god. I'm thinking of one-sided shockbee again
Love the idea of Shockwave being the one crushing on Bee first, maybe that little crush starts on boot camp. Bumblebee is always around him, trying to seem cool and great at everything, Shockwave thinks it's annoying at first, he can't wait for this mission to end and offline this annoying thing.
But then he gets used to Bumblebee. He actually listens and pays attention to every word that comes out of Bee's mouth, the minibot's grown into him, and he hates it. Bumblebee's annoying, immature, and a loudmouth, traits a bot who's trying to be part of Intel (and also hiding the fact they're a Decepticon) shouldn't find endearing. And yet, he has found himself more than once looking at Bumblebee and listening.
Bumblebee doesn't help the situation at all, he's making it worse. He'd go around holding Longarm's hand to drag him somewhere, or get too close during a simulation while trying to get cover and it makes Shockwave a mess, Bumblebee doesn't even try to keep his EM field to himself, it crashes into Shockwave's own when he gets close.
Toleration becomes something else, it starts making Shockwave go slowly insane about it, he's spending time with Bumblebee after he becomes head of Intel, buys gifts for him or other stuff Bumblebee has shown interest in. Bumblebee's probably aware of more than friendly feelings going on by now, but god they're probably both so stupid about it, no one confesses. ever.
Shockwave is infatuated with the minibot, he can't deny it, Bumblebee continues to plague his thoughts like a virus, he wants to crush him and put an end to all, he wants to hold him tight, wants to feel their spark fields interlace and beat like one, he wants to rip his spark out, it's a mess, and he dug himself deeper into it by indulging his feelings.
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what i really wish wouldve happened for simon and bettys arc forreal, if they were going with the whole "betty has sacrificed everything for simon and he never cared" (WHICH AGAIN IS NOT TRUE !!!!!! but thats a whole other post teehee) would be for simon to ... sacrifice smth in return ? whether that be something like him taking on the role of a wishmaster for her like that au ive seen going around and giving her the option to wish for whatever shed want to, or using the crown to take on the role of golb in her stead, just SOMETHING along those lines if they really wanted to go in that direction. give her an opportunity bc otherwise its just kinda 👎
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anyone else finding it really, really personally nauseating that the pjo show would remove gabes entire character and replace him with someone less abusive to make sally a Strong Female Character. like wow, im sure glad that youve proven that women who are abused are the REAL threat to feminism, and they should just try talking back more!! what a good message to send to abused kids. sorry, kid. i guess you just didnt argue hard enough and #Own your abuser into seeing how cool and strong you are. what do you mean that arguing with an abuser will only make them hurt you more? but look how snappy and cool and feminist sally is now!!! youre clearly just being abused wrong.
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i think the hardest part of writing this ttid chapter is trying to balance out describing all the physical effects of jet's death with the emotional progression of the story. like i want to make all his obvious symptoms and changes and disabilities and struggles clear because theres a LOT hes dealing with and adjusting to, but at the same time this chapter is from partys pov and so a lot of it focuses on how theyre perceiving jet as he struggles and readjusts and heals. and its a really delicate balance ive gotta strike between descriptions and internal dialogue/introspection here bc i dont want chunks of the chapter to just be Listening Everything "Wrong" With Jet, but at the same time it cant just all be party freaking out and wallowing because there is a Point to this chapter that cant just be jumped into but also can't take tooo long to get to and i just.
its very much a chapter that needs to be written in chunks because i need to be in the write headspace to strike the right balance for all the different scenes i have planned. its taking forever because the writing mood for one chunk doesnt exactly translate well into the others
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