#i often sing like him

[heartsofminds]

and the songbirds are singing like they know the score - sneak peek

"Because doing what’s best for her is hard, and he realizes that when he can feel his friend wanting to put him through a wall over the phone." or Jake calls the landline at 11 PM on a Thursday because his goddaughter is wasted and Bradley is less than thrilled.

A/N: in light of me finishing my second to last semester of undergrad and my undying love for Bradley's precocious daughter from the halloween fic, i thought i would post a little preview of what i'm working on for them! love these characters more than life and def so excited for y'all to get to know them better soon.

No one ever calls the landline. Very few people even have the phone number for the landline outside of Maverick and a few close family friends. Besides, anyone who would need to reach you had your cell phone numbers anyway. 

So who the actual fuck is calling your landline at 11 PM on a Thursday night? 

You hear Bradley yank the phone from its place on the wall and exhale with a huff. After sixteen years of being together, you know that huff is his tell of being annoyed. 

“Hello?” he gruffly answers. His irritation makes the questions sound more like a monotonous statement. 

“Bradshaw –” 

Jake Seresin is on the other end of the line. You can recognize his voice from the other room with his cadence even though you’re not the one on the phone with him. Having “mom ears” does that to a person, you suppose. 

“Why the fuck are you calling my house at 11 PM?” Bradley snaps. 

You’re wondering the same thing, but you’ll have to talk to him about being so rude and huffy. Jake may actually need something, after all. 

“Well you weren’t answering your fucking cell and neither was your wife so I had to do something.” 

Bradley rolls his eyes and looks back into the darkened living room. He’s been more on edge about you lately. 

“You can’t miss me that fucking much to be spamming my phone with calls,” he sighs and leans his back up agaisnt the wall. He notices the open blinds on the back door and starts to walk to close them before he’s yanked back by the phone cord. 

“Don’t cream your pants. I don’t like you that much.” 

Bradley lets out a soft snort in amusement before he remembers that he’s supposed to be annoyed. He opens his mouth to ask Jake what exactly it is that’s so damn important and can’t wait until tomorrow morning when he’s beaten to it. 

“I have Quincy here in the passenger seat and she’s beyond unwell.” 

The statement sends Bradley into panic mode instantly. His voice catches in his throat and he can’t recall a moment he’s had where he’s felt like he’s had to force the breath out of himself like this. 

He lets out something between a huff, a cough, and a wheeze before remembering he can’t make a huge show of himself right now because it’ll also throw you into panic mode. 

“What the fuck do you mean she’s not well? Jake, where the fuck are you?” he whispers into the phone, trying to cover his mouth as much as possible so you can’t even read his lips if you tried. “Is she okay? What’s –” 

It doesn’t take a genius to know that Bradley is panicking. Even Bradley’s beyond intoxicated and passed out seventeen-year-old daughter sitting in the passenger seat of Jake’s truck could piece together that her father is nothing but a raging ball of anxiety at the moment, and Jake is positive that his friend is growing another patch of gray hair as the seconds pass. 

“Oh. . . fuck, I guess I should’ve phrased that better,” Jake admits. His truck comes to a halt at a spotlight and he glances over at his goddaughter. “She’s fine. She’s definitely drunk as shit right now, but I’m on the way to drop her at yours.”

Bradley can feel the obnoxious orange ball of anxiety inside of him shift to a tumultuous rage induced scarlett. His hand tightens around the cord of the phone and he has to stop himself before he yanks it out of the wall. He’s gotten angry like this before, but it never was angled toward his daughter. 

Never toward his sweet, precious girl. Never toward his amazing Quincy. 

But she knows the rules (and she chose to break them) and she knows what was told to her (and she snuck out anyway) and she knows that it’s dangerous to be that drunk (but yet she’s passed out in Jake’s truck). 

And if that isn’t both nerve-wracking and frustrating, Bradley doesn’t know what is. 

“Put her on the phone,” he speaks lowly. 

Jake gulps, knowing that he’s in one of those moods. Bradley doesn’t express anger as often as he expresses annoyance, but an angry Bradley is never someone he wants to be around. And from the way that Quincy made it sound when she called him to come get her from some random party in the middle of nowhere thirty five minutes away from her house at 11 PM on a school night, he knows her ass is being had tomorrow morning by both you and Bradley. 

There’s absolutely no way his goddaughter is coming out of this unscathed. 

“Dude, she’s obliterated right now and I think you talking to her is just gonna make it worse.” 

“And I don’t give a fuck. I said, put her on the fucking phone now.” 

Jake shakes his head and rolls his eyes as Quincy begins to stir next to him in her seat. He’s always been the person she’s called whenever she was in trouble. He always got the first hug whenever she was brought around. He’s always been her source of comfort outside of her parents and he’s never minded it because being around her is easy. 

It was easy to carry her around whenever she asked when she was little. It was easy to give in and let her sit in the cockpit of his grounded aircraft with him and let her play with the buttons when her dad and Papa Mav refused. It was easy to pick her up from school mid-day and take her to lunch. It was easy to bring her back gifts from whenever he was deployed and even easier picking them out because she’s a sucker for meaningless trinkets. 

It was easy to be her godfather and she’s a smart and relatively easy kid, but Jake has never been prepared for this part. 

Because doing what’s best for her is hard, and he realizes that when he can feel his friend wanting to put him through a wall over the phone. 

“No,” he speaks and he can hear Bradley let out a small gasp at the denial of his request, “She fucked up bad, Bradley. I’m sure she knows and you can have it out with her tomorrow morning, but right now, she’s not in any place to be screamed at and made to feel worse. You’re her dad and m’not tryin’ to take that away from you –” 

Bradley scoffs, “What exactly do you fuckin’ know about raising kids, Jake? Huh?” 

Jake grimaces and decides to take the brute of Bradley’s anger. Better him than Quincy, he figures. Besides, he knows Bradley doesn’t mean any of it. . . At least he hopes he doesn’t. 

“You obviously can’t be a dad because you just wanna have fun and dick around all the fucking time. Buying them fuckin’ candy and letting them off scott-free doesn’t do shit. You don’t have what it takes to raise a fucking person.” 

Jake doesn’t know why, but part of him starts to get that prickly feeling in his chest. Usually, every insult rolls off his shoulders into oblivion and he gets off on making people angry and being able to put on the facade that he really couldn’t give a damn if he tried.

But this one hurts because he knows that Bradley is right in some regard. 

He’s a runner and he lets people down. He’s nearing fifty (and God, he never thought he ever would) and has never even bothered to settle down. And he’s made the peace with himself a long time ago that he doesn’t deserve a wife or a family or kids because he would never be able to love them more than he loves himself; more than he loves his career. 

To hear one of your closest friends admit that to you openly, to know that someone outside of you sees it too, makes his heart stop momentarily and forces him to feel the ache of the words meant to stab him in the chest. 

“I understand,” he swallows. He knows arguing with Bradley isn’t the right thing to do at the moment and never will be. “I’m still not putting her on the phone. We will be at your house shortly.” 

The line goes dead and Bradley is overcome with a wave of anger that drowns him like a tsunami. He knows what he said was shitty and that he has no right to do that to someone who he considers a close friend, but he just can’t help himself. 

He knows no allies when it comes to his daughter. 

#bradley is a girl dad through and through and you can't tell me otherwise #also he's kind of an ass in this one but i feel like being an ass is kind of on brand for him more often than not #bradley is perpetually huffy and jake consistently has horrible timing and those are nondisputed facts #and the songbirds are singing like they know the score #bradley bradshaw #rooster bradshaw #rooster x reader #bradley bradshaw x reader #rooster top gun #bradley rooster bradshaw #bradley rooster bradshaw x reader #rooster #rooster x you #top gun #top gun maverick #rooster bradshaw fic #rooster bradshaw fanfic #bradley bradshaw fic #dadley dadshaw #quincy elaine bradshaw #and jake if we're counting him too i guess

[reflectismo]

“I heard a lot of that stuff [‘I’ll Build a Stairway to Paradise’, Paul Whiteman Orchestra, ‘Chicago’] and I think that filled my computer with data. So that when I came to print out later, it was all in there. One of the great things about me and John was we both had that. We talked about some of the songs we liked, and he liked ‘Little White Lies’ … The night that you told me! Those little white lies! I knew that, so it gave us little bonds. That was his print-out. So when we came to write together we had similar print-outs, similar data from our upbringing. People tended to think of John as just a rebel or something; there was this whole other side to him that I liked, and that allowed me to get on better with him than if he’d just been a rebel.”

— Paul McCartney, interviewed in 2019.

#Paul McCartney #John Lennon #(So much love) #(His point about similar data points from our upbringing) #(Reminds me of one reason why I think John really liked Here There Everywhere so much) #(Paul has said before that Julia would often teach them new tunes and in the later Beatle years) #(Him and John often tried to write songs with the same feeling as the songs she taught them.) #(And he mentions that Here There Everywhere was one of those songs that took that inspiration.) #(Which I suspect John would recognize. And perhaps cherishing the song a bit more because of the similar data point/memory they both shared) #(They were so connected in music and Get Back just reinforced it for me) #(Especially when they went back to singing old tunes) #Flaming Pie #The Beatles

[vani-ash]

Jeff Satur singing Black Tie at คุยแซ่บShow

#jeff satur #black tie #THE ENDING !!!!!!!! #i need him to sing like that more often 😭😭 #i love when he sings raspy

[mintjeru]

plave in tiny

open for better quality | no reposts

#plave #yejun #noah #bamby #eunho #hamin #kpop #forgive me for having biases rn i swear i'll love them all equally when i get to know everyone well enough #so. i fell for yejun bc of the horror game streams. saw highlights of the one w/ bamby and the one w/ hamin #like yeah i'm terrible w/ horror too but yejun reacts so cutely help i would protect him with my life #also he has such a comforting voice especially when he sings #anyway. caught up on all the official videos on their youtube so i've switched to checking channels that sub their lives #after that i'll go into watching their vods whether or not they're subbed #which reminds me i need to actually watch all the b.ts w.everse lives i have stockpiled ahhhh #the highlights of the streams are so funny though lol i've been smiling and laughing often these days thanks to them #i've fallen in and have long since lost sight of the exit but at this point do i really want to leave?? #tldr. stan plave for a better life

[otaku553]

just curious, what are the chinese characters for your ocs names? since the romanizations dont convey tone and meaning haha

Here they are!

Their approximate meanings are heaven-bestowed or sent by the heavens for tianci and bountiful growth of thankfulness or gratefulness over time for xieran

Let me know if these don’t seem quite right, I did make up xieran’s name and I do not have much experience choosing Chinese names lmao

The two of them share a last name but I don’t know about the last name yet

#oc stuff #tianci and xieran #tianci is maybe like 3-4 years older than xieran I think #I have several thoughts about Chinese names #namely the fact that Chinese names can be gendered and sometimes similarities in names within a family are also based on gender #e.g. I share the same middle character as my sister: yong #while my brother and all the boys in my brother’s generation share the middle character xiang #my brother is xiang yuan my cousin is xiang bing #and Chinese names aren’t always corresponding to gender but it’s the meaning associated #my mom used to be mistaken by name for a guy pretty often apparently #my name yong qing has characters that mean beautiful singing and bright/sunny #like. it’s not explicitly gendered but by meaning it’s implied #the relationship of tianci and xieran’s names are a sign of their positions within their family #tianci is bestowed by the heavens and beloved and people are thankful for him #whereas xieran is expected to be grateful and appreciative to the things around them and the life they’ve been granted #it plays into the expectations for each of them and their relationship to self worth

[ratgirlcopia]

if copia had 5% more control over his life he'd just be a drag queen. that's it. like that's literally it that's what this, collectively, is all pointing toward. imperator's like Oh Thank Satanas my definitely-not-kid is a weird little fruit who belongs on a stage. i can use this to obtain ultimate power. meanwhile copia is like the autistic homeschooled religious kid who absorbed an itty bitty fraction of the actual, like, doctrine and spent most of his time looking at images of large men in the illustrated satanic bible. but is fine being the frontman because he gets to wear makeup and bedazzled shit and nun clothes.

#copiaposting #the progression of serious devotion i think the emeritus line has toward satan is sort of like. primo was genuinely invested. #secondo was also genuinely invested despite all his personal hangups getting in the way. #terzo was more like the satanic version of that kid who went to bible camp every summer and knew all the songs. #but also treated bible camp like a dating/interpersonal drama retreat. and wanted like. a high school movie experience out of it. #and copia is just like. okay i read all the stuff i was supposed to! can i go shake my ass onstage now. #like to him the satan thing is just a prerequisite for getting new outfits and being able to sing and dance and crack jokes. #i do often miss things but. i feel like in the chapters he literally never once is like “i'm doing this for satan.” not even as pretense. #he's doing this because his mom told him to first and foremost. and then secondly because he enjoys dressing up glammy and being liked. #and maybe. MAYBE satan is third. but only because there were like. a lot of really hot satans in that illustrated satanic bible.

[p4nishers]

can we actually take a moment and remember swan upon leda? can we actually shut the fuck up and sit the fuck down and think about our lord and savior swan upon leda because i'm tired of doing it alone every single day guys

#the title itself!!! THE FUCKING TITLE #swan UPON leda #god he's an actual genius THANK U HOZIER SO FUCKING MUCH #i hate how that myth is portrayed and received and objectified bc they make it out to be such a funny little chuckle story like 'hahaha led #is SO easy that she fell for a swan isn't that actually the funniest thing you've ever heard omg like women are literally so easy to please #whatever whatever blahblahblah yes that's fucking hilarious matthew thank u SO much for that absolutely fascinating commentary on a women #getting raped by a god really truly an amazing insight into ur pea fucking brain #like fuck sorry but i just absolutely despises how this myth is made out to be and i remember learning abt it in class and being literally #nauseated bc guess fucking what it's literally not hard to understand wtf is happening and while u r laughing away about i repeat a WOMEN #getting RAPED some fucking of us have brain enough to be mortified #jesus ANYWAY #hozier dropped that song after roe v wade was over turned and i just i love him so fucking much he cares SO MUCH and before anything else #he's an activist and he actually gives a shit about women's rights and he dropped this song as a comfort as something to hold onto but also #as a social commentary and he linked charities and resources to help women and keep them safe and this song just means everything to me #bc greek mythology often gets reduced to children stories bc most ppl know myths from children books and obviously a book for kids not gonn #outloud say the word rape or even imply that that's what's happening and that's fine ig but bc so many ppl know it from there it gets #reduces to a joke and a raped women gets ridiculed but hozier actually took one of the few poems about leda being raped and it being a rape #at all and made it into a song during a time that was so traumatizing for ever afab person in the world basically and it just says 'i see #you i see what you're going through and i'm listening and i actually care and i want to help you' and he's helping by writing a song yes bc #he's spreading the word that way bc that's how movements are spread and people listen to him when he's singing and that's how he helps and #i did i mention that i love him? bc i'd actually do anything for him and to meet him and tell him how much he fucking means to me #the line that always gets me is 'a crying CHILD pushes a CHILD into the night' bc yes she was a fucking child who had to deliver 4 KIDS BC #AN ASSHOLE DECIDED SHE WAS PRETTY ENOUGH TO FUCK and nobody ever cares that she was just a child and her child helen was just a child when #she was abducted and raped and impregnated (JUST LIKE HER MOTHER) by theseus a supposed great hero and im genuinely sick she was just a #child like so many women or girls in greek mythology and ik it was a different time back then or wtv but they were just GIRLS and nobody #cared about that or cares now. but this song does. #bc of course it does it's hozier. #hozier #swan upon leda

[orcelito]

Ok so I was wondering like

Top 0.005% of listeners. That's Pretty Damn Small. But I was wondering Just how small...

357.1k monthly listeners

0.005% of 357.1k is... just under 18...

Guys. I'm within the top 20 listeners for IAMX. Period. 🫣

#speculation nation #16K MINUTES OF MY 59K TOTAL MINUTES FOR THE YEAR... #A LITERAL 27% OF ***ALL*** MUSIC I LISTENED TO THIS YEAR........ #cant help gettin emo i guess #like i knew he'd be indisputably my top artist but. holy fuck. #THIS ALSO ISNT INCLUDING THE SNEAKER PIMPS ALBUM... which ive listened to obsessively too #as an extension of the obsession with his music. bc he sings in it. #SOMETIMES AN ARTIST HITS U LIKE A FREIGHT TRAIN and ur left like. yeah. yeah . #helps that hes got so many albums so i spent Months slowly making my way through them all. #but then i just kept listening to him bc his music just... scratches an itch in my brain idk. #in part it's the grief. Metanoia was a crutch of an album after my uncle died. #and also with my cat... it was just. nonstop IAMX. for Months. #ive been branching out more again recently bc i do like some variety in the music i listen to #but if i want music but dont know what to play it just always ends up going back to IAMX #because it's dependable. it's enjoyable. it's Comfortable. #his music feels like a reset button for me. like returning to a dark room to sleep at night. #it's not dark for the sake of darkness. but for the comfort of it. existing honestly. existing without fear of judgement. #and bringing the analogy together i really have listened to his music to help me sleep a few times #not often just bc i usually dont listen to music as i sleep. im a light sleeper so i need white noise. #but there were a few times i found myself without a working fan. so i turned to his music to act as white noise instead. #not actual white noise of course. but the function of it. the Comfort. the familiarity. #pick one of his lowkey albums and just let it keep going. and it works. it does. #so like. it makes sense. it does. i understand entirely why i rank so high in his monthly listeners. #it's just a bit mind boggling to actually see the tangible numerical value hfkshdjd bc. man. man...

[velvetjune]

judging people who played alan wake 2 solely on if they loved the musical sequence or not

#alan wake 2 #im joking around but also not #such a unique gaming experience that was incorporated w so much love and care #ive seen confusion here and there on why there’s even the musical chapter in-story #mostly when they performed at the game awards lol #but imo it was a great way for Mr Door to work together with the Old Gods and their mode of storytelling/communication (rock and roll!) #to try to tell Alan what’s happening to him to help him rise from the spiral #and of course there’s everything with how much Alan often restrains himself based on rules he imposed on himself #the dark place has its own power and rules with artists work but this was one way of #Alan essentially going ‘I know what’s happening here. I know the rules and I HAVE to do all this to save myself and my loved ones’ #to which Mr Door/Old Gods go ‘you absolutely do not [throws Alan in musical]’ #something something about how it helped put him in the mindset he was at the end of the game #to realize he could work w saga and not sacrifice Logan or Casey. that he’s not in a hopeless loop of destruction #but in a spiral with hopes of ascension and change #(basing this off the initial ending — haven’t finished the Final Draft) #alan wake #I don’t know if im making sense but that was my interpretation #my other explanation for the musical is that it’s there because it’s fucking awesome and creative #reminds me of the starkid ‘guy who didn’t like musicals’ with the confusion of the main character #(although hilariously it seems like Alan is proud of the musical even if he lives in a state of ‘wtf is happening’) #before my essays in the tags end want to say that the dark ocean summoning also deserves this love and I found it equally fun to ‘We Sing’

[bendybonesss]

obligatory self insert specifically to selfship w dr fry

they're like enemies to lovers slowburn 20k words (except fry doesn't hold the same animosity and is more or less oblivious to it).. they probably have some solidarity in being closeted enbies in the 60s idk

#i do not draw fry often enough oops #yes theyre named singe bc theyre like fry but worse #was embarrassed to post until i remembered im far from the first person to do this lol #“why is he like that. i need him” #chicken run #chicken run fanart #dr fry #chicken run 2 #chicken run dawn of the nugget #drawince

[piwonies]

HE IS THE MOMENT

#no but like i am so proud of him 🥹 #and he looks so excited abt it too it makes me so happy 😭 #I JUST WANT TO HEAR HIM SING MORE OFTEN #soul #p1harmony #posts: video

[sysig]

Cat wearing clothes (Patreon)

#Doodles #Pokemon #MewTwo #I was looking at my little MewTwo plushy a bit more focusedly the other day and decided #''Hmm...MewTwo would look good in an Empress-style dress'' lol #He's got the waist-hip ratio for it! He looks absolutely killer imo <3 #I wonder if it would be uncomfortable to wear clothes that hug tight to just under his chestplate tho hmm :0 #The band T lol - I don't listen to Disturbed much but for as long as I've known it I've always tied their song ''I'm Alive'' to MewTwo <3 #''To change myself - I'd rather die!'' He's so strong <3 I love MewTwo so much #But he's also an angsty teen haha - deservedly! I just could see him rocking out and singing to himself angrily just to get the feels out #Loud angry music seems like it'd suit him ♥ #Then a silly one lol since MewTwo is sort of based on Greys I thought an ''I BELIEVE'' shirt would be fitting #But belief and faith and all that I dunno - MewTwo doesn't really seem like much of a believer so how about a parody tank top lol #Especially funny considering y'know - he also qualifies haha #Like wearing a wanted poster of your own face lol #Last little guy <3 Again in the proportions of my PokéDoll :D #I tuck my little lad's tail over his feet quite often I think it's a very cute way to rest #Curled up comfortably <3

[thelostgirl21]

Based on this post by @whimswonders

#Jaskier #Radovid #Radskier #The Witcher #My Posts #My Stuff #Not my original idea though! #All credits go to #whimswonders #for that #But seriously though I think 95% of the romance is told just through these two staring at each other! #No wonder the re-writes involved Joey Batey asking: #“Can we just cut all this dialogue and I can just sing something?” #The greatest songs are made up of unspoken words of love after all! #Most skillfull use of that “Show don't tell” directorial advice... #Like who needs dialogue #When Hugh Skinner can make his character undress Jaskier with his gaze the way Radovid does while he sings “Extraordinary Things” #Joey on set: “No trust me cut all that dialogue Hugh's got this!” #While Joey's acting often makes it look like Jaskier is surprised and intrigued by the intensity of Radovid's attention... #And/or actively inviting and baiting him to take an even deeper look... #It's like watching a documentary on the elaborate courtship display between two empaths... #Utterly fascinating! #Youtube

[genesis-quoi]

While I’m here I think that while SatAM Robotnik is a piece of shit and very good at it I really don’t think any version of Eggman will ever be as fucking twisted as aosth’s version.

HEAR ME OUT I KNOW HE’S GOOFY AND WRITES EVIL ON HIS CALENDAR EVERY SINGLE DAY AND PUTS A HEART AROUND IT BUT

I’d say it’s a fair assumption to say that all the 90s cartoon Robotniks are aware they are fighting literal teenagers and that’s their L to bear HOWEVER

Fucking with them psychologically comes a distant second to just straight up murder most of the time (I’ve never seen most of Underground though so I’m gonna leave RoChalknik out of this)

Im just saying it takes a real fucked up bastard to know you’re beefing with children and THEN concoct a scheme to impersonate said orphan’s probably dead parents so you can blackmail the dude he’s always hangin with

AND THEN CONTINUE TO KIDNAP HIM FOR 50 MORE EPISODES LIKE SIR STOP HES ALREADY DEAD

#aosth tails catches so many strays he rolls up to sonic 3 lookin like Swiss cheese #please don’t take this seriously tails new home always puts me off the shits #I know each robotnik is a unique and special type of cringefail #aosth #sth #Jim Cummings is a scary mfer as robotnik and kills it #but there’s something about a silly goofy stupid man who sings show tunes and kidnaps Santa Claus to be also simultaneously capable #of psychologically tormenting a toddler to the effect he actually fooled him into thinking he could be loved and safe and live a normal lif #only to rip that away from him for the SOLE OBJECTIVE of being petty to Sonic like #that’s twisted as fuck bro #at least everyone else is upfront about it #he probably does this more often than I know but I’m biased so #if you fuck with baby tails I’ll end your whole career bro

[eachmostremembering]

I think s2 is a really beautiful and overall quite good expansion and deepening of the themes and arcs of season 1! however, as for my dumb little romantic heart feelings, there is just nothing like the way carmy looked at sydney when she first showed up at the restaurant and looked again. straining the stock after she tells him her history. her eyes watching him as he tries her food. him looking through her notebook. family style? two tops, booths.

#it's a marriage #. #.. #... #.... #..... #the bear fx #i think a lot about this show #and a lot about carmy and sydney particularly #but while i am singing s1s praises here i also really loved s2 #under the table! him thinking about her when he's panicking--she's the blue-white fire that calms him down #that article about how much it meant to the author that the fire of an ambitious black woman was what centered carmy #i cried reading it #it's so intimate. also carmy needs to go to therapy and stop offloading labor onto sydney. both are true at the same time. it's complicated #(also y'all aren't going to like this but while the writing for claire is topsy-turvy often #a lot of the backlash to her feels super misogynistic #and is dressed up in anti-misogynoir talk #it's complicated. also molly gordon's great go watch shiva baby) #gonna go through my bear posts and retag them when i figure out what i want my otp tag to be #gonna have to relent soon like i have written 10k about them might as well admit i'm a syd and carm ride or die

[hl-obsessed]

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#hello #i forgot about niall today #i went for a nap #5 hours one but that's not important #but my fucked up brain knew somehow #because i dream first about Liam being there #but like i knew it was dream and it's not real #i can tell for like half of my dreams #but then!!! #i dreamt HARRY was there #i still have fucking setlists before my eyes #and people laughing that Niall put him in B stage for both song Harry was singing to keep him in place and not boost his ego #he was in that outfit from wertcher but the top was green and untucked from his pants and i do not remember color of the pants #and fucking honestly after this one i was scared to open tumbr #like i fucking knew this couldn't fucking happened #but it fucking hanged above my head #when i was slowly scrolling to see if anything happened today #my dreams #time to start tagging this #coz i dream about 1d shit too often in the last times