary emotional overreaction #its usually one of the first things to go when im Going Thru It not in a self isolating way but more bc its one of the hardest things #for me to maintain + im pretty self sufficient so its not absolutely crucial. like of course i love my friends but socialising is a #want not a need yknow. eating/sleeping/exercising/hygiene are all more fundamental parts of the engine so i gotta prioritise them #and it sucks but ill survive. anyway sorry for venting on everyones dash so early in the morning i woke up grumpy 👎 #i need to get breakfast and then go out. ughhhhhhh okay. #.vent

[dadbots]

August… time to get spooky.

#dadbots.txt #this has been in my draft for... almost a month. Yikes. #I’ve been dissociating hella hard these past months or something. swear I don’t remember time moving this fast. maybe it’s just me tbh. #idk what to say about July other than… boring? not much happened and I don’t really remember it if I’m honest. just. mm. shrugs. #best way to describe it LOL #been sleeping a LOT lately and I think it’s fatigue again. was it like anything before? no. not at that rate (yet) but just. #where you wanna sleep and sleep and sleep type of fatigue. you never feel rested and just gotta sleep it off kinda. #just one of those moments yknow. #it sucks. all I’m doing is letting the days pass me by and ‘missing out’ on living life when I could be enjoying it. but I lost interest - #- in doing so for months - years now due to personal health matters. And whaddya know - it came back again. after months of healing. #I'm pretty pissed as it does feel like a slap in the face. but you win some - you lose some. Gonna try and fight through it. #I wrote something at the beginning of august but that got deleted. Had a breakdown and thought huh. what a great way to start the month - #and now it's almost september. Just like that. What a month it's been. Stuck on what else to say but that really. #don't want to keep talking about depressing stuff as that's what i used to do and realized hey. maybe you should stop doing that so often #and not use it so casually in humor and/or stuff. Even though I reblog vents here n' all. but yknow. #maybe it is hypocritical. but that's not the point. Just want to reflect and see if i've changed since coming back to the web after a year. #not like it's going bad. just wished this year was a bit more optimistic. Last year was rough & i'm afraid this year will be another repeat #though I did come out to a family member this month and that was like a punch to the gut. Considering my status with them and all. #won't get into that. for now let's just say i'm not too close with them. An impulsive choice on my end but hey. it went well. #and that's what matters tbh. My younger self would've thought i was actually insane. like to even DO that? really? #shocking. I'm still not over that moment. Probably one of my biggest achievements this year. #I'll update this if anything else comes to mind. none of this make sense and that's ok. clearing my mind right now. #let's see what september has in store for me. Hopefully it'll get better as things slow down w/ winter on its way. #hope y'all enjoyed your summer. 🖤🤘🏽

[loverboybitch]

knit sweater i made drying out after i dyed it in my kitchen sink.//.

#uploads #fashion #fibres #the color is kinda weird but i like it alot that really washed out wine red #gonna fuck around with this more still myb do a little bleaching and some more dying but for now she rests #also shrunk a bunch lowkey after i washed it so hope i can stretch it back out a bit we will see #reflecting several hours later now that its mostly dry and i got to try it on #i think the color looks kinda washed out cause i wrung it out really realyl hard when i was washing it #i feel like that wasnt super smart cause i do wish it was a bit darker but also maybe i just need a darker dye mix #but i really was squeezing that shit to get the water out and i think it probably desaturated the color a bit #lessons for next time #also rewrote and made a edited version of the pattern ive been working with so its more my own #changed a couple things so im gonna try and make another sweater soon i think #gotta figure out what wool i wanna use maybe ill go back to the galler yarns WOW wool but also the mohair was really nice #i have a ton of fine alpaca but ive been using that for my woven project instead and its alot thinner #idk how it would look esp cause im using such big needles #maybe i could size down and try that but id have to really figure out a whole new pattern n knit counts idk maybe #anyway just thinking out loud cause its 5am and i cant sleep but i also cant work on sweater anymore cause its just chilling #n i need bleach n some other stuff #also gonna knit a trim for the bottom and sleeves fuck weaving it thats too hard #but then im gonna have to figure out how to dye it so it matches but uhhh haha idk #good thing its kinda a tester