#especially in private messages

[mattodore]

i’ve been pretty quiet on here and avoiding my activity and dms these last few weeks because october was easily one of the worst months i’ve had in a very long time and i lost my family dog of seventeen years and had a medical scare for not only myself but my cat and just all these things happened at once that felt incredibly hard to bounce back from mentally… but aside from being sick atm things are starting to get better for me and my family so hopefully i can actually start being. normal. again soon 🧎

#river dipping #i don’t think i get personal on here very often just bc. the pd. um #but i figured i should say something bc my avoidant personality disorder is uhhhhhhhh #certainly Avoiding. #i’m so sorry if you’ve messaged me or @ed me or just tried interacting in any way #ik i wrote in my pinned navigation that yea i take breaks and avoid my activity and it’s nothing personal #but i still just wanted to reiterate it #i tend to keep notifications off for tumblr and my activity and everything like i only ever check when i’m mentally prepared for the State #my brain goes into when interacting with people #it’s not that i’m ignoring you!! my brain is just. very bad. #and i have a lot of trouble actually replying #especially in private messages #i’m much more comfortable talking publically which is why discord is so not for me 😭 #i really have been pushing myself out of my comfort zone a lot this past year and it’s certainly helped a ton #but still. it’s a disorder i’ve had my whole life so 🤷 it’s still sticking around ykwim #so i’m sorry 😔 but i’m also incredibly thankful toward everyone who’s taken the time to talk to me and interact with me and just thought of #me in general even when i’ve been so isolated recently #ummmm but on the bright side i moved out finally and am at a place that isn’t gonna poison my brain anymore so ‼️ #it took a few horrible days for my pets to get used to the house but things are fine now and i’ve set up my room and am :) doing better #surprisingly my panic disorder has been absent since the move… which is very weird for me #i fr think my previous place might actually have been poisoning me like i’m serious #……..i might delete this post in a bit if i start feeling too crazy abt being vulnerable lmao. um. #but for the people that’re online rn! my beloved friends and lovers yk #there’s my little update

[dailydegurechaff]

tanya but she is schizophrenic

I’ve been kinda sitting on this ask for a while, unsure how or whether I wanted to answer it and I think I’ve come to the conclusion that I don’t want to make a joke of a serious mental illness that I don’t have any personal experience with. I’m sure you probably don’t mean this request to be offensive or ableist, but personally it’s something I’m uncomfortable with. Sorry about that;;

Going forward I want to ask that people please don’t send me requests of this nature that are either offensive, or could potentially be hurtful someone. I want DailyDegu to just be a silly fun blog anyone can enjoy, and I don’t want to potentially hurt anyone with it. Thank you! :)

#ask #anonymous #not a daily post #even if im being as polite as possible i feel bad to post a public condemnation of something someone sent me. like i dont wanna be mean ykn #unfortunately it was sent anon so i cant privately answer it #i guess i couldve just deleted it but i dont really like doing that i feel people at least deserve a response #especially if they may not know theyve done anything wrong. like ive never put up ask rules anywhere so how would they know right #anyway the ask box has like 40 messages in it so im trying to work on cleaning it out #hopefully youll see more responses posted over the next few days #if u dont that means i failed

[raphaelly]

To anyone who might be a Takarazuka fan and an old shoujo fan and a yuri fan, I got my hands a few days ago on that one completely obscure short yuri manga from Ariyoshi Kyoko and scanned it as well as I could with a mobile app!

For a lil summary ~

“Naao's dream is to join the Byakuouji Revue, an all-female theater group (modeled after the real-life Takarazuka Revue), and become a big star. To enter the Byakuouji Revue, she first has to attend the associated music school. She also discovers that she's started having feelings for other girls...”

Seems like it never got any release outside of Japan and afaik there aren’t even any raw scans of the japanese release on the internet and for something that is basically the culmination of all my passions, that felt criminal. 

I gotta say the scans aren’t the best, sorry about that, I basically took pictures of every page and tried to “straighten” them with an app, as I wasn’t very comfortable cutting every page (and basically destroying the volume) to scan it properly, considering how rare copies are and considering the shipping costs.

It’s all still readable and Ariyoshi’s beautiful art can still be enjoyed! So here is the link to the google drive with the scans for anyone who might want to check it out! (And also translate it lol I certainly can’t do that myself)

#kinda felt bad only sharing this link in a semi private server #the whole world deserves to know about this #it's not revolutionary or anything just every sapphic theatre nerd dream #especially masc gay takarazuka nerd aka me #ariyoshi kyoko #dream message #yume message #takarazuka #80s shoujo #yuri manga

[chocolatecatcupcakecheese]

Having someone blocked on discord is so funny because my conversations look kinda like this:

#babymoding #I highly recommend blocking people on discord actually it really adds to the experience #especially when it’s one single person constantly talking about off-topic things #you can still click to see the blocked messages btw but when I open chat in the morning the annoyances are minimized #I also recommend making yourself a private server to fuck around in like this and play with bots LMAO

[widowswineapologist]

yeah cod zombies x reader is really fun until you have to become an amateur cryptologist and listen to hours of radios/audio reels from your cryptic ass boyfriend talking about some shit you don't understand and you can't just go and ask him about it because he has no clue what you're talking about either

#cod zombies #cod zombies x reader #I THINK THE WHOLE MULTIVERSE BULLSHIT TIME TRAVEL PARADOX SHOULD BE EXPLORED MORE IN X READER SHENANIGANS #NO BC THINK ABT IT #GETTING SECRET MESSAGES FROM UR BOYFRIEND FURTHER ALONG IN THE CYCLE................. #like omg especially if its a code only YOU can crack #tell me they wouldnt make a secret code for u two to speak in private. u CANT #2 am thoughts :3

[anti-ao3]

sometimes i wonder how things would be if ao3 had private messages instead of ppl commenting random things on my fics...

but considering how hostile ao3 can be, then i say to myself "nevermind, lol"

#lotus.txt #anti ao3 #i would've probably gotten dozens of death threats #i already get shitty comments #so dms... especially if they allow guests to contact you.. #oof. #let's hope ao3 NEVER comes up with private messages

[beananium]

hey,, i'm not going into much detail in this post but i got bad news today in my personal life about someone else that might turn catastrophic, depending on how severe it is. please be patient with me as i try to figure out my emotions, since i've never had to deal with them before.

#vent #i'm (physically) fine. it doesn't relate to me at this current moment #maybe if you ask really politely i'll get more into details in private messages but. man #i also don't like airing other people's problems and passing it off as a problem that affects me the most. especially in public #just as a warning if i act a bit off compared to how i usually am.

[ssreeder]

You DARE accuse me of being thotty? Ok then. I AM thotty (nvm i have no idea who that is) (sorry)

Lik oh, in being aggressive? You're the one that's THREATENING me with Azula. And. Reedy??? Reedy??? READY?? WHAT DO YOU MEAN KATARA AND ZUKO BAD INTERACTION. REEDY???

But *I* am the one that's attacking you? When that's psychological WARFARE? The audacity

-Fragile Heart

(it's all jokes, to be clear. Bc you KNOW who i am so like, promise you I'm not Thotty. I think I'm writing that name wrong but shhh)

#you’re thotty you can’t convince me otherwise #idc we have private messaged #idc I know your real username #IDC IDC IDC THIS IS A CONSPIRACY AND YOURE APART OF IT #THOTTY IS EVERYWHERE #*breathes heavily* #YOU HAVE REVEALED YOURSELF #but yeah katara and a lucid Zuko don’t really ummm vibe very well #especially because katara is emotional #Zuko stole her moms necklace #& zuko is kind of an asshole to anyone who isn’t Sokka #even uncle gets some of his wrath next chapter haha #ehhh I love azula but she a calculated mess of a person who seemingly holds it together pretty well #but she isn’t an easy opponent <3 #love that girl #liab #itf #thotty discourse 2.0 #FHA IS THOTTY #fragile heart anon #is thotty #confirmed #ask

[mattodore]

OC Evolution tag: 2024 <- 2018

choose an oc and show the progress of the earliest to latest version of them

tagged by @elderwisp! it took me hours to find the oldest trays i could of theirs but uh... yeah. everyone else i've seen do this had such nice sims in the past but i think my old sims have to be some kind of sin against god.

i’ll tag @stinkrascal, @wldestluv-rs, @spurgees, @veone, and @warmsol <3

#thank you for tagging me 👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨 #river dipping #theodore doe #matthias evanoff #echthroi #ts4 #icb i'm letting these versions of their sims breach containment... dennis reynolds voice this doesn't represent them!! #and these aren't even their oldest versions like these are just the trays i found in onedrive #ik i made theo's original sim in late 2017 but i couldn't find that version :( also can't find older screenshots of his sim before 2019 #so the original super alpha version of his sim is gone forever i think.............. and let's celebrate that actually #some of the cc i used to have just wasn't there like theo's skin had to be replaced entirely... i think i used to use like msblue or summat #but i tried not to make any big changes just filled in what i knew used to be there #tbh i think my sim style only started looking really nice july of last year like kjnghkfjnkghjndfkg DON'T go back in the archives!! #really i gotta go through my old posts and private and delete a bunch of stuff. especially the edits i plan to redo eventually. #meant to post this when i woke up but got distracted making a sideblog and going through old posts #and then i took A Nap #(three hours long) #i need to reply to my messages now 🧎 feel a little off today tho so. might be slow at it

[leonorandsofia]

As Leonor is getting settled back into life in Wales, I want to remind you that she is still a 16-year-old girl who has the right and deserves to have privacy.

The amount of private photos I’ve seen of her in Wales shared amongst very popular fanpages is upsetting and disturbing. I know, we live in a society where majority of people have phones and cameras, but still, even if you receive private pictures of Leonor (or Sofía, though, I haven’t seen any private pictures of her like I have of Leonor), please don’t continue to share them.

Yes, Leonor is the future Queen of Spain. Yes, Leonor is a public figure, but she is still a minor. We have seen her and her sister so much this summer, let them live their last few years of their childhood in private! Their presence in the public is only going to grow… let them live.

#i refuse to support pages who publish private photos of any royal #but especially ones of royal children #no i don’t need to see leonor in the airport #or her talking a walk with a classmate #or her holding spains flag #if it’s not an official event or photograph.. #i don’t want to see it #the only way these pages get these images is by messaging leonor’s classmates #does that not sound incredibly invasive #this also prompts a secondary issue which i won’t even get into #princess leonor #princess of asturias #important

[the-foungaytions-of-degay]

update my friend started saying that i was gaslighting her for *checks notes* telling her that i had to step back from her starting shit randomly bc i am in a lot of physical pain bc apparently setting boundaries is *checks notes* manipulation

#merlin speaks (for fucking once) #girl im so sorry i cannot deal rn?? not my fault im literally having symptoms #also i find it soooo funny /s that she said that i was breaking boundaries for showing dms when she started shit publicly #like if u say ''you can't text me back'' in a group chat and i know i've texted u back then i'm gonna show my side especially if #i think ur messages arent going through?? #also she said that i didn't text her back this morning when i literally replied in 4 minutes LMAO #im done with her #this is also the same friend who graphically told me in detail how people bullied her and abt her eating disorder with no warning at 5 am #when i wasn't even awake #and then got mad at me for. not responding to that when literally i've asked for permission to vent and told my friends abt my ED #also same friend who wouldnt wear a mask even tho i told her i could literally die #and then i finally got her to agree to wearing one in the classes we share #and she did that for. two days #venting #vent #negative #so fucking done with her #i left the server we were in together and i'm considering blocking her on my private acc

[leftoverenvy]

Dis you?

Photoshop

#🌬 asks #demonicbaby 👹 #it’s actually illegal to broadcast private messages like this #especially when they’re edited like that #come on 🙄🙄

[likeabxrdinflight]

i am so very sorry for this but i need to ask: how / where can i find your cora rp blog ?

recently ive come into the ? fifth ?? resurrection of my (long time not visited) ouat fixation and cannot emphasize enough how fond of cora ive been since the first time i managed to watch this show

(its ok if it has since come to be a private matter to you though, or if it is no longer something you are comfortable with)

No, they're not private, and I don't hide them. However, I do use Cora's name as my online alias now. I've tried to wipe all instances of my real name and other identifying information from the roleplay blogs, but if by any chance you run into it there (it's a pretty distinctive name, you'd know it if you saw it,) I ask that it not be used.

There are actually three versions of the blog, the oldest of which can be found here: @sxmethingbreakingarchive. I made this blog in spring of 2014 and kept it through spring of 2016, at which time I felt like that blog was getting very disorganized and hard to manage, so I moved to a new account, which can now be found here: @sxmethingbreaking-a. That blog lasted about a year, I think, where I moved one final time to @sxmethingbreaking, which was the final iteration before I ended up abandoning the muse when I started grad school in fall 2018.

I'm linking you all three because there were story threads and verses that spread across all three blogs. Fair warning, some of the early writing on the first blog is a bit rough, and I don't really stand by all of my earliest interpretations of the character either. Some of the things I wrote back in the day were just kinda weird, I had some bizarre ships, and a lot of my headcanons changed over the years as both the canon of the show and my own personal writing evolved. I mean for context, I think Zelena had just been introduced on the show when I made the first blog. Anything I wrote post season five though (March 2016 onwards) I pretty much stand by, though some of my headcanons and character analysis got a bit...much. I was pretty obsessed and looking back, I'm not sure it was all that healthy lol.

There are navigation pages on all three blogs, though I'm not sure I really recommend using them because I don't know how organized they really are anymore. If you're interested in reading anything specific I'm happy to direct you to some old favorite rp threads, but to start I'd honestly suggest starting with anything I wrote with @villainofthisstory. She was my primary Regina and longest standing rp partner (and still a friend to this day).

To pick out an individual thread to read from start to finish, you should look into the tags on the post, there should be some formatting along the lines of ( thread | name of thread here ). Click on that, then, if you're on a web browser, go up to the address bar and add /chrono to the end. That will take you to the earliest post in that thread and you can read them in order from start to whatever the final post was. I admit, some threads never really finished.

If you're looking for headcanons or character analysis, here's the urls you want:

sxmethingbreakingarchive.tumblr.com/tagged/%28%20headcanoning%20%29

sxmethingbreaking-a.tumblr.com/tagged/%28+how+it+feels+to+be+the+miller’s+daughter+%7C+headcanons+%29

sxmethingbreaking.tumblr.com/tagged/(%20how%20it%20feels%20to%20be%20the%20miller's%20daughter%3B%20headcanons%20)

Finally, I really do not recommend trying to navigate any of this on the mobile app, it's too difficult and cumbersome and frequently just doesn't work right. Use your browser.

#feel free to message me privately if you're looking for anything specific #I can give you specific links to threads I was especially fond of #or that feature specific characters

[redgoldblue]

🌹 🌹 - definitely acl not just me setting up a format for myself

oh my god thank you definitely acl

1.

He still wasn’t getting it, but he was watching Starsky like he was in an art gallery looking at one of those weird abstract paintings that he tried to pretend he understood the meaning of, except he looked like he did when he’d given up on the pretence and was content just to look at it, rolling his eyes as Starsky offered increasingly absurd explanations for what it could be a painting of: an acknowledged bafflement, a little amused frustration, and a willingness to simply keep looking at something he thought was beautiful.

2.

[...] rests there and repeats, "Please," murmured into warm silk. He's never realised how much of Hutch is true silk; skin to hair to heart, smooth and soft, incredibly durable and accessible only by a few.

#actingcamplibrarian #starsky and hutch #for context for everyone else acl private messaged me the roses #the first one is really an exercise in 'how many words can i cram into a sentence before i allow a full stop' #but starsky pov is perfect for that bc it's just. what it's like in his head #especially when he's semi-manic like he is in the scene in question #the second one is what ofmd obsession does to a mf. silk as metaphor infiltrated my brain in the middle of writing that scene #Starsky & Hutch #mine #asks #my writing