#i dont think ill go back to it soon but i still gotta tackle the other games in the persona series so. it wont be over anytime soon đđđđ
maxed all affinities, requests and social links, defeated margaret (don't ask how many times that took.), and got the true ending of persona 4 including that sexy timeskip where you meet all the besties again đââď¸ loooove that for me
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Discord pt 86
[Date: 16/03, 10:14 PM GMT - 16/03, 10:45 PM GMT]
[Direct continuation of pt 85]
[Maxwell: "youre not looking out for me"]
Baroness: "Oh, but i am! i just want to make sure that things are blooming nicely. :)"
Maxwell: "quit it with the flower jokes bitch"
Baroness: "Mona, i'm sure you can find some more medicine for max in one of those first aid kits you have. How about you go check? :)"
Little-K1ng: "i c-...one. .. of those..? wait i.."
donti(e): "whats wrong monaâ
Little-K1ng: "how does she know i have more than one first aid kit
they're under the sinks"
Baroness: ":)"
Renboo: "i thought it was very abvious she's watching you guys constantly"
donti: "she watches you.."
Little-K1ng: "yeah but... i dont go under the sink?"
Jack: "pfft. haha"
Little-K1ng: "the first aid kits dont get cracked into unless i like, need something out ofthem"
Jack: "that is funny, actually"
Little-K1ng: "i keep bandaids and other stuff out"
Jack: "no offense"
Renboo: "ok were else would you keep 1st aid kits- and whos to say she hasnt been in your house-"
Maxwell: "how the fuck is this funny jack"
Little-K1ng: "no fair its a little funny in retrospect that ive been keeping them stocked like that but like... unless she, personally, has been in here theres no way for her to know they're there
or whats in them"
Jack: "i don't know. "its fucking creepy to watch people" this and âJack, my friend, my pal, i know you're concerned!â that. it's a little funny."
Maxwell: "god this is so much happening at once"
[Jack: "i don't know. "its fucking creepy to watch people" this and âJack, my friend, my pal, i know you're concerned!â that. it's a little funny."]
Renboo: "wel you're not wrong-"
[Little-K1ng: âor whats in themâ]
Baroness: âIt's important to know what your family has stocked. You never know when you may need something!â
Little-K1ng: "dont take shit out of my kits what the fuck
hang on i uh i have to go and check them"
Maxwell: "....."
Little-K1ng: "itll be the one thing i need thats missing
oh ow fuck my head
got really bad vertigo when i stood up fmdghdf"
Jack: "uh huh. is there anything blooming behind your ears, by chance."
Little-K1ng: "feeling around, im coming up empty handed
no weird little metal buds from me
ive just been on/off sick the last few weeks"
Little-K1ng: "im normally really healthy, but the florescent lights at work have been killing my head
ill keep an eye out and keep you guys updated, at least my eyes work somewhat now
for now ive gotta go check some kits <:)"
Baroness: "Well, i must be off now. Before i make my leave, i shall leave you with a poem. :)Â
fair flower, that dost so comely grow,Â
hid in this silent, dull retreat,Â
untouch'd thy honey'd blossoms blow,Â
unseen thy little branches greet."
Baroness: "I will see you all soon. :)"
fetch:Â â...
what the fuck is she doing here.â
Renboo:Â âhey fetchâ
Little-K1ng:Â âFETCH?â
Maxwell:Â âfetch?â
Baroness: "...hmm?
fetch:Â âget back here gets back here GET BACK HERE GET THE FUCK BACK HEREâ
Maxwell:Â âFETCHâ
fetch:Â âYOU ARENT FUCKING LEAVING. NOT IN ONE PIECE YOU GOD DAMNâ
Little-K1ng:Â âWHAT
FETCHâ
Maxwell:Â âHE JUST--â
Little-K1ng:Â âFETCH GET OUT OF THE WOODS YOU F
okayâ
Little-K1ng:Â âokay iâ
Maxwell:Â âHe almost fucking tackled her holy shitâ
fetch:Â âQUIT RUNNING AND MAKE THIS EASIER.â
Little-K1ng:Â âim gonna go get the kits just to patch up the hilarious injuries hes gonna come back withâ
Renboo:Â âif he comes backâ
Maxwell:Â âhes going to come backâ
donti (e):Â âFETCH DON tâ
Renboo:Â âfetch is running after baroness, into the woods, where the court's mansion probably is, now where do you think baroness is trying to run toâ
Zo:Â âgood luck fetch!â
Maxwell:Â âhe wouldnt go that far its fineâ
fetch:Â âNO NO NO YOU DONT GET TO RUN AWAY FROM MEâ
Renboo:Â âehh its always a possibilityâ
Little-K1ng:Â â........okay, the kits are there, just very obviously moved and sifted through. nothings taken
which SUCKS because the bandaids are ORGANIZED BY SIZEâ
Baronness: âFetch...! you should really... Take it easy on yourself! even dogs... Need their rest!â
Little-K1ng:Â âfetch go fuckin bite her she fucked with my bandaidsâ
Maxwell:Â âHAâ
Renboo:Â âlisten baroness i can forgive the stalking- but un-organizing the band-aids? are you serious?â
Little-K1ng:Â âmy BANDAIDSâ
fetch:Â âSTOP RUNNING.â
Maxwell:Â âGET HER MAN WOOOOO aw shit ow yelling just hurt my head fucks....â
Baroness: âow that hurt!â
Little-K1ng:Â âyes migraine is still here please dont yellâ
fetch:Â âYEAH THATS RIGHT. IT BETTER HURT.â
Maxwell:Â âGo fetch go!â
fetch:Â âi need to keep up. i can't let her get away. I need t. to.â
Jack the Observer:Â âdon't hurt her. she looks a lot like an old friendâ
Little-K1ng:Â âfetch okay chillâ
Renboo:Â âlisten as much as most people want you to, i dont think beating up a court member will end wellâ
Maxwell:Â âfetch its alright nowâ
Little-K1ng:Â âif i have to go out into the woods and drag you home im going to walk very slowly just to spite youâ
donti (e):Â âfetch you shouldnt hurt her too much :(â
Maxwell:Â âha....yeah and i uh still need to talk to you about something fetchâ
fetch:Â â...â
[fetch: âi need to keep up. i can't let her get away. I need t. to.â]
Baroness: âI'll see... You soon...! :)â
Jack:Â âdo not hurt herâ
Little-K1ng:Â âmax,, if its about what i think it is ill handle it later, okay?â
[Baroness: âI'll see... You soon...! :)â]
fetch:Â âyou better stay the fuck away.
i'm coming back home.â
Maxwell:Â âare you sure? he was in deep denial earlierâ
[fetch: âyou better stay the fuck away.]
Baroness:Â â:)â
Maxwell:Â âits why he leftâ
Little-K1ng:Â âyeah no ill handle it max"
fetch:Â âi nicked her a little. not enough.â
Jack: âenough.â
Jack the Observer:Â âthat was enough.â
Little-K1ng:Â âfetch come home we need to have a chat about what happened earlier
and i do not want to have to go get youâ
fetch:Â âi said I'm coming home. jesus fucking christ jack quit breathing down my neck.â
Renboo:Â âoh my god if you two start fighting-â
Jack the Observer:Â âyou don't fucking hurt her, and we're good.â
Maxwell:Â â.....â
fetch:Â âgod whats your deal. she isn't syd.
just because she looks like her doesn't mean anything.â
Jack the Observer:Â âshe doesn't just look like her
and besides.â
Maxwell:Â âtheres a difference between her and syd like there is between me and page and fetch and knightâ
donti (e):Â âyea but its still her bodyâ
fetch:Â âi'm not having this conversation. mona needs to talk to me. later.â
Jack: âfuck you guys, by the way.â
Renboo:Â âfuck you too!<3âł
Little-K1ng:Â âno thats fairâ
Jack the Observer:Â âi almost prefer Baroness.â
Little-K1ng:Â âwell you would
in a light hearted sense, its hard to separate the court member from the friend you knowâ
Maxwell:Â â....â
[Jack the Observer: âi almost prefer Baroness.â]
Renboo: âthat's a bit harsh innit-â
Jack the Observer:Â âno, not really.
i said "nearly". im already being generous.â
Renboo:Â âi dont see why you care for syd so much, it's rather silly in my opinionâ
Jack the Observer:Â â...
okay.â
Renboo:Â âits not even syd at this pointâ
Jack the Observer:Â â...
...
...
alright.
im leaving.â
Renboo:Â âlike sure they share a body but they arent the same personâ
Little-K1ng:Â âjesus jack you scared me for a second thereâ
Renboo:Â âoh- ok bye!â
Maxwell:Â â.....
fuckin' 'ellâ
Jack the Observer:Â âdon't act like I'm your friend just becuase we're on the "same side"
[i leave]â
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our campus: chapter 8 (tom holland fic)
summary: frat!tom and reader go to the same college and y/n is tasked with being his tutor, they donât really get along at first (because i love reader and tom hating each other trope)
warnings: drinking, drinking, more drinking, mentions of sex
word count: 2.6
a/n: sort of a cliff hanger at the end???? weâll see what happens!Â
as always texts are bolded
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You slowly opened your eyes and were immediately confused. You were in your room, but you felt someoneâs arms around you.Â
You drank almost an entire bottle of wine last night, so needless to say, you didnât really remember anything. You didnât think you slept with someone⌠But did you?Â
The body groaned, but you still couldnât figure out who it was because the lights were off and blackout curtains closed. You pushed their shoulder a bit and heard a british voice say âWhaa?âÂ
âTom?â You asked incredulously.Â
âGood morning, darling,â he said. His voice was raspy and low, so incredibly sexy.Â
âWhat are you doing here? Why are you shirtless, where are my pants?! Did we- ohmigod tell me we didnâtâŚâÂ
âYou donât remember?â He asked and you shook your head, still very aware that his arm was around you and your legs were intertwined. âRelax, we didnât have sex, love. We just hung out and then watched a movie and fell asleep.â
âThen whereâs your shirt?â He laughed.Â
âYouâre wearing it. You were cold and wouldnât let me leave the bed, so I gave it to you.â You bit your lip, very uncomfortable. It was one thing to sleep with someone and not remember it, but to spend the entire night cuddling? You werenât a couple, who does that?!
âOh. Iâm sorry.â You said and sat up, untangling your body from his.
âWhat are you apologizing for?â He asked.Â
âI mean⌠Iâm your tutor, weâre just becoming friends, itâs weird for us to-to sleep in the same bed together and-âÂ
âY/N, slow down. Weâre friends. Itâs really not a big deal, totally platonic. I mean, câmon, youâve never slept in the same bed as Kyle? Or Emily?âÂ
âNo, I haveâŚâ
âThen whatâs the big deal?â He asked.Â
âI guess there isnât oneâŚâ You replied. Tom swung his leg over the side of the bed, stretching and getting his stuff together. You couldnât help but watch his back muscles flex when he stretched. You wanted to run your fingernails along it.Â
âI gotta take care of some stuff, Iâll see you later today?â He asked. You nodded.Â
âSure, Iâll see you later. Wait, Tom!â You said before he could walk out the door. Â
âYes?â He turned back to look at you.Â
âYouâre, uhm⌠You need your sweatshirt back.â You started to take it off.Â
âIâm only going down two floors. You look comfy anyway.â He said and smiled at you before walking out.Â
You lied back down in bed, picking up your phone and checking the alerts. You scrolled through all the drunk texts from last night, laughing at a lot of them.Â
âĄgirly girlsâĄ
Em
GUYS
Al
whaaaaaat em
Em
GUYS GUYS GUYS
Iz
em what happened
Em
NOTHING HAPPENED
YET
CHECK THE WEATHER REPORT
You rolled your eyes and checked the weather report, unsure of what she was referring to. It was the first weekend in February, so you werenât expecting your weather app to show you a 100% chance of snow starting in a few hours and lasting until Monday night.Â
Em
THATS RIGHT LADIES
SNOOOOOOWWWW DAAAAYYYYYY
Al
Y/N weâll be over at 9 to play games, iz you and i are goin to grab the booze, em youre in charge of food
You
what am i in charge of?Â
AlÂ
dont you have homework? plus were using your room, we can take care of all the stuff
Iz
are we inviting anyone else?
Em
thank you for asking i would love to invite harrison
Iz
im fine with that if i can invite cal
Cal was the nerdy boy from delt who Isabelle was seeing. It was really low key, theyâd only gone on a few dates, and things hadnât gotten physical yet.Â
Em
Y/N! invite tom and weâll make it a total delt nite !!!
You
yeah ok ill invite him. were gonna be studying anyway.Â
Al
wow i expected more push back
You
were friends now, it wont be weird. its not like its a quintouple date
Iz
it is if one of those delt boys has a gay sister
Al
not interested. besides i doubt more than 7 people can fit comfortably in Y/Nâs room
You
fine ill see you guys tonight.
You hopped in the shower, putting on a pair of leggings and a cropped sweatshirt. You decided to text Tom.Â
You
hey so it looks like its gonna snow i was wondering if we could work at my place instead?
also ive been told to invite you to our game night tonight
Tom
interesting, because i was already invited
what took you so long Y/L/N?
You
sorry i was in the shower
Tom
likely story
but yeah that sounds great ill see you in a few hours
A few hours. Thatâs plenty of time for you to put your glasses on, earbuds in, and really focus on your homework.Â
* * *
You were pulled from your law reading by a knock at the door. You opened it, seeing Tom in a soccer tee shirt and gray sweatpants. His hair was wet and he ran his fingers through it.Â
You hoped he didnât see the fact that you bit your lip, but you couldnât help yourself. He just looked so incredibly sexy.Â
âYou look... â His eyes scanned your body and you immediately wrapped your arms around you, insecure.Â
âWhat?â
âNo, you just never wear stuff like this in front of me. Youâre always so put together.âÂ
âYour point?âÂ
âYou look cute, thatâs all.â Tom said and walked into the room. He thought you were cute? No, you needed to calm down, heâs the biggest player ever, he didnât mean anything. Just some accidental flirting.Â
âI brought tequila, Harrison said itâs your favorite.â He said and dropped his backpack on the floor and put the tequila on the table where you kept your booze.Â
âThatâs sweet of you, thank you, it is my favorite.â
âReally? I thought he was joking.â
âNo, why?âÂ
âYouâre just⌠youâre really something else, Y/N.â He said with a laugh.Â
You grabbed your notebooks and started the session, you checking his homework, him redoing the mistakes, and you answering any questions he had about the material.Â
âYouâve definitely made an improvement,â you said as you finished reading his essay on the power shifts in England from the 1600s to today.Â
âThank you? I think?âÂ
âYouâre welcome. Youâre almost there, but youâre still not incorporating this source correctly.âÂ
âThatâs because that source makes no sense. The writing is so convoluted, itâs mental!âÂ
âThen why donât you find a new source?â You asked.Â
âWell⌠I thought Iâd be easier if I just stuck with this one.â Normally you would have rolled your eyes at that, but instead you found yourself laughing.Â
âRead it again,â You said and handed him the library book he was using as his last source, âAnd if you still canât understand it, I can explain it or we can just find a new source.âÂ
You grabbed your own book, Rage Becomes Her, which you were reading for your Women, Politics, and Public Policy class, and started highlighting right where you left off.Â
You both got lost in your books, highlighting and annotating in silence. Every once in a while Tom would stop to ask you about a particular passage.Â
It was another hour or so before you both heard a knock on your door. You got up to open it, and as soon as you did Emily burst into the room, Harrison right behind her holding three pizzas.Â
âTOM!â Emily said and tackled him in a hug. âItâs so good to see you again!â
âI didnât realize you two had met,â you said and helped Harrison with the pizzas.Â
âJust once,â Tom said with a laugh. He made himself comfortable on your bed instead of the floor, Harrison took a seat on your comfy chair and Emily made herself comfortable on his lap.Â
âI better leave this unlocked,â you said. âI would offer you guys a drink, but Isabelle and Ally are-âÂ
âDid someone say something about a drink?â Isabelle said, pushing the door opened.Â
âWhatâs up bitches,â Ally said and put a bottle of wine, svedka, prosecco, and a 30 on the booze table.Â
âHow long do you guys anticipate this storm lasting, because that is a LOT of booze for 7 people,â you commented.Â
âLighten up, babe, itâs not like we have to drink it all tonight.â Isabelle responded.Â
âBetter to be safe than sorry.â Ally said with a mischievous grin. They greeted the others in the room when you heard a knock on your door.Â
âI heard there was a party happening here?â Cal said as he pushed open the door. You closed it all the way behind him so no one else could stumble in.Â
After everyone introduced themselves to each other, Harrison said âSo what does everyone want to play first?âÂ
âOh, youâre new.â Ally said. âSee, we kinda of have an agenda.â
âIs that so?â Harrison asked. Emily kissed his cheek. âTell me more.â
âWell the first time we had a snow day, we took turns picking our favorite games, and then we just stuck with that formula. First is A which means kings,â Isabelle said. âThen Emily, which means never have I ever. Then me, which means truth or dare. And then Y/N.âÂ
âAnd what does Y/N pick?â Tom asked.
âY/N picks poker, of course. But most of the time were too drunk to get there.â Ally said.Â
âYeah I really got the short end of the stick there. Itâs a good formula, though.â You replied and grabbed a deck of cards and a beer.Â
âLetâs go, boys and girls.â You said. Everyone sat in a circle, the beer in the middle like you were worshipping it, and you spread out the cards in a circle around it. You saw Tom and Harrison exchange a look across the circle.Â
âSomething wrong?â You asked.Â
âWell⌠Donât judge us, but weâve never played this game before. They donât have it in England.â Everyone else laughed quietly at Harrisonâs statement.Â
âItâs easy. Everyone picks a card, and each card has an action assigned to it. Ace is waterfall,â You said.Â
âTwo is you, so you pick someone to drink.â Isabelle said.
âThree is me, so you drink.â Cal said as you went around the circle explaining the rules.Â
âFour is floor, so the last person to slap the floor loses.â Emily said.Â
âFive is guys,â Ally said.Â
âSix is chicks,â You said and the circle started again.Â
âSeven is heaven, so last person to touch the ceiling drinks.âÂ
âEight is date, so you pick someone and whenever one of you drinks the other has to too, for the rest of the game.âÂ
âNine is rhyme, so you go around the circle saying words that rhyme and the person who canât continue the rhymes drinks.âÂ
âTen is categories, so itâs the same as nine but with a category of something, like animals.âÂ
âJack is never have I ever.âÂ
âQueen is questions, so the next person who answers a question they ask drinks.âÂ
âAnd finally, king is the ruler, so you make a rule that everyone has to follow until the next king is pulled.âÂ
âMake sense?â You asked.Â
âNot one bit.â Tom responded.Â
âYouâll get the hang of it, I promise it gets easier.â You said. âAl goes first.âÂ
âWhy?â Harrison asked.Â
âGay goes first.â The four of you said in unison. The boys looked scared. They had no idea what they had gotten themselves into.Â
âOne last rule. First drink is a shot of your chosen poison. After that, you can drink whatever you want.â You explained as Isabelle gave each person a shot glass and the handles of hard liquor were passed around.
âFour,â Ally said and everyone slapped the floor except Tom and Harrison. Harrison realized first, so you watched as Tom downed the shot across the circle. He tensed his jaw after, which made you wet already. When he saw you looking at him, he winked at you.
Your turn was next, so you quickly pulled a card, a six, so you and the other girls did your shots and then began to pour yourselves your chosen drinks. For you, that was a second shot of tequila and then a rum and orange soda.
âTwo.â Isabelle said with a grin. âI choose our kings sponsor, miss Alexandria Park.â Everyone whooped as Ally dramatically took a sip of her beer.Â
âFive,â Cal said. The boys took their shots, except Tom who took a sip of his beer.Â
âMy turn then?��� Tom said and drew a card. âEight. Which one is that?âÂ
âDate. You pick someone and for the rest of the game whenever one of you drinks, the other has to too.â Cal explained. Tom looked around the circle, but you already suspected who he was going to pick.Â
âY/N,â he said. âWould you care to be my date?âÂ
âYouâre exhausting, Holland. What, are you trying to get me drunk or something?â That shut him up, right as Harrison said âsevenâ and everyone reached for the ceiling except Tom, who groaned and complained about having to drink again.Â
Cal was the one who finally popped the beer and had to chug it. You put the cards to the side and everyone held up ten fingers, already ready for never have I ever.Â
Things started off innocent enough, with Emily sharing that she had never peed in a pool. By the time you all went once and it was Harrisonâs turn, he made things more interesting.Â
âNever have I ever slept with more than 15 different people.â You and Tom were the only ones who clapped.Â
Harrison rolled his eyes. âJesus fucking christ, itâs like you guys were made for each other.â He commented. Your face got red, which Emily noticed, so she went quickly next.Â
You finally lost, getting rid of your ten fingers before anyone else. You were always a bag of secrets, and Tom found himself learning more and more things about you he didnât know. Like that you had a tattoo, or that youâve gone skinny dipping, or that youâve never had a gin and tonic.Â
You were all wasted, that was clear. Isabelle was in between Calâs legs on the floor, leaning her back against his chest. Ally was lying on the couch all by herself, upside down. Harrison was in your big chair with Emily on his lap, and you and Tom were on your bed, you lying on your stomach and him sitting against the headboard.Â
âIsabelle, truth or dare?â Cal asked.Â
âDare,â she said, looking back at him.Â
âI dare you to ditch your friends and come back to my room with me.â He said.Â
Isabelle shared a look with all of you before saying âSorry guys, Iâm not one to turn down a dare.â They grabbed the half-drunk bottle of prosecco on their way out.Â
âAl, truth or dare?â Emily asked. This went on until Ally passed out from drinking, still upside down.Â
âWeâll get her home.â Harrison said. He picked Ally up as Emily collected their stuff and bid you and Tom good night. You both sat in silence for a few minutes, when Tomâs phone lit up.Â
âDo you mind if I chill here for a while? Iâll stay on the couch if you want to go to sleep, but Harrison just said him and Emily want some alone time and her roommate is home.âÂ
âOf course, I donât mind.â You responded. You stumbled off the bed, going to pour yourself another drink.Â
âOk, Y/N.â Tom said, moving so he was sitting on the edge of the bed. âTruth or dare?â You turned to look at him and saw a dark look in his brown eyes.Â
âDare.âÂ
âI dare you to kiss me.âÂ
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⨠for all of them, đĽ for treasure planet and guardians of gahoole, đ for 9-1-1 and penumbra, đ for unicorn chronicles, đłď¸âđ for howls, treasure planet and legend of zelda, and đ for any ones you have facts for lol
you spoil me uwu
đĽ - ok for treasure planet, gotta be the 12 years later scene in the beginning and the zoom in to the spaceport, the way it transitions from jim reading under the blankets to him flying on his solar surfer is so chefs kiss, and just like. everything about to the spaceport lmao, fr guardians definitely the scene where soren flies through the fire and then blows up the pulley system to get rid of the flecks energy, bro when hes flying above it all holding the lantern before he dives down to save them? chills
đ - you know im on that projection shit w/ juno steel, ive truly never like connected with a character like that before and heâs really really helped me thru my recovery and transition lol, fr 911 uhhh ig buck or eddie? i havent Thought About It or like consumed it enough times yet to rly settle on someone but fr now,,, they
đłď¸âđ - ok for howls, Everyone Is Bi/Pan, howl is trans and autistic and i will die on that hill, fr treasure planet jim and cpt amelia are both trans and both of them + doppler are autistic, fr loz link is trans, autistic and semi nonverbal and communicates primarily with asl, post twilight princess zelda says fuck it and finds a way back into the twilight realm and she midna and link hang out, most of these boil down to everyone i love is trans gay and autistic because i say so lmaooo
đ - OK SO. without like, spoiling too many plot points, our main character is cara and she lives with her grandmother. her mom is dead and dad is out of the picture. one day theyre getting chased by these people that her grandma knows and cara gets thrown into an alternate realm full of fantasy creatures using her grandmothers amulet. she meets a unicorn named lightfoot and a bunch of other rad people and basically, starts a journey to save that world from the Hunters. the Hunters are an organisation who specifically hate unicorns and want them all dead, led by Beloved, and cara and her friends have to try and stop them from entering the world and wiping them out. its sooo so so good and i highly recommend it cause i have no one to talk to about it please god
⨠- oh boy uh, well. im just gonna like list them out lmao
unicorn chronicles: i loved unicorns as a kid and read it when i was in elementary school, and over the years its remained just as compelling and well written as i remember and like. god the whole concept is so godamn cool and all the subplots that get introduced are fuckign fantastic and like all the different creatures are amazing i literally cant sing its praises enough
howls moving castle: must i have a logical reason? is it not to vicariously live my fantasy of running away to the countryside with a wizard boyfriend, his demon and his apprentice?? for real though, its such a fantastic story with beautiful visuals in the movie and wonderfully compelling prose in the book, and esp in the movie the whole time travel subplot with sophie seeing howl and calcifer in the past and then howl finding her in the future makes me go feral
penumbra: gays in space. need i say more? im a huge slut for gay found family and especially in futuristic space, and im a huge big fan of the lgbt utopia its created. like yeah capitalism sucks but at least im not gonne get misgendered in space starbucks, u kno? all the writing and dialogue is so incredible and the SOUND DESIGN GOD, alex i know u specifically can relate when i say i would kill a man for sophie and her incredible sound design skills, like dude the dance scene in man in glass p2 you can hear every single individual step they take and every swish of junos dress and i jusT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! god its so good, plus the whole the characters help me work through my trauma and repressed anger haha
911: this one is entirely your fault. so obligatory horny on main everyone on that show is so hot i want oliver stark to cradle me gently in his beefy arms oh my god. other than Men, the way it drives home the whole âyou canât save everyone, and it will kill you to try, so just focus on what you can do and keep livingâ makes me so emo. the way it tackles big bureaucratic issues as well as closer to home interpersonal ones is amazing and i love how it shows people going through and dealing realistically with trauma.
treasure planet: again, who doesnt want to live in Cool Steampunk Space Travel Future? i really really love jims story and his arc, the way he deals with his trauma is uhh very familiar lol and his relationship with silver is like the ideal. the story is just the coolest concept and i love all the wonderful character design and animation, plus the soundtrack SLAPS and everything is beautiful
legend of zelda: ive been associated with this series from a very young age due to my name and as soon as i gave into my fate and looked it up for real i just kinda fell into it lol. i cant really tell you exactly what draws me to it besides âwow fun game!â and âgod i wish that were me,â but like the absurd amount of detail thats put into each installment and the creative ways they retell essentially the same/similar story over and over is incredible
guardians of gahoole: so i had the same experience with this and treasure planet which is i remembered âoh hey this is a movie that exists and i cant clearly remember watching it, ill look it up :)â and then it consumed my life for a solid 3 months. firstly this movie is absolutely gorgeous, the animation and framing is fucking stunning and the way they handled owls talking like people as far as the movement of their very inflexible beaks was amazing. it sort of has the same draw for me as warrior cats? secret animal society ft incredibly traumatic experiences and the characters dealing with it. like, the whole concept is just so fuckign wild and it works so well, i rly enjoy this niche genre.
đ - alright trivia time, so guardians of gahoole is based on a book series and the movie only covers part of the first arc i think idk, BUT theres another series set in the same universe called wolves of the beyond that i devoured when i was younger! i didnt know they were connected for the longest time and when i found out i was :000, i still rly love wolves of the beyond and wanna reread it, as well as read the actual gahoole books. in the howls books, sophie is a redhead! also, markl is named michael and like a fully functioning young adult who ends up marrying one of sophies sisters. treasure planet is, obviously, based off treasure island but its so much better than the book dont bother reading it lol i tried and it was boring. there was plans for a treasure planet sequel that was fully scripted and cast but it was cancelled cause disney sabotaged treasure planet from the start with the shitty release and advertising and tldr we were ROBBED, also amelias concept was much more octopus like and while that wldve been rad im p glad she was switched to a cat for. several reasons lol. uhh i dont have a lot of Fun Facts abt the unicorn chronicles but for the longest time i thought there were only 3 books and then last year i found the fourth book by chance in a kitsch store and nearly had a breakdown i was so happy, like full on i started shaking and crying cause there was so much joy in my body i cldnt contain it.
thats all i can think of tysm ily, to anyone who read all of this bless u please watch guardians of gahoole and read the unicorn chronicles i will love u forever
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summary: this is a bit of backstory about sam and the reader, from their proposal (towards the end of season 11) all the way to their honeymoon!Â
a few of my other fics [ring and the cabin] are kind of involved in this fic (the timeline for ring, and the actual cabin if youâd like to read them as well, though you donât have to :)
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the push:
Dean had been on his ass for weeks, and Sam had gone out to the store to buy a new duffle bag simply so he would never have to share one with his brother again. He wasnât supposed to find the box, but he hadnât stopped prying, and today was no exception.
âIf youâve already got the ring why donât you just ask her already you chicken,â Dean had said as soon as he walked into the kitchen.
âYouâre right Dean, Iâm so sorry for not taking your advice, considering how many successful proposals youâve done. Oh wait, thatâs right...â
âAlright, low blow,â Dean grumbled, sipping at his coffee. They fell back into the tense silence that had been over the bunker for the last few weeks. They knew, with Amara lurking out there that they were going to have to act, and soon.Â
The aching fear in Samâs belly about what would happen when the time did come to face the darkness wasnât helping his tolerance either.Â
âSorry. Iâve just got more important things to worry about right now,â Sam mumbled, turning back to the book he had been scanning before Dean interrupted.Â
âNo you donât,â Dean countered. Sam only lifted his eyes to roll them. âSeriously Sam, you shouldnât be puttinâ all this crap above your personal life.â
The younger Winchester had to stifle a laugh.
âUh, where have you been for the last 25 years of our lives? Thatâs what we do Dean, thatâs what all hunters do. You stow your crap and you do the job. And right now, the job is Amara.âÂ
âI can handle Amara. It might not be pretty but I can handle her.â
âYeah, thatâs exactly what Iâm worried about,â Sam murmured, frustration growing. Dean was silent for a while, and it put an odd tension back into the room.Â
âSam.â
âWhat.â
âSammy look at me.â There was an aching vulnerability in his brothers voice that Sam couldnât deny even if he wanted to. He looked up, marking his spot in his book.Â
âIâm sorry if Iâve been on your ass lately, about proposinâ and all that. Itâs just, I think I see the end of this road, with the darkness and everything. I think I know - I think we both know how this is gonna end, and I know how screwed up I got all those times that you were... gone. I just want you to be happy. Once Iâm gone.â
âDean, stop it.â
âJust hear me out, okay? I know Iâve always been the one that said we keep hunting, that we could never stop. I gave you crap for leavinâ me in purgatory and going after your normal apple-pie life. But I want you to know, that if this ends with me on a pyre, and you wanna walk away.... thatâs okay with me. Youâve more than earned it, and besides, youâve got somethinâ more important to care about now.âÂ
Samâs throat was too tight for him to answer, and thankfully, Dean didnât wait on one.
âThat girl of yours, sheâs somethinâ else Sam. I knew it from the minute you found her, and I couldnât think of anyone better for you. I mean that. Sheâs basically a little sister to me, and you two deserve each other. You deserve to be happy Sam. I know thatâs not easy, with what we do, so if you need to throw in the towel, you can.â
âCan you save the death bed speech Dean? Please? You arenât dying over this, Iâm not gonna let you,â Samâs voice cracked on his brothers name, giving him away.
âWeâre all gonna die eventually little brother. And youâve gotta make the best of it while youâre here. From where Iâm standinâ, it looks like the best of it for you is in the shower right now, blaring that song sheâs been playing all week.â He chuckled a bit, the sound of Y/Nâs music a dull murmur in the background. âSo could you do your big brother a solid and lock that down, for good, before I end up walkinâ into something Iâm not sure Iâm gonna walk out of? Itâd give me some peace of mind.â
Sam just nodded, unable to say anything around the lump in his throat. But when Dean clapped him on the shoulder he reached up and caught his hand, squeezing tightly.
the proposal:
It was only three days after his talk with Dean, and he hadnât planned on doing it then. Heâd run through a thousand plans in his head, and eliminated them all one by one. Rent out a stadium - too over the top. Just ask her one morning - she deserved more than that. Get her a puppy and put the ring on the collar - tempting, but they couldnât take care of a dog.Â
And so heâd decided that it would be whenever it felt natural, and preferably before anything major happened with Dean and the darkness. He could give his brother what he asked for - it was the least he could do. It wasnât like he wasnât planning on doing it soon anyways.Â
It started when Y/N had climbed into bed, still fully clothed, and cuddled up to his side, resting her chin on his chest. She looked up at him through her lashes while he read his book, a tell-tale sign that she wanted something.
âHi baby. Whatcha need?â He asked.
âI want ice cream.â She grinned, hopeful. He couldnât resist that smile, and she knew it too.
âI think we have some vanilla in the freezer. But you want Mosleyâs, donât you?â He knew her order at the local ice cream shop by heart.Â
All she did was smile sheepishly as an answer, scooting up the bed to press a kiss to his lips.Â
âLet me get my shoes on.â He kissed her again before getting up and heading to the closet. Y/N snagged one of Samâs flannels and threw it on with the shirt and leggings she was already wearing.
âIâll get the keys from Dean, meet you in the garage!â She gave him one more peck on the cheek before bounding out of the room, obviously excited for the inevitable ice cream.
When she was gone, it struck him. Maybe tonight could be the night. So he pocketed the ring quietly in his jacket, trying not to focus on the weight of it against his chest.Â
He almost forgot about it, no room for much else in his mind when he saw her perched on the hood of the impala waiting for him. She was just mindlessly scrolling through her phone, perfectly relaxed with no idea what was coming. He didnât want it any other way.
âReady beautiful?â
âMosleys here we come!â Y/N exclaimed, hopping down off the car and moving to the passenger side. Sam had barely gotten in before she slid over to lean against him, nuzzling up to his side like she always did when it was just them.Â
âYouâre so comfy. How can you be so muscley and so comfy at the same time,â she mumbled, her cheek squished against his shoulder. He just laughed, wrapping his right arm around her and kissing her forehead.Â
When they got to Mosleys, she stayed in the car. Sam was good enough friends with the owner to ask for a special favor, and he walked out with both their favorites in a small styrofoam cooler filled with dry ice.Â
He could see Y/Nâs eyes squint in suspicion through the windshield as he got to the car.
âWhatâre you up to Winchester?â She asked as soon as his door was open.
âItâs a surprise. You know, those things you hate?âÂ
She squinted her eyes even more, scrunching her nose in the most adorable way. He leaned over the cooler and kissed her softly, bringing her out of her mood, but only slightly.
âIâm just taking my girl on a date, is that allowed?â He teased as Baby rumbled to life.Â
âI suppose.â She muttered, moving the cooler to the other side of her legs so she could cuddle back up to him. They drove for about 30 minutes, to a little outlook that sat high above a lake. Theyâd been there before, but never at night, and as Sam expected, when they got out the sky was spattered with some of the brightest stars heâd ever seen.Â
âWoah,â she whispered as she got out of the car, eyes wide, cooler in her arms. Sam popped the trunk, silently thanking his brother for the fact that there was still a blanket in the back. He spread it out over a patch of grass, motioning for Y/N to come join him. She sat down while he unpacked the ice cream - the man had given him pints of each of their favorite flavors on the house once heâd told him the plan.Â
She toyed with the fog that was coming out of the container from the ice, fascinated by it as it disappeared in the warm Kansas air.
âItâs even more beautiful out here at night,â she said when she finally looked back up at the sky. Sam passed her the pint with a spoon stuck in the top. She took it happily, scooping some out and pressing it against her tongue. He wasnât sure how she looked so cute all the time - surely it was exhausting.Â
Somehow, while staring at her at that moment, all his nerves disappeared. He was so sure of her, of them, that it seemed silly that he was nervous in the first place. So the next words out of his mouth came naturally, easy as water.
âDo you wanna get married?â
âDuh, you know that,â she said, staring up at the sky.
That didnât go as planned.Â
âI mean, do you want to marry me?âÂ
âYou bought me ice cream and took me to see the stars, who else would I marry?â She mused, still not looking at him. Even when he reached into his pocket and pulled out the box, she remained oblivious, staring at the sky. He took the opportunity to move back a little bit and prop himself up on a knee.Â
âY/N. Will you marry me?âÂ
âI mean are you gonna give me a ri- HOLY CRAP!â She turned around finally, almost swallowing her spoon at the sight of him there on one knee.Â
âDonât choke,â he chuckled, resisting the urge to reach over and swipe the spoon out of her mouth. She did the honors, letting it drop onto the blanket.
âSam.â She was breathless it seemed, her eyes flickering between his face and the ring.
âIâve been wanting to do this for a while, I just wanted it to be the right time. Youâre all I want, forever. And I thought we could make it, you know, official? If youâre up for it?âÂ
That was so not what he was planning on saying. But she didnât seem to care in the slightest.
âYes. Yes, yes, yes holy crap yes!â She practically squealed, tackling him in a kiss. He rolled slightly so his legs didnât get trapped behind him as he kissed her back, both their smiles bursting through every time their lips parted.Â
âYou didnât even let me put your ring on,â he teased, brushing some hair back from her face. Y/N sat up, tugging him up with her so she was sitting on his lap. He picked the box up, pulling the ring carefully out of the velvet and sliding it onto her finger. It fit perfectly, making him smile.
âItâs beautiful,â she said, and he could hear her tears in her voice.Â
âI love you.â
âI love you more.âÂ
the engagement:
Planning a wedding and hunting werenât exactly conducive activities.
âBaby, you can stay here if you need to, I know you wanted to meet with that florist,â Sam sighed a bit, watching you pack your bag.
âFlowers arenât going to do me much good if my fiance is dead in a vamp nest somewhere,â you muttered, tossing an extra change of clothes in and zipping it up.Â
âHey. Câmere.â Samâs voice was gentle and you felt the tension leave your shoulders as you moved over towards him.Â
âIâm sorry. Iâm not mad at you, Iâm just stressed out. I want it to be a perfect day,â you mumbled, burying your face in his chest as he held you.
âI know. Itâs gonna be perfect no matter what, cause weâre gonna be married at the end of the day, regardless. But I know you want it to be a certain way. I just wish it didnât stress you out so much.âÂ
âHave you met me? Everything stresses me out.â You chuckled, pressing your forehead into his chest. He laughed with you, hand coming up to run through your hair.Â
âWell, weâve got a few months left before the wedding. Whatâs left?â
âFlowers. And Iâve got the last fitting for my dress, Jody is coming with me for that. All the guys have their suits, the girls are getting their dresses back from the tailors. We have the cake, weâve got the rings. Deanâs building the alter stuff.â
âSo.... just the flowers then?â
âAnd the honeymoon...â
You tried again, though you knew it was futile. Maybe, just maybe heâd slip up and give it away.Â
âThe honeymoon is taken care of, I promise. How about when we get back from this hunt we go to the florist together, yeah?â
âYou donât want to go to the florist, you couldnât care less about the flowers,â you accused, but it was lighthearted.
âYeah, but you care, which means I care. Now câmon, weâve got some vampires to kill.â
the wedding:
For once, the Kansas weather had decided to cooperate. It was a beautiful day, sun shining over the bunker, a nice breeze keeping it from being too hot. Everything was perfect, and yet you still couldnât breathe.Â
âY/N? Hey, are you gonna be okay if I leave you here to walk mom down? I can get Cas to do it if you need me to.â Dean's worry was obvious as he slipped a hand under your elbow, as if you were going to fall. You werenât sure that you wouldnât.
âNo, no Iâm okay. Just, uh, hurry back, okay?â Your voice was strained. You werenât sure why you were so nervous - everything had gone to plan, everybody you and Sam loved were there.Â
âYou got it. Hang in there.â Dean squeezed you a bit before letting go and moving up the line to let Mary take his arm. You knew Sam was close by, so you stayed hidden in the bunker stairwell. Neither of you had wanted to see the other beforehand, but not having him there with you was probably why you were so nervous - you two had never been the greatest at separation. Music had begun to play, and you knew the processional was moving along.
The alter had been set up behind the bunker, in a little clearing of the woods. There was a path lined with flowers, up to a beautiful alter that Dean had built from some reclaimed wood heâd found. It was beautiful to anyone, not just your biased eyes. You kept yourself hidden, but peaked out just enough so you could see everyone walking down.Â
Cas lead, with Claire on his arm. He kissed her cheek before they moved to their appropriate sides of the alter. Next was Jack, who did double time and walked both Patience and Alex down, since Dean was on his way back to you.Â
The sight of familiar faces made it a bit easier to breathe. Garth was there, and Donna. Mary was beaming at her son, but you refused to follow her gaze. If you looked at Sam now, you knew youâd start crying. Jody was standing at the alter - sheâd gotten ordained just for you two.Â
Dean made it back to you quickly, holding up his arm for you to take.
âYou ready for this?âÂ
âI donât know why Iâm so nervous. Itâs just Sam,â you murmured, more to yourself than to Dean.
âYouâre just excited I bet. Sam was shakinâ in his boots all morning waiting for you. Iâve got yah, okay? Iâll get you down the aisle and Sam will take it from there.âÂ
Something in the familiar cadence of his voice, and knowing that youâd be right there with Sam in just a minute made your nerves cease enough for you to take that first step, out into the light.
You clutched onto Deanâs arm and matched his pace, watching the petal-covered grass underneath your feet. And when you heard the sound of everyone rising from their chairs, you lifted your eyes from the ground.
And there he was.
Youâd known what suit he was going to wear. What color his tie was, which flowers would be on his boutonnière. Youâd seen his smile a thousand times. But he was beaming, and you could see the tears welling up at the sight of you in your dress.
And it didnât matter that everyone was looking at you, or that you were crying too. He was there and he was about to be your husband, and you couldnât have been happier in that moment.
âEasy tiger, itâs not a race,â Dean murmured, trying to slow down your pace. You hadnât realized youâd sped up so much, automatically drawn towards Sam. Why had you made the aisle so long?
Finally, finally, you got there. Dean kissed your cheek and guiding you up the few stairs that heâd built. You passed your bouquet to Claire, who fixed the train on your dress and then you turned, gazing up at Sam.Â
He was still crying, but trying to keep it together a bit more as he took your hands in his. You couldnât do anything but stare at him, and take it all in as Jody spoke, about love and the importance of it.
You both pulled it together enough to repeat your vows to each other, though the tears were still streaming. Dean handed Sam the rings, and yours settled perfectly on your finger, as if it was meant to be there all along. Perhaps it was.Â
You werenât sure youâd ever heard sweeter words than âyou may now kiss your brideâ, and you couldnât help but smile when you felt the cool metal of Samâs ring on your cheek when he cupped your face, bending down to kiss you.Â
It was soft and warm and different somehow. You were kissing your husband, and you werenât sure you were even going to get over that.
Everyone cheered as you headed down the aisle, back to the door of the bunker that youâd come out of.
You disappeared inside for a moment, pulling Sam with you. As soon as the door closed behind you you were kissing him again with as much fierceness as you could muster, somehow trying to put action to the happiness that was burning inside of you. He obliged, taking your hips in his hands, hands splayed out against the white fabric that covered you.Â
It took you a minute to work it out of your system, and you knew that everyone would probably starting to trickle in from the ceremony in just a moment. When you pulled away, you werenât sure youâd ever felt happier.Â
âYou didnât even let me carry you over the threshold,â Sam chuckled, resting his forehead against yours.
âSorry,â you whispered, laughing with him.Â
âThe stairs will do,â he grinned, getting that boyish glint in his eyes that made your heart warm since the first time you saw it. He scooped you up, starting the descent off the balcony.
âPlease donât fall and break a leg, I know you canât see those stairs over this dress,â you cautioned.
âEver the romantic,â Sam teased, kissing your cheek. You reached the bottom at the perfect time, getting one more kiss in before the doors open and everyone began to funnel in from outside. You both waited at the bottom, accepting everyoneâs hugs and well wishes.Â
When Dean got to you, he took you by surprise, picking you up and spinning you around.Â
âWelcome to the family Winchester,â he had said, and it was the first time in a long time youâd seen Dean truly happy.Â
The night moved on like most weddings, you assumed. Everyone ate pizza that youâd ordered from the local joint, and there was wine and beer and cake and dancing. Youâd pushed all the tables to the walls in the library, leaving the whole space open; a makeshift dance floor.
Your first dance song played from the record player in the corner, and you smiled as Sam held you close, whispering sweet nothings in your ear. After that, it seemed everyone wanted a chance to dance with the bride, so you were passed around through the slow songs. Much to your surprise, Jack seemed to be the best dancer of all of them. He later revealed heâd watched some youtube videos on how to slow dance, obviously proud of himself.Â
You found yourself back in Samâs arms again as the night began to wind down.Â
âYou ready for our honeymoon?â He murmured, pressing a kiss to your hair.Â
âHow can I be ready if I donât know where weâre going? You wouldnât even let me pack my own bag,â you countered, scrunching up your nose at him.Â
âYouâll know soon enough. Câmon, letâs go.â Â
the honeymoon:
âI knew it!â She exclaimed, making Sam smile as he brought the car to a stop outside the cabin. He didnât tell her that they were only spending the night there, that in the morning theyâd be driving to the airport and heading off to the beach.Â
He got out first, moving around the car to open Y/Nâs door for her and help her out. She had been so eager to leave and see where they were going that sheâd insisted her dress was comfortable enough to ride in. She somehow looked even more beautiful out there amongst the trees, dressed in white, relaxed and completely herself.Â
âCâmere,â he said quietly, taking her waist in his hands and pulling her to him. She melted under his touch it seemed, pliant under his lips as he kissed her. She was sweet to taste, and he could feel her smile. With a sigh he pulled away, but only to grab the smaller overnight bag heâd packed for them.Â
âWe donât need the big bags yet. Besides, I donât see many clothes in our immediate future.â
âOh?â She blushed bright pink.
âAs sad as I am to see it go, I am so ready to get you out of that dress. Also, you arenât cheating me out of my threshold this time,â he grinned, tossing the bag over his shoulder before scooping Y/N up.
âI love you,â she said, breathless as he carried her through the doorway.
âI love you too, wife.â The word felt so natural on his tongue, and the he wished he could keep the smile it brought to her face there forever. âCâmon beautiful, letâs get you to bed.âÂ
Their shoes were first, and the dress was next. It had delicate buttons along the back, and he fumbled with them, his long fingers getting in his own way as they both laughed through his struggle. When he finally got them undone it fell heavy to the ground, revealing delicate, white lingerie that about sent him to his knees. It took all his self control to move away and hang the dress up on a spare hanger, hooking it over the door of the bedroom.Â
He slipped out of his dress shirt, having already lost the jacket and tie back at the bunker before theyâd left. He was about to sit back down before he caught the look his wife was giving him.Â
âWhat?â
âIâm only in my underwear... you too. Equal partners, remember?â She teased, quirking an eyebrow.Â
He just laughed, undoing his belt and tossing it aside before letting his pants fall to the floor. She gasped, making him panic a bit, looking down at his plain black boxer briefs.Â
âWhat!?â He asked yet again.
âNo white lace?! What kinda wedding night is this!?â She faked her exasperation, but she could only keep up the act for a moment before she burst out laughing.
âYouâre lucky youâre cute,â he teased, moving to the bed in a fluid motion, wrapping a strong arm around her waist and lifting her just enough to guide her onto her back.
Everything paused when she winced, sucking in a breath.
âBaby? Whatâs wrong?â
âOne of my hair pins just poked me. I swear, there must be five hundred of them in there,â she muttered, nose scrunched as she looked up towards her hair.
âCâmere, Iâll take em out.âÂ
Sam guided her back up to sitting, letting her settle in his lap facing away from him as he began to run his fingers through her hair, picking out the pins that were stuck within it. He smiled as the curls began to fall, and she relaxed more and more every time he found a new one to take out.Â
His hand was full by the time he was done, and he put them all on the bedside table, running his other hand over Y/Nâs sore scalp. She was practically purring under his touch, leaning her weight back onto his chest. He peppered kisses along her skin, up her neck, along her jaw, finally catching her lips when she turned to look at him.Â
She twisted on his lap, settling with her legs wrapped around his waist, moulding to him like she always did.Â
The night was spent intertwined in every sense of the word, slow and warm and soft, with whispered I loves you and promises. They fell asleep pressed against each other, safe in knowing that it was really the two of them, forever.
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Sixty-nine
Randi
Cayden and his friends were drinking and doing god knows what else while watching the game. I had agreed to let him host the party here, which i was kind of regretting because they were loud as hell and it made it hard to take my mid day naps. I had left for a bit to go and pick up some groceries so i could make some food for them to eat plus some snacks and such and now i was back home. I walked past going to put the stuff in the kitchen.
âBaby, you back?â Cayden said, getting up and coming to the kitchen.
âYeah, just went to target,â I said, taking stuff out of the bag.
âHowâs my baby?â He put his arms around me to grab my belly.
âActive. Heâs been jumping around all day,â I sighed. He moved his hand around.
âThatâs because heâs a little baller. Or maybe a gymnast if itâs a girl.â
âMmhm,â i said, putting my hand over his. Somebody scored and the guys got all excited. We both looked over. I started taking stuff out the bags. Cayden removed his hands and started going back to the living area. I glanced at him and saw his jaw was locked and arms flexed. I was confused. He walked up to Rambo and smacked him on the back of the head.
âDamn man!â Rambo jumped. He turned around and Cayden grabbed the blunt that he must have just lit out of his mouth.
âI told your slow ass not to be smoking in my house when my wife is pregnant. Are you dumb? Â Thatâs my kid you fucking with bruh,â
âMy bad Cayden, I forgot,â he said quickly. âIâm sorry man,â he said. Everyone else looked to see what Cayden was gonna do. I already knew what he was planning to do and considering he was Chinaâs man and what not i couldnât have them falling out or that would make things awkward for all of us. I put the milk I was holding down. I reluctantly intervened.
âItâs ok baby,â i said to him from the kitchen. He looked up at me and I gave him a look to calm down and of course he listened and backed down. He just put the blunt out and came to throw it out in the kitchen. He came up behind me and wrapped an arm around me again.
âSorry,â He said by my ear just so I could hear.
âItâs ok,â I said, leaning up to kiss him. I wasnât mad, after all he was right, it was bad for the baby. Cayden had stopped smoking, around the house anyways, all together. It was cute how concerned he was about the baby. He kissed my shoulder and I giggled.
âSheâs already pregnant dog, give it a break,â ty said as he came strolling in to the kitchen to open the fridge. I blushed but laughed.
âHey! I just got those,â I complained. But nobody was listening. He was long gone and they had broken into a play fight, crashing on to the floor and rolling around like children. âYouâre 26 years old,â I grumbled, picking my rolls off the floor.
I made some stuff for the guys and then took my food upstairs to eat and watch some shows.
I ended up falling asleep after eating, but woke up a few hours later with terrible heart burn. That was happening a lot now. I would take it over being nauseous 24/7 like in the beginning, but it was still very uncomfortable. I went downstairs to go find some tums and realised Cayden and his friends were gone. I looked at my phone real quick and Cayden had texted me saying he was gonna go in to work. I got some tums and some milk and went back to the bedroom. I decided to give Cole a call because i hadn't talked to him in a while.
"Hi Colebear,"
"Hey lil mama. How you doing?" he asked.
"Im ok, just tired and sick all the time," i complained.
"That sounds horrible," he said. "How much longer you got anyways? Tryna make sure im there when the baby gets here."
"Still have like 4 months. Im ready for it to be over, and i just wanna hold my baby already." I groaned in frustration.
"When we gon find out if its a boy or girl? How am i supposed to buy them some swag if i dont know?"
"I was supposed to find out a while ago but i kept missing my appointments. Im going in a few days, should find out then."
"Word? aight keep me posted."
"I will," i said, "so whats up with you and Ty. He came to my house a week ago and from what he said yall had some drama when he visited." I was being nosy as usual.
"Aint no drama," he mumbled.
"What did you do?" i asked in an accusing tone. He sighed.
"I may have iced him out a little."
"Why?" i asked, confused.
"Things were getting...intense."
"Thats how a relationship works Cole," i pointed out.
"I know," he said simply. I smiled a little bit.
"I get it. I was the same way when Cayden and i started getting serious. It terrified me. It's scary to love someone."
"So what did you do?" He asked.
"Well Cayden didn't really give me an option to run. He followed me every time, " i laughed. "Eventually i just got tired of trying to run away and i just dove in. Now i'm married to the fool and carrying his baby."
"Diving in sounds terrifying."
"It is," i bit my lip, thinking back to when Cayden and i were still dating. "But its worth it."
"Ugh. I cant with this sappy shit right now. Im bout to go to practice and i dont need to be in my feelings while tackling a bunch of dudes."
"Okay fine, ill drop it for now. But you need to just accept you love him and move on. Don't overthink it," i said seriously.
"okay mom."
"Oh God, can you imagine someone is gonna be calling me that soon," i said, more to myself.
"I can see you as a mom. You always taking care of people or helping them fix their lives, even when they didnt ask," he laughed.
"What can i say, i dont know how to mind my business," i shrugged.
"Lowkey im the same," he said. "But i gotta go."
"Okay babe, have a good practice. Ill talk to you later."
He said bye and then i hung up.
Cayden
"Yo, How's the shipment going?" I asked him, referring to a deal i had going with Sean. He was organising the order while i handled the logistics and such.
"Man i don't think we have enough here. We gotta bring some from the other warehouse. I was gonna call Pat but i wanted to run it by you," he got up and i followed him out to the balcony looking down to the rest of the warehouse. It was busy with niggas at work like usual, organised by product.
"What he want?" i asked.
"Coke mostly, but he talking about he got some guy wants a bunch of crystal. We got 10, 20 pound max here," he said, nodding at the back of the room where the guys were breaking and weighing a fresh batch.
"Who the fuck wants to buy that much crystal?" My brows came together.
"Man who knows, thats your boy, ask him. Im just saying, thats pretty much all our supply from both warehouses, and we have one cook" he said. I nodded because he was right, but that wasn't my biggest concern. It was just weird to me that Sean was suddenly moving crystal when he had never before. I couldn't help think back to the time Randi asked if Sean could be trusted and wondered if she was on to something.
"Dont call Pat. Not yet anyways. Imma have a little meeting with Sean first," i decided.
"Got it," he nodded.
"By the way, thanks for checking on Randi while i was gone," i said. He shrugged.
"Uncle duties and what not," he smirked, "how she doing anyways? You weren't playing when you said she was emotional."
"She tired all the time, i feel bad. She go off on you?" I laughed.
"Nah, just crying and shit. I don't know how you do it."
"Ill take crying over when she gets angry."
"True," Ty nodded. I checked my watch.
"I gotta go find Keisha, i need her to get Sean here. I aint going to Cali, i just got back," i looked around a bit.
"She was here with Kassie earlier, training and what not. How you get her to come back anyways?" he raised a brow.
"I begged," i chuckled. " Why? you still got a crush on her? Thought you were all about the D now."
"Fuck you Cayden," he said, turning to go back to his office. I laughed and went off to find Keisha.
I ended up just calling Keisha from my office and she came up.
"Hey, sorry, Kassie was showing me around. She just left," she said.
"It's all good. I need you to do something for me though. 2 things actually."
"Sure, what is it?" she pulled out a pen and notepad.
"I need you to get Sean here. ASAP."
"Got it," she nodded.
"Also i need you to book me a trip, for 2. Jamaica, not business. Anytime in the next month or so," i looked up from my phone calendar.
"I'll get right on it..." she paused. "It's sweet. I mean, im assuming it's for your wife."
"Yeah it is. Gotta keep her happy," i shrugged. She smiled. Then she seemed to remember something and pulled out her phone
"Oh before i forget, the accountant is coming tomorrow. Just a reminder. Also, your calendar says its Ty's birthday soon, do you want me to arrange anything?"
"Remind me an hour before tomorrow. Get a gift for me, Randi is doing the rest. She throws unnecessary parties, its kind of her thing," i rolled my eyes.
"Okay then. Ill go start on this," she said, turning for the door.
"How was the training by the way?" i asked. Kassie had been here the whole time i was gone, showing her the ropes
"Good. She was really nice. She had a lot of great things to say about you. But i'm not surprised, you're a nice guy Cayden. I cant tell you how much this job means to me, my son too," she brushed her golden curls aside. "I mean i made decent money at the club, but...this is a lot better," she bit her lip. I nodded.
"You should have called me, I always cared about you Keisha," i smiled at her gently seeing her get emotional. She was all tough exterior, it was rare to see this side of her.
"I was embarrassed," she shrugged.
"You aint gotta be. How people make money is none of by business. Bur don't worry, i pay my assistants a lot. You gotta put up with my ass, just wait, you'll be sick of me soon."
She laughed.
"Thanks Cayden," she smiled.
"You're welcome," i said simply. She left and closed the door behind her.
Once she was gone i called Randi to check on her.
Randi
Cayden called me just after id gotten off with Cole. He asked how i was and then he was telling me about what he was doing and when he would be home. Then i heard someone talking in the background, it wasn't a guy though, it was a female voice.
âWho is thatâ I said.
âWhoâs who?â He asked. I sat up straighter in the bed chair.
âThe chick talking in the back ground,â i said. I couldn't think of any reason for there to be a girl in his office at the warehouse. I knew there were a few girls who were involved in selling and what not but Cayden didn't spend time talking to pedlars or people lower in the chain, he handled all the big time stuff. I started to wonder if he wasn't really at the warehouse but i didn't see why he would lie.
âKeisha,â he said, as if that meant anything. âMy assistant.â
âWhen did you get an assistant? You donât like anyone, howâd you even pick someone.â
âI told you months ago that I needed an assistant baby,â he reminded me. This was true but still.
âHm,â I said simply.
âSo we good then? Iâll see you in a few hours,â he said.
âOkay,â i said, hanging up. I had been too annoyed to say bye or I love you.
Why would he get an assistant without telling me? If that even was his assistant. I knew there was always random girls walking around that definitely werenât assistants, the business kind anyways. I wondered what this Keisha girl was assisting Cayden with and my blood started to boil. I tried to not be this person but pregnancy also had me a bit mentally unstable and I wasnât particularly confident right now. Was Cayden fooling around with another girl because i was becoming the size of a whale? I panicked and started to get up off the bed and pulled on a sweater.
I wasnât really sure what I was doing until i was driving for 20 minutes and leaving the city to go towards the warehouse. I never came here on my own and I started to second guess myself as I pulled up and security immediately posted up. I got out of the car and locked it. One of the guys looked familiar though and I was pretty sure Iâd seen him before.
âAre you lost shawty?â Another guy said, licking his lips in a disgusting way and looking down at me. I was about to release all my fury on him when the familiar guy spoke up.
âThatâs Caydenâs wife you idiotâ he said. The previous guy shrunk back.
âMy bad,â he said quickly, head down.
âShould i get Cayden for you?â The familiar guy asked. I shook my head.
âI know my way,â I said, motioning to the door. They paused but moved out of the way. I adjusted my cardigan and went in. People stared at me because i rarely came period let alone on my own. Also I was pretty pregnant now which drew attention. I went upstairs to the offices and stopped in front of Cayâs. I debated whether or not to knock then decided against it. I opened the door and walked in.
Cayden looked up and his face went very confused when he saw me. He was in the chair and a girl stood beside him, bent over and pointing to the computer screen.
âRandi? What the fuck are you doing here?â He said. My face must not have looked happy because he quickly got up. âI mean is everything ok? Is it the baby?â He came over and put a hand to my lower back. I immediately checked his hand for the wedding band which was there.
âThe babyâs fine,â I said, looking him over for lipstick, makeup, anything.
âWhatâs going on then?â He asked. I looked up at the girl standing and starring at us. Cayden looked up. âKeisha can you give me a minute with my wife,â she stood for a minute looking which was strange but then she shuffled out.
I was looking around his office looking for any signs of anything messy when Cayden put a hand to my cheek. âBaby, Whatâs going on?â
âNothing,â I mumbled, feeling like the biggest fool.
âYou drove all the way up here for nothing. Nah,â he shook his head. I choked up, I couldnât say I came because I thought you were cheating.
âI donât feel good,â I lied. I did feel sick to my stomach all of a sudden but more out of guilt. Guilty that Iâd thought heâd do something like that and also because the way he looked worried now that he thought I was sick.
âMaybe I should take you to the hospital,â he said, feeling my forehead.
âNo Iâll be okay,â I said quickly. âI think I just need to go home,â
âIâll take you,â He said âsomeone will come pick me up after.â
I agreed. He held me all the way out of his office and down the stairs. Once we got in the car I was still thinking about the fact that he got an assistant and didnât tell me. That was still sketchy, cheating or not.
âHow do you know her?â I asked.
âKeisha?â He asked. I waited for him to lie because honestly I already knew the truth. I was simply testing him. Â âBeing 100, we used to fuck but it was a long time ago, and we were actually friends.â
âSo is that why you didnât tell me?â I asked.
âThis about to be a problem isnât it?â He asked. âWait? Is that why you drove all the way down here?â
Well shit.
âWell I heard a girl in your office,â I said, defending myself. He turned to face me then.
âAnd you automatically assumed I was what? Cheating?â He looked upset. I was supposed to be the one angry. âYou donât even trust me huh? Still,â he shook his head.
When he put it like that he made it sound bad.
âItâs not like that-â
âWhatâs it like? You came running, so thatâs what you thought.â
âWell...â I started. âNormally I wouldnât be scared but look at me,â i gestured at myself. âI donât look tight and right at the moment. And don't eve play me like you didn't just hire a girl you used to sleep with and not tell your wife about it.â
âYouâre insane Randi. Youâve lost your mind. I ainât even gon fight you cause you carrying my kid.â
I got frustrated and was fighting the urge to break into tears so i just glared out the window for the ride home.
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prince johnny & the mermaid
(its u. ur the mermaid)Â
ft. some other nct princes & mermenÂ
basically takes place in the same au as mermaid taeyong which if u havent read is here!Â
so ... ur a mermaid princess from a different kingdom 2 taeyong n the rest of the nct mermaid gang.
& youâre visiting because the Ruler of Ur Kingdom (ur dad) has 2 go for the annual Mermaid Council Meeting and is like âlisten youâre the next in line to rule you have to come.. You need to learn what your responsibilities are gonna beâÂ
n you dont rlly wanna go but youâre like FINE whatever.Â
so you tag along & u dont rlly bother meeting the citizens of the nct kingdom bc youâre gonna be there for like a week tops before u gotta leave again so whats??? the Point.Â
u basically plan to spend the week in ur Luxurious Clam Shell sleeping.
but you get bored so u decide to swim off towards the castle bc u overheard someone saying how pretty it is so u wanna see for yourself!!!Â
bc ur kingdom is in the middle of the Ocean so youâve never actually seen a castle. or Humans rlly.Â
But youâve heard about them!Â
so youâre swimming 2 the castle when u hear someone singing ... and youâre like okay well im the only mermaid here so!! thats gotta be a HUMANÂ
so u poke ur head out of the water but u dont .... see anyone?Â
but u recognise the song theyâre singing so once theyâve stopped u sing the next part of the song back 2 them ... hiding behind a rock so they dont see u O F C !Â
youâre not about 2 get urself caught pffff !Â
& u see a head poke out of one of the windows and ur like TIME TO GO!Â
but not without gettin a glance of tht incredibly ,,, ,handsome face ,,,Â
anyways this continues for like ! 3 days. u go to the same spot, hear the same beautiful boy singing & sing back 2 him when he stops .Â
n he looks out of the window Every! Time! but youâre 2 quick for him 2 see you lol
but then u go back the 4th day ,,, n u hear music but no??? singing??Â
so u go a little closer n perch yourself on a rock tryin 2 get a closer listen, n u hear the most beautiful melody coming from the same room.Â
and before u know it youâre humming along.
its not until a little while later tht u realise the music has stopped and ur just going along on ur own and u look up 2 see The Boy(tm)...Â
in a white shirt with his sleeves rolled up n these dorky glasses (Yâall know the look im on abt  ..... That Look).
n youâre like .... GOTTA BLAST!!!!!!!! đ đ¨đ¨đ¨
n hereâs the thing .... prince johnny cannOT stop thinking about u.... nd it was all a ruse !Â
obviously not in a Bad Way he just wanted 2 find out who was fINISHING HIS SONGS BEFORE HE GOT THE CHANCEÂ
n he didnt.... think youâd be tht beautiful .....Â
& he spots ur tail as ur escaping and heâs like ... HOLD ON A COTTON PICKIN MINUTE !Â
lucky for him ... it was Cupcake Collection Day(tm) for his good Mermaid Pal TaeyongÂ
so while taeyong is eating his cupcake .... johnny brings up The TopicÂ
âso uh,,, taeyong,,, Â u know pretty much everyone in ur kingdom right???â
taeyong with a mouth full of cupcake: i guessÂ
âso uh thereâs this.... person .... a merperson, if u will, and u Gotta help me find themâÂ
taeyong:Â âwhats in it for me???â
johnny: âan extra cupcakeâÂ
âmake it 12âłÂ
â6.âÂ
âok dealâÂ
so johnny tells taeyong abt this mermaid ,,,, a Beautiful mermaid with the most Beautiful voiceÂ
âare u sure ur not talking about taeil?âÂ
âshut up im sureâÂ
so taeyong is like kk ill help u lolÂ
âtaeyong u cant help him. they have 2 leave in like 2 daysâ - doyoung
âbUT HE LOVES THEM!!!!â - yutaÂ
âhe hasnât even met them!!!âÂ
âIT'S CALLED LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT!âÂ
âthat isnt a thing!âÂ
yuta pulls out a rose & hands it to taeyong âtell them itâs from johnnyâÂ
âwhere did you even get that from?â - taeyong
âhe just carries them around. itâs better not to askâ - johnnyÂ
MEANWHILE youâre at a Boring Mermaid Council MeetingÂ
âok listen ,,, we get that ur helping the humans by sabotaging the sirens but ... its gotta stop theyâre goin 2 other kingdoms who have Enough ProblemsâÂ
and that subject peaks ur interest.
these ... mermaids are sabotaging sirens?? Lmao serves them RIGHT !Â
so after the meeting ,
like, later at night, u hear this off-key singing and youâre like ok what the F
and ofc u gotta check it out because what MerMoron is disgracing ur Entire people like that.
n there u see Merman Moon Taeil, a couple meters behind sirens, hangin out by boats tryin 2 Do Their Thing.
but they canât because Merman Moon Taeil is singing ,, horribly out of tune and off-key and it Clicks.Â
this is how theyâre saving sailors lol. singing loudly and off-key to drown out the sirens song . its pretty smart.Â
n this guy looks like heâs havin the Time of his Life, so u swim up behind him n join in.Â
u 2 are havin a WHALE of a time , singing out of key n just absolutely ruining the sirens favourite pastimeÂ
but then u spot one wander off n youâre like ..... well thatâs not suspicious AT ALLÂ
so u Follow. and then you see this Lone Guy in a tiny boat and youâre like what kinda DUMBASSÂ
and u poke ur head up to get a look at the idiot thatâs on his own & JUST UR LUCK its Cute Castle Guy.Â
literally ur only thought is âis this boy actually 100% For Real what is he DoingâÂ
and u dont! Have time to start singing off key because heâs pretty much already Hooked on this sirens song so ....Â
u straight up tackle the thing away from him. No1 is hurting ur Cute Castle Boy with the nice voice. Not on UR Watch .
n ur fightin with this thing for a Good Couple Minutes until it just hisses @ u and goes back 2 its own gang.Â
âYEAH THATS RIGHT U RUN AWAY !!! n dONT COME BACK!!â - you until u realise u should Probably check to make sure the boat hasnt crashed or something.
Heâs a bit dazed n confused and has No Idea what the Heck just happened
and johnny is so pretty u just kinda stare for a while until ur like Right i should probably ,,, like ,, make sure he doesnt Die.
so with all ur Mighty Mermaid Power u push his boat back 2 shoreÂ
by which time heâs completely Mostly recovered 2 the point he can recognise u and heâs likeÂ
âITS U!âÂ
to which you, once again, gotta blast đ đ¨đ¨đ¨
but he , being Cute Clumsy Castle Idiot tries 2 be all dramatic and grabs ur arm ,Â
proceeding 2 Â FALL Out of his boat face first into wet sand with the occasional wave just .... rolling over him .
and youâre like .... really ??? Really now. Really .
*ur longest deepest sigh ever*Â
âare you ok?âÂ
he holds 1 hand up and does the a-okay sign.
u cover ur mouth so he doesnt hear u LAUGH
he hears it. looks up. gives u that dUMB EMBARRASSED JOHNNY SMILE. (U know the one).Â
 n you BLUSH because heâs so gosh Darn CUTE. even if he is an IDIOT.Â
âi just wanted 2 make sure u were okay ...â he says in the Sweetest most Caring voice Ever and it makes ur heart melt BEcause .... .
âI COULD HAVE SWAM TO ANOTHER COUNTRY N UR JUST GONNA GRAB MY ARM LIKE THAT U COULD HAVE D I E D!!! I did Not just save u for you to DIEâÂ
that stupid dumb embarrassed johnny smile is STILL THERE and youâre trying to Convince yourself he is Not Cute Enough for ur poor heart 2 be Racing like This.Â
âwhatever ,,,,,,,,, im fine thank youâÂ
but he spots that nasty scratch on ur cheek courtesy of that stupid poor excuse for a sea witch n he .... puts his hand on ur cheek .Â
and ur brain is Screaming at u GOTTA GO MY OWN WAY but u cant ... bring urself... to leave bc heâs LOOKING at u ,,,, Â
OH Boy ,,,,Â
heâs Really ,, Looking at u with those big concerned eyes and ur Poor Heart literally cannot cope like ... his hand is so ,, ,warm andÂ
even though all heâs done is move a piece of ur hair  ,,, and tucked it behind ur ear ,,Â
youâre already feeling a lil bit better.
so instead ur like âpff whatever its just a Scratchâ Because You! are One Tough CookieÂ
adn u dont need this Beefy arm Boy lookin @ u like That.
âit looks really painful!! Wait here we have a first aid kit in the lifeguard hut!âÂ
you go 2 stop him but heâs already up and running so all u can do is like ,, roll ur eyes n Sigh & wait for him to come back
n he does and youâre like âListen u really donât need to do this im a mermaid we donât feel pain.âÂ
he proceeds 2 dab a cotton pad 2 ur cheek & u hiss at him becauseÂ
âTHAT HURTS !!!âÂ
âok 1. i should have warned u its going to sting and 2. ur a LIAR one of the kennel dogs got overhyped & scratched doyoung by accident. he cried like a babyâÂ
you laugh n johnny thinks ,, its the most beautiful sound in the entire world.Â
like heâs got 1 hand by ur cheek trying to clean ur battle wound but heâs just sO ,,, entranced by your laugh that he just , forgets what it was he was doing.Â
âhey bud are you ok?âÂ
âYES! Yes , ,i am sorry i was just ,, where was I.âÂ
heâs LOOKING at u again and like , youâre honestly Just as lost as he is because ,,Â
up close u can finally see his eyes and they are just. so pretty are humans Supposed ??? To be This Pretty?
& suddenly u realise Why humans make statues & paintings of Other Humans because like, wow theyâre So Beautiful.Â
is there a statue of this breathtaking boy sat in front of you out there somewhere? There should be.Â
he clears his throat eventually and runs his hand thru his hair n does a little embarrassed laugh ,Â
âby the way um ,, did you get that rose ? From taeyong?â
and youâre like âuhhh,, the what from who now?âÂ
n he hits himself mentally bc DUH Doyoung said u were from another kingdom so like , maybe u never met them he doesnât know so heâs just like ânevermind!!âÂ
and thatâs when it hits u... You donât even know Cute Castle Boyâs NAME.
BUT youre leaving soon so u figure it doesnt matter anyways :(
so youâre like uhhh i should ,,, go. thank u for ,,, this.
n heâs like !! wait idk ur name!!!!!
so you tell him,, n he repeats it & like
youve had Literal Ocean Royalty sing ur name to get ur attention but.
it doesnt even COMPARE to the way he says it.
and u tell urself that it doesnt matter. u need to Stop bc you are leaving there is Nothing u can do about it
and heâs about to tell you his name but. itâs just Better for u that you Dont know it and he stays as Cute Castle Guy
so before u can even hear him say his own name You Are Outta There bc!
no! attachments!
esp not to humans!
and johnny ,,,Â
poor sweet johnny is just.dumbfounded and lost bc?
what. Just happened.Â
the next day ,, Johnny plays his piano hoping that youâll pop up and sing along to his playing, and when he realises that like,, youâre not gonna show up he just . his hands slump against the keys n heâs just ?
what did he do Wrong?Â
eventually he has to meet taeyong 2 give him the cupcakes even though taeyong was No Help at AllÂ
and johnny ends up eating most of them himself and taeyong is like ok buddy spill the beans whats wrongÂ
so johnny tells him abt you ,,, and that he Finally met u and you Saved Him! but u left before he could tell you his name n you didnât show up to sing today andÂ
taeyong feels a lil guilty but He knows thereâs not much he can do because like , youâre from a different kingdom ? Ur literally the future ruler ,, so he canât try 2 convince u to stay.Â
BUT Youâre not actually Leaving until tomorrow so Maybe. he can convince u to see johnny before u go.Â
so heâs like âleave it to me!!!â and finishes his cupcake before zooming off to find you.
but he has 2 find doyoung & taeil first because they need to come up with a Plan
& they find u sitting pretty in ur  little Clam Shell just ... looking Very? Confused and
suddenly the big Plan is out of the window because doyoung swims straight up to you, looks you in the eye and says, âour human friend is a Mess.âÂ
and youâre like ?? Who even Are you but then u recognise taeil behind him whoâs waving at you and youâre like oh ok one of his weird friends.
and youâre like âanyways idk who youâre talking aboutâÂ
âour FRIEND. u saved him last night ! His name is-â
âDONT SAY IT I dont need 2 know his name!!!âÂ
and doyoung is getting a liiiiiittle annoyed because like, despite everything johnny is his FRIEND and he wants him 2 be happy!! so he just backs off and taeyong takes his place like ,
âlisten. weâve known him for a while now & heâs never talked about any1 like this before. n we know youâre leaving but he would rlly love to get the chance to talk 2 u.âÂ
and now youâre more confused than ever!! Because youâre leaving Really Soon and you donât! need this!Â
but heâs so cute ,,, and seeing that dumb smile of his one last time wouldnât hurt, , right?
âok fine tell him. iâll be sittin on the rock by his window tomorrow at dawn, before i leave.âÂ
the 3 boys high five n taeyong secretly wonders if heâll get more cupcakes for this.
The Next Morning at like ? 6am. youâre nervous as Hell.Â
you really shouldnât be doing this because its just going to make things worse for you And for him.Â
but youâll probably never see him again ? So, just 2 yknow, say it was nice to meet him and goodbye, u show up.
Also maybe get a cupcake ? because taeyong literally would not shut up about them and now you really want to try one.Â
you show up. and johnny is already there , holding a roseÂ
(a nice one. not a fake one like the ones yuta carries around)
and he looks Super nervous and youâre also Really nervous but.Â
you swim up to him anyway and poke his arm.Â
which makes him jumpÂ
and that embarrassed smile comes out again and you can literally feel your heart melting because god he is Adorable.Â
and youâre starting to think this was a Really Bad Idea.Â
but he looks at you and he hands you the rose, and youâre about to speak when he stops you,Â
âI just. Wanted to say thank you for saving me. And the guys told me youâre leaving and that really sucks but Iâm really happy you decided to see me again.â
and you just. for once in your life youâre speechless and you just stare at the rose he gave you and. eventually you just manage to stutter out a âyouâre welcomeâ andÂ
you two are just staring at each other for what feels like Hours. and youâre pretty sure you could do it for a lot longer because heâs just so nice to look at.Â
but before you know it, doyoung & taeil are behind you, and theyâre like, âyou gotta go, your dad is waiting for you.âÂ
and it feels like your heart is breaking because ! you dont wanna go! you wanna stay and you want to get to know Cute Castle Boy.
but you have a kingdom to rule over in the future.Â
so you try not to look too sad as u look at johnny and give him a smile,Â
and he cups ur cheek the same way he did the night before ,and heâs pulling you closer and before you know it his lips are on your cheek
and youâre Blushing like Crazy! !!!! because oh my god he just kissed you.Â
he finally moves his hand from your cheek 2 your hands,
âmy name is Johnny, by the wayâÂ
Fuck.
you cant really do or say anything because you gotta leave Now.Â
so you look back one last time before joining the boys and give him a little wave, and he waves back before watching you swim away.Â
So, hereâs the thing.
When you were a baby, a tiny little adventurous mermaid swimming along dolphins three times your size,Â
you had accidentally gotten a little carried away and wandered outside of your kingdom barriers,Â
lost and confused, you found a light which you followed into a cave,Â
and there you met ur friendly neighbourhood sea witch.Â
she hadnât really been banished from your kingdom, mostly because she knew she wasnât welcome so she just kept to herself.Â
but she thought, hey! if i help the rulerâs kid get back to the kingdom, maybe theyâll realise im Not So Bad and accept me.Â
so she takes you in, makes sure youâre safe, and helps you find your way back .
UR FATHER, however, freaks the hell out and starts going off about how,
âThis wicked sea witch tried to KIDNAP my child! How dare you! You are BanishedâÂ
so , the sea witch does what literally Every Other Disney Villain would do.Â
she puts a curse on you before the king tosses her out on her ass.
This curse, Â however.Â
when you fall in love, youâll turn into a human so you canât Be with them. (because yknow everyone thought youâd fall in love with some Beautiful Mermaid Royalty)Â
so while youâre swimming home,
taeil, doyoung and taeyong volunteering to be your escorts, making sure u get home safe and sound.
(you didnt really need them but those boys are Stubborn and also wanted 2 see what your kingdom looks like)Â
but because theyâre there you donât really need to stay with ur dad; youâre old enough & ugly enough 2 take care of yourself and show your friends your favourite parts of the journey back
but suddenly youâre finding it really hard to breathe and swimming is Really difficult
and something is Horribly, horribly wrong.Â
so you grab whatever you can which happens to be doyoungâs tailÂ
and he turns around like what the Hell.Â
Oh, shit.Â
heâs yelling for the other boys 2 help you and ur dad is too far ahead to hear whatever is going on.
so the boys take it upon themselves 2 save U.Â
and theyâre swimming back to the beach as fast as they can and they get to shore and luckily!Â
Johnny is sitting there, looking out at the ocean wondering if heâll ever see you again.Â
and doyoung is just Yelling at him
âDO U HAVE TOWELS GET SOME TOWELS DO U KNOW CPR!!!!!!!!!!âÂ
so johnny has no idea what the Heck is going on but he runs to get towels, helps the boys wrap you up and take you to the lifeguard hutÂ
where johnny puts u on the sofa and heâs like , desperately trying 2 get u to wake up. doing cpr and whatever else he can .
like he has no idea whats going on but youâre here and youâre not breathing and heâs panicking because like, he canât lose you??? He canât. He Wont.Â
and its been what seems like fOREVER but youâre finally! coughing up water and you can breathe again and youâre feeling Very lightheaded and dizzy but all you can really think about is.Â
that Johnnyâs face is hovering over yours and he looks like heâs about to throw up but then he sees your eyes open and he has NeverÂ
felt this much relief in his Life!Â
and before you can even Process what the hell is going on, heâs leaning in closer and youâre kind of trying to figure out whatâs going on but!Â
he already has his arms wrapped around you so tight, never ever wanting to let go becauseÂ
he could live with himself knowing you were out there, alive with the slightest chance of coming back to visit himÂ
but he would never be able to bear it if you were gone forever .
so he just keeps you in his arms for a Very Long time, whispering in ur ear how scared he was, that he thought heâd lost you.Â
the other boys have left u alone, yuta and doyoung arguing outside
âi TOLD U love at first sight was real!â
âshut up yuta they almost DIEDâÂ
âhe saved them! he saved them with true loves first kissâÂ
âhe literally gave them cprâÂ
but ignoring those 2 bickering.
u and Johnny are just. holding each other and. you canât explain it but it feels Right that youâre with him
and he is just so happy that youâre alive and okay.Â
and everything just feels like itâs falling into place.Â
and before anything else happens youâre just . kissing him .
and heâs kissing you back.
and it all just feels so Perfect.Â
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Shoutout to insecurity and doubt and a need to please people because i just found out that timing wise i could have had top surgery and been recovered by now if i hadnt gotten scared back when i first applied
Im still scared ill end up kicked out and screwed and fired over it all. But i cant not any more. I need to do this as soon as i can because i want to kick some of the worry and fret to the side and start to feel comfortable in my own skin
Im somewhere around laughing and crying because it could have been done by now. Done and over with and a year or more post op. Im tackling a lot already and its terrifying and my coping mechanisms are jumping all over in terms of effectiveness and what they even are but maybe i need to just run with the whole terror roller coaster and get it done with all at once
I gotta just kick that fuckin door down. Im planning on changing jobs early next year or at least taking a leave to get a better handle on myself and maybe go back to school. Im trying to refind some sort of medication thatll help be it anti-anxiety or antidepressant or whatever.
Its annoying. Its so annoying. I could be more comfortable looking at myself and being myself but family got in my head and gave me a monsterous amount of doubt. And i dont think im ever going to see eye to eye or feel supported with them either way. And im probably always going to feel guilty and like i ruined something of theirs but i cant wreck my own everything because of that anymore.
Heres hoping they can reopen my file even if i still end up waiting another year and a half. I just want to move forward a d hearing that i did sent in my file and that i didnt just dream it made me laugh out loud
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