#i’m stressed rn okay? ;_;

[candyheartedchy]

Do any other self shippers feel guilty when they start focusing on a new f/o?

#okay so I feel kinda bad rn because scratch been my main for awhile now and still is #like my self ship with him is a comfort ship for me #but bill kinda took over and I feel a bit guilty because one) I’m not focusing a lot on scratch like I use too #two) I feel like people who probably followed me for my ship with him are going to get disappointed because I keep focusing on bill #like I make jokes about scratch always pulling me back everytime I get a new crush but I wasn’t expecting to fall so hard for bill #don’t get me wrong scratch is still my 1st main and I’m still going to draw my ship with him and work on that comic #but rn I’m just really focused on bill #like I know I have a habit of jumping f/o(s) at times but this feels different #and I been feeling kinda sad about it #so I don’t know if others in the community have felt this or worry about disappointing other who followed them for something else #and I know it’s my blog and I can do whatever I want but I still stress about it #💬 chy chatter 💬

[crybaby-bkg]

I want to write a band AU so bad with lead singer reader and drummer Bakugou and there’s just so much TENSION and flirting without either one of you ever really doing anything about it. rehearsals are spent with him nitpicking everything you do because he thinks it’s hot when you snap at him and hit that note you’ve been struggling with before his little input.

uses your head as a drum to practice whenever you walk past him and won’t let you go until he’s finished. he’s gentle, but still an ass.

omg and maybe one day you practice a sultry song, something different from your bands usual rock alt music. you’re in Denki’s basement, but everyone else is upstairs rehydrating for the moment, and you wanna sneak in some practice on a song you’ve been writing without introducing it to anyone. but Bakugou hears you, stands with his hands shoved in his pockets and his heart bleeding all over his sleeve because, goddamnit, you’re like some sinful little angel sent here to torture him. you sound so pretty, look so beautiful with how your eyes are softly shut, how your mouth curls around the words, how your hands flow in front of you to the beat of the music.

also another practice where you two are flirting again, and you walk around teasing everyone. standing behind Denki to rub a hand across his chest, chuckling when he fucks up the notes a little at your proximity. cupping Jirou’s face in hand as you both harmonize the lyrics, smiling when she grins at you.

and Bakugou—you can’t help but tease him the most, especially when he mouths the word no when you prance up to him with his eyes narrowed into slits. you slide on his lap anyway, barely able to hold the note from where he still picks his foot up for the bass, jostling you on his knee in the process. he acts like your added weight doesn’t affect him at all—hot—and only sneers at you a little when you wrap an arm around his neck and bring him in close, mic tapping his lip and yours, as you sweetly sing the lyrics to the song as if they’re dedicated to him and him only.

bonus points for you two secretly dating the whole time, but everyone genuinely being so surprised when you guys reveal it. they thought you two were just hella flirtatious and overly friendly. bonus bonus if you two have sweaty closet sex after every gig because the adrenaline of doing so well and looking so good the entire time is overwhelming, and you can’t keep your hands to yourselves.

#hello I’ve been thinking about this for like 2 days and couldn’t shake it #I have so many wips this is stressing me out #also I don’t wanna hear ‘I can tell you don’t play x instrument xD’ #shut up it’s so backhanded and annoying I’m not here for logistics or instrument accuracy just p*rn #also this is an au where you can sing so shut up and sing >_> #okay I’m tired and today was very hard I just wanna sleep now #—new treat in the streets! 🍫 #bakugou treats! 🍬

[paintedkinzy-88]

U ok?

Xhjshdjsnd I’m good I’m good. Was just a bit busy ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ

Brother had a wedding last week, and I was rushing to get a painting done for him and his wife.

And we have a lot of shit happening with this store now, including low employment sobbinggg. I’ll be working seven days straight starting tomorrow _(」∠ ､ﾝ､)_ but after that I should go back to my normal schedule.

I will be bringing my tablet with me though! My plan is to mainly work on Error’s dragon reference this week, and maybe a few little sketches here and there to keep my interest and motivation. But we’ll see how it goes and what I can get done today.

#I’ll probably get to post that painting soon #which will be cool #I’m just very tired and a lil stressed rn #but I’ll be okay! #just gotta wait for all this dust to settle lmao #asks #Kinzy update #also hoping to get some stickers made and get a small Etsy goin…

[xchrryblssmx]

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#okay now i’m in a mood #and all i can think about is spit roast or getting used as stress relief or mutuals using my lush on me #killing myself #blogging with my pussy rn sorry

[hythlodaes]

:c

#if it wasn’t 27 degrees out i’d run into the woods rn LOL #i have to go get my car looked at before work #and i’m dealing with pms and hurt feelings over stupid stuff that doesn’t even matter #like logically i know things are for the best but that doesn’t make me feel better #i’ll give it some time bc i know ill be okay but god. #just praying my car is okay bc there is nothing more stressful to me ;-; #gg txt

[prisonpodcast]

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#I’m doing shit in bio and nearly the entire class is failing #<- my grade rn is 70% which is passing but ifl it’s gonna keep going down #apparently it’s just bio chem that’s hard ?? idk I was hoping the lab would bring up my grade but I ended up getting 68% on it #and it dropped my grade #I mean I hope the other units are easier #I’m just really stressed about it #I like the teacher he’s really nice but idk if it’s his problem or our problem that everyone’s doing bad bc it’s not just me #I don’t even want to go to the uni which needed bio as a prerequisite anymore #but I can’t drop it bc I need another credit #and it’s too late to switch classes #:( #I’m worried my grade will affect my entrance scholarship bc I need to keep my average above a certain number #also there is no hot water in my building so I have to take cold showers until they fix it #and that’s really pissing me off #okay that’s all for my venting

[sweetlovingfictionals]

Thinking about he rn

🥺🥺

#MONTY LOUIS AND VENOM RN ARE MY TOP ONES AHSJDJJF #I WANNA KISS THEM SM #let them hold me and tell me all will be okay #going back to work today after two months of being hospitalized essentially so #nervous #but glad to be making money again #and thankfully I’m working shorter hours now #so I don’t have to be stressed consistently by doing the same thing day in and day out #imagines. #selfshipping #self ship #selfship #self insert x canon #oc x canon #canon x oc #self insert #self shipping #ocxcanon #selfship community #selfshipping community #self insert community

[margarrivergod]

i just read chapter 46 of jinx and OMFG WHATSUSJDKFKFKRKD (spoilers)

fyi i’m absolutely zooted rn so if this is wacky then sucks 🤡🫵🏼

BROOOOOOOOO the fact dan suddenly went a full 180!!! like FINALLY HE REALIZED LIKE FINALLY DAN!!!! jaekyung is lame asf we don’t need him here

BUT OMG THE PLOT THERES A REAL PLIT WTAFFFFFF the fact some mafia bastard r targeting the human asswipe is so funny to me, like finally u reap what u sow bitch 🤡

but the plot is actually so interesting i was NOT expecting it like wooooaaa

it’s crazy man

#the room is spinning guys i’m on cloud fuckijg nine #hopefully this makes sense- it’s hard to think rn #jinx is my 13th reason okay #jinx mingwa #jinx #jinx manhwa #this manwha has cause me an unnecessary amount of stress like wtaf #manhwa #fuuuuck

[shima-draws]

Work was reeeeeal stressful today and my anxiety’s suuuper high rn lmao. Send some asks?

#Shima speaks #I’m probably gonna play the new Genshin update to help me wind down a bit hfhfhhfh #It’s always crazy busy at EOM. I wasn’t even able to get everything in 😔 #It’ll be fine I know. It was just a long day lol #Anyway. Genshin. I have not been playing at all the last few weeks ooos #*oops #I tried pulling for Xianyun with the little primos I had #Got a 5 star my first pull but it was Keqing 😭 #It’s okay I’ll grind primos while I explore the new region :’) #Haha can’t believe One Piece has distracted me from even Genshin. Which I play religiously. LMAO #Ughh there’s so much I gotta DO I need to draw but I don’t want to put more stress on myself rn #Just play viddy games Shima……no more working today for you……

[mutalune]

me when people hate on aos trek:

#starlight fandom #starlight trek #LOOK I KNOW THEY AREN’T GOOD MOVIES THEY WERE IF MARVEL HIT STAR TREK WITH A BASEBALL BAT BEHIND A CLUB #BUT AOS GOT ME INTO STAR TREK IN THE FIRST PLACE OKAY IT HAS A PLACE IN MY HEART FOREVER #AND IT’S NOT AOS!JIM’S FAULT THAT THEY WROTE HIM BAD I ACTUALLY THINK ITS REAL INTERESTING #TO SEE A VERSION OF JIM KIRK THAT’S TRAUMATIZED AND FUCKED UP AND DIDN’T HAVE A FATHER AND YET HE STILL ENDS UP COMPASSIONATE #HE STILL ENDS UP A LEADER AND KIND #like fr tho that’s a fascinating concept #how much things may be different and how Spock!prime broke the timeline by melding with aos!kirk #and Kirk still ends up kind and loving and beloved anyway!!!!! #like I’m sorry they didn’t execute well until beyond and honestly I ignore stid entirely but it’s such a cool concept to me #and Karl urban as bones was so. SO. SO GOOD. he was perfect and deranged in the best way #Quinto-Spock I can take or leave but I do love me a bitchy Vulcan and he did have that #it’s okay to not like aos I don’t blame anyone for not liking it but I am so fond of it folks I truly am #and I’m not just saying that b/c the fic I’m writing rn for comfort and therapy reasons is projecting my current issues on aos!kirk #he’s just really to project onto and he looks like he’d benefit from ketamine treatment too and learning how to have hobbies w/o stress #anyway like I said I don’t blame anyone for disliking it or erasing it from their fandom memory #but it got me into Star Trek and I’m grateful and if ppl weren’t cowards aos!kirk would be so fucking fascinating in a feral way

[sweet-as-kiwis]

I PASSED ACCOUNTING LETS GO!!!!!

#A WHOLE C WHICH LIKE. IT AINT GREAT BUT MY OVERALL GRADE IN THIS CLASS LAST YEAR WAS A 33% SO!!!!! #LIKE OKAY I DONT KNOW HOW BUT I GOT AN 87.5% ON THE FINAL #SEVEN IF THOSE POINTS ARE FROM A VERY SHITTY EXTRA CREDIT VIDEO I DID BUT THATS STILL A RAW SCORE OF 80.5 #MEANWHILE. ON THE MIDTERMS. STUDYING THE SAME EXACT WAY. I GOT A 52% AND A 49% #I DONT KNOW WHAT ACCOUNTING GHOST POSSESSED ME BUT I OWE IT MY LIFE #AND YEA IVE STILL GOTTA GET THROUGH ACCOUNTINF TWO NEXT SEMESTER BUT LIKE!!! NOW THERE IS HOPE!!!! ACCOUNTING KINDA SORTA MAKES SENSE!!!! #do I still hate it with a passion? yes. do I know what’s really going on? HELL NO #BUT I KNOW ENOUGH TO PASS AND THATS WHAT MATTERS #I should really be studying for my last final but also I am High on Accademic Validation rn #cause like also since I was Already retaking the class. my school wouldn’t have Let Me take it a third time #but it’s required for my major #so the choices would be take it somewhere else at a higher cost over the summer #or beg and plead the school to let me try again #but if I couldn’t take it over the summer I Also would have had to take a full extra year of school #because I’m already in double major credit hour HELL #so now!!!! I am FREE!!!! if so much stress!!!! and yea I’m real scared for my business stats exam to go in but!!!!! #anyways I have officially passed 4/6 classes this semester. the first fall semester I haven’t failed a class in so far #anyways with me luck on data analysis farewell-

[reikunrei]

:/

#food and weight talk ig. just in case. but #i would love to know wtf happened to make me like this rn.. #had a lot of food for dinner last night and now I’m laying here awake like. okay so I can’t eat anything today #like. i know why this is happening. it’s because I’ve been getting my weight taken a lot recently bc of all my dr appts #so it’s just. made me Super aware of it as a number which has always been bad for me #but it’s also. gender dysphoria. and just general feelings of self consciousness about my body that I’ve always had #but just feel so Heightened lately. like the last month or so it’s been so so so bad #and I’m just so stressed about other things that everything is just exacerbated so like. idk my brain has latched onto this #and it’s… really hard to shake. i keep restricting what I eat bc if I then eat too much I feel guilty about it #thoughts like this have been beating at my skull for the last like 2 years bc of dr appts and stuff. and I guess it’s just finally reached #a head that makes me wanna disappear into nothing #last night I think was the first day in 2 weeks or so I didn’t go to bed hungry bc I actually ate enough. and that makes me feel Bad #i say things

[kaitaiga]

Damien, but IRL? 🫣

G’day! I saw someone on twt using MetaHuman to create their oc! So I had a little time today to try it out! (I actually don’t I’m just procrastinating from my midsem tomor haha I’m screwed) I’d say overall it’s fun to use!! A bit fiddly and not many options for hair, but if you have the time I’d definitely give it a go!

Seeing ur oc come to life is quite the experience…

Also, don’t these remind you of that drawing a did a while back when Captain Price came and found Damien in Sydney?

#he’s just so cute #the eyes are throwing me off tho HAHAHAH #for the first time use I think I did okay? #just saying that you only have 1 hour blocks to use this btw #not many customisation options #had to draw his freckles #he also looks a bit old here HAHAHAH #but at least he’s got a square face and hooded eyes mm #damien whitlock #my art #my oc #cod oc #call of duty oc #metahuman #I’m so stressed out rn I needed to do this to relax for at least an hour

[faggot-friday]

god it’s like primary school again (people are spreading rumours that i have a crush on someone)

#(except this time they’re right) #ugh okay it’s so annoying. it’s not actually rumours it’s just One Guy told two of my friends and they asked me #and they’re not disclosing who told them but i know EXACTLY who it is bc of. yknow. my incredibly deduction skills #and like. he talks a lot of shit but he wouldn’t be one to like. actually spill to the person. so i think i’m safe there. wait yes he would #my biggest issues are (a) word gets to people who WOULD tell the person or (b) this guy snitches to the person #bc i KNOW he’d do that. he’s done it before except i was The Person he was snitching to #and it wasn’t even out of malice he was mates with the guy. and we’re not Mates but we’re not Not Mates #but. ARGH. this is stressful #also to anyone who read this far and is somewhat up to date on my love life shit: this is a different person than the one i’ve posted about #before. like the person im talking about here who i like is Not the one i’ve posted about before #ANYWAYS. had to get that off my chest bc im actually scared the personll find out :D like im shaking rn #thankyou for reading i’m gonna show you a photo of my massive bruise now cause it looks cool #vent tw

[victory-cookies]

sometimes I think I’m getting better at dealing with my fear of failure and stuff and then sometimes I say one thing that’s wrong and I can’t stop thinking about it the whole day

#I made an incorrect assertion about a question on my coworker’s hydrogeology homework and now I feel like I should die about it #like. no shit I was wrong I know jack shit about that subject and was guessing at smth #and when she corrected me bc she’s a geology major and knows what she’s talking about #I just felt like ‘cool okay I’m gonna just go die now’ #Like why am I like this #why I can’t deal with not knowing everything all the time #like I’m in a wickedly bad mood rn and that’s the only thing today that was like. Bad. And I keep thinking about it #like why can’t I accept being solidly okay and not always perfect and 100% right 24/7 #I try to be more accepting of the fact that now that I’m in uni I’m not gonna pull the same marks I was in hs #but even though I feel okay about the idea of it seeing how I’ve lost marks of tests or assignments #or how I’m ending semesters with half my marks in the eighties (which is objectively still a great mark!) #I feel like I’ve lost somehow #it’s stupid #this wasn’t supposed to be a whole vent sorry lol #I just wish I could be chill about things #I’m so stressed all the time #and yet I also have been really struggling with focus and motivation and as a result my grades are suffering #and it’s all just a horrible combination that makes me feel inadequate and stupid #anyways #vent

[whimseee]

the future isn’t real because it literally doesn’t exist yet. it’s just an idea of the next present moment. the present is the only reality and it’s always hugging everybody and I chose to embrace it back… and I have as much of an impact on the world around me as it does on me. I am also a real thing

#thinking. I accidentally mixed meds that I shouldn’t have but it’s okay. sleepy rn and stressed about essay #I was crying kind of loudly and my cat meowed until I let him upstairs and now he’s making sure I’m okay :) #whimsical.txt