#i havent quite decided yet

[princekirijo]

I'm thinking of changing Riku's label to bisexual

#oc tag #riku kirijo #idk it just feels more... right for him? #i havent quite decided yet #rn he interchangeably uses bisexual and pansexual because they both feel comfortable for him #but bi is starting to fit him more 🤔 #maybe I'll change it we'll have to see ig #i'll let people know if it does change #im kinda 60/40 on changing it #also he's kinda pretty much on the aro spectrum now! #i haven't set anything in stone yet i just am starting to think he simply isnt one for romance ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯ #as he himself would say: its complicated i just wanna vibe #maybe the true solution is to leave him unlabeled 🤔 #ah well dont mind me im just musing

[ruporas]

kisses of affirmation (ID in alt)

#vashwood #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun #trigun maximum #ruporas art #oughrhhhh finally posting this here..... Very Romancey very Cutesy Very what do you call it... Indulging #for the longest time i debated on whether to post this comic at all on my socials - for some reason this was almost the limit to how far i #could push a romantic alternative that cusps ooc-ness for vw but then i ultimately decided its Fine. i couldv made it much more unbearable. #someone on twit qrt this with “vash is such a loser” which means i havent lost my way completely yet so its ok #(sidenote) script is a bit old !! bc this was meant to be a part two to an old comic..! the first kiss comic from feb #it branched off quite a bit that listing this as an actual part two would be kind of awkward now - but that was the initial intention #anyway. please enjoy! #long post

[guesst]

MAFIA AU PART 1

edit: toc | next

#m!ik #au tag #irumafia au #yellow draws #i’ll edit this with a link to the masterpost/next button once i make those respective posts #well. if i do make both lol i havent quite decided yet #mairimashita! iruma kun

[sneez]

tervis (oc) sightings

/ id: three screenshots from the video game pathologic. tervis, a hunched figure wearing long hooded robes and carrying a walking staff, has been digitally painted into each scene. the first shows tervis crouching on a metal walkway between two buildings in the factory district. the second shows tervis with their hand pressed against an infected house, looking balefully out into the night. the third shows tervis sitting against the wall of the railway station, observing the trains. end id. /

#artwork #pathologic #tervis #it is my terv...........my tervy.............my tervlet #ive been having so much fun doing these :-D highly recommend if you have an oc and some screenshots to stick them in it is so rewarding #ive changed around a few things re patho tervis i formerly said she lives in the steppe but now ive decided shes got a nest in the factory #district somewhere. makes a lot more sense for him i think #ive also changed his staff it used to be a wooden one but ive changed it into a bit of rebar which shes bent into a hook shape at the top #he uses it for pulling himself up onto things. hes got every physical problem imaginable but hes a weirdly strong little guy #it's my attempt to replicate the creepiness of 40k tervis swarming up walls and scuttling around in the vents. not quite as unsettling but #it would still look very weird i imagine #anyway i hope you are all doing well my friends i miss you im so sorry i havent been on much recently #well i have been on. im here every day. i never leave. but i havent really said much #mostly because of work and exams and things :-/ im almost finished though!!! a few more weeks and im Fwee......bachelor ned......wahoo :-D #not quite yet though. in the meantime i shall continue to draw tervises with great gusto

[localghostgorl]

The Vallakovich family. Vargas, Lydia and Viktor as invisioned by me.

I do commissions!  

#curse of strahd #lydia petrovna #vargas vallakovich #viktor vallakovich #curse of strahd pc #original character #rpg character #dungeons & dragons 5e #grisha #okay so welcome to the vallakovich family #its not finished quite yet because i havent drawn in a while #theres gonna be grisha's late birth mum and also izek thrown in there #idk if its canon but in my game izek was taken in by vargas when his family died #and i decided that grisha saw izek as his big brother bc they basically half grew up together #also drawing vargas was really fun. it was kinda like aging grisha bc theyre supposed to look really similar #also rip im not even in that game anymore and dropped out like 2 months ago. so you know this has been sitting in my folders for A WHILE #wip #ghostart

[dayvad]

Starting the year off right with a new vampire oc

#I havent quite decided on a name yet #considering tâm maybe #personal art #blood #vampire

[august--and-everything-after]

Complimented the Starbucks barista on her cool buzzcut today and said I've been thinking about cutting mine short again and she said "do it" so emphatically that I almost went home and got the clippers

#its not quite shoulder length now #not long enough yet to tie up #its been 2 years i guess since i buzzed it off and other than getting trims and fades in the early days after buzzing it ive mostly just #left it to grow out #so now ive got the sunk cost fallacy issue #plus im going to see my sister in japan soon and having longer hair means they can style it for me when we rent kimonos #but its so hot #and also in the spring im going to a friend's wedding and idk if im more comfortable with longer hair for that cause i havent decided what #to wear and i still overthink and feel weird about how short hair looks on me when im in formal wear #we can cross that bridge later #the bigger issue is do i get it cut in japan sometime after the kimono rental

[vjonk]

i havent really been drawing at all for a bit now, but i have been crafting :)

lots of photos under the cut vvvvv

gnomes:

continued my marionette fursona project from last year:

(i still need to make the wooden cross thingy and string the doll up)

linocut:

crochet bunnies:

#crafting #crochet #gnomes #bnnuy #fursona #furry sfw #the gnomes were for a christmas market thing and i also made some for my relatives on my mother's side #the marionette doll is hugely inspired/based on/copied from a furry marionette doll that went viral on tiktok last year #since that tiktok furry doesnt/didnt have any sort of tutorial i had to work out alot of the process myself which took a while lol #i also got into ghost last year and finally decided to try a bit of linocut printing/cutting again :) #and a couple of weeks ago i got rly into crocheting and made a bunch of granny square swatches and those two bunnies #i also wanna make a granny square blanket but i havent decided on a design yet since there are alot of granny square designs i wanna make #but they dont all fit together thematically #so instead of making a decision i made the two bunnies #the smaller one was the first one and i ran out of the multicolored sock yarn towards the end as you can see lol #the second bunny i made with much larger yarn than what they used in the pattern and if id had followed the pattern i dont think id have ha #enough yarn and i didnt wanna buy more yarn for just the bunny so i tried downsizing the pattern #which is probably part of why it looks quite wonky #other than my less than stellar sewing job lol #tbh amigurumi type patterns are more boring than granny squares in terms of stitch variety (so. many. single crochets.) #but there are more full amigurumi type projects i wanna do compared to granny square projects since im not interested in anything made of #granny squares other than like blankets #and a whole blanket of a decent size is also alot of yarn #and i dont wanna use scratchy but cheap acrylic yarn for a blanket so my color options are currently a bit limited since i dont wanna buy #any online (atleast for now) #anyways i also made some cardweaving patterns for bookmark ribbons for fanfic bookbinding but im rly procrastinating that #im just not rly ready yet for the frustrations that i had with cardweaving a year ago

[puphoods]

hiii do any of your stories have birds in them as like plot significant stuff. *makes a nest in your inbox while you answer this*

i dont have anything developed enough to rly put anything like that in it forgive me kumie

#et cetera #cooper dogthemes is the like only animal stuff thats significant in any of them #claire story would def have bird imagery i think.... maybe itafd #<- bc it takes place largely in woodland/forest/whatever and animals r going to be important #i just havent decided quite where its set yet so idk what birds it will have ^-^

[britneyshakespeare]

should i start reading russian avant-garde theater

#that's a trick question. all true diana britneyshakespeare fans know i don't consider your input on any matter whatsoever #tales from diana #as ive made quite a lot this summer out of reading all my old plays ive had for awhile #cracking open books ive had for years for the first time #ive decided that this week i shall breathe existence into avant garde drama: a casebook (1976) which i mustve bought at savers... #probably before the pandemic to be honest #for no particular reason im gonna start w yury olesha (his name anglicized here as yurii olyesha)'s 'the conspiracy of feelings' #i do like that title a lot #it's in the middle of the book #you know i'm very grateful to have basically no life again. for only the fact that it's allowed me to get a lot more reading done #i remember a few years ago when i started to emerge from my reclusion being like 'i havent finished a book in months' #not a problem anymore #but ive mainly been reading plays lately. but thats good bc ive always preferred plays over novels #i dont know (and i confess this shamefully) if ive ever read a play originally written in russian before #another book ive had for years that i bought at savers but still have yet to open is masterpieces of the russian drama vol. 1 (1961) #maybe ill have to open that one when im done w olyesha

[objektum]

Is it weird that I *want* to be objectum? Like I experience hyper empathy and have always felt like objects are my friends. And when people are like “I’m in love with objects” I totally get it. I daydream about having a robot boyfriend a lot. But I also have never met an object I fell in love with… like never found that special spark. I’m starting to suspect I’m aromantic with humans and maybe I am with objects too ;-;

I think it's normal.... I'm not the best man to come for advice to as I'm not all that smart but it sounds like you're pretty objectum to me already. There's not a single strict way to understand this label^__^

#im not gonna tell you what you are or are not either #you might just be aromantic! or you maybe you havent found anything youd feel a connection like that yet! that's for you to think about #and eventually decide #i understand the feeling like if youre 'missing out' though #it can feel quite excluding #email recieved

[mysticmetalmerchants]

Yeah, so basically, the madness DID consume me. I mean, at least a little. So, y'know. Heeeere's this!

#my fic #rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant turtles #rottmnt fanfiction #rottmnt au #kind of #i havent exactly uhmmm decided yet how much A this U will be. #if you catch my drift #rottmnt fanfic #tmnt #teenage mutant ninja turtles #tmnt fanfic #tcest dni #leonardo hamato #rottmnt leo #rottmnt donnie #donatello hamato #mikey and rah are there too but they arent POV characters so it feels disingenuous tagging them ig? #never done anything quite like this before so. guess i'll do the mic drop and walk away now?

[doctorwhoisadhd]

im not here to watch tv and then die like some kinda nihilist

#ari opinion hour #i was so sleepytired and then i woke up again after only a little while of being not quite fully asleep and now my heart is pounding for #no reason #and i remembered to check whats on my practical final and saw an email that i frankly Cannot care about #from flute prof #no. you get what you get. this is what we decided on its on you for not realizing it was short. my styles not getting better on #this instrument anyways cause its not a nice one so You Get What You Get #but heres hoping i wake up early wnough to look at thestuff for my practical final #i havent yet #but im jot worried

[ratgingi]

hrngng thinking about vinnie

#i wanna finish her ref image but i have like no energy so shes just sitting open on my pc a partially made sketch #im still workin on her route i havent quite decided what its gonna be like yet #i am hitting her with depression struggles beam bc me too rn queen #so maybe something to do with helping her manage that idk #i have decided shes gonna be dateable regardless of what head you have #dialogue #jack dlc

[emodennis]

#i havent hit it yet but im 37 followers away #and a full length edit will probably take me a weekish #and then ill sit on it til i hit 1k lol #full disclosure the dennis edit would be to how to be a heartbreaker by marina #the gang edit... i haven't quite decided yet #leaning towards clint eastwood by the gorillaz #phoenix talks #polls

[clockworkfall]

It's that time of year again. Tell me a story

sorry it took me so long to answer this! i really do appreciate these i am simply. forgetful.

this is something i put together in a bit of a fugue state but i might explore it more, we will have to see

He woke up with the taste of old blood in his mouth.

Eyes squeezed shut against the memory of burning sun he felt the ragged gums where his fangs used to be.

He breathed a sigh of relief, feeling the almost familiar sensation of air in his lungs. The pulse at his throat, his wrist, the warmth under his skin new, and yet an old ghost.

He fumbled for the false set of teeth on his nightstand. As wretched as it felt to have that sharp memory in his mouth against his tongue and lips, it stopped the dryness at the back of his throat, the way he felt like screaming in pain he hasn’t truly felt in centuries.

Opening his eyes, he still jumps at the sight of sun spilling onto the sheets, onto his skin. Wearily, he sat up, feeling an unfamiliar ache at the nape of his neck. Sleeping was something he had forgotten over the years, never indulging in the rest he had in life. Previous life. Undeath always had that strange phrasing to it, never quite distinct enough to discuss, blurrier still now that he had removed himself from it. Or removed it bodily from himself, if he were to be honest.

Honesty still hurt.

Lying had come naturally, like a compulsion he couldn’t help but wrap himself in and let it seep into his skin. It was so much easier to drink of and mangle the body of truth when it came knocking. And though he had never heard it spoken, as so many of the rules of his undeath had been quietly learned, he was never quite sure if the lies were part of him, some joke meant to plague those who reveled in it less, or if he had just always been that way, and it had been exaggerated in the transformation.

Humanity had not always been so strange to him. Once he had been a child, as most things have been, and he had bled and breathed and bounded across the stages of life. He was sure there had been an old family, though he no longer remembered the name they had given him. They had mattered so little after he had been bitten.

Where the memories of youth and life shine so bright, the time before he had fully transformed had always been gray and hazy. Just the pain of being drained but the unnatural fulfillment brought by the trance he had been under. 

He had never taken thralls. It was a cruelty he couldn’t quite stomach. Or perhaps it had been the threat of responsibility. 

And the sharpness of transmogrification. The way the world itself had become more angled, more vicious to even look at. The comfort in the dark and the biting fire of attempts to exist under the sun. The pain so great and terrible anything he had ever felt and would ever feel would pale in comparison.

He wasn’t sure if undoing the change had hurt more, or if the act had simply reminded him what suffering was.

The wall ahead of him blank, he reeled his thoughts away from the memories. Stopped himself from the same spiral he fought every morning. Slowly, he climbed out of the bed, bones groaning without the old strength holding them up and muscles straining without supernatural aid. He sipped the water he had left for himself the night before, swishing the taste of copper out of his mouth.

He turned, glancing at the window, curtains shoddily drawn across. The bookshelves, less dusty than they had been in innumerable decades, almost new bedsheets despite their age, carpet from centuries prior only now seeing foot traffic. 

And the door, still locked from the other side. 

He closed his eyes again, feeling his weight on his feet. Letting his shoulders slump and his chin fall against his chest, he breathed. In, out, air still the stranger in his lungs as it had been when he had woken up every day since he tore the fangs from his mouth and the bloodlessness from his veins.

He readied himself for the wailing at his door come dusk, for the books he would more likely than not read time and time again until mortality at long last claimed him.

For now, he felt the sun on his skin, and reveled in the aches and pains in his body, and opened his eyes, unflinching in the light.

#ask #definitelynot-darcy #again thank you for asking for stories! i promise i will give you an appropriate story for last years request as well #but i finally had something to put on paper #i havent quite decided how i feel about this one yet though #conceptually i like it a lot but im not quite 100% on the lore and setting #we will simply have to see