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saetoru · 7 months

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just watched gojo get sealed 😍 life is too fun 😍

#the way getos voice was so much softer than i expected #when he said yo satoru #i thought it was gonna be playful #i didn’t think it was gonna be so gentle #the freaking flashbacks #of their past ??#kill me #the way gojo screamed when he said his soul rejected it #gtfo #i’m TIRED of crying bro #i’m TIRED

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floral-hex · 4 months

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Just canceled all of my future therapy appointments. Big fudgin’ bummer. Did I mention I lost my insurance? Didn’t even find out about that until the day it lapsed. Trying to find a way to fix it now, reapplying and whatnot, but ya know, it’s bureaucracy so who knows how long it’ll take. Just fingers crossed I don’t run out of meds first.

lol it’s underwater 🐠

#ugggghhhhh so sad #like genuinely I think my therapist rocks #he’s the best one I’ve ever had. nice and cool but no BS and just harsh enough to push me #I feel like such a baby for saying it but literally the number one thing I’ve wanted these last few weeks was to go to therapy #I had to skip my last appointment so I haven’t seen him in weeks #between my mom’s organ transplant and driving back and forth to see her everyday and taking care of my bros aaand super suicidal birthday #I’m just… I’m tired. I want to vent. I just want to spill my guts for an hour and maybe cry a lot #and I can’t do that with anyone else. I know that’s dumb to say #I 100% can’t complain to my family because ya know I gotta be strong and they don’t need me being a burden #and I love my mutuals but I don’t know any of you anywhere well enough to feel comfortable venting #I mean. y’all can vent to me all day. I’ll gladly listen to you talk about yourselves. I’m here for it. I just can’t do it myself 😕#I’m so tired and anxious and I don’t want to really get into the self harm talk but I’ve had some serious self destructive thoughts lately #I don’t know what I’m going to do #I have to believe it’ll get better #because if I don’t believe that then… what’s the point?#also.. I’m really fucking lonely. just to throw that out there. if you can’t tell by my reblogs.#I am like desperately and ravenously lonely and full of longing #and you add that to everything else it’s just the sad little cherry on top…#now I want an ice cream sundae… mmmm….#I need 1000 hugs and to sit with someone and maybe get fucked up and complain and sit in silence and and and blegh #but that’s life. it’ll be… it’ll be whatever it is.#sorry. this is a bit too heavy for this time of morning #I’ve been sick. really bad vertigo and vomiting and I’m just wiped out and sad #but I love you stranger or at least I like you enough to be okay with you reading this #okay be safe #goodbye forever #text

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lovevalley45 · 7 months

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man finding sources is always the worst i found two sources that i was like wow! these have promise! BUT THEY WERE BOTH PUBLISHED BEFORE I CAN BE TAKING SOURCES FROM I’M GONNA START THROWING THINGS

#alli says shit #brb i’m gonna scream and cry into a pillow for about three hours #everything past my date in this search abt this author. is abt children’s lit. like no offense ms mora but i don’t care abt ur kids books #i need deep analysis of her poetry NOW i’m abt to lose it #AND I HAVE TO GET ALL FOUR SOURCES??? RIGHT NOW?? FOR HOMEWORK??#bro i’m so tired-

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mayoiayasep · 10 months

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personally i think i’ve done such a good job at not having a nervous breakdown yet today which is why if anything minorily inconvenient happens at this party i will simply blow myself up first

#nyx yells #bro and i’m so tired too like if i think about it too hard i’m just gonna start crying

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deus-ex-mona · 1 year

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little brothers and their will to #slay, man </3

#while yes yes this post technically does apply to the simp bros i wanna cry about my own bro in the tags so you have been warned~?#so to start off my monthly existential crisis rant i just wanna say that… i’m so so soo envious of my bro. like to a really unhealthy extent #he’s tall enough to reach the top shelves. i can barely touch them if i jump. he has so many friends and even a gf. i have 0 irl friends.#he is able to sit in one spot and focus on his studies. i can’t even sit down for a full half hour to *eat* without getting up to take a nap #he’s learning how to drive. i can’t. he was admitted into university. i wasn’t. he’s able to find what he likes and stick to it. i can’t.#like mannn. he thrived in the course he chose in tertiary education while i lost my passion for it in the middle of my first year.#he’s good at picking up everything he tries (puzzle cubes; bball; you name it he’s good at it) while i’m just. bad at everything i try lol #he’s very good at his studies (aside from languages) and sports. i’m not good at anything at all.#he gets told that he has a great sense of humour. i’m just. boring and annoying. lolllll #he’s super sociable and he has good relations with pretty much every single family member (sans me). i’m not in contsct with most of the fam #heck he was pretty much the favourite from the moment he was born. his baby pics still get brought up from time to time bc of how cute he is #(granted it’s bc he looks like a bby m*ch*l*n man (like the tire company mascot) and he’s super cute in them but still)#and he’s also a guy and content with being a guy which is just… not fair y’knowwww~~~ asian family boy biases and all (cries)#our father pretty much cast me aside once my bro was old enough to hang with him. and even before then the bias was as clear as day. >:(((((#i make the dude mad? i get screamed at and whaccced. bro gets the dude mad? he gets a lesson on how to throw punches instead!!! like wow!!!!#he’s the only one who got to escape any direct physical harm from the guy and yet!!!! he was the 1st one to be singled out for trauma focus #idk if it’s bc of his age back then or whattttt but i can’t believe i had to friggin’ ask my therapist back then for a trauma assessment :(#2015 was a different time… my bro managed to succeed in school while i was rejected from the drama club for being too depressed :((((#but i’m sure my bro has his own share of struggles… and i’m glad that he has a few groups of friends to chill with. really.#but i just can’t help feeling extremely envious of him. i could never tell him any of this though we hardly talk at home lol #and he pretends not to know me when i approach him in public lmfaoooo. i don’t blame him though; i’d do the same if i were to approach me #so yeah. if you read this i’m sorry for being cringefail and bad at everything~~ am i still allowed to pollute your dash~? <3 #and also. idk if i’ll be able to continue sischange over this week bc i’ll be handling 2 workstations by meself :( and idk how tired i’ll be #but we’ll see ok~? sorry for having zero time management skills am i still qualified to be a legit adult~?#sunday’s 🧂saltfest🧂

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kamisatoaiko · 10 months

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There are days where I truly believe the world said, “fuck you in particular”. My day had consisted of me waking up from in the morning 4hrs of sleep under the belt (due to chronic insomnia). Having to go to a 2hrs math lecture, but before I could even step out of my door I find out my bestie( of 4 years )passed away. Then my lecturer decided to degrade me in class, I get out after two hours and at this point I’m so close to breaking down. Then went to my dads office(he’s the principal/headmaster) and he tells me my flight back home has been cancelled, and I might have to cancel my 18th birthday celebration due to this.

#bad day #mentally tired #i’m gonna fucking cry #not doing too well #fml bro

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beta-adjacent · 1 year

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You know shit’s going down when all you want to do is nest.

#it’s the way I’ve been in a public space so much this week and just thought ‘god it’d be great to set camp up in this corner’#which has hilariously progressed into ‘damn I could probably nest in my dirty laundry basket huh’#my usual hideyhole isn’t enough anymore; the walls are too tall and there’s not enough weight and it gets too warm at night n hurts my back #I’m the embodiment of if eepy tired was a euphismism for depression #I couldn’t eat but I Had to eat but what I tried eating made me wanna puke and I still want to eat but I don’t and #this is the third time I’ve broken down crying this bad This Week like bro someone get me to a wing #vent-adjacent #queued so don’t worry

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stinkrascal · 2 years

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i hate my upstairs neighbors actually. why do they feel the need to host a wwe wrestling match directly above my bedroom every day at 2pm

#i know its my fault i went to bed at 5am and im now miserably trying to catch up on my sleep #but literally Why do they feel the need to jump around so much???? bro pick a spot and sit what the fuck stop STOMPING #im so tired and im the lightest sleeper ever so every movement they make i hear it and immediately wake up >:(#when our lease is up in march we’re gonna move into a townhouse/maybe a trailer so it’s quieter #and i’m so excited about that. i hate having upstairs neighbors #in other news! we put in our application for a cat at a local shelter yesterday 🥺#his name is little turkey! (that’s not the name we’re giving him since we already have one picked out but the shelter named him that lol)#he’s a little grey cat and he looks so silly and loving 🥺🥺 i really hope they accept our application #i want a cat sooooooo bad #when we finally have our little furry friend i will cry so hard you guys 😭 this is all i’ve wanted for so long #a few days ago i was crying to my boyfriend about how i have no friends lol and then i was like #but if we got a cat at least they could be my friend 😭😭#i think i accidentally hastened the process of finding and adopting a cat bc i cried about it. which yk no complaints here #i need a friend :( especially a little fuzzy friend :((((#everyone say ty to mister stinkrascal for feeling bad for me and gifting me a cat lol #(he’s wanted one for a really long time too so it’s all good! we both love cats)#(i just think it’s funny that we’d kinda been sitting on it for a few weeks but then i cried and he immediately sent applications lol)

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perfectlullabies · 2 years

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idk how i manage to sleep anymore at this point when all it does to me is torture me with Dreams every night. super tired of dreams abt fighting my family and my grandparents’ deaths

#also there was a huge thunderstorm at night and i woke up and heard my mom coughing #she’s been sick for two weeks now..#and she told me she had a dream where she was suffocating (it’s her biggest fear) and she started crying #bro what a night #i’m more tired than when i went to bed

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monstrous-munch · 1 year

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Look I might be slightly delirious cos it 4:30 am but y’all,,,,, I just wanna touch some monsters. Not even in a sexc way, like baby you look like you have some phenomenal textures, please let me feel that.

#like I’m already terrible with humans #we have so many cool textures #like bro skin amazing to touch ugh !#but like like present me with some scales ?#some fur?#I would actually go feral #I once started crying over the texture of a wooden table #in my defence I was also very tired then #anyway apologise if u find this post confusing pfft

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kissmefriendly · 2 years

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I know I’m spiralling when I start drinking energy drinks. I don’t even like them. But here we are, a mental wreck who just needs one (1) friend to help out or somethin, maybe a hug, at 11am drinking Monster