#had a normal one last night i see

[medi-bee]

Hai Medibee :]

Thats all. Hai :]

looks at oyu like this

#asks tag #HIII SPLYNTERT HEKLLO #had a normal one last night i see #glad to see you're just as feral as i remember #I MISS BEING ON HERE AND TALKING TO MY FRIENDS..... BUT IM GETTING BETTER I THINK...... #jinxing myself #was considered dead in 49 states but im alive now ? maybe #thank youuu for saying hi <3

[itspyon]

i think we as a tumblr society have progressed past the need. blows you guys kisses

#i have simply had enough after last night #some of you have gotten excessively parasocial not just towards me but towards other blogs you come to talk shit about #as if i am not friends or at the very least acquaintances with them #and it's obvious you're from twitter because then i see the same phrasing on a vague tweet #i try to be positive or at the very least constructive about the issues you guys bring to me #but there's a bit too much venting a bit too much infighting i just won't waste my time on #i really wanted to have a normal conversation about how me and that one anon felt about content #and some of you got SO weird SO quickly i was put off. especially waking up this morning to the disaster that was my inbox #it is on me for having encouraged that type of behaviour at some level #so i'm pulling the plug now. go back to twitter and keep vague posting there

[vettelcore]

people with outdoor cats be like: yes my cat came back home half dead, caught hiv, is full of parasites and sometimes has gone missing for weeks but i don't care bc at least the cat is free and not locked inside like selfish people do!!!

#i cannot fucking stress this enough PLEASE do not let your cats roam outside freely if you care about them #if they're used to going outside leash them!!!! #the amount of cats we get at the clinic who come almost dead/with horrible wounds bc they're allowed to be outside is insane #not to mention how many run over cats i see where i live #they could get attacked by other animals too #like its just not worth it #we had to put down a cat today after the owners found her almost dead with an INSANE infection bc she had ruptured her intestines #her hip was shattered too #looked like probably some asshole kicked her #and the owners were like oh we had just buried one of our other cats the other day after she got attacked by another animal #and im just standing there like ?????? and that's normal to you?????? #oh but at least the cats can climb trees though 🤪 #remember the dude i talked about a while ago who brought his cat in honestly the worst condition I've ever seen? #covered in poop vomit piss and fuck knows what else? #that had a colony of cats all infected with FelV bc he refuses to vax them? #yeah this woman was a family member btw #thank FUCK he didn't come today because that would've been a shitshow #all things considered at least this woman seems to be... not absolutely fucking insane? i guess? #but anyway she kept saying how it was sudden! and how the cat was perfectly fine last night! #oh my gOD that cat had maggots eating her from the inside that doesn't happen overnight #cats are tough and will hide a lot of pain but can't you just tell the truth??? #you either didn't care enough to bring this poor baby earlier or you just noticed now what had happened to her

[silenthillbunni]

🏥🦷

#damn my teeth on my left side reallyyyyy fkn hurt #last night it started hurting so bad i couldnt fall asleep #i took some regular over the counter pain pills nd they brought down the pain a bit #so it at least didnt hurt as bad as it did first #but now after sleeping a few hours it still hurts :// #idk what to do... bc i've googled but it is like impossible for me to know what this is. could be anything rlly #nd w physical health stuff im not as terrified bc i can just go to the ER. when i was there it only cost $15 lol #but dental care is so fkn expensive i dont even have that in my account #anyway. i could get an 'urgent appointment' which i get financial aid for... probably. thats the thing. it's not 100% certain #idk what i should do bc like i could wait it out nd see if it'll pass nd then wait on my appt the 6th may #or maybe i should call my dentists nd ask them what they think nd if they can give me an urgent appt.. #i hate calling tho. i know that sounds ridiculous esp when im dealing w pain but my avpd makes it so so hard for me. i'd almost rather not #if i was smart nd normal thats what i would do. just call them nd see what they decide for me. maybe i'll wait nd see nd call tmrw.... #nd idk abt the pain. like it rlly hurts but it isnt extreme i think.. but when i press one tooth it hurts a lot nd makes me worried it's #dying 💀 nd like u can actually die from teeth pain nd complications... nd infections nd stuff. it's scary af 😭 #idk if my tooth is dying nd i need to contact a dentist rn or if its smth that can wait for a bit #i mean if i had a job nd a salary i'd book an appt for tmrw nd get it checked but i have to discuss w myself bc i cant afford lol #ugh this is the reason im terrified of dental problems. the pain is awful nd theres nothing u can do if you're poor #my head keeps spinning idk what i should do abt this 😭 i csnt make up my mind. just want it to go away on its own but i know it wont #nd it hurts so that i can barely sleep or eat or concentrate. so i rlly dont know..... #oh if only things were easy

[daily-whistlepaw]

daily whistlepaw until ah becomes PoV day 1167

I think I finally understand how people feel when around a crush, can't say I enjoy it

#warrior cats #whistlepaw #windclan #medicine cat apprentice #this isn't my first crush lol but this one has had me feel the strongest of feelings (and might be my first genuine crush lol) #the fact I have been building up A Lot of stress for the entire week probably didn't help. #and the fact my stomach hurt is also probably at least partially to explain by the fact I barely ate last night #but MAN seeing my (latest) crush in such a pretty dress and then go on stage and play (a goddess!!!!!!! she's a goddess) #(I already bought tickets to go see the full thing; I will die but I will die happy (I hope)) #but yeah I struggled for a good 2 hours to fall asleep and also had stomach weirdness happening the next morning #man it was not fun #(and then she came to sit next to me during class and I had to play it cool (I was too deranged on sleep deprivation to really care about #being my typical brand of weird but I do sometimes feel like an idiot around her and feel guilty because then I fear that she finds me #annoying and will hate me and I will fail this again (losing a friendship over a crush once was not that fun lol) and Traumas don't help #either at all so uh I'm just trying to spend time with her I just always feel a bit worried that I'm annoying her and it's consuming my bra #I do also still feel a little guilty about having this crush; internalized homophobia/issues around sexuality are hard to shake off #and while it's very normal and stuff I never dare to go the entire way when my brain conjures fantasies that are a little too risqué #I just feel guilty man I know I shouldn't but still it fucking sucks in my brain #and god talking about this in therapy would be a mess #I might have to eventually but I don't wanna #anyways; wild vent in the tags aside; yay a whis!

[todayisafridaynight]

chewing these until i explode and die

#snap chats #sorry i cant describe things normally im sleepy but anyway #NO they made a tweet showing off all the funeral merch and theres some shit here i didnt see last time #the mine one's a part of. a postcard book ?? i think ?? #this the only one that ate from that ... to me anyway.... #i just really like how they chose a similar shot of him esp with how drastic the lighting differs and the camera angles #not even MENTIONING how the top scene is. from the orphanage bulldozing LMAOOOO #its art to me in ways i refuse to elaborate on ...... ok but the AOKI ONE THO LEMME GET INTO IT #what the fuck is an acrylic block i dont know but anyway .... theyre foul for the shots they chose <- screaming kicking my feet #it makes me want to make a proper gif set of aoki using those shots now .... and a mine set with Those Shots ... #im just sayin they def had a tumblr girlie on the team ... it just reminds me of gif sets on here ... im stealing their ideas idc #aoki's scene with his head held high at presumably the highest point of his life #to contrast how dreary masato's shot is. Shot Lol Get It on the worst night of his life with his dead drooped kmsing right now #AND WHEN THEY BOTH POINT THEIR GUNS AT THE CAMERA... SCREAMS ... #like the other merch didnt Give like these did ok ... is it my bias No Im Totally Objective.. i want these as gif sets .... #i was gonna put nishitani's here too since they ALMOST did something cool too #they had the top of his being when hes sittin in the grand with his arms spread out #and i THOUGHT the bottom one would be when he's Getting Lit Up and his arms were spread but no .. #its that scene but ... they didnt show off that part ... just him looking back at majima ... #love how they chose the most bbg still of aoki dying for the egg merch meanwhile mine's is just. Rage #they cant go with the same wet cat shot of him tho i get it ... they used it twice for merch fjerLKVAKVJE #anyways im typing way too much about these i gotta go BYE

[shshshshshowrunner]

[DM]

@electionfraudking

What if we did unrestrained summer fun part two but with more improv and also different set up and also metaphorical sip of cocaine cola. You. You know the. The ⬇️

#the Idea. the really early one. #weeeeelll um. okay so i know lex makes you uncomfy but he's offered to like. bring in an alternate timeline [name redacted] and also #set up a whole little thingy. #i promise like fully promise i am going to be normal about this. #its just like i had a dream about it last night. or. today i guess i was completely konked all day but #andddddddddddddddd. welllllllllll. #hes offered to make a fake little cyprus for us to run around in and kill him again. #im thinking we could have more fun with it? little breaking and entering? and i could show you cyrpus!!! #like we could have a Day and then when night fell we could break into my house and kill him. again!!! but #little differently. i think id wanna be more hands and you a bit more hands off #you could. like. idk. instruct me? im not the best with. i mean im sure you know things that would hurt more. things i don't know #this is so funny. date night!!! tortyre and murder #i think it could be fun! night on the town 🥰 show you where i came from 🥰 break into my villa 🥰 murder my husband 🥰 see the stars🥰

[impossible-rat-babies]

actually no yeah I’m still bothered by The Things but several Other Things Aren’t Helping

#socializing. bad #I had an alcohol beverage. not great #slept bad last night due to the heat. will sleep not great due to heat #I miss my cat and dog and partner and my box fan #me crying I miss my wife tails #I miss 14 #I’ve been unfocused due to sleepy #cannot get art done. anxious about parents seeing art stuff #the neurodivergencies are winning #oh it’s also 1am. so the night time mental illness is just. Lurking #the issue w my partner remains and I’m glad I sent them another message #because boy Howdy #it’s gonna be one night of Uncomfortable and then I’ll just. readjust back to normal by tomorrow or the next day #reset will hit in 14 and I’ll have Tasks to Accomplish in Video Game #i am going to clean my bathroom tomorrow or the next day. i will win the routine #I will Manage My Mental Health #I’m just gonna be a weepy disaster for a second #owen talks

[justareallyboredfangirl]

glad i put a whole 8 inches of bedding in the enclosure just for this little ding dong to completely clear out a cubby of bedding and then go to sleep

#bestie what are you doing #just my life #hamster #anyways this is Blackberry #i love her so much #she already takes treats from my hand and lets me pet her a little bit and i only got her yesterday #she loves her wheel so far. i dont remember seeing a wheel in her tank at the pet store -i got her at petsmart😞- #so i dont think shes ever really been able to run before #and she was with her sister from a litter the worker said one of their accidentally preganant hamsters had while there #theyd both been there for 5 months which is craaazyyyy to me considering they get them in at like 6 weeks old #i havent tried handling her tho aside from offering a baby puff and petting her a little bit once she woke up last night #shes super sweet though and didnt shy away or try to bite when i did #her food mixes i got from HamsterEatery on etsy #the syrian hamster seed mix and the veggie mix as well as the flower forage mix #the petsmart had all of their bowls filled with what looked like fresh veggies and some blueberries which is nice to see rather than pellets #but idk if she was getting any protein before #imma have her chonked up on mealworms and crickets #the bedding looks really dusty?? is that normal for paper bedding? i put it in the freezer for a couple days before to be on the safe side #but its dustier than i thought it’d be #i dont know how to go about undusting it before putting it in the enclosure

[theflyingfeeling]

still sick but alive, unfortunately 🤧

#last morning when i got up i wasn't at all sure i'd live to see the release of deadzone lol #since then i've been able to walk and stand up somewhat normally without wanting to cry and/or die #last night i slept more than the two previous nights combined. which still isn't that much but at least i did sleep #i did also wake up so completely drenched in my own sweat (from mild fever going down after i had taken a painkiller for a headache)- #-that i had to get up and dry myself with a towel 😂 #and there was a huge wet spot (of sweat) on my bed where i had lied 🙂 #i have lost three fourths of my vocal range so i can't e.g. laugh #(not that i've had a whole lot to giggle about these past few days 💀) #i'm bummed out i can't do preparations for my new job #i definitely should've started earlier but i would've had plenty of time this week had i not caught the cold at the stupid festival 🤧 #i did not plan this! besides i'm not gonna start working weeks ahead for a job i'm not even getting paid for yet #for the same reason no one can expect me to work while sick for a job i haven't gotten a single penny from #hell even if i WAS paid no one could expecte me to work while sick #so i shouldn't feel guilty for wanting to work on my fic instead of the course plans #which btw i already sort of have because my predecessors gave me practically ALL the material i might need #so all i reallly need to do is change the dates of the course plans and bob's your uncle #but i'd like to also study the material a bit before teaching it so that i'll at least seem like i know what i'm talking about 💀 #mom said on the phone that i've managed situations like this before so i will manage this too and she's right i guess but 😭😭😭 #but yeah i guess this is some sort of developement from last year when i had the 'rona- #-and felt awful about ordering food/groceries in because ''i don't want to be a bother'' 😂

[weidli]

oh so 1x22 really is exactly calculated to make me specifically go fucking feral huh

#im sorry i. jxkdkahyeiwiwkskshdhdjsj #i keep phrasing the start of a coherent post in my head and then getting sidetracked by absolutely fjcking losinf it over something else #jesus. jesus h christ on a motorized bicycle on main street. i was SPOILED for this i KNEW what had to happen and im still gojng BONKERS #what the FUCK #i need to watch like the last 20 minutes of this again right now what the fuuuucl #no actually what i need to do is go outsidr and run some fuckin laps or something but it is the middle of the night. woooargh #ugh. dean. crying wailing #the fact that. sam doesnt notice. he doesnt see anything wrong with john reassuring dean and telling him hes important. because he believes #what demon-john is saying is true. #but DEAN. knows damn well what his father thinks of him. #and then the demon confirms it. they don't need you like you need them. (dean in the motel breathes through sam shoving him up against the #wall says some days i feel like i can barely keep it together - you me dad it's all i've got - ) #DEAN ONCE AGAIN THROWING HIMSELF BETWEEN JOHN AND SAM. POSSESSED JOHN OR NORMAL JOHN DEAN KNOWS HOW THIS GOES . #okay if i were to change one (1) thing about this episode i would have the demon pin dean to the ceiling when he nearly kills him. REALLY #lean into the dean mary parallels of it all #GOD. so we agree that sam held off from shooting the second time not because dean going sam no appealed to sam's conscience or anything like #that #sam knew damn well he and john agreed on one thing and that's they'd both die to kill this thing #but sam couldn't do that to dean. because dean's only got the two of them and losing either of them would destroy him #(no. says sam. glances into the rearview mirror at dean blood on his mouth gaze unfocused. not everything.) #natural soup

[yohankang]

btw sorry for the influx of negative posts but this is. literally a life defining moment for me and i'm scared shitless so <3 i'll calm down in a week i just need to be dramatic first

#just burst into tears on my way home 🙃 #just had a realization that therapy really did help me and i am in a better place now. but at the same time #it's really fucking disheartening to realize that if something bad happened you wouldn't be getting any help from your parents. again! #because why would they learn from their mistakes lmao #lately they've been just. so mean to me for no fucking reason. and it's fine usually but not now #i'm like okay! i'm starting my life again! we'll see how it goes #and they're like btw if you fuck up this time you'll be the only one to blame :) also we won't help you because you're an adult :) #like i did not!!! fucking ask!!!! #i did ask for a bit of your support though and got yelled at in return!!! #sometimes i'm just. amazed. like holy shit you guys can be normal but sometimes you're cartoonishly mean. #like i asked my father if he could ask his friend if i could sleep at his place one night. and the response i got? #'until you've proved your worth to me i have no reason to help you' like HELLO. this is. wow #he says shit like that all the time unprompted #he acts like i'm a criminal or something lmao but what i did wrong was dropping out of uni. #after 2 years of fighting with officials about something i had no control over and getting fucked over again and again #like sorry i could not take it anymore! #i restored most of my self-confidence through therapy but this shit sometimes gets to you. yk #godddd i am getting so personal it's fucking embarrassing but i promise it's the last time <3 or i hope so lmao #i just have to survive this week. i will calm down after first 2 days of classes. #and if after that i'll decide i'm not ready yet? then i still have my job and enough time to try again #yeah i'm trying to convince myself at this point abjsvjscjs #k.txt #dl #btw this sounds way dramatic than it actually is so <3 don't you worry about me i'll be back to normal soon

[ukulelegodparent]

If you know me irl, please move along there is nothing to see here, this post does not exist.

#For real. shush. I don't want you to see this. This information is of no interest to you #go away there's nothing here. shush shush. be on your merry way #so hypothetically. #if you and your flatmate had gotten along better and better over the months they've lived in your flat #and spent more and more time together and had talked constantly and eventually spent almost every night watching a show together #and you caught feelings and confessed them to her and you spent all of one night and one morning in blissful happiness and then they said #that they couldn't do this for a variety of reasons all of which where perfectly fair #so after a few days of back and forth you decide to be just friends and things continue as normal #and then it's christmas and you don't see each other but it's fine I mean it's all gonna be normal again after (you cry every night) #and then you come back and they're kneedeep in depression so it's not back to normal but it's fine #and like you still spend time together etc and then you get very depressed and they help you and talk to you #and then they feel bad again and you start to be bad too but you were still talking #but suddenly like every time you talk they are just either mean or completely disinterested in anything you have to say #but for some reason they are perfectly able to have normal conversations with everyone else in the whole fucking world #and you try to talk to them about it but it doesn't change anything and honestly you've given up talking to them #because every time you talk to them it feels like they don't want you to be there having this conversation with you #and when you're alone you manage to convince yourself that it's just the social anxiety talking but then you go into the kitchen to eat #and they are there making food and you ask them what they're doing tonight and it's like your last straw #and their answers are like not even mean just super short and for two weeks you've just been hoping that maybe they'd just once #come back from uni and fucking ask you how your day was #and like you ate in the kitchen hoping maybe just maybe they'd start just fucking talk to you. just ask you anything. #and you almost cried like 3 times and then you went to your room to cry for real #and now you're considering disinviting them from your birthday party bc honestly being around them having a good time with #seemingly anyone but you is making you depressed as fuck and your anxiety go crazy #theoreticallly. if that were the case. what would you do? #(yes I know the adult thing would be to talk to them) #like they're probably just busy and stressed bc of exams but then why can they have a good time with every other person in the world #this has been the most important person in your life and the person to whom you talk to about absolutely everything for months now btw

[fulane-de-tal]

need all the non christians and my ally combatants in the war on christmas to come bitch and moan about christian hegemony with me. this is horrible.

#je parle #if one more goddamn person says happy holidays Only Today. if one more person who knows i’m a jew wishes me a merry christmas #i am traveling back in time and eating baby jesus #because this Blows it’s so frustrating #anyway have a normal non holiday day. have a completely mid day. #i hope your december 25th is so fucking boring and just like every other day of the week. i hope you get to sleep i. #i hope you get to sleep in or go to work or something and i hope it’s fucking normal. #i hope there is nothing special about it. #unless ur celebrating the last night of januka in which case i hope you have the most delicious scrumptious last night #i hope ur candles burn so prettily i hope you win at dreidel #i hope ur bimuelos and sufganiyot are the most succulent ever #i hope you sing the berachot woth meaning and love and i hope they sound just the way you want them to #i hope all the non christians have a delicious day #i hope no one wishes you a happy anything if you don’t want to be wished it #i hope you have a lovely relaxing day without any stress #i hope you go to sleep thinking about what a good delightful day you had. #i hope everything you eat tastes good and nourishes you #i hope everything you hear fills you with joy #i hope you see your friends soon i hope you lie in the sun a little #i hope you have a wonderful normal day #i love you #to nov specifically i hope you have a wonderful meaningful day and you feel everything you want and need to feel today