#jinxing myself

[medi-bee]

Hai Medibee :]

Thats all. Hai :]

looks at oyu like this

#asks tag #HIII SPLYNTERT HEKLLO #had a normal one last night i see #glad to see you're just as feral as i remember #I MISS BEING ON HERE AND TALKING TO MY FRIENDS..... BUT IM GETTING BETTER I THINK...... #jinxing myself #was considered dead in 49 states but im alive now ? maybe #thank youuu for saying hi <3

[ive-tumbled-down-a-rabbit-hole]

Just to jinx myself; I suspect my writing brick wall might finally decided to break a little as found a) I wrote today for the first time in over two months b) it was on a WIP I really really want to finish and have had the final part half written for over a year... So maybe words are starting to behave 😬🤣.

* I've totally jinxed myself I know it *

#fic writing #writing problems #writing block #jinxing myself

[locallysunny]

Jerk Trait

#cult of the lamb #cotl lamb #cotl narinder #the one who waits #narilamb #I jinxed myself and committed with a ring

[saltedpineapple]

i wasted my time on this dsfjk,bsgakjgkjfgajk

end me

and of course i have to balance it out with fluff

i wanna squeeze lil mk

#love how i said i wanted to draw red son and never did #lego monkie kid #lego monkey kid fanart #mk lego monkie kid #lmk macaque #monkie kid macaque #lmk tang #lmk pigsy #lmk wukong #lmk sun wukong #i just found out pigsy and tangs ship name and im losing my mind- #shadowpeach #lmk freenoodles #i kinda like bullying wukong but i love him #trust me- #i have a love hate relationship with him and azure #lmk sketches #i wanna say i want to draw something but ill only jinx myself #also this was inspired by that spidey comics #i just thought itd be fun to draw that as this #did not put much effort tho

[koideres]

concepts for a future drawing

#i dont wanna say it bc i fear i will jinx myself but #hopefully itll be done on time #koidoodles #kaeya #childe #genshin impact #character design #redesign

[koinotame]

quick apology fic to xiao for missing his bday </3 which doubles as a character study of xiao and an exploration of how you as the player interact with the self aware characters in self aware au

it’s been a couple of weeks since you last used him.

or has it only been several days? whether it’s days or years, it all feels like the blink of an eye to him. the flow of time is somewhat of a nebulous concept for someone like him, especially since you first appeared.

it doesn’t matter. however long you take to come back, xiao will wait dutifully for you.

he spends most of his time when you’re not making use of him subjugating threats around liyue and fighting off any unwanted foes. perhaps you’ll come back faster if the area is freer of enemies. you’re kind, after all. you seem much happier when it’s peaceful.

lately, when there’s no demons for him to quell, he’s found himself returning to the same spot on wangshu inn’s upper balcony. it’s the spot you always drop him off at before disappearing. it’s not the place at the top of the inn’s roof he’d pick on his own, though you do sometimes take him up there as well.

you’re not actually there, but if he closes his eyes it almost feels like you are.

his birthday was a couple days ago. as usual, the traveller had suggested he write you a letter. as usual, he wasn’t sure what he could possibly convey to you that you would be happy to receive.

the traveller insisted anything from him would make you happy, but xiao doubts that.

it’s easier when you’re here. it’s easier when you’re here and he can submit himself entirely to you and doesn’t have to think for himself.

he’s been dreaming more lately, particularly of you. he doesn’t know what you look like, and after he wakes up he can never quite remember what you looked like in his dreams.

waking up after dreaming of you is always hard for xiao. it’s shameful how badly he wants to go back to dreaming of doing such mundane things with you, and it’s disgraceful how long it takes him to pick himself back up afterwards.

he wonders if you’d like doing dull things like that with someone like him.

he wonders if he deserves that.

probably not.

he left the letter at the railing of that same—your—spot, along with a serving of his almond tofu (he might not like dreaming, but he hopes your dreams are as sweet as his have been lately), some dream solvent (the traveller had mentioned you seemed to want more) and a small bundle of qixing (you frequently go out of your way to collect it).

you never touch it.

…after a couple days, he decided to move the offering to his room. it stays there, on his windowsill where the sun touches it in a way that reminds him of your warmth, untouched.

it doesn’t matter, he tells himself. he’ll wait for you for as long as you want. even if another thousand years pass before you appear again, he’ll continue his duty and wait.

and then he blinks and suddenly finds himself in front of the adventurer’s guild in the court of fontaine.

another blink and he’s back at wangshu inn, this time heading towards the kitchen. the familiar aura of your possession fills him with a warmth he doesn’t think exists outside of you. he zones out for what feels no longer than a couple seconds, and suddenly there’s thirty servings of almond tofu in front of him.

your mood drops.

dissatisfaction seeps through you and into him. something deep in his gut squirms.

you set a large amount of sweet flowers to boil, then seem to fuss with something he can’t quite see or grasp. smiley yanxiao gives him a curious look, but doesn’t (cannot) comment any further.

in another couple of seconds—your teleportation hardly fazed him when you first started using him, let alone now when he’s so used to your presence—he’s in front of the liyuean general goods store. you buy up the entire stock of milk, and only milk.

your mood hasn’t improved. if anything, you seem even more downcast.

the milk dissipates as soon as it’s been bought, safely held in your near infinite storage.

he’s behind mondstadt’s hotel next, jumping down the railing and towards the local general goods store. again, you buy up all the milk. next you head for the good hunter (is that what it’s called? he thinks that’s what the traveller called it some time ago) and purchase as much of their sugar as you can.

tendrils of something truly unpleasant move upwards and wrap around his neck.

he finds himself in wangshu inn’s kitchen again. barely any of the sweet flowers have been processed, but you take the two packs of sugar anyway. you put him to work immediately.

usually, he finds the process of cooking much to tedious and drawn out. with you, he doesn’t mind.

you seem a bit more satisfied this time, and xiao finds himself ashamed of having made a few more of his specialty dish instead of only regular almond tofu like you’d wanted him to.

while you seem a bit happier now, he still finds himself in front of inazuma’s goods store. again, you buy all the milk. you talk to the restaurant owner up the stairs afterwards. some confusion creeps into him through you, but it doesn’t last long.

he’s in sumeru next. more milk makes its way into your inventory, and you visit the local tavern for good measure, though this time you don’t buy anything at all.

exiting the building, you seem to notice there’s a stove just outside of it and walk over in excitement… and straight into the clay oven.

a sharp pang of panic shoots through him and he jerks backwards. it takes him a second to realise it’s your panic.

immediately, you pull the astrologer from mondstadt out and have her set down her little hydro puppet. you then walk him through it, which does absolutely nothing except soak his clothes.

your panic doesn’t subside.

i’m sorry.

he blinks and finds himself in front of dihua marsh’s statue of the seven, the fire and the tinge it brought with it disappearing in seconds.

it’s rare to be able to make out what you’re actually saying as opposed to just feeling your vague emotions and intentions. are you that worried about him not performing up to standard with this little damage?

he’s yours to use. a little singe like that would never hold him back.

you don’t bother with fontaine.

something like shame curls up his body and makes a home near his ears.

soon after, he’s back at the inn’s kitchen again. yanxiao doesn’t even look in his direction this time as he gets back to work under your guidance, making even more almond tofu. he makes sure to take greater care to avoid displeasing you again.

your mood doesn’t pick up this time, but you seem to have calmed down a little. he’s not sure why (or what use you could possibly have for so much almond tofu), but it’s a small comfort.

part of him wishes he could be there with you properly to comfort you, but he knows better.

he might be your formidable weapon, but that’s all he is. he has no false illusions about his role or purpose to you, no matter how much he wishes he could be the one you turn to for comfort. he isn’t suited to something so delicate. he’s accepted that a long time ago.

your dejection doesn’t retract, even as you move him around a bit more.

then you sit him down at a table at the inn’s terrace and pull out a plate of his specialty.

your presence lingers for a bit, envelops him like a gentle dream, then falls through the cracks of his existence and disappears.

happy birthday, xiao.

he wonders if he deserves this much effort from you for something as inconsequential as his birthday.

probably not.

he hopes he’ll dream of this next.

#yandere #yandere x reader #x reader #genshin impact #yandere genshin impact #self aware au #self aware genshin #sagau #xiao #'character study' i say and then worry this is perhaps too ooc #i mean. ultimately. self aware and/or yan characters are going to be a bit ooc. but like within the realm of that #this isn't super yandere but you know. tags there just in case #writing the base of this took like an hour max. editing it took me like three lol #i do think i'm actually fairly happy with the end result though for once so yay #<- jinxing myself here

[screwpinecaprice]

Thursday: Movie Night

Okay, that jumpscare got 'em. (Don't worry, he didn't crush her hand.)

Personal connverse week for an anonymous Ko-fi tipper! Prompts, details, and polaroid border effect also by anon.

#connverse #Connie Maheswaran #Steven Quartz Universe #SU #my shiz #Ko-fi #Ko-fi request #anon #Man I really wanna watch Talk To Me but I can't. 😭 (Whining in case I jinx myself and actually can watch it sooner.) #I'm gonna have to be able to sleep at least 8 hours first to keep my thoughts from separating my head while watching it.

[infamous-if]

have a date set for the release 🥳

#ramblings #mini #update #i don’t want to say it yet #and jinx myself lol

[peterfankoffski]

Trans flag color picked from “my titties are tenderized”

#team starkid #starkid #hatchetfield #hatchetverse #NPMD #nerdy prudes must die #peter spankoffski #pete spankoffski #steph lauter #stephanie lauter #Lautski #trans #I really hope Mariah never sees this #or any Starkid tbh #by saying that I’ve probably jinxed myself

[peachesofteal]

You’re writing a book??? 😶👀

Yes! (gulps) It's a M/M/F (eventual throuple) fantasy novel. Inspired by this, with reimagined, rewritten pieces of the original parts from this (mostly from this)

I don't talk about it too much because I have (a lot) some anxiety about associating it with the fanfic I write (out of fear in regard to copyright law and protection of IP) but I am trying to get over that in 2024. The writing world is evolving, and SenLinYu is getting published as her fanfic alias, okay?

#peach writes a book #peaches asks #I am fighting the urge to delete this #it feels like jinxing myself whenever I talk about it #but that's just my brain and it's not real #or so I tell myself

[pivsketch]

picked up stardew valley again, i havent played it since 2018(!) so theres a lot of new stuff to experience. heres some shanes i was fiddling with while taking a break from working on something else. id like to say thanks to my friend synth for valuable input during this process

and just because i happen to have a work-in-progress screencap on hand, heres what this looked like three hours previous lol:

#yes... i know i draw shane and calhoun almost exactly the same... what can i say. the heart wants what the heart wants #stardew valley #stardew shane #pixel art #i didnt intend to make this look like im making a portrait mod (because im not) but man. it really does look like i should be huh lmao #no instead im doing something extremely more ambitious (picking up my fucking stardew overworld sprite overhaul project again) #i dont know how to post my progress on that without jinxing myself and/or getting everyone's hopes up... #but i only ever posted about it on some dead blog of mine 6-8 years ago & it still looks good. would be a shame to leave it at that

[knytta]

 ۪ ♡   𓈀 🥛oh, what to be done with him? 🪞🪽 ⠀𝆬⠀ ᱙ 

#ׂ 𖹭 i ask myself what to be said of him ? 𑄽୧ ׁ 𝅼 ᅠིྀᅠᅠ💫🪽 #messy layouts #Edgy layouts #soft layouts #random layouts #coquettecore layouts #dollete layouts #jinx layouts #heesung jinx layouts #heesung jinx icons #softcore layouts #symbols #messy headers #edgy headers #dolletecore headers #soft headers #random headers #twittter layouts #twitter headers #coquettecore headers #dont repost #knytta <3

[lestappenforever]

Okay, but hear me out:

We've seen three Lestappen podiums so far in the 2023 season; in Azerbaijan, Austria, and Belgium, all of which have been sprint weekends.

You know what Qatar is in a couple of weeks? A sprint weekend.

Loading Lestappen podium #4...

#Lestappen #Charles Leclerc #Max Verstappen #Qatar Grand Prix 2023 #Qatar GP 2023 #If this post ends up jinxing it I will throw myself off a fucking cliff

[wispscribbles]

When I finish my ghoap Christmas oneshot that I started way back in start December, and have been struggling with since, then it’s over for you fools 🎅

#maybe it will be done by next Christmas lol #god no I’m scared of jinxing it #it’s not even THAT long I’ve just constantly had to step away from it and start over #and I don’t even think it’s good 😭 but I want it done #and there are bits I like that I want to share so I need to finish this bitch #y’all better be ready to find some leftover Christmas cheer when I post it #we will pretend that it isn’t several months late 😀 #they kill Santa and it’s funny and I don’t want to leave that forever in my wips #correction: they kill someone dressed as Santa but they take it very seriously #it has very much the same vibe as ‘Clue’ did and ppl enjoyed that one a lot #so I hope I’m just overly critical of myself and that this fic is actually alright #how did I write clue in one night????? where did that superpower go???? #might share some snippets at some point idk #wispy update

[eryiel]

she deserves to join the deep space planet future gun action

#trigun stampede #arcane #jinx arcane #nicholas d. wolfwood #were gonna have to kill this guy #trigun #my art #stopped myself mid render cause it felt like enough so please ignore the hands #first post of 2024 lets go

[spicypepperjack]

Me when a longfic that I've been following finally ends:

#fanfiction #shitpost #ghostflower #timebomb #my boy savior ended and i don't know what to do with myself #shipping #ao3 fanfic #gwiles #jinx x ekko #ekko x jinx #my boy savior