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homestuck--edits · 1 year

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Can i have some davesprite x nepeta for the crowd (1 guy, me)

IM THE CROWD IM ALSO THE CROWD HEY HEY I AM THE CROWD TOO!!

-mod davesprite

#mod davesprite #homestuck #homestuck panel edit #davesprite #nepeta leijon #davenep #anyway. so gf used to spend every day here yeah #shed do college work or just chill and i would hang out w her and it was swag #but shes going back to in person classes #so :(((( i dont get to see her and. i have to. do something all day #fellas i was clawing through the walls burning houses down on fucking. two hour late starts #and now i need to do things? all day?#aughhhh i just get so fucking BORED #and i cant work (mental health) and theres no volunteer organizations around i can actually contribute to #so... i guess i just get to sit around and get more depressed #woooooooooo.

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landoffreaksandfrogs · 1 year

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the sylph of light has been waiting a very very long time to meet you.

#homestuck art #homestuck #aranea homestuck #aranea serket #im still sooooo mentally ill over her i rlly thought id go through the SLOG that is openbound and be like #nah araneas cant be as great as a character as i remember her surely i have been far too influenced by my own interpretation #no shes still fucking awesome to me just wholesale. shes an awful person but so good at making you think shes not #and the way she had those panels where she was paralleled to a2 dd made me go fghdfghergsr bc YEAH #she DESPISES being rushed and dd: ascend more casually just further inspires that parallel for me #it truly encapasculates how much of a passive class sylph is like. you know?? YOU KNOW??#and further contrasts vriska and araneas personalities bc vriska SUCKS AT ACTUALLY MANIPULATING PEOPLE #SHES JUST A TEENAGE BULLY.#but aranea only needs to use her words and its like #of course the beforus trolls dont like her. bc they *know her.* aranea seamlessly worms her way in with the meteor crew and the a2 kids #because they DONT know what shes really like #and now that meenahs back she has a friend that makes her seem more *reasonable* by comparison #serket mind gaaaaames!!!#anyway. i adore her. im glad that she was a fucking idiot.

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crtastrophic · 4 months

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would love for my faceblindness to stop fucking me over

#I used to think I was bad at remembering names but? I'm really not actually #my problem is linking them to a physical appearance...#my brain just kinda tosses most faces in the same bin. I can remember other traits but they typically take a while to memorize #which sucks because at that point it would usually be weird for me to admit to the person that I don't know their name.#I'll just have to hunt down their instagram or whatever #it usually goes something like: I meet someone -> they tell me their name ->#i have not yet had the opportunity to observe their non-face traits and thus have nothing to anchor that name to -> annnd it's fucking gone #-> I learn to recognize them by dress/body type/behaviour/interests or w.e -> but I can't go back and link that to a name #-> the horrors #kitchat #anyways. I want to credit my lab partner in a report but she was thin and blonde and white so. could be nearly anyone from my class

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angelboybreakdowns · 26 days

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im so tired

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notemaker · 8 months

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I don't know How To People. Please someone tell me How To People

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extra-somethin-somethin · 1 month

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hey so do you think wtv keiko had to deal with growing up with yusuke could be considered a type of parentification

#god chapters where barely anything happens except a character's realization about things can be hard ...#im writing another keiko pov chapter and it's hard because well!!#keiko was never really a main focus in the series and as time goes on she gets even less of a focus so i have to fill in these spots #in her personality and views that aren't really explored. im taking a lot of liberties lets say #and idek if it's gonna read as in character cos of that #anyway im tryna say that like. pre series keiko was basically this presence in yusuke's life and he saw her as a pain but he cared #she was there to scold him and cajole him into going to his classes and she was his only friend #now we know atsuko was negligent and idk how involved the yukimuras were in his life but i feel like keiko #whether directly or indirectly was given this duty like you have to keep him outta trouble #you're smart you're mature he needs someone like you. this responsibility just kind of put on her before she can understand the weight of i #and she can't really comprehend that weight until it's abruptly taken from her. yusuke dies and there's no one to shepherd #i feel like keiko should get to be mad about this. this realization of the nature of their dynamic. keiko planning things around yusuke #who's never done that in his life. not because he's purposely being thoughtless but bc he was never the one to have to plan #to think about what their future looks like. he just kinda drifted along and keiko tried to do damage control. it wasn't fair #yusuke is keeping secrets from her she is scared of high school and that he'll die again without her knowing why and it's unfair #so she should get to be mad also because girls getting to be mad is one of my favorite things 👍🏼#the realization that yusuke won't be lost without her so she shouldn't hinge her life on the expectation that he will be #she worries about yusuke a lot i think. especially after he comes back from the dead. and i think kuwa's presence would help ease that #dread in her heart. it doesn't have to be just me. there's someone who can be there with him always and it doesn't have to be me #the guilty relief of not having to be the sacrifice. but kuwa doesn't mind so maybe it's okay this way #idk just rambles about my fic while i puzzle out how to word it #character analysis #yukimura keiko #yu yu hakusho

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saeshiraw · 8 months

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tired girl hours i’m just ranting bcos i don’t have enough time to cry

#tw rant #studying med is no joke. ik it was gonna be a commitment n that it wasnt gonna be easy n i thought i was prepared but im not #its my passion. i love what im studying and ive dedicated myself to this path but i just. its so hard n i just want to cry. everyday feels #so tiring. morning to night classes. when i get home i have to read 4 chapters MINIMUM n the books are so thick + exams almost everyday #i feel worse knowing there’s this 1 girl in my friend group that cant decide whether she likes me or not. one moment shes complimenting me #n asking where i get my outfits or my nails done or my earrings or whatever then praising me that i probably study the least out of everyone #yet still reach high student rankings but its not that im lazy im just so exhausted n its hard to have motivation... lowkey envy how my #friends study minimum 4 hours a day. we’re all tired n sleep deprived. even taking 30mins to eat makes me feel guilty. cant even watch 1 ep #of an anime bcos ill be thinking about the amount of work to do. and i have sm plans. i wanna be more active and have a healthier lifestyle #but i cant find it in me to wake up every 5am to go to the gym when i just wanna get as much sleep when im lucky to finish my studies today #i also dont see my bestest friends everyday anymore. some of us move to diff unis or some in diff majors. i just miss them so bad it hurts #and i miss the girl i used to be when i still had time and energy to indulge in my hobbies. i miss playing genshin and writing fics #just when i got back to writing and enjoyed it LOVED IT i had to go back to uni. i feel terribly lonely even when im always with people #im afraid ill completely lose grasp of the little things that make me happy bcos the weight of my responsibilities are heavier #im afraid ill be too focused on success again like i was when i was 17 and forget that its okay to relax too but idk #and i wanna meet more people make more friends have new experiences. i wanna feel alive again. and theres sm i wanna talk to or get to know #but im so afraid of people hurting me or disappointing me or people getting to know me only for the friendships to fail or we’ll dislike eac #h other. i wanna date and fall in love again and experience the romance my peers have. i wanna have someone to call my own person but the fe #ar of having someone only to lose them someday scares the hell outta me. im not ready for another heartbreak so i isolate myself and watch #people from afar. uni gives me sm freedom to do everything else and form my own identity but i dont wanna be Perceived. I wanna be heard and #seen n connect with people. but w my curreny state idt i can handle being vulnerable with others. it feels so lonely that the things i want #are out of my rrach but idt i can manage my time to meet new people and make new memories. i console myself by shopping a lot and going to #spas to relax yet i still find it hard to sleep. im afraid im wasting my time. im not as brave as i used to be. im not as efficient as i was #i get older and more tired and while i never questioned if studying med was the path i want i do question what will happen next #“is this all im ever going to be?” im good at what i do but day by day i lose sight of tje girl who knew how to laugh n smile. ik what makes #me happy but i rarely smile genuinely anymore. im so tired and want to sleep for a long time but i dont wanna fail. i dont wanna be NOT good #but it makes me cry when i know i can do many great things but i dont feel loved. people compliment me but dont approach me bcos they say im #intimidating or that im too quiet in class. i wish i could tell them i wanna join their parties too or i wanna meet their friends n hangout #but what if it doesnt work out? what if i wasted my time getting to know someone id eventually regret? what if im the disappointing one?#the days are getting shorter but it always feels like a long day. im ashamed to admit i want someone to hold me yet refuse to have anyone

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thiamblogger · 15 days

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i just want to know if anybody else on tumblr is taking health and social in college because i am, and today we had to fix our feedback except (this isn't me bragging.. i promise.) i didn't have any, and i am literally never in lesson - i always waffle, but like maybe it's cause of all the extra explanations and definitions??

#i am so confused.#if i do so well here why can i in my english lessons?#i wanna cry.#but like i do kinda wanna brag-#hehe.#🤭😭#college #i hate college.#this morning i spilt milk down myself and had to change and then i got stuck in the rain #but then my mum brought me mcdonalds #and then i had a test so my teacher let us leave an hour hour #so i got to have a second lunch and i saw my friend from another class #then i thought i was going to class late but the teacher was late #OH!!#i also forgot my english book but it didn't matter #anyways..#during lesson the teacher basically ignored me cause she was helping other people.#and then she was like if you've done this you can leave but i left anyways.#so i got home at 5 and only finished it at 8 but like idk if i was even supposed to do half of the work i did in the assignment #and i still have 3 tasks.#DID I TELL YOU IT WAS MY FIRST DAY BACK?#personal #vent

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daughterofsarenrae · 3 months

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Agony

#calling people and delaying their classes starting bc im not gonna be here and my replacement is still getting trained #i pretended to not be me lmao #one person literally was like 'i only signed up bc i liked ur trainer :(' i was like bestie. im sorry but im so over this fucking job </3 #bel speaks #anyways. everyone got called except 1 #whose class starts tomorrow while im still here but im pushing it back anyways bc like. why do 1 session then wait 2 weeks #then go back w/ a new trainer #but she didnt pick up AND her voicemail was full so. ill call again tonight #but then i still have to tell all the people whose classes are currently ongoing. of which i have like. 5 today. augh #i dont like people being mad at me 😔#and they prob wont be mad! but what if...they are.... eep

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mymarifae · 2 years

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i love alphys. i love when women suck *

(* this is a deliberately obtuse statement for humor's sake. alphys is smart and inventive and she has a unique perspective of the world, allowing her to achieve things that not even gaster could have dreamed of attempting. she feels as though she has to follow in gaster's footsteps, an impossible, daunting role. but she doesn't. because she is a completely different kind of scientist and her research and accomplishments are just as monumental as gaster's were. she doesn't need to continue a dead legacy--she's creating her own.)

(above all else, alphys wants to help people. she wants to do good things and make life easier for those around her. when it comes to her lying to frisk and setting up all those "challenges" throughout hotland, i think she was so overcome with guilt and self-loathing that she just... wanted to feel like a hero. even if only for a moment. even if it were staged. everyone looked up to her as a hero, and she let them all down. and she needed something, anything, to hold onto at this point. [of course her priorities are completely out of wack but i think her irrational selfish decisions and actions and all the mistakes she makes help her feel more real.] and then... she let another person down, didn't she?)

(she spends so long running from any sort of accountability but she stops. digs her heels in. she turns around and faces the enormity of what she has done. the scene in the true lab where she tells everyone, "it's time to go home." is one of undertale's strongest moments. she understands that admitting to her lies and attempts to hide does not mean she'll be forgiven. she's not doing it to seek out that forgiveness and relieve herself of guilt; she's doing it because it's what's right. even if it costs her friends and loved ones. even if it's scary and hard and hurts more than hiding away forever.)

(i hope to see her shine again in deltarune at some point. i suspect we will. she is the high school teacher, after all. because she's a fundamentally good person, she undoubtedly cares deeply for all of her students, and that care and concern for their well-being will likely be what causes her to stumble into the mess that's brewing just beneath hometown's prim, boring surface. i look forward to getting to know her again in this new world, because she is a very, very well-written character and one of my favorites. *)

(** also she sucks)

#i'm sure everything here has been said by others i'm just thinking about her. because i like her she's a good character #i will say she is not cut out to teach teenagers and especially not a class as rowdy and erm. Full Of Personality as the deltarune kiddos #it's incredibly funny. she. is just not capable of putting her foot down and it's not like any of them are going to listen to her anyway #it's kind of insane that she seems to be the one who teaches. everything #like they have PE according to jockington right ?? can you fucking imagine Alphys teaching a PE class #to THESE KIDS. OF ALL THE TEENAGERS IN THE WORLD. THESE ONES. THESE LITTLE RASCALS #i can guarantee you no one runs the mile like not even noelle or jockington. no one is listening to her #the whole class could walk out and she'd just be like 😶 oh um. ok. g-guess i'll just... wait here. until they all come back #(toriel voice) Alphys. Where is your class.#(alphys voice) um they left #(toriel voice) What

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acesammy · 2 months

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#just bc i saw that ice skating poll lol #i feel like every couple of months i talk with my sister in law and go 'of course i've done (thing).. i did that in gym class???'#and she looks at me like ???????#bc i guess her gym class was just like. standing there #BUT i have to admit many of these are wild to me looking back on it #like bro they had fucking /skis/ for the kids #just a random ass assortment of skis and boots for the kids #and fucking snowshoes #and ice skates #one of the gym teachers would /personally create and maintain a rink every year in the field behind the school/#i'm p sure most of those were donated to the school #i did not go to a private school #this was a public school #polls #the golfing unit was admittedly the strangest #it was just bc the science teacher i had that year was /really/ into golfing #so he personally provided all the stuff for it #and had the other gym teacher also do the unit #(that science teacher was a gym teacher too. i just didnt have him for gym.. only science)

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x-ladydisdain-x · 8 months

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Maybe I’m delusional or maybe my freshman and sophomore year history teacher is the only person who has ever understood me

#thinking about how I saw in the back corner of her classroom freshman year bc I was shy and she would go out of her way to stand in that #corner and talk to me and ask me about the books I was reading #how she would leave thoughtful notes on my work sometimes even complimenting me about it in person #and during class presentations I would freeze up and panic and choke on my words #and then she’d go it’s okay take you’re time you’re doing great #and then tell me afterwards that she liked my presentation #sophomore year I was confident enough in her class to sit in the very front row #and she would look at me while lecturing and make jokes specifically towards me #and before the ap exam I was standing around after school hours #and she asked me if I had a ride home and offered to wait with me #and she asked how I was feeling about the exam and I was feeling really nervous and not confident at all #and she fully talked me down and convinced me that I could do it and said she believed in me #on the last day I had her class she said quote:#it’s been wonderful watching you blossom the two years I’ve had you I think you’ve really found who you are and you’re owning it and im so #proud of you #and she hugged me #I miss her so much #school fucking sucks without her her class was the highlight of my day #literally just seeing her is the highlight of my day now #she waved to me in the hallway today and I haven’t stopped thinking about it #im gonna cry. I miss her so bad

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sochilll · 5 months

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Saying you want to watch a movie with me and then watching it with someone else is cheating btw

#back when detective pikachu came out my at the time bsf and I talked about seeing it for like weeks #and we made plans to go and then she canceled on me and then like 2 days later she went and saw it with someone else #and now #I wanted to watch a movie a few weeks ago while my roommate was leaving for class and I said I might watch theater camp #and she was like ‘nooo I wanna watch that too wait for me’ so I did #and I just went out to the kitchen and she’s fucking watching it with her friend #idk maybe I’m too sensitive but like that hurts my feelings!!!#especially when she like NEVER wants to watch movies anyway like every time I ask she doesn’t want to #so I’ve been waiting for weeks to watch this because she ASKED me to #and then she just watches it 1. without me and 2. while I’m home and can clearly see/hear it #like ok fuck me I guess!!!!!#and on MY Hulu too!#personal

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munamania · 7 months

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OH MY GOD also guys. please literally go to any amateur theater or whatever that u can near u. i went to a live performance of the it's always sunny ep where theyre doing the nightman. or whatever. it was soooooooo silly and so fun and in that room i could feel centuries of people gathering in rooms to laugh together. this is what can save humanity

#abby talks #i want them to do another one...#then we went to this sketchy weird party. well FIRST we saw one of my old buddies at the show!!!!!!!#hes gonna help w my thesis film and then he was gonna come to the party but by the time he was ready we were leaving #it was crazy me and my friends were so high and we were just in this absurd house. fucking maze ass layout #so anyway these dudes r playing mario kart. i asked my friend if there were going to be mostly straight ppl there and well that was a yes #these two dudes trailed me until i found a way to perch in a corner with my friend next to me. anyway. these dudes r playing and bring up #brba bc of course. im sorry u guys know when we talk abt that show its extremely thin ice. bc this guy is ofc hating on skylar and we're #lit all like ok misogynist like. she was just a woman living her life with an insane gaslighting husband. but he Kept his values the whole #way thru... ok. anyway hes like genuinely getting mad like we can see him take pics of us and angrily type to someone LOL and them hes just #pissily playing the game. so anyway yeah then we went back outside. then left after watching ppl do keg stands #i get so scared for college girls. literally felt like i was staring daggers at all the guys around the vibes were just off.#anyway. so fun night.#the show was genuinely amazing im so excited to see the one person in my class this week. she played mac

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maddy-ferguson · 5 days

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fun fact about me: i'm insecure about so many random things that i've never flipped anyone off in my 22 years of life because i think my middle finger looks awkward and ugly by itself

#and like i say: brf slt #i felt like this especially when i would have been likely to do it semi-regularly like in middle school. but like i was thinking about this #the other day and i did it in front of a mirror just to check and it looked as bad as i remember like it's just not for me #i have a story abour middle fingers though or just about what one would call the finger #when i was in what an american would call the 5th grade (i can never do when i was x years old because it's not an accurate representation #of the class i was in since i skipped a grade and the grade is what matters more to me. when i was 9 and my friends were 10 i was saying)#we would always play this game called girls catch guys or guys catch girls where the girls would run after the guys and like tap them on #the shoulder and then they would go to prison and they would line up and another guy could set them free by like touching one of the #prisoners it was a very fun game except it's way more fun to be like the ones getting caught than to be the ones catching and we would #ALWAYS play girls catching guys and it was very unfair we would be like okay in the morning we do guys catching girls in the afternoon #girls catching guys so it's fair like normal system but the guys NEVER wanted to do it (and we would always give in because like we still #wanted to play ig and idk guys. female socialization) they never wanted to be the ones doing the catching it was so unfair because we also #didn't like it as much and we did it all the time?#and i remember this one morning we were fighting about this we had literally all agreed that it was fair this way but they didn't want to #do it and my second best male friend flipped me and my best (female) friend off and (very #important detail) he did it with both of his hands so like two middle fingers and i don't know why because i'm not even sure that that's a #thing but one middle finger meant fuck you and two middle fingers meant go fuck yourself and to us that was very different? and i remember #my friend and i we like knew what it meant but for some reason we were like. he did do the one finger before doing the two does this mean #he...loves us because it literally means he wants to have sex with us #but what's funny is we never talked to him again after that and i don't even know why that was our last straw because i remember i #genuinely liked him before that like i said he was my second best male friend! so like maybe sixth best friend overall that's not bad #and he's not the only guy friend who flipped us off that year like it was so random to stop talking to him after that😭#like he was an actual enemy we really did not like him we talked about him in letters we'd give each other using a nickname etc #and what's even funnier is in our last year of middle schoold FOUR YEARS AFTER THIS a friend of a friend told him he should become friends #with well my friend and he was like hm i don't think so have you seen who she hangs out with? marianne *last name* like why do YOU hate #me😭 it was so funny like wdym it was mutual this whole time. i had literally moved on by then i didn't even care about hating him #anymore like wow...i think he's the only person i hated who actually hated me back

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orcelito · 1 month

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Advising appointment within an hour and I really shouldn't be so nervous but I haven't talked to my advisor outside of emails in an entire year now

She's gonna end up mentioning the Dead Dad probably, I just know it 😭😭😭😭

#speculation nation #i told her back when i first reached out a month ago #to explain things and such. idk.#shes a nice person and she was very sweet with getting me some class stuff waived #to make it so i only have 8 classes left to take.#i should probably check out my plan of study to have a solid idea of what i wanna take next semester... b4 the appointment.#idk im just nervous. i dont like people giving me condolences. it just reminds me of what im trying to not think about.#what do you say when ppl express condolences for ur dead dad? like no it's not okay. but like im getting by. it is what it is.#it's just awkward. idk.#well. i will just focus on the important part. my fall semester!!!!!!#ill go check out what i need to take and make sure i dont have any holds on my account #i will make this a nice and effecient appointment. 💪💪💪💪

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