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fatratbabyy · 1 year

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hi! i really love your designs, the colours are always really well done anf the characters are full of life.. and i love how your rewrites give the characters complexity and make them really interesting to me, much more so than canon(though i am a fan of some ideas introduced there, they don’t quite turn out in ways that make sense to me)! i’ve been wondering a few things about helluva troupe for a while however and hopefully the answers aren’t spoilers, lol.. in HT, what is Fizz’s involvement with the ‘troupe’ and what is stolas’s involvement too.? i wish you much luck on your work as it is lovely to see! (also apologies for my silly username)

Thank You!

Thank you so much that means a lot!! waaAahee! It makes me happy to see people interested 🥺👉👈

With Fizz it's,,, a bit Fuzzy, because hilariously he's the whole reason I made this AU among other things But I ended up makinh him a sorta side character antag again because while originally he was going to be part of the main crew from the start of HT's storyline, as I went along in trying to write I saw some cool hcs about his star clown days and so I thought to use the more canonized view- mostly in that he's a star clown during the events of HT instead of dropping the show life to join Blitz in I.M.P. That previous version is why you see him in the I.M.P references- and hinty hoo that ol version isnt completely null and voice to the current HT

ANYWAY so yeah- While Fizz isn't as much a main character as he was he still has a great deal of importance to the story and themes I want to express in HT. When it comes to him and the Troupe itself, I could best describe him as one of the biggest foils or parallels to the main cast. Just,, he's this golden image that represents their every want fulfilled. For Blitz especially given their thick history heehooo. (That's not to say this 'golden image' is entirely as it seems btw...)

Now it sounds much like canon I know but I like to think I'm taking a different direction with it- It's not really just the "haha you suck with relationships, fuck, shit, pénis im doing better look at my good relationship" nonsense cuz for 1. Fizzarozzie does nOT exist anymore- its Mamzie now 😊 (Mammon + Ozzie) and 2. The themes with Fizz and really most of HT has less to do with the melodramatic romance "will they wont they" of Stolitz (which isnt really a thing either) and more the struggle impoverished and oppressed peoples experience with success, failure, identity, community, family, status, history, trauma, etccc. Specifically, because I am an indigenous person from Canada, a lot of the themes are drawn from my own experiences, knowledge and history as an indigenous person. Though with execution, creative liberties were taken to make the fact they're in Hell clear btww-

That very likely did nOT answer jour question but i amn,,,stoopi 😭😭😭 simpler answer i suppose maybe by chance would be Fizz is an eventual antagonist to I.M.P. Specifics and how it happens and wheNNN?? Im still not sure yet if im honest- been really busy the last year or so and so Ive hadnt had any time or energy to work as much on writing all the things! ;u; thats probs disappointing to hear cuz plaNNing and all is important if you're gonna post story stuff at all,,, but !! I do hope to work more on the story this year so i can wrap up all these floating ideas into a Concrete line of stuff cuz truly all im missing is the middle pieces. Maybe an HT comic will be real this/or next year! 👀🏃

ANYHOOT ONTO STOLAS! i rambled a bit too much about Fizz cuz im still figuring him out- Stolas might be a bit shorter cuz his role is sweet and simplisticerr.

So, Stolas is an antagonist. He and Blitz still have an exchange sort of deal, but the deal is Blitz gets to keep the grimoire for I.M.P if he handles Stolas' "errands" and gives it back on the full moon with ofc none of the uh,,hawny stuff, obv. Blitz kinda keeps this deal under wraps from the rest of I.M.P because for him, it hurts his pride to admit he's in need of some big guy's help. And Stolas is somewhat aware of this. And so, Stolas is this looming, cruel threat that Blitz carries the burden of cuz he's stubborn as fuck whilst the rest of I.M.P remain ignorant.

Some bonus notes that dont really have to do with Stolas involvement with imp but jus how stuff ive changed with his canon influence the story diff than canon; so, Stella isnt a thing anymore. In general the Goetia work much differently- majority of the Goetia being the children of Ozzie instead of Paimon (who is Stolas' sibling now btw too) and the Goetia being thousands of years old instead of fucking 30- Also! While Via is existant she is but a baby instead of a moody teen,, ties heavily with Stolas' motives and how he operates as a character, royal, and Goetian and felt it would work better with how HT Stolas is as a character than it would otherwise.

Also no worries about the username! I dont like canon stolas much either lol,,;

I apologize if this didnt answer much 😭 feel free to let me know if you wanna hear about somn else gwahgh 🏃

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castle-dominion · 11 months

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let's watch the version with only two ppl bc I think it will be easier when I'm exercising (tho I always like listening to the executive producers & I'd love to get some other crew ppl at some point)

gosh there are 9 caption options with all the languages & audio versions dang

"didn't talk much" Yeah plastic bag over the head didn't get a chance to meet him? Gah that's sad

talking about how hot susan sullivan is lol she was flirting with us cuz she's hot & she's allowed JH always acts like we haven't seen the episode yet. if we are watching the commentary, we have PROBABLY seen the episode already babes "a prom date? isn't she like eleven?" SD: do you think nathan will ever have kids? JH: he just needs to quit bossing me around like he's my dad

I like how all the other audio commentaries are like "talking about stuff, sometimes conversations are sparked by the show" but this one is just "shush don't talk over us this is our scene!"

SD: Good scene, I want a still of that with everone's autograph JH: Do you want me to sign that for you <3? SD: SD: No, 'cause I can sell it JH: I sell most of my stuff on ebay SD: You sold all the stuff I gave you 🥺?

poor guy, plastic bag, heat, holding breath, playing dead...

SD: Without me🥺??? JH: I like looking at dead bodies

JH: I do the Barack walk, it's like, part of my character SD: ???? JH: My obama walk

SD: A little young for him? JH: He's 35 on the show SD: Oh my Gahd! JH/JE: I'm a detective, I know these things

SD: Poeple roll on the floor in grief

JH: Nathan ask her out? SD: Did he??? JH: I'm asking SD: oh, no he didn't. But damn look at the jawline on him. Not right now that's her.

Poor guy couldn't find his light

SD: That (if you step on nathan's line/light, you, dever, can get fired) was in my contract from day one, written in red ink I remember.

what the f are they talking about XD XD XD JH: You know, my mom, in the 70s, she went to canada...

Yo that was the SOUND STAGE??

bro. WE HAVE SEEN THE EPISODE. JH PLEASE. IT'S OK. SD: we play well in a two-shot ; ) SD: See what's tucked under my arm there? (castle book) JH: Yeah. Woah soup coolers! SD: . You don't even want to talk about it

HOLY CRAP THAT'S SPECIAL practical EFFECTS MAKEUP Like what would you tell your agent? "WHat do you mean I'm auditioning for obscene faced woman?" The special effects are great & do a lot of work

Oh good for him! "He's available for parties, bat mitzvahs, bar mitzvahs, he brings his own jumpy castle," he's going to kill me when he sees this

Sal the wardrobe guy! My beloved!

SD: "You're gonna give her a complex" MR: She already has body image issues both: *cracking up* JH: I remember when I was her age I had body... Me: wow real full of yourself JH: ....... image issues too SD: would u describe SS as "brassy"? JH: I already described her to you. the word was "hot" JH: I hope she watches this & knows I think she's hot

JH: sh, great scene coming up SD: Our last two scene : ( *both fake laughing* SD: I laughed genuinely there that entire set, beautiful place, ONE scene? It shows that they love us SD: we have to fill out those forms after hours. ...You don't? JH: Not part of my job, that's part of yours I like the dynamic they put on, the "you could get fired" & "you need to fill out forms" & stuff they play with JH: it's bc you're the New Guy

SD: Look at you there. Steamy. JH: My attitude or my look? SD: The way I feel when I look at you XD bruh

SD: She's not here JH: SD: SD: Everybody has seen this before so we can say: She's the killer! It's called hide the killer. Nobody watches the commentary first. You watch the episode first & then you're like *in a voice* "that was intriguing; jon huertas; I saw him on generation kill. I'm going to see what he has to say about episode 1:10" JH: Wait nobody watches the episode with the commentary on first? I can't tell if he's joking SD: Noo! You're not supposed to! & when you do you go "Oh I don't want to hear this first it'll ruin everything." They Know that. JH, wistfully: That's what I've been doing wrong all these years (I think THIS is a joke tho) SD: There are spoilers!

JH: There he goes trying to make you look stupid SD: You didn't know it either! Nor did stana! Well Beckett didn't. Stana knew bc she read the script Uh yeah that's how it works

SD: the bullpen uwu, look at the floor-- wait I love this scene JH: you're not supposed to stop talking SD: me & castle bond really quick here

Do y'all usually watch it more than once? I mean you read the script & act the dang thing & yeah you watch the final episode, but do u usually watch these things more than once? JH: You don't watch it over & over again like I do? SD: no, I don't. Once, & then I burn it

KR: checked my wallet for condoms & showed me his gun collection. My hands were shaking so bad I could barely put on the corsage. JH: did that actually happen to you? SD: no. improv: "yes and" SD: I mean yes SD: I mean no

I like how actors get together & talk about building the scene rather than just reciting lines & movements. JH, sounding like he's leaning back, crossing his legs, & folding his arms behind his head: Ladies & gentlemen, it's not on the page, this stuff has to be cultivated. [...] SOMETIMES directors /j

KR: Ask "Hard Candy"? Good luck. RC: "Hard-- hard Candy"? JE: Assistant U.S. Attorney Candace Robinson. She makes mobsters cry. JE, cut & improvised: & she's hot too KR, " " whispered: No she's not JH: but she IS hot SD: no yeah she is I know but yeah, but we have to have-, a lot of times what we do with esposito & ryan, (or at least idk if we've made this consciously as a choice, but) we sort of make opposite choices, which is fun. Subconscious? These two have great on-camera chemistry, they really seem to work well together SD: Like you feel one thing, I sort of check in we're like "what are you thinking during this scene?" JH: Yeah it's true. I feel the right thing, you kind of feel the wrong thing /lh (oh wait there's more after this) SD: Yeah no what I do is I go after the wrong thing. that way there's a foil &, I look stupid, yeah. *JH laughs* No we just make a choice of like I think she's hot, you think she's hot, no I think she's mean JH: but you're doing that just to, just to do the opposite of what I'm doing SD: well that's so there's conflict JH: you, your character actually thinks that she's hot (cause who wouldn't...) SD: conflict is the nature of drama (maybe that's why she's hard candy: mean but pretty) JH: That DA right there was hot SD: She is!but she's mean to me JH: That's the hottest DA we've ever seen SD: but she's mean to me I can't look past the facade of that (ok is that "me" or is that "me as Ryan"?) SD: so this is the example of the kind of things that we like to choose. I like the insight into the characters but dang this was just a funny argument JH: ladies & gentlemen, pay attention to seaon two, I'm lobbying to get her as my love interest for season two SD: let's see if that happens JH: pay attention to season 2 SD: like a kid in a candy store: jon huertas.

JH: u probs know we shoot this in LA SD: WE DO??? JH: this street looked so much like new york I thought I got left out *SD casually drops that this was where the french dip snadwich was created*

yeah I love good use of lighting *in souther accent* he talks like this, *starts repeating his lines but with an alabama accent*

SD: why do they have to make jimmy the rat moran irish? Bro moran is of irish origin but also a hella spanish name so when spain colonized the americas it became a native american hispanic name too... context again, I LOVE the tech props, they make this stuff real, you can actually scroll & stuff! JH, with heart eyes: I love our crew JH: abc <3 beacon <3 SD: u'r kissing up to them JH: I'm trying to get the DA to be my love interest!

*talking about bailey chase & his pretty jawline & killer talents* SD: I think he gets embarrassed when we talk about him like this I hope he watches this JH: he doesn't watch the commentary SD: I'll tell him, I'll text him right now

yk sometimes I can't tell who is talking, huertas/esposito or dever/ryan. With their faces it's ok bc I can often lip read (supplementally, I can't read lips alone,) but in the commentary I can't see their faces. A least with the commentary they usually say which one is talking. They probs do with the regular ep too, I just rely more on the lips during the real episodes than the captions. It's times like this I realize I really am hard of hearing. I sometimes forget I'm HOH bc I can still hear, but then I realize in situations like rn that, well, full hearing ppl don't have these issues. suspense, drama comedy-- *interupts* & horror! (castle with the severed head)

both: uwu molly. She has really grown up! JH: now I'M feeling protective of her. who is this kid, Who Is This Kid? Hold up, who is this kid let me see this kid. Don't say the wrong thing [or] I will come through this microphone [& beat u up] laughing silently trying not to laugh for real & disturb my family

SD: I think I had that tie when I sang in show choir in sophmore year in high school

both: I live in castle's loft. SD: I bring a cot upstairs JH: I sleep in his bed. that's right nathan I sleep in your character's bed *NF+SD doing christopher walken impressions* ngl I love the captions. HUERTAS: (IMITATING CHRISTOPHER WALKEN) Seamus, & that's IT for this line of subtitles, they can only fit ONE WORD on that he actually said SD: Nathan & I were doing it, Jon kind of felt left out he's like "why can't I do a christopher walken?"

good morning I'm back & WOW this ep is taking a long time & I actually didn't have a good workout bc they're so funny I quote every funny line but everything they say is funny argh

WOAH HOLD ON captions said that was dever but DANG that was SOME VOICE

I'm p sure we DO see his face?

JH: bc you're mean to people SD: People are mean to ME!

SD: I was ordering chinese, do you remember? JH fondly: yeah I do SD: wasn't scripted tbh I was /wondering/ what he was doing on the phone. They probably have each other's favourites written down on a list on their phones so they can order enough to share, like my mom-- ooh that would be a good plot point in a fanfic, they find out valuable information by seeing people's food orders in the notes app. maybe they find out who the next-of-kin are if they don't have an identity (they could get that from the phone number-- UNLESS IT'S LIKE ME UNTIL I WAS 19: DIDN'T HAVE A PHONE PLAN), they could find out who the killer is by whose favourite is at the crime scene or the ginger beef sauce around the vic's neck from strangling them, they could go to one of the restaurants & the waiters probably heard smth abt the conspiracy or they could get descriptions of each of them or they could get pics from security footage, idk I think it would be a fun plot point

both: those two mess up & WE are STILL the ones doing the legwork

what? IS THIS WHAT USA HEALTHCARE IS LIKE? YOU GET KICKED OUT OF YOUR ROOM & THEY WORK ON YOU IN THE PARKING LOT SO A SHOW CAN FILM THERE??? oh btw espt's jacket & ryan's shirt, both rly nice. patterned.

SD: "You have to take that axe to my door? I understand, it's for hollywood." We get some very understanding people in this town JH: I think they're understanding because we usually pay them about ten thousand dollars a day

Apparently that thing I hate is called rack focus. it kinds sucks Bill Roe, DP. I love a good dp, I wanted to be a DP at some point, but mister roe PLEASE chill with the focus tricks, t' hurts me eyes.

JH: if he does anything wrong seamus I'm going back thru this microphone Don't you... GET YOUR LIPS OFF... *gasps* Aw that was quinn's fist onscreen kiss ever! Good for her *both clap for her*

u right, I'm glad they are talking abt the music

Oh AM himself wrote this script. Three days!

SD, half an episode after joking about going upstairs with a cot: is there anything up those stairs? I'm awlways scared to go up. JH: I think she actually has a bedroom up there SD: I think she does I think she lives there bc she's underage she's sort of JH: yeah SD: that's where she gets homeschooled

HOLY CRAP MOLLY QUINN IS A VIOLINIST? HECK YEAH! & SHE PLAYS ELECTRIC? OOF THIS IS SO GOOD I NEED TO GO VISIT MY FAVE MUSIC SHOP NOW BC HHHHH I WANT AN ELECTRIC FIDDLEOLA but every electric violin gets bought immediately. oof. Plus I'm probably more likely to get an acoustic electric fiddleola/5stringed violin. I have my eyes on a mandolin tho. Once, dad called a mandoline slicer a "banjo" but fun fact a banjo is another name for a spider, like for deep frying things. I said this to him over text & sent images & then he just sent me a pic of an arachnid.

you're right there ARE many people for a saturday morning... SD/KR: see what happens when you buy an espresso maker? it gets ABUSED castle

SD: is this the last scene we shot together? JH: DON'T MAKE ME CRY IN THIS

SD: nice cup i have there JH: barack obama walk

I love these two bc they KNOW things, they know themselves best so they can point out what was going on in their head during scenes as well as stuff like lighting & music & another actor's first kiss & stuff. wait was that line improvised? did you really make JH have to hold back a laugh on set? "how come he's drinking & sayin his line at the same time?" Glad they're talking abt the mug bc I HAVE noticed that ryan has a specific mug! he DOES change it up for season two JH: that cartoon character on your mug reminds me of you SD: I'm like a clown to you????

SD: Look at that. I like when we're smart. JH: Finally. You know why this is my favourite episode? 'cause you/ryan & I/espt close this case. SD: that's real police work JH/JE: now go get em beckett, we told beckett to go get the guy. SD/KER: that's true. "Go get them, guns drawn. I mean we'd do it but we have a knicks game to go to." I think is what... the line that got cut JH: that's what was going on. SD: that line is gone now JH/JE: we know what happens when we go get people. we tackle them. SD/KR: YOU tackle them, I pull my gun. & then-- but you tackle them really well so I don't.. I don't encroach on your territory JH/JE, chuckling: well thank you SD/KR: yeah JH/JE: You can next time [if] it's a big guy. SD/KR: I might tackle JH/JE: if it was this guy? (onscreen is a somewhat tall, fit, somewhat buff, def strong, like fbi trained man) SD/KR: uhhhhhh I don't think I'd tackle him JH/JE: we'd both need to tackle him SD/KR: I think we'd both need to. He's a tall feller. *silly voice* that's a tall drink of water. JH/JE: I hit him high, you hit him low SD/KR: hit him high, hit him low

jacqueline geary never would have suspected this librarian

Oh wait he DOES have a mask but it's an oxygen mask

SD: I wonder if that sound is post JH: *ASMRs his mic*

**Emotional** JH: so the episode is almost over; are you...? SD: am I feeling weepy JH: Yeah r u getting sad? SD: yeah a little bit. Were you? just now? too? JH: I was SD, voice high+soft: that's amazing. I'm feeling that same thing. it's like that pull of like uh... **emotional...?** JH: we're like the Corsican Brothers SD: yeah. .. What? JH: we can feel each other (right?) SD: oh is that what they did? **yeah nice segue from emotional to whatever the heck this is** JH: cheech & chong's.... SD, laughing: ya oh god you just referenced cheech & chong? JH: come on man who doesn't love cheech & chong? SD: everyone's going to hear that now, & they're going to like, "that's what they do? (watch cheech & chong?)"

JH: *moving the convo to his love interest to-be*

SD: Burn. Facial. ...Psych.

SD: Are we going to get to get in the interrogation room this time? I only went in there once; this whole year. JH: I was only in there once or twice yeah. SD: Don't get me wrong... JH: yeah I want to interrogate somebody. SD: That's a terrible interior there, but... JH: I want to play good cop bad cop. SD: Maybe they'll let us play good cop c- bad cop & I'll, you know... idk, *laughing* maybe not JH/JE: I think you might qualify as the good cop. SD/KR: Really? I c-- you don't think I could be bad cop? (btw I am just remembering all the extras, I like it, the one person by the garbage can is actually caught betting on a murder ordering girl scout cookies next season.) JH: hey SD: You don't know my previous work prior to castle? SD, kind of grumbly: I play a "good guy" on castle JH: I've seen you play a bad guy on... SD: yeah! JH: Ladies & gentlemen (he's said l+g like three times now), Seamus Dever. I saw him on an episode... (wait it's déver? I thought it was deever lol, bc of the e after the consonant probably, stupid english.) SD: Don't promote other network shows they don't like that, it has to be smth that's on ABC JH: another crime... *SD laughs* JH: I don't,, I don't think so JH: but it was another crime procedural; i saw him play the bad guy on there & I was impressed. SD: I used to play nothing but bad guys. I'm happy to play a good guy

sorry it just reminded me of the USOUD google forms version JH: you played nothing but bad guys? SD: yeah for a long time there. It's nice playing good guys tho!

SD, talking about story structure: it's the climax, the cliffhanger JH: r u allowed to say climax? SD: YES. IT'S A LEGITIMATE WORD JH: I just thought maybe SD: in composition JH: the censors might feel weird SD: no, No! SD: it's in english composition class! JH, softly: climax JH: idek what it means except for "climax" SD: No! I mean well maybe if you wouldn't have you know maybe If you'd gone to school a little bit more JH: pfsouhuh (I can't tell who says the first "why") SD: "Why? who needs that? I'm going to become an actor" JH: I'm like kobe bryant. I'm like the kobe bryant of the acting world dude SD: "I'm like kobe bryant, I don't need to..." He's pretty smart though he speaks like three or four different languages, I was surprised by that. (the only shocking thing is that he's american. A lot of europeans I know speak a dozen languages. Mom's first language, dad's first language, the language of the place you live, the secondary language of the place you live, english, another language just for fun... Personally I already speak fluent english & conversational french, tourist-talk in japanese, baby-talk in cree+michif, & then I know a few words in a ton of languages. I want to be fluent in eng, fr, cree+michif (michif is basically half bad cree & half bad french), ASL (I used to have a somewhat functional sign language with my friends at school, it worked for playing tag & stealing candy or complaining at my gramma's bc I taught my brother, but it was all conlang & direct translated english), japanese, & then german, spanish, mandarin, tagalog, & then all other languages too lol bc I like them, portugese, swedish, italian, arabic, hebrew, anishinabe or ojibwe (ojibwe is an anishinabe language like potowatome is an anishinabe language, but ojibwe is also v similar to cree), Gaeilge+Gàidhlig, bungee (which is gaelic+ojibwe), ukranian, dutch, finnish, welsh, inuktitut, cantonese, greek, hindi, punjabi, mauri, russian, Mohawk+Oneida+Onondaga+Cayuga+Seneca+Tuscarora & Cherokee, Mi'kmaq, Innu, Tigrinya, greek, turkish, korean, just all the languages. This list is /kind of/ in order of most important to least important to me btw. By the end it kind of devolved.)

SD+JH: How did we get to talking about kobe bryant? I don't care abt sports at all.

We were at a nice restaurant we thought we had an hour "do do-do do-do, I'll have the steak frites" & the producers were like "uh we're trying to shoot" "can we get this to go?" this really nice lunch "can you pack it up in styrofoam for us?" they were like what?

*announcer voice* this has been Seamus Dever playing detective kevin ryan! & i'm jon huertas ; ) you know who I play 😏

Well that was a lot harder to sit through. it is literally 14.20, 2.20pm, I have not even watched a single ep of castle in my solo watch yet, I was just finishing up from last night. holy fuck. This was supposed to be "you don't need to comment anything dom" but then they were hella funny all the time & I woke up late & can you believe I still need to do a bunch of lessons for work? ugh

#castle s1 commentary cut

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daeguzen · 2 years

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aww the kids who talked to you about their day are so cute 🥺🥺 reminds me of that 127 video where jaehyun, taeyong, jungwoo went to a primary school 🥺🤍

this might be personal but as much as i think kids are cute, i don't think i will have one of my own.. 👉👈 or even get married in the first place 😶 im a piece of work that even i have a hard time accepting myself, i don't think anyone would like me 😔 people might think that im an optimistic person, but only i know im the most pessimistic optimist person i know 👉👈

i was wondering if you'd like to have kids in the future? 🤍

Right? It was very helpful ^~^ LOL aww taeyong was cute with them 🥺 they all were 😔

Oi no worries,,,honestly I'm the same. I question having kids because I don't think i have the full patience for that. My first day was scary,,,the kids were cute but I have to wait for my license to sub for high school. And you know with high school subbing, you just go in there take attendance and either hand out the work that was left or a study period. Being a teachers assistant with energetic kids is different. And it wasn't what I was expexting either way.

I think with only that first experience and my already existing feelings I'd either have no kids or one. Cuz i think i grew up in a decent household but you know, you grow up, you see stuff, you learn stuff and parents are never perfect so i guess this image i had shattered as i got older and thats why i question if i want to bring more kids.

And oof,,,I mean darling, it's hard. I speak from a personal place too, having to emotionally, mentally and physically trust someone else with me is a very out there thought to me. Because I may come off serious and strong in person but I still have sensitive feelings. And finding the right person is not easy. So don't feel as no one would like you because you're unique to yourself. Or that youre a piece of work 😉you might just have to find someone who is willing to dedícate the time and effort because that's what we do when we truly like someone. We dedicate a part of ourselves to that person. I would have to put my time and effort and love for someone, they should reciprocate that too. (It's so easy to talk about these things but I can't get a bf LOL I blame being told I can't date until college, im in college and 21 and I'm still single as hell and now emotionally ded ahahaha) ah, optimism and pessimism. I'm kind of both,,,mood swings are real and they hurt because I was happy all week now I feel irritated for no reason. I just wanna listen to nct and sleep. "Alexa, play no longer by nct u"

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capriciousleo · 2 years

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Hey! 🤍 I was the one who sent an ask about my (delulu) romantic relationship with Doyoung! Really, thank you so much for answering that 🤧 my delusional self has been fed well thanks to you hahahaha

Regarding how I felt about getting well along with him, I don't know, but it just felt right for some reason. I didn't notice him right away when I first got into NCT (even in Rookies 🤧 Jeno caught my eye back then huhu), but as I got to know each of them more, he stood out the most eventually.

For some reason, I could relate to him in many aspects. Like, how he's patient & hot tempered at the same time, how he's the mom of the group, how he's one of the people his members confide in, his principles in life... too many to mention, tbh 😂 he feels like someone I personally know... like an old friend. That kind of vibe. I admire him a lot as a person overall, his idol-image aside.

I hope it's not just entirely me being quite delusional about the whole thing with him (believe me, I've been long into Kpop that I have realized over the years that there's more chances of me winning the lottery than dating and/or marrying my bias lol I just have days when I want to deny reality & become delusional *sobs*), but I just really feel this strong connection... on my end, that is.

This is not a request or anything 😅 but I just wanted to share my thoughts with you. Also, I wanted to let you know that you're awesome, and that many of us here appreciate all your time & effort to answer our asks 🤍 I hope you're taking good care of your health 🥺 ilysm~ 💕

You are so sweet!!😿💜💜💜 Yes, seeing the idol through their image is difficult, but it’s possible. I also had that happening when I used to be a hardcore NCT fan bahahaha. I feel like DY shows his real traits more than others, both positive and negative (cuz come on, every person has negative traits). When I wanted to know how the idols are like in real life, that’s when I somehow ended up on kpop tarot side of tumblr lmaooo. Thank you again and take care!💜

#nct doyoung #nct tarot #kpop tarot

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iiigris · 4 years

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✫ Now give me your unpopular headcanon of Thranduil and/or Aragorn if you have one for them!! [i REALLY love the Legolas one]

HI I AM SO SORRY FOR NOT ANSWERING THIS RIGHT AWAY LIKE I NORMALLY DO!!! D: I had some things to take care of and life kinda got away from me for a bit but thank you for being patient!!!

Also I am SOOOOO HAPPY YOU LIKED MY LEGOLAS HC 🥺🥺💕💗💖💞❤💖💗 I love it when people like my ideas, it makes my whole being go owo 💗💗💗💗

Now, this got kinda long even without pictures, so imma put this here:

Thranduil +

✫ - Unpopular headcanon I have about them

Tbh, I haven’t given Thranduil a ton of thought, headcanon-wise. However — and idk how unpopular this may be, don’t @ me — I think he’s really strict and kinda rude to most people, cuz y’know, he’s the king and all. He’s got an image to maintain. But like... that’s a stressful job. Especially in a kingdom made up of basically immortal beings. So, my headcanon is that although Thranduil’s rough on the outside, he’s actually a softie. When he’s upset about something going on with the kingdom, he might get snappy with people but once he’s alone in his chambers... he might cry, man. He’ll need to be held gently, and be told everything will be ok. And ever since his wife died, he hasn’t been able to get that. Talking privately with Legolas helps too, but it’ been a long while since he’s had anyone to love him. You know? :’(

(Okay I'm making myself sad, I better stop)

In short... this mans need some love, poor baby 💔

Aragorn +

✫ - Unpopular headcanon I have about them

Again... haven’t thought a whole lot about Aragorn, for some reason. (Idk, I guess i’m just more invested in the younger, single elves and adorable smol beans we call Hobbits lol)

But actually I do have this one hc that I really enjoy thinking about XD I think maybe, after he and Arwen knew each other but before they started courting, he probably had that impress the lady I have a crush on stage in their relationship (idk if everyone had that stage, or just my boyfriend LOL but it’s really funny). For instance, say one day he’s training/practice sparring with someone and Lady Arwen comes along like, oh I wonder what that handsome man Aragorn is doing, I brought him lunch in case he’s too busy to get it himself today, and she stumbles upon him during said training session. She doesn’t want to bother him tho so she’ll just stand off to the side and wait until he’s finished. Aragorn’s getting tired by this point but once he notices his Lady is spectating, obviously he’s gonna hit his second wind and turn into a flipping beast. That is, of course, until he glances over his shoulder to check that she’s watching and whoever he’s sparring with knocks him round the head and essentially bests him 😂 (I'm sure I'll end up drawing this eventually lol it cracks me up every time I think about it)

Anyhow, I hope you liked these!!! Even if not as much as my Legolas hc! 😅

Give me a character and a symbol and I'll answer!

#eve's asks #answered #aragornswife #askbox open #lotr headcanons #aragorn #aragorn headcanon #thranduil headcanons #thranduil #lotr #lord of the rings #headcanons

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secretsappyabode · 2 years

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Howdy Tiff I have some questions!!!!

12. how would the fandom view your character? For your Luca S/i!

Bonus: what's something your self insert thinks is important for the other characters to internalize/ know?

The rest are for your GF s/i 🥺👉🏽👈🏽✨🧡

7. would any other characters (besides your f/o) have a crush on your self insert?

6. does your self insert have any pets?

16. freebie! name a fact about your self insert you want everyone to know.

Bonus:

what's your self insert's favorite:

Food(s)?

Color(s)?

Spot to hang out in the universe your self insert exists in?

Clover @tex-treasures

HELLO CLOVER!!! oh my gosh u sure sent me a bunch of qs! u sure spoil me by letting me gush ;A;

12. How would the fandom view your character?

hoooooo good question. ive never given that much thought, but i like to believe she'd get a bunch of "big sis rep appreciation!!" kind of posts. a bunch of fun fanart too, individually and with the luca trio. not super popular, but theres a small section that is claimed "tiff big sister protection squad" because....oof the things she has to deal with. ALSO ALSO i like to imagine after encanto came out, ppl do little animatics of my s/i with "surface pressure" because of how she and luisa have similar struggles as an elder sibling :> (im v tempted to do the animatic myself cuz i genuinely love the idea so we'll see) bonus: what's something your s/i thinks is important for the other characters to internalise/know?

mainly directed at the kids; how loved they are and how unashamed they should be abt themselves. we know luca and alberto have their arc with them being sea monsters, but guilia is like sooooo unabashedly a kid!!! and i love her for it!! i havent seen a character like her in a while, and if little me saw her, she wld be so happy cuz guilia's a weird kid!! so was i!! anyway, my s/i wld just like to encourage these kids and let them be themselves. especially with alberto and how he keeps visiting the human town, even though it scares her, my s/i wants her lil bro to be happy.

7. would any other characters (besides your f/o) have a crush on your self insert?

oooooh interesting 👀 maybe one or two random townies might have a lil crush on my s/i, but i do like the idea that most ppl that she meets just fall a little bit in love w her. like, in the sense that you wld with a stranger whom you see do smth endearing or kind or just adorably human and think "wow........i hope they have a good day today." the townies in gf are silly and zany in their own way, so is she, but she brings an air of emotional maturity to their interactions that they appreciate.

6. does your self insert have any pets?

she doesnt have any while she lives with ford in their researcher years, but she does like to hang out with the creatures/anomalies in the forest. not necessarily her pets, more like her friends. these cryptid friends range from a plaidypus to a griffin jhkfdghjdkhg. when she gets older, she adopts a cat named pringles and a golden retriever named pancake :>

16. freebie! name a fact about your self insert you want everyone to know.

when she sings in certain parts of the forest, it all reacts to her voice. illusions of lights, colours, flashes of images appear depending on what she sings. sometimes it even projects the instrumental of her songs. her voice acts as a reflection of her feelings in these sections of the forest. sometimes it shrouds her and keeps her hidden when she wants to be alone. other times its loud and echos through the town, a gentle but prominent way of her aching for connection. shes not looking for a response from people, but sometimes she wants someone to hear. and when they do hear, they know. her voice is strong on its own, but with the forest's aid, it can be as gentle as a whispered secret, or as powerful as a deeply rooted message. some say she's "evenly matched with the sirens" (it also means she can throw a sick halloween party out in the woods lmao)

bonus: what's your self insert's favorite: Food(s)?

shes a MAJOR sweet tooth!!!! the sugariest of drinks, the fudgiest of cakes and the most indulgent of desserts. but cook her any kind of pasta and shes set. she'll devour a good bowl of spaghetti bolognese np

Color(s)?

she likes a lot of cool colours, (teals, blues, purples) but has a special place for pinks

Spot to hang out in the universe your self insert exists in?

almost anywhere in town! mostly amongst the forest trees, near the lake, or just chilling out in her room.

but one place she loves to visit, is a small nook of land right next to the lake. its not accessible through the main entrance of the lake, but theres a very small path that cuts through the trees from fords cabin. it ends up on a small little viewpoint next to the water, with a vista of trees and the small island thats in the middle of the lake. she goes there to unwind, to think abt stuff and for when she wants some solitude. eventually, it becomes a little date spot with the boys.

#s/i tag #seafaring s/i #my heart lies in the falls #lovely people #PHEW that felt good to share jrhrhghrjg #ty ty again for the ask clover ur so great!!!!

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