#but then i'm off for almost 2 weeks

[fudgecake-charlie]

#i haven't been able to go through tumblr recently #i have a bunch of stuff ive needed to do and i haven't done any of it!! #i'm behind on secret life too :[ i saw pearl's episode last week but i haven't been able to watch any other POVs #or anything from session 2 which is sad #i don't wanna mute the tags so i'm just staying off the dash #but hopefully HOPEFULLY soon i get to have time where it's just me and i can just Draw #this weekend was nice but i am still doing a bunch of stuff #some good stuff too! my friends are lovely! but still stuff. and coursework. #gonna have to live like a hermit for the next while in order to have fun online and make fanart /silly #time to last minute work on my second group presentation project in two weeks! #delete later #the words of a fudgecake #[scheduled] #edit: after this was posted i broke up with my ex of almost a year lmao (its a good thing dw)

[herd-reject-arts]

I recently moved (away from my abusive ass mother! Huzzah!), and it's been really bittersweet because me and my dog lost our bestest bud in October. So, like, out of a bad situation, but I don't even get to enjoy it with the coolest dog ever. But the dog I still have (10, half-blind) has been super upset. Like, I'll be gone 2 minutes to check the mail and I can hear her anxiously screaming all the way from the boxes. And I don't have it in me to get another dog, because it feels like replacing the chilliest, sweetest beast that ever lived. So I'm like ok, what about a cat? Old doggo is great with kitties. Apartment doesn't care.

So I went and got this the other day

And my dog's anxiety has gone down so much, just by having another living thing around the house while I'm away.

Her name is Juniper. She's slowly becoming friends with my dog, Clio. I've had her a little less than a week, and she's been a great cat so far. Only thing I could possibly complain about is that she's so lovey that I keep having whatever I'm holding knocked out of my hands by a cat eager for attention.

But the most important thing is she's helping ease the anxiety of an elderly dog who only has her right eye, and that's super slay of her. I don't exactly like introducing new friends into a situation like what I have going on, but it's working out so well and I have the means to take care of her. She's adjusted amazingly, and I'm hoping I'll have many good years with her, and a bunch more with my old doggo.

#life updates #not vc sorry #cat #kitten #domestic longhair #juniper #she's currently cracking out on her cat tree downstairs as if it isn't almost one in the morning #sorry to whoever lives below me. I'll put a rug under the tree the next day i have off i swear! #though i asked the people below me and they said I'm a hell of a lot quieter than whoever was here last so that's a win #still. hate being loud above someone else's home. #also: unpacking sucks nuts #been here over 2 weeks and i still have so many boxes to unpack...

[lale-txt]

from edging on a panic attack throughout the train ride to standing front row during a concert of one of my fav bands within two hours wahooo

#it was only for 1-2 songs before retreating to the back again but still #the last time i stood there was almost 15 years ago #i don't talk a lot about my issues™️ here but tonight i felt really proud of myself #and i want to celebrate those small moments more instead of brushing them off #this achievement was unlocked by going to therapy 3x a week since almost a year #so it's not like i magically cured my panic disorder by breathing correctly and naming 5 things i can see 4 things i can yada yada #it's such hard work and i'm still at the very beginning of everything but damn it feels so nice to FEEL things getting better #tiny tiny things but step by step #it can get better it can get better it can get better #lale.txt

[hemovanadin]

big update for my website lol go check it out! https://korsse.neocities.org/

i did start on the mspaint guide and theres also some simple dress-up games and a page about my doll-making hobby if you're into that lol. also some information about my art on the gallery page landing tab, if you ever wanted to know my opinions about softwares or art supplies and things of that nature.

today is also the 5 year anniversary of the site's creation.

it's been crawled by the wayback machine a couple times over the years lol http://web.archive.org/web/20230000000000*/https://korsse.neocities.org/

#it needs finishing touches #some stuff doesnt display correctly in a way that makes it ugly but its still mostly functional so i'm gonna leave it for now cuz ive been #editing markup for almost 3 weeks straight and doing nothing else unless it was family related. i took like half a day off to play some gsm #and when i was almost finished on the 15th i called an early night so i could play some splatoon before bed but other than that i've been #websiting... like i dont have a job... i'd wake up at 2pm and write markup til 6 in the morning i'm not kiddin... everyday for over 2 weeks #i havent even had the time to check social media feeds at all... i need a break so i can catch up on what's happening in the world.

[jukeboxhound]

Tonight! I will! Finally finish the Trigun BB fic I committed to MONTHS ago because I'm a dumbass! And then it WILL be posted TOMORROW! 💪😤

#i had to ask the mods for like. a 2-week extension because Life Keeps Happening #and then i can work on 'crashing like stars' because that's the one that's been eating my brain again #and i'm done with classes and i have almost two weeks off of work! #fuck yeah burnout 🤣😅🙃 #hound barks

[zevrans]

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#it's my last shift in 2 days and then i'm leaving this job i'm actually so happy i no longer has to work there! 🎉 #i need to find a new one asap of course but i never had energy to do so on my off days so i'll focus on that now #i've endured the hardest shifts with freezing -25-30 °C where the heater conditioner did absolutely nothing #shifts with the roof leaking trying to not let the orders of customers get wet constantly wiping shelves throughout 2 days on top #of everything i has to do #these past 2 days sewage system froze and i had no water to wash my hands or use the restroom properly..🤦‍♀️ #i know the wet hand wipes are bad for ecology but man they continously saved me and also i had to wash my hands using water from kettle and #i had to do it outside freezing of course because the sink and restroom are in another building and i didnt have time to constantly walk #there.. and this on top of 2 last weeks of december being especially batshit crazy stressful and having heated karen encounters each shift. #and it was so hard on me because i am a nonconfrontational person and i don't like arguing with people #but i learned so much in these months of working there and for that experience i am still grateful :") #it's bittersweet that i won't see the friendly regulars that were always kind to me anymore tho 😔 and my coworker came yesterday #and we spoke for like an hour or so and he said he is is sad that i'm leaving because i'm such a nice person and a great coworker 🥺 #ngl this made me sad too but life goes on.. he said he'll be leaving in a month too #said he didn't think that i'll leave first 😂 #i woke up almost an hour ago from 3 bg3 related dreams in a row btw 😂🤦‍♀️ i need to play 🙈 ok i need to get up first..😭 #tbd

[ventiswampwater]

hey gamers, I made a side blog dedicated to my saw insanity

u can find me incoherently posting about these goofy ass movies here: @gordonsicedcoffee if ur so inclined

#my saw reblogging sprees were getting 2 be fully off the chain (pun intended) & I decided 2 free the masses of my brainrot #I have almost 100 saw posts reblogged. and I only started rewatching this fckn series a week ago #the illness is terminal!! and now!!!! quarantined off!!! #bc lordt knows I'm about to rb 723873827 more posts in the span of an hour. most likely #sam speaks

[byanyan]

...staring at my drafts and realizing i should perhaps consider pausing on answering ask prompts to start getting caught back up on those instead bc the number is back in the 40s & i just found a starter i completely forgot about bc it got lost on the second page :x

#a few weeks of mentally struggling & being out of it has really done a number on all that hard work i did getting (almost) caught up l-lmao #tbf everything except like. 2 threads (& a few unprompted asks that're in there) are all from march & april but. hhhh. #i was doing sm better at staying on top of stuff and then suddenly that all went to hell lmakjfakjs #really tho i suppose i should just keep doing whatever i'm feeling/enjoying the most right? #i'm here to have fun not stress over deadlines that don't exist for replies #need to get better at remembering that. need to..... idk. stop feeling overwhelmed over a hobby lmao #i just!!!! feel so bad leaving things for so long!!! i worry it makes people think i don't want to write w them #or i've lost interest or smth which!!! is not at all the case!!!! my brain just sucks so bad!!!!! #i'm rambling to myself ignore me ajsfksd i'll see what i feel like tackling tomorrow #hopefully?? i'll have some better focus??? bc my writing has still felt v disjointed today and i don't. like that. at all. #but my usual routine around the house is still kinda disrupted & off-kilter until monday which i think is playing a big part in my struggle #so. idk. we'll see. i'm still rambling i'm sorry pls continue ignoring me askjfsd #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.

[h0ney8ee]

i'm afraid to use my vacation time bc i'm so used to having to ration it lol i literally have almost twice the amount i had at my last job. wild

#15 days and 3 floating holidays so effectively 18 days #that's almost 4 weeks. yet i'm debating if i can really afford to use 0.5 of it tomorrow #i was going to call off but im scared lmao im only 2 months in it's not a good look ‼️ #h.txt

[knifegremliin]

on my hands and knees begging for my body to let me sleep. please. please. just let me fucking sleep what do you WANT FROM ME.

#🔪.text #i woke up. at 2 a-fucking-m #and i am not confident that i ever fell back asleep. #i have been waking up at 4-5 am almost every day for the past week. #why. #and for reference i am going to sleep at around 10-10:30. #which is. yes. very early. believe me i'd be staying up later if i could #if i had the energy #AND IF I COULD DO SO WITHOUT SACRIFICING FUCKING SLEEP #but clearly i can't fucking do that!!!! #even 10 isn't fucking early enough with how my body's been!!! #literally the only thing i can think of is around the same time this started is the same time i started going off one of my meds #so MAYBE it's related??? i don't know. #or it could be i'm just getting too hot. because i have woken up really sweaty every time. #but this time i tried using a lighter blanket (aka a sheet) and it was fucking worse!!! #and i was even hotter! #so i don't know what the fuck i'm supposed to do!! #because there's nothing i can do about the temp of the house because my mom will not allow it to go below 73 #and she's still turning the heat on at night #i guess i've never actually asked if we can drop the temp at night #but i just figure the answer will be no so. #maybe i'll just try to cover my vent at night #because it's just been way too warm for the heat to be on #ugh. #anyway lol. #i am. so tired.

[itstimeforstarwars]

The boss of my old department today was like "hey everyone in my department quit do u wanna come back plz plz" and i. did not know how to respond to that because like. darling I'm extremely fond of you however I am trying to quit this job. but i don't want to say that before I'm actually quitting.

#chit chat #work stuff #it's so HARD to keep these cards close to my chest!!! #all my best references also cannot keep a secret!!! so I'm going in with references from people who have already quit before me! #because if i ask any of my garden ladies to be a reference for me all 83 associates in the store will know by friday im trying to quit #which isn't great because i don't want to be let go before i can get my bonus in 2 weeks lmao #which i wouldn't normally care about the bonus but this one is $400. like. that's almost half a paycheck #so begrudgingly i am sticking around for at least 2 weeks #bc if im fucking off into the sunset i would at least like to have grocery money #one hopes that a job materializes by then but if not...the bonus will be helpful #ugh #15yo me would be disgusted by me prioritizing money over justice and mental health lol #what a fucking adult i am

[down-thedrain]

oh heavens the cesars are plentiful

#posts in a drainage system #I DREW THESE LIKE 2 WEEKS AGO BUT I FORGOT TO UPLOAD THEM OOPS!!!!!!!!!!!!! #anyways i drew almost all of these in one sitting can you tell #DEFINITELY reworking streamer cesar's design cuz wtf is that.......... this was my first time drawing him be nice to me LMFAOOOOOO #also yes i know phase 1 tmcblr ce's hand is backwards DON'T REMIND ME !! #violet got cut off but i've drawn him b4 so it's okay #ALSO THE VALUES AREN'T RIGHT FOR MOST OF THESE I'M SORRY I GOT LAZY but all of them have the same hair and skin color so #gotta draw sr cesar again for sure i rlly like how his design turned out........... fuck i'm rambling okay BYE #drained art #tmc slime rancher au #tmc modern au #tmcsc #tmcblr #mandela v2 #sitcom au #<- for categorization purposes

[seventh-district]

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#Seven’s Public Diary #vent post #cw vent post #vent #cw vent #wound mention #sighs deeply #had to take my shirt off for someone recently for medical reasons and while 'oh you poor thing..' is far from the worst response ive gotten #it's definitely still strange to hear. like i'm not rlly surprised‚ i am aware that i'm an upsetting sight #and i keep myself covered all the time to avoid upsetting people that can't handle the sight of marred skin #but i've grown so comfortable in my body over all these years that an interesting side effect of that is that i tend to forget #just how shocked and upset and worried ppl tend to get when they see me. it's almost funny. the sad kind of funny i guess #guess i'd rather laugh than dwell on the knowledge that i'm a set of walking trigger warnings that must be censored #anyways. that experience combined with the stressful and tiring process of tending to a wound on my back for the last 2 weeks #has me thinking about Ch. 5 of AEIWNF. for... reasons. so maybe i'll finally make myself draft and post that today #there's so many things i need to make myself do but the appeal of just sitting alone weaving bracelets and binge-listening to TMA is strong #the urge to be alone and craft things while listening to stories told through a lo-fi medium... where does it come from #that's a rhetorical question i know exactly where it came from. i'm just turning into both of my grandmothers lmao #what's the line. 'i've got my grandmother's veins in the back of my hands' what's that from. it's a Wonder Years song right #Hoodie Weather!!! yeah that's it. man i haven't listened to that in ages. maybe that'll be today's weather report #anyways. what else can i vent about. uhh. it's getting harder and harder to put my thoughts into words and that's concerning! #i'm fighting the desire to push everyone away again even though it feels like i should. i'm too toxic of a person #like. talk to any of the people that have ghosted/blocked me and they'll likely tell you to stop wasting your time on me lmao #and they'd probably be right. i'm so caught up in my own issues that i feel bad for anyone that tries to be friendly to me #everyone gets sick of my shit eventually. i'm overbearing and self-centered or you don't hear from me for months. there's no inbetween #i wish there was. god i wish there was #i'm never active on here anymore bc i feel like if i am then that's disrespectful to everyone waiting to hear back from me #but it's so much easier for me to post and reblog stuff than it is to talk one on one with literally anyone #it's not even social anxiety atp there's just something wrong with my brain. like not to self diagnose but Something's Wrong #okay that's enough whining. gonna go try to do something productive to make myself feel less useless

[mechsbrackets]

take as much time as you need! its really nice of you to host these polls but it's important to take care of yourself yknow?

Aw, thank you!!! I will, dw! I'll be basically done with school after this week, so I'll have plenty of time this weekend to count nominations and post updates!

#i'm so close to my associates! #only 2 weeks left! #and it's rly 1 bc i MIGHT have a presentation next week #so ig i might have hw this weekend? #but it only needs to be 5+ minutes and it's about The Bifrost Incident so that'll be EASY #but my other big presentation and essay are due Thursday and Friday #and i'm done with my other 2 classes #so yeah almost done! #once i have my AA degree i'm off to university! #(scary but exciting!) #yk this ask rly wasn't a prompt to ramble on abt college #but that's still what i did #you're welcome!

[ricksoo]

Goofy ahh face

#Casually looks at you with a smirk #Also this drawing is for tomorrow #Some of you might know why and yes #I'm freaking lazy #Based off the TWINS in MAM (Make a Mewtwo) #It's been like almost 2 weeks and my lazy ahh is still not able to finish it 😭

[sysig]

Your Weekly TV Guide

On Monday you can expect:

2:30 PM: Skeleton Zine

And Tuesday:

2:30 PM: Sonas ft. Undertale

Wednesday:

2:30 PM: Halfway Autumn

Thursday:

2:30 PM: Handplates

Friday:

2:30 PM: Sona reacts to Handplates

Saturday:

2:30 PM: Undertale (Handplates?)

Sunday:

2:30 PM: Handplates

Thanks for tuning in! (Patreon)

#Weekly TV Guide #Okay I chalk this one being late in the day up to my Surprisingly strong Sims 2 fixation lol #Was Super not expecting and yes I am still losing my mind about it lol #From one mind-losing to another! Far-flung queue lol #For reference: we're wrapping up November this week lol #The week starts out very silly hehe ♪ #And hey there's some OCs in here! I wasn't far off with my jokey-joke NYR haha #I've been having on-and-off new ideas with them as well so maybe I can dedicate a whole page to concepts sometime soon >:3c #After getting the rest out of my system lol - new ideas have started to form but I haven't actually drawn anything since like - Tuesday? #And those were just finishing stuff up lol it's been almost a week since I've put thoughts to pictures! #Tomorrow's my offline day so you Know I'm gonna be chomping at the bit pfft #I'll be fine tho ♪ I'm looking forward to it :D #And to the stuff later this week!! I put a lot of effort into them and I'm very proud of them!!! #Pls look forward to them <3