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moonlightperseus · 2 years
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a prompt for the jestest jestie: buck posts a picture of eddie somewhere online (insta maybe) and it becomes a meme
this got away from me big time and im gonna be honest it doesnt even fully fit the request but i hope you like it
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Eddie has never been especially tech savvy—and that did not exclude social media. He has an instagram account that his niece helped him make before he left Texas so he could keep up with her journey as a photographer—which, in his—only a little bit biased—opinion, she was gonna be famous for someday.
He also tried facebook to keep up with other relatives and friends from Texas—but as it turned out most his friends from Texas were also Shannon’s friends—which made things complicated—and the rest were a little too eager to call her a bitch for leaving him and Chris—which, despite Eddie’s own complicated feelings, sat with him about as well as getting shot. As for his relatives—well, the important ones he could always call.
The point is, Eddie’s never been one for social media, and then he gets a job as the LAFD’s liaison at dispatch and suddenly twitter becomes a staple of his life from 9-5, Mondays through Fridays.
And somehow—somehow—that leads Eddie here, sitting at his desk, staring at a tiktok he knows his best friend made—and he’s pretty sure it’s about him.
(Logically, he knows exactly how it happened—people on twitter will occasionally send him links to tiktoks about fire safety, asking about the accuracy of the content—and this is what he’s technically being paid for now, he supposes—and then a link leads him to a video that was unmistakably taken at the 118’s firehouse, and the voice behind it—without even a sliver of doubt—belonging to Buck. And then Eddie had clicked on the account it belonged to—and here he is.)
Here he is, staring at the last video posted on the account—well over a year ago—it’s not really a video, just a shot of a ceiling with block of text and some song Eddie vaguely recognizes from the radio playing over it.
The first thought he had upon seeing the video, was that he recognizes the shot of the ceiling as the bit just above Buck’s bed in the loft. The second thought he had—and still has—is that Buck is talking about him.
‘Guys please stop asking me for updates on my best friend- it’s never gonna happen. He’s straight, and has a girlfriend now, and I’m happy for him- he deserves to be happy.’
The comments are turned off, but that doesn’t matter, because Eddie’s already gone through Buck’s other tiktoks. He’s already found the video posted a few months before the last, another shot of the ceiling above Buck’s bed with text over it, there’s no music playing this time, and Eddie swears he can hear—what he thinks is—his own soft snores. The date on the video lines up with when Eddie was quarantining at Buck’s—when he had been sleeping in Buck’s bed.
‘When I pictured finally getting to share a bed with my best friend I didn’t expect it to be because of a global pandemic 😒’
So yeah, he’s almost positive it’s about him, and he has no idea what to do about it.
———
He’s not sure if he’s grateful or not to have to go to therapy after work, because on one hand, it keeps him from having to go home, to Buck—who’s been crashing on his couch ever since he and Taylor broke up, wanting to give her space to find a new place, it’s been over a month since that and Buck’s made no move to return to his loft, Taylor texted him a week ago telling him she had found a place and moved out—Buck hadn’t made any move to go back to his loft—and Eddie hasn’t asked.
“I think Buck might be in love with me.”
Frank raises an eyebrow and Eddie silently curses himself—and then Frank and therapy for making him so goddamn open about his feelings.
“What makes you think this?” Frank asks, his expression impassive as he links his fingers together, notepad left sitting in his lap.
Eddie wonders if it’s telling that Frank doesn’t have to ask who Buck is—wonders just how much he brings up Buck in conversation—and at what point it undoubtedly crossed the line of ‘normal amount to bring up your best friend in therapy.’
“Uh, I found his tiktok?” It sounds so stupid when he says it out loud—it sounds stupid when he thinks about it too—because really, what had he found? Two vague tiktoks—okay yeah, maybe they were about him—but that doesn’t mean that Buck is—or was—in love with him. Just that Buck had thought about sharing a bed with him—just that ‘it’s never gonna happen’ and that Buck thinks Eddie’s straight—and to be fair, until very recently, Eddie had also thought he was straight.
Until very recently, when he started thinking about Buck.
Eddie looks up—Frank is watching him, waiting patiently for Eddie to continue.
“Maybe—maybe not in love with me—but…something—I think he felt something—” he drags a hand through his hair, “I think—I think I want him to still feel something—for me.”
Frank nods slowly, “do you love him?”
“Jesus, Frank,” Eddie says, ignoring the way his heartbeat has sped up in his chest, “you really don’t beat around the bush.”
“I find that being direct seems to work best for you.”
Eddie stares at Frank, who’s expression remains impassive and patient.
“Of course I love him, he’s my best friend.”
Frank waits—Eddie thinks absently that if Buck and Frank ever teamed up against him, they would out stubborn him in seconds.
Eddie sighs, leaning back in his chair and staring up at the ceiling of Frank’s office, “if I was—in love with him—what do I—what would I do about it?”
“That’s a question only you can answer, Eddie. But if you’re asking me if it’s wrong—if you’re allowed to be in love with him—I ask you to think about all the people in your life, and of the people they love—and extending yourself the same love and acceptance that you give them.”
———
Eddie stops to pickup takeout on his way home from therapy—it’s another delay to going home, but he also really didn’t want to cook dinner tonight.
When he finally gets home, Buck is waiting for him on the couch, reading through a national geographic magazine that he had gotten Chris a subscription to for Christmas.
Buck looks up the second Eddie shuts the front door and smiles at him, “hey, everything go okay today?”
Eddie shrugs, “traffic was a pain—I got takeout.”
“I don’t mind cooking—”
“I know you don’t, but—” Eddie holds up the takeout bags—“I got dumplings from that Chinese place you and Chris love so much.”
Buck raises an eyebrow, “the place over on sixth?”
Eddie nods, attempting to toe off his boots.
“Did you get—”
“—the dipping sauce? Yeah—though I’m still not convinced it’s anything but soy sauce.”
“It’s not just soy sauce,” Buck insists, getting up from the couch and crossing the room to take the bags from him, “they put something special in it—a secret ingredient that makes it taste better than just soy sauce.”
Eddie rolls his eyes, but Buck’s already turned to take the food to the table.
“Chris is in his room,” Buck says over his shoulder, “he finished all his homework, so I told him he could play video games until you got home.”
It’s such a simple statement, but it makes Eddie’s heart beat a little faster in his chest—this is what he wants, he realizes—coming home to Buck, raising Christopher together—being a family together. And he already has it—for the most part he has it—and maybe he doesn’t have to settle for only mostly having it.
“So, uh, I’ve discovered tiktok.” Eddie says as he moves to join Buck in setting the table.
Buck raises an eyebrow, “Tiktok? I know you don’t love having a desk job—but are you really that bored?”
Eddie finds himself rolling his eyes again, though the fond smile growing across his face probably negates it, “I found it through work, actually—people have been sending links to fare safety tiktoks and asking if they’re any good.”
Buck snorts, “and are they?”
“There have been a few good ones,” Eddie says slowly, debating his words as he stares down at the empty glass in his hands, “found a really good one today, actually.”
“Oh yeah?” Buck asks—completely unaware as he continues searching through the cabinets for Christopher’s favorite cup—because Chris currently has a favorite cup—and Buck knows that.
“The guy was really knowledgable about fire safety, though honestly I was a bit more interested in his other tiktoks—” Eddie sets down the glass so he doesn’t risk breaking it with his shaking hands—“I think—I think he might be in love with his best friend.”
There’s a pause and Eddie can see the exact moment Buck realizes what Eddie’s talking about, because his entire body freezes—his head still halfway in one of the cabinets.
“I think—” Eddie’s heart pounds in his chest as he continues, a voice in the back of his head telling him now or never—“I think he should give the best friend a chance—because maybe he was just a little slow in realizing he feels the same way.”
Buck turns around so quick his head thunks into the cabinet door—Eddie winces on his behalf but if it hurt Buck doesn’t show it.
“You what?” His voice is barely above a whisper, and he’s staring at Eddie like his life depends on it.
“I love you,” Eddie says, the words not so much as spilling from his tongue—instead they dance across it—delicate but purposeful.
“Eddie—”
“I’m in love with you,” Eddie clarifies—because he can see the almost-panicked hope in Buck’s eyes—and the thinly veiled doubt.
Buck stares at him, and Eddie’s heart pounds in his chest as the seconds rick by—each one feeling like a lifetime—Eddie tries not to let the panic rise in his chest as Buck just stands there, because what if he was wrong—what if—
“Eddie—” Buck repeats, voice unbearably soft—and then he’s there right in front of Eddie, blue eyes searching brown for just a moment and then—
Kissing Buck feels like coming home to him a million times all at once—and Eddie vaguely wonders if this is what the movies mean by true love’s kiss.
“You’re right,” Buck says against his lips, pulling back just enough to speak, “that guy on tiktok is definitely in love with his best friend.”
“Oh yeah?” Eddie tries to squint quizzically at him, but he’s pretty sure the smile burning bright across his face betrays that, “how can you be so sure? I haven’t even showed you the—”
He’s interrupted by Buck’s lips crashing back into his—and Eddie’s pretty sure he will never be mad about being interrupted by Buck ever again if it feels like this.
“I love you,” Buck says when they finally have to break for air, “Eddie—I love you so much—I—” he pauses, eyes widening slightly and then he’s laughing—“I can’t believe this is happening because you found my stupid tiktoks—”
Eddie manages to somehow smile even harder, “hey, I’ll have you know those tiktoks were very informational.”
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queerbuckleys · 2 years
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♪ - i love ask games like this!
so i hope you think found the one, then she fucks you over just for fun, cause then maybe you'll realize what you do, hope she does a you to you
SEND ME A  ♪ I WILL PUT MUSIC ON SHUFFLE AND GIV E YOU A SONG AND MY FAVORITE LINE FROM IT
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captain-hen · 2 years
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flooding your inbox with some love to cleanse it from the haters we have been getting
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thank you so much ❤❤❤ and i'm sorry to see you've been getting these insane anons, too - there must be something in the water today
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fanficsfordays1795 · 1 year
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All the respect to Evaneddie whose account got deactivated, you will be missed dearly. But I needed this last night and so I made it.
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useramor · 2 years
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#LAFDads
@coolestttchris
he/him
my dads are dumb but I love them a lot :)
(but don’t tell them i said that)
or,
chris gets a tiktok, buck and eddie go viral
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this is just silly but i thought it was cutesie so !! hope u guys like it :)
tagging below! lemme know if u wanna be added or removed
@bibuddie @probieeddie @prettyboyandthekid @ekstasisandqueerangst @constructiononqueersunset @sibylsleaves @homosexualstrand @cowboydiaz @may-grant @fear-o-phobia @constructiononsunsett @kissyboytroye @gaycaroldnvrs @nochanceforabsolution @moonlightbuckleys @songpond @hearteyesdiaz @bitchhans @caroandcats @buddiemydads @thatbuddie @sunflowersandcinnamon @evaneddie @evanjinx @blaidddrwg1982
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maygrcnt · 1 year
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every day i thank my stars that buck is buck and not evan because i would literally leave this fandom if the ship name was evaneddie like that’s so ugly and i know you bitches would have just smushed their names together instead of making something creative
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rabnerd28 · 2 years
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Just found out that Evaneddie deleted their tumblr. Who is gonna make the flex tape meme now? 😭
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healingeddie · 2 years
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repressionman -> healingeddie
it’s time to enter a new era of eddie diaz <3
tagging some mutuals so they know who i am! @diazcoded @hattalove @outrunningthedark @yramesoruniverse @paranoidbean @evaneddie
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tagged by: @evaneddie (it's been 50 years and I'm just seeing this! Sorry😅)
rules: mark which squares you relate to
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Tagging: @onekisstotakewithme @thebaubunch @datleggy and whoever else wants to join on in!!
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lucysmacleans · 1 month
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edmundobuck -> evaneddies
idk i didn’t like it what
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moonlightperseus · 2 years
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your icon tho 💜
yeah i love it so much!! @evaneddie made it for me so we could be matching 🥰
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queerbuckleys · 2 years
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Do you know where evaneddie went?
they are over on @moonsharky ! 💜💙
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captain-hen · 2 years
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thank you for the tag, @tenisperfection!
slow burn or love at first sight // fake dating or secret dating // enemies to lovers or best friends to lovers // oh no there’s only one bed or long-distance correspondence // hurt-comfort or amnesia// fantasy au or modern au // mutual pining or domestic bliss // smut or fluff // canon-compliant or fix-it // reincarnation or character death // one-shot or multi-chapter // kid fic or road trip fic // arranged marriage or accidental marriage // high school romance or middle aged romance // time travel or isolated together // neighbors or roommates  // sci-fi au or magic au // body swap or gender bend // angst or crack // apocalyptic or mundane
tagging: @evaneddie @tawaifeddiediaz @oneawkwardcookie and @bieddiediaz!
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fireladybuckley · 2 years
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i was tagged by @dearestdiaz to post my top 10 Spotify “on repeat” :)
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A few of those are slightly embarassing but oh well ^^;
tagging: @fleurdebeton @clockworkdreamer @xxfiction-is-my-realityxx @prettyboyandthekid @fiona-fififi @the-moons-raes @inuhimesblog @evaneddie @mistmarauder​ @mrsluthordanvers​ @goingknowherewastaken​ @kittycat-cas​ and anyone else who wants to do it! <3
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useramor · 2 years
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he's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel (the other on my heart)
Buck’s been in love with Eddie since he was seven years old. The Diazes moved to their neighborhood the summer before Buck started second grade, and it took one sweaty afternoon of racing Eddie downhill on his skateboard for Buck to tell him they were gonna get married someday. Eddie looked at him quizzically, eyebrows pulled together with as much judgment as an almost ten-year-old could muster, but, eventually, said yeah, okay.
based off our song by taylor swift
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for @buddieversion <33
“Who–who is that?” he asks hesitantly, even though he knows the answer. Hen and Chimney roll their eyes, smirks tugging at the corners of their lips. Buck will find it funny, later, that they thought he was jealous because they were all talking about how hot the new guy was, but Buck was too busy trying to focus on Bobby's voice through the ringing in his ears to pay attention. 
“That’s Eddie Diaz, new recruit,” Bobby says. 
The wind knocks out of his lungs. Eddie Diaz. His Eddie. The same Eddie Buck spent over a decade pining after, and then another decade wishing he could go back to that night in that truck bed. The same Eddie who put bandaids on Buck’s knees and held him close when his parents were being particularly shitty. The Eddie Buck would recognize anywhere, forever, no matter how many years they spend apart. 
He’s standing in the locker room, pulling an LAFD shirt over a very defined chest. 
Buck wouldn’t be surprised if he was getting drool on the floor.
tagging below :) lemme know if u wanna be added or removed
@thislovebuckley @probieeddie @prettyboyandthekid @ekstasisandangst @constructiononsunsett @sibylsleaves @binancygillian @cowboydiaz @may-grant @fear-o-phobia @constructiononsunset @kissyboytroye @gaycaroldnvrs @anexperimentofyoungirrelevance @moonlightbuckleys @songpond @hearteyesdiaz @bitchhans @caroandcats @buddiemydads @thatbuddie @sunflowersandcinnamon @evaneddie @evanjinx
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loveyourownsmiilee · 2 years
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BESTIE!!! also see tear myself apart by tate mcrae for buddie 👀 lawsuit era, shooting era, and now ofc eddie leaving 118 era ✊️
BESTIEEE I LOVE HERRR!! SHE WAS SO AMAZING LIVE AND I LITERALLY SOBBED MY EYES OUT WHEN SHE SANG THAT WAY. AND IN HONOR OF ME BEING IN MY FEELS, HERE ARE SOME BUDDIE SPECIFIC TATE MCRAE LYRICS 🥺
That Way-literally the Buddie anthem
We say we're friends but I'm catching you across the room
It makes no sense 'cause we're fighting over what we do
And there's no way that I'll end up being with you
But friends don't look at friends that way
Friends don't look at friends that way
Tear Myself Apart-lawsuit era
You say, you say it's not my fault
You say nothing at all
Can you see my hands shake, heart is now an earthquake
I'm left alone to tear myself apart
You make it look so easy, turn around and leave me
I'm left alone to tear myself apart
To tear myself apart
R U Ok?-literally them now
Are you okay?
'Cause you're the one who needed space
And finally now I'm doing fine
You would rather see me cry
Are you okay?
You're acting like we never changed
And finally I can sleep at night
Makes you wanna lose your mind
She’s all I wanna be-Eddie to Buck while he’s dating the reporter
If you say she's nothing to worry about
Then why'd you close your eyes when you said it out loud?
Stupid boy making me so sad
Didn't think you could change this fast
She's got everything that I don't have
How could I ever compete with that?
I know you'll go and change your mind
One day wake up and be bored with mine
She's got everything that I don't have
And she's all I wanna be
All I wanna be so bad, So bad
She's got everything that I don't have
Y’all I’m in my feeeeels. They’re so stupid in love with each other and I’m stupid over these idiots in love 🥰
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