#i might as well just say it outright

[liquidstar]

a friend who'd wait :)

#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops. #and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can! #and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol #finn's ocs #finn's art #i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me #and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun #i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here: #barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past #he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it #he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned #which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them #they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore #but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird #and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place #though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library #and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together #since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door #eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement #barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time. #barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate #but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd #he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself #but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done. #and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies. #and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them) #and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances'' #from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov #sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3 #but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh

[piplupod]

kind of considering printing off like three medical reports on how slowly increasing activity/exercise levels does not actually work for long covid chronic fatigue and just carrying them around in a duotang everywhere or something because I'm getting real tired of people telling me that I just need to slowly build up my tolerance to doing things again as if I haven't been trying that for over a year and getting nowhere and as if medical research hasn't already proven that it literally does not work like that for this type of disability 🥲

#im thinking three or more is a good number #one is not enough proof and two is ''well maybe theyre wrong'' but three is a pretty convincing number while not being overwhelming #four might be best but i feel like also maybe ppl might just not look at it then bc its too much #IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF PPL TELLING ME TO JUST DO MORE #IT DOESNT WORK !!! I HAVE BEEN TRYING !!! #I ONLY END UP OUT OF COMMISSION FOR A FEW DAYS BC I DEPLETED MY ENERGY RESERVES #anyways my counselor told me this again and i tried to tell her it doesnt quite work like that but i didnt outright say it #bc i had no Proof or Evidence™ so she would've thought i was just being stubborn or defensive or smth #genuinely considering doing this though bc im so fucking sick of it #i am DISABLED. this is DISABLING. i cant just GET OVER IT. #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[spider-man-2o99]

Just wanted to say that I have been thinking of you and pre-emptively empathizing with the nonsense you are no doubt being flooded with and the psychic damage it must be causing. Keep stanning the king ignore the weirdos <3

thankg u.,, i feel like ive been trapped in a fuckign . Torture Labyrinth these past coupl days . but. wwe will. We Will Yet Persist onwards w/ our hand on the left wall till we;re either out or at the center i swear 2 fucking GOD,

#talking tag #asks #th pain is forever the Horrors r unending the lack of media comprehension on all sides is Disappointin But Also My Goddamn Life I Guess lol #though i will say ppl in my inbox have actually been.. surprisingly polite overall? if not outright rather kind as a whole. um. post-atsv. #but. god. i have not Talked About so much of that movie because i kind of just. #..ok actually i realize this is gonna sound rude as hell lmao. but. hhaha i Kinda Just. was fool enough to Assume that everbody would yknow #like. Comprehend The Film yk yk yk. since it is a well-written movie that doesnt try to Hide any of what it;s abt? yk? #i come On Here onto tumblr dot bumblr and i make my stupid esoteric gddamn complaints abt 2099 Themes for Me Only so my head doesnt blow up #n silly ol me i really do like earnestly honestly in my Heart think. like. we all saw the same movie. right? mayb thingsll calm down. #but oh oh oh oh oh no no no No No. they do Not calm down they get So Much Worse. #and now hypothetical Internet Strangers might be Passing Judgement bcuz we look like an Apologist 4 assuming Everyone Knew Media Literacy #CHRIST. do people think i think mig was. like. In The Right. in atsv. no ive known he would be Wrong for years dudes. #why do yall think i was so low-key Disappointed he was placed in a role that couldve better suited. like. Superior Spider-Man. #public image. DING-DONGs. man he is Never Going To Be In Movies Again After This Hes An AU SPIDER-MAN FROM THE 90S. LORD! #i had SO MUCH FUN watching atsv!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i dont like the choices it made to put miguel in the situation that it did. Bizarre Thematic Changes to 2099 that Only I Care Abt. but like #that is SUCH a fuckin SMALL and insanely autistic nitpick like i earnestly loved the hell out of the film and its mig is-- #--Earnestly One Of His Better/Best Adaptations despite bein within the limited confines of th plot nd setting he is In & w/o his inner mono #..i just. Hate So Much That This Movies Version Of Miguel Will Be The Only One That Anybody Knows For The Next Seven Years At Least. yknow. #i lov watching that fuckers trainwreck of a slowmotion mental breakdown for two hours but the movie gave practically Zero Context 2 newbies #BTSV please save me BTSV please save me BTSV PLEASE save me PLEASE please please please PLEASE BTSV youre my last hope.... #(arthur clenching his fist meme) ppl r Already so shitty 2 ppl w/ Messy Symtptoms i could Handle losing MK but SM2099 means too much 2 me..

[dreamsy990]

thing i wrote down about roxas in class today that i wanted to share: a lot of the time when he tries to articulate a feeling he uses something physical. like roxas has a kind of bad understanding of emotions so he links them to tangible changes or physical feelings.

#when he thinks axel is dead he doesnt say hes sad or grieving he says he 'has a weird choked up sensation' #when xion dies he says 'who else will i eat ice cream with'. #when HE dies he says 'it looks like my summer vacation is over' #he doesnt just say how hes feeling because he doesnt really know how hes feeling #he describes the sensations and tangible changes but never the emotions #<- i mean he might outright mention emotions at some point but idk i cant remember any #anyways i just think its good character writing #he doesnt understand emotions well so of course he doesnt articulate them in a normal way #i just think hes neat

[bunnyb34r]

I know I should just block (and not OPEN) tags and posts ab '24 but my brain is stupid and likes to be informed even if it makes me worse

#marquilla #im not even joking when i say this next election makes me wanna kms so bad. im fucking terrified and i feel like we already know what's #gonna happen. not bc people arent voting or organizing i mean bc of how far the right has gotten and how angry they are that a #dem won so theyre gonna show up in droves and it's like god i wish we could idk have some safegaurds in place??? like oh idk you #incite an insurrection you Can't run for president?? but also that wouldnt fully stop shit bc florida has its own neo nazi running and #theres more behind him in the wings. but like idk man i just get so fucking suicidal thinking ab the future #and my drs. are like well then dont look at the news??? 'i sure dont' mkay thats great (not) but um i CAN'T not watch bc i need to #be informed i need to know. and they're like well then stop worrying ab it til election day?? LIKE THAT HELPS #so i just dont bring it up. and i just spiral and have breakdowns in the shower and think ab making a will and shit yknow normal stuff #bc this is fine! just dont engage! stop worrying it's like a year away! it MIGHT get better! idk Join in your community then?? #like yes yes thats a start but with what fucking energy when im bedbound most of the time im not working and that doesnt stop these fascist #s like me helping the community garden would be good for the community and probably my mental health in general BUT that doesnt deal with #the actual fear that makes me wanna Kermit #like it really fucking feels like all i can do is pray and hope god somehow intervenes (rapture anyone?) and that things do go well and #that the outright outspoken nzis don't win but like I really just wanna die man #i know the outcome more than likely will not directly affect my life bc im white. cis passing. and can go back in the closet regretfully #but like that doesnt reassure me any bc i have friends and loved ones and generally just give a shit ab other people and how this WILL #affect them directly and that terrifies me. it really feels like we cant ever have a moment to just exist yknow?? #idk man i just wanna die bc im so scared haha how fun (: how normal (: this is fine. everything is fine.

[aro-attorneys]

Homestuck is so interesting because like...listen it's good. I will die on that goddamn hill. But there's different stadia to it. The first one being "wow I did not fucking understand any of that."

The second one is "oh okay I gave it another shot and things are falling together into this full circle of paradox space :)"

And the third one is when you comprehend Homestuck well enough to point out the flaws in its narrative. And there are a lot of flaws in the narrative (although technically subjective, the fandom kind of agrees that by the end of Act 6, things were getting...worse).

#homestuck #i started a new homestuck read #this will be my 4th time :) #people easily condemn it for its reputation and #well i have to agree that this definitely was one of the worse fandoms #but it is really good #and while i don't outright hate the ending i have to say that Hussie seemed to kinda forget where he wanted to go with things #character arcs that were kind of left with ???? #i love acts 1 to 5 the most #i like act 6 a LOT but it doesn't measure up against the full circle that act 5 went through #and the sheer stress of these 4 kids having to somehow remove themselves from the goddamn canon #within 24 hours #just to get another shot that MIGHT work (there was no guarantee) at creating a new universe so that they wont Die

[yoggybloggy]

like what the fuck was this... what was the point of bringing up PISSING.......... nobody asked

#this post was not even about physical intimacy or what relationships can or cant include them or whatever. like. ? #and the peeing example is baffling. you mean to imply you think they would be comfortable with... no why was this mentioned #also fwiw when i said bffs i just meant something not just outright romantic 😭 whatever non-romantic might otherwise entail #bc andhera is obviously (and also word of god) somewhere arospec and it wouldve been nice to see them explore feelings that dont fit into #traditional boxes. ah well #anyway ik the rber had good intent but it was like what are you trying to say... make your own post idk

[hydrostorm]

its impossible for vampire the masquerade to have a protagonist which i actually love when it comes to how it effects the storytelling of the lore but beckett does have protagonist syndrome. he wants to change the course of everything but the context of the world makes that agonizing to pursue, because that world is not meant for people who want to change things. it is exactly like trying to combat capitalism.

#i feel like throughout his (un)lifetime he had to gain that kind of motivation somehow #and that it might have gone well as he figured out more and more about how to accomplish that #i mean im not sure exactly but like #maybe bloodlines was a bit of an awakening #i cant help but feel like anatole was involved in this realization.. maybe not initially but if you consider the jyhad diary #hes pretty different in the diary in that hes not skeptical of antediluvians and gehenna in the same way #like if the events of bloodlines was a game changer for him it could be seen as like #kind of reigning in that confidence or slowing down his hubris of being the Knower of Everything and breaker of the jyhad #what i like is that even then it does not slow down fast enough. #i mean anatole had his own motivations to some degree perhaps but they were close friends for . i think at least a century #they must have evolved together as people (which is why i choose to believe anatole was the reason beckett realized he could be wrong) #especially in how beckett specifically says ''theres just a slight chance. best be safe'' #anatoles foresight proves itself constantly but its still just foresight #beckett believes anatoles foresight even over his own skepticism. i think this is outright stated #IDK THIS POST TURNED INTO POINTLESS RANT listen. i am buzzing with thoughts and tumblr is my only outlet #the jyhad is vampire capitalism by the way. vtm loremasters do not come for me

[erabundus]

ren can't help but be mildly antagonistic to everyone even when he holds no genuine ill intent because he's most accustomed to those kinds of negative relationships send tweet.

#𝟎𝟎𝟒 : 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘥. ◟ hc .◝ #( i've been thinking about it a lot lately he just throws in little jabs even when he's not outright trying to be rude / pick a fight ) #( and i'm not even talking about situations where he doesn't know someone that well & wants to push them away ) #( even if you genuinely strike up a bond with him he WILL just say things to tease you / get on your nerves ) #( ''i'm evil. did i mention i'm evil?? i might go do something evil watch out.'' ) #( he can pretend to be nice for a time if it suits him but he finds it draining & annoying ) #( if you want to know him you kind of have to learn how to differentiate between ren having no filter and ren being outright malicious ) #( he's been doing this too long; he doesn't know how else to communicate anymore ) #( i've said it before but he derives comfort from discomfort because it's familiar to him. ) #( he also intentionally wants to be seen in a negative light to some degree because he feels like he deserves it. )

[burinazar]

It's funny stepping back into fandom spaces where most people are within my general age range or older after making so many younger friends in MiAbyss fandom* so when i go back to my old stomping grounds of LOGH or T&B or Star Trek or Vorkosiverse or the BJD hobby or just the whole entire SFF/genre fiction reader+writer sphere and it's like oh ok yeah. i'm not really thaaaaaaattttt humongously old i guess. because to be honest with you sometimes in other contexts i feel like the club penguin 18+ elderly penguin

*not to erase those of you in there who are older! it's just that something with MiA that was a brand new experience for me over the last year is that I sure did accumulate some treasured fandom friends a decade-ish younger than me and i feel somewhat protective of them slash occasionally ashamed of not being a more impressive role model or something but okay look you guys don't want a mentor you want a draw-er of shitposts and a writer-er of decentish fanfics and That I Can Do

#it was similarly funny when my sister and i went to Balticon this summer #aside from a pack of anime teens that we didn't interact with much nearly everyone was older.. #we met a guy who outright said oh yeah you guys might be a bit young for this scene... #(in a very nice way! he could tell i was feeling a bit fish out of water) #we went to a room party and the hostess also noted we were younger and she was like the next youngest person we had met and she was 40 #and those moments left me so surprised pikachu because.. i feel extremely old on the internet these days in a lot of nerd spaces #nice to know i'm still Larva Age (well pupa age maybe) for like star trek fandom ;; #if any morbidly curious soul read all these tags just wondering if i'd finally mention how old i am i'm thirty. gasp #it is unclear to me if i come across older or younger than this. you people made me start saying 'real' and 'bruh' #i used to mention my age more often on the internet and just stopped out of shame in like 2020 because i'd accomplished so little for my ag #i should try to unlearn that shit maybe .__. 'oh i can mention my age when i have a better job--' Hey. Thats An Insane Thought Process

[chocymilksailor]

i love being fictional but in real life actually. like my identity being inherently rooted in """fiction""" and yet boom here i am . a fictional creatura. an embodiment of having passed thru many existences that many would consider fictional. oooooooooooo the bleed between reality and fiction. anyway

#sipping choccy milk #i have many thoughts esp abt like #being inherently fictional and interacting with fandom differently than nonkin #i feel like i could write a whole fucking essay abt like the interaction with and treatment of fictional characters from fandom and how i #a fictokin bitch #am appalled by how some aspects of fandom are just outright disrespectful and weird #LMAO #i think this might also be why i have an imvoluntary squick with the term simp #cause applied to irl ppl and its a bad thing #but then fandom kinda took it and flew with it. so now its more of just a way to say that ur down bad LMAO #but then my brain is constantly just 'oh god but. if u get called a simp. bc ur just being a silly lil gayby. are they implying #that ur being disrespectful and creepy or smthn. oh goddess. they would hate me wouldnt they' #AGH. sailor anxiety real #its probably just me being vaguely fucking insane tho idk #anyway #the aspect of interacting w fandom from a fictokin perspective is so interesting to me #hcs? shipping? theorizing? its all just. #drgl fandom spoiled me (small and insane) #maybe i should do a fun little rant on fictokin + fandom but also fictokin vs fandom. well see

[sad--tree]

am having the weirdest issue w/ this dvd i bought online, where like, it plays but the video is deeply fucked up and jerky/skipping therefore unsyncing it from the audio (which is fine). BUT. only on the xbox. i found one single solitary review saying it ended up working fine on a regular dvd player and lo and behold, tried it on my dad's laptop and it's true! How? Why? Who Fucking Knows! Now i gotta go dig our fucking oldass dvd player outta basement storage bc lord knows neither my new laptop nor my old laptop has one -_-

it's fuckin weird, tho, right? Like, there were other amazon reviews mentioning the issue but just the one about the xbox vs dvd drive thing, and there were def other ppl positively reviewing the dvd itself and not just the movie (they mentioned the extra features). i also kept finding one-off comments on various reddit threads that mention the issue but never any resolution. i even logged on to facebook (gag) on my computer and scrolled alllllll the way back to 2017/2018 on the movie's official fb page and again. just the occasional comment about the issue and like 1 single reply on 1 comment mentioning the xbox thing ://///

#also its just. not a gr8 quality dvd? its NOT a bootleg but u could be forgiven 4 thinking so based on packaging #and the video is a lot more grainy than when i watched on streaming. AND theres no captions !!!! unforgivable imho #it shouldnt be a region issue bc wouldnt it just. not play then? plus its an american release anyways #im very annoyed tbh and i want a replacement not a refund but it doesnt give me that option on amazon..... #the aforementioned fb comment reply said that updating the xbox's firmware/software might resolve the issue #but we already have ours set to update automatically so it Should be up to date anyways...... #ah well. literally only bought it bc of extra scenes/bts stuff but still :( be nice 2 not have 2 find and set up a whole nother device..... #ended up buying a digital copy plus the 2 others in the trilogy since they didnt even get physical releases..... #blegh. hate this digital movie library shit. i dont even know the signin for the microsoft account bc its a shared console! #i DID see some1 online say that they ripped the dvd and could then play THAT on the xbox but that is. beyond my limited knowledge #bro i dont even buy blurays idk wtf im doing here #the fb page does still seem 2 be updating abt recent projects but the website isnt up any longer so. 🤷 #its not a Big Name Movie ig they have outright said on the fb page that eg. they couldnt afford 2 also do a bluray release or smth idek #this whole thing is baffling honestly

[bluescreenli]

hc time: i think Alear is a little shit when they want to be. like they’re usually too nice to even contemplate a shred of assholery, but if you somehow piss them off then all bets are off. they are putting spiders in your socks because fuck you.

this ESPECIALLY applies to Past Alear. the tomato’s normally too tired/awkwardly nice to give ppl shit but give them something and they will take it and fucking RUN with it.

#idk i like the idea of chaotic alear but only when pushed #they are normally very patient and accommodating and open #so if they get mad at you you done diddly fucked up #and by the gods is their wrath something to be feared #yes this is about my fic #might as well tag that bc i have a scene where alear makes an absolute fool out of an oc just by being the slightest bit passive aggressive #they have a lot of pent up frustration it’s bound to get out at some point #the passive aggression isn’t nearly as prevalent in the present day and when they get annoyed they just say it outright #it’s only at ppl they are REALLY REALLY /REALLY/ mad at where the snark and bitterness comes out #aka zephia griss and sombron #prolly a little ooc but meh

[kingdomoftyto]

I’m so sorry I don’t mean to contribute to discourse when it’s already so toxic--people are allowed to be upset with what happened in ep 5 and even to drop the series entirely if they don’t like where it’s going--but I keep seeing even the most well-informed people saying Louis and Lestat have never had more than a minor/brief physical altercation and that’s factually untrue. In fact, I think I can pinpoint the exact scene from the book that this was supposed to be an adaptation of (bear with me):

I cannot tell you all that happened then. I cannot possibly recount it as it was. I remember heaving the lamp at Lestat; it smashed at his feet and the flames rose at once from the carpet. I had a torch then in my hands, a great tangle of sheet I’d pulled from the couch and ignited in the flames. But I was struggling with him before that, kicking and driving savagely at his great strength. And somewhere in the background were Claudia’s panicked screams. And the drapes of the windows blazed. I remember that his clothes reeked of kerosene and that he was at one point smacking wildly at the flames. He was clumsy, sick, unable to keep his balance; but when he had me in his grip, I even tore at his fingers with my teeth to get him off. [...] I remember rolling over and over with Lestat in the flames, feeling the suffocating heat in my face, seeing the flames above his back when I rolled under him. [Claudia attacks Lestat with a poker to help Louis escape his grip.]

What happened next then is not clear to me. I think I grabbed the poker from her and gave him one fine blow with it to the side of the head. I remember that he seemed unstoppable, invulnerable to the blows.

Now, GRANTED, this scene is supposed to take place AFTER the attempted murder, and maybe someone could argue that swamp!Lestat is not in his right mind here, but the fact remains that they do have a brutal fight that involves some pretty extreme violence. We don’t get any description of how injured Louis is afterward besides “scorched and aching” before it skips ahead, but as Lestat himself says one whole novel later: “Read between the lines.”

Is it more fucked up for Lestat to attack Louis the way he does in the show, without the prior provocation of an attempt on his life? UNDOUBTEDLY. OBVIOUSLY. YES. But him returning to the house and ambushing Louis and Claudia as he does in the book (it’s true Lestat doesn’t touch Claudia himself, but he doesn’t stop Antoine from attacking her) doesn’t exactly make him innocent, either.

Maybe I’m wrong and there’ll be an even BIGGER, even MORE VIOLENT scene after they try to kill him and he comes back in the show, but right now I’m assuming they just rearranged things so that this scene happened earlier. Whether that decision was a good one remains to be seen, and I’ll leave it at that for this post.

But yeah. TL;DR - saying Lestat and Louis have NO extremely violent fights in the book is untrue, though the one time it does happen is supposed to be later in the story. It’s still fucked up. Please be kind to people who don’t want to engage with the subject matter, regardless.

#IwtV #domestic violence/ #this might have been pointed out by someone else by now but so far I've only seen the Lestat-breaking-through-the-window scene mentioned #which is a lot less harrowing from Louis' description #whereas with this one he outright says ''I don't even know exactly what happened'' because it was so traumatizing for him #EDIT: and yes I know the power imbalance is way higher in the show version and that's its own issue that makes it worse as well #my point isn't that the scene in the show isn't FAR worse; my point was just that I haven't seen this book scene acknowledged

[astrxealis]

milgram is so complex it eats up my brain

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #⋯ ꒰ა milgram ໒꒱ *·˚ #i have made many tldrs but ANYWAYS #he just i think needs to outright admit his responsibility in it then BOOM innocent fr #i think innocent might help him w that honestly. being voted guilty first time around and you can see hes being more yeah w #admitting that hes wrong. imo all this time he knew he was wrong (he's always shown regret. i think) even if it may not be obvious #<- still has to listen to drama audios but from the many info i've picked up i think that tracks! correct me if i'm wrong though #'are both sides losers?' and there's more instances where he's questioning his 'innocence' more #tbh it's possible he only fears the consequences. (ty lune also for sharing another idea <3) so that's the thing as well........ #super complex. love milgram fr! imo fuuta is one of the most interesting. ngl all of them are really interesting #i REALLY need to check out the drama audios #hopefully it affirms what i believe though #iirc the va said that if you only see the mv you'd think he's guilty. glad that doesn't seem to be what is going on #but also idk if i'm 'glad' about that as well. hmm... fuuta is my favorite fr even if i love haruka and mikoto lots too #it's so complex aghhh milgram ily #i personally don't think he just fears the consequences but it's also actually likely. i don't want my bias to get in the way #'strong sense of justice' right? but would that be out of a want to actually help... or not #<- he and kotoko are similar in that regard i feel. but i do find it unfair that kotoko was innocent bcs she purposely #yk. went out and dirtied her hands. and ofc fuuta is yeah too and i don't know the full of it but he at least shows SOME #regret. even if it may not be out of the good of his heart. then again iirc his character description says hes a coward w a good heart.. hm

[halorocks1214]

me deleting the tumblr bookmark on my computer and the app on my homescreen the night before bcuz i wanted to force myself into a break since i wasn’t feel great about Other Things getting back online One Time to check my notifs before i go to bed

#so. ive been pretty detatched from m/c/y/t as a whole recently. not to the point that ill abandon fics #but enough that i only engage with content directly on my dash (no going into the tags is what im saying) #for now im just gonna chill. maybe write those other fandom fics i mentioned on my writing blog since the hobbies taking up most of my time #have been wrung a little dry lol #mostly im just gonna wait and see how this plays out. i plan to start writing for m/c/y/t again eventually of course #as for d/s/m/p related stuff that could be Officially Done Finally. #any completed fic will stay up. the WIPS will at the very least be orphaned (if not outright deleted) #this is worse case scenario Everything Plays Out Badly tho (i guess if you can say it hasnt already) #i think im gonna fully uninstall/logout. i didnt want to logout bcuz resigning in is annoying but that looks like what its gonna take F #mutuals feel free to ask for my discord over a tumblr ask in case any of yall wanna talk while im Offline and Touching Grass For Once #regardless of mutual status if you wanna send in an ask i might pop in to answer it and then pop back out #mainly because i rarely get asks anyway LMAO i highly doubt ill get any now #i say use an ask bcuz i get emails for those. comments and/or dms dont reach me outside of tumblr #i think what will bring me back the soonest is if i actually sit down and watch cour 2 of season two for t/&/b YES I HAVENT WATCHED IT YET #cringefail moment i know #otherwise thats basically where ive been. i have a bunch of funny videos saved in my likes that ill queue for yall #as well as some fandom posts in my drafts ill sprinkle in there #drink water stay safe etc etc #i will see yall on the flipside <3 #oh also b4 i forget VOTE SNIFFER