#i used to listen to it sm in 2020 and 2021

[lofeel]

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#blue #the pinned song on ur blog >>>>> #i used to listen to it sm in 2020 and 2021

[platypusplayhere]

Thank you @dangerliesbeforeyou for tagging me, im mentioning all kinds of media bc I love to rant, I have a lot of love in my heart and I have trouble choosing just 8: (im making this on mobile hope it's readable).

Howl's moving castle (2004)

My first experience of gender envy, gender fascination, gender emulation for Howl, at a time I didn't even know that gender was a thing because I was like idek 7 years old.

Kiss of the rabbit god (2019)

A short movie, stumbled onto it bc of Tumblr. You honour, I simply love it.

Shrek (2001)

I'm not being ironic I'm very serious about this one. My mom used to braid my hair weekly when I was little and I constantly played this one, I know it by heart and I'm not joking. I freaking love this movie. Same goes for Mulan, Beauty and the beast, Charlie and the chocolate factory, and the whole Shrek franchise up to the 3rd one. (Gotta watch Puss in boots 1 and 2 tho.)

V for vendetta (2005)

This is a shout-out to 14 years old me who might have at some point based their personality around this movie or maybe they didn't, who's to say. I'm not sorry. Kinda still like it tho.

Corpse bride (2005)

There is an independent cinema in my hometown and they did run it often over the years. Bestie I don't know how many times I went to see this movie with my mother as a child. Recently learned about the Jewish origins of this myth and im a lil upset about the stolen storyline without the context. But some will say it's a Burton movie and they're right.

Valentine's day (2011)

First movie I went to see alone with my friends, I was like 12yo. Rewatched it again like 2 years ago, yeah it ain't that great but it's the memories right.

Father and soldiers (2022)

The last movie that made me cry. I hate war movies but my friends convinced me to go because it was less than 2 hours and I've been mad at movies being more than two and a half hours lately (looking at u House of Gucci, Doctor Strange 2) yeah, I cried my eyes out. It's not a perfect movie but the message is great and very moving. I don't like the English title because the original/French title directly refers the name of a group of African soldier recruited by France in its colonies during WWI -> "Les Tirailleurs" (if I remember well, the soldiers were recruited in every colonies but they left Africa from the Senegal and so all these soldiers are referred as Senegalese regardless of their actual origins). The English title is more fitting thematically wise I'll give you that.

Fulmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood (2009)

Knew about it, was recommended by a dear mutual of mine on this very hellsite and yeah, ppl keep saying it's good because it just is.

I told sunset about you/ I promised you the moon (2020-2021)

If you read my tags u know how I rant about this show often. Watched it 2 years ago thanks to someone i follow on Tumblr (but im not really sure who it was anyway if you're a mutual thank you sm). My first foray into BL (back when I didn't even know what it was) and I couldn't be happier that I started with this. I don't have enough words to praise it. (currently writing a post about it tho, stay tuned for whenever I get around to finish it (tell me if u wanna know when it's up), big up to Bad Buddy and To My Star too)

Honoured mentions bc I started making a list and had more than 8 and couldn't not mention them:

Other movies: O'brother, Love and Leashes, God's own country, Jackie Brown, The big lebowsky (idek if I like this movie but I needed something to base my personality around when I was 15yo)

The book The Hunchback of Notre-Dame by Victor Hugo, I'm gonna keep my rant about how the English title is a misunderstanding of the book locked and not even start it.

Alice isn't dead and The Magnus archives (although they're podcasts and I haven't quite finished them, the first seasons are exquisite)

Welcome to Night Vale, I have a lot of episodes to catch up on (currently working on that) started listening like in 2016 then stopped around idek 2 years ago. Some of these episodes are masterpieces ( some I know by heart: Guidelines for disposal, Love is a shambling thing, What happened at the Smithwick House, If he had lived, and The Pilot ofc)

the ballet Swan Lake (1995, 2012) by Matthew Bourne. I don't have enough words. I'll just say it's on youtube.

.....and many more im not think abt rn

*acts surprised* this became a real long post, real quick

(That's why I take a lot of time to answer those lmao, shout out and thank you to the ppl who tag me in these and then I take a lot of time to answer)

Tagging these people and anyone who wants to do it can mention me: @sherlockig @dontbesoevil @lordmeowdemort @namelessbeing @hairbackc0llarup @comrademichael @johnlockdynamic @lovelywickedsoul @frenchsiren

#tagged #ask game #yeah this could have gone on for a lil while #i have some ive yet to answer but its coming #i have many rants locked if u wanna know about them just ask #thanks for tagging me #platypustalks

[pjo-hoo-toa-freakazoid]

beeboop 🤖 hi I ask random questions! What is something you’re salty about?

Beep booop!!!🌸🌸 Hewo there🌸🌸!

Well nothing beats the hate anons that used to fuck up my inbox everyday from 2020-late2021

Cuz bro✋🏼 I followed the forgive and forget ideal and forgave them but boy! I did NOT forget the bs they made me go through 😂

And now I take back the forgiveness. Fuck them all💅🏼

I, a then 14 year old was being bullied cuz she was being “cringe” and had “stupid opinions on characters” and constantly attacking my art.

Like wtf-

Also sm bigots had the audacity to blame me for the hate I was getting, saying I must have done something wrong, like naw babe😭✋🏼, it was the latest trend😭😭😂

The only “wrong” thing I did was constantly defend myself against them not realising that’s exactly what they wanted.

Good ol’ Octavian got dragged into this mess at a point then they proceeded to use that as an excuse to harass me 😂😂😂

AND LISTEN THIS GETS JUICY- I revealed my age at one point and the next day I get an anon WHO STATED THEY WERE 20!!!?? and apologised for harassing me cuz they didn’t know I was a minor?!?😭

OH AND IT GOT WORSE- I found out one of my CLOSEST FRIEND, A PERSON I CONSIDERED MY IDOL AND AN OLDER SIBLING WAS ONE OF THE PEOPLE HARASSING ME DJWBDBSKJSJS ✋🏼 (you know who you are)

All of this died down a bit after 2021. Had a few idiots here and there but this all ceased and I was finally able to enjoy again. What I fail to understand is what was the point of it all? Was this just a sick trend at the time? Ugh-

The amount of salty I am over this could given anyone a heart attack 👍🏼

#They wished death upon me everyday so now I wish the same for them 👍🏼 #tw hate #tw trauma #anon reply #off topic #not pjo #reply post #nonnie reply 💕

[aureusfemme]

hiii, my name is adia i go by she/ her. i made this blog for loa ( LAW OF ASSUMPTION ONLY!! ) i am also here to give & take advice, share success stories and just enjoy and live life to the fullest yk!

sharing my dream/ passions/loves bc why not🤭

sammy ingram~ i loooove sammy ingram sm! i’ve known about loa since middle school but i never really got into it until 2020. i learned about loa from my mom but she wasn’t very serious about it either at the time. i would see angel signs and be like ohh an angel number but never really knew what they meant nor did i really care. in 2020- a few months ago i had SO MANY limited beliefs. i would script and nothing I MEAN NOTHING!!! would ever happen i literally have books full of manifestations that never happened and so i gave up on loa( law of attraction at the time) i believed in having to let go in order to get your manifestations and that was very hard for me so i gave up and even when i did that nothing came. at the end of october this year, i came across manifestion and got really serious about it bc i was going through some shit ok😭. so i knew about sammy ingram since last year but only watched a few of her videos bc i didn’t really care to. i came across her page again in october( i TRULY believe that this was a message from my higher self. i got a youtube notification and it was sammy. i literally forgot all about her i haven’t watched her in a year at the time) i started watching her videos I MEAN BINGING and i got obsessed with her. sammy really really helped me get rid of my limiting beliefs and is also the reason why i’m so serious about manifesting today. she teaches loa ( law of assumption )

affirmations~ as i said in the previous paragraph😭 i used to script and nothing would ever happen. i knew about affs before sammy but i never really used them, and so when i found sammy again i started saying affirmations daily AND GIRL WHEN I TELL YOU MY LIFE CHANGED i started living my best life with the affimations i also did ( and still do sometimes ) honey placebos. i would say “ this honey will help sweeten my day and help me have a good/ wonderful day” something along the lines of that and they really worked!!

subliminals i only really listen to subliminals from time to time. i’ve known about subliminals since 2020. i came across one on my recommendations on youtube and got obsessed. the only results from subliminals were physical things such as; getting prettier, attention like getting hoes and stuff😭 and boobs. also for some reason in the beginning of 2021 (i think) i wanted to be skinny bc i was a little thick and i listened to subliminals for it but then i changed my mind and a little after i stopped listening i lost A LOT of weight😭 also i was obsessed with getting my boobs smaller and they definitely did get smaller but not as small as i wanted but i had a lot of limited beliefs at the time so that plays a part in why but then i stopped caring and stopped listening.

what im working on atm

void state- i knew about the void and shifting since like 2020. i tried to shift a few times in 2020, got really close but never actually shifted and so i stopped caring. i also haven’t shifted or tried since because i don’t care for it. this year i came across the void again bc of tumblr and decided i wanna do it. so i’ve been working on the void for about a week and a few days now. i’ve been really close to entering each time i tried but i had problems focusing and keeping my body still for a good amount of time. so i decided to take a break. about two days ago i came across @fleurlx ‘s (correct me if im wrong) void challenge. basically in the challenge you pick a date to enter the void and you cannot procrastinate or change the date. then up until the date you picked you say void affimations you can use however many you want but i chose one which is “i enter the void instantly” and if i feel myself being negative or anxious i just tell myself the void is easy because i am the void ( i know that itself is an aff but i don’t say it when i’m affirming ) so i’m affirming robotically ( got that from sammy😜 ) and today is the date i set to enter the void wish me luck lmao ( y’all don’t have to bc imma enter anyway🤭 )

self concept- there’s not really much to this just getting rid of negativity and doubts ( which i have none🤞🏾 ) also confidence, just been telling myself i’m gorgeous with and without makeup and i am the star in any room i stand in plus more but not as much.

that is the end it might be long lmao but if you stayed and read all of this love you boo👩🏾‍❤️‍💋‍👩🏾

looking to build a community of bad bitches and gods/ goddesses ofc!! everyone is welcome to share their stories/ advice and ask for mine.

love, aureusfemme <3

#law of assumption #loa #manifesting #desired reality #manifesation #void state #god state #living in the end #act as if

[girlwithfish]

listened to old unnamed voice memos i have on my phone during the car ride lol.. i used to play piano sm from 2019-2021.. i miss it.. i want to get back into it again im more rusty and cant play as well as i used to. tho im not that good but its still fun for me. used to transpose random songs i liked into little piano renditions ie dramamine modestmouse & out getting ribs king krule might post it later i think its cute. also found a recording of when i learned this song from phantom thread in like summer 2020 when i wasin love w my boyfriend and wanted to impress him 👍such a try hard..

#also want to relearn waltz 2 i also learned a bit of that for my bf a few yrs ago lmao #I had an anime score piano phase as well. nd a learnjng songs i like transposing them on piano phase. lol #nd movie scores phase

[n-agiz]

imma be honest - other than exo and got7 (mostly the 3rd gen bg's) boy groups nowadays aren't really my type. nct used to have an amazing array of songs, so much talent (especially with Mark and taeyong and ten, DONT GET ME STARTWD ON WAYV ARGHHH) but fuckkkk now with their new sound like sticker - it's driving me batshit insane. its just plain not doing for me unfortunately

usually when I hear a song, I prioritise coherence and good grammar, which most songs nowadays don't really have - new jeans, twice and stay c !!!!!!! arghhhh they really hit the nail so well !!!!! ALONG WITH G-IDLE TOO !!! GYU I MISS SOOJIN SO MUCH TBH !!!!! ahhh my kpop era was definitely a little cringy but auahahahah there were so many good memories there! 💗

waaaaah i agree with you on basically everything here wow ! i can't say much for got7 since i've never really taken the time to listen to their stuff, but exo reallyy has a superior discography idc what anybody says ! i've seen ppl compare them to bts and other groups and i'm always just like ? ? no hate to bts ! their older stuff is good ngl, but exo are literally on a league of their own lmao, there's no other way to put it yk.

and aaaaah i def get what you mean abt nct ! ! i've been a sticker + 2 baddies enjoyer since day one lmao but i have no problem in admitting that their discography has def seen better days ! ! nct as a whole has been so mismanaged lately it's insane :/ sungchan + shotaro debuted two years ago and are stil unitless. i think they're gonna debut soon in a new unit with the smrookies, but even then idk how much i actually like that idea bc although i really freaking want to see those two finally get under the spotlight, i can't help but wonder if a new unit won't just make everything worst ! mark + haechan haven't stopped since 2020 between dream & 127 schedules, nct 127 went basically one entire year without a comeback and had what ? two weeks of promotions ? once they finally got one ? i'm not even gonna talk about the fact that wayv haven't had any comebacks since early 2021 and we're still waiting to know if they'll continue as 6 or as 7 or what the heck is gonna happen with them in general. it makes me so mad seeing all these guys with so much potential and talent get left behind AND BY SM OF ALL COMPANIES ! you'd think such a big company would be exactly the one to be able to handle such a huge project but ig not.

boy groups in general but specially 4th gen ones i feel like have been leaning sm towards the noise music lane lately and although there's a select few that do it kind of alright, most of them are basically just making fans drift away from them. that's why i think all these girl groups have been doing so well ! their sound is experimental in it's own way and they all have their own vibe, but that just goes to show that you can do something new that will separate you from others while still producing good music. newjeans got where they are bc their sound was something new, (g)-idle try so many concepts and still manage to do amazing every time, ive, le sserafim, stayc ALL OF THEM have something unique that sets them apart but their music is still good and liked by most people, unlike what we've seen with boy groups yk — they'll have something that sets them apart but not for the best of reasons lmao.

kpop has been so insane lately and i honestly wonder why i haven't given up on it completely yet bc this industry is absolutely too much lmao. there's so many gems in it but companies nowadays only care abt money and, maybe without realizing, all they're doing is ruining their groups. we need more good music, not tiktok tunes and challenges AND VERY MUCH NOT US VALIDATION ! although i think it's great that 4th gen is so focused on making kpop a global genre instead of it having such a limited audience, i also think it's so stupid to have topping on the us charts as your main goal. idk maybe i'm wrong for this but it's just what i've been noticing as someone who has kind of been just listening to kpop and looking at it from afar instead of actually being super engrossed in the fandoms yk

#mail. #i rambled. again. oops

[dojae-huh]

https://twitter.com/valentyongf_/status/1545332717075984384

So today taeyong opened up a lot more than usual, which is a good thing in the long run as this makes him more human and also makes him seem more like us. 

He talked about the pressure he was feeling during nct's debut (now all the videos of him crying abt the scandal and in general make so much sense) 

It also shows how him saying doyoung is very important for his sanity as he takes on the leader duties with him Or how he talked abt do protecting him from everything. 

A teacher or a manager basically telling an individual that they're the reason and the issue of the problem is very Korean thing. (In jonghyuns suicide note he talked abt his "therapist" telling him he was the cause of his own mental health issues, this should show u how Koreans react to things) 

Taeyong was told he would be the reason for the failure of not just himself but also the 15 boys that were in the plan of NCT. This must have crashed his mental health and wellness. This also made him very distant to the members although he was the leader of all the units and he was supposed to be there to help them all but he kept thinking he was the reason things weren't going well for them all and he hated feeling like the one pulling the team down. 

It seems like the scandal being resolved and him being in a better place mentally has helped him see things like they really are. He now understands that everyone has their own career and he won't put a shadow on anyone's career in NCT and now he doesn't take the complaints as directed at him but basic complaints of the members. This made him open up to the members and willing to listen to all the boys problems. 

This whole bubble thread of bubble msgs were so heart felt and I hope this means that we will have happy and healthy taeyong from now on. 

It seems like we also have taeyong back as the leader of NCT as a whole, even during NCT 2020 taeyong didnt show the same leadership he did before

Link

I'm posting this out of order in case anyone else wants to write on the topic.

For the new fans. Taeyong had been followed by rumours of him being a bully in school since debut, antis continued to bring the allegations up anytime they wanted to bash on him and the group, some called for him to be kicked out of NCT. The issue was finally resolved only in Spring of 2021. 127 took several years to gain momentum and achieved popularity in Korea only with Kick It. NCT was always compared to their more successful and known sunbaes - EXO, which added to the pressure. A debut of a group is very costly, a return is expected in a few years. If a group or an artist doesn't make it quickly, it is dropped. (not SM's tactic, but most small company groups disband within a year or two).

Johnny was a trainee for 8 years, Mark and Haechan sacrificed their childhood, Yuta came from Japan, WinWin from China, Taeil was accepted to a prestigious Uni but decided to become an idol, Doyoung left school - you can imagine how Tae was afraid to be the reason for their dreams crushing.

A leader takes the blame for the whole group. In Korean corporative world a boss can be stupid and useless, abuse the power, but if he is not a powerful well-connected politician, he can easily become the scapegoat and would be the one to bow before the media and/or resign to clear the name and preserve the face of the company.

Taeyong told that managers communicated with him, and members asked him to pass any favours. That's the pecking order. Tae stood between the management and the members. Even with Doyoung being a co-leader it didn't change, especially with temporal staff/come and go managers.

I might be wrong, but 127 neos' reaction to fans' song choices, and neos own choices, let me think that:

They like Kick It so much because it was a real hit in SK (and in SEA), a song that finally made them popular. NeoZone sold well because of the work during the previous albums (reflected in lots of preorders), but it's hard to see from within the group.

Neos think their fans like simple slow public friendly songs (songs that will attracts new fans) and are surprised when songs like Limitless become number 1. Except for Touch (and some neos don't remember it was a title song even), all A-track songs are "noise-music".

#ask me away #taeyong is the rose

[jiminxoxo]

hopefully the boys get well soon and the tour resumes :(

well, I DID WANT YOU TO GO ON A RAMBLE ABOUT IT 😌😌

sheeshhh a rlly old k-pop stan 😮

TIME OUT BWHAHA 💀😭

idk about the kim garam situation or just le sserafirm in general, what do you think about that & them?!!! i wanna know from someone(you) who likes them but also is like sorta unbiased abt things?! if i make sense?! 😅

i strongly believe you'd be that type of a person 😌💕

i was just gonna ask WHAT ARE YOU? 50? hahahahaha

we've all been through the emo/obsessed over an artist/band phase lifee!! lessssgoooooo 😭😭💀 ( P. S we haven't rlly gotten over that phase yet 🤡😇)

BOY THE FLEX 🦾😌😌 that's rlly cuteeee 🥺💕 I'm v proud of them too,they all deserve it <3 & I'm glad you find sm comfort in them (jimin XD) 🥺 AND PLS PLS SHOW ME YOUR CATTTT ☹️☹️💕💕💕

I'm sure you'd have a good idea of a lot of groups in kpop :0

i haven't rlly been into kpop for a long time I've followed BP since 2020 but i properly got into kpop from oct 2021 smth !! do you wanna hear the backstory lmao?!

i don't rlly have any semi-ults?! except bts, pentagon, tbz(i haven't had much time to consume sm tbz& pentagon content 😭 and making them two of my ults XD which might happen soon tho 👀) & bp(they've been away for so long :( i feel like I've sorta lost smth w them bruh)

so, my ult beloveds are got7, svt, exo, monsta x, atz, skz, shinee, mamamoo, DKZ (formerly dongkiz & their former leader when he comes back :[ obv ), wonho & a bunch of solo artists!! & in no order lmaoo

EGGFCUKNSACTLY ‼️😣 bruh like I'm not in any pov of glimpse of us yet it makes all 😣💔 when i listen to it each & every.damn.time !!! usss 🫂 single all life gang 😎🤧

omg we are so similar pls 😭✋🏻 i honestly enjoy being single a lil way too muchhh ( also ahem ahem, how feel single when we have blogs like yours 😌💘 )

bruh there was a glitch in the anon ask so i could add songs and i did, but i tapped on the ask anonymous by mistake so now when i go back to being anonymous it's all gone urghhh ://

i don't listen much to joji either but i will suggest you a few of my favs ofc <3

DANCING IN THE DARK

SANCTUARY

DAYLIGHT

TEST DRIVE

lmk how you like these ‼️

AN INTRO POST YAYAY LESSGOO

well not everyone can address you 자기야 so 😌😌✋🏻

(🍯)

this is my girl mochi! she’s the sweetest girl ever :)

that’s awesome!! we love being a multistan in this household 😌🫶 and omg we LOVE an exo stan wtf!!! there aren’t many exols these days and it’s really sad but i’m glad the fandom got a cleanse 💀 it was starting to get really toxic.

i mainly just casually listen to le sserafims music (sour grapes is that bitch), the situation with g*ram seems pretty plain and simple to me. always believe the victim until proven otherwise. in her case, there’s proof of what she’s done and her receiving a level 5 punishment from her school says enough for me. i don’t like to consume myself with this sort of stuff and outwardly send hate (i don’t hate her because i don’t personally know her. think of it as a deep despise lmao) because there’s other things i could be doing, but i feel a lot of sympathy towards the other lovely girls because they’ve been through enough (it’s super hard to make it in the industry as is and that kind of negative spotlight on them at such an early stage is sooo harmful for their career) yunjin is my gal tho i love her to bits 🫶

ohhh i’ll definitely take a look at those songs and give you a little review next time! thanks for the suggestions <3 !!!

#🍯 anon!

[sakkiichi]

wait you used to listen to waterparks? 👀

I DID !!! plss back in 2020/2021 ! and i LOVED them sm aaaa plum island, little violence, dream boy, crybaby and take her to the moon were some favorites of mine <3

#secret notes #beloved mooties ! #enyo 🍁

[javaterri]

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[wickymicky]

Work It really doesnt sound like a title track at all lmao, it sounds like a bside, but in a way that i think makes it a really interesting choice for a title track lol. like, i think it’s neat that it’s really not a typical title track at all. i doubt that it would have been a title track if it wasnt part of nct 2020 where they needed four title tracks though haha. From Home too, that’s not a typical nct title track even a little bit, so it’s cool that these two songs were given that status. though, like, because From Home and Work It came after the initial title track for their respective halves of NCT Resonance, theyre kinda like secondary singles... i dont think they should be thought of like that, i think they should have equal status with Make a Wish and 90s Love, but i know that that’s how they’ll be perceived for better or worse. there’s not really any way around that, unless they released both music videos at the same time, but on the other hand i think separating them by a week gives time for each to sink in better. 

anyway im not sure what i think about Work It overall, though i kinda like it. idk how much... but i do like it, at least

#my initial gut feeling for the ranking of nct 2020 title tracks is this: 90s love > make a wish =? work it > from home #(just cause im not into ballads really. its nice though and i like the concept of it a lot #the part where they all say thank you in aaaall the various languages of nct including members who arent in from home #does kinda make me tear up a lil bit lol. its just not really a song i would listen to for fun. i have nothing against it though) #but yeah idk which i like more between make a wish and work it #make a wish is wayyyy more of a title track but idk i really either burned myself out on it big time... or it didnt age well with me? #i just have a lot of relatively minor nitpicks about the song that add up to a lot #all in all though i dont think any of these four title tracks are better than kick it or ridin or punch or turn back time #which is unfortunate but thats alright i suppose #the best thing about nct 2020 is the content on their youtube channel lmao #also ive said this a bunch already but deja vu by nct dream is great. probably better than ridin. they shouldve switched them lol #i know sm has songs lying around for a long time before they get used so they definitely had both songs in advance... #they shoulda made deja vu the title track back in april and ridin could have been here #oh wait but then deja vu wouldnt have mark and ridin would be the ot7 song #i didnt think about that #hmmmmmm well whatever lol anyway #they shoulda gave them some other random song for nct resonance and had deja vu be an ot7 title track in 2021 then #how about that #oh yeah and both deja vu and ridin were written by moonshine huh? interesting #nct #thoughts tag #almost forgot those tags

[enhypenjiselle]

#FACTS ABOUT JISELLE

ੈ♡ enhypen 8th member au

jiselle’s masterlist<3 asks open // requests open

ੈ♡ personality ´ˎ˗

mbti: INFJ

enneagram: 4w5

has a really gentle personality

someone who is soft spoken, empathetic, understands others feelings and comforts others very well

the type of person that everyone likes to be acquainted with

though her appearance may come across as intimidating and closed off, she is sweet natured once better familiarise

her personality is very unique in a way that draws people in and makes them intrigued

is very mature and gives off very sincere vibes. loyal. benevolent. cuddlebug!

ੈ♡ habits ´ˎ˗

zoning out.

talking to herself.

bitting her bottom lip.

staring at people.

playing with the members’ hands.

running her hand through her hair.

pursing her lips and scrunching her nose when she begins to do something.

subconsciously pokes the inside of her cheek with her tongue and rolling her eyes when she's annoyed / when someone is testing her patience (engenes find this habit very attractive).

ੈ♡ preference ´ˎ˗

her favourite colours are black, ivory & navy blue

her favourite season is winter

a genre she wants to challenge is rock

she looks up to SEVENTEEN

a song that she’s most confident singing in is Taeyeon’s < a poem titled ‘you’ >

her favourite ice cream flavour is green tea

her favourite drinks are coffee, green tea, bubble tea

she likes sweet potato and cheese tteokbokki

she likes watching action movies

she prefers and likes perfumes that are light, refreshing and comforting like citrus / lemongrass / something like fresh ocean waves scent

ੈ♡ trivia ´ˎ˗

she was born on June 21st, 2003, 03:08 a.m. in Kowloon Tong, British Hong Kong making her big 3 in astrology: gemini sun, pisces moon, and taurus rising

she has two older brothers; the oldest (born in 1988) and the second oldest, Jackson (born in 1994), a member of GOT7

education: Shanghai Theatre Academy's Affiliated Dance School (chinese dance major), Hanlim Performing Arts School (department of practical dance)

ranked 2nd place in the final of of I-LAND with 1,316,850 votes

she performed Chungha’s < Snapping > in the first episode of i-land

the other members thought she was very pretty and unreal when they first met her, her presence was really comforting

she used to learn chinese dance while learning gymnastics and fencing

became an official SM trainee in mid 2014 and was introduced as part of SMROOKIES on July 9, 2015 along with former SM trainee Herin, Koeun and Hina.

when she is embarrassed, her ears turn red very quickly

like her brother, she as well can’t handle spicy food

if she wasn’t an idol, she would have continued pursuing her gymnast career

ranked 24th on TC Candler’s Most Beautiful Faces of 2020 and 28th on 2021

languages spoken: english, mandarin, cantonese (100%) korean, japanese (80%) french (60%)

suffered from back and knee injuries since predebut and is still struggling with as of today

was diagnosed with anxiety disorder

ੈ♡ self-revised profile ´ˎ˗

specialities: everything, languages, rap, dance, vocal

hobbies: staring, listening to music, dancing under the rain, taking a walk in the park, reading, baking, writing

nicknames: jiji, gaHEY, jideungie, ellie

charming point: expressions, a mole under left eye, eyes

#keyword: #fencing, #gymnastics, #dance, #duality, #chamber5, #chill, #quiet, #bookworm, #elegant

likes: Lee Heeseung, Jay, Enhypen members, cats, laying on the bed, rapping, photography

dislikes: loud noises, people talking bad about others behind their backs, being alone, crowds

motto: “it’s either all or nothing”

goals for the year: successful debut, get closer with the fans and members

© enhypenjiselle — all rights reserved. do not copy, translate, or repost my work

#jiselle wang #enhypen 8th member #enhypen female member #enhypen female oc #enhypen oc #enhypen female addition #enhypen ff #enhypen scenarios #enhypen au #kpop female member #kpop female oc #kpop oc #kpop ff #kpop au #kpop scenarios

[stuckinapatriarchalbullshitland]

Enzo anon here - the more this era is progressing, my theory about gaymila being used as damage control and for profit seems to be happenening.

I have some thoughts that I know many other CS share, i think it would be good to summarise what i’ve seen on different blogs into one post as well as adding my own theory. So this will be a long one but i hope you guys find it insightful and Stuck thank you again for giving me a space on your blog!

Let’s look back on CC2 and the aftermath of its release. A quick disclaimer : I’ll only be addressing her situation in terms of the social/PR aspect as we have no idea what other factors might be at play such as contracts and money etc.

It’s fair to say that C was and is not in a good place reputation wise. Señorita was of course a smash hit but was mostly used to promote S. Her fans complained about C almost becoming a double act with S. These fans understandably signed up for C, not S and so subsequently most of them unfollowed her on SM and stopped paying attention to her to escape the constant Showmila. For the GP, Showmila became a mockery and so it’s asking a lot from her fans to stay when she was constantly embarrassing herself to the point that it made it uncomfortable for them. Of course with this comes the racist controversies also involving Normani which brought back the entire 5H feud. This put C even further than she already was against LAND and so the narrative that she was hated by the other girls for being obnoxious and attention seeking was further reinforced by her being racist towards N. All of this made/makes Camila extremely easy to hate, to the public she seems like a privileged straight girl who has never once had any sort of difficulty or obstacle in her life.

On the CS side of the fandom, many having left after having enough of the Showmila circus, leaves very few CS to fight back against the narrative. Even more leave after Lauren’s bombshell of a podcast. For example, this graph from google trends show how searches for “camren” or “camila cabello camren” are/were decreasing.

We know that CS are a very large part of C’s fanbase so who are we left with ? Many solo C stans all have converted into SS accounts and again even then S takes the main focus, not C. So… its not looking good, having people being fans of yours only for your relationship is a risky move business wise. We’ve all wanted Showmila to end for a long while and we definitely can all agree that the end is long overdue, infact a lot of us believe that had there not been the pandemic they would’ve broken up a while ago. So where does C stand now? Well, in my opinion, after this entire circus (which unfortunately is still ongoing) C is in a very vulnerable position. How does she promote her upcoming album with so much of her fanbase gone? Perhaps a big break up album? That option doesn’t sound great when she most likely will get the short end of the stick narrative wise and be further disliked by the little fans she does has left. If Camila doesn’t have Shawn anymore, the SS will most likely all disappear leaving her with a very limited amount of people who have the guts to actually publicly support her. Another option she could have is to keep riding on this relationship until people get bored, only that’s already happening and Showmila does not have the punch it once did to get a second Señorita. What about a fake pregnancy or a marriage? God we hope not and I really believe that Camila would do anything in her power to avoid that as we’ve seen how extremely unhappy she seems just being his girlfriend. For all we know Shawn might be very against this idea too and even if they did go along with it would it really be enough to promote CC3 ? After a few weeks the excitement would have died down again and leave them both back to square one. Not to mention that C getting married/pregnant would make even some of her most dedicated fans leave for good and would still not be enough to get her out of the racist accusations.

This is where my theory comes into play, however i think her team will only follow through with this if they are smart and if they aren’t actually sabotaging her. This past year I watched as Taylor Swift released her two albums and broke numerous records and achieved incredible success. I do not think this success would’ve been achieved had it not been for the insane rise in speculation over her sexuality due to her new songs. T is of course a household name, she’s earned her place amongst the top artists of this generation but people were starting to get bored hearing dramatic songs about her oh so difficult love life being a straight white girl. This is why when folklore and evermore came out there was so much buzz and excitement about T possibly being LGBTQ to the point that it found it’s way to the GP. People were wondering what these gay songs with gay lyrics were and so they went to listen for themselves. Eventually tons and tons of extra streams and talk generated from people who would’ve otherwise never paid attention. Myself included. You can see below on google trends the massive increase in online searches for “gaylor swift”. The gaylor side of tumblr also expanded as there had never been so many songs with so much queer interpretations to analyse and discuss and more and more of the GP were getting curious enough to read the blogs. Regardless if you think Taylor is gay or not, the general public discussing it was an essential part in improving her image for Gen Z and promoting her albums thus creating $$$ for her team and label.

Keeping this in mind, I believe that C might (not having many options left to salvage her career/reputation) take a page out of TS’s book and have an era that will attract more LGBT fans than ever before. We’ve seen how camren is slowly coming back. Even just by C liking a picture of L’s it was enough to bring back out a whole lot of fans who had abandoned her. Her team see this, they know this, they are aware. If talks of Camila being gay will generate more $$$ they will use that to their advantage and push out the new gay narrative as much as they can. I don’t think she will explicitly come out any time soon, and i don’t think that they will “confirm camren” but this era will definitely set her up for it in the future like the way it has for TS and it will give her a stable fanbase for a long while, which at the moment she is in dire need of.

Although C would’ve probably liked her relationship with L to remain private I think she may have no other choice but to use it more than she ever has before to save herself. Sadly no amount of self improvement and apologies will ever erase her racist past, it will follow her forever and people will never stop talking about it, unless there’s something more interesting to discuss. That’s the way the internet works, a photo of camren together in 2021/2022 would generate more buzz than anything Showmila related. Not only would all of the CS who left come back but all the anti-CS would be talking about it too and an entire wave of new fans would be interested enough to join. There would be no room to talk about Camila Cabello being racist when Camila Cabello is actually gay/dating Lauren Jauregui is the new talk.

Of course this entire process will not be instant but we can see that they are building up to something like that. Perhaps Camren being public friends again which would still generate a ton of talk as it did back in the 5H days. She will not instantly break up with S and then be seen making out with L the next day but I do think that although it wasn’t her or her teams plan to use her relationship/sexuality, i think she has no other choice if she ever wants to gain favour with the public again. Let’s not forget that the rest of 5H seem to be on their way to having new music out very very soon and just as camren worked to promote 5H in the old days it will work again in 2021/2022. This would encourage her team even more to follow this route as it would suit everyone, even if they no longer are a group they will always be connected.

We shall wait and see what happens, of course circumstantial situations may arise to cause them to switch up their plans but for now all this 5H, camren and gaymila interactions are no coincidence. That’s for sure.

This concludes my very long post! thank you to anyone who took the time to read this, thank you again to Stuck and if anyone has anything else to add that i might have missed or any questions don’t hesitate! I love hearing what everyone else has to say. To clarify these are all my personal thoughts and speculations and I am not claiming to know anything for certain.

____

Wow, I didn't expect to be a window into another great submission from my dear buddies, but Enzo, I loved your post. And I really totally agree with you in what you mentioned.

The truth is that it is true, Camila has been selling her LGBT + agenda of hers since 2020 and even long before because I always had the theory that she would be let out after having a big heterosexual PR circus. This PR circus with the diva is that circus and what we have been seeing, because it checks all our theories.

As for Gaymila, she has always been there. More crushed with the fucking circus shit maybe, but she's always been there and one thing I want to emphasize is that most of Camila's fandom other than SS or homophobic, would accept Camila out of the closet, ALWAYS AND WHEN NOT WITH LAUREN.

That is why I think Camila would have more followers if the aforementioned are left aside, because they would have no problem supporting her and we would be more, considering that those clowns are partly paid fans and bots.

I don't think she will even give him permission to leave her, but if she does it is because that would also be part of her contract. Of her agreeing to do all this theater of the absurd with the circus, as long as they let her out at the end.

The fucking shit hole that is the industry knows that it has to please its LGBT + audience because we are the ones who support artists the most. The main audience for them may always be heterosexuals, but when they get bored and look for something else, the ace up their sleeve will always be the community and with the examples that you have given my dear Enzo, that is proof of it.

The thing with Camila is that she's never been in the closet. They forced her into a closet and that's different. Camila always felt good being herself and they have tried to cover that with different types of circuses since she was in the band because it is what suits business.

What we are seeing now with Camila is that, a double agenda, that of the circus managed by the idiots behind it and Camila's own agenda that lets us see Gaymila from time to time.

And when I talk about an agenda, I do not do it in a negative way but as something that she must have already planned.

My theme now is that it will come in that aspect. I don't think I'm waiting for a circus engagement or a lavender marriage, but I do hope that Camila can set Gaymila freer every time. Unfortunately, everything else is still very screwed up and this circus just represses it more and more.

The problem is that as long as she does not regain some control over her career and her image, no matter how small, nothing will change.

#submission #enzo anon #love you buddy

[kpop]

K-Pop Spotlight: K-Pop Critical

All month long, right here on @kpop on Tumblr, we’ve been highlighting creators from the @blackintokpop coalition of Black K-pop podcasters. For the final installment, we spoke with Virginia native Morgan and New York City-based Catrina about K-Pop Critical—a podcast that deconstructs K-pop and ponders the commodity of art-making and intersections of pointless and perfect in pop culture.

Tell us about yourselves. How did you start your podcast?

I feel like any intro to our show needs the preface that we were both staunch Directioners. I was literally turned into a 1D meme on Tumblr for going to a 1D show in a white t-shirt and shorts with Zayn's face printed on both asscheeks! We also both happened to be working on degrees related to culture, media, and criticism at the time. After years of a mutual friend trying to get us to meet, we finally did and talked about 1D for an entire night. Somehow K-pop climbed in priority again for both of us, and a couple of months later, we started the show.

The podcast industry is still largely white and male-dominated. How can we continue to shine a light on BIPOC women podcasters?

Monetary support is always incredibly appreciated!!! A LOT of independent podcasters do this for $0.00, so if you see a CashApp/Venmo/Paypal/Patreon link, RUN UP ON IT! Especially if you're learning something new or just enjoy aspects of the show. Beyond this, kind words, shout-outs, questions, reviews, and other interactions on social media are huge morale boosters to keep us motivated. 

What has been your favorite episode that you’ve created?

This is a great question because I know Catrina do not be listening to our episodes often LMAO!I think we'd both agree that our second episode, #FREEHANBIN, is probably our favorite because it is the most gut-reaction recording. It featured our friend Moses, who also did a NCT 127 x Grace Lee Boggs mashup intro for an episode. We also had a great viewer phone call that helped add more context to our understanding of drug culture and South Korean legality. I think more standard/informative/less reactionary favorites are all of the episodes in our Trauma series and Blackness series.

The K-pop community is a wonderfully inclusive one, but the industry continues to have its instances of cultural appropriation. What changes in the industry do you hope to see going forward?

A doozy of a question. I never have super high hopes for cultural consciousness from ANY pop system operating with money as its main priority. That said, I am hopeful that more artists take ownership of their images and schedules and loudly proclaim their influences and what they care about, along with acknowledging when they're wrong. Hearing different idols PUBLICLY connect their love for Black music to their understanding and empathy for Black people and our struggle this past summer was such a minor (in that context) but interesting and necessary thing to witness. Hopefully, that type of appreciation continues.

When you hear Black Excellence, is there someone in or adjacent to the K-pop industry that comes to mind?

I've gotta say, I never grouped Black Excellence and K-pop in the same thought until I learned who CHIKK and Adrian McKinnon were. Without these songwriters and producers, we would be missing a huge portion of SM Entertainment's music, including massive singles. It obviously doesn't stop or begin with just them—add MNEK, Dem Jointz, Cha Cha Malone, Tayla Parx, Tiffany Red, Devin Morrison, The Stereotypes, and, obviously, Teddy Riley, to name a select few. Imagine a world without Girls Generation's The Boys, or EXO's What Is Love, or Shinee's Juliette, or *insert almost any K-pop track that is obviously RnB-leaning*: simply another marker of Black people being everywhere and doing excellent things constantly.

If you could choose any K-pop idol to appear on your show, who would your dream guest be?

So. many. people! We literally tried to get Seventeen on our show in 2020 while they were in New York touring, and it kinda drives me a lil nuts that we didn't, but it was also a ridiculously ambitious plan. 2022 though, we'll be ready. If you see a GoFundMe for buying thirteen extra cameras, don't @ us—just reblog.

What can we look forward to from you in 2021?

More episodes!! We're a little under two years into the show, and we have a lot of ideas and unfinished series to go. We'll be updating our Trauma series and Blackness series, and will hopefully get back into company and idol group episodes soon!

Thanks for sharing your stories! Check out more from K-Pop Critical here. Find more awesome Black K-Pop podcasts, and keep up to date with all things @blackintokpop over on their blog.

This interview has been condensed for clarity.

#kpop critical podcast #blackexcellence365 #black history month #kpop spotlight

[scenics]

Regarding your conversation about NCT (127 I presume?)’s “decline” with that previous anon, I have to disagree. “Save” was a CF song and a collaboration with Amoeba Culture. The music was produced by Gaeko and had nothing to do with SM - it wasn’t even uploaded to the SMtown channel but to Stone Music instead. You can’t listen to one CF song and immediately call decline or lament about better days when their last real comeback was over a year ago. Especially when that comeback happened to be Kick It, one of their most solid title tracks in term of music, choreography and concept and just screams Neo Culture Technology. I think it was a worthy heir to Cherry Bomb (which I think is one of the best if not the best comeback in all aspects - music, dance and concept) and has that same visceral moody guitar riff on top of a solid beat that echoes throughout their rap and vocals. + that entire album is just so perfectly balanced with absolutely no skips whatsoever. The NCT 2020 project had some really good title tracks as well (some better than others) and showed off the versality of all the members as well as the myriad ways of combining them into infinite concepts. You can think their earlier songs were better, sure, that’s your opinion. But don’t bring in Save as an example when you’ve had an entire year of back-to-back comebacks of all their units + a full group comeback with so many good new songs that show their growth in technique and artistry like... just a few months ago. Idk what it is with kpop fans crying about how things used to be better when they don’t get new content shoved into their faces every other month or so. Were only 6 months into 2021, have some patience.

it got too long

i think what me and the other anon were trying to say was that save was only a very small part of something bigger that’s been different for a while. as much older fans, we can feel a shift in 127s sound from the experimental group to the generic group (it also doesn’t help that 127s sound itself has become the ripped off standard in the industry). personally, a year after neozone, i find that the album was boring in terms of 127’s standard. objectively it’s very strong and well balanced with very good tracks that showcase the members abilities. but it’s also very boring (it’s similar to numerous western pop albums i’ve heard over the years..but that’s the point)—appealing to a very general listening audience that’s really only ever listened to pop and nothing else. in comparison, regular-irregular was a little messy as an album but how different it was in terms of sound…it was much more on brand. thus, neozone (the passable “oh nct actually makes good music” album) was very popular and brought in a lot of new fans who hated their music beforehand. nct2020 also had the same problem, the music was solid and good but it felt very rushed, messy, and the songs were safe in terms of sound compared to what nct has done before. nct2020 was very very rushed and after i saw how the tracks on pt.2 we’re placed in order, i understood how much effort sm was actually putting into nct—low budget but high return.

most of all, i think what me and a lot of older fans miss about nct is the cinematic element. a lot of us were drawn in for the quality teasers and music videos, which was completely lost in 2019 (compare regular-simon says vs superhuman…a span of six months) the quality of the teasers and music videos in 2020-2021 were horrible for nct compared to the their labelmates. of course, this can be attributed to a loss in good creative team but it’s also sm realizing that the new generation of nctzens simply have a lower standard for quality…because content is content. a lot of older fans (who were attracted to the Quality) have left or become largely disinterested (a lot of them moved to tbz bcuz the standard of quality in tbz’s production is better). it also doesn’t help that the oldest members are obviously disillusioned by what they signed up for.

#asks #continuing this convo …three weeks late ..hello me #i’ve said this on twt but the neozone and 2020 nctzens annoy me #the new flood was really white #long post

[belongtothewcrld]

Just wanted to say a few words about those who made my year ~ (SORRY THIS IS LONG) 

@idiot-juice-enthusiast​ - My sweet baby, where do I begin? I treasure you so much, I know I tease you a lot. BUT I am soo happy you decided to leave me an ask, despite you know, my stupidity. You are so funny and just, idk, BRIGHT. Maybe it’s because you’re still young or maybe it’s because you’re just a ball of light, idk. EITHER WAY. I am so thankful to have you in my life. When my friends slowly started leaving me in RL you were the first one who started to fill that void so like.... tHANKS. Happy New Year, my child! Love you!! 

@haikyuufairy - My shooting star, oh gosh. You not only have made my year by being my friend but by blessing me with stories that really shake up my whole existence LMAO. You are incredibly talented, and I just wish the best for you. You deserve so much happiness and success. You’re a beautiful soul inside and out, and the whole world should know it! I want you to know that I really do mean everything I’m saying, because you deserve to be showered in love and compliments. and as long as you keep me around, I will remind you of your worth. >:) I love you, and happy new year! 

@toikiwi​ - you peanut head, what should I even say to you. >:) You are very forgetful, funny and sweet. For some weird reason though you chose to care about me so deeply and for what??? I AM HORRIBLE. do I deserve your affection? probably not. BUT DO I APPRECIATE IT? yes. I never had a friend like you, and I’m really glad we met. ;-; you’re one of a kind. Love you and happy new year! 

@alluringeternity​ - my bestiee. we went from you sending me asks, to watching movies on zoom like I think that’s a whole ass victory. despite our time differences, we make this friendship work and I think that’s sexy ;) I really love talking with you, I know you once thought I’d get bored of you BUT HAHA BITCH IT NEVER HAPPENED. you’re stuck with me forever. I can’t wait until we meet up so then I can cling to you for all eternity. :D MWAHAH love you and it’s not the new year anymore for you so like happy Jan 2nd or something idk LOVE YOU 

@suna-r1n​ - lilyyy, my little duckie, my crybaby friend. I adore you, truly. I’ve never gotten so attached to someone so quickly until you LMAO. I mean I always loved when you would send me random messages but then we ended up talking much more frequently and honestly it was everything. You are so sweet and just... squishy. I’m really glad we became friends and started talking more, because you really are someone I cherish and want to protect >:) so be safe this new years eve, little shit! I love you.  

@4fterh0urs​ - Pheebz you crazy ass ho. JK. You’re just crazy ;) But I respect it. You have made me laugh so many times from the shit you post idk you’re just cool, I GUESS!? You’re also v moral I FEEL? sometimes when everyone else is silent about shit that’s fucked you’re not and I really respect you for it. I feel like we’re similar in weird ways and I really love talking with you. I hope you have a great new years eve, bbs!! love youu. 

@chaichai-the-weeb​ - my fellow Canadian!! I’m still pressed we haven’t met in RL yet but IT WILL HAPPEN!! I’m really glad I ended up messaging you when you left tumblr awhile ago, because now I feel like we’ve become such good friends. ;-; You and I don’t have the best track record with friends but HEY at least now we have each other? It’s amazing though how quickly we went from strangers to good friends LMAO our personalities really work. <3 I know you’re spending today watching anime lol so ENJOY IT. I love you and happy new years! 

@haikyuusimp91​ - my law school buddy ;-; You not only support the fuck out of my stories but you are an amazing friend. anytime I have law school worries you’re always there for me and I love it so much. I appreciate all you do, even if I don’t say it enough! you put up with me and my psycho ass and honestly idk how you do it BUT I’M GLAD YOU DO. I really hope this year treats you better because you fucking deserve it all. I love you a lot, missy ;-; Sometimes I feel like you’re the older sister I never had - BUT LIKE DON’T BE WEIRDED OUT OK DFGHJKL love YOU BYE (AND HAPPY NEW YEAR) 

@aquariarose​ - my little bodyguard. I have never met anyone with a heart like yours. gold. you are fucking GOLD. at first when we didn’t talk much, I would love whenever you talked about my stories with me. because you always seemed so happy about them and it would make my whole day!! I love talking with you daily and hearing about your life, because honestly girl you living in a shoujo manga LMAO. GO GET YOUR MAN OKAYYYYY hahah I love you sm!! I hope you have a great new years! 

@bloody-bella - BELLA OH BELLAAAA, MY SWEET BELLAAAA. hi. :D can I start off by saying you have a cute af voice? like excuse? okay back to the point, YOU. your support is why I was able to finish my stories TRUST ME. your little cute comments and asks, it gave me the courage to * write * LOL. I’m so glad that you joined my among us game and started talking with me more ;-; because I really do wanna get to know you more!! I feel like we may lowkey be twinsies in odd ways ;) BUT I hope you have a lovely new years eve my love!! <3 

@yourstarvic - vic the hoe ho. somehow you went from this funny girl with a CRINGE ass UN to one of my good friends?? Your support for my stories has always meant so much to me. I’m always looking forward to hearing your thoughts and listening to you scream about shit LOL. I’m glad we started talking more, because I love your company. Even when you’re telling me something weird af or being horny for NO ASS REASON. You’re a weird one but I love ya. Have a happy new year! 

@nerdyphantomlady​​ - my angel of music! you are sucha joy. I adore you so much. I’m really glad that I started talking with you more because you’re sO DAMN CUTE. talking with you melts my heart because you’re just this small ADORABLE BEAN WHO I LOVE. I know you don’t understand iT BUT I AM RIGHT. I know you’re worried about your test coming up but I know 2021 is gonna be your year! MWAH. I love you and happy new year! 

@pha2nt0m​​ - gOSH I just need to tell you that you were the reason I was able to finish “let’s do it again” your support means the world to me!! you’re so damn sweet and supportive like idk what I would have done without you??? so thank you so much. I really hope this new year brings you happiness, success and good health!! <33

@newfriendjen​​​ - Jen, I love you WHAT THE HECK. You were one of my first followers, in the early days ;-; and you supported me with your whole heart and I CAN NEVER SAY THANK YOU ENOUGH. The thing that I love about you is that you’re not one of those cocky asshole writers who think they’re god’s DFGHJ like you are kind, supportive of others and talented? like SHIT??? you deserve everything because you are the whole package!! you are honestly the ideal - AAAH. I love this new year brings you love and happiness!! <3 

@sugawarabby​​​​ - my lovely, we’ve spoken only a handful of times but each time meant a lot to me! you’re a true delight and I really wish you the best for the next year. I know 2020 wasn’t the best for you but you deserve a happy, love-filled 2021. MWAH. <3

@vicassa​​​ - my love, you and your support to my stories is unmatched. I know you think that spamming me would bother me but it never did! I loved talking with you and hearing about your days. when you’re less busy, come talk with me again, hm? Because I loved talking with you. You’re a sweet sweet little bean and I adore you so very much. ;-; But happy new year!! 

@hyskoa1998​​ - hi my love. our schedules rarely match up but I always loved reading your reactions and talking with you ;-; I hope we can talk more this year because I really do wanna be your friend IF YOU WILL HAVE ME. But happy new year! I hope it’s an amazing one. 

@tsukkismamagucci​​​ - your comments on every single smau - GOLD. everything you post is just so funny or accurate!! everytime your name popped up in my notifications I would be so excited!! or whenever you sent me asks my heart would make some weird ass noises. ;-; so thank you for being so wonderful. I love you and happy new year!! 

@kara-grayson04​​ - one of my first friends on here, and a whole ass little fighter! Thank you for supporting me in my early days on my writing account and for spamming me with funny stuff! you’re someone with a bright future ahead of you and I really wish you the best for 2021! 

@chibishae34​​​ - MY OIKAWA PROTECTION SQUAD BUDDY. I have told you this before but again, you are too good for this world and me. I can’t believe you’ve been here since my first smau and it took me so long to start talking with ya. :( that’s my regret for the year. I wish we started talking sooner because you’re sucha joy. thank you for being the amazing person you are though, your support and friendship mean so much to me. I hope you have an amazing 2021. MWAH. 

@chocolaterumble​​ - you’re not even on tumblr anymore eh? BUT when you see this, know that I appreciated everything you did for me and our conversations. you’re a kind idiot who really needs to develop a backbone. :)) I say that in the nicest way possible :* Just know 2021 is YOUR year, so make it your bitch. you can have the whole world if you try putting your effort into things that matter. just learn to believe in yourself, aLRIGHT? because you’re fucking awesome. 

@dope-squish​​​​ - one, wHERE THE HECK ARE YOU? I hope you’re okay and safe. ;-; I miss you. it’s not the same without youuu. who else will make my day with funny reactions and memes? but for when you do read this, thank you for being...you. You are so unique, funny and just talented. idk. you’re spectacular like spiderman. thank you for being my friend and supporting me. I hope the new year treats you well. <3 love ya! 

@swoonhui​​​ - my silly love! thank you for supporting me through it all and trusting me with your troubles. I always love seeing messages from you or asks, because you really are wonderful and likeee I WANT TO PROTECT. haha. I hope you’re having a safe and happy new years eve, missy!! Stay happy. I love you. 

@astronomyturtle​​ - shout out for being one of my first supporters and for being a full on badass!! hahaha. no but really. you are amazing, and I really want to thank you for everything. you supported my shit stories and my good ones, and that really means so much. I hope you have a great new years!! 

@dreamstormings​​ - hellooo, I just wanted to thank you for your support. it means sosososo much to me. and regarding the stuff we talked about recently, everything you said just demonstrates what a wonderful person you are. thank you for ... existing >:) and happy new year! <3 

@rajablast​​ - hii, I just wanted to thank you for always sending me kind and sweet asks ;-; it really means a lot to me. I hope you have an amazing new years eve or new years day!! <3 

@elianetsantana​ - hii. ;-; I know we only started talking recently but it made me really happy so pls don’t be weirded out by me adding you here. <3 I hope in the new year we can talk moree! because you seem super lovely. ;-; 

#JAN RAMBLES #also there are others I should have tagged but my brain went empty