#hopefully its not really bad

[illusioncanthurtme--art]

She got em 😔

This is very old. But life has been repeatedly kicking me while I'm down, and I want to share something because sharing these stupid drawings and seeing how people react brings me some joy :')

I'll admit I did plan on finishing this at some point, but it's gotten too old to the point where... it's just too old. I don't want to touch it.

Also YES dib is catfishing zim 1000000000000%

#I scanned more old zadr stuff tonight but it's too late to edit it all #so hopefully I'll share that tomorrow #zadr #invader zim #invader zim fanart #iz fanart #dib membrane #zim #gaz membrane #she is so disappointed in him but she puts up with him anyway #dib looks really bad in the first one #that's part of what I wanted to change when I finished this #but I like I said #its too old

[gwyoi]

hi everyone sorry to make another post, but I was sick with a sinus and ear infection that I had to miss 4 days of work to recover from. I just need enough to get out of the negatives and pay for my car insurance, which is $160. I’ll hopefully be getting a second job remotely soon but until then I am a little bit fucked.

4/12/24 - $0/300

paypal - gwyoi

venmo - gwyoi

cashapp - gwyoi

#I tried selling more clothing items but I think I’ve run out of stuff since this time I only got $10 for shoes. #I’ll be selling a watch I got for my 16th bday but I think it will only be worth $80 since its just Kate spade ? but idk if it will sell #soon on Facebook #I feel bad asking again since I had to ask for help because I was really sick in December but hopefully once I get second remote job I’ll #be able to work weekends too #gwon

[dunderella]

barnaclive AU commission for crispy from the firestorm discord!!!!

shinryu!barnabas showing his favor for his squire 18!clive... 😳💐

edit: kaede has started posting the fic that this comm was for! go read it!!!

#ff16 #ffxvi #barnaclive #darkfire #clive rosfield #barnabas tharmr #final fantasy xvi #final fantasy 16 #fanart #my art #digital #illustration #comic #commission #this is a really extensive AU LOL #crispy is brainstorming it with kaederavensdale... hopefully when she finishes HFCF then we can start to see the fic this is for #i also need to read HFCF lol #i need to draw this clive more #all the nothing-bad-happens AUs pls ;-; #edit: THE FIC HAS BEEN POSTED!! ITS CALLED QUIETUS AND I EDITED THE POST TO INCLUDE THE LINK!!!

[macomico]

kachow! 💥🧱

#art fart #art summary #it was barebones all in all... #university had me in its grip. during graduation and beyond and it was a really bad year for me mentally. #i had one drawing a month (barely) in that entire second row like despression was at its fkn worst #hopefully things will be better next yr :)

[emilylprentiss]

It's George. Did I wake you? No. I was waiting for you.

Kristen Bouchard Evil 1.13 – "Book 27"

#evil #evil series #evil paramount #kristen bouchard #eviledit #tvedit #horroredit #evil gifs #i got a new computer and everything i used for gifs is reset/gone #and my new monitor shows all gifs as being extra grainy/not clear and sharp so i have no idea what these really look like lmao #i made this the same way i made my other gifs so hopefully its not too bad :( #i also dont have my tag bundles anymore so thats why im not tagging anyone #ANYWAY eat shit george!!! #*mine

[blackskorpi0n]

my 23 faves of 2023🤸🏾‍♀️ in no particular order

tysm for the tag @sikoi 🫶🏾!!! I wanna tag @wldestluv-rs @crsentfairy @nepotisim @yngblkarawak @missatan @veone @gleamer @skaterboisims @salemsimss and anyone else who wants to do this 💗

#tag game #ive really enjoyed learning blender throughout this year #next year i wanna do more building and interior #i wanna learn sooo many things at once but its hard to choose one thing #the end of this year has been so fucking hard mentally and its been taking a toll on my creativity so 🙃 #hopefully next year it isnt too bad #anyways ty guys so much 💓 ily all

[skcirthinq]

Soooooooo I may have gotten invested in tangledinink's (@tangledinink ) 'Im Sorry, Teenage Mutant What Now?' And like_theletter started a fic based off of this series, and taking inspiration from alicat54c's 'Empathy is Learned' series.

Anyways, here's some scenes from Scotch Gambit, by like_theletter (@liketheletter-l ), using tangledinink's human designs of the Rise of the TMNT boys.

Featuring:

Mikey unleashing youngest sibling demonic energy. (sketch 1)

Raph's counter to that. (sketch 2)

Leo getting parental praise being enough to break through the chess hyper-fixation. (sketch 3)

Leo smugly trying to manipulate Donnie into playing chess. (sketches 4 & 5)

#rottmnt #did i tag everything correctly? who knows. not me. #but really all of these works ive hopefully linked to are a lot of fun and i recommend them if youre into rise. #sorry that the sketches are messy and some of the resolution is bad. if i dont post it now im gonna forget! #i didnt tag alicat54c bc i didnt want to bother them since like. their story isnt necessarily being shown here? but like. i have read it! #its very good! totally different premise from the other two stories tho

[ghostorbz]

Art for a fanfic I really liked,,, that you should totes read BYYYY @chellodello

#lighting is literally my worst enemy sorry #hopefully it doesnt look that bad #art #my art #invader zim #nickelodeon #zim iz #dib membrane #zadr #zim and dib romance #AUAUAJHBSNNXND IM INSANE ABOUT THIS FANFIC ive read it like twice now #and then i reread it after drawing this... its so good #ANYWAYS OH MY GOD SORRU THE LIGHTING #i did the lighting late at night so it looks...... weird #and then also i havent really done lighting like this before #ANYWAYS AAAHHSJDJXJ THIS FANFIC IS SO GOOD AND YOU GUYS SHOULD READ IT!!!! im gonna get a snack

[cyborgcatboys]

-- TAKING A BREAK --

hewwo, im gonna be taking a break from tumblr for the next while.

ive come to realize that im on tumblr wayyyy too much bc of my (newly found) ocd so im leaving for a while to try and deal with it (+ other stuff in the op tags)

i'll be back once im satisfied w/ my progress, but there is a chance i won't be back for months, so if u want to stay in contact send me a DM w ur discord or smthn, i'll check them a couple of times in the next couple days, but after that no tumblr at all.

so yeah, byebyes & i'll see u people later hopefully <3

#cybernetic meows #im putting more reasons why under the cut in the tags #xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx #okay so ive found that i probably have ocd and the whole chronological dash is actually quite bad for me bc ive gotten obsessive over #seeing every single post from all the blogs im following and thats just not really worth it in terms of time and #plus im quite lonely atm so seeing people on the dash being friends and having fun together is honestly making me feel sick and #a bit dysphoric #which just sucks but its not really anyones fault (but mine ig) #this break is mainly just so i can sort out life #finish exams get a job #get some mf therapy cuz yeah i def need it #try and connect w my local queer community hopefully #maybe try and move out but thats probly years away yet #anyway if u read this far thanks i appreciate it alot <3

[b4kuch1n]

tdov was like a week ago already but I just wanna say when I came over to vacation slash help my sworn brother move flat he told me, "ever since you said you wanted to get top surgery I've been thinking about it. it's straight up number two on my bucket list"

#bakuspeech #number one is a house bc obviously. if u can own a house wouldnt u #he was very drunk at that time of the evening. I was not bc I have the constitution of a hot air balloon and any stimulant will blow me up #(relatively new development. france fucked me up big time turns out) #we held hand on his bed for like the whole evening. it was honestly very funny in hindsight but we were extremely earnest in the moment #and Im like. working on this thing as well. I dont got meds or therapy lmao Im bootstrappin here #but yeah early last year his bf offered to get me meds and I... turned it down... I think I was worried abt like. idk. something #but one year past looking back Im fully like that was a stupid move you shouldve gotten meds. youve once again fucked urself baku #but yeah with that kinda realization Ive also come to realized I've somewhat? accepted. that I'm just gonna be. like this #this in light of a number of likely chronic stuff too (hence my balloon-like constitution lmao) and #that's kinda bled into the rest of me without me really noticing #but him bringing that up fully unprompted... kinda jolted me out of it #its just. really incredibly sweet. that someone doesn't want me to settle for what I make do with #and like. preps for that work. just kinda held my hand and told me it's possible to do this actually #I didn't really express how I felt very well in that moment I think my brain is very bad and I process emotions with like a day of delay #but. well. Im thinking abt it Right Now. so yknow thats the kind of impact that had on me lol #not super sure why I wrote all this down here really. I think I just want a good n nice reminder that object permanence is real #and I exist in my friends' life even when Im going insane in a hole by myself #and with the power of friendship we can alter the universe's plan for ourselves and also kill god #that's that. anyways I eat lunch now and then pass out probably. last night was... eventful lmao #but!! very good things on the horizon hopefully. well manifestly we hold hammers and we use them #have a good day lads. let's go out and slay monsters under a highway

[cradle-of-darkness]

COOKIES OF DARKNESS NATION WE ARE OFFICIALLY BACK 💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

(long rambling in tags if u care)

#cookie run #licorice cookie #red velvet cookie #affogato cookie #I KNOW im late to this but i was at school ok 🙄 anyways i have a lot of thoughts #first off LICORICE UGH I MISSED HIM SO BAD IM SO HAPPY FOR HIM #his stats are so fascinating to me. i don't think anyone was expecting his strength to be that high #its pretty average but its still his best stat surprisingly #im shocked his strategy and puzzle solving are only 3. i think that's a strange decision to make them so low but I'm open to accepting it #maybe his avoidance/lack of ability to see the big picture contributes to the low scores? #his stats are so unexpected but I could get used to it. still i want an elaboration from devsis on these #i want them to show his strength in the show because i was expecting his strength to be like. 3 or 4 #but anywho. i think its very funny how affo is 0 strength. i love how its canon licorice could easily kick his ass in a fist fight #i really do love affo and im SO happy to see him with the cod fucking finally all we got with him as a cod until now was ODYSSEY 😭 #im so excited to see him work with the cod as an actual member. he's a very fun character for me #i cant wait for them to actually make him feel like one of the cookies of darkness its been over a year since he joined by now c'mon #im just so ecstatic that the cod are back. hopefully this is a good omen and will pave the way for more cod appearances soon #bcs u all know how i feel about the lack of cod for the better part of the past year. this better be their comeback i believe in them #😁😁😁😁😁😁 IM JUST SO HAPPY THIS IS THE BEST POSSIBLE OUTCOME IM SO HAPPY U HSVE NO IDEA I LITERALLY SCREAMED #btw ik crepe is there. but they're in a weird grey area of being a cod so i didn't post them BUT IM VERY HAPPY THEY'RE THERE TOO ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ #♦️charlie's miscellaneous

[sunshineram]

btw i promise im working on art!!! its a slow process since ive been off my adderall but!! have some wips in the meantime :)

some really cool SM artists oc's (G.L and Ruth!)

this fuckin guy (for a pinned post on twitter telling people that im more active here, since both artists up above are on twitter)

#sheep scribbles #poor ruth doesnt even have hands yet #can you tell im dreading drawing them #its so funny the g.l sketch was made like. 3 months ago #its almost like you can tell when i went off my meds #but!! im (hopefully) getting back on them soon :) #good i have shit to do #........ is it bad that i assigned houseplants to these ocs #ruth: purple passion vine(gynura aurantiaca) the whole plant is covered in really fine purple-magenta hairs #its a flowering plant‚ and grows small orange flowers in fall :) its grown in zones 10a to 12b #g.l: peperomia frost(peperomia caperata) a small‚ hardy little plant. their leaves are green with a silver sheen :) #also flowering! has stalks of itty bitty white/cream flowers that you need a magnifying glass to see #i like plants #anyways uh if either of them see this no you dont!

[guinevereslancelot]

eye doctor was trying not to scare me today bc i have a sight threatening condition 🥲 it's probably treatable but i need to go to a specialist

#havent been to the eye doctor in six years but i was like okay i need to update my prescription my headaches are getting really bad #and my prescription barely changed so the doctor said it wasnt that #also this other condition doesn't cause headaches either so treating it wont even help :( #tho it does make me light sensitive which is a trigger ao maybe it will help a little i hope #but mostly i hope its treatable #also i have no health insurance so hopefully its not expensive lol #but at least the job search is going well so maybe i can handle the treatment myself #but since i will go blind if its untreated my parents will definitely cover it if i cant i just feel bad #they paid for my appt to get the new prescription today too but that wasn't very much i didn't even get the new glasses #but seeing a cornea specialist regularly to treat a scary condition is going to be expensive 😭 #i dont even know how expensive yet tho #maybe i should make a gofundme or something #this has been a shitpost #im not 100% sure my parentsncan afford it if its expensive #probably depends how far its progressing and how fast andnwhat the cause is and a million other things #but i know it can be difficult and resist treatment 😰 #and its not early for catching it at all

[descendantofthesparrow]

Improvment check~!

im always curious about how much ive improved when i come across my old art from when i was a teenager still learning-and im still learning as an adult but-yeah, i'd say ive improved in alot of areas, becuase hey look i can draw the other eye now :D

#i really want a burger rn #but im still on a soft food diet for a lil while longer #my stitches came out #thankfully! i dont have dry socket like i thought becuase if i had dry socket-i would be in pain #so im all good #just a bit uncomfortable rn and have a bad taste in my mouth #i think its just covid tongue tho #i can still taste just-i have a constant bad taste in my mouth #i think the holes are the reason for the bad taste but i dont have dry socket-hopefully #anywayyyyys #i wanna cheese burger T_T

[somethingsomethingcomic]

guess what I've been fixating on

#animal crossing #animal crossing new horizons #acnh #tom nook #smth smth #yeah ive just been playing acnh again. sorry #i just unlocked terraforming this morning (as of when im creating the post on monday not when its posted on thursday) #so hopefully by the time this is posted ill have gotten some rly nice street patterns made up #i found some pretty good ones but the way they were set up was like. not exactly what i need? so im trying to like #rip them off ig??? is that bad? idk. im gonna put my own spin on em ig #im just not super good at making convincing like...sidewalks w depth to them and such #anyway hopefully this time around i can really get my island looking as baller as i want #the reason i restarted was bc id fucked my island up so thoroughly that i wasnt even sure what to do w it anymore #or where to start w it #also my plaza was SUPER close to the airport. #so i chose a different layout this time where the plaza is like in the middle right area of it #more room for an entrance and such #i even have made up a Future Map including new landscaping and zones #so ill get to that over the next few days since i have time off work #also! this is the first entry ive made using my new smth smth tools #namely the automatic halftone-ify-er and a custom hand-drawn font #it took a bit less time to make this one since i didnt have to 1. hand write the dialogue and 2. think about the specific halftone colors #im still sticking to a limited palette (specifically 256 web safe colors) just cuz #but yeah. if you have actually read all of this and you have thoughts on the look of this one vs the previous ones lmk 🩵 thanks #also have a good day and drink some water :)

[pessimisticprincess]

so this is pathetic of me but does anybody wanna help me learn to become a better friend let me befriend you and we make sure we always talk/text in someway everyday even if its just once like no matter what we always check in w each other? i think i’m gonna try bumble friend thingy but maybe there’s a mutual here who feels the same way as me

#ive been trying to do this w my bestie but she’s also super depressed #so its not easy for her either which is why we’ll always be friends but i really want to like be more open to connection so #platonic connections and friendships definitely feels like where i need to focus #i’m like super awkward and i feel like i’m bad at conversations but hopefully i can get better and more confident with that lol #idk how to make friends or meet new people as an adult