#i cannot explain it but it is true

[bottlecapsandotherthings]

>:0 I have competition....

-Mystery Anon <3

....You are the one that I would consider dating if you revealed yourself.

I like your vibe and the energy you give off.

#i cannot explain it but it is true #answered asks #mystery anon #<3

[niko-jpeg]

This is a snoot appreciation post

#Infinite the jackal #sonic forces #sonic the hedgehog #okay but in the Japanese version of the Infinite gets his ass kicked cutscene #You see so much more of his snout and I’m obsessed #He had such a big nose. An appropriately large nose for a canine of his size #He’s so cute #Who gave him the right. #Also his ears are massive and I’m kind of obsessed with these (not so) little details #Coming soon! Niko explains the silly biological advantages of having a large nose and ears and tail and other details that could be true #Because I cannot be normal about him when his big ass fucking ears are right there and no one talks about this stuff

[bumblingbabooshka]

Janeway in 'Nothing Human' vs Tuvok in 'Resolutions' There's something here I know there is I can almost wrap my teeth around it.

#I can't watch Nothing Human bc the puppet really disconcerts me #but I cannot believe Janeway really came into B'Elanna's room after all that and the FIRST thing she says...her OPENER is #'Wow it smells awful in here~!' #DUDE....................TIME AND PLACE #HEHEHHE #C'MON MAN #B'Elanna: Is [putting it behind us] an order? / Janeway [normal!]: Yes. #'And what emotion is that?' C'MON MAN!!!!!! #Janeway & Tuvok #Kathryn Janeway #Tuvok #I can see why she and Tuvok are friends #'I understand you're upset but fall in line' #You can be upset but not if effects your work #<- Something which would be fine on a regular ship but is very difficult on Voyager #I think Janeway's certain coldness or ruthlessness which can be aimed at either friend or foe is an interesting #aspect of her personality #Ex: She and B'Elanna COULD have feasibly had a more touching scene together to close out the episode but they don't #I don't know if I'm explaining myself well right now I'm a bit ill and more than a bit tired #Something about uhh maybe....people under their command vehemently and emotionally disagreeing with them/their decisions?? #you can disagree with me but not if you don't follow me anyway #Voyager a ship full of contradictions #they have to all work together and they are all closer emotionally than any other starship due to their situation #but they are also still 'at work' and are expected to follow orders. It's like a 'casual' hierarchy but it's still a hierarchy #and you can't fall too far out of line bc you're someone dear to me #but you're also a valued cog in the machine #and even though you ARE valued you ARE still a cog in the machine #but you're also my dear friend. and all of these things are true at once. #all of that of course but also Janeway & Tuvok are displaying a very particular kind of shared leadership style in these moments #Janeway is obviously on the whole MUUUCH more charismatic and understanding than Tuvok but still - when push comes to shove...

[chiropteracupola]

...been thinking of this for some time now.

#em draws stuff #the flight of the heron #keith windham #ewen cameron #still not satisfied with keith's face in this but I redrew it for days and days and days and this is the best I got :/ #anyway this entire several months of work has been to say: ewen cameron apricot court suit #which could have been left at those five words! but instead I did quite an involved drawing! so it goes :] #he's a ballerina to me <- statement that I cannot explain but I know to be true

[essektheylyss]

This draft is working this draft is working this draft is WORKING

#literally cannot begin to explain how fuckin. LIGHT it feels for a draft of something currently on v4 to WORK #I'm even not worried about my weird structural nonsense because if I need more of it I can add it! #but importantly the actual strokes of the draft are WORKING I got to a point where I introduced a new element and it was like 'of COURSE' #yes of COURSE that's true. it has to be for this to work. it has to be true. #like things are HAPPENING at points that feel RIGHT and around events that all feed into where it's going and AUGH #anyway do NOT @ me if I'm grumbling later okay it's the process #but in the meantime it's WORKING #megs is writing

[lloydfrontera]

i will never stop being confused about people saying og lloyd was maltreated. like. what the fuck are you talking about. it's not maltreatment if you verbally and physically abuse and harass the people around you and then people start avoiding you and talking shit about you. that is called Consequences Of Your Actions and it's literally the least og lloyd should've gotten for the shit he pulled. like. someone very well could have decided not to take his bullshit and beaten his ass easily at any point. but they didn't. no one ever fucking did. javier is the closest we ever get to that and it was one (1) punch to get him to stop destroying someone's home and business. show me where is the maltreatment. cite your sources. tell me where can i find it. if you're gonna say something with your whole chest please tell me you've at least read the source material and aren't just explaining your headcanons as if they're facts. show me the fucking receipts ajsdhksf

#i talk a lot <3 #not tagging this #but it genuinely baffles when i see someone saying something factually wrong with full confidence #especially when it's something so easily disproven #like. someone will ask me what color javier's hair is and i will cite you three different paragraphs from different chapters #where it's explicitly described and i will still end the post with 'but that's just my interpretation!' #and meanwhile there's people out there that just. fucking lie akjsddfds #i'm not saying i can't be wrong!! of course not!! i just explained how sometimes i can and will miss stuff from a 1.2 million words long #novel!! but at least i try to cite my sources!! at least i try to have canon basis for the bullshit i say!!! #especially something so important as character motivation and backstory!! that's the core of a character!! that's how they interact with #others and the plot!! you cannot just!! say stuff that's not true and explain it to others like it's fact!! #yes i am autistic why do you ask askhdskd

[agueforts]

you know. it might just be me. but i wholeheartedly believe leiland is channeling the undistilled essence of pure faggotry through his gay little spectral form

#i heart normalcore blorboposting on tumblr.com #i cannot explain my reasoning and i will not attempt to. but it's true #aspen tag #d20 #dimension 20 #eftbk #escape from the bloodkeep #d20 eftbk #leiland eftbk

[emptymilk-bottle]

i finished radio silence.

#when i say francis is literally me i don’t quite think i can explain how much it’s kinda true #literally just fuck #alice oseman books are now banned from my reading i cannot go through these emotions #anyways yolo time to uh go to sleep??? someone tell the birds to hush

[paellegere]

hey girlie it’s me, sam winchesters gay lover, your mootie 🥰🥰🥰 i just wanted to let you know, that your tags on the post about that wincest video are based and i agree with every word, hashtag slay couldn’t agree more i loved reading your essay in those tags heart ❤️

omg thank you!!! i'm basically only capable of talking in essays whether people want me to or not, unfortunately

i just have a lot of feelings on this topic and the whole "canon or not canon" argument is weird to me; the themes are pretty darn clear in supernatural (it is NOT known for its subtlety) so idk man. they don't have to kiss to be canon. and they don't have to have a romantic relationship to be canon either. how many times do they get into relationships with other people only for it to be treated as cheating/betrayal/abandonment, only for them have to give up that relationship in order to reaffirm their devotion to their brother

that's just what the text says. i'm not under any kind of delusion that they have some secret sexual or romantic relationship, but that doesn't change that sam and dean are each other's most important person regardless of that. which is really awesome imo, that romance isn't treated as more important than whatever horrible thing they have with each other, and that they don't have to consummate their relationship with romance/sex in order for it to be the most important one they have

(and of course there's romantic/sexual subtext, like parallels and metaphors and misunderstandings and jokes, but to me that just provides a solid foundation for presenting this relationship between them as the most important even though it's not romantic or sexual—because this language of romance is the only one we know, really, when it comes to writing important relationships between characters. it's the only one we know in our own personal lives, to a large extent. so you use the romance/sexuality to symbolize the actual bond they have. which is so much worse lmao)

anyway i think spn is fairly unique in this way because of how no other relationships can really ever stand parallel to the one they share; even in other shows that center male friendship, romance is allowed to coexist with brotherhood. for sam and dean, it's not, and that becomes a point of tension and conflict and resolution many, many times over the course of the show. so like yeah!!! just because it's not romantic or sexual doesn't mean it's not canon, in the sense that their relationship is the point of the show, and it is the most important relationship they have. they chose each other above all else, every single time. yknow, it's "the epic love story of sam and dean" and all that

#ask #sorry. i did not intend to write another essay about this #but as i said i am only capable of talking in essays. my apologies #to be honest the only reason i have so much to say about this is because i have seen some truly baffling takes about what sam and dean are #and every time i see one i have to sit here and think about it. like how did you arrive at that conclusion. what are you watching #mostly in terms of like. people saying sam and dean are not weird and codependent and enmeshed with each other #that's just blatantly not true because again. this show is about sam and dean and their relationship. textually subtextually metatextually #the concept of even having to defend their relationship as canon is as confusing to me as having to defend umm rubysam is canon #or something #like it happened. they were together in canon. we saw them have sex. you can't say rubysam isn't canon because it's right there #same thing with sam and dean. the difference is the nature of their relationship and the fact that i guess people don't want to like #think of it as canon when it's not romantic???? #it's such a no-brainer kind of thing. like the fact that i'm sitting here trying to explain myself is embarrassing me bc it's like #no shit sherlock #but again the only reason i am thinking about this so much is because i keep seeing people trying to deny or downplay their relationship #in the first place #which is BIZARRE to me #like idk i don't see people trying to deny that ummmm fuck. killua and gon hxh aren't canon friends #that they don't even like each other #wow i'm seriously rambling. apparently i have more to say about this topic than i originally conceived #idk man i get people are uncomfortable with incest but the point is that it's like. not. their canon-ness is not related to incest #they're just insane about each other and they are each other's most important person. they are more important than romantic pursuits #the uniqueness is that it trumps all other relationships and cannot coexist with any others. that's what's so canon about it #it's not just friendship. it's not just brothers. it's not just husbands. it's everything and nothing and so much more all at once #shrugs. sorry for rambling AGAIN #i hope i'm making sense here #supernatural #wincest #spn posting

[discluded]

Today's Halloween costumed performance featured Apo as a bao and Mile as No Face from Spirited Away. (alt video which is shorter)

Mile didn't keep his costume on for long, which is probably for the best considering most people were paying to see his face. This was Apo's costume:

A couple of astute fans ...have an uncanny memory

They performed the song Meteor Rain from the Taiwanese drama Meteor Garden. If you don't know the series, just know it and the song are very very famous throughout Asia and not just in Chinese-speaking/descent regions.

If you followed CQL / Wang Yibo at all, you might also be familiar with his uh, homage, to on the variety show Day Day Up.

translation of the end

#kinnporsche #kpwt #kpwt taipei #mileapo #mile phakphum #apo nattawin #i literally cannot explain how any of this makes sense #i hope you enjoyed it #apo's dream has come true too now #just like mile's zhan zhao dream #this post is literally like the contents of my adhd brain #how does any of this fit together well it's all there I guess

[acaciapines]

what are your thoughts on ralsusie?

MY BEST FRIENDS. I LOVE THEM.

hi if you didnt know im the worlds biggest noelle/susie/ralsei fan so of COURSE i love ralsusie.....

its just. susie is like SO good for ralsei no matter what form their relationships takes, bc susie is the person who is able to like, help ralsei?? with all her prophecy-related trauma?? susie is the person who looks at fate and destiny and anybody who claims you have to be one way and do one thing and says no. thats stupid as shit. im gonna do this other thing. and ralsei sees that and cant NOT fall in love--

tho for sure she doesnt know its a crush at first lol <3 i like to think noelle and ralsei bond partly over their crushes on susie except ralsei 100% doesnt know this is happening until like, three years later when shes started to process how her not-childhood was like, pretty fucked up!!! shes like wait THATS what was going on???

and then for susie, ralsei is like...one of the first people to like susie for susie??? thinking about deltarune chapter 2 here, their friendship hangout...its like, ralsei being this sweet pacifist pushover type LIKING susie, liking her for all her rough edges and bucking against the strings of the world?? yeah!! its really good!!!

so i love them theyre so good so silly one day i will write the dess raises kris au and they will be two thirds of the main ship! <3

#ask #not enough people consider noelle/susie/ralsei #i know this is bc noelle is a lesbian but have you considered. trans girl ralsei real #its so real to me i get whiplash when i remember its not canon lol dfkjdfg #i dont actually remember. why. this ship came to me. #like truly i cannot explain what led me to realize this is Real And True #but it is. and it is such a huge part of the dess raises kris au kjgdfg #like arguably since noelle is the main character is even MORE important than the dess n kris stuff #tho yall know me. we are getting kris pov if it kills me #and dess pov. and chara pov!! and everyone pov!! #okay sorry that turned into something else. in short: ralsusie good

[cratis]

The thing about Griddlehark is that each see the other as the Barbie and themselves as the Ken of the relationship.

#i cannot explain further but see its true #the locked tomb #gideon nav #harrowhark nonagesimus #gideon the ninth #harrow the ninth

[pepprs]

my depression is getting really really bad. like it’s been bad before but this is like… consistently really bad. like a long unending stretch for several weeks (and tbh months) now. to the point where no inoculation actually sticks (and im isolating myself from most of my inoculations anyway and feel unable to stop doing it even though i know it’s self destructive). im either helplessly unbearably miserable or numbing out on video games. i just don’t feel like it’s going to get better for me and i KNOW that is factually untrue but the feeling is louder than the knowledge and it’s just utterly immobilizing. ive been sinking in quicksand for 2 years.

#purrs #longer than that too ofc but i think ever since i moved to campus in 2021 and shit started hitting the fan my life just started snowballing #and picked up speed majorly when i moved back home and ive been stuck in this horrible limbo ever since. like im scaring myself with how #deeply profoundly unhappy and unwell i am. i am just detached and scattered and bewildered by everything. and the only way to break free is #to fight it but i don’t even have the strength. like in order to fight it i have to have the strength and it s exactly the thing that is #being stolen from me. and i work really really hard to suppress it when im around people so no one can tell but on the inside im being eaten #alive and every day that goes on the pain gets harder to bear except im numb most of the time so i can’t tell except for when i can #one of the things that makes me saddest is ive pushed everyone away either by ghosting them or scaring them. when what i want and need the #most is love and comfort. but then when i get it it isn’t enough. idk. im not explaining it well i just feel like. horrible. unbearably #i think i need to go on meds like i truly cannot go on like this not even in a s*i cidal way it’s like i just can’t take living like this #delete later #i know im causing the people who love me pain by being unable to accept that they do love me and that’s the worst fucking part. is hurting #people by being like this. scaring people by being like this. and being so disconnected from myself #and feeling completely and utterly beyond help like nothing ive tried has fixed it but also there are a lot of things i haven’t tried but i #feel so terrible or my freedom is limited so i can’t. idk. #also the crushing knowledge / sense that i have lost the most precious important years of my life both bc of the lockdown and bc of mental #illness lol. except that’s not true bc of all the stuff abt how your best years are always ahead of you and you can make them. but it doesnt #feel like it for me and then i beat myself up bc my job is literally to exude that belief and help other ppl feel it and i increasingly cant #i remember in high school having the thought that one day i could be depressed and being conscious that i wasn’t and now i look back on that #and am like… how. and will i ever not be. i don’t think so. it just feels unending