#i need him so badly you dont understand

[honkhonk-ducky]

He's extremely hot and I crave him carnally but whenever he shows up on screen I give him the middle finger.

#demon slayer #kny #doma kny #douma kny #i need him so badly you dont understand #but also he's a bastard and i hate him #i want to give him a hug even though im a woman and i know he'll probably absorb me through his skin #I'D JOIN HIS CULT <333333 #Why he so pretty #besides his hair #i dont understand his hair #like WHY DOES IT GROW LIKE THAT????

[journullism]

how is he a dilf and a terrible dad (he ISNT even a DAD anymore!!!!) at the same time..... no one knows

he doesn't even have a canon name and I need him so badly (hes pathetic AND dead)

#escape room webtoon #game addict dad escape room #i need him so badly you dont UNDERSTAND

[theloveinc]

i love the idea of shoto just forgetting to tell people you're dating for like TWO YEARS until deku or someone comes over and is like. "who is that in your house?" and both you and todoroki are like ??????

#todoroki #lmfaooo its getting me for some reason to think now everyone is mad at him even u #i need to make him cooking so badly you dont understand #shii posts #gen

[smallest-moon]

your honor im just simply in love with every version of him ♡

#yes they are all baby boy!!!!! #i want to smooch this man so badly you dont understand #give him the most tender forehead kiss run my fingers through his hair and let his head on my lap so he can take a nap #i just really really love him so much #going so mad over this fucking dude how dares he enter my life just a few days ago and make everything revolve around him #i care normal amounts about him #now excuse me i need to punch my pillow and probably write something where he gets absolutely loved smooched and cared for #since i cannot do it fr myself *sigh* #trigun #trigun maximum #trigun stampede #vash stampede

[formulafics]

#WHAT THW FUCKSNENDDNWHAT THE EH WHY PINTEREST PINTEREST WHY PINTEREST WTF PINTEREST MAYBE DONT CHALLENGE #AREYOU SO FR RN? BC IM SO FR AND THIS IS NOT OKAY #YALL DONT UNDERSTAND THE AFFECT THIS HAS ON ME #you with that was you huh? yeah. badly. #i need him bibically #feeling feral!!!! #🐕🐕🐕 #jenson button please. #jenson button

[sasukessusanoo]

i’m so normal about him

completely normal 🫠

#i’m losing my mind #guys you dont understand #like #i cmdjdnsnenenejmskskemsmsmmssdd #bdndnd dmdnd #🫠🫠🫠🫠 #i #want #desire #NEED #him #so badly #and no one will understand the sheer magnitude of that

[orbdotexe]

Give me all of the thoughts you have on those three and I will give you cute cat video (threat)

OKAY SO. its been a hot minute since ive done anything outside of writing the already established shorts for Exile, so this might be a lil lacking in what i usually put into these. But i promise its got more of plenty else! my brain has been zoomed ALL the way in on getting every single floof in warframe (i have all but like. 5. and those are all from Venus. please help)

Drifter. Drifter Drifter. He does NOT want to get attached and Shin and laughing at him the whole time. That man knew exactly what he was doing when he dragged Drifter into this and feels no regret. You might even get a rare smile (albeit smug) from him when talking about it.

It may not have been the most moral thing to do; using Drifter's experiences with the Nine to trap him into doing something insanely dangerous--But he's fine now, and he barely even came out with a bruise. Besides, the whole system should be glad Shin did that. At least now, Wolf has some direction.

It's not the most moral thing, yet again, to point Wolf at enemies again--A weapon, again--but it's what they needed. Horrible thing to need, the exact thing you need to get away from. But they have to want to get away from it enough to leave, first, and they can't get to that point without it. Wolf has to be a weapon to know what to do with themself, now. They spiral without it, and Ghost takes far too long to realize it--And refuses to acknowledge it when he does.

But they need an outlet, and the City still needs them. Two birds with one stone (though Wolf might object to that specific phrase). Think of the greater picture, Shin might ask.

That's why now, after a life removed from the bigger picture, I'm risking everything I am on a simple bet—that you are different. That you are better. Than me. Than them

This is what I want—need—you to understand. Your path is not your own. It is shared. It has impact. It carries consequence and creates wake, both obvious and unseen. And the path you're currently walking is… concerning. For yourself, whether you see it or not. More importantly, for others.

Have you considered this?

Shin is much more attached than he sounds (thank you autofill for recommending "attractive"), trying to both guide them and keep at a distance. Not that he ends up doing the greatest job.

Drifter, on the other hand, is more or less his typical self--If much more... put-off by the whole thing, at least for the first while. He gets used to Wolf's tendencies, and how Ghost and Shin try to direct it, so they don't catch themself too far in their own crossfire (not that its effective, but the two try. Thank the Light for Crow coming around).

But Wolf is still unnerving, maybe because they remind him and the states he was stuck in. Maybe because it's-- Well, not willingly. But the things they put themself through that they don't have to? So, maybe there's resentment, or maybe he just doesn't understand and maybe they don't exactly help much of anyone understand. Maybe they're unnerving because of their eyes, because of how they hold themself (a kicked dog.), because of the fighting spirit, the determined heart, reduced to the mere haunting of someone who was before.

Maybe it's pity. Maybe he doesn't want someone else to end up like him, or the people he's known throughout his far too long history.

#i went and read Letters From a Renegade again for this. give me the lore boys and free my sooouuuul #(that is completely incoherent if you dont know the Give Me the Peat Boys post but thats alright) #i want so badly for that lorebook to be canon to Exile. maybe theyre unsent letters. maybe they have a different... tone. more pleading #pleading and warning. half begging half threat. ''I need you to understand. You have to understand. Don't make me do this.'' #i also had to get a DEATHGRIP on my memory of Drifter lore but lemme tell you. THAT brainrot never left lmao #he's so. squiiiissssh. #i need to torment him. and while this isnt usually what i would mean by that! it works! #and Ghost and Shin get to poke him so. it works <3 #orb rambles #the forsaken exile #on non-destiny note (bc i need help): #the amalgam hasnt really grown any since i finished it but i started making ayatan amalgams by clipping them into each other and other thin #might make a biblically accurate ghost kuaka floof. i have so many of them #also i think itd be funny if my Warframe Drifter was Destiny Drifter. no sense from a lore perspective but think about how great itd be #also #there was great temptation to say 'Drifter Drifter Archon Killer' up there. i have brainrot and it isnt even related to WF's STORY. blease

[rpfisfine]

why did him being manipulated into getting punched in the stomach by an older more experienced man needed to be in the script. why was that a necessary part of the video

#you dont understand me i need to do this to him so badly no one gets it. i need to destroy him #ididathing #alex apollonov

[reyroo]

I just cant stop thinking about this plushie

#jjk #sukuna #its not a want its a need #hes SO ugly i want him so badly you dont understand #thinking about this every day (literally) #it makes me giggle

[rifleonthewall]

Hes my babygirlllll. I want to hold him and kiss his face and have him cuddle up to me

#sey speaks #you dont understand bro. i need him and i need to love him so badly

[rohirric-hunter]

Honestly I genuinely love Skyrim’s survival mode; it adds a whole new dimension to the game that’s really fun. I don’t know when I’ve actually bought a room in an inn before I started using it, except when I was intentionally trying to trigger the Dark Brotherhood questline, and as for in-game food, its carry weight almost always outweighed (pun not intended but wholeheartedly embraced) its benefits way too much to bother with it. It adds a fun new challenge to the game as well as offering actual rewards for roleplaying, rather than just powering through it.

#skyrim #'hi yes i sympathize very much with the fact that your father was just murdered -- yes im very sorry about that --' #'yes i understand that youre offering to compensate me very well for avenging him thats great' #'but before im going anywhere i need to take a nap. yes really. ill see you in four to eight hours' #the one downside is that the campfires in the camping mod i installed dont count as heat sources for survival mode #the other downside (?) is that sometimes npcs will just announce that were doing something #like i was doing the companions questline and kodlak died and vilkas was like 'you and me were going to avenge him' #and there was no way to put off the quest and vilkas becomes a pseudo follower for that period? #well i needed to sleep very badly #so he. yknow. followed me into my house and watched me sleep #also he didnt count as a follower for the camping mod so while we were out avenging kodlak i had to stop and sleep again #and i couldnt get him to sleep in the tent #so while we were camping i just kind of crawled into the tent and went to sleep #and vilkas stood there outside the tent #and watched me sleep #it was Definitely Not Weird At All #other than that its great though! #this reminds me i need to add a cooking station to rangercamp

[theriverdalereviewer]

seeing the discourse around whether oppenheimer should have represented japanese/indigenous americans and I just wanna say I think they can feel however they want about this film

#people are pointing out that Oppenheimer doesn’t represent JPN or indigenous peoples #and the reactions has been very aggressively “THE MOVIE IS CALLED OPPENHEIMER YOU IDIOT!!!! #like no fucking shit but can you not see things from their perspective are you as limited as oppenheimer himself #like yes I understand that it was Nolan’s intentional choice to center the movie so heavily around oppenheimer #to convey just how self-centered and unconcerned he and americans were about the lives of the JPN/IP #and so by not including them it is a direct representation of how absent they truly were in the eyes of americans #and the movie is strictly from Oppenheimer’s perspective it wouldn’t be historically accurate blah blah blah #okay I understand all that and it is reasonable #but imagine if you were part of either of these communities where the most devastating bombs were dropped on CIVILIANS #would nolan’s directing choices matter to you because I would not give a fuck #like you are not going to talk about the atomic bomb AND CENTER THE NARRATIVE AROUND THE WAR CRIMINAL??? #idgaf if it portrays him badly you need to make him seem even worse by portraying the victims #and especially when americans to this day still act like it was justified I especially understand why this remains a sensitive topic #and apparently there was a scene where americans were like “dont bomb kyoto cause we vacationed there #and the point is to depict just how utterly careless and selfish americans are when it came to human lives #but apparently people in the theaters laughed during this part #so that just goes to show effective nolan’s method was. like did we really think americans would understand the nuances #idk just my thoughts

[phantom-does-a-thing]

I NEED to write Ashe so badly I need to I need to I need to I need him so badly so so so so so so so so so so so so SO badly I neeeeeeeeeddd to

#and yet I have no ideas on what to write how to write Ashe or what situations I'd put him in #but god I need to write him so badly #SO badly #you dont understand #I am longing #rambling #phever dreams with phantom

[snekdood]

Vaush almost seems manipulative in the way he talks about religion, like i feel very strongly that he doesn't actually think religion is *quite* as bad as something like toxic masculinity but he wants his audience to feel that way, so he keeps drawing comparisons between religion and all these other fucked up things like antisemities or whatever, to give the impression to his audience that he genuinely thinks its that serious, and knowing how a lot of ppl can be in his audience, whatever vaush thinks they decide to take as like the best most intellectually and well thought out take ever, no self analyzing, no questions asked, and i feel like hes manipulating that fact to his advantage, he literally said in his debate w oceankeltoi (which i wasnt gonna watch but did eventually bc i heard vaush kinda sucked in it (and he did)) that hes okay with using peer pressure to try to discourage people from being religious. It seems like hes going to try whatever he can socially to like. Shun anyone whos religious or any of their beliefs and is probably even totally okay with ppl bullying religious ppl so long as the social pressure gets people to stop. Which. Uh. I feel like i shouldnt have to say is a pretty fucked up philosophy

#you are already putting too much work to control ppl just existing #social. political. systemic. wherever you're putting this energy to control it will only end badly. #anyways this whole stuff kinda made me look at him in an entirely different light. #i think hes become too convinced hes always right and has got really into his ass. idk if hes changed since that debate tho bc #i stopped watching him for a while even before it #the problem w that debate is that vaush is doing the thing where hes actually debating the beliefs of certain audience members #whereas ocean is actually just trying to debate him specifically w/o changing the audiences mind quite as much #oceans here trying to understand vaush and vaush is just here to try to make ocean look stupid. not actually understand or come to a #mutual understanding or literally anything. idk. but its pretty frustrating how he devolved to JUST doing that in debates. #hes decided religious ppl are evil or whatever and thus refuses to meet ocean on an equal and respectful level. theres so much lack #of respect here. #i also sorta feel like vaushs 'what about those ppl who think their gods are always in the right' thing was bc perhaps one of his audience #members decided to screenshot one of my posts where i said 'ppl need to accept that their gods arent inherently good' but accidently #typed are instead of arent and idk. maybe its a reach to decide thats why he brought that up but yknow. i do sometimes feel like yall #(hi vaushs community whos probably stalking me online bc i used to be in the community and you think im cringe bc i love #my main boy shiv) #well. ig obviously i feel like some of yall stalk me to poke fun at me and prolly posted that in his discord or smthn #idk but. its gotta stop if its happening bc im literally just some guy #I WANT TO MAKE CLEAR THAT I DONT THINK VAUSH IS ABUSIVE BC IDK HIM LIKE THAT AND CANT MAKE THAT CLAIM #just bc someones being manipulative does not make them ABUSIVE which is a whole different and bigger step towards Bad

[cruelsister-moved2]

had such a good day today feeling very healed but then on my way to the station there were these 7th day adventists preaching and handing out books and leaflets so obviously i took them because im curious but its crazy it was actually just like that tone deaf comment about antisemitism for catholics ... the leaflet was just very like theres secret catholics running every world government and doing satanic rituals and theres a shadow government based in the vatican city that secretly pulls all the strings of the world and they had big posters with like the pope superimposed on a background of hellfire and illuminati symbols and so on well you get the picture. but they actually didnt mention jewish or lgbt people in their booklet at all so i was like maybe this is awesome like the catholics can take the heat for once..... 

#but i just dont get it because i was like barely able to follow #with my farely decent background understanding of like the kinds of things these people believe #so if you had like no idea about xtianity at all #youd just be like what in the world does any of this mean #but if you did have an idea youd most likely find some of it to be blasphemous i think #so im not sure who they are successfully recruiting because i feel it was quite offputting to everyone really #i need to post pics of the booklet because its insane its like blurry clipart of the world ending #and then some guys insane rambling #and then its liek check out thsi website for more #and itll be like a written link to a wikipedia page #it made me kind of sad really because it seemed like #well just kind of like a seriously mentally ill person whos terrified the world is about to end and really trying to save me because they #are actually worried for everyones safety...obviously not defending their actions but it wa slike wow this is really sad #theyre spending their whole saturday every saturday standing on the streets probably being treated really badly by most people dfhgiudhgf #the guy who gave me the book was very young and really friendly even though i was obviously like taking pictures of their weird stand #and i just felt so sad for him idk id just had such a lovely day and then itwas like this reminder of everything people in these groups #are deprived of idkkk #i feel kindof sad now

[itadorey]

JING YUAN <3333333333333333333333

#i need him so bad you dont understand #i need him #so bad #so so bad #i need him badly #like really bad #AAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH