#genuine Lovette is fun to write

[thetwstwildcard]

“ you know you love me. “  Copycat

Or

“ did you just come here to flirt with me ? “ 

Nanoya responding to Lovette

Copycat

"Bloody 'ell!!" Catherine hissed as she struggled with the controller, messily moving around before "Ugh!!" She slumped her shoulders, dropping the controller on her lap. "So that makes 9 wins for me and 1 win for you" Leroy chuckled as he turned to look at Catherine who huffed and turned away "Oh come on furball" he smiled, leaning closer to her "No fair...' She grumbled and it took all he could to not "awww" at his girlfriend as Leroy peered at the pouting cat "You did say you wanted to play against me" he gestured at the video game still on the screen "well yeah, but I didn't think you'd be so good at it!!" She finally turned to face him but squeaked at their closeness, her nose brushing his lightly. At the girl fumbling back Leroy couldn't help but burst out laughing.

"You okay there, kitty cat?" He managed to ask between laughs "It's not funny!!" Catherine tried to hiss but it sounded more like a kitten than a cat. Leroy laughed more, holding his stomach as Catherine pouted "S-stupid lizard!!!" She grumbled "Aww, you know you love me~" he teased leaning down to give her a quick peck on the lips followed by a wink. Catherine went bright red, reaching for a pillow before covering her face "I-I... I love you..." Her ears were against her head as she grumbled. Leroy smirked petting her.

"So, wanna rematch?" He teased "if you lose again you'll have to kiss me" he chuckled, confident as the girl groaned "You already know what will happen!!!" "So, that a yes?"

Nanoya x Lovette

"They told me you'd be here" A voice broke Nanoya out of his meditation. As he opened his eyes he saw magenta eyes peering out of the darkness "Lovette?" "Bingo~" the fox chuckled as she walked more into the moonlight "Really, I try to surprise you at your school and I'm tossed into a wild goose chase of trying to find you" she pouted, blowing a strand of hair out of her face. "You.. Wanted to see me?" He raised an eyebrow "But of course, I always want to see that handsome face of yours~" her tail wagged a bit at her words though Nanoya frowned.

"Did you come here just to flirt with me?" "Of course not, I'll have you know I'm being honest" she sat down near him before thinking "Use your unique magic on me if you wish, I am quite genuine about my feelings towards you." There was a faint blush on her cheeks as she looked away. Nanoya smiled a bit "You don't have to go that far, Lovette" he spoke her name softly "You don't have to say my name like that.. Hmph and you say I'm the bad one" contrary to her words her tail wagged slightly.

"To make it up to me.. You have to hold my hand..!" The usually flirty fox kept looking away but held her hand out. 'This is... New?' Nanoya thought before putting his hand on hers, the girl still at a distance "Y-you know... I would never do this for others.. B-but I know you're not comfortable with me being all over you. And if I'm honest... I much rather prefer this..." She squeezed his hand, a moment of genuine affection from the usual faker. "Thank you, Lovette" she peaked back at him "It's fine... You're special. I don't want to fake things around you."

#twst oc #twisted wonderland oc #oc #twstoc #twst #twisted wonderland #twst ocs #catherine shire #catherine #nanoya x lovette #lovette sieglinde #Lovette is a himedere after all #and Catherine as tsundere as ever #genuine Lovette is fun to write #not just fake flirty #oc ships #oc writings #oc writing

[elfboyeros]

The Lover's Messenger Again

In a world similar to our own, in 1888’s Paris, an Elfin letter writer, Angelus Lacroix, endows those he writers for a path to their soulmate. For an insurance that the letter’s he writes he sends his messenger, Mercury Lovette, to complete the cycle, from writer to sender.

Delivering these letter gives Mercury the opportunity to learn about the different types of love in the world, Eros, Pragma, Ludus, and even Mania. Being Angelus’ messenger allows them the chance to be a third-party observer to types of love that have never experienced before.

Mercury Cue Lovette

Pronouns: They/Them • Gender: Nonbinary • Age: 26 • Height: 5’0 Weight: 95 pounds • Species: Fae • Birthday: December 11th, 1860 • Star Sign: Sagittarius • Sexuality: Demisexual • Occupation: Letter Messenger • Religious Beliefs: None • Righthanded • Phobias: Ataxophobia, Tonitrophobia • Allergies: None • Extrovert

Traits:

Adaptable Admirable Adventurous Athletic Boyish Charismatic Charming Cute Delicate Empathetic Energetic Faithless Hardworking Imaginative Lovable Loyal Masculine Neat Neutral Optimistic Organized Perfectionist Pure Questioning Reserved Resourceful Shy Silly Soft Sweet Troublesome Warm Wishful Youthful

Gray/Brown-Coded Character

Type of Love: Philautia (self-love)

A past thief now a letter messenger Mercury is a warm fun-loving individual that has never experienced any type of love and wishes to learn what love is through the eyes of others while they work.

Notes:

Mercury has religious trauma and has PTSD

They often sleeps in Angelus's office

Enjoy walking around Paris

The only love they truly understand is self-love

Angelus Mor Lacroix

• Pronouns: He/Him • Gender: Genderfluid • Age: 105 • Height: 6’3• Weight: 200 pounds • Species: Elf • Birthday: February 14th, 1783• Star Sign: Aquarius • Sexuality: Omnisexual • Occupation: Mage/Letter writer • Religious Beliefs: None • Duel-Handed • Phobias: Algophobia, Belonephobia, Ophidiophobia • Allergies: None • Introvert

Traits:

Amoral Amusing Angry Bizarre Captivating Caring Cowardly Deep Delicate Demanding Dependent Disorganized Educated Escapist Fanciful Gentle Genuine Glamorous Gloomy Good-natured Humble Paranoid Passionate Protective Romantic Secretive Sensitive Sensual Serious Sexy Tense Vague

Red/Black-Coded Character

Type of Love: Pragma (enduring love)

Angelus is an archmage and past murderer, attempting to make up for the things he has done in the past by writing letters that help the people of Paris find their soulmate.

Notes:

He also has PTSD

He barely sleeps when he does sleep he can be found in his desk chair

He isn’t the neatest person

He has been abused in a past relationship

Alice Louise Blanc

• Pronouns: She/her• Gender: Cis-Female • Age: 110 • Height: 5’8 • Weight: 145 pounds • Species: Succubus • Birthday: July 14th, 1788 • Star Sign: Cancer • Sexuality: Bisexual • Occupation: Princess • Religious Beliefs: Catholic • Lefthanded • Phobias: Nyctophobia Obesophobia • Allergies: None • Extrovert

Traits:

Abrasive Abrupt Argumentative Attractive Authoritarian Blunt Brutal Captivating Careless Charismatic Dissolute Dissonant Distractible Disturbing Dogmatic Dominating Elegant Formal Insecure Insightful Insincere Insouciant Insulting Negativistic Neglectful Passionate Shallow

Purple/Green Coded Character

Type of Love: Mania (Obsessive Love)

A princess of the fictional island of Colcourt off the coast of Europe, Alice is true royalty! She often visits France to see if her ex-lover Angelus will finally stop playing letter writer and return home to be her.

Notes:

She is Angelus's abuser

She is trying to make up for her past mistakes but very slowly and not as hard as she should

She is loud

She is very jealous

Léo Arthur Theroux

• Pronouns: He/him • Gender: Trans Man • Age: 24 • Height: 5’5 • Weight: 130 pounds • Species: Fairy • Birthday April 29th, 1864• Star Sign: Taurus • Sexuality: Gay • Occupation: Actor • Religious Beliefs: Catholic • Lefthanded • Phobias: Atelophobia, Autophobia • Allergies: None • Extrovert

Traits:

Airy Alert Artful Cautious Challenging Charismatic Charming Creative Dramatic Dreamy Driving Emotional Empathetic Energetic Excitable Exciting Outspoken Overimaginative Protective Proud Ridiculous Sly Sociable Soft

Blue/Pink Coded Character

Type of love: Ludus (Playful Love)

Léo is an actor and is often found in the Théâtre Libre rehearsing for his next performance. He is Mercury’s best friend and believes them to be his Platonic soulmate.

Notes:

He’s a fun guy

He makes a lot of jokes

Has multiple lovers

Often sleeps in the theater

#the Lover's Messenger #writings #writing #story #original work #original story #original characters #oc #alice #mercury #angelus #léo

[wonderinwatchr]

Letter to my mom

Mom before we try to salvage a relationship ,

I need to share what has happened to me since you last saw me.

This my truth:

Starting from when we last talked , March 2015 when Dad and yourself believed I stole Dad’s stuff. Even though I told you two where to locate it. When you two found it, all was said was you guys found it. No apologies, just informing me that it was found and that I was no longer suspected.

That event shattered us…..

Felt my parents only saw me as an gay meth addict. Was tired of trying to keep a relationship with a family that never wanted to know what his son‘s life was about because they only saw it as a ‘choice’. When opening up about my feeling ,my experiences, my life and would make you all uncomfortable. My life was no longer something I could share with you all.

I cried and mourn the death of the family in order to move on. “I guess I am no longer a becton.”

The guys in NM time tried to help me through the pain and lost of family. The relationship took a turn for the worse and I left. Having nowhere to go I manage to get a room setup in a drug den Denver(August ’16). I struggled with depression , suicide and addiction for months. Was so feeling worthless and broken numbing out with meth.

One day, tweaked out decided to slice my wrist with a razor and knife. Knowing no one would miss a useless tweaker like me. As I bled out into a towel (so not to leave a big mess) I found my value.

“My life is my own”

Manage to get myself to ER and they took me to detox/ suicide watch. The only way to be release was to call my biological family. I did everything I could not to call you but the state of Colorado demanded it, so I did. I went back to using with a few drug centered relationships shortly after.

February 27 2017

Decided to be sober

April 10 2017

I had another mental breakdown after a fail attempt of getting a friend to be sober with me and ended up using after a three weeks of being “dry”. Broken, I cried for what seemed for all eternity. Curled up into a ball with my big stuffed bear ugly crying and rocking. A voice shouted in my head seeming to come from the darkness:

“Do it differently”

I found my spirituality...

My spirituality helped me become sober by giving me the strength to leave the drug den.

April 24 2017 I became homeless.

With the help of a friend I was able to get enrolled in to the VA homeless program. I was there for two months. During that time I was the happiest I have ever been. I learned so much about who I am and managed to gain a lot of healing from my time in the shelter.

I found myself in the shelter.

July 14 2017

My prayers are answered and I get a job and had a great place to live ( green valley ranch).

I was head of security for a gay bear bar that has now shut down. Working there managed to do some great work for my community. I disband one organizations for drugs and crippled another organization for promoting rape culture . I had a dream of unify Denver’s queer community. I was close too, till a poly-relationship derailed me from my plans.

June 2018 moved to SF

On the promise of love and family I dropped my perfect life for the poly relationship. Learned that “wanting a family” was a weak point for the ringleader of that poly relationship to exploit. I left that circus soon later.

I learned how to stand up for myself in a relationship.

My values were galvanized during that experience.

During that circus I called a relationship, I found him. The man of my dreams. When the circus relationship fell apart Bryce was there to help me. He saved me from ended my life. I felt like I had no one on the this earth till he came into my life.

Byrce and I are happy and continue to grow more in love everyday. He is supportive, loving, empathetic, compassionate, fun, and genuine and look forward to spending my life with him.

But those are highlights there is so much more but don’t want to make you more uncomfortable.

This was a struggle to write. Every time I want to reach out or respond I remember all the times you weren’t there for me in my adult life. Not for my rape, PTSD , trips to the hospital , Mental wards, relationships, break ups, and successes . And the times you were , you have hurt me in ways only a parent could.

My adult life has never been easy but it is mine. I don’t need someone to judge me or give me “life advice”. I learned I can’t open up or share with my bio family. I don’t want or need anything from you or dad.

I love you all and grateful for the good memories I have and for raising me. But what do you want from me ? Tyrone Lovette Becton is no longer who am ,wanting him back is like wanting a ghost.

My name is Samuel T Fenix and if you want know about me then all you have to do is ask. But if we are going to keep dancing around feelings and pretend everything is okay then I will just disappear.

[galaxygolfergirl]

Some of my new/old favorite things that I think you should take a look at

New favorite movies:

Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street (1982, with George Heard and Angela Lansbury) - It’s one of the most entertaining performances I’ve seen in a while, and despite what people say about Johnny Depp’s take on the character, I think I love George Heard’s portrayal a lot more. He just seems more sympathetic and has a certain aura of that of a mad genius- his dynamic with Angela Lansbury’s Mrs. Lovett is also pretty fun as well, as she seems to have a really quick and diabolical sense of humor, which is quite enjoyable. The music is also really catchy and well crafted around the dark subject matter of the play, and is lyrically masterful in some fun wordplay. This is quite a tragic comedy, helmed by quite a tragic comedian, Mr. Sweeney Todd.

Sabrina (1995, with Julia Ormond and Harrison Ford) - At first I didn’t like this movie- mainly because I didn’t pay too much attention to it, which made its flaws stand out a lot more. However the second time around I was able to appreciate the simple beauty the film was trying to portray; I really did believe Ormond’s Sabrina had transformed into a sophisticated young woman and that Ford’s Linus was genuinely a tired businessman falling in love with her. Yes there are some things I wish had panned out a lot differently (David’s excuse for hitting on Sabrina being basically, “Well she’s hot now, let’s get man-whoring!”), the film isn’t perfect, but with a delicately beautiful score crafted by none other than the man himself John Williams, and a postcard perfect setting with some award-winning actors and actresses, you just might fall in love with Sabrina as many others had before.

Phantom of the Opera (1925) - Boy do I love some aesthetic and some cheesy 1920′s melodrama! As you would expect from any film in the 1920′s, many loved to deal with the subject of romanticism, albeit heavily Victorian overtones, but married with it is the want of complexity and depth- such want or presentation being rampant throughout that type of literature and film- but being unable to present such depth. Basically, 

“I’m ugly but I hope that you can love me despite all that! I’ll treat you like a queen!” Said Erik.

“Gah! You’re ugly so that makes you evil! Byeeeeeeee!” Cried Christine.

And that’s about as deep as the waters of love and insanity got, but then again the imagery and ideas this film provokes is very satisfying- though I can’t say anything about the music since this is a silent film.

Alice Adams (1935) - It’s a little old favorite of mine; I saw it last year and it made me think of my own situation. It just proves that middle-class girls today had it rough even back then, and that’s practically one of the only reasons I like it- that and I think Katherine Hepburn gives a good performance. I’d say though that this film isn’t for everyone, as it was made in the 1930′s (you can draw your own conclusions there), but overall it’s a simple little film about trying to overcome financial adversity.

Guardians of the Galaxy 2 (2017): OKAY DON’T KILL ME. I did not like this movie that much the first time I saw it. I thought there were no stakes and everything seemed too nostalgic, bright and cheery, and not very deep in writing the plot and characters- the CGI backgrounds got on my nerves as well. HOWEVER, after watching Linday Ellis’s review of the film, presenting some things I hadn’t noticed before, I had second thoughts and evaluated what the movie actually was. Family is integral to the theme of the Guardians, and with family it can make a franchise last a lot more. I also found after my reconsideration, Guardians of the Galaxy 2 presents a lot more darker aspects of family and how to deal with them. With this in mind, I think I might give this film another watch to try and understand what I missed.

Link to her review of the film: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8VulkN5OLEM

New Favorite Songs:

Tatsuro Yamashita, “Love Talkin’ (Honey it’s You): Okay Tatsuro Yamashita YOU ARE A GENIUS. Oh my god I wish American radio let us hear more foreign music, this is so lovely to listen to! It makes me think of summertime, coffeecake, and lemonade- it’s just so sweet! :D

Saint Pepsi, “Skylar Spence” (Love talkin’s vaporwave counterpart): Saint Pepsi turned Yamashita’s summery feel-good song into a fun, catchy, dance-club/future disco/funk anthem, and I never grow tired of it. I always want to dance!

Tatsuro Yamashita, “Magic Ways”: It’s bouncy and lovely as usual, but also very romantic and sweet- it never gets old.

Fleetwood Mac, “Rhiannon”: Another good song to listen to when it’s raining outside (turn off the lights and let the natural light come in)

Electric Light Orchestra, “Don’t bring me down”: I think this should be the anthem of teachers everywhere- it really captures the rhythm of starting the day and makes me think of the little struggles we try to move past, everyday drudging on trying to not let life get you down. It’s catchy and bad-ass. 

La la land, “Someone in the crowd”: This makes you want to find a stage and dance all over it.

Coldplay, “Green Eyes”: Imaging sitting in a little restaurant and bar with your bf/gf- warm, casual, and chill.

The Struts, “Ballroom Blitz”: This is a perfect cover and it will spur to to dance and jump up and down your living room, playing air guitar.

New/Old Favorite Shows (on cable, I don’t have netflix):

Svengoolie: Saturdays at 8/7c on MeTV (1250), the Macabre and cheesy Svengoolie will introduce a classic horror movie and interject with some bad puns, a really nice way to spend your Saturday nights.

The Carol Burnett Show: Reruns air on MeTV (1250), her comedy is treasured and golden, there are several great old skits that are legend in the comedic world that really shine even to this day.

The Bold and the Beautiful: Airs on CBS (3), This soap opera has no other value other than to laugh at its absurdity and dream-like logic. It is the most vapid and shallow shit you’ve ever seen, but that just makes it even more enjoyable! It’s Greek mythology in LA, where everyone is stupid, lies their asses off to get what they want, has the most black-and-white and empty morals, and basically everyone including their grandfather can’t keep it in their pants.

Friends: Who doesn’t like Friends?

The Big Bang Theory: Debatable, but I like it anyways, it’s funny at times.

#try new things #my favorite things