It always surprises me how many deactivated users there are here. And maybe most of them are the natural consequence of URL-hopping, but beyond those, the ones that intentionally deactivated--just the idea of actively deciding to terminate an account is so foreign to me.
I'm in the business of atrophy.
My Neopets exist, and persist, and are dying and continue to die for the last ten years my account has been dark. My penguin lived until the day Club Penguin died, immobile in its igloo, decoration among the puffles. My Webkinz stand in rooms which time refuses to allow even the dignity of gathering dust. My footprint stuffs the digital shelves of datacenters for sites and accounts I do not remember making.
I've made a horde of scattered exoskeletons, shells which I cannot even call ghosts because that implies a presence. They are husks. They are archives. They are records. I do not ever consider the mercy of allowing them to die.
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i was feeling nostalgic so i logged onto my deactivated facebook from a decade ago and omfg the hannibal stuff on there
- so i did watch s1 while it was airing but i was on facebook with my friends and not really on tumblr for the fandom stuff
- i was very confused why there wasn’t more material from red dragon in the show (i was a book fan first)
- i thought hannibal ate abigail at the end of s1, a friend said she didn’t think so because hannibal cared about her but i was convinced he did (bzztWRONG)
- being sad i had to wait a year for s2
- no one really shipped hannigram until s2 when homoerotic subtext was way more obvious
- everyone thought hannibal was a monster and will was hot (buzzfeed made listicles)
- obsessing over mukozuke and begging my friend to hurry up and watch the episode
- i said the cgi for “the deer” annoys me (A+ criticism)
- me liking this post from the hannibal facebook page and aww that hashtag #kickthebucket
- convincing my friend that hannigram was canon 👇
- my statement about mizumono “honestly they were boyfriends and will broke his heart”
that was a trip. it’s been a decade so it was hard to remember exactly how i felt watching s1 and s2 so wow yeah hope you guys enjoyed reading that
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literally one of my favorite videos on the internet.
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To say it here, because I know a lot of folks here don't follow my other social media accounts, I stand with Palestine and I condemn the genocide of the Palestinian people by Israel.
I will not be opening any discussions about how Hamas "started it" and are "terrorists". Factually, they are a revolutionist group who Israel themselves created by subjecting Palestine to a 75 year occupation. Regardless what people think of Hamas, it does not warrant the devastation, the violation, the torture, the violence, the incomprehensible inhumanity of what Israel has inflicted upon the Palestinian people.
Free Palestine 🇵🇸
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Thinking about how transphobes are always like "debate with me! Justify your existence to me! Explain why you're mad! Make this make sense to me!" But you can be as levelheaded and straightforward as possible, you can beat yourself down and make yourself small and nonthreatening or you can be stern and hold your ground. You can post countless sources and news articles. You can give them statistics. Undeniable proof. But they just don't fuckin care. And the second we become mad and aggressive they use it against us. They say they don't take us seriously because we're too sensitive and irrational. But that's a lie. They won't listen to us or take us seriously no matter how we act because they just fucking hate us! There is nothing we can possibly do to be better to these people.
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Uh an old thing trying to draw martin in my style
I tried to draw Jon too but I don't like how it turned out. I have a very specific image in my head and it just wasn't it
My friend said every one I draw end up looking like lesbians... it's true
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i was in denmark in the fall of 2017 and there was an exchange student from the us there who was like. super into supernatural. but I was in my depression era and i didn't get to know them but i WONDER. I WONDER IF THEY'RE HERE. IT WOULD BE SO WILD. if they were.
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tw: mentions of child abuse
i can’t believe it needs to be said but forcing your young child to stay in a squatted position with their arms out until they’re crying from pain is literally child abuse… and posting it online adds to the humiliation…
young children literally don’t have the brain capacity to understand that they’ve done something “right” or “wrong”
but parents will argue online to strangers until they’re blue in the face that physical “discipline” is okay
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Me posting every silly little Percy thought that pops in my head because I know in three years I'll come back and look at them like this:
I've been into fandom stuff for a long time but a few years ago decided to be more active in fandoms I like and even now looking at those old posts and accounts makes my very happy like I still have posts on fb from when I was like 14 talking about vocaloid and its just what i imagine reading a diary is like when you were actually happy with your life it's a nice feeling and I recommend everyone to do it
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