#i am proud of this world tbh

[ash-and-starlight]

one day, in a thousand years

#I THINK I HAUVE COVID #oh to meet your love after a thousand years at a museum exhibit of your past lives #thinking about them makes me so sick so ILL DISEASED #I AM NOT IMMUNE #spc i’m cursing u forever for this wtf. WTF bro wtf #ouyang’s last thoughts were a desperate plea for esen to wait for him. #he has NEVER called him by first name he has NEVER asked him anything #and his last thought is asking him to wait #and esen does. bc he would have given ouyang anything he asked for #god i hope u get rawed so good it makes up for all the lost lifetimes u earned it #he who drowned the world #she who became the sun #the radiant emperor #general ouyang #esen-temur #(zhu also present in the golden imperial dragon and the golden light of gayness that brought them together again) #my art #not super proud of how it turned out tbh tbh it looks better in my head 😔😔 #would’ve stayed in the drafts if not for my need to feed this 4 ppl fandom #and if not for robin motivation nfngdjfb ty kissa you forever #id in alt text

[timey-fandom-stuff]

"Not every window is a door, but most doors have windows." "Don't tap on the glass. You might not like what happens next."

this is Kris the Kriptid, an AU Kris Dreemurr that may or may not be trying to inspire their own creepypasta. they think they're the scariest glitch entity to ever appear on a player's screen-- but they also think that accidentally setting off the smoke detector by burning toast when they were 10 qualifies them as an arsonist, so take that with a grain of salt. don't be fooled; they are still Kris under all that edge.

here they're singing the refrain from Cabinet Man by Lemon Demon for some funky composition practice; it just felt right for this menace and may or may not hint a LITTLE at what sort of wacky game-breaking nonsense I've got up my sleeve with Jailbroken, shhh

#deltarune #deltarune comic #kris dreemurr #kris deltarune #deltarune AU #Jailbroken AU #Kris the Kriptid #my art #my comics #i mostly did this to practice layouts and coloring styles #because i actually really wanna make Jailbroken a comic #and can I just say. i am REALLY happy with this #especially since I've barely drawn anything in literally 2 years #then suddenly BOOM my hands get possessed by the world's worst AU Kris with the irresistible impulse to make this exist #you know i'm freaking proud since i actually bothered to put a watermark on it and i have literally never done that before lol #i have a ton of sketches about this project... soon... #(i will note that The Kriptid isn't the actual protag Kris of Jailbroken tho; they ARE an important cast member though!) #anyway they're definitely some variety of goofy joke AU even if in Jailbroken that won't really show for a whiLE #eyestrain cw #might as well be safe tbh #ask to tag

[medievalwife]

im not trying to start drama in the yj fandom but out of all the yj posts i see on my dash and thru searches, only about 4% are about taissa turner and about half of those are about taissa’s relationship with van. now im not saying this is internalized anti-blackness on most of the fandom’s part but i do think it’s interesting that while tai is a central character on the show, her importance is very much diminished by the rest of the fandom in favor of characters like shauna nat and jackie etc.

#i love all the girls and they all deserve the world but it’s just something i noticed. #im proud of tumblr for not sidelining lottie too but tbh i feel like ppl probably don’t realize she’s mixed and that’s probably why they’re #more receptive to her. anyways WHY AM I HERE lol?????? #yellowjackets #yj

[gingerteaonthetardis]

btw i wrote 3k words of rosemartha yesterday after what feels like but realistically was not the dry spell of the century

#most of it is just angsty establishing stuff and background characters and solidifying my version of that world but like. it was fun #even if i am not employing my usual writing style exactly and trying to be a little simpler about things... still proud of myself for #writing anything at all tbh #anyway time to put that on pause and finish editing some twelverose dammit #abbey.txt

[eevyerndracaneon]

the funniest thing abt rain world being so difficult is that actually. i get to decide what parts are difficult. *turns dev tools on*

#rw #rain world #i try to do as many rooms on my own as i can #but at this point. i am tired of lizards. and sometimes Bullshit:tm: #the spider area can go fuck itself with a drill and get kill buttoned thru i was nOT DEALING WITH THAT #triggered my arachnophobia AND was just kind of bullshit to deal with #at least the shoreline i could shove past my thalassophobia with in the end and DID IT ON MY OWN HAHA (still proud of that tbh) #anyways. im having a fun time #dunno just yet if i wanna do the other slugcats....the concept scares the shit out of me bc of *stares at shoreline and spider area* but #shrugs!!!!!!! dunno yet #im at least playing a survivor run on my own to see how i feel in the end

[fantasticalleigh]

there is nothing more humbling than putting everything into the things you make and then having it amount to nothing each time. no matter how hard i try none of it matters. but at the same time it's kind of freeing and allows me to be more cavalier about the next thing. ¯_(ツ)_/¯¯_(ツ)_/¯¯_(ツ)_/¯¯_(ツ)_/¯¯_(ツ)_/¯¯_(ツ)_/¯¯_(ツ)_/¯¯_(ツ)_/¯

#i have to remember i do it for ME and nobody else. and it helps me. and that should be all that matters. #leigh speaks #i practically killed myself working on my senior body of work for an exhibition for 2 years #and then covid came and it didn't happen and the prospective buyers i'd been talking to went silent #even my own family didn't care so i stuffed all the art in a storage bin and i hate looking at it #sometimes i think about just not doing art of any kind anymore but i think i would literally implode without it so guess not #this has been on my mind since 2020 tbh and obvs my dumb little art show is not more important than the pandemic #but that was so important to me and i never got that closure. i'm allowed to be sad and bitter #sorry you got sad emo leigh today :( maybe i just need to take a social media break for a while i'm just tired of everything #for the record i am PROUD of everything i make #i will never be ashamed of any of it #but it sucks when you try and share that with the world and all you get is confirmation that once again it doesn't matter

[heartsoji]

Congratulations on 700 <3 !! You deserve the world (づ๑•ᴗ•๑)づ♡

For your event (bllk match up please):

Name: Kou

Hair colour black, eye colour dark brown

Gender: Male

Sexuality: Pan (I think)

Interests: I really love volleyball (never got to learn properly or compete due to numbers and having no where near me to learn), origami, reading, writing, badminton, psychology and business studies (anything commerce related really).

Important part of myself: I'd say that it's how I'm able to learn a lot by myself? I self taught myself badminton and was able to beat people who had been playing for years. Volleyball I taught myself as well and I've done well during the practice games (if we ignore spiking and serving lol). The same applies to academics since I teach myself most of the content and get good grades. Other than that I'm not too sure

this rq was here before i put the 'general characteristics' down so i had to send a pm asking 😭 "I'm quiet and pretty calm, I'd also say I'm observant (like I notice and remember a lot of random details about others). I can sound a bit rude at times because I'm blunt, but I really care about the people around me. I can end up saying really offensive stuff too out of pure anger (it's always in retaliation but it goes too far a lot-)"

I MATCH YOU UP WITH...

KUNIGAMI RENSUKE! "because i'm going to be a football hero"

i figured that you wouldnt want someone super over-the-top bubbly like bachira, but i thought that a happy, honest-hearted guy would work well

now listen

kunigami is suuuuper patient and despite his "play fair. play by the rules" attitude, he knows when you're joking and when you're not. hes also super lighthearted (when it comes to non-football things)

meaning that he'll laugh (off or at depending) your harsh jokes, but he will also keep you in line when you cross a boundary

"hey. not nice." typa thing if you go too far (i thought someone bitchy like rin who would retaliate for fun but get offended and spit back smth bitchy when it went too far would end up being toxic)

HE THINKS ITS SO COOL HOW TALENTED AND SELF-RELIANT YOU ARE

YOU TAUGHT YOURSELF BADMINTON?? THATS SO COOL WHAT

he'd try to play with you and i could see him having the power, but not exactly the control

look he's a lower body (well actually look at the gif but anyways) kinda guy. the control is in his feet, not in his (RIPPED ASF) arms

i actually see him, however, being really good at like sand volleyball

he'd go to the beach and play around with his friends with his shirt off as everyone just OGLES him

(lol he has an s/o - you)

because you never really had a way to learn, he'd try to teach you good hitting form and stuff bc idk he gives off "i had a very good father figure" typa vibes?? BITCH IDK

kunigami isn't super intellectual, but he's a good listener and a quick learner. he'd rly like it if u taught him the material that he couldn't grasp within the 40 minutes of class!

if u remembered smth cool abt him, he'd cry. fin. LMFAOOO

"yea, i remembered u like these candies" *big silence before big tears and big hug and big spinning-u-around-in-a-bear-hug-until-ur-ribs-crack-and-ur-so-dizzy-u-cant-see*

anyways, he just thinks ur so cool and is HEAD. OVER. HEELS.

event is closed!

#IM SO SORRY 😭 #THIS IS ACTUALLY AWFUL ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY #UM. #I FEEL SM SHAME PUTTING THIS OUT INTO THE WORLD #ITS NOT EVEN“oh idr like this much and im not proud of it” #ITS “SHIT IS THIS MY FIRST DAY ON TUMBLR” #I AM SO SO SORRY #but tbh this event started like last month and i went away w/o saying anything for a while so i felt like i needed to put smth out #quality > quantity yes but like i had to do smth THE GUILT WAS EATING ME UP #heartsoji.700 #kunigami x reader #blue lock x reader #kunigami fluff #kunigami imagines #but yea #i am so unbelievably sorry rn #maybe ill redo this sometime #js for the redemption arc

[vogelmeister]

anyways i saw a video of non dutch people pronouncing dutch names and im proud to announce that two of my characters and one of my coworker's names are there

#also in WHAT WORLD is anne-fleur a hard name?? is it bc of the dutch e being the english a i will never know #i will confess i shot myself in the foot naming her friend lieke. i just picked names i liked without considering that shit #most of the annoying dutch things in that play i did fully aware they would be a nightmare (but i was doing what felt right) #lieke i just wasnt thinking #anyways proud to announce i did decently #like i can do willemijn and thats all that matters #also they had kees there?? i dont think kees is hard. #maybe bc i was exposed to it via widm so i heard it said a lot #at least merel is easy to say and since shes one of two leads in goud i think i did well there. #now i am thinking of a play i did in high school which was set in switzerland and we all sat down and did agreed pronunciations #so like they probs weresnt correct swiss german but they were consistent and that links in to believability #which has now made me think of than dammed essay where the accents were not consistent #i would have been fine if all the dutch ppl had british accents tbh but NEE hanna van vliet was there and threw it off #(its actually a lot more complex than that) #imma shut up #OH GOD I JUST THOUGHT OF THE SURNAMES IN GOUD. FUCKING ROOIJAKKERS. #de smet is easy tho :) #oh god i just remembered theres a minor character called froukje #mind u while i go scream #at elast froukje is VERY MINOR

[favoritejohn]

screaming crying violently sobbing throwing myself on the ground evapor-

#i am #I AM???????? #the one time i decide to put my phone away and study?????? #REALLY SUH???? #oh my god. #he is so #@/@@/$$8$!_;"!? #I AM!!! SO!!! IN LOVE!!!! #god he is going to look so good at the met gala #aaaaaaaaaaa #he'll be the most handsome!!!! #and the sweetest #prettiest man alive #AAAAAAA I'm so excited #but i probably will not be up to watch it :// #i am exhausted tbh #but i'm so proud of him 🥺🥺 #go show the world how sexy you are!! #and how good nct is!!! #johnny #johnny suh #johnny seo #johnny nct #suh youngho #nct johnny #nct #nct 127 #johnny at the met gala #johnny in the states #usa johnny <33

[nyxi-pixie]

the most important thing abt noah coming out is that the people going 'hehe how does our fav strAIGHT frat boy play that fucking gayass so well??😱😱' had to stfu😁👍

#its annoying when people do it abt anyone tbh #that was so fucking irritating lmfaoooo #me omw to remind the masses of hets and chronically online 12yr old queers whove never met a gay person irl that we're not a monolith🤩 #it doesnt escape my notice that yall say it more violently the second anyone so much as iMPLIES that they mighy not be straight #'speculating is bad' yes! but shockingly! yelling to the moon + back that them being not straight is impossible is not the best alternative #and perpetuates every dumbass stereotype #im so tired #also if you say hey maybe stop insisting theyre str8 for no reason every 5 seconds for a cheap joke abt the queer character they play #then everyone immediately is frothing at the mouth holding a chainsaw to ur throat #def not indirecting anyone w this😟 #i dont even remember who it was but someone was always putting those stupid noah straightest man in the world jokes on my dash #n i just used to stare at them like holy shit u guys are gonna be shocked when u encounter gay ppl outside of the internet. #my tags ran away from me again #but i hope u guys Hear Me on this shit bc this happens w every celebrity ever #and then ppl turn around and pretend the problem was ppl thinking they might be queer #instead of ppl refusing to believe theyre anything other than straight #anyway. #am a little late to posting abt him i know😔 have been so ia here recently but i saw it when it happened and am vv proud of him #<33 just to get a little of track at the end here #but yeah hes lovely and i wish people who were insisting he was straight would understand him as an examole that gay ppl arent all the same #but they wont cos they immediately turn to going 'omgggg our fav slayqueen i always knew hehehehe he just looks so fruitsalad' #heed my warnings i am a conduit of rage and violence and one day im going to use it on those ppl #oh fuck this was so many tags i am an unrestrained tag menace #a tennis if you will #aha like the game #anyway #byler #(<- it isnt but this is where i was seeing 'Straight Frat Boy Noah could never be gay' posts so.) #(not most of you tho<333 just a few) #right im going back to reading this 700k word fic from another fandom when will i return to tumblr?? who knows. not me

[goethitee]

im joining a dog training club & im really excited!! it seems to be mainly obedience & rally which tbh i dont really know that much about.. but im excited to get into it! after i decided agility wasnt a good fit for winni i thought obedience would be cool to try with her but i had no idea how to start. that being said though i am going to do these classes with eustace, not winni. as he doesnt have Hound Brain & is Normal about other dogs & people, he’s perfect to try things with. (winni is Very friendly with ppl but does not fuck with a lot of other dogs). my plan is to go through the basics & a lot of the regular classes before i maybe try to start bringing winni. but we will see how it all goes!!

#i think they might do a little agility ? im not sure #but even if there aren’t classes on that i know enough to do courses on my own #excited to hang out with old ladies & their shelties lol #dog posting #but yea our agility instructor that we’ve been going to since we got teaca 12 years ago has decided to just completely blow me off lol #still pissed abt that tbh but this seems like a better place to really get into the dog sport world #oh also they have some herding classes! maybe eustace can try that too ! #orientation is tonight & im really proud of how not anxious i am rn lol #im sure i will probably will a hot mess when im driving there/ when i get there but for now im good!

[maxellminidisc]

Too often I feel like kicking my dad for not buying my Granny's lacquer furniture...

#i sometimes am genuinely so sad i have nothing of hers to remember her by #my bio grandma fucking SUCKS and she was all i had instead #she specifically reauested her pride and joy lacquer wardrobe be offered to our family when she died #because she knew how much me and my mom adored it lol #but her son tried to sell it instead which was also shit but i get it i would've paid all the money in the world for it #i hope one day it finds us again tbh but anyway whenever i think of her i see it in my mind #just remembering how big it fucking was and how tiny i was and how she used to proudly gloat how proud she was #she could have a piece that big and well made in her house and ALL paid up in full every time i sat down and stared at it lol :) #also the way she'd just hang up on people mid convo LMAO she was so curt man #anyway anytime i see cranes i just remember her cause the motif was cranes and i just watched a documentary on them lanskskks

[nomaishuttle]

got a 100% on my FINAL EXAM for personal finance... yayyy grins :]

#iam proud of myself yayyy yayyy dancing around spinning #glad its over tho..even tho i am frustrated with myself that i didnt finish it yesterday :[ its ok #i THINK once i finish my world history class (famously the longest (? aside from the unknowns) class that i have bc its likee 436 lessons #and ive only done 10 of them) i wont have asny more classes with this fucking teacher thank GDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD bc i hate this guy tbh

[mammoneythegreat]

i was all down and everything cos of getting my heart broken every damn time and now i've got a bf????? 😀😀 is this real

OOOO CONGRATSSS IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU :DD

#i hope u treats u well!!!! #you’re deserving of love :D #im proud of u!! #go you tbh #is he nice? :D #tell us about him!! #in all seriousness #i am very happy for you :) #youre epic and you’re really fun to be around and talk to #you deserve the world and sm more :D #give yourself more credit!!! #youre epic

[kuiinncedes]

what do u meannnnnnn i'm abt to be post college graduation 🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️

#apparnelty some family friends coming to my graudation #bc ig i'm the first in the generation to graduate or whatever the fuck #and like whatever that's fine but ffs i wish they would've come to my show instead #that i co directed and literally love sos o so oso sosososoososooo much #so so so proud of that #i don't give a shit abt my graduation tbh lmfao TT #so it lowkey doesn't mean much to me that they want to come to my graduation ;-; #it would've meant so fucking much if i knew they would be able to come #and want to see that and i could like suggest hey instead come see this show LMAO #like it probably wouldn't have happened but whatever #also just like i have like no motivation and no interest in stats at this point lmfao #ALSO bc these ppl all gonna be fucking talking abotu and asking abt what i'm doing after #I DON'T KNOWWWWW what i'm fucking doingggggggg #i alr get enough talk from my mom abt how i'm not applying to enough jobs #i dont need family friends to also be asking me and my answer just being ha idk #i'm fucking staying at college tho like on campus bc i'm a fucking loser and don't want to move on #like not rly. i'm kinda trying to see it as like #the alternative would've been me at home being a loser lol #and that would've been so annoying and even if this isn't the 'right' thing to do or most traditional #at least i'm choosing to do it ig #and i get to stay in this club w my bestestestestest friends for another yr #idc if i'm like not moving on when i should LOL too bad for me that's a future problem #and also kinda figure out this weird right after college time period w my friend who i'm rooming with #ok. slay that was. acool turnaround from me lmfao just . yeah ok that's the positive side ig lmao #anyway i also dont give a shit about graduation bc i hate my university rn lmfao :) and the world is burning down #jeanne talks #i am . procrastinating #imagine knowing what the fuck i learned in this class this whole semester #ugh literally two group projects to end on and two of the most boring annoying group project experiences i've had LMAO

[batqueers]

been having more bad days than not but its fine long as im dissociated sleep or busy

#longest streak in a while i think. and maybe i should be proud of it in some way? i dunno. #been living for weeks with an emotional hair trigger and its so fuckin tiring. tbh #but im still kicking and thats what really matters doesnt it #i dont gotta make it to anytging anymore. terrifying but somewhat a relief or something #maybe when i land that extra job ill shut it and be happier. money makes the world go round #i dunno. scratcges head. at this point theres few people i more than dont mind talking to and despite my family telling me i need physical #people i dunno i think ive always liked being alone when the curtains close. its one of those things that were always meant to happen. #ive been spoiled in a way since graduating high school that i forgot that i wasnt Made for certain things. and there are certain #irrefutable things that i am that ive tried to forget. #no crying over kicked sandcastles. at least people dont know this time #ah whatever. honk shoo #obscurus.txt #acd would get it