#i am BIG MAD again

[olivershen]

@grapecaseschoices pushing my buttons on this peaceful saturday morning smh 🤦🏻‍♀️

#i am BIG MAD again #about fictional characters #twc #twc tag

[egophiliac]

hiii im sure you’ve answered this before but in regards to your twst x Pokémon, how do you choose which Pokémon go give to the cast?? really curious since your choices are unique :O

unique in a good way, I hope? 😅 (jk jk I haven't come across too many pokemon AUs, so I was going in without preconceptions, I guess!) I was sorta aiming somewhere between doing, like, a full AU with internal consistency and everything, and just picking entirely based on theme/character, so maybe that's why! basically I just set some arbitrary rules (no legendaries/no repeats/evo stages based on year) and then went on ~vibes~. a couple were also suggestions (thank you guys!) and last-minute decisions, so it was a bit of a delightful mess of ideas!

my one regret is that I should have given Riddle a Togedemaru after all. ...you know what, he can have one now, why not

#art #twisted wonderland #pokemon #poketwst #okay i have one other correction to make #which is that i think vil should also have a garbodor #NO LISTEN #i have thought about it a lot but i just do not want to give him a milotic #and this is because -- now hear me out #neige would actually be the one with a milotic #(it fits his personality more and it's even in his colors!) #when they were kids vil had a trubbish and neige had a feebas and vil felt superior until the whole milotic thing happened #and he's secretly kind of bitter about it #but he also secretly loves his garbodor a lot and gets mad when people make fun of it #IS HE NOT BEAUTIFUL ENOUGH FOR BOTH OF THEM #also garbodor ferments poison inside of it! it would be the perfect alchemy assistant! #I'M RIGHT OKAY #(i am also a big fan of trubbish/garbodor and i don't personally think they're ugly anyway) #anyway enjoy this drawing because it completely exploded my computer #(it was not the drawing's fault it was just unfortunate timing) #i've mostly got things working again but oof. it's been. a day. 🙃

[letsmcfreackingloseit]

So yes I have OF COURSE read @naffeclipse new fic Apex Polarity and yes, I AM OBSESSED!

So I decided to make a little comic of how I think their "first encounter" might have looked like from Eclipse's perspective.

I can't help but think about how alien and scary we most look to him (especially if there is a history of fasco hunting polar sirens in the past). With all that gear we look like emotionless beings, just observing and uncaring of this ice world. But then when y/n shows up and probably exudes this joy and wonder for his world + shows respect for the creatures and the environment??? Mmh yeah, I can see Eclipse falling for y/n, especially considering how alone he might be...

So yes, that's what I have for today! If you want to read the fic I'll link it right here. I can't recommend it enough, but as always, read the tags so you know what you're getting into! And lastly I also want to @themeeplord beacuse Eclipse's design is basically their design in my style (god I love their design so much, their character/creature designs are the BEST) so all the credit goes to them! Polar!Y/N is my design thou! ;P

Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go read the two latest chapters-

YIPPEE!!!

#apex polarity #orca!eclipse #polar y/n #dca #dca fandom #I am once again plagued by the terrible ramble disease #but I got thoughts and I wanna share them >:/ #so here are some more: #when I say the humans look alien I mean Grey alien level alien #Emotionless face? Check. Big empty eyes? Check. Studying and probing the inhabitants? Check. Possibly abducts inhabitants? Check #or mad scientist vibe #imagine professor Membrane from Invader Zim while he's saying 'I know better know' <- that kind of vibe #ok- one last thought! #as you can see- I decided to go full out and try coloring and stuff! #and one of the reasons why I decided to do that is because I'm not well practised in those departments- but I want to get better at them! #so if you think this looks like a hot mess- it's because they are XD #but with all this considered- I think I did pretty well! #So I hope you enjoyed it! XD #Now I'm giving all of you who's read ALL OF THIS a giant gold star #because wow- you're dedication and focus is absolutely INSANE and I appreciate you taking the time to read this #NOW GO AND BE FREE MY FRIEND!!!

[samarecharm]

People who really like shuake also seem to write themselves into a corner wrt Akechi and his relationship to Akiras team. Contrary to popular belief, the team, including Haru, does not hate Akechi. At worst, they tolerate him and deal with his attitude. Hes a good teammate and respectable fighter and the team recognizes that at the end of the day, he was a teenager who was manipulated and abused by a man who saw him as disposable. Just about every thief understands this intimately. They have the same mindset wrt adults who take advantage of the people beneath them. Under different circumstances they wouldve been friends. And if u approach it from that angle, it becomes less about Akechi being the sole person who ‘gets’ Akira, and more about the thieves being the only people in the world who ‘get’ Akechi.

When you expand your thoughts to include the thieves as members of his Team and not roadblocks that get in the way of your ideal shipping dynamic, you allow urself to give Akechi and Akira more depth and nuance to their own relationship.

Akira and Akechi are wildcards; both of them struggle with the face they choose to display to the world. Its the first time Akira interacts with someone who is, at a literal, technical level, his ‘equal’. But Akechi is one of many firsts for Akira yeah? Every thief has their bond with Akira thats completely unique and personal. Akechi will never be the person who witnesses Akiras Awakening, hes never the person who watches Akira have his restless nights alone in the attic, and hes never the person who realizes in real time that the teenager hes housing is just Some Kid, not the delinquent hes been warned about. Hes not Ann or Yusuke, or any of the thieves; he doesnt have the time or experience that they have with Akira, and I think its interesting to explore that part of their relationship, shippy or not.

Akechi is someone who is incredibly lonely and self depreciating despite his cockiness and attitude. He has no positive bonds to speak of save for his connection with Sae. To have him see a team that works together and cares for each other, how do you think he would feel? Out of place? Inferior in some way? Angry about how hes been alone for so long in this single minded quest for revenge? Wouldnt that be a point of struggle between the two of them? I think what makes shuake good for me is knowing that Akechi needs alot of time to heal, and the thieves would want to help with that process. They do it bc they care, bc Akira cares, and bc they trust Akiras opinion (and he trusts theirs in return); if Akira feels like Akechi is someone who can be trusted Now after everything thats happened, then the thieves would do their best to help. And how would Akechi feel about that? Angry about the show of pity? That even now, he has no real say in what happens to him? Or begrudgingly grateful that they are cordial with him? Because they do care, he KNOWS they care, they care TOO MUCH actually; but the one thing he values over brawn and wits is honesty- fighting for what you believe in without having to use soft words to justify it.

#chattin #also like. as an aside #my hcs regarding these two is like. they could not date. theyd kill each other lmao #and like TOTALLY by all means i am obsessed w unhealthy dynamics for shipping #let ur boys be toxic. let them be messy and loud and violent. its like crack to me #but just like fandom as a whole; fanon interpretations are prevalent and LOUD #and so trying to interact with it is like pulling teeth #personally. i think too many of them think of Akechi as like. the Rude one of the bunch #when i like to think of Akira as rude and full of himself when its deserved #and man. being able to outwit Akechi makes it Fully deserved #and i like to think Akira would remind him of this when he tries to intimidate or degrade his team #like. i have a short wip i never finished (basic sketches) #of Akira pulling him aside and grilling him #‘youre here because I Want you here. youre here bc i Allow you to be here’ #‘if youre going to stoop low and play petty i can do the same. if theres anyone on my team whos a fucking idiot; its you.’ #‘dont make me reconsider having you on the team.’ #and akechis like okay great does ur dick feel big trying to pull rank on me? #but really hes fuming. hes MAD. like feral dog mad. bc akira is RIGHT. like he is most times as akechi starts to see. #he has enough of a mind to recognize that hes lashing out bc of his own shortcomings; even if he refuses to admit it out loud #its beyond infuriating. its degrading. its a little 😶. #never had to deal w anyone that rivaled his own brawn and wits. and now theres a TEAM of them #just humbling him time and time again. it sucks. he stays bc he cant help himself 😭 #he needs to see more… #also #shuake #for blacklisting

[wrenhavenriver]

-> Shadowheart: Can I assume we’ve put our quarrel to rest?

#baldur's gate #bg3edit #baldursgateedit #gamingedit #gamingladies #lae'zel #shadowheart #kgifs #kgifs: bg #got to the confrontation over the artifact in this shadowheart playthrough and it was surprisingly mild? #i figured because lae'zel was romanced/at high approval #but then i went to talk to lae'zel again afterward and got this line and went 'oh she's BIG mad' #this dialogue option of shadowheart's here plays it off so cool like 'aha i don't trust you either. i am untouchable and aloof' #but internally i imagine her being like 'my girlfriend's mad at me. might go ask gale to blow us both up'

[stiffyck]

watching a video about AI "art" and im losing braincells over some of these people oh my god

#the way someone ACTUALLY SAID THEYRE NEVER PAYING ANY ARTIST AGAIN AND ARE THANKFUL TO AI???? #FUCK YOU #i dont wanna do art professionally #i just draw for fun and for myself #but GOD THERE ARE SO MANY ARTISTS LOSING THEIR JOBS OVER AI #AND SOME POEPLE THINK ITS A GOOD THING #FUCKING WHAT!!!!! FUCK YOU #i hate ai art and i hate anyone who fucking tries to defend it #get off my blog #we support artists here #if you cant comission an artist because you dont have the money THATS FINE!!! IM NOT MAD BECAUSE YOURE NOT THROWING MONEY AT ARTISTS #IM MAD THAT BIG COMPANIES AND PEOPLE WHO CAN AFFORD TO PAY ARTISTS USE AI SO THEY DONT HAVE TO PAY ACTUAL FUCKING ARTISTS #IDK IF IM MAKING SENSE BUT GOD FUCKING DAMNIT AM I SO MAD #stiff talk #stiff angy #new tag #for me getting pissed over shit

[lunaticpsyker08]

What better way to celebrate the mad scientist's day (Jan 2nd) than to show off one of his most deranged paths! -whoops, bodyhorror, kekeke.

Mad Paradox!!! The unfortunate one who just could not let go of his past. In the end, time has been both eating away at his body and mind.

Extra MP Studies!~

When im in the mood i tend to elevate the way i draw a certain thing by....making doodle pages!! these sorta act more like ref sheets since they don't contain any complex lighting. I'm in love how these turned out. Keep in mind, It's all the same character. Don't you just love the trope of a cute gremlin who can erupt and become a devastating beast? I do...

#THIS DISGUSTING BASTARd #i love him so much #again i am providing tumblr with exclusive content.... #the way i draw him means body horror #goopy black tongue and drool #CLAWS #Mad Paradox from the non-hit game Elsword #Elsword #Mad Paradox Elsword #Elsword fan art #it's his bday btw #i drew these awhile ago and his bday is the perfect time to bring it up #Mad Paradox without coat because i just want to see his curves #Monsters my beloved #UGHHH BEAST MAD PARADOX U ARE SO PERFECT #IT TOOK AWHILE To CONDUCT UUuu... #Big fan of body horror beastly humanoids #EVEN JUST SLIGHT MONSTER REALLY HITS THE SPOT #rgirgegrgwrrwgwe #i do both lineless and lineart

[weidli]

never want to come down

[on ao3]

#this one goes out to tumblr user katastrophen and oliver mommsen's big brown eyes #tatort bremen #fought me tooth and nail every inch of the way but then again i did make it a solid 70% because i wanted to play around with those drum bit #and then got all perfectionist about it as i am wont to do #so the amount of time i spent wrangling this is absolutely solely my fault #anyway i'm sad about them anyone else want to come be sad about them with me #it's funny how i AM in the abstract mad about tatort not letting people retire and killing them off instead but in praxis #the Killing Someone Off episodes i've seen fucking slap #feine geist AND this one are both actually really compelling #can't speak for the ones where nina and martina die because i haven't seen them but i shall continue my research in that direction at some #point

[completeoveranalysis]

[8]

Listen 

Phoenix Wright conditioning is a hell of a thing

No-one is safe

Ok 

I gotta say

Despite everything

Lava Lamp just full on face planting from twenty feet in the air is the perfect comedic timing 

IVE could never

Oh! Did Syaoran follow them in?

Did he jump into the gaping hole to chase down Kyle Rondary? Off screen?

Will Kyle Rondary be murdered in the formless void between worlds?

I HAVE MY FINGERS CROSSED!

#All things considered this is a very ODD place to end a chapter #But god sure I’ll take it #So much happened and HALF OF IT WAS KYLE RONDART #I had completely forgotten about this man and yet here he is #Once again #To ruin a sakura centric plotline #Fantastic #IS NOTHING SAFE??? #Liveblogging the reservoir chronicle #Tsubasa #Vol 179 #KYLE RONDART #SAKURA #SYAORAN #LAVA LAMP GUY #내일 내게 열리는 건 BIG BIG STAGE #I am also inordinately mad that Kyle's design is SO GOOD #Like HE DOES NOT DESERVE TO LOOK SO GOOD #Seishirou and Fuuma you're officially off the hook #please help us murder the new worst character

[hwiyoungies]

🧍‍♀️

#so one of the s.vt concerts for follow again is gonna be on their anniversary #and they're not gonna be in kr and soooooooo many people are upset about it #like kcarats are Mad mad about it #and i'm like. maybe i Am the asshole because i keep thinking is it really such a big issue #i thought maybe caratland was around those dates but it has always been on march #like i don't remember them actually doing something for the anniversary besides special videos #and lives. i'm still looking for stuff because i know that since 2020 things have been different #i get being upset and wishing it was in kr instead but someone literally wrote #''now that your dreams have come true. are we not longer in them" #and i'm like ?????????? because svt keeps doing sooo many things in kr like am i insane #am i really that much of a dick LMFAO because it's not like they're getting nothing also #idk man i'm just kinda baffled at this situation #i would understand it more if they did something special every year for their anniversary in kr #and suddenly they were like actually? we're changing it up #but they never have so that's why i'm very 🧍‍♀️ #and everyone is complaining about jp having so many concerts. like yeah man it makes sense #they sell them out every single time of course the company is going to milk that #td #most likely LMFAO #also feel free to call me out i truly wanna have a conversation about it

[treasure-goblin]

How do people keep finding me

#IM NOT MAD AT ALL #BUT ALSO I AM IN NO WAY A BIG PART OF ANY FANDOM #AND MY ART IS OK #MY WRITING ISN'T REALLY COMMON #MY PHOTOGRAPHY BLOG GOT SMALL AGAIN #SO HOW ARE YOU FINDING MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES #cal rambles #tre talks

[altoskh]

Imso tired man. I'm so tired. Why do I work this hard I am so FUCKING over this shit

#this other bitch out here like haha woopsie i forgot to clock out for lunch even though ive been out for two hours :) #guess ill leave early today! heehee #YOU DONT DO ANYTHING. YOU FUCKED ME OVER YET AGAIN #i am SO FUCKING SICK of this shit. why do I have to be the one to suffer #why do i have to be the person who doesnt get a say in fuck all even though im doing THE MOST WORK #and then i have to sit here and act like she fucking knows what shes talking about wrt animals #IM THE ANIMAL KEEPER. I KNOW WHATS GOING ON IN THIS DEPARTMENT BETTER THAN YOU #Im going crazy fucking insane right now #my coworker is out sick so ive had to do shit scheduled for three people. me. One person #and then im told shit like its just one class! ITS NOT #i have to break them up into two because its too big of a group #then i say ok we are doing reptiles over here #and shes like oh ummmm someone has it reserved for this time so can you do it in [place that is extremely loud] #and im like yeah ok fucking sure FINE #and then we get there and someone else is like ummmm we were told to est here for lunch by [her name] #and i radio her like UMMMM?????????? #and shes like Oh woopsie i did tell them! you can do it at ummmm [3rd place] #im like yeah thanks for fucking wltting me know #Sorry im sorry thus is so extreme and petty but im like DROP DEAD #youve made my work life hell when it doesnt have to be because YOU SUCK AT YOUR JOB #FUCK!!!!! #YOU get to have a social life becaus you do whatever the FUCK YOU WANT #YOU get paid way more than me to do FUCK ALL #YOU dont have 30+ living beings depending on you every day #shut the fuck UP #I am so mad that i work so fucking hard and it doesnt fucking matter #so yeah sorry for starry spam but i think hes nice and right now the only thing keeping me from fucking losing it at work #along with a 1 min video of kookaburras im plahing over and over

[pepprs]

im home and already swallowed by despair. can you believe i was in CHICAGO a few hours ago. and now im here. lol

#i know i know. and i need to let the anguish motivate me to get out of here. but it feels like i dreamed it all #purrs #chicago #i had a rough time getting out of the hotel and through the airport to my gate and also im bad at math so i fucked up the calculation about #when my flight lands bc of the time zone change and i gave my parents the time in central time not eastern time so my dad was waiting for m #for like a half hour and texting me and i wasn’t answering bc i was still in the air and he was pissed at me and snarky in my texts with hi #and i was sitting there on the plane and could just feel his words ripping into me and the horrors rushing back in and i still haven’t #recovered from it honestly. it wasn’t that big of a deal he just said something that i misunderstood as him saying he was giving up waiting #for me and going home bc id already wasted his time and even though that was not what he actually said it just kinda burrowed into me that #my parents were mad at me and were probably also mad at me for not communicating with them AT ALL the entire time i was in chicago. and it #just was eating me alive. im home now and we haven’t talked about it but they did say things disapproving of the fact that i did a lot of #stuff by myself which i probably shouldn’t have told them. idk. it’s not even that bad i just am torn apart by their rejection of me and #utter inability to just like be happy for me without criticizing some part of it or restraining me. plus the house is just as much of a #biohazard as it was when i left and all the broken things are still broken and it’s like. a lot. i miss the hotel LOL #i think im just sleep deprived and not in my head right today but i do not want to be here. sinking in quicksand unable to breathe. but i #have to be the one to get me out of it and i should have learned how in chicago but i didn’t it was just a break and now im stuck again #delete later #kind of terrible that instead of being so proud and happy about what i did my immediate reaction is to be miserable that im home now lol

[emdotcom]

I have a wild, new, & bold suggestion for a tumblr feature:

When a tag is recommended or trending. & It previews some posts IN that tag, (showing you thumbnails of art, for instance,) then maybe.

Clicking on that post. Should show you that fucking post.

#em.txt #i use mobile so maybe it's not liek this on desktop #the number of times a trending tab will preview some fire art i cannot find has built this hatred in me #the weird thing is clicking a different preview WILL take you into a different part of the tag/jumble the order #like very consistently you click post A & it shows you posts 1 then 2 then 3 #& then you click post B & it shows you 2 then 1 then 3 & clicking A again still has that 1-2-3 order #but for some reason clicking the posts does NOT show you the post you clicked #it's frustrating because like. #you're using trending as a thing to showcase yes? here's what people are talking about! #here's the current news/interests! & here's some of the big posts in that current happening! #& the majority of those tend to be like art or memes that people madr #so if you're using their shit in your broadcast i would enjoy to be able to FIND THEIR SHIT. #am i being unfair & a bitch? yes. but i was actually going to be way meaner about this #which is not an excuse at all. i know i am being vile. i do not care atm. #because yeah i am the type of person who gets mad when I can't find the artists responsible for fire stuff #if i enjoyed their art i might look at their other stuff & enjoy that too & rb & maybe follow #& then maybe my followers also do the same #but here the art is being used to pad out the trending tab but isn't being appropriately linked to #meaning it makes the trendings look good but the artist is lost while their works are still used #& that already happens enough. #i have been pissed for years at this

[iguessitsjustme]

Big Dragon Ep 4 Thoughts

-Ah yes. We left off at the engagement that neither person seems happy about. 

-The mothers know. They know their children don’t want this. The fathers? Idiots. 

-Bruh you can’t say the names are meant for each other when y’all the ones that named them. You been planning this since they were born you freaks. 

-Fuck yeah Mangkorn you tell ‘em

-I am surprisingly attached to these two idiot assholes. I hate them but I love them? I want them to destroy each other but I want them to love each other. I want to see them bring down heaven and hell in their pursuit of one another. They both deserve better than their families but exactly what they got in a partner.

-Why are there children loudly playing outside my apartment? Children this is a busy street. Please be careful. And now my neighbors are having social hour outside of my apartment what the fuck. That’s not a gathering place. It’s such an awkward place to congregate. 

-Now back to it. 

-Love this friendship between the two that are now apparently in an arranged marriage. I’m glad they both at least seem to be on the same page as each other. And now I wanna go fly kites. Anyone else? Just me?

-Yai needs a therapist to help him process his grief over his mother’s passing. 

-Yai. One of those unknown numbers is Mangkorn. Your precious idiot. 

-The dads are oblivious idiots. Sweet, oblivious idiots. 

-Ooooo this will be a misunderstanding. 

-Does voicemail not exist in Thailand? Couldn’t Mangkorn have left him a message since he’s being an idiot. 

-Mutual being mad and pouty. I lovehate this. I hope this scene never ends. 

-A hood is not a helmet. A HOOD IS NOT A HELMET. 

-That song at the end of the episode is the same as the song in Bad Buddy when Pat and Pran kissed on the rooftop. What. 

-What an episode. Can’t wait for next week. 

#big dragon #big dragon the series #big dragon bl #Am I doing this again? Yes I am even though apparently my tone doesn’t come through #But I’m petty and also I’m not gonna stop doing something I enjoy #Imagine trying to bully someone else into not posting and then getting mad when they call you out for it #yeah last week was fun

[anastacialy]

on that last rb's note: some of these boycotts are not easy. a majority of my already-few safe foods are on the list. grocery shopping has been hard — it's already hard for me on a normal day — and it's only gotten worse as the boycott list grows. but i am still doing it. and you should still be doing it. you should still be trying, even when it's hard. free palestine.

#i just wanted to clarify my stance because yeah for some people a starbucks boycott IS hard #now that all big brand sodas are off limits im struggling to find alternatives #i know its pathetic and unhealthy blah blah blah i get it but i live off of mtn dew bc its one of the few fruity-rather-than-cola-y #caffeinated beverages out there. im absolute trash at drinking water. and if i dont have caffeine i am barely functional #but that pales in comparison to anything happening in palestine so i have to figure my shit out. not easy =/= not worthwhile #hope this is clear that its aimed at ppl who are struggling w boycotting but encouraging them to keep it up (or start again if they caved) #used to get mcdonalds frequently but i stopped w the boycott and you can too! i believe in you #txtly #also. if you're reading this and you start to get mad at me for whatever reason #before replying or sending me an anon i ask you to read the post at least twice more ok? ok thank you bye