#gonna go kms /j

[notloavern]

every time i exit out of tumblr, i am reminded that i have a bunch of projects and assignments due today.. i am reminded that it is 3 am and i sigh because i know full well that i won't be able to finish all of em in 3 hours...

#im going insane #im also gay #im so done #school is hell #school sucks ass #fuck school #gonna go kms /j #i need sleep #cant sleep #sleep deprivation #i just want to sleep #no sleep #im cryin #sobs and cries #sobbing

[theslimestar]

Im so sorry for all my mutuals that followed me for another interests and then got hit with my rc9gn brainrot....

#i still love saiki k and at and etc #but #the brainrot is real #the brainrot is terminal #im gonna die #give me content pls #recomend artist/writters in the rc9gn that arent inactive #ESPECIALLY writters #i have only see ONE rc9gn writter that is active #i am going to start sobbing and throwing up #im going to kms #/j #save me rc9gn save me #rc9gn

[justmwahstruly]

weee whiteboard doodles on @koifsssh board tehehehehe

when cant draw rainy but fren comes to rescue 🥲

(and how dearly I love butler rainy and maid molly…)

(DID NOT DRAW THAT ⬆️ clearly)

ooh spoopy 😦

side by side comparison??

i see no difference/j

it is ALWAYS super fun drawing with the koi, go follow them if you aren’t already

love you! (platonically)

#which is a sin/J- #wooooough tag time #rainy dewdrop #molly melancholy #welcome home actor au #welcome home oc #welcome home renaissance au #!? WHAT— #no probably not #i has a different idea in mind now nyeheheheheh #im gonna kms #AS IN KEEP MYSELF SAFE GUYS. #KEEP #MYSELF #SAFE #rember it #odelle orchid #welcome home mob au #anyways get in losers were going shopping/j #none of you guys are losers yall are super cool

[luvistqrzzz]

I dont wanna go to school tomorrow ughhh 😹😹😹

#🎤.rim is speaking #some stupid anchoring shit lawlsss #i literally stutter sometimes in front of large crowds how tf am i gonna- #not my pyschology teacher going like “you have a lot of confidence you'll be able to do this” #LIKE EXCUSE ME??? me and confidence🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 #kms fr fr #/j #❓.rants

[protoindoeuropean]

ppl who go on abt how it's oh so weird to see things described in the metric system are so annoying honestly.. It's bc you're not used to it! that's it! everywhere else it works just fine! "oh but you couldn't sing 'and i would walk 500 kilometers'" –yes bc it doesn't fit the structure of the song. we literally have a song called "1000 kilometrov" (which means, you guessed it, a 1000 kilometers) where that sounds completely normal

#im. not even gonna lose words for tjose that go on abt how 804.7 km doesnt have the same fair either bc that's beyond stupid #j

[house-in-the-backyard-trees]

i am unwell ☺️

#had some not nice thoughts today when i was gonna shave my legs so i had to not shave my legs or it wouldve ended badly #am i gonna tell my therapist that u havent self harmed? yes bc technically i havent. she doesnt ask me if i think about it she just asks #if ive done it #and that is how i justify not telling her #cause i really dont think i ever go like 2 weeks without at least thinking about it #but i don't do it #i thonk the last time i did it was probably a year ago? like i remember vividly the moment doing it but cant remember /when/ #anywho. didnt shave my legs so dodged a bullet. am i at every single inconvenience saying im gonna kms? like more than usual? #yeah! are we veering into concerning territory? yeah! am j gonna day anything? no! cause i don't like being a burden! #and sometimes i feel like i like feeling depressed! #now that i overshared im gonna go watch my comfort youtube and eat some yogurt and granola and go to bed cause i have work at 4 am 🤮 #tw self harm #tw suicidal thoughts

[firefly-sky]

can duolingo please shut the fuck up

#STOP WITH THE NOTIFICATIONS #it’s not even just that #i got this app when i was nine and my dumb ass used my SCHOOL ACCOUNT #so now i’m getting ‘TiMe FoR RuSsiAn #or Ti’e FoR fReNcH #stfu please #younger me was also learning hebrew fsr #so now i have to go through my spam notifications and delete all this shit #this is probably why the school deactivated my school account LMAO #gonna kms/j #tempest talks #duolingo #language learning app #also no offensive but i don’t give two shits that ‘penisking69 stole my first place spot in the bronze league” #im gonna cry #like the only reason i keep notifs on is so i don’t forget about the app #i genuinely wanna learn russian #snd maybe challenge myself with an actual hard language #(arabic/hebrew maybe) #actually started hebrew and it’s hard #but for now Russian is my priority because i got far #but this is over the top

[kallikrein]

not to be a bitch or smth but whenever ppl put y/ec (your eye color) or y/hc (your hair color) in their fics it distracts the hell out of me

#[ ☁️ ] — katie talks #y/n in particular #‘you like that y/n?’ #‘go out with me y/n?’ #in my head i read it as WAI EN #not as my name but WAI EN #gonna kms /j

[junebugzzz]

i don’t like quantum mechanics

#i don’t understand. how you can just. calculate the literal uncertainty. of a subatomic particle’s position and momentum. #like what the fuck was heisenberg on. that makes no fucking sense to me. what. #delta x delta v delta p …. i’m gonna delta kms #/j #ratta maro let’s go 🤓

[hongjoongpresent]

as a boy you should be allowed to kill yourself temporarily when you're on your period. get on this. why don't we have this function yet

#I'm GOING to kms im gonna do it this time /j #suicide joke

[levforfakes]

genuielnely i need someone to stpp me from taking a needle and stbbijg ny ears and various other places with it bc i need more peircings

#im going insane #im gonna kms #im gonna be so punk j watch me #says in the littlest kid voice ever

[gandreida]

This is the least depressed I have felt in years

#i think like maybe once every couple of weeks I’ll have an evening where I’m feeling down but I can still manage it pretty well #like it’s just sort of like ‘damn i hate feeling this way but im gonna do everything i can to make myself feel better’ #and then make myself some food and do things to occupy my mind #I am out here living life #living life is a skill you have to cultivate which SUCKS but once you figure it out… #I didn’t understand so many things growing up that I just Get now #going to the shops by yourself doing what you want #legitimately did not know what i wanted to do #did not know what i liked or disliked #i was indifferent to everything #i dont understand how to be indifferent to everything now but i remember what it was like #im happy. im healthy. i honestly dont want to die anymore. #Legitimately did not see myself making it to 28 years old like 6 months ago and here i am with a completely new outlook on life #i survived so many situations. i put myself thru so many scenarios just hoping it would take me away but i lived anyway and im happy 4 that #I met people that felt the same way I did and I fought tooth and nail to save them even if only for that night #i cared so deeply for complete strangers. I feel like maybe I was trying to save myself thru them #my determination to prevent others from doing the things id been doing because deep down i knew it was wrong #who do we have if not eachother? #‘hell is real’ has replaced ‘i wanna kms’ as the phrase i constantly repeat to myself. I cant stop saying it like i dont have a choice #when im with others tho j find myself saying ‘what a good day’ with the same amount of unintentional force #i say it with much more intent and consciousness when i am alone #because so many days are good day. 13/14 of days are good days im noticing #even the days where i feel down at the end are good days. My feeling sad/anxious/depressed doesnt mean i had a bad day. even if it feels bad #i love my friends so much #and i love meeting so many people #i love meeting new people all the time even if i dont remember them #i want to remember them because so many people are so nice and i love those connections #what a good day today was. what a damn good day. Everything is okay. #Special thank you to my roommates and to my former roommates for being my biggest supporters and for saving my life

[ace-with--a-mace]

nvm my period is coming up

#wtf i thought i was getting better why am i like this #everytime i get so insanely depressed i lm like and tben i get cramps and acne. #it makes sense but i hate it ion rven wanna push out babies why do i have to suffer #and then its like im depressed but still semi functional until my period is coming up and i regress snd relapse and it sucks #and i gotta deal w this bs until im 50 in menopause?? maybe ill give in to the thoughts and kms /j #l speaks #shut up l #ranting in the tags because i can #so now im depressed. i cant move. im constantly nauseus and hungry. but since my fam doesnt believe in mental illness they berate me #like yeah mom thank you so much! you yellint at me snd nitpicking every issue i have is so gonna make me feel better!! mom of the year!!! #omg dad ur so rigjt!! u pointing out evry problem on my body and makin me relive old trauma is sooo gonna make me trust u!! way to go bud!! #im sick of this I hate it i hate it i hate it

[mihuspo]

I'm only going to drink white monster

I'm only going to drink white monster

I'm only going to drink white monster

I'm only going to drink white monster

I'm only going to drink white monster

I'm only going to drink white monster

I'm only going to drink white monster

I'm only going to drink white monster

I'm only going to drink white monster

I'm only going to drink white monster

I'm only going to drink white monster

I'm only going to drink white monster

I'm only going to drink white monster

#anablog #ed #an4 #ana #tomorrow im not eating #im going to break the cycle #if i eat ill cut myself after a few months clean #ill let myself drink whatever j want #km gonna buy a monster #but j wont fuckinf eat

[normallen]

I'm gonna AKDHSKDHSJFHSBGTGRGRAKFHAKDGAKHDSK

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me going feral, LIVE!!

#im gonna go insane #im going to kms #/hj #/j actuslly #*actually #i wont do anything #im so peeved rn tho bro #i hate this school #lemme just become a little hermit in my little house and watch ranboo vods for the rest of my little life #i wanna be a snail #i wanna live my peaceful lil life as a lil snail #trauma #trauma is stupid

[remusmoonshinezine]

I want to upload all my edits to here but that is also a big fucking effort

#why does twitter have to be so shit #help #quick way to upload all 40 edits anyone #i make way to many edits #maybe i should slow down #i should have made tblr ages ago #fuck me this is gonna take forever #going to kms now goodbye/j