#i cannot handle the noise

[sunflowerthiefsunny]

About to have a mental breakdown in the Target book section

#op #i left the house for food #but the subway was closed for renovations #so i just went to target to puck up a few things #walk around and clear my head #but i swear #every goddamn person in this target is either on the phone or with a toddler #i cannot handle the noise #i have not eaten all day #theres a cart with a squeaking wheel and its fucking up my head

[sketchy-tour]

Getting emails from tiktok sometimes feels like it's an ex partner begging me to come back. Tempting me with names of people I had followed during the short time I used the app.

Sorry tiktok but never again lmao. It was great for when I was new to WH and could see a lot of cool art and videos. Not so cool when I started drowning in drama videos.

I'll stick to just using tumblr 🥰 Much more control over what I wanna look at.

#Honestly Tumblr is the ONLY social I use now #I hated twitter back when I posted art on there during my furry art days #instagram frightens me so I never really tried it out #never posted to tiktok but being a lurking user on there was even too much #the only reason i havent deleted my tiktok is cause im too lazy to log in to do it #so the emails will continue haha #sometimes i lament that I KNOW im missing other parts of the WH fandom due to not being on other platforms #but I legit cannot handle the noise of other sites... Tumblr feels like home. controlled. I love it #im not scared here #text post #just rambling

[timothylawrence]

allow me a moment to be controversial but . the way fandom talks abt mizora vs how fandom talks about mystra is very..... incher sting...

#ewbie.txt #to delete #feels like a lot of people dont rlly think wylls a victim cus hes well adjusted (insert WRONG buzzer noise here) #gales victimhood vs wylls and fandoms response to both ig... #(this could just be the fact that there's like 5 ppl who actually care abt wylls character vs the 500 gale has) #sorry to this day i think mizora is handled terribly and i cannot stand the fact she doesnt get any form of an ending lmfao . #and b4 yall jump me i love gale

[liam-summers]

Sorry, I would rather eat flaming hot DOG shit than have another man live in my house ever again.

#it's my cousin and I can’t even handle it #why is there always so much hair and noises ? #every day he needs a home cooked meal like I’m his private chef or something ???? #the amount of laundry I am doing is criminal #the bathroom stays FILTHY #don’t even get me started on the UNHINGED amount of cologne this MF drenches himself in #I cannot breathe #1 hour long showers LIKE WHAT ARE YOU WASHING?????? #I’m FUCKING TIRED Y’ALL #it’s like living with a child #and his stupid ass won’t even take the garbage out #personal #text post

[rosegardenpink]

when you're trying to talk to someone in camp but lae'zel will not leave the fucking whetstone alone:

#IT IS SO OVERSTIMULATING #STOP IT #I CANNOT HANDLE THE NOISE ANYMORE #LAE'ZEL GIRL THAT SWORD IS A TOOTHPICK AT THIS POINT #bg3 #lae'zel #jonathan rambles

[an-overgrown-greenhouse]

eating fresh homemade banana bread rn u wish u were me

#cricket noises #oc art #sorry been distant i will not change <3 #still love u guys #brain jusst cannot handle personal internet interactions rn

[the-last-quest]

Autism is autisming rn

#in the green room for a concert and it too loud and there’s too many people #but it’s the only room with seats and I’m in heels #I need this concert to start NOW #i can handle music noise I cannot handle people noise #side txt

[a-gay-little-cat]

walking in to rephrase my thoughts from discord but i was just thinking about tiger getting checked up by his ripper n yknow one could consider tiger a 'borg in cyberpunks terms sure hes not super insane looking like smasher, he likes looking human and theres almost an art to having all these enhacements and reinforcements all neatly tucked away for no one to see yes you have the obvious visible cyberware on his face, his body, the tail but its nowhere near as extreme as you see elsewhere at times, hell, look at someone from maelstrom

all in all he looks.. tame, very stylized sure but you might not exactly expect this all going on in there

#theres definitely a humm to him when its real quiet and you rest your head on his chest #would usually hear the cyberware idling #n sure... something to be said about cyberpsychosis or what have you but i think the way its done in lore is kind of. lame #i like to imagine it with alittle more nuance #highly dependant on the person and how fast you install it all #i think after a certain point yes your body or mind cannot handle any more but theres more fun ways to show this #that arent just super murdering everyone #tiger is a big guy without all of that tech. hes built and healthy so i think that sets a higher baseline #more space to build on and more options to push further up #without him being in any danger #and all of this cyberware was installed gradually over years with his ripper's watchful eye #making sure it all works #doesnt conflict or affect tiger negatively #and yea i admit it. its overpowered perhaps. but im playing touys and if theres someone like smasher looking like that being perfectly fine #well. tiger is allowed #tiger #my ocs #i also think its just a fun aspect to have this mechanical noise alongside the organic heartbeat

[theradicalace]

i am absolutely not in the headspace to be listening to this fucking crypto podcast that this uber driver has on

#ace rambles #i ended up way more distraught by my necklace breaking than i expected and i cannot handle Any noise #much less a stupid podcast #i just have to tough it out for like five more minutes though

[navree]

obi wan and leia holding hands is all that matters. it is literally the only thing that matters. absolutely nothing else holds any significance at all except for obi wan holding little leia’s little hand and stroking it with his thumb and finally allowing his expression to soften when she smiles at him and they both know that the other is safe. that’s it.

#personal #obi wan kenobi #obi wan kenobi spoilers #kenobi spoilers #the noise i made was INHUMAN #how long has it been since someone touched him that softly for no reason other than that they could #because they both needed it #how long has it been since he was able to take a fucking BREATHER #ugh god i can't handle this i really cannot handle it i am hanging by a thread

[ryoki-ph]

genuinely all my life i never understood self harm cause isnt everyday filled with pain? anyway i turned out to be autistic and not literally every other person is getting legitimate pain from loud noises every day. oops

#some days i just want to fucking cry the noise from my family members i truly cannot handle at times #oh wait just remembered i’m getting loop earbuds delivered soon. hopefully those help #i would like every day to not be pain. smiles #originals #txt

[mongeese]

The thing about my neurodivergency or lack thereof is that I generally do not have bad sensory experiences, with maybe one or two exceptions. Like I don't get overstimulated really, I've got no issues with textures or loud sounds or any of that. But I DO have really really good sensory experiences from relatively mundane things. Scratching my phone case, running my hands along bricks, using noise cancelling headphones, being shoved in a mosh pit. All of those things scratch a sensory itch and I'm not sure if most people have those sensory itches or not

#the main exception to bad sensory things is i CANNOT handle things tight around my neck it drives me bonkers #but my neck is just a really sensitive area #i also dont like rings #this post inspired by me getting noise cancelling headphones for Christmas and its really doing it for me #anyway i joke that i have Schrodinger's autism

[abowlofpetuniasandawhale]

cats will really sit there full of autism and still be like “oh you’re overstimulated? you know what would help with that? meowing at you as loud as i can until your undivided attention is directed at me!”

[buriesitsteeth]

I was having a good day today for the first time since like…august and then someone said something and I’ve spiralled into anxiety grip ‘imworriedimworriedimworriedimworried’ brain and I’ve spoiled my night fr

#I’m just exhausted of existing this way #I’ve asked for advice and everyone tells me I need therapy or a doctor or something but I can’t make myself book an appointment #I need someone to *care* enough to help me do it but there’s no one who’s bothered and that just fucks me up more #*more #I physically can’t ask for help. I fill out the web form and then delete it before I send it. I start the conversation and then cant explain #how I feel or what help I need or I downplay it or joke my way out of it #and none of it is on purpose I just can’t ask for help #never have been able to #even when I was at school if I didn’t understand something I’d just…sit there and not understand instead of asking for help #idk I just #it’s like barriers come down in my brain that say NO SHARING NO #if I’m mid convo trying to talk about my feelings my tongue physically cannot handle the words #it feels like it swells up or something and I can’t get the words out or make the noise to talk and it sucks #I do agree yes talking therapy might be good for me but again like #where do I go? How do I find the right person to listen who will hear me out? how do I afford it? why would anyone want to listen to me? #thorn screams into the void

[homoerotic]

this website is so awesome i made an untagged post complaining about having to share a classroom w a t**f one time and i woke up to 20+ anons calling me slurs and wishing death on my family and telling me to kill myself and people in the notes of my vent post saying foul, disgusting things and yet tumblr did nothing about it! and i still have my anon turned off TO THIS DAY because of that! love that the ceo will protect the scum of the earth but ban black and trans bloggers from speaking out against it. not to mention tumblr also has attempted to silence any posts about palestine from the search feature too. cool website.

#shiba noises #turning rbs off of this post bc i mentally cannot handle this being found by those disgusting trfs again #the mental damage it inflicted on me was severe i was on the verge of a panic attack from that

[dreamsy990]

look at all that autistic swag!!

#apollo justice #shitpost #autism creature #apollo is CLEARLY autistic guys im so sorry but like #im autistic and i relate to him SO MUCH #specific things: #constantly rolled up sleeves (some days i cannot handle the feeling of long sleeves touching my WRISTS its AGONY) #problems with volume control (i accidentally yell a lot and have a lot of problems speaking at a 'normal' volume) #noise sensitivity ALONGSIDE the volume issues (he has to leave klaviers concert early to hang out backstage bc its too loud) #theres more but those are some things i dont see people bring up very much #hes so coded #(<- just watch someones gonna be like 'oh thats actually a different mental issue with you specifically)