#i am Going Through it atm

[ralexsol]

need me a sanders sides episode about dealing with fucking stress

#sanders sides #whatsupray? #i am Going Through it atm #every time a family member comes and fucking bothers me i want to hiss at them like a feral cat #LEAVE ME ALONE I ONLY HAVE SO LITTLE PRECIOUS TIME TO MY FUCKING SELF #i watched lntao to destress but none of the other sanders sides episodes are as good as it is at destressing me #it's the one i go back to the most

[dreamaruu]

#komaeda nagito #sdr2 #danganronpa #servant #I literally cried when drawing this I am going through such an art crisis atm 👼

[gelly-art]

Had a bad day, so tiny Astarion doodle.

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #astarion #I could not be bothered with the ruffles today #I am going through so many different brushes atm

[rainystressed247]

Alternatively known as ‘when you accidentally worship your enemy’

#dream fanart #rainystressedart #wilbur fanart #dreblr #Wilbur is a simp #and will forever be a simp #i accept no argument #also I am art blocked atm #apologies for slight deviation in quality #I am going through it #villain duo

[mogwaei]

slowly making my way through the BG3 cast in the Hades (Jen Zee) art style. Karlach was voted first!

#bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #karlach bg3 #karlach #hades game #not very satisfied with this but im also going through an art crisis atm lol #what am i doing on here asfjkfhjk #mogwaei arts

[askxigbar]

Now if you’ll excuse me, I’m getting back to my little breezy nap, hah!

#xigbar #braig #luxu #kingdom hearts #kh #organization xiii #organization 13 #askxigbar #ask xigbar #anonymous #I AM SO SORRY I'M LATE POSTING LMAO.... #there's been a lot going on at the xigbro dojo casa house okay? #I have some mixed feelings on art atm BUT I PULLED THROUGH EVEN IF I'M LATE....

[stuckinapril]

I think there’s something to be said for the fact that I used to dread presentations when I was younger but now plan to go out of my way to sign myself up for them so I can improve my public speaking. Me from not even two years ago would’ve never. But now ?? The more the merrier let me at them

#anything from research poster presentations to research conferences to medical conferences #i also plan on investigating conferences that center on arab culture through the refugee center i volunteer at #i think my frivolous little girl dream of being someone who actually contributes is coming to fruition more and more each day #obviously i'll be fucking nervous presenting to a bunch of doctors professors politicans etc etc #but it's just necessary! i want to conduct myself w confidence amongst professionals #instead of just being 21 and young and awkward and immediately getting written off as someone not to be taken seriously #not now!! i need to not do this thing where i throw myself into 80 different things at once #studying is my top priority atm #but soon! very soon. hopefully as i progress more thru my orgo research #so many things to look forward to i am going to melt into stardust #p

[charactersmashorpass]

i know no standard i set will be uniform and not everyone will view it the same way i do. and i can't stop these sorts of submissions from coming in, but i can make my own decisions about what is and isn't acceptable to me and put in effort to do a more thorough vetting process

edit: okay one more thing, me choosing to not include characters is not some ultimate signal of morality, it's just based on me and my own beliefs. this is a dumb gimmick blog, and ultimately i'm going to prioritize my own comfort and boundaries before getting involved in discourse that i, quite frankly, don't think i have the ability to speak about in the way that i think it should be spoken about

#this is the last i'll say of this for the time being bc i have such low energy atm #i may go through and delete other polls as i feel necessary and like. if i'm honest i would rather this gimmick blog not be the center #of these sorts of complex conversations because i do not have the ability to adequately word it #i get the point these conversations are making but i am not someone who is well versed or energized enough to have them #if you want to make a blog with the same gimmick and have those conversations i say go for it. do what i can't

[sophiethewitch1]

Yes I AM going to go show my mum the fanart I got what a fucking bout it. I've done it before and I'll do it again

#sophie speaks #how am i supposed to handle this #im going through a bit of a rough time atm and all the love and support is just #crying like a bitch is my MO honestly #but i look hot doing it its fine

[taffingspy]

RS3's story problems these past few years is a great example of "boring characters cannot carry a good plotline"

#spy's talky things #a clannie is going through egwd in timeline order atm and so i am once again stuck thinking about these things #like the plot points of egwd/zamorakian civil war/fort are all fine #(barring a few character-specific plot points that suck ass + the presentation of those plot points leaving a lot to be desired) #the characters are so ungodly boring. like i just do not give a shit about any of them #and the characters we had lost a lot of development in the ending of edwd and instead became flat #there is a sincere problem if the player characters is saying ''i couldnt have done this without you all :)'' #and i watch the scene like ''who the fuck are half these people'' #great characters can carry a dogshit story but a great story cannot carry boring characters #you know... is it any wonder lorehounds who like to write essays are still on board with the lore #while those who wrote fanfic/drew fanart have fallen off #one is fact oriented and the other is character driven #i love writing a good essay in the tags <3 #add: to everyone reblogging this and adding their own tag essays please by all means keep it up <3

[feelingpure]

“I'm sure you don't want to come, considering what a fucking self-righteous bore you've turned into!”

When I catch Hawkins Fuller:

Further live reactions under the cut, because wuifdbivfyisvdtusdyif I need to yell about whatever tf else is gonna take place.

THEY GOT MY BOY DOING BLOW Y'ALL 😭 (ok it's the late 70s so yes everyone is doing coke, and he didn't do it like a novice, but I'm still blaming them idc). And the finger sucking... we'll come back to that at some point lmao. What is going awn?

Ok, now he's been fed pills on the dance floor. 😂 Anyway the soundtrack is banging, so now i'm like (booging to forget):

Not this being-jealous-of-craig thing pls.

Tim is... not looking like he's having a good time anymore. 😭

And something's happening with the rest on the dancefloor. I'm feeling very anxious.

Marcus and Frankie having a domestic at his work place. “I have news for you. You are a big chocolate gay man.” and his student is watching in the background. 👀 Ok Marcus, time to confront some things (I hope)! And then he said THAT, and then he did THAT. Omg, the way Frankie yeeted him 😭 everyone is in pain.

Skippy is very 💅 here. And I can't decide if I fully hate Craig or... he's v annoying but also lol?

The boyfriends are fighting! Aaaaahhh, GET HIM TIM!

Ok suddenly something very different is happening... also that Tim/Hawk kiss, yes! (it was a lil slutty, but that's all I've been wanting). OH I WAS NOT EXPECTING THIS WTF IS HAPPENING OMG WFQOVBSDVBSFJKB!

Nvm... it's not happening, even though Hawk tried to force their heads together like a kid playing with 2 dolls. Cause look at his face peaking from between theirs hahah. 😂 Anyway... WHEN DID CRAIG TAKE HIS SHORTS OFF LMAOOO?! They just weren't there all of a sudden??!!

WAIT I'M ACTUALLY SCREAMING. IT'S ACTUALLY HAPPENING NOW (via some v questionable words from Hawk but).

👀👀👀 WAIT WHAT-- WHVBDLAD. So Hawk can get it up if Skippy is there. Alright. And Craig's dirty foot just hanging out right there as they kiss aaahhh lol. Ok, apparently I've hit the image limit haha, but there's a lot of limbs in places... and someone is calling me rn so I have to pause wtf. 😭😭😭

So I came back after I finished watching it and. Well well, that was a terrible time to pause ietbhfvebigadwn!!! Anyway, I'd keep blabbing on next to more caps if it'd let me.

But just... that whole episode was A LOT. The way things escalated, the way scenes turned upside down and then back again. The explosive husband arguments! The ending to that threesome was wild. The final 70s Tim/Hawk scene. OUCH.

Yes, Hawk's been hurt but. Hm, I have a lot of feelings, will probs have to be a separate post if I get the chance. There's too much to dissect. All in all; I am a Tim Laughlin warrior, and if you're yelling at him Hawk then I'm gonna have to yell at you.

#no cause i've just had to pause and pace the room for a minute #fellow travelers #ft spoilers #1x07 #hawkins fuller #tim laughlin #hawk x tim #tim x hawk #😤😤😤 #i just... #i can't do this #i am seething #tim run! #ugh complex flawed character yes i know but #and he's going through a time atm #i'm still mad at him tho #the next couple of scenes after this one have me spiraliiiiiing omfg #accidental #live blogging #after finishing the episode i'm still mad at him. just for slightly different reasons haha

[wonderful-bellies]

Hey friends, bit of a heads up for you all. I'm gonna be rather busy for the next 2 months or so and likely won't be able to do much creatively. I know I haven't done much already but I just wanted to mention I'm not gonna be very present for a while here in general.

Long story short, we discovered a debt we hadn't known about and need to sell our house to get money to pay it off. We're ok, we're moving to a slightly smaller house, this just all needs to get done very quickly and it's all happening right after a pretty terrible and cost heavy year for my family.

It's rough, we're all exhausted and doing our best. I'll probably pop in just to keep myself distracted on occassion. Ultimately though we'll be ok. Just gonna suck for a little while here.

Love you guys, thank you for sticking with me and happy new year ❤️

#I am very tired gamers #I'm not really a prey person but damn #I'd actually kill to take a nap in a comfy belly atm #everythings just been going wrong at once and it's been hard #trying to stay positive through it #medli rambles

[neilfinnaesthetics]

Healing myself one Kate Bush song at a time.

#I am going through such a rough patch atm #TW: I’m getting back my fucking ED and I am struggling so hard with it :( #I have really been leaning on Kate’s music these past few weeks and I literally feel so much relief when I listen to her #I love her so much <3 #kate bush

[doctorwormcore]

What i think i love the most about the live action is just how much love there is? Yeah its different from the anime, but honestly....kinda better. I love how kind they all are, the strawhats clearly just love each other already, their own little family

#opla #crying screaming throwing up #i hope we do get to see more of their og personalities shine through #i.e. sanji being a bit of a hotheaded dumbass and zoro being a bit of a moron and nami being a bit more a big sister hahaha #but i love the opla strawhats so much man #i love that they highlight that sanji is inherently soft or that usopp really is charismatic or that zoro really is a snarky gay bitch lmAO #and like i ADORE opla nami #im so excited for chopper man... im watching the anime atm and he still isnt here yet ;-; #boku wa doctor tony tony chopper if you even care #god if they made everyone else hot can you imagine how hot robin will be!?!?!? #ugh....can you imagine how theyd tackle whole cake island with soft!sanji ....feelsbadman.jpg #i mean we have a LONG way to go before we even tackle the time skip....very apprehensive as yo how sanjis will be tackled bc girl... #lbr that shit was insensitive and transphobic af.... #dont get me wrong....sanjis a fucking misogynist lmao....less so in the la...still there tho #god bless him...thinks hes just chilvalrous #anyway no notes on luffy he is literally perfect can do no wrong precious baby #if anything hes not as objectively stupid lol but like they only had 8 eps..you really can only squeeze in the most important shit #anyway i am screaming...dennis o'hare NEEDS to play eric the whirlwind if they utilise that shit #anywya thats my rambling for today lol

[falldogbombsthemoon]

Yall haha, my dad made it so I have wifi access for one hour a day. which I can use from like 14 to 21 german time. So once my mobile data is dead, I will not be active that much ig. So please dont think I'm abandoning yall.

#vent following #its fucking ridiculous. im not a fucking child. neither is my brother #no idea what my dad wants to achieve through that. “so you can relaxe more” yeah no. being on the internet is my fucking coping mechanism. #there is nothing about relaxation there. also he did that so we'll to go sleep earlier. if it really was about that. #he would need to force me to sleep. you cant just change my sleep schedule by that #anyway its fucking ridiculous as i was on a good way of getting to sleep more early but if imma do that now he will think like #“wow. im such a good dad. i fixed all the problems my child could possibly have.” which is absolutely not the case #yk. ive always fucking struggled with feeling like people cant trust me. #and him not trusting my abilities to be responsible for myself is not helping #and then boom. im feeling shitty but wait haha my coping mechanism is currently set offline. #and like also im in extra stress atm bc school is fucking with me #not only are like a bunch of tests on the way but my fucking anxiety in school is getting so bad. #i cant sit in that facility without feeling like imma have a panic attack any minute #i am in need of fucking professional mental help. and at least one diagnosis. i dont want to do shit to myself. #but in this house hold. emotions are not talked about. feelings are suppressed and mental health is an illusion #i NEED to see a fucking psychiatrist. but i dont feel like i can to my parents about that. and technically i could go without them knowing #but someone needs to educate them. and i mentally cant be that someone #and guess whos sitting in their room crying and writing about that rn. not studying for their tests tomorrow and the day after. #i bet if my parents wouldnt have done that shit with my wifi i would be studying rn #quinns daily yapping post #rather #quinns personal hell

[whathappenedtomyweekend]

I actually can't believe I never read Percy Jackson growing up but rest assured if I had, young me would have gone absolutely batshit FERAL over percabeth!!!!!

#reading the son of Neptune atm i just started it and WHAT #THE ONLY THING HE REMEMBERS IS ANNABETH AND THE THING THAT MAKES HIM GO THROUGH THE TIBER IS HER #I AM GOING INSANE #percabeth #i cannot #why are they becoming a new otp i cannot handle this #omfg