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cryobabyy · 21 hours
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What would actually fix me is jealous Carmy but he doesn't even register it as jealousy. He overhears Tina gossiping about Marcus having feelings for Syd and Carmy has to excuse himself to the office and take a big ass swig of Pepto because the sensation feels like the worst heartburn he's had in his professional life. He keeps it cool externally, but internally my boy is tweaking tf OUT. He has to go outside to have a cigarette when he sees them say good morning to each other, and he's lying awake at night staring at the ceiling thinking about how he's supposed to feel about the situation, he's starting to see Marcus as competition in the kitchen which is like. woah? what? nothing happened between them why is he acting like this???? and then he goes to his therapist and he's like
I'm nauseous, I can't sleep, I'm angry at my pastry chef but idk why, I'm avoiding Sydney, I'm smoking 2 packs a day, and I think I have chronic heartburn.
and his therapist is like
You're experiencing feelings of jealousy and anxiety
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season three better start with sydney and carm open mouth tonguing it
i’ve waited long enough
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carmysgirl · 2 days
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genuinely tweaking over Carmen getting jealous over sydney’s and marcus's relationship.
nsfw under the cut xoxo
Sydney had been lingering around Marcus all day. They’ve been working on some sort of dessert or whatever. Carmen was trying not to care but it’s hard when his girlfriend would burst out laughing every few minutes. 
Was it even appropriate for them to be doing that? Should he go over there and see what’s so funny? No, that would be weird. He’s supposed to be working on something himself but he’s gotten nothing done. 
Was he…was he jealous??
No, he trusted Sydney.
But did he trust Marcus?
Needless to say the car ride home is silent and when Carmen pulls Syd into bed a little rougher than usual she is still silent.
Carmen’s kisses are quick and passionate as he settles Syd in his lap and squeezes her ass hard enough to keep her anchored to him. She lets out a moan and starts rubbing her clothed cunt back and forth on Carmen’s thigh as she kisses his throat, careful not to leave hickies. 
When Sydney stops to breathe, Carmen quickly almost abruptly flips her onto her back and tugs her pajama shorts off. Their room is dark but the moonlight was illuminating her wetness. All for him. Not for Marcus.
“You’re so pretty. So so pretty,” Carmen whispers as he runs his hands down Syd’s body and stops at her swollen clit. He uses his thumb to rub small circles and his other hand to slide two fingers in and out of her.
“You’re mine, right?” Carmen asks without even looking up from her cunt. It was taking everything in him not to cum to Sydney’s sweet moans and the squelching of her cunt.
Sydney nods and throws her head back as Carmen adds his third finger.
“I want you to say it,” Carmen pleads. He didn’t even care that he sounded desperate. Watching Sydney and Marcus together ruined his entire day but he won’t let it ruin his night.
“Are we really doing this right now?” Sydney asks between ragged breaths.
Carmen increases the speed of his thumb on Sydney while he nods. He knew she was close. Her toes were curled beside him, fingers fisting the sheets, and her back arching off the bed every few seconds. Carmen loved her like this almost as much as he liked seeing her in her whites.
“Yeah…yeah I’m yours,” Sydney bursts out.
Carmen completely stops what he’s doing and looks at her. “Syd…can you maybe be a little more specific than that?”
Sydney whines and tries reaching for his hand.
Carmen shakes his head and looks away.
“Fine. Carmen Anthony Berzatto I’m yours. Only yours and always will be,” she says while guiding his hand back to her center.
Carmen smiles and resumes his fingerwork on her.
When she does cum, which doesn’t take long, she covers him in kisses and reminds him that he also belongs to her. 😉
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ciaonicole85 · 1 day
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#NoStruggleLove
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This JUST popped into my brain, and I got MAD, lol. In S3, Chris and Joana BETTER NOT make Sydney, Carmy's therapist and/or mother. I don't want her to "earn" his love by doing emotional labor. Yes, she bore too much during the renovation, but that was for HER dream as well. So far, she's been really good about maintaining her boundaries. She shares her emotions and backstory when she feels comfortable. She also allows Carmy to share his, while not burdening herself with his trauma. She holds him accountable and doesn't baby him, nor does she literally or metaphorically give him coochie. In short, she's not playing wifey with this messy man. It would be so easy to bc look at HIM.
I appreciate that so far their dynamic is actually pretty healthy. Yes, they hit a couple patches, but Carmy corrected himself quickly after the Brigade and the Review. In S2 he just didn't know how to juggle the restaurant and a love life. At the end of that season he realized that the partnership with Sydney and the restaurant matters more to him, albeit he took it too far in the freezer meltdown.
In the scene above we see CARMY initiating this conversation and offering Sydney emotional support and commitment, practically giving marital vows (eek!). In S10 before he got trapped in the freezer he helped her stay on expo and got Marcus away from her. There was his momentary lapse over the 7 Fishes getting cold (was that after he thought he saw his old EC?), but again he corrected quickly. Oh, why, oh why, didn't he call the freezer guy?!?! That first night could've been a glorious bonding event for him with Sydney and The Bear as a whole. But alas, we need the drama. Anyways, when he goes into Michelin Star mode in S3 I HOPE that Sydney doesn't bare the brunt of it. If she plays the long-suffering work wife, I'm going to be PISSED!! They like doing that to women generally and particularly women of color.
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xblackreader · 2 days
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moments-on-film · 1 day
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Moments on Film: Carmy IS The Bear - Opening Scene Analysis
Hello friends. I hope your year is going well. If we have interacted or you’ve read my work before, hello again! If you’re new to my blog, welcome!
This is the final part I’ve been building to in a 3 part character analysis series I have written about the character of Carmen “Carmy” Berzatto from The Bear. In the first part, I analyzed how 🔗Carmy doesn’t know who he is yet because he’s never had the safety and freedom to discover who he really is by connecting with his true passion, art. In part two, I analyzed 🔗Carmy’s true purpose and how I believe his destiny is to set everyone up for success, leave the kitchen behind and step into his light.
I have rewatched The Bear multiple times, but nothing ever captures the wonder, intrigue, and immediate empathy I felt for Carmy after that fascinating opening scene in the pilot episode. I have been thinking about it since I first watched it and it has stayed with me.
Since the first time I saw it, I have always believed Christopher Storer wrote the opening scene of The Bear to provide a portal into the entire arc for Carmy’s character. Let me explain.
Think about what Carmy is doing in the opening scene. He’s approaching a bear trapped in a cage. He speaks to it softly and gently, shushes it, empathises with it, coaxes it out and unlocks the cage. Look at the words used in the script:
Trapped, locked away
Whimpers, cries from inside
Emerges
A mass of dirty, matted hair
Mouth bleeding and ill
Shivers
“Shhh…..shhhh…it’s okay…”
Sad, abused eyes
There was a cute animal in there once
“Come on….go….”
“I know.”
Why is The Bear so personified in the script? Why is Carmy talking to it like it’s a person? Carmy looks into its “sad, abused eyes”, and tells it,
“I know.”
In my opinion, in the pilot episode, Carmy encountering the Bear is more than a dream, it’s a premonition because….it is Carmy talking to his future self.
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Think about everything we have seen him go through so far and read the scene below:
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I think Chris Storer has given us the arc of Carmy’s character in the form of a fevered dream Carmy has while watching over a slow cooking pot of gravy while he sleeps on the metal counter.
Carmy is the bear in the cage. S1 set the trap, by the end of S2, Carmy has fallen deep into it, and I think in future seasons, Carmy will suffer greatly, then will make great attenpts to heal, get in touch with what he really wants and will set himself free.
The fact that the opening scene in the series takes place on the State Street Bridge is an indication that Carmy saving himself—letting himself out of the cage—will save his own life. This is the same Bridge where his brother Michael, trapped in the same cage he is caught in now, separately, but somehow together, saw no way out and took his own life. The symbolism is striking. The Bridge is the connection between the two realms, and the difference between life and death.
I also think that the words used to describe the bear mean that things will get so much worse for Carmy before they get better. Season 1 ended with Carmy committed to opening The Bear. Season 2 ends with Carmy caught in the walk in freezer of the restaurant, a literal bear trap of his own making where he is buried alive by his unprocessed trauma, and inability to thrive in the very place he was supposed to lead, and crippling pressure to turn a profit to pay off his debts. This is because in my opinion, the restaurant, his cage, is not his natural habitat. This is why everything in it always seems like such a struggle and so painful, forced and joyless.
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I’m worried to see how things will get worse for Carmy than they already are. In the script, the bear is described as tapped, locked away, crying, whimpering from the inside, a mass of dirty matted hair, mouth bleeding and ill, shivering with sad, abused eyes.
From the moment I saw the drawing on the wall in the pilot episode, I said, wow, look at the bars, it’s a cage. Of course, I didn’t know until 2x6 that Carmy himself drew the sketch himself, as a Christmas gift for Michael, who was trapped in a horrible cage of his own at the time, which makes it all the more telling and poignant. There’s a reason why Carmy drew the sketch this way, even if it was subconscious, with the same bear trapped in a cage, which we see again in his dream.
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Photo credit: moments-on-film (me)
At the end of season 2, Carmy is trapped, pacing the cage of the walk-in freezer.
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I’ve been so worried about Carmy as a character since the first episode because it is so clear that he’s sick and badly needs help that he’s not getting. He has undiagnosed PTSD, and inner trauma that manifests physically in the form of nightmares, trouble breathing and terrible panic attacks that ravage his body. This has been so visceral to me throughout S1 and S2 that I wrote an analysis post about 🔗Carmy’s Vital Signs, and how they are dangerously visible on screen through Jeremy Allen White’s exceptional acting. The Bear in the pilot script is described as whimpering, crying and ill. If I am correct, this is where Carmy is headed before it can all turn around.
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One other little clue that Carmy is metaphorically the bear from the opening scene, is the physical look of Carmy’s hair. From the pilot episode, Carmy’s hair has bothered me. He’s a 3 Star chef, trained with the best, and worked under the abusive chef in New York who must have had him and his hygiene under a microscope. It never made sense to me that his hair at times looked dirty and unkempt while his shirts were immaculately clean, pressed, and white. Below is a quote from an article where Jeremy Allen White talks about his hair as Carmy:
"I also wanted Carmy to always look just a little dirty. There’s a sink on set — everything was functional — and before most takes, I would get water in my hands and run it through my hair to get it looking kind of greasy.”
This always stuck out to me. He’s playing not just any chef, but, in the words of Sydney, “the most excellent CDC at the most excellent restaurant in the United States of America.” A chef who clearly cares about cleanliness, who gets on his hands and knees to scrub the floor more than once with just his hands and a washcloth. Why would he want him to look dirty? But thinking of it now, if he too knows the arc of Carmy, which he has said Chris Storer has shared with him, then he understands that where we are headed is to witness him as the bear is described, emerging from the cage, “a mass of dirty, matted hair.” The slightly dirty hair is a physical clue into the journey he is on as a character.
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I think in future seasons we are going to see a great deal of guilt and therefore self flagellation from Carmy to over correct his mistakes from S2 that is going to further impact his mental and physical health. As I mentioned in a prior post, just like his tattoo, he is constantly dancing on the knife’s edge, and literally putting himself in life threatening danger.
I also have predicted in prior posts that Carmy is going to push himself so hard that he has a major health incident that might finally force Claire (if she’s still around) to actually take note of how sick he actually is. I’m not sure if she’s going to be prominently featured in S3, but I would not be surprised if a health emergency forces Carmy into her life somehow. It never made sense to me that her (then) boyfriend is sick, she’s an ER Doctor, and doesn’t seem to really notice or care.
As I mentioned in my last post, Carmy’s True Purpose, I ultimately believe that Carmy needs to get out of the kitchen and into a life where he can be happy and healthy, and connected to his true life’s purpose. I do not believe that this means Carmy will abandon his found family, or that he will do anything to betray Sydney. I believe she’s his shining star and he will do anything and everything in his power to make sure she gets hers. I also believe they will be in each other’s lives forever because they are truly soulmates. This isn’t about anyone else, though, I think this is about Carmy coming to terms with decades of abuse, unspoken thoughts and feelings, buried passions, his precarious health situation, which is in fact, eating him alive, and letting go of his long held mantra to 🔗 “just keep going”, before it kills him.
Perhaps there’s a way to marry art with the restaurant. That doesn’t solely mean he is only drawing. Maybe what Carmy really should be doing is creating, planning and designing menus, traveling the world to discover new flavors and finding inspiration that can help the restaurant, and provide him with much needed creatively, peace and, yes, joy. Maybe the restaurant will become seasonal and he and Sydney can spend the off time traversing the globe and creating menus together. Maybe down the line he can get out of the commercial kitchen, and he and Sydney’s can revamp her catering company and they can create together is a different environment. I must believe we are headed for somewhere healing, positive and beautiful, despite the valley of despair that ended S2.
The character of Carmy honestly breaks my heart. In him I see someone who so desperately needs a breakthrough and help on so many levels. He so badly needs to discover who he is and what actually makes him happy before it’s too late. I think Carmy is subconsciously very connected to this. His dream, which started the series, continues to haunt me.
One great thing about Carmy’s life are the people who now surround him. In my opinion, he needs to be very careful about how he treats them moving forward. He has people who genuinely love him and who I believe have his best interest at heart. If he pushes himself to the brink and then decides to leave the kitchen for the sake of his health, I believe everyone would ultimately understand. However, no one can take the reins of his life and fix it for him. Only he has that power and create his own reversal of fortune.
If I am correct, for his character to follow the arc of the opening dream scene, all Carmy ultimately has to do is unlock the cage and set himself free.
How he will arrive at that point is the journey of The Bear.
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thoughtfulchaos773 · 12 hours
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Love on a real train
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Head cannon where Syd and Carmy make their own holiday tradition in Chicago: A train ride on the Holiday CTA once a year.
Also, I want to add that "Love on a Real Train" is the song teaser of season 3. It's a song from Risky Business, where the two characters become intimate on the CTA. Is it foreshadowing?
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Why they don’t shoot something like this with Ayo?
What is FX even doing?
I want JAW and AYO material ASAP!
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girlbitesback · 11 months
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ayo edebiri and jeremy allen white for fx’s ‘the bear’
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thiscoldheart · 11 months
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THE BEAR (2.09)
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drrav3nb · 11 months
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It's "I'm sorry" in sign. Two of my old chefs used to do it. If they were angry, fighting on the line, it helped. It was like their version of "let's talk about this later". Didn't matter if one tore the other one apart, it always got them through service.
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enthyrea · 4 months
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i wouldn’t even wanna do it without you. you know, you make me better at this.
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carmysgirl · 1 day
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bimbo sydney and pathetic carmen: ways they met? still choosing
no nsfw under cut! i just don’t fw long text 😆
1. carmen taking a different route home one day, noticing like a pink themed restaurant with a line out the front door. he remembers something about richie and nat saying the pastries were good so he decided to stop by. maybe give marcus some inspo. when he finally goes in sydney is leaving but she recognizes carmen from being a top chef and all. carmen is sitting there dumbfounded with frosting on his face and the most beautiful girl in the world dressed head to toe in pink gushing over him.
2. sydney went on a blind date, her friend set her up, and the guy is absolutely disgusting. she got her hair done, wore her shortest dress and highest heels, and put on a pretty perfume just for her date to look like grease ball. needless to say she excuses herself to the bathroom and plots her escape. unfortunately for her, her date is standing outside the bathroom so… she makes a run for it. out to the back of the restaurant where a guy in chef’s whites is smoking a cigarette. great another grease ball. except when he turns his head and he has the prettiest sleepy blue eyes she’s ever seen. they stare at each other for awhile and then sydney remembers why she’s even out here. so she pulls her dress down, fixes her hair, and asks which way is the nearest subway.
3. carmen’s at the flea market and sydney’s selling all this vintage clothing. when he approached her stall she was behind it doing something but he did peep the tight jeans covering legs that never seem to end and her almost stripper like heels on. when she comes around in all her glory he knows he’s fucked. he doesn’t even want to bargain with her. he’ll buy everything she sells. when they start talking, carmen sees that sydney really knows her stuff and every time carmen tries to test her she comes right for his ass.
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damnikindadontcare · 2 months
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June is not close enough I need season 3 tomorrow
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xblackreader · 2 days
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⟡ SYDCARMY - ❝ here we are in the future… ❞
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