#i can't sleep 😔

[lost-in-yahargul]

Being in love with someone really is the most embarrassing thing ever bc what do you mean I physically need to sleep with a used pajama shirt of theirs when they aren't home to sleep with me

#I can't sleep 😔 #home and safety and love and sleep really can smell like a person huh #edit I posted this to the wrong blog fuck #eh whatever the bloodborne pals can have a little of my love ramblings now and then too #personal

[aotoreiki]

BSD verse Ice (Fuyuno Reisei) moves from his hometown of Otaru, Hokkaido, to Yokohama following the events of the Guild Arc. One may be wondering why in the hell anyone would choose to move to the place where all kinds of stupid & dangerous nonsense seems to go down constantly, but the answer is pretty much just that he moved there to help out a friend.

#i can't sleep 😔 #so im posting instead #i could have chosen to give him criminal ties in bsdverse considering (gestures to everything) #but no i decided he was gonna be just some guy #maybe in the future #ooc ✻ who opened the box

[bobbybearhugs-blog]

They weren't there for you when you were getting bullied by the anons. They were only there for her. What makes you think they won't replace you with your lookalike? It's like a friend of mine said...Out with the old and in with the new.

...Stop it...

#bobbybearhugposting #I can't sleep 😔

[napstawantstosleep]

C! Eret has been on my mind lately and I noticed that their growth as a character was mostly them accepting their mistakes and making peace with their past self haha my life model fr

#dsmp #dream smp #dsmp fanart #dream smp fanart #mcyt #mcyt fanart #the eret #eret #eret fanart #mcyt eret #eret mcyt #I missed drawing this little guy. This little gal. This smol and v tiny lad. #Accidental changes in the design maybe??? Idk man it's been so long since I drew them last #Smh can't believe I changed that bad 😔 #No but tbh I've been DRAINED lately like no energy just sleep and ERET'S stream always happen at 1am the second I'm about to zzzzzzzzz #Still trying to hop on occasionally tho!! Because I enjoy it so much but mmmmmbed #Also just took a look at the art I posted last year/months ago and what the heck was I fed with cuz.... #Nvm it was pasta I remembered

[evilkaeya]

I think it fits them

#knkdz posting because I lost my 50/50 to fuckass qiqi and currently having a breakdown #ya Allah can't I have ONE WIN #give me back my ada family now #ON TOP OF THAT CYNO SQ IS ON 2ND HALF OF THE PATCH im so sad #my sumeru family i miss u all so much.... #i wanna grind on genshin but i have finals coming up and :( sure i can do 60 pulls before arle is gone (maybe) but i have to study as well #sacrifice sleep it is #anyways 😔😭 #knkdz #bsd #bsd dazai #bsd Kunikida

[cakesmelons]

Dream got Cross back! (I'm supposed to be asleep but I can't sleep but I'm supposed to wake up early but I CAN'T SLEEP—)

#broke into your house and found a frozen au card. so. I thank you for that ...even though I pretty much just stole it #SUNNY ART!!!!!! #sunnymaincoon #NOT my art #sunny. youre welcome to steal from me house any time <3 #damn cross. two different dreams???? lucky 😔💕 #at least dream was nice enough to carry shattered after beating him <3 #my day be fine. but then i see sunny art and suddenly my day is fantastic #cross so flustered over having his bf fight for his ass <3 #(that ass is Dream's!!!! 😤 he's okay w/ sharing but you can't just STEAL it shattered >:/) #frozen au #dreamtale frozen au #frozen!au #sanscest #frozen!cross #frozen!dream #frozen!shattered #SUNNY SLEEP!!!!! you need sleep 😤 #i say like the hypocrite i am

[moonchild-in-blue]

I won't say the first thing that came to mind when I saw ropes 💀

Tiny Vessel, we can absolutely jump rope of you want 🥺 Actually, I will get Froggy and you two can play while I spin it. He's a little leaper and is dying to play with you, my sweet sweet boy 🥺🐸

#awwwww tiny bebe with a jumping rope 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 #fr tho how hilarious would it be if Sam would walk on stage with a rope and Vessel would just start jumping like crazy #i bet he does that on his workout routine #it would be so so funny. the voobs bouncing boobily 😔 #actually now that i think about it i genuinely cannot remember the last time i jumped rope #it used to be so fun during recess. those cute games where a bunch of people would go in and out. and with double ropes and stuff #my ankles can't take it anymore hahahah #sleep token #sleep token fanart #tiny token #darya answers

[alicenpai]

art thoughts lately!! particularly about con prep ..

- i am getting tired of drawing chibis during con prep season 😔 like i mentioned before, i think im "good" at drawing them, but they are kind of uninteresting to draw. and i get bored after a while! i think that's why charms burn me out so fast. luckily my last "specialty" merch design was just submitted so . i can move on to prints and other designs now

- i still like designing charms but i think i might try portrait charms. which means that like . my charm catalogue will cover a less broad range of fandoms (?) bc portraits will take a lot more work + harder to draw characters i don't know well

- might also still do buttons bc i like the idea of having low cost options on my table (i.e. canadian con goers tend to have a lower purchasing power?) although i think i may have been under charging...... i might have to raise the price by a few cents, because again, they do take time to draw. i put unnecessary amounts of detailing in them . it sparks joy ok 😔 anything priced under like. $10 (?) will be a low cost merch option and i like the idea of still having my art be "accessible" and not just like. having $15-20 charms and prints

- i also want to lean more into like. stickers in the style of the baccano sheet i drew last year! i think it's a lot of fun to interpret a favourite series in this graphic design style. a lot of work and research but yeah

- i hate lineart again so it might be time to learn how to clean sketches again

- might also be time to crank out the chisel brushes again - whenever i see artists using the chisel brush it makes me miss my 2017-18 era art sm .... there's such a delicious flow in chisel brushes .. part of the reason i stopped using them is 1. i was getting tired of using the brush (though i think my 2019 art was a bit tame compared to the previous year), and 2. complications on my computer with photoshop and then having to move on to clip. i can't replicate the tilt sensitivity of my ps brushes (specifically the helen chen brushes) in clip ^__T so i had to learn to wield another set of favourite brushes. i know clip also has chisel brushes but this one was my favourite aughhgh. will have to dive into the brush settings window for like 2 hours again ..

- overall, im really looking forward to stickers and prints the most! esp prints! i have a greater vision of what i want to capture in my art, after doing the Halloween piece and the pandora hearts twin mirrors piece. i want to push my art in a more illustrative direction (thank you miss shirahama kamome of witch hat atelier you have changed my life), if it works out. ill definitely have to toss the old prints that don't suit my style anymore, though ill see about doing a "last call" to see if anyone wants em during anime north 🤔 if not they will be recycled hehe

#diary #i can't sleep so im gonna type my thoughts into the void 😔

[j-ellyfish]

I'm sorry but I'm too much of a sucker for angsty fluff, severe pining and hurt/comfort with no toxicity involved in my comfort ships, so I just cannot see Spaus as toxic marriage ;_; 👉👈 💕

The people around them? Like, their bosses? Yes, toxic pieces of shit that never cared about their opinions or feelings, but they actually loved each other to the end, despite the ups and downs, and they might've taken some things personal in the moment, but in the long run they knew it was just humans politics and things out of their power.

#I have once read a one-shot fic about their divorce and I was like YES YOU SEE MY SAME VISION THANK YOU 💗 #because they didn't divorce on bad terms and it was clear they still loved each other 😔💕💕 #I know that Antonio has canonically a dark side but this doesn't necessarily mean he ever used it against Roderich in their marriage #especially with how apologetic Spain sounds when he goes against Austria with France and Pru #and how calm and not really threatened Roderich felt when Antonio caught Feli to get to him #and even mentioned it took him three days to forget Spain's face #it just #nothing about them strikes to me as the result of a toxic marriage ended very badly on a personal level #ary spoke #spaus #aph spain #aph austria #It's almost 6am can't sleep and thinking about the otp 😔💕 #hetalia

[marsneedstherapy]

yall I know how much we talk abt phoebe and silas now days, but I must admiT rosalind and orion r still my favorite secret shanghai couple.... 🤧😁

#im sorry yall 😔 #im just the person that almost universally likes the main ship the mosT #based off that logical u might assume that romajuliette would be like tied with rosalind and orion for my fav but no. #i jusy relate more to rosalind and orion as characters so i like their relationship a tiny bit more #also dont get me wrong i still love all the shipS #but yk jusg a tad bit unequally.... #im sorry guys im a human person who has bias 😔🤧 #and favorites #ah! #im sleep deprived #can't u tell 🥰 #chloe gong #secret shanghai #foul lady fortune #orion hong #rosalind lang #phoebe hong #silas wu

[jonscastle]

I headcanon that frank possibly has intense migraines that start in the middle of his head, and the pain migrates to the front of his eyes to the top right of his head, near the area where he got shot at 🥹

#it would make sense because from daredevil season 2 it was said that the bullet fractured his skull?? if i remember correctly #i imagine thst the migraines start late at night when he's trying to sleep 😔 and he can't because he overthinks #and he obviously cant sleep well because of the nightmares and the pain so he self medicates by doing what he does best. #punishing criminals #also he doesn't take medication for it because he feels like he deserves the pain it gives him :((( #headcanon #frank castle #the punisher #daredevil #frank castle headcanons

[fivewholeminutes]

Helo beloved, I'm sending random plants to people because why not. You get a pretty monstera variegata. I hope you have a lovely day.😗💘

Hi, my love, this is a beautiful monstera and i am in awe 🥺 i didn't even know there is a variety with white leaf parts 💚🤍

I have a quite alright day today, actually! So thank you 💖 i also hope the rest of your day is better than the morning 😔🫶

I don't have much plants myself, bc a. Terrible 4 legged beasts that reach every shelf and try to eat the leaves and b. I myself do not have a green thumb. Still, here's my biggest and so far healthiest plant for you in return:

Although it's not looking its best. The brownish-beige areas were supposed to be pink... I've also forgotten how it's called 😬 hope you accept this offering anyway 💚

#thank you for the ask i love monsteras so much even tho i can't have one 🥺😔💚 #asks #sleep token't

[gideongrovel]

My tummy is feeling icky 😢😢😢😢

#save me i threw up 😢😢😢😢 #emetophobia tw #i can't fall back asleep my stomach is trying to kill me #🚨tmi tmi 🚨 it's killing me from both ends too 😭😭😭😭 #i feel awful in this moment.... just makes me wanna be back home 😭😭😭😭 #like im so sleepy too but laying back down makes it worse but i can fall asleep sitting upright 😢😢😢😢😢 #also everyone else here isnt that helpful in situations...and even if they were they're sleeping so i had to call my sister 😔😔😔

[theflyingfeeling]

hi hi hellooo! Aleksi's remix of Let Me Down Slowly came up on my youtube recs and it instantly reminded me of your amazing fic and I knoooooooooow I said it a million times but thank you so much for writing it and sharing it, it's so fucking good!!!!!!! 💖💘💖💕💖💖💘

now imagine, pining-idiots-that-haven't-realized-they-are-in-love Allu and Olli are probably enjoying their well deserved breaks from all the stuff they did in 2023 (and most likely with their partners by their side), but I like to imagine that they still make some time for at least one video call once a week, or that they exchange dumb texts daily because they miss each other so much 🥺💕

maybe Olli grabs his guitar one night and comes up with some beautiful riff that he sends to Allu, but this time Aleksi decides that they have to finish it together side by side (clearly an excuse to see Olli again because oooops, he realized he has Feelings™ for his friend and bandmate) and well, Olli had to travel to Helsinki anyway (to make sure the new posters were shipped correctly, or to sign a legal document or some made up bullshit), soooo why not stay at his just-a-friend-i-swear's place for a few days?

they would have the Moment Of Realization late at night, around 2AM when Allu is finally done with the remix and Olli is already asleep on the couch (is he really asleep, though? or just enjoying the moment with his eyes closed?). Allu would not resist the temptation of brushing a curl off Olli's beautiful face, and maybe caressing one of his cheeks while he can, not forseeing that Olli would be very much awake, so now they're both holding their breaths and staring at each other with so much love 💖💕💘

maybe they finally dare to get closer and share a shy little kiss after all those years of pining, or maybe they feel like they can't do it, not while they still have a significant other, and leave the studio confused and unsure of what to do next 🥰

anyways, it's already late over here and I used my last braincell to daydream about this 😅 have a lovely lovely day 💖💕💘💖💕💘

OH MY GOD???!!?!?!??!?! 😭😭😭😭😭

this made my stomach do the thing because akdjshfksjfdkf I've honestly spent the entire Christmas break thinking about the two of them constantly checking their phones and not really understanding why they feel so disappointed when there's no new text from the other or why they feel a pang of jealousy when the other posts a holiday greeting in the group chat (=a selfie with their gf with a cheesy Christmassy/NYE edit and a text "Happy Holidays from us!")

amd aaaahhhh imagine soft Olli playing softly on his soft guitar AND THINKING OF ALLU THE WHOLE TIME DJDHFGFFJFF I meaaaaan may I remind y'all that yet again this is not just something the delulu made up but instead it's something that actually for real happened with the Let Me Down remix 😭 obviously we don't know if Olli had the riff ready and Allu just happened to need one and it came up in a conversation, or if Allu asked him to make him one, or if Olli just sent the riff to Allu who was so inspired (and in love (with the riff! or at least that's what he convinced himself then)) that he made an entire remix based off it 🥺 my point here is that it's TOO EASY to imagine them doing exactly what you just derscribed 🤧💕

and yeah, I have also been imagining their first kiss and how terrifying it would be for the both of them 😭 I mean, I want to assume that the "deep talks" they've had over a glass of wine or a bottle of Mountain Dew (again, something we know for certain they done, not just something the delulu has decided is canon!!) they have also discussed sex and/or sexuality and came out as bi to each other, so it's not the fact they're both dudes and about to kiss each other that's messing with their heads rather than the fact they're both in relationships skgjdjfksjfsjfjdjf fuck why am I so invested in this 😩

bonus points indeed if they only ALMOST kiss before they snap out of it and aaaaaaaaaa poor confused boys!! because this whole time they've been like "I don't actually like him that way, and even if I did nothing could ever happen because we're friends and co-workers and he's taken" but then they realise they were having an undeniable Moment(tm) and the other was actually about to kiss them back too so they're like ???????????????? oh god 😭

thanks for this, I feel so validated once again 🙈

#i didn’t make any new year's resolutions but if i did it would’ve been to let this infidelity trope be #i know it's all fiction but........i'm so paranoid 🙈 #but just so you know i could write fic after fic after fic about these two falling for each other in various circumstances #and yes many of them include them already being in relationships with someone else #i just keep imagining allu staying up late by himself bc his partner is already in bed #and he's contemplating whether or not he should text olli if he's awake too #he is of course (already waiting for allu's text) and i'm imagining them texting each other at ass o'clock with dopey smiles on their faces #when they could be sleeping next to their actual partners #OH WAIT i dont have to imagine this BECAUSE THAT HAPPENED FOR REAL TOO 💁‍♀️ #to conclude they're in love but feel like they can't do anything about it 😔 #answered asks #ollixallu #blind channel rpf #catboyolli

[bloooops]

went for a little run this morning, then came home and ate breakfast then had an hour long nap and woke up and ate second breakfast 🥴

#like okay mate it wasn't that big of a run calm down #and i still wanna go back to sleep! #but i can't because i wanna get a decent sleep tonight so i can wake up and do it again tomorrow 😔

[whspermy-name]

Challenge stay up until 3am no braeks allowed for me 😈😈

#I can't go a night with out falling asleep earlier than 10 😔😔 #It's the weekend why not ruin my sleep schedule for a night 😍 #I also wanna see how late I'll sleep #I always wake up at 6 so #Even when I'm up until 1 #Hmmmmmm #Curiosity can be one of my best acquaintances yet one of my worst enemies