#he's just really cute and i am human!

[futureman]

:)

but also ??

#he can do it all 🥰 #okay but i literally have no idea what movie this is from #is this the pablo escobar one?? #josh hutcherson #jhutch #he's just really cute and i am human!

[sysig]

Some highlights from a tense but still very Winterkov-y scene (Patreon)

#Doodles #Adventure Time #Fionna and Cake #Simon Petrikov #Winter King #Winterkov #The first five are all in sequence and then from there it's a bit sporadic #I dunno if this is one I'm gonna finish by they did both turn out very cute so I wanted to show some of them off lol #It's mostly a headcanon comic about how they differ in attractions (basically how much influence the Crown has on Winter) #I initially compared Winter to a slightly more chill Bill Cipher - a non-human entity inhabiting a human body #Probably tempered by how much Simon is still left over - not a lot but even a little does make a difference! #In that there's a lot of things the Crown might get out of a human body while still experiencing an entirely alien interpretation of stimuli #It's all just a lot of character analysis headcanon stuff lol - the Winterkov is still the main focus! Here anyway lol #I am very endeared at the idea posited by some fanfic writers that inviting Simon to the lab was just a pretense lol #He /did/ have to get out of his clothes before getting into new ones lol #They really do both have such lovely designs ah <3 They're fun to draw! #This was a lot of settling into them - I love the little floof-lifts that Winter has from Simon #His hair is long but it's still not completely able to weigh itself down from his voluminous bob! Very cute #The nose ears and shape of Winter's glasses really set him apart but their similarities are so fun #And while it's not featured here Simon's shy little smiles vs. Winter's big and loud expressions! Their contrasting features are so neat! #Very enjoyable character design

[welcometogrouchland]

I also think it's nice that they made Camilla a sci-fi nerd and Luz a fantasy nerd. They're genres that are often seen as completely opposing one another by many people, which is what we're led to believe about Luz and Camilla in season 1. Luz is silly, nerdy, frequently in over her head and irresponsible and loves the boiling isles. We're led to believe that Camilla is the normal, conventional TV mother who'd be disgusted and terrified by the demon realm if she saw it.

Then yesterday's lie gives us a lot of nuance to this, and we realize that while they're still very different and now on opposite sides of a conflict, both mother and daughter are incredibly kind people (seen in their treatment of Vee) who love each other but struggle to make the right choices without hurting one another.

Then thanks to them drops all this Camilla characterization and we realize! She was a nerd too this whole time! The wedge between Camilla and Luz is motivated by past traumas and grief! and for the future has them switching sides on the central conflict of where Luz should stay (Camilla now wanting Luz in the demon realm because it's what's best for her, and Luz believing that staying in the human realm is what's best for the people she loves). They finally talk and realize that, like Willow pointed out earlier in the ep, the two are so alike. Camilla reveals that she's a secret nerd too! That she had a hard time growing up and accidentally hurt Luz trying to save her from the same fait! It's so important to me that Camilla keeps calling Luz a good witch. It's affirming her interests and goals, reminding her that she's just as good as the hero of her favorite story. And Luz finally only realizes that she wants to be understood...when she's finally able to understand her mom. When she realizes that the woman she loves and admires is just as much of a nerdy screw-up as her and that there's hope for her. Her palismen ends being multiple animals at once, showing both how Luz making unconventional choices (like carving an egg) keeps paying off for her and how her potential is limitless now that she finally knows and accepts her own goals, but to me it also reminds of the fact that Camilla is a vet and passed a love of all the weird and unliked animals (like wolves, possums, snakes, etc) to her.

It's just so so sweet and it really shows how much love and thought the crew put into this mother daughter storyline (FTF haters are not welcome on this page, respectfully). I can't wait to see how both of these misunderstood but healing women (who radiate "little/big sister" and "mom" energy respectively) are gonna interact with a) the lonely, easily manipulated and well intentioned but ignorant collector (a mix of both their interests as a magic being with a space motif! I just realized that lol) and b) the nasty puritan white man who's really obsessed with conforming to society's norms even when it literally doesn't benefit him at all.

Anyway, I believe in noceda( AND clawthorne 👀) family supremacy 💙

#the owl house #toh #toh spoilers #luz noceda #camilla noceda #this isn't proofread so if there's words missing or misspellings or somethings unclear feel free to mention #but this is just a messy thought dump #I have a ROUGH WEEK. I wish there was a more positive vibe in the fandom rn (although i kinda get it but also :( sad) #but there isn't one i will create it #tentatively I don't have a responsibility to do that I just wanna talk about things i noticed and like #i am going to post reqs just u wait. bitch! #also uhhhh other things i thought while making this post but couldn't include: #hunter and gus being fantasy trekkies is really funny and cute but also fits really well with both of their characters #gus has always been in love with the human realm and this is the ultimate neat little bow on that. #he's dressed as a character he relates to (captain avery trying to get back home to the family he loves) and his interest is uniquely human #bc sci-fi is kinda uniquely rooted in/associated w/ the human realm in toh. even in something like Belos' steampunk tech #SPEAKING OF. hunter oh my GODDD #he gets so attached to the human realm in TTT bc he's finally somewhere safe (he's always been entrenched in the most- #-toxic parts of the demon realm and it's culture which is ironically propelled forward by one humans influence) #and it's like a part of him is reclaiming his weird split heritage. he loves magic and he loves sci-fi and he's silly abt both #he's not a witch or a human and he's happy. or at least he will be #anyway. i love this shows relationship to fiction it is sweet and comforting and funny

[baker-chan-senpai]

dog wawa sprinkled with some angst

#mp100 #mob psycho #mob psycho 100 #serizawa katsuya #reigen arataka #suzuki touichirou #i am obsessed with dog wawa help #human wawa is already too cute for my heart but dog wawa??? he is set out to kill me from a heart attack #serirei #kinda? idk he's a dog i don't wanna make it weird #i'm not a furry i have literally no idea how to draw animals #i just spent a really long time looking at dog pics and crying while drawing this #art

[rainyraisin]

@cupcakeslushie 's Sep!au is super cool!!! And I literally adore Three with all my soul he is so freaking amazing!!! So what did I do?

Comic.

(Words underneath each panel, I gen forgot my handwriting is awful, apologies!)

"Donnie, you have to stop hanging out with the purple dragons."

"Why? We're frien-"

"No, you're not! They're using you!"

"What would they have to use?! Come on, April!"

"You're searching for something that isn't even there just to get mad at me!"

"No, *you* come on!"

"I care about you, Dee. I don't want to see you get hurt."

"No, you only pretend to care cause one tries to!"

"Look, I get it. You hate me, and... I hate you too. We don't have to be anything more than that."

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I had to cut it down a bit to make sure it was only ten panels but I hope you still like it!!! I tried to keep it as true to the characters as possible. I really wanted to include Three's hallucinations in there somewhere but with the limited amount of panels I didn't get the chance. I hope to draw something related to that in the future!

I dont remember if this has been stated or if this was a hc but I honestly feel like even though Three is grateful to be apart of a family, given his faint memories of Draxum actually giving a crap about him prior to being affected with emperium, he'd be afraid that they don't actually care and they're going to rip it all away from him. Also I remember it being said that Three kinda tests the boundaries of their patience to see if that's going to happen? So that plus the purple dragons ask kinda culminated in this! Along with the idea that part of the reason Donnie doesn't get along with April is because since she argues back, she must hate him, so if she hates him then why shouldn't he hate her back? He doesn't see that she's trying to have a (platonic) relationship with him. Also I feel like he totally distances himself from her so what happened to Tim doesn't happen to her cause he knows his brothers care about her and they're already doing enough for him, he can't be even more of a burden to them. (This is all hcs ofc!!)

Also completely unrelated but hc that Three had paint all over his hand and touched the back of his mask but didn't realise and had that stain on there for months until somebody pointed it out to him-

#i am the no.1 Three fan fr/lh #i love this boy sm he is so fun to draw he is so fun to read about he is so fun to look at i just A H!! #Three/pos #three my platonic love #just gonna casually hyperfixate on three if thats okay with yall #also april #shes really hard to draw but i keep drawing her for some reason lmao #this post is basically just hcs and me being way too hyped for the purple dragons to appear #whenever i see three angst im just like YOOOOOO THIS MAKES ME SO SAD BUT I LOVE IT!!!! #three angst/pos #rottmnt #rottmnt sep au #rottmnt separated au #seperated au #rottmnt donatello #rottmnt april o'neil #i both love and hate donnie and april having a strained relationship #cause angst!!! but also noooooo their dynamic is so cute they are *the* besties/siblings :( #i cant wait to see their first meeting #three's view on humans after the stuff with Tim interests me sm!!! #this has exactly 250 layers and i love that sm #i spent 9 and a half hours on this and gen cant think of a better way i could've spent that time #me when the sep!au fr!!!!!

[kybercrystalhealing]

wolf vs cat, you know,

#look “witcher Bad Batch” is not an especially innovative concept but it IS something i feel qualified to handle. #archers do not look at that draw i am SO sorry. #anyway i figure witcher hunter has enough trouble making eye contact with humans without the face tat. #he can have a cute lil shoulder skull and a quen chestpiece instead #hunter is oiling his sword thanks for asking. Care for Your Sword Soldier! etc #(hunter's got a variation on the wolven steel in hand and crosshair's carrying teigr.) #look i've draw enough cat school gear at this point that i can just sort of riff #sketchy sketchy #''finish something!!'' no #sometimes i really truly have no idea what blog to put stuff on. #sw tbb #bad batch #tbb hunter #tbb crosshair

[winepresswrath]

I do gotta say tho, even tho I’m mad at aziraphale because he’s being a terrible boyfriend like what you said about the “I forgive you like” because WHAT. But also I really like the way the show really demonstrates the underlying cruelty of heaven and it’s angels. Really shows the hypocrisy of a group of beings who are supposed to do good, especially aziraphale who really buys into the heaven propaganda, who hurts people, particularly the person who means the most to him. Because like you said he fully just takes advantage of that devotion Crowley has for him. Insane, this shwo makes me INSANE

I missed this anon and yeah! The angels were one of my favourite parts of the season, and I think the strongest element aside from Neil Gaiman deciding he's just a simple man who wants to put his otp in situations. They are deeply awful and I kind of love them. They are the exact kind of moralizing hypocrites who are callous and cruel precisely because they think being on team good means everything they do is justified and it's actually impossible for them to be in the wrong (they're angels! is it even possible for them to do the wrong thing?).

but!! To me, they also seem like they're basically kids? Obviously they're not literally children, but there is this very consistent reoccurring joke about how childish/sheltered/immature they are. Muriel is the most obvious example, but the archangels come off like bratty twelve year olds to her sweet little kid.

Gabriel is basically teenager in love flipping off his family as he runs away with his backstreet guy. Uriel is constantly picking at Michael, Michael is playing at being in charge like it's a game, and it's ridiculously easy for both Aziraphale and Crowely to trick them obvious half assed lies. They're not allowed to ask questions! The Metatron treats them like badly behaved kids out past their curfew. At any point an old man with a beard may pop up to scold them and send them home, and they're all scared of doing something wrong by his standards and getting in trouble with this guy who is pointedly not God but who lines up exactly with the pop-culture idea of god the father, and who offers Aziraphale, among other things, a respite from the hard work of figuring out what the right thing to do is for himself. It's fine! You don't have to question the belief system you were born into or make a painful break with everything you've ever known! Aziraphale has had six thousand years on earth to grow up, but the other angels have been sitting in a sterile white box playing "i'm not touching you" games with each other and filing paperwork.

And I think that's extra interesting because this season also really emphasizes:

Heaven has Institutional Problems

Aziraphale isn't the only angel who's unhappy in heaven. Gabriel and Muriel were both completely miserable. They just didn't understand that they were unhappy because they'd never experienced anything else.

Angels who aren't Aziraphale can change and grow! There's very explicitly Gabriel being changed by love and Muriel growing up a bit on earth, and from a more fan-theory angle there's also Jimbriel, who I think is probably basically Gabriel minus the war and six thousand years of playing referee for Michael and Uriel while unleashing an assortment of plague and calamities on earth because that's God's will! Buck up champ.

We also get Gabriel and Beezelebub talking about how their underlings basically live for Armageddon, "if you can call that living." This is so bleak. They've all been on a six thousand year time out just dreaming of the day they get to beat the shit out of each other until they feel better, but it won't work because eternity is just more of the box.

Anyway I think it's going in a distinctly eden adjacent direction. Aziraphale is going to tempt those angels with knowledge and the capacity for change. I have veered so far from your ask anon i'm sorry you're right heaven really went all out on sucking this season & while Crowley and Aziraphale are both fucking it up Crowley refrains from being spectacularly cruel to Aziraphale about it and Aziraphale should learn to return the favour. I forgive you!! I forGIVE you. I forgive YOU. "you can be an angel again" is actually a worse thing to say than "you're a demon. i don't even like you." when he finally picks crowley over heaven i'm going to lose my mind.

#good omens spoilers #good omens season two spoilers #idk it makes me sad that i didn't like the humans very much this season because i think ideally they're central to this whole how to be #a person question i also hope we get to see more of hell next season because i do think they're stuck in basically the same place #with a different aesthetic! and the stick being #thrown into a torture pit instead of thrown into hell #or like. mindwiped and locked in an office for all eternity #gabriel broke my heart which is embarrassing but when he goes from not even understanding what music is to experiencing #the simple pleasure of sharing a song with someone for the very first time and almost immediately hits repeat for eternity... baby. baby bo #i would also like more crowley! this was very much the season of aziraphale #which is fine but i missed him yelling questions at god and the bits where it seemed he really wanted aziraphale's opinion instead of just #wanting aziraphale to develop better opinions #next season had better be crowley wrestles with the universe i am telling you!!! #remember three months ago when i was like eh... another good omens season #i bet it'll be cute but i'm content with my book #i don't go here i said strapping on my clown shoes #seriously though i do think crowley is scared to admit to wanting to be good both because god rejected him and he doesn't want #to be a sucker for her (he is only interested in being a sucker for aziraphale) #and like. chase after something he's barred from and has already been told isn't for him. #and that's why it's so hard for him to admit even to himself that he too would be unhappy ditching earth #in ways that parallel aziraphale's unwillingness to let go of heaven as a source of moral authority and goodness #but the way aziraphale goes oh no! i cannot trust my own judgement and desires. They are suspect! #my judgement is that crowley is good and also funny and sexy. my desires are for his company and also his body #therefore the source of these desires is also maybe bad. i mean he's a demon. he's got to be bad #right??? but no. but i saw him do a good thing. but maybe i didn't? I should probably take a stance on this. #and he makes this crowley's problem until the apocalypse but then the second he gets the chance to cram crowley and his feelings for him #back in a heaven approved box he jumps at it in a way that requires just being WILDLY insensitive and dismissive of crowley's feelings #he's not just being a dick about their relationship he is being a dick about crowley as a person. and he should know better but is choosing #not to because he wants the easy out so badly. anyway i love him he was my favourite character all season no notes #good omens

[theshadowrealmitself]

I like to think that other Vulcans who date humans tend to seek out Sarek for advice

#‘yes the humans are terrified of horrors yes they’re going to keep putting them on. the point is to hold them’ #*horror movies #‘logical arguments will not win you are just going to have to accept that you have a pet dog now’ #‘no I do not understand what ‘fine’ means either. you will have to wait till you bond to figure out the correct way to respond’ #there’s also cute stuff too #but I think they’d usually seek him out for stuff they need help on #I’d like to think he gets happy whenever someone brings back good news to him #unofficial grandpa to many kids both born in and adopted to these couples #at least to the ones who had kids in some way #also unofficial grandpa to pets adopted by couples who really love their pets #Sarek trying to logically explain to Amanda why he must attend this kitten’s birthday party #‘I am an honored guest I do not want to upset the younger generation that looks up to me it is only logical I attend’ #s’chn t’gai sarek #Star Trek #Vulcans #humans

[sunnydayaoe]

Fanart of @leshyleaf's bullet pattern birthday card AU, it's Suppper cute! check it out.

#bpbc au #bullet pattern birthday card au #undertale au #gahh I am such a fan of this papyrus design #he's Such a cutie #jbird's art #guhh. guhhh. my friend was like [haha d'you know this au? :)?] and I think?? I saw some of it #when it was first coming out #but than I forgot to keep up #and than I speed ran caughting up #and now I'm sick and ill and terribly obsessed #it's so cute :( #also I Really frankenstined togeather the papyrus' skeleton gahaha #his skull is verry doglike. but I coudnj't help myself w/ the sclerotic rings #and his hands are just. messsed up human ones. cus I Think I saw some art of papyrus as like. he's humanoid jus got some dog stuff added on #so I made sure he could stand bi-pedally [his feet are more bird like. cus I didn' wanna look up human feet and I already memorized birds] #the tail was just. is just a snake added on gahaha #sorry these tags are a MESS

[shopcat]

playing off of that though on an inverse almost when ppl act like u love someone so much they're just stripped of all appeal to you is so fucking weirrrrd and you do not have any sort of moral high ground just bc u don't personally find a character hot like that. or whatever. like people finding characters hot will always happen and people appreciating them for other things will also happen but you know you can house many schools of thought I KNOW SO CRAZY and being like "he's hot" doesn't ... TAKE AWAY FROM your ability to access these character depths 😭😭. you're absolutely fucking insane and you sound like those douchebags who go oooh i love her so much i just don't see her sexually anymore :( like it's not the same at all But you do sound like that. and you're annoying. people can be hot and also your little marshmallow get .. a grip.

#🐾 #like yeah i do think some ppl r crazyyy but that's fine i don't really care #and the weird ones aren't doing it around ME and i'm not doing that so like whatever there's no fabricated quarrel here!! #like i get it bc no i personally me don't want to ?! Date any of the characters i like but i do think they're hot and go CRAZY about it and #i also think about them in every other context imaginable because i am a normal human being #and also nothing against people who DO want to think abt that stuff bc like again I Get It.. i just find it SO STUUUPIDD #the way people act against it i mean #literally the most basic of human emotions ie thinking someone's cute having a little crush on an actor or soemthing appreciating #aesthetics admiring basic beauty or wahtever . AND PPL ACT LIKE THATS CRAZZZYYY 😭 or like ur not actually Above it all bc u fall to that #''level''.... ugh whatever #just my thoughts stream of consciousness etc etc if you send me anonymous hate i will tell you to kys etc #also to me and surely to everyone else being objectively like he's so pretty here he looks so nice is different from -> he's so hot is #different from -> he is my little boy is different from -> some other unexplainable emotion portrayed #like st the end of the day a character is going to be appreciated by many people in different ways and your way is not actually Better #unless it's me and my mutualsa nd then in that case yes we do appreciate them in a bette way than everyone else but that's also different #and i'm joking #UGH

[kakusu-shipping]

This scene from Virtue's Las Reward with GTM-CM-G-OLM but instead of Luna, Sigma, and Alice being the dumbest dummies when it comes to technology it's just me going ham info dumping robot nonsense while I'm massaging his poor stiff joints and he's flirting with me the entire time

#Virtue's Last Reward #Am I F/Oing the Cockney Robot who died after 30 minutes of screen time? Who's to say #I'm actually so obsessed with him I need everyone to know I have his full ID memorized already #Not that it's really all that hard #Ayo Alice shut UP about his ID being 'too long' if that's what he wants to be called THAT'S WHAT WE CALL HIM #I'LL BITE YOU #I've rewatched Lucah's episode that's JUST his scene at LEAST four times #Which isn't a lot but other things are happening and I am trying to keep up with the series #positive Lucah's computer crashed just for me so that episode would be just GTM-CM-G-OLM's scene #Thankyou Lucah's computer for forcing her episode short #So I could be a simp #He'd call me like. His little White Bird #And it'd be sooooo cute #I wish his voice was a little more metalic with a filter like K's #But I guess the point of Gaulems is to be near indistinguishable from humans #So him having a filter would kind of ruin that effect #I wonder what he's look like with ABT... #I like him better without it though <3 #Does Lucahjin still use tumblr what are the chances she sees this post??? djsjgfdjhgj Minimal I'd say #No one tell her I crashed her computer for Simp Reasons

[sysig]

Starting out, things going Exactly to plan, as expected (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #ZEX #Dexter Favin #And implied Captain from offscreen lol #Hghhh I am Really considering a tag to differentiate at least because I am 💕💖💞💗 #Things I am normal about: He. Him. Himst. Themst. Them'll. #I'm love!! All of the above! #It's so fun! And distressing hehe ♪ #For the earlier sections tho it's fairly light and silly all things considered :) ZEX acclimating to Max's body and being so excited hehe #He's so flippin' cute agh - trying just a little too hard to extend those offers for peace and understanding and communication! #Please be comforted by my very wide smile! I know it is a friendly gesture! He's adorable ♥ #But then when he just lets the now-human parts of him take over and naturally goes along with the instincts hhghh <3 <3 #His natural smiles are everything to me 💕 #Double helps that it's Max's cute face smiling as well I am double-endeared haha #Poor lad has visibly aged just from ZEX being in there - but in his case he's de-aged :0 So odd to be so young again #The whole experience is alien of course haha #I've been wanting to doodle ZEX first waking up at the estate for a while now and having Dexter touch him lightly #His very first contact in a human body! All thoughts of planning or trying to figure out what happened thrown right out the window lol #''What is happening right now?? :D'' haha #He's so sensitive! New mind in an established body ♪ It's interesting :3c #And then of course where he ends up - haven't gotten there yet (probably not even close haha) but to see where the trajectory ends... #Or at least one version of it haha #Poor dear ♥ #The bandage turned out a bit stiff there hmm :P Of all the things I'd want to redraw ''Bandage Expression'' was not my first guess haha

[unproduciblesmackdown]

as ever like: no two things Need to be juxtaposed, much less like material vs material deathmatch Only One Can Be Good, much less am i thinking i have thee objective word on fuckall b/c who does and it's like perfectly boring & unserious whenever someone just throws out Takes that are just "i think...[xyz] is [adjective]" like okay.

but anyways thinking of how, though differing in execution in a lot of ways ofc, deh & bmc start out in a v similar place & explore a journey to self-acceptance from a despairing starting point....it feels like a lot of the hindrance in deh's exploration of its own Theme there is in like, hey. :) hand on your shoulder. it's okay b/c you'll be able to be more normal. whereas w/bmc it's that it's okay b/c you'll be able to be more abnormal

#like hell yeah. and Normality is fake the way that things like Gender is fake so. what's more universally relevant here #versus like. the idea that a winning takeaway re: deh is Talking With Your Parents / Kid like #yeah that could be an improvement? in other situations; that Talking is dangerous &/or just not going to happen / be irrelevant #meanwhile nobody is ''normal'' & the idea of Normality & its Moral Goodness / Requirement does affect everyone #meanwhile that bmc is clear on jeremy's gaining supportive relationships means support for his relationship w/himself #whilest he's also able to feel better insulated from feeling Defined by whatever instance of feedback/input #whereas with deh it's like. All These People....but log off & all you need is at least one parent who doesn't hate you No Matter What #including your unfortunate abnormality....Just(tm) make the phone calls am i right? well now he at least has a part time job #meanwhile difficult to compare w/e's going on w/zoe/evan vs mpdg4mpdg jeremy/christine. latter are cute & a coherent relationship #former are [nothing] to [i'm taking psychic damage] & fuck if i know what's going on besides The Ultimate Romance(tm) (negative) #he was a boy she was a girl they could politely tolerate each other's presence. maybe forever :') #i really don't know what's supposed to be going on there so like. for real share Any reasons you like each other in Either love song abt it #anyways like No Need To Compare but for me the juxtaposition is natural b/c it Does feel like they can be looked at re: a v similar Essence #but one is fumbling around w/it & really Not sticking the landing especially while the other just does exactly what it's trying to do #and ofc it could only help that deh had to go so far from the original [???] ideas & more Farcical approach #vs i don't think bmc's envisioning ever changed so fundamentally along its development at any point #like deh's story does feel like it still has the remnants of the earlier farcier versions even in its bway form #story of A Bunch Of Wild Shit Happens To Our Protag Whaaat & sure ppl are humanized but you still never made room for like a quarter of the #alana & jared? they're alright but they died #anyways & in all these things it's like It's Not A Big Deal lol i am not here to strive to have thee true & final word #right tf on if you as well know them both & like deh more / think It was the more successful execution of its story #though i have natural enemies like say [trt loyalists who are Like That] or forever [deh haters who are Like That]....we're different #erased a tangent also mentioning how i like the Parent Approach of mr. heere's arc better than any parents in deh lol. like of course #it's Not about his Feelings or being Imperfect or Human. like ofc he has the feelings & is human & imperfect #but he just gets energized & focused like welp bummer but ofc i gotta give my kid more support w/whatever he's going through rn #like hell yeah. one fun song we're good to go #bmc #deh

[justsomeweirdbandkid]

Ok no I LIED I'm going to rant about him lovingly in the tags even more

#ok I'm so caught in my affectionate feels rn BUT I need to shout my appreciation for him out to the world #he does so many little things that I just ADORE #the way he says honey. hear me out. he's from north Louisiana but he has a very southern twang in his voice when he says it #and it's just so so so so so adorable #and the fluffiest hair. oh my god #he has. just like. a Heap of Hair on his head and that's wonderful news for ME bc ME LOVE HAIR TEXTURE A LOT #I like to put my hands in his hair and just shake it around and/or massage his scalp bc it's so nice to touch #speaking of hands. it's so cute to see him process the size difference in our hands #his hands are like an inch or 2 bigger than mine and everytime we're holding hands: #he says 'dude. why are your hands so small' and we have a fake debate about his hands being big vs my hands being small #(both statements are true and neither of us would like to admit it) #I mentioned this in the last post but our heights are perfect together #he's just tall enough to wrap his arms around my waist and for me to put my arms around his neck without hurting myself #we're also just about the right heights to do that cute couple thing where one person lays their chin on the other's head #and that's so wholesome to me #those are all just physical attributes too don't even get me STARTED on his personality (I'm already started) #he is so kind to me. like yeah that's basic human decency. I know. but like. He gets worried abt me and I'm flattered by that #like when I'm acting even remotely upset he goes 'are you okay 👁👁 is there anything I can do to help' and that's SO SWEET #he's also incredibly loving on most days. I remember one of the first times I'd stayed over I had an 8 AM the next day #and from the bed he went 'I really wish you could stay <:( ' MY HEART. LIKE. AWWWW #back to his physical appearance bc I forgot to mention: HIS PRETTY ASS EYES #OKOK SO he has fucking HAZEL EYES. super pretty dark dreen with flecks of brown and gold #holy fuck. I mean like. OUGHSBSB #I was looking into his eyes one night and they were a gorgeous emerald green #the next day in the sun? PRETTY ORANGE AND YELLOW COLORS #ok had to make sure to mention that bc I love his eyes sm #anyways #ack I gotta try to sleep soon but. this has been my 2nd infodump abt him #god I love him sm #hi justin 🫶

[astrxealis]

sometimes i think of scenarios in my head with my ocs and then sometimes for happy brain i kinda crossover them with my favorite medias atm and also insert myself in bcs i like being self-indulgent and yeah my brain is so fucked up that i just keep repeating the same first bits and can't get far in thinking and i end up just having my s/i ramble my thoughts and it's hard to explain but yeah but anyways it's interesting thinking about who or what my ocs would like in video games or colors or whatever because all my ocs seem to reflect a certain part of me and i can get into the psychology of that but also its hard to explain my thoughts but also anyways yeah i find it interesting thinking about who my ocs would kin

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #feel free to just ignore me oopsies i am just rambling but yeah i love my ocs so much #sorry besties you are all subject once more to my brainrots and rambles and random thoughts now that i am on tumblr rn #my brain is very interesting to me and the way i think but also i can't properly think in such a way and i find it really hard to explain #and i'm such a mess but also man i don't know and i'm going off-track and god i love vgm so much and i don't want to do homework #but anyways back to the goddamn point !!! so my oc merle. i have little crossover thoughts in my head right and i realize #he's similar with akira and then it makes sense as to why i like characters like akira and it's a little woa fr bcs #the way i imagine merle is really similar to akira actually but with a more purple color scheme (but still dark) and he doesn't wear #glasses (at least. wait. actually. i don't really know anymore) GOD my mind never stops but yeah uhm yeah #i think humans are so unbelievably interesting and it's all just so fascinating and and and #also i've awakened to the fact i really like sharks i think they're very cute! i still prefer dolphins though #people who hurt animals make me really angry and sad... i think about it and already want to cry #i have never had a pet but my grandparents had lots and it's funny how memory works. i forgot they once had a pet turtle #until something in a school group project involved my group involving a pet turtle in our storyline for something #and then i remember that past. my past. once again. and clearly even! and... yeah #but yeah... i know i will never abandon my pet if ever i do get a pet. or pets. i would never do that and i really know this is a fact with #all my heart but what's stopping me from getting a pet is that i need to take better care of myself first and learn how to take care of #pets! i think where i live there's actually an opportunity for me to do so. i'll try to see more about that. and hmm... this is a really #busy year for school. and then the next. and then tbh everything onwards from 2023 so... i don't want to put time to something #i'm not even sure if i can really make time for. but. i think i really do want a pet! a dog esp. but also a cat. but a dog esp #bcs i've always wanted one !! i know when it comes to something i really want i am very dedicated and passionate #like how i already calculated xiv expenses months before actually got the game? and planned how me and lune would do things too #and then because i want to handle money better and take note of all that i yeah and yeah and yeah im tired of typing now BYE #will now disappear again after rambling quite a lot ^__^ maybe? maybe not? who knows! #my thoughts are so. whack. wack? idk. but uhm yeah it went from ocs to sharks to pets to money and idk huh #man w some things i'm really shy about being perceived or asked about. like my ocs. egbhebgjhbjehs ;;;;; #and people being nice to me T__T sorry i rlly appreciate it but i can't really comprehend it and my coping mechanism is avoidance

[ablednt]

King from The Owl House is the most little person to ever little all over the place and I love him so much

#media cw #JUST. HE'S JUST FUCKING LIKE ME FR #I don't act like that but every time I watch him do stuff and experience the world I know exactly what it's LIKE #even down to people being like 'omg i wanna own you uwu' because you may be surprised like #how consistantly I'm fucking dehumanized like the amount of times normal regular ass people have (jokingly but like. thats not any BETTER) #asked me to be their pet because they think I'm cute and small and barely human is like. actually fucking insane #even people in my family who know I have dwarfism and am a whole ass adult who wants to be taken seriously still do it #like my friends planning on getting a cat and my mom will not stop fucking joking like 'haha u could b their cat' and it's so fucking #triggering like can you stop dehumanizing your disabled child for TWO SECONDS #anyway I really enjoyed the bodyswap episode and how they highlighted that he like #goes through so much bullshit the others don't ever deal with #just. God it's So Real it's so fuckign real bro