#but i woke up at 2:30 and 4:30 at night

[94ishlove]

oh to be a flower.. 

#shirleytothesea #useremmeline #annietrack #boongietrack #heyryen #userkelli #esmetracks #usersky #usermaggie #cyphernet #maknaelinegifs #dailydaegu #dailybts #bts #myedits #oke i said i was only going to make one set #but i woke up at 2:30 and 4:30 at night #so here you go #byee

[knifegremliin]

on my hands and knees begging for my body to let me sleep. please. please. just let me fucking sleep what do you WANT FROM ME.

#🔪.text #i woke up. at 2 a-fucking-m #and i am not confident that i ever fell back asleep. #i have been waking up at 4-5 am almost every day for the past week. #why. #and for reference i am going to sleep at around 10-10:30. #which is. yes. very early. believe me i'd be staying up later if i could #if i had the energy #AND IF I COULD DO SO WITHOUT SACRIFICING FUCKING SLEEP #but clearly i can't fucking do that!!!! #even 10 isn't fucking early enough with how my body's been!!! #literally the only thing i can think of is around the same time this started is the same time i started going off one of my meds #so MAYBE it's related??? i don't know. #or it could be i'm just getting too hot. because i have woken up really sweaty every time. #but this time i tried using a lighter blanket (aka a sheet) and it was fucking worse!!! #and i was even hotter! #so i don't know what the fuck i'm supposed to do!! #because there's nothing i can do about the temp of the house because my mom will not allow it to go below 73 #and she's still turning the heat on at night #i guess i've never actually asked if we can drop the temp at night #but i just figure the answer will be no so. #maybe i'll just try to cover my vent at night #because it's just been way too warm for the heat to be on #ugh. #anyway lol. #i am. so tired.

[sexy-candy-ass-karl-marx]

guys all the restraunts on campus are closed on weekends and the cafeteria doesnt open until 11 im gonna have to malnourishedly crawl there

#why would they design it like this... i have morning classes all week i dont fucking get up at 11 #i thought that the on campus restaurants would surely take advantage of the fact the cafeteria is only open like 4 hours on the weekend #but no!!! they are all closed at the same time as the caf!!! we dont even get our db cards yet #i frew up last night so i didnt eat dinner.. drempt that my family had donuts... realized im not at homr.. woke up and #now i have to wait 2 more hours i woke up at 7:30 guys im not gonna make it

[omni-scient-pan-da]

I love preparing for not having wifi, like yeah sure, I'll grab three battery backups and download over 24 hours worth of content to my phone and bring three notebooks just in case I get a little bored

Surely I will have time to get to all the activities I have planned for myself on this little outing

#panda posts #side note i have to be up in two hours to leave #and i have not gone to sleep #Thursday night into friday i went to bed at 4:20 am and woke up at 9:20 #friday night into Saturday i went to bed at 5:30 and woke up at like 11:30 #Saturday night into sunday i went to bed at 1:30 and woke up at 1:30 #and tonight (sunday night into Monday) im going to bed at 2:30 and im going to have to wake up at like 4:30 #god why do i do this to myself #actually the waking up at 4:30 is not on me however everything else completely is

[invinciblerodent]

i am never fucking moving to an apartment that's not on the top floor of a building again

#squirrel speaks #i've not slept more than four hours a night in about three weeks now #because the upstairs neighbor decided that the best time to start walking around and SLAMMING her feet down is 3 am #it's technically not loud enough for us to be able to legally submit a complaint and when confronted she ofc lies and denies it #“it's not me; i was sitting here quietly; that room is empty” bullshit. she's thumping along DIRECTLY above our bedroom. #the whole CEILING is pulsing #i can feel the bed SHAKE UNDER ME with her footfalls #for HOURS AT A TIME #and it's not just me being oversensitive because my partner can feel it too; we're both near-equally agitated by it #tonight the stomping woke me up at 2 am and when it quieted down around 4:30 i went back to bed for a bed #sure enough in about 30 minutes it started AGAIN #so i just. had to sit there and have a little cry #by which i mean about 20 minutes of exhausted wailing #it feels like she's fucking beating my brain with a hammer #i'm overstimulated i'm sleep deprived i'm anxious and depressed and it's just too much #and i'm paying out the NOSE for this shitty apartment with the shitty loud fucking liar neighbors #and the tiny-ass kitchen where i can barely turn around #and the badly assembled hideous ikea furniture that's literally falling apart #ugh don't mind me venting i'm just. exhausted #so bloody exhausted my god #it feels like my brain is leaking out my ears

[stillagoodwitch]

i’ve been constantly sleeping lately like if i’m not out i’m either asleep or i want to be asleep i think i might have covid…

#like i went to bed at 10 30 last night #woke up at 2 30 #went back to sleep at like 5 #woke up at noon #spent a fee hours laying around because i was so exhausted #was annoying online #another nap at 4 and now i woke up at 7 #and i atill feel like shit #ugh

[fxmmeangel]

wisconsin i hate you

#i just had like 4 sleep deprived breakdowns bc i needed to find 7 civil rights events in wisconsin #between 1919 and the 1980s #and i found 4 and needed 7 and couldn’t find more worth putting into the map #like with enough info to actually write about it #i found all 7 but 3 are short and i’m worried #i’m so tired i’m so sleepy i was up until 4am last night and woke up at 7:30 to my friend throwing up #and then rode 2 hours im a car back home #bimbo thinks(for once)

[lvllns]

i’m so sick of my sleep issues. i’m frustrated and exhausted and i just want some fucking rest.

#reed.txt #laying in bed with my eyes closed for a whole hour before finally just saying fuck it #managed to fall asleep at midnight. woke up at 2. fell back asleep until 4:30. #woke up then bc i had a weird dream that became a nightmare and now it’s 6:20 and i have not been able to get anymore sleep #i have given up for the time being there’s no point i have to be awake at 8 anyway #i’m just. so tired. like can i PLEASE just get ONE NIGHT of decent sleep like what do i have to do holy fuck #gonna start whacking myself upside the head with a cast iron pan just so i can get knocked out for a bit #(for legal purposes that’s a joke)

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

Hrmm. It's 6:30am, I have to wake up at 9am, but my friend and I are still deep in conversation. Should I even go to bed now?

#weve been texting for two hours at this point #it doesnt feel like its been that long. absolutely wild #my sleep schedule has steadily been moving later and later #but no matter when i go to sleep i have to wake up at 9 to feed and take out my dog #i isually hang out with him for a few hours and then nap until the early afternoon #but 6:30 is a new best. lately its been 4 or 5. not this bad #im also deeply craving a mcdonalds cheeseburger rn whoch sucks cuz mcdonalds sucks and we're boycotting it #but i really just want a shity cheeseburger. yknow #and i want to stay awake all night texting her #she said she woke up at 2:30am (3:30am my time) so it makes sense that shes awake #what the fuck are our sleep schedules?? #also I'm reading a horror book and im easily spooked #but i have rats and theyre making little rat noises and scaring me every time #I'm actually so tired. I'm realizing. but i sincerely don't want to stop talking to her #sunrise is in 45 minutes. maybe ill take my puppy for a little sunrise walk #my sibling is gonna wake up to find us both missing at the ungodly hour of 7:30am and think we were kidnapped #im just saying shit now. theres no point to anything im saying. i just like to talk #goodnight. except this def wont be the last incomprehensible block of text i post tonight

[aloyssobek]

didn't quite get to every self care thing i wanted to do today but i at least showered and cleaned up in the kitchen and updated my bullet journal so. that's nice

#idk i didnt sleep until 4 am #woke up around 10:30/11 #but needed to sleep again at 1pm and slept for like 2 hours #still recovering from the weekend/my little realisation last night lmao #health tag #tomorrow i will do laundry and apply for at least one job

[possum-tooth]

prayer circle for me getting a better sleep tonight 🙏

#please i woke up qt 2:30a last night and Could Not get back to sleep until like 3:30-4. then woke up again at 5:30 and 6:45 #bc i had to pee but didnt wanna get up. then up for good at like 7:15 #PLEASE can i please sleep better tonight. please. #talk tag

[starchild--27]

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#ok. let me whine for a moment. #i did the night shift from monday to tuesday - slept 4 hrs and then finished my paper #then i woke up at 5:30 am on wednesday - slept 4 hrs and then drove my bestie to the airport #had a nap of... idk 1 hr? 2 hrs? and then agreed to take over the wednesday's night shift too #which i am at rn #and ofc the shift had to start off messy with tech problems that couldn't be solved after trying for like.. 2 hrs?? #so now i am sitting here drinking a mix of coffee and 2 espressi so i won't pass out the next time i try to move #and i think i need to be declared clinically insane bc /why/ did i agree to switching shifts?? after i left the house at 6am?? #sighh - i know why #i am just insufferably whiney when i volunteer to help a colleague out - like someone please tell me i am kind and helpful for this? #i need that gold star to keep going i guess #anyway the formerly mentioned bestie is in london with his boyfie rn and omg i want to go to london too #and then become a pretty brick house or cobble stone street there - that would be splendid #random starchild noises #edit: i... i forgot that this morning... after i will (hopefully) have slept about 3 hrs... there will be siren tests all over germany... #it's gonna be loud and i'm gonna get anxious and omg put me out of my misery-

[maddy-ferguson]

The greatest show is ending today 💀

i know it's terrible...it's tonight in the us so it's probably at like 3am for me so i won't be watching it live SO i actually get an extra day. but still

#remember when i watched the succession finale live and it was at 3am so from 3 to 4:30 because it was longer and at first i was like okay #i'll just wait but then i thought about it and i was like no i actually can't stay up until 4:30/more like 5 because of the excitement so i #slept from 11:50 to 2:50 and then went to bed again at 4:50. it's so funny that i was like no i actually can't BUT I WAS RIGHT because when #i woke up for good at like 10 it was like i had had a normal night #i wasn't tired when my alarm woke me up at 2:50 i fell back asleep easily i wasn't tired when i woke up for good it was a great decision #rvd #ask

[f1version]

26 BIRTHDAY KISSES ★ CL16

pairing: charles leclerc x gf!reader ( she/her )

summary: 26th birthday, 26 pictures of you and Charles kissing. A kiss for each year.

notes: i’m back from my birthday trip!! i wrote this birthday special in like 30 minutes and it’s still charles’ birthday in a couple of places so… i’m not exactly late! enjoy <3

26 KISSES: A GALLERY

By your beautiful girlfriend, in collaboration with a lot of people but mainly Joris and ourselves.

1. DRUNK DANCING: A month after we got together, we were at Arthur’s 18th birthday. We got drunk, singing and dancing to the worst playlist in existence (Lorenzo’s) and, somehow, Arthur got to capture this moment I barely even remember.

Taken by Arthur Leclerc, 2018

2. AUGUST 2019: Summer break, so sweet so loving. You made me promise that if you jumped off first, I would jump too. It took me fifteen minutes to follow after you. Also your kisses were incredibly salty.

Taken by Joris Trouche, 2019

3. THE MONZA INCIDENT: I had red lipstick the night you won in Monza, you told me it looked pretty, I asked you to kiss me, you did. Fast forward 8 minutes it was all smudged over your lips, you were 10 minutes late to the post-race conference, and Sylvia almost banned me that night. (I’m still kind of banned from your driver’s room)

Taken by Charles Leclerc, 2019

4. UNDER THE COVERS: 2020, what a crazy year. This one was taken the day we decided to finish moving in together. You were so excited, wanted everything to be perfect. Today I can say it is.

Taken by Me, 2020

5. WORDS: We were spending Christmas by ourselves, we face-timed our families, had dinner and watched movies. You gifted me three beautiful words I, of course, said back… and we also got a puppy!

Taken by Charles’ phone timer, 2020

6. OCEAN BREZEE: Just a small escapade to take a breath. You were so cuddly that day, Joris was so done with you (he still took the pic though)

Taken by Joris Trouche, 2021

7. CUTE OR HOT: I just wanted a cute morning selfie but, because of you, we ended up in a…promising mood. It was intense that’s all I have to say!

Taken by Me, 2021

8. KISS KISS KISS: 24th birthday, 24 kisses. This kind of became a tradition, let me know if you still want them this year!

Taken by Me, 2021

9. DRUNK AF: How did we got so drunk? Ask Pierre, he was the one hosting. Either way we got another amazing photo of us drunk-kissing!!!

Taken by Pierre Gasly, 2021

10. UNDER THE SEA: I’m just going to say that you and your ‘photo ideas 📸’ folder are attached by the hip. I personally love this one (even if it took half an hour to take)

Taken by Joris Trouche, 2021

11. NEW YORK: Thought you could scape this one? Never! Arthur and I didn’t spend a week listening to your complaining for nothing, babe. You must admit that this kiss was magical, everything was so pretty that day. And then it started snowing!

Taken by Arthur Leclerc, 2021

12. EXPOSED: Remember how our amazing soft launch got ruined by our trip to Ibiza? Well, here it is, the image we couldn’t stop laughing at when it came out, we really thought we were sneaky.

Taken by unknown, 2022

13. HARD LAUNCH: A week later we were kissing on live TV. It’s one of my favorite memories, I couldn’t stop smiling.

Taken by F1 TV, 2022

14. BACK KISSES: Just a picture of the morning after I learned that you can convince anyone, even the CEO of Ferrari, to allow you to leave sponsor events early. I really don’t know if you knew those kisses were there, but I woke up to this, took a picture and then left you with them until we took a shower.

Taken by Me, 2022

15. SPONSORED BY AIRMAX: That time your team forgot to book us a flight and you had to ask Lando to ask Daniel to ask Max if we could go back to Monaco with them. I’ve never seen Max talk so much, Daniel laugh so loud or Lando taking so many pictures. He even asked to take one of us, here it is:

Taken by Lando Norris, 2022

16. SIXTEEN: I bet you thought this one would have something to do with racing. Number 16. Sorry to disappoint but it’s our beautiful puppy…Sixteen! I’m not gonna lie, I still hate you for persuading me into that name. Anyways if you kiss the dog you kiss the mom!!

Taken by Me, 2022

17. 25 KISSES: Again, tell me if you want those 26 kisses this year. Look at us last year!

Taken by Me, 2022

18. NEW YEAR, SAME LOVE: Sometimes the world feels unreal when I’m with you, this was one of those days. I felt in another reality, the world slowed down, it was just you and me. I remember thinking “I fell in love with the right person” and then you kissed me.

Taken by Joris Trouche, 2022

19. BLACK SUIT: Remember when your fans thanked me for your “new” outfits? They repeated it was the girlfriend effect, you couldn’t stop talking about how stylish you are with or without me!

Taken by Me, 2023

20. PHOTOSHOOT: You got Joris to take these shots just because you wanted a new wallpaper. I thought it was silly, until one day all of them were hanging around our home. You are the best thing that’s ever happened to me, Charlie.

Taken by Joris Trouche, 2023

21. FIVE STAR CHEFS: Not much to say, just sorry for being so distracting and thank you for the amazing (stolen from Ferrari) dinner babe!

Taken by Charles’ phone timer, 2023

22. RED LIGHTS: This year’s addition to our drunk-kissing collection. I remember you drowning shots with Carlos and Pierre, asking me to dance with you, absolutely failing at that, and then kissing me. After that there’s blurry ferrari red, giggles and a hot bath.

Taken by Andrea Ferrari, 2023

23. LAZY IN BED: Wonderful lazy days by the ocean, that’s how we spent the summer break. That morning in particular you didn’t want to get up, basically gluing me to bed. We got up at 1pm.

Taken by Me, 2023

24. JUST ONE QUESTION: Can I drive the purosangue now? Please please please

Taken by Me, 2023

20. LOVER: This day I woke up thinking about those dreams we talk about all the time, you even remembered me a couple of them throughout the day. Charlie, I do want to do this for the rest of our lives, never forget it <3

Taken by Arthur Leclerc, 2023

26. TWENTY-SIX: We are just 26 but I hope our story keeps on writing itself. I love you, these have been the happiest 6 years of my life. Happy birthday bébé ❤️

Taken by Joris Trouche, 2023

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[motheyes]

god i feel terrible 😭

#this sucks i rlly hate it #my sleep issues make things suck sooooo bad man #i’ve been thinking i might have narcolepsy tbh #just because my sleep is so weird and sporadic #plus i sleep sooo much #like i nap almost everyday for at least 30 minutes usually more #even if i sleep good or bad the night before #it don’t matter. it hits between 1-4 pm and i’m out man #it sucks . god it sucj #sucks #a few nights ago i went to bed at 9 pm and woke up at 8am #and then later in the day i took a 2 HOUR nap #like. that’s not normal…. #and i don’t even wanna like tell my doctor or whatever #cuz i’ll prolly be put on sleep meds which seem scary and i hate the feeling of medicated sleepiness #plus i take adderal and idk how those two interact #anyways UGH

[this-broken-band-girl]

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#on one hand #being home by myself is great bc i can eat what i want when i want without being judged #on the other hand #i get so paranoid about someone breaking in #(for really no good reason its a small town) #that i get about 4 hours of sleep at night because i cant fuckin relax enough to sleep #i woke up at 2 and couldnt fall back asleep til 5:30 #i hate it #andi rambles