#every goddamn fucking day man

[leofrith]

#zero days since my last nonsense #every goddamn fucking day man #THE BRAIN WORMS ARE IN TONITE BABY!!! #shitposting as i wait for the ps5 to install games. tee hee #leofrith #ac.txt #ky posts text

[mewtwo24]

Something about Hua Cheng's expression here is killing me--I know this is supposed to be a delicate moment of reassurance but the pure hater energy radiating off of him is just immaculate

#tgcf #hua cheng #xie lian #hualian #words cannot express how much I love hua cheng being a hater #hua cheng in this pic is that energy when you keep spamming the A button when an npc you don't like won't stop talking #like his face when lang qianqiu keeps going on and on about his parents meeting an untimely unjust and grisly end #is so 'it was hundreds of years ago and it wasn't even gege's fault for fucks sake grow up' #'leave my goddamn wife alone he raised you with love and diligence' #'you had your bloody revenge what more do you want. figure it out far away from us.' #spoken like a true ghost king who slaps eming every single time it expresses a single inconvenient emotion he has #every day i have to resist the urge to gush about hc he's just hilarious and peak every single time i love him #no notes just banger after banger after banger #that's the face of a man who was orphaned as a child and clawed his way through life to survive and keep his loved one alive + well #a bastion of unmoving strength for 800 years #unmoved by the whining of a young man born with everything and mourning the loss of his innocence way past his expiration date #10/10 hua cheng you've done it again #hc said 'oh? a traumatic life event? we have several dozens of those git gud' #and honestly i mean that with no malice i just feel like lang qianqiu is old enough to start parsing the world in a more nuanced way ;;;;; #as much as xl thought lying to him was the best outcome hc was right--the truth d o e s matter--and not just to absolve xl #its also about giving lang qianqiu closure and moving on. about qi rong facing the consequences of his actions #so much of what is wrong with the heavenly court is the obsession with maintaining appearances over being sincere #and so much of what hc adores about xl is that xl was never really interested in those empty words and empty sentiments #he truly wanted people to prosper and live well no matter the cost to himself

[lab-gr0wn-lambs]

I've got such a bad habit of changing my entire aesthetic based on whatever fictional man I'm watching at the time. "whoa I wanna start dressing like that guy" no you don't. That guy dresses like ass. You just want to be percieved as a dude and he is one.

#''I'mma start dressing like Aizawa'' He is wearing black pajamas. #''wanna look like jigen!'' a suit? you're gonna wear a fucking suit? A fedora? gonna try to grow an Abe Lincoln beard too? dumbass. #''Rick Gri-'' that is a goddamn flannel and jeans. Every man in this show dresses like the word ended in 2010 because It Did. #gotta keep self aware so I don't get lost in Outfit World #*bad* outfit world at that #do not be fooled by a flat chest and facial hair. Tis Not The Fit Which Will fix You. #trans stuff #I'm not tryna say clothes don't matter at all dgmw #it was laundry day today so I dug deep into the closet and emerged in a striped sweater red beanie and the world's bluest skinny jeans #looked in the mirror and 2014 hit me like a flashbang #felt Bad all day lmao #edit: this post is about me. myself. I'm not 'right' or 'wrong' #just so y'all know

[lionheartedmusings]

"Did Bobby and Tilin feel the same pain too? I never want to suffer so much again. I never want anyone to suffer so much again.

I have no other choice; I have to get stronger. I'm going to have to live with this fear from now on, so I might as well put it to good use."

something something pomme's fear is never a deterrent but a motivation for her to push forward, something something when the world hurts she shifts the pain she feels inside into a massive need to protect and defend those she loves, something something badboyhalo

#qsmp #q!badboyhalo #qsmp pomme #every second of every day i am struck with how goddamn similar these two are #it's actually fucking bonkers #and listen this is never to say that i don't find pomme's bond with her french speaking parents incredibly meaninful and important because #it is and they are #but it's a wacky ass game of nature vs nurture #and somehow french egg came out like 11 thousand year old demon man

[hannibalismos-jaaneman]

sometimes i think about what would have happened if richard had died instead of henry and the rest of the book had been narrated the song of achilles style and it hurts

#raj shitposting #imagine had the fight led to the gun being thrown out the window. had henry seen that richard was shot. had the ambulance been too late.. #that is the saddest thought i've ever had #henry would quit college. buy the estate he had seen with richard. live there with all his stuff and sob into his clothes like a baby... #he'd go to california every christmas and spend the time alone in some stupid hotel and become absolutely fucking unhinged. #he'd tend to richard's mother because ofc his father would run away from home that was the kind of man he was. #and he'd call no one but his own mother for her funeral because no one else would be bothered. #he'd send some money to richard's father along with the news and go about living his life like a goddamn widow. #that's the perfect word. widow. henry would be nothing but a widow. #the bmw would be the worst thing in his possession. he'd think about selling it but he wouldn't. #he'd think that anytime he had a semblance of thought that maybe richard was with him.. it would be in that fucking car. #he wouldn't sell it out of superstition that the car was the only place where he could safely feel richard and fall apart in his memory. #he'd cry like a madman every damn day in that car.while getting groceries.visiting francis at the country house.going for dinner with them. #he'd probably get a portrait done of richard. maybe of a photo of richard in some fancy clothes francis took at the country house. #yk those times rich people ugly cry by a full size painting in a burgundy robe with wine spilled on the floor by them clutching their chest #as if in physical pain and agony? that would be my man henry. #he'd be too out of his mind to even remember that maybe that day he killed charles too because nothing seems to matter anymore. #henry winter #richard papen #winterpapen #tsh #donna tartt #the secret history #literati

[sapphire-weapon]

They are waiting for 6 remakes to prove to you that you were wrong.

imagine having so little going on in your life that you're sitting around waiting for a game that won't come out for at least five years because someone on the internet made you feel insecure about whether a fictional relationship will be portrayed a certain way in a video game.

like, dude. these mfs think way more about me than i ever think about them or their ship. because, at the end of the day, i don't really care.

aeon's been a feature of RE's canon for 26 years, and it hasn't impeded my love for or enjoyment of the games. if aeon continues to be canon, then nothing in my life will have changed. i'm not going to get upset about something being the same way it's always been. it doesn't matter. RE will still be the same series i've always loved.

all i'm doing over here on this blog is interpreting the games' stories as they were written and providing analysis with evidence based in the text itself. that's why i have a giant wall of text post defending leon and ada's relationship as it's portrayed in OG -- because that's what the story is.

me liking or disliking the relationship has no bearing as to whether or not the relationship is canonically romantic. i don't have to like something for it to be true. and the fact is -- the truth is -- that for a majority of OG RE's runtime, leon and ada have a romantically coded relationship. and so i interpret it and analyze it that way, because that's what it is.

the fact also remains, however, that their relationship is no longer romantically coded in the remakes' version of events. and i'm not saying that because i dislike the relationship. clearly, as evidenced above, if the relationship was portrayed as romantic, i would treat and talk about it that way, regardless of whether i liked it or not. i'm saying that leon and ada's relationship is no longer romantically coded in the remakes' version of events because that's how the story is told.

and if that's upsetting for you (ubiquitous "you"), then maybe you should take it up with capcom's division 1 studio, because they're the ones writing the story. i didn't write the fucking story.

and, not for nothing, but like

i'm also wrong all the fucking time. i was wrong in predicting a wesker boss fight in SW. i was wrong in predicting more DLC coming for RE4make. i was wrong with my initial reading of remake ada from just base RE4make alone, and SW rendered all of my prior meta about her completely worthless.

and if i turn out to be wrong about aeon, i'm not going to be upset. i'm just going to add it to the list of shit i've been wrong about and move on with my life and continue analyzing the text with the new information we've been given.

but they keep trying to drag me into their ship wars as though i give a shit, and i don't. i don't fucking care about what ship is fucking canon, bro. i care about digging into the text and accurately interpreting the story because that's how i personally have fun in a fandom. it's not about the ship, for me. it's about the story.

like, eagleone isn't my only ship. it's not like i'm sitting over here concocting ways to twist the narrative in such a way that it looks like my ship is canon. i fucking ship leon with five other goddamn characters. and yet you don't see me making a case for any of those other ships being intended romances.

RE also isn't my only fandom. i play and talk about and care about other things and the industry in general all the time. i don't care about any of this RE ship shit nearly as much as they do, because i'm busy doing and caring about other things.

it's just so stupid, man. it doesn't matter. none of this matters. and it still won't matter when RE6make comes out.

we're all just trying to have fun here, and what i'm doing here on this blog, i do for myself. for my own fun. because this is how i have fun in fandom. it should have absolutely no bearing on anyone else's ability to have fun in the fandom -- and, if it does, then that person needs to stop fucking looking at my blog.

because none of this matters.

you know

i keep begging aeons to play other games, and this is exactly why.

#sorry i just had to get this out #i've had this fucking annoying anon in my inbox every goddamn day #crying about eagleone and yelling AEON CANON like they're trying to make me feel bad or smth #but i don't feel bad it's just annoying #it's really kind of worrying how obsessive they are #i don't understand why people insist on making themselves so miserable #if i upset you that much why do you check my blog on a daily basis? #why would you do that to yourself? #what does that get you? #i don't understand #i'm just tired of it man #it's so annoying

[angelhummel]

at any given point in time 80% of the glee tag is just "oh my god do you guys remember when *the same three crazy things no one shuts up about*" its so tiringgg like at least check the recent posts in the tag to make sure someone didnt make this exact post three days ago (and they did so we dont need yours uwu)

#glee #and 5% of posts are probably me bitching about this #but goddamn its like every day man #i cant go into the glee tag without #omg remember when marley got suspended for not wearing a bikini??? #remember the TWERKING EP??? #PUPPETS??? #like yes fuck i remember it all #stay out of my tag laksfjsdlkgdjslkgjdslkfjsd #i know i sound insane but

[corvigae]

talk about your favorite oc, if you have one

OH GOD OKAY GET READY

I have a couple favorites, like 3 immediately pop into my mind when I see "favorite OC," but at the end of the day my favorite of them all is definitely Cosmo Leonard.

This bitch.

She's quite literally one of my other characters (Nova)'s childhood imaginary friend based on her favorite doll who grew up with her, being invisible to anyone else but her, until Nova was able to find a way to make her a real live person some time around their mid-to-late teens. Now, Nova has ADHD, and because Cosmo was imagined by somebody with ADHD, she also has ADHD. And because she spent all of her formative years being invisible and never really experiencing any consequences to her actions and never being told no by an authority figure before in her life, Cosmo really, really doesn't know how to not indulge in her more impulsive thoughts, or have much of a filter when speaking to people because she doesn't have experience with speaking to anybody but Nova! So, as a result she has a very chaotic, impulsive, and sort of childish personality. She's here to have fun and experience things and live life to the fullest!! But that brings up some problems, because in her constant impulsiveness, she sometimes does things that end up hurting the people around her who she cares about, and since she's not used to consequences, it's hard for her to take that into consideration before she acts. And it's not that she doesn't care - she actually cares a LOT! It really really hurts her when she hurts others, and she wants to do better, it's just hard for her.

Addditionally, because Cosmo spent so long not being a "real person," just a concept or a literal plush doll, she sometimes experiences some dissociation and disconnect with the fact that she is in fact an actual person now, and if it gets exceptionally bad and distressing, she ocassionally reverts back to her doll form as a sort of rest period to just take a break from Existing for a bit. One of the biggest triggers of this is actually the aformentioned instances of accidentally upsetting and hurting people, because it can very easily lead to a thought spiral of "I did a bad thing," -> "I'm a bad person," -> "I'm bad at being a person," -> "People were better off when I wasn't a person," -> "I shouldn't be a person."

Despite this negativity and her ocassional mistakes, though, like I said she is genuinely a very kind, caring, fun-loving person who just wants to get the best out of life with the people she loves, and she is actively trying with those people to be better and more conscientious with her actions.

Bonus Fun Facts for if you've read this far:

She's in a band with Nova, where she usually plays either the lead guitar and/or sings, or plays drums when Nova or Matthew are singing.

Her hair is naturally purple with red highlights. Because imaginary friend logic.

She really likes cooking and BAKING especially. Her favorite thing to make is chocolate chip cookies.

She is dating Nova's little brother Ori and I'm obsessed with their relationship.

Here's her playlist which I've specifically curated to have a sort of flow between states of mania and depression bc she's also canonically bipolar.

#my ocs #oc stuff #cosmo leonard #i spent so goddamn long hyperfixated on my leonard family ocs man i thought abt this bitch every single day for like two years STRAIGHT #and i still frequently think abt her she lives in my brain rent free #how did one of my haha silly fun times ocs that came from one of my SIMS GAMES end up being one of my most dynamic and complex characters?? #that's where all the imaginary friend stuff comes from she was a fucking sims 3 sim. nova is an alien and her aunt is a vampire. #shit's WILD #personal grumblings

[bigothteddies]

forever thinking about the one smut story I read years ago that had incredible world building for this werewolf pack of men in a normal setting and detailed more about relationship dynamics and emotions than anything to do with sex

#unimportant thoughts #it wasnt what i was looking for at the time #but every time i think of it im like #damn. that was an incredible read. #this poor dude getting with his first girl since becoming a werewolf #having to talk to all his new packmates about how sex works now and how he was scared of hurting her #all his packbuddies explaining to him how it works and taking care of their new member #his pack leader being so fucking caring #like #goddamn #i wish i had friends like that! #i wish i had a big werewolf knotted cock too!!! #god I’m obsessed with his transformation story too #he was just playing pick up backetball with some random guys one day and one of them scratched him and drew blood #and all of the sudden everyone playing with him circled around him and got worried #and the pack leader was like ‘I’m so sorry man….you have no idea what this means for your life now’ #and them adopting him into their pack because its their fault hes one of them now <3 #SO FUCKING CUTE #god somone please turn me into a werewolf #i would die for some amazing platonic cis male friends and a fat knotted cock

[zenjestrr]

holy shit dude I just want to take a bath. I just want to take a fucking shower. but I can't because my senile grandfather can't hold it in anymore so I need to keep the bathroom clear for him and this viejo WON'T GO TO SLEEEEEP. GO TO SLEEEEP LET ME SHOWERRRRR HOLY SHIIIIIITT

#every time I think I'm in the clear he waddles to the bathroom and busts his diarrhea juice all over the floor I'm fucking over it #I can only shower when he's eating or at like 2 in the goddamn morning #and I was out all day so I wasn't physically home when he was eating #which means tonight is another 3am shower situation #I need to hear this man deep snore so I know it's safe

[bunnyb34r]

Yeah didn't get to do the new leggings OR the shit I threw in a box to deal with later (not like they sell on the table anyway)

But I did get my endcap reset and the new shit isn't a pain in the ass to recover and restock

The overnight girl was back so my area was recovered! Even the NikeShitë! Even though she did them... all wrong... like infuriatingly wrong...

But I didn't have time to deal with that shit anyway bc my endcap took all fucking day

And then I had to cram like 6 boxes under NewLady's table bc I have NO ROOM at all and I actually put shit behind shit unlike her who only puts one row of boxes so it LOOKS like shes full but shes not. Cram that shit bitch. Anyway she's gonna have to deal bc we have the same number of items just different VOLUMES of it like 30 items per section is normal, but say I get ~200 stock and she gets ~900 stock per item. She can put shit in the steel or under her FOUR GIANT TABLES I get one. Just one. So fuck you it's called working with other people and being a team. I didnt say shit all the times NetflixCoworker needed to put shit in my table space when I actually had room.

From what I've seen, the new leggings are kinda cute. The Sharter's stuff is like "cute strawberry and cherry outfit" (too cute), "pretty blue outfit", "UGLIEST FUCKING FLORAL YOUVE EVER SEEN outfit" like 😭 every goddamn time they throw one ugly floral like come on... no one wants these stop...

#marquilla #'oh im sure this will be trendy' and it's a pattern that hurts your eyes and would look god awful on anyone let alone a child #and i dont mean like it's so ugly i love it. i mean it's just trash heap leftover 60s hippie pattern but not like a groovy one i mean #grandmas couch in/from the 70s florals #every time! every goddamn time! it's almost always mustard yellow heavy too like jfc stop #work talk #i was gonna go to the movies for discount movie day but fuck im so tired man i don't have it in me #id LIKE to go especially since i have a coupon that would discount it even more but blegh im gonna shower

[eriophorumcallitrix]

ignore this post I’m venting my disappointment in the tags abt twitter LMFAOOO

#dude do you have any idea how fucking awful it feels to go on a social media site and have your favourite character just be constantly #shit on? like I’ve gotten attached in an autistic way to this fucker and now it’s legitimately made my mental health for the past few days #TANK. I used to go on twitter and see people be normal instead of being bombarded with hatred from every angle #and not to get me started on the fact that bad refuses to fucking say anything #like okay man! just let the hatred fester and let people who actually liked you turn on you because you made a stupid ass decision #it’s literally just a hostile fucking environment on one end and the other is in radio silence #im still so attached and I fucking hate it #I hate the motherfuckers on twitter and I hate bad being so goddamn silent #I hate the people defending him in places where he’s wrong and I hate the people who take every chance to twist his words #I love my mutuals who are sensible people #but I cannot fucking stand everything else #and sorry for being so upset when im shamed out of a special interest and what used to be a safe place for me #you motherfuckers have EVERYTHING. you have the numbers. the popular ships. you have people who will defend you #literally cannot have shit in this place #our fav is treated like shit and yours is praised to the high heavens #in and out of game he’s constantly fucking disrespected #can you even imagine how that feels to someone who gets so attached to a character and his dynamic that it influences their mental state #or is it just easier to play the Saint who is never wrong and will never be #I fucking hate what bad did and I’m disgusted that he’s still friends with that fucker #and I am still attached to his character and story #the shame is legitimately overwhelming #fuck it all. really and truly #and most of all fuck qsmptwt I cannot stand you motherfuckers #my mutuals and oomfs are obviously exempt from previous statement

[lynxalon]

ive set a monday alarm to go to the doctor because im so fucking depressed i cant imagine anything worthwhile about tomorrow so. wish me luck babes im gonna try really hard to go at all, for a referral to a new psyche+maybe therapist i desperately need meds

#every once in a while i think. what the fuck is wrong with me why cant i just. live like others do #and its like. ohhh ive been unmedicated for goin on 4 years now an that directly corresponds to how little ive been able to do in that time #unmedicated depression+anxiety + untreated agoraphobia is quite literally killing me #sorry to be so depressing on here but i just. dont want any of my friends to wonder where i am one day #im just trying to post stuff so i have to stick to going to the doctor #cause i wanna be okay n shit #no plans to go anywhere rn but im pretty passively suicidal #so ya im just. trying to be okay rn. really fucken hard #not a lot worth it rn. not very wanted around anyways. irl at least. sucks. #not to sound hopeless but ya im just tryin to have Some hope ig #ough. fuck man. its been a long time since ive been this bad off #it was comin and i knew it especially cold turkey off meds but. goddamn i really hoped i could get on meds b4 i got this bad #://////

[smol-tired-binch-blog]

He is like an angel to me <3

#akira nishikiyama #every time i see a gifset of this scene and it's THIS quick moment JUST before he slicks his hair back THIS to me is his pinnacle of beauty #look at my beautiful bloodstained koi. succumbing to the darkness but honestly he held out longer than i would so we gotta respect that #also Matsushige. my guy. my dude. why did you think talking shit to a guy JUST after his sister died was a good idea. ya shoulda run #but also thank fuck ya didnt cause i fucking hated ya and im glad pretty koi her fucking gutted ya. absolutely eviscerated. like goddamn #this rewired something in my brain lads #cw blood #almost forgot that bit lol. also the other day i posted this pic and caption in a Discord server im in #yknow with the intention of basically swooning over him because yeah im in love with him right. and one person responded to me #and props to her she was reacting like. properly i suppose? like 'oh it's so sad what happened to him #when it all came crashing down </3' but im here like 'yes the scene is VERY tragic and rips my heart out but thats NOT what im doing here #today lmaooo' i am happy to focus on the tragedy of his character and often do #but right NOW i am trying to sexualize a man covered in the blood of his enemy as his psyche shatters so like <3 #theres probably nicer pics of this bit but i dont have them on hand. i might start a 'pretty Nishiki pics' folder on my phone too

[wildelydawn]

Today was awful, but the cherry on top was when I got on the elevator with someone, and an older lady who was already inside said, "You young people! You should be using the stairs!"

And I, being the nonconfrontational person I am, just laughed it off and said, "Haha, I have a bum knee. So."

And then, this lady had the audacity to flex her own knee and said, "More of a reason to exercise it!"

So I looked her dead in the eye and said, "It's too late for that."

Of course, the elevator car got super fucking quiet after that because I the "younger person" look like an absolute cuntmuffin for being cold and unfriendly over a joke that an old lady said but honestly fuck you, my knee hurts literally all the fucking time especially when the weather is particularly fucked like keep your goddamn comments to yourself fuCK

ALSO MY KNEE DOESN'T HAVE TO HURT FOR ME TO USE THE ELEVATOR literally ANYONE can use this elevator, it's for public use, it holds more than one person fuck god fucking damn it

#personal #today was not it friends #fuck that lady #you think I haven't done every exercise in the mother fucking book??? #You think I didn't try physical therapy for hours and every fucking brace under the goddamn sun #If I could take the stairs on rainy or cold days I would #I literally take the stairs on all the other days because I know its important I keep working it #but man fuck off I'm allowed one day on the elevator #especially when I'm in pain

[lilypads17]

got a reallllllly specific, projection filled and entirely worldbuilding horseshitted danny phantom fic slowly in the works. included is danny using forearm crutches, sam taking up archery, plasmius getting his face bashed in by said forearm crutches at LEAST twice, pontificating about how chronic illness steals your life in a way death never could, and absolutely ZERO slander of my main bitches jack and maddie fenton my projection of my mommy issues goes ELSEWHERE!!!!

#i have like. several doccuments. none of them coherent. #the basic premise is like. danny's 16 now. running errands for clockwork and generally a little fucking pissed he's a goddamn errand boy #comes back to the whatever you want to call clockwork's fun little time space upside down and inside out funganza #somehow someway the man is absolutely GOOEY just a slop job of a ghost #in his desperation to save danny's life (or maybe his own arrogance at being right) he just kind of throws him through time #thus we have our set up of a time travel fix it!! #ah but!!!!! mr '2 years older and probably maybe the ghost king now' fenton's ectoplasm is way more potent so OOPSIE #his human body is utterly fucked #anyway i think vlad should be face to face with the consequences for his bullshit. that is half the point here #the other half is danny phantom being WAYYYY overpowered and scaring the fuck out of every other ghost around him while danny fenton's like #god i would love to walk up some stairs some day