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[devspeaks]

Aadha adhure khayal

Aadhe adure sawaal

Aadhe se iraade

Aadhe adhoore kuch fariyaad

Aadhe se kuch hum

Tum bin kya kaha kaise jee rehe hai hum

Aadhe se kuch sapne

Jinme aadhi si reh gayi wo baat

Aadhi si phir se reh gayi mulakaat

Puri ho na jaane kab ho apni baat

Aadhe se wo sawaal

Jinke adhoore hi reh jaane hain jawaab…

Phir bhi ek kosish humne chedi hai

Yeh waqt kuch aise tham jaaye

Aur woh ghadi sirf meri aur teri hai

Par ilm hai hamein iss baat ka bhi

Ki waqht ki fitrat me hai chalte jana

Na wakht ne hai rukna

Na humne hai milna

Zindagi ki is gaadi ko hai yunhi chalte chale jana

Par dua hai iss dil ki

Aap sada hasna, muskurana

Aur jab kabhi hamari yaadein zehen me dastak de jaayen

To meethe se nagme ki tarah

Hamare naam ka koi geet gunguna jana

Haan aur ek baat yaad rakhna

ki koi deewana sa tha hai aur rehega intezaar mein tere

Aur Kabhi gujre hum aapke khayal mein phir se wohi milenge intezaar mein tere

Wohi waqt wohi ghadi aur wohi Dil liye

Ki tu wapis aaye humare zindagi mein iss tereh

Jahan aapka waqt dil aur aap ho sirf humare liye

Jahan aapka waqt dil aur aap ho sirf humare liye.....

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[iidias]

please read!

hello everyone! before i say anything, i want to say;

please keep any rude comments to yourself

if you have any problems with this or me as a person, talk to me professionally/respectfully or don't talk to me at all.

if you choose to not support me after i say this, that's you, that is your opinion and your choice, but please don't say anything out of pocket in my inbox or messages because of this.

now onto what i really have to say.

i've been thinking about this for a while. these thoughts have been going on for years, ever since i was in elementary school. i have always been scared to speak my mind about this, let alone even come to terms with them when it came to myself.

i am not at home in my body. not only am i insecure about it, but my body, does not feel like i own it, it doesn't feel like mine. it feels more like a puppet. like a game of mix and match kind of. my mind does not match with my body.

because of those things, that really took a toll on my mental well being and identity. i have lived my whole life being seen as a girl; being seen as feminine, soft, soft-natured, doll-like, ect. for years now, i have tried to convince myself that i should fit that category, that i should try and be as feminine as i could, as society says i should do.

but my mind doesn't want that. my mind says i am not a girl, i am anything other than that. while i try every day to say that i am a girl, no matter how hard i try and believe it, those thoughts always come back to prove me wrong.

but even if i do think off myself as a boy most of the time, i also like to be feminine sometimes. sometimes i like to be girly and to be seen as a girl, those are the times when i can come to terms with myself. but those moments are rare, i rarely feel like a girl.

ive had those moments in the past as well, countless times; i have enjoyed being a girl, and i have not. but as much as i do enjoy being a girl sometimes, i like being a boy more.

cutting to the chase here; i am a demiboy. i identify mainly as a guy and use he/him pronouns, but when i have my moments, i will want to be seen a girl. and as for my sexuality, i just want to be referred to as queer. not gay, lesbian, bisexual, or pansexual, just queer.

thank you for reading through all of this.

-yoyo

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[pinchraccoon]

Pinch Reviews: The Portal Series

In April of this year I played Portals 1 and 2 accompanied by @monochromevt. I'd never really played the games in full, but had been exposed to them extensively in the past as they are games that are Literally unavoidable.

My reviews of these games will be rather curt, compared to some of my other reviews, due in large part to that at no point did I necessarily feel as though I was surprised by Portals 1 or 2. This is however, NOT, because of the games themselves. I had a great time playing both campaigns and the coop with Mono, and it was really nice and gratifying to see the origins of phrases like "the cake is a lie" or seeing Wheatley's whole, Bit.

Really the lack of impression that I felt playing each of these games was the result of that exposure to the series at large that I mentioned previously. There's nothing *wrong* with either of these games, I'd say they're definitely excellent puzzle experiences that if you were like me and haven't played them you'd be remiss to skip. However, I didn't feel that the other areas of Portal as a series outside of the immaculate level design were lost on me, as, well, I'd seen it all before. I'd heard each of Glados' lines, Wheatley's lines, Cave Johnson's lines, every character's lines, a thousand times over in a thousand different contexts, such that I felt that I was watching a 2015 meme compilation as opposed to playing one of the greatest games of all time.

I WILL say however: I adore Glados' now more than I ever had. She is SUCH a strong character who is written in such a way as to make you feel the humanity within her cold, robotic exterior, and realize that you've been looking at the real her the whole time, and she's just actually evil.

Glados is the main aspect of the game that I took away as being new to me from my time spent with the game, and I'd say that even with the exposure that I'd felt to her character, I felt that she was best experienced in context of the source material.

I am not a game designer, and puzzle games can be foolhardy to critique without just turning into a bunch of devspeak that helps noone, so I won't. I felt that I had the resources to learn and experiment at all times in the Portal series, and that every idea I could have come up with maybe could have worked under the right circumstances, and *that* is Portal's greatest (gameplay) strength to me.

If you'd like to watch the playthrough that sparked this take, you can watch it right here!

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WildStar DevSpeak: Housing - YouTube Game Design https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YlP8ShpFZII

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What Is Devspeak, And How Do I Fix It?

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[devspeaks]

Na jaane kis se bhaag raha hai tu

Naa jaane kyu raat raat bhar jaag raha hai tu

Woh muskurati aakho ko bhul ke kyu murjhai hui aakho sang chal raha hai tu

Aaj kal Tera naam jab jab bhi jehen mein aya kyu pehele jaise muskaan chood namm aakho se yaad aa raha hai tu

Choukhat darwaje wohi hai chaar deewari phir bhi kyu ghutan si mehsus kar raha hai tu

Tu bana hai udne ke liye

Tu bana hai judne ke liye

Yeh khud ko khud mein seemit kar ke kyu khud se hi bhaag raha hai tu

Abb bhi waqt hai khud se na bhaag ke apne sapno ki taraf bhaag tu

Par yaad rakh yeh ho sakta hai ki sapne pure ho ya na ho par yeh sapno di daud mein ek baat pakki hai ki kuch ho na ho par khud ko paa lega tu

kuch ho na ho par khud ko paa lega tu.....

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[devspeaks]

Yeh ehsaas ki tum kabhi sang hoke bhi sang the hi nahi

Yeh ehsaas ki tum apne hoke bhi apne the hi nahi

Na jaane yeh dosh mein kisko du

Apni aadat ko jo tum ban Gaye ya apni majboori ki tum chahiye

Har pal mujhe koste hue apne lamhe jo tumhe paana chaahe

Har pal mujhe todte hue pal jo tumhare sang hona chahe

Yeh ehsaaso ko yeh Palo ko khud ko samjhana padega

Ki tum kabhi apne the hi nahi yehi sach apnana padega

Tu kabhi apne the hi nahi yehi sach apnana padega.....

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[devspeaks]

Umeed insaan ko jeena sikhati hai Jo chiz Hume jeena sikhati hai woh tumhe Tod nahi sakti

Par phir bhi na jaane kaise morh pe leke mujhe hai chal rehi meri yeh zindagi

Tere saath Khud ko na hi jodd sakti aur Teri lagan mein hun mein itni magan ki chaah ke bhi manjil apni nahi tu Jaan ke bhi tujhse apna naata Tod nahi sakti

Tujhse apna naata Tod nahi sakti.....

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[devspeaks]

Kabhi kabhi sirf uss jagah pe hone se bhi sakoon milta hai

Jahan chod aye the khud ko phir se jeene ka Mann karta hai

Pankh lagga ke jo paiso ke piche hum bhag rehe

Zindagi piche reh gayi baaki rabb se hum moh maaya hi hum maang rehe

Jeete rehenge Yun hi hum par Woh dosti woh pal woh mithas aur zindagi mein phir na rehegi

Note ki kathputli to ban jaayenge par yaaron ke saath woh purani mulakaate woh purani yaariya aur mehfil sirf yaadon mein rehegi

woh purani mulakaate woh purani yaariya aur mehfil sirf yaadon mein rehegi .....

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[devspeaks]

*Kaisi Ho Tum…*

Kya pucha liye uss ne jo barso se bolne ko bekraar the

Kahan se shuru kare ki kya hai kaise hai aur kyu hai tere bin mein

Tab bhi ek koshish kar rehi hun

Khud ko khud ke aaine mein hi dekh kar bol rehi hu

Yehi sawaal tha jo tera

Kya kahun kaisi hoon main....

Na jaagi si, na hi soyi hui si hoon main

Hosh mein bhi madhosh hoon main

Khud ko khoj rehi hun pata hi nahi kahan khoyi hui si hoon main

Sudh budh khokar Gum sum si

Na khabar din ki, Na hosh raat ki

Gehere se samunder si Khamosh hun mein kya kahan tumhe ki kaise hun mein

Har pal zehen mein tumhara hi suroor liye

Ho sakke hum aapke yeh sapne aakhon mein liye

Yaadon ko tumhari apne mein liye

Jee rehe hai beparwah befikre kya kahe tumhe kaise hun mein

Yeh pyaar ki baatein purani hi sahi

Meera thi deewani Kanha ki yeh baat sab ne kahi

Par uske ehsaas ko koun puchta

Kanha ke sand to Radha hi rehegi iss Meera ke Prem ko koun puchta koun Pujta

Bus tumhare pyaar mein Meera bani phir rehi hun

Hardam tarasti hun tumhari ek jhalak ke liye maano janmon se tere dee ki pyaasi hoon main

Sab jaan ke bhi yeh kaise puchte ho ki kaisi hun mein

Tere bina baawli si,jhalli si,pagaal si

ek ankahi gajal ek Adhuri shayari ek aadha likha hua geet hun mein

Jis mor mein choda tha

Manjil ki aashi raah hun mein aadha ehsaas hun aur kya kahu

Kaise hun mein

Bus chalte hue aadhi laash hun mein

Kya kahun kaisi hun mein

Kya kahun kaisi hun mein.....

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[devspeaks]

Umeed wahin rakho jahan aas ho

Chahe jaise bhi ho tum pukaro woh tumhare pass ho

Yeh sapno ki galiyon se bahar nikal kar to dekho

Koi khada hai bahar jiske liye tum sirf tum khaas ho

sirf tum hi khaas ho......

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[devspeaks]

Thoda theher jaa ehh zindagi

Humne abhi kuch sawalo ke jawaab khojne hai

Kuch ankahe kuch ansune se bhi khud se hi akele baith ke bahut saaribaatein karni hai

Itni teezi jo pakdi Hui hai tune iska bhi kuch hal khojna hai

Itna jaldi nahi sametna khud ko sab ke liye jeeya hai abb Tak abhi khud ke liye bhi thoda jeena hai

Abhi khud ke liye bhi thoda jeena hai.....

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[devspeaks]

Chalo aaj kuch Aisa likha jaaye

Aaj ki kalam dosto ke naam ki jaaye

Aise nahi hai ki unke baare mein Minton mein kuch kaha jaaye

Aise bhi kuch nahi ki bahut der Tak kaha jaaye

Kyu ki

Aise kuch bhi nahi hai jo na kaha ho

Aise bhi kuch nahi jo na suna ho

Phir bhi dil mein ek khayal hai aya

Chalo dosti ke din mein dosto ke liye kuch likha jaaye

Kalam pakde baithe rehe par kuch na aya kore panne mein

Kya likha unke baare mein jo rehte sang har pal har lamhe mein

Waise saare rishtey janam se shuru hote hai

Yeh ek hi hai rishta jo Maran tak chalta hai

Kya kahe unke baare mein

Woh to har baar Bina bole sunta hai

Kabhi kuch raaz chhupana chahate the

Aasuon ko hassi mein badal ke jab bhi saamne aye unke

Woh har hassi mein namm palko ko parh lete hai

Woh kambakht har baat aakho se padh lete hai

Dosti ke din mein ek baat kehena chahta hai

Dost woh nahi jo din ke mohtaaz hote hai

Woh to aise hai ki unke liye har din har shaam sab sammaan hota hai

Woh ek hi rishta jismein Krishna bhi sudama ke pair dhota hai

Jis mein Krishna bhi sudama ke pair dhota hai......

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[devspeaks]

Kahani adhuri apne taraf se nahi na unke taraf se thi

Humari Aashiqui mashoor nahi par unke dil ko dastak to thi

Bus yehi baat par khus hue lete hai

Saath nahi unke dil mein hum par meri aashiqui unke dimag mein to thi.....

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[devspeaks]

Unka naam galti se bhi jab jab saamne aaya

Na jaane kyu kis liye yeh Dil har baar ghabraya

Pata hai unke dil mein humare pyaar ki dastak tak nahi

Par unke har ek sandesh mein Mera Dil na jaane kyu bhar aya

Yeh aas hai ki ek baar woh humare dil ke Alam ko jaan sakke

Agar na bhi hua to koi gum nahi

Ek hi Dil tha Jo bhi tha uske hi naam kar aya

Uske hi naam kar aya

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