#idek what im doing tbh

[bonkquartz]

CONGRATULATIONS MY BOY YOU HAVE BEEN BOOPED ONCE MORE :))))) THE TRADITIONS STAYS ALIVE :))))

ME FR

WAHOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!

#i tried my best with the alt text/id #bro started adding compass directions #idek what im doing tbh #art #my art #doodle

[tsukasageorge]

seems like the perfect weather to fly a kite!

Day 17: Hair Study

for today, i pulled inspiration from how hanacue draws hair!! it's so beautiful and fun to draw, but oh my god is it time consuming lmao

#omori #mari omori #omori mari #omori fanart #omori game #raey draws #idek what to say about this one. ive been staring at it for too long #got a very similar pose + background + general vibe as that one mari drawing i did a while back #and tbh im glad it does bc i just Do Not really like that drawing #the sketch was alright i think but i fucked it up in the rendering process #file size for this piece is 129 mb. breaks my record file size by 1 mb #ok im just stalling. look at the picture guys i worked hard on it

[stormyoceans]

P'Aof revealed on twitter that JimmySea improvised the scene where Mork tales Day's watch off and you want to tell me that they really went into the d/s territory themselves????? Oh i am so gone

SLACK JAWED SHAKING OUT OF MY SKIN CRYING SHITTING YELLING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS FOAMING AT THE MOUTH THROWING UP BLOOD WHILE IN A DEAD FAINT IN FRONT OF MY SCREEN NEEDING SMELLING SALTS TO RESTORE CONSCIOUSNESS I NEED EVERYBODY TO PAUSE

HOW DID I MISS P'AOF SAYING THIS HELLOOOOOO????????????? JIMMYSEA TRULY KINGS OF UNDERSTANDING THE ASSIGNMENT OF COMPREHENDING THE NUANCES OF GRASPING THE INTRICACIES OF DELIVERING THE IMPLICATIONS OF MASTERING THE RITUALS AND OF IMPROVISING THE MOST DERANGED SCENES EVER PUT TO FILM IN THE HISTORY OF TELEVISION I LOVE UNHINGED METHOD ACTORS WHO ARE ALL ABOUT THE PROCESS

also im not the most knowledgeable person about d/s dynamics, but if i came out of this episode with one single certainty is that mork is a service top. i think in general it's pretty obvious that mork's love language is acts of service (and his attempt to fix phorjai's laptop when he was hitting on her is a pretty glaring example of this), but i love that this episode points out that there's a big difference between HAVING to service someone and WANTING to service them. it's one of the many reasons day calling himself mork's 'friend' and mork's reaction to it is so important: day is putting them on a more equal ground, which of course makes him more accessible (because boss and employee is very much not the kind of relationship they want to have with each other), but it also tells us that when mork says 'let me help' and 'you need anything else?' it's not out of obligation due to his job. he WANTS to do that, he WANTS to take care of day and do what pleases him, because that's his way of loving and flirting with someone (and on the other hand, day has never wanted to be taken care of because since the accident people believed him incapable of doing it himself, but when it comes to mork, day now welcomes and even desires his care in a very different way)

AND ONCE AGAIN THE FACT THAT THIS ENTIRE SCENE WAS IMPROVISED BY JIMMYSEA AND YET FITS THE EPISODE AND THE CHARACTERS SO WELL???????? OUTSELLED OUTSERVED OUTSLAYED OUTACTED OUTPERFORMED OUTEVERYTHINGED

#IDEK WHY IM STILL SURPRISED ABOUT JIMMYSEA IMPROVISING THE MOST INSANE GOD TIER CONTENT TBH THAT'S JUST WHAT THEY DO #ANYWAY THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR LETTING ME KNOW ABOUT THIS ANON BECAUSE SOMEHOW I HAD COMPLETELY MISSED IT #also not sure if i made sense about mork being a service top but hopefully ;;;;;; #also hoping you're having a wonderful day!!!!!! 💜 #last twilight the series #morkday #jimmysea #m: ask

[cashmere-caveman]

Mona Awad, Bunny | Being Human S3E8 The Wolf-Shaped Bullet | 5 Seconds of Summer, High | L. M. Dorsey, She is Made of Chalk | Hanif Abdurraqib, It Is Maybe Time to Admit That Michael Jordan Definitely Pushed Off | Ric Bastasa, Too Much Closeness is Blindness | Terrence McNally, Corpus Christi

#being human #john mitchell #annie sawyer #being human uk #cavetext #ok enough housekeeping tags. time to rattle the bars of my cage THEY MAKE ME INSANE #idek how to articulate it beyond this post but !!!!! do u get it. do u get itttttt #tbh im not a big fan of annie and mitchells romance but the unraveling of it all very much Does appeal to me #what can i say i love misery i love betrayal i love deception and i love ppl trying and failing to use love as a get out of jail card #love doesnt change anything except it does except no it doesnt yes it makes it worse no it makes it better yes no yes <3 #edit: ok i added alt text and swapped the screencaps w admittedly uglier ones but they have more readable subtitles #caveweb

[rewrite-canon]

ATSV discourse !

people being shocked at the casual racism for pavitr prabhakar is so funny to me. like yes, people have been this casually racist towards desi people for literally ever. most of us have been conditioned to laugh at literal racism being directed at us because of how normalised it is. you know what would be even more crazy?? if people were as vigilant about racism targetted at brown/desi people as they were with anything else 🙀🙀

#like im shocked ur shocked tbh #im also sad that i see a lot of this racism from other poc people. like what are u doing. embarrassing for u fr ☠️☠️ #i was so happy to see spiderman india bc its ac pretty rare to see good indian rep in mainstream media. idek why (racism and colourism??) #(both??) #anyways. #i could number my top 10 most funniest racist encounters. people just think its ok to say out of pocket when things to indians i swear 😭😭 #pavitr prabhakar #spiderverse #spiderman into the spiderverse #spiderman across the spiderverse #atsv #smatsv #spiderman india #spiderman 50101 #rewriting

[mamawasatesttube]

GOD what i wouldnt give for a good kon enamel pin... something a bit subtle, something not too big. something i could like. wear on my denim jacket. im probably lucky theres not a lot of options out there bc this way my wallet is safe but augh

#ive found One option. and its tormenting me whether or not i want to spend $20+ on it #like if i want a kon pin thats It and its limited stock #but also i physically cant just buy myself things outside of Designated Spending Events like cons. cant do it ill start crying #and its a very pretty pin but my dream kon pin is a bit smaller and more subtle. i loooove subtle pins #subtle merch in general tbh #like. idek what my Ideal Kon Pin would look like. more than just a red/black S symbol like it needs swag but... idk!!! #but i still will dream of it #it would be so fucking sexy if i could get subtle timkon collar pins or smth. man #duck got me on this train tonight im marinating in thoughts of theoretical merch ill never own. god! god #rimi talks

[buryam-soul]

Mind-boggling to see neuvi/wrio/navi/clori quartet being compared to 4/ggravate of all things rather than like... desert gang or (they don't rly have a group name but) victory feast gang

#oh i mean i Know why. most popular ships of the region yadda yadda whatever #but in terms of them as a group.. i recall one certain 4/ggravate member not playing much of a role in the AQs #while their so-called f.ontaine equivalents had all their members participate. gee that sounds familiar #being a 4 star is not an excuse.. where would we be w/o kndk's peace keeping.... #and victory feast gang (cy hthm dhy nlou) is even more fitting bcs oops all five stars #sorry im biased and salty. im not even that mad tho im just. bewildered #it's just one or two ppl saying this on occasion. idek what brought on this long of a ramble tbh #yes ppl can do whatever they want forever. does not mean i can't bitch abt it in the safety of my own home

[lunarharp]

qify birthday scribblin

#witch hat tag #orufrey #i lov celebrating fictional birthdays. ok we all know it's not his real birthday but did i make up that its the day he was found? #all i can find is sensei saying it's the day they celebrate it. honestly i hope it's just a random day tbh #'happy birthday aka a reminder of the worst day of your life' why would they do that. do they just know he's spiritually a scorpio? Tell me #anyway im playing new pokemon i guess. in other updates for cai fans i've started playing persona 5 royal again because i dont understand #life when i am not playing that any more i think . but it'll never be the same i'll never go through what i went through then again... #i think my sprigatito will evolve soon. mostly i'm just glitchily falling off cliffs idek whats even going on #today was also tsukigumi black jack shonichi like what is going on

[raytorosaurus]

who the fuck is ode2 I can't find their blog????

lol honestly don't wanna give them any more attention than they used to get so i'm not gonna link their blog but they were an extremely extremely disrespectful and invasive tinhatter who would openly speculate about things including but not limited to gerard's struggles with addiction, parenting style, marital relationship etc, based on evidence of absolutely nothing (besides their ~special connection~ with frank) to push the narrative that gerard has been stringing frank along in some kind of sick abusive sexual relationship for years and years while lynz is also abusing gerard and controlling his every move and sapping his personality and also cyberbullying frank on instagram stories LMAO. seems like they got their entire worldview shattered when mcr returned and confirmed that, shock horror, they are in fact friends who enjoy spending time with each other, because they've stopped posting theories so much on their blog and wrote a pinned message that includes the point "YES grown adults act like teenage girls on social media," said entirely seriously and unironically. they're kind of like the example of that one breed of frerardie who claims to love frank but seems to ignore his actual personality in favour of treating him like a poor uwu abused baby who's never stood up for anything once in his life and treats gerard like an idol rather than a friend, but magnified by a million and even more disconnected from reality. genuinely a really sad blog filled with a lot of hate and im glad they've stepped back from spending every day posting about their theories

#i do hope they're seeking therapy tbh #sorry if this sounds extremely mean i just woke up from the world's worst nap #but im not kidding when i say this blog was disgustingly invasive disgustingly misogynistic #and above all disgusting in the way they openly discussed a stranger's mental health and experiences with addiction #it was based on absolutely nothing too but even if it was it would have been gross #also this isn't as serious but it IS funny: #they used to claim that frank was a better guitar player than ray and that ray would take credit for frank's parts KSJDGKLJSDLGSD #which if nothing else highlights their impressive immaturity and ability to ignore everything about how the band works #and refusal to listen to anything any of them actually said except maybe frank #anyway i'm gonna take my own advice and stop talking about them now we can all just pretend they never existed #idek what prompted this i didn't think i'd talked about them in a while sdjkflsjds #dash vibes are already bad. send post. #answered

[lemongogo]

who 2 draw . worst art dilemma of all time ,

#every singke time i open a canvas #w/o fail i draw ww and evey single time he ssmoking and i feel so bad for whagever i put his lungs thru #but then i rmbr blr!wolfwoods ashtray and im like irs ok thats just how he is #hes litwlly so lucky 2 have those vials . 😭 #idek if i want to draw trigun rn . like i do but also wht else is there 2 draw rn #like so much avtually . i want to draw elendira and ww together but also legato and vash but also knives ans maybe razlo & livio too #and then so #like of course when and also #yknow #and hren im also like hmm.maybe i want to go back 2 spiderverse for a bit since i only drew jess and miguel once #but thwn im also like ok well what if jjkay season 2 . but i also havent watched it and idr much of my read thru #unmm . literally umm rn #UKMMJ!??!??? #i need some fkcing ocs . GET SOME OCSS‼️‼️ #tbh i have been wanting 2 make my trigun oc idr if i talked abt him #biologist . LIKE MEEE .. gung ho sexy but literally dgaf about knives hes like i just want 2 study plants & their metabolism ok #like secure them save them free them i support u i just want 2 help these guys on a scientific level #ugh . sexy awesome and like cool and also sexy and also awesome #no but i dont like .’i cannot design people u have to hear me out im so ass @ chara design #ummm. UMMHHHU. i should wtch trigun 98 instead maybe #or maybe i shld finish that meryl sheet i abandoned T__T #or frwking maybe j should draw vash in his og leather undersuit . GOIDDDDD hes so everyuthing . my miau .. ❤️ #<will fall asleep having done none of the above

[davidjrpalos]

I wanna be more active and everything bc I do like the back and forth between me, the artist and anyone’s who’s interested in my art etc (since that’s majorly what I post here) but im not gonna lie I don’t get how people share their every day lives online, especially with photos and things like that like that’s for when I facetime my best friend for four hours and we dump everything that’s passed through our brains over the last 24hrs

#its not an influencer per say but I am not built for that shit just in maybe get to see what im about thru my art or ask box I guess #like how people can get their whole personality across online .. idk how to do that #but also as much as I like talking about my art and ideas etc i still like to be very private tbh #but somehow I still want to be approachable so like … idek LOL

[minglana]

im currently in a class that i havent gone to in 1-2 yrs. and i rly dont like this teacher. i hate this class sm😭

#the only other class this teacher has taught me i REALLY hated. idek how i passed it tbh #and this is anxiety inducing for me (this class always is) bc 1. idk what im doing AT ALL and 2. everyone has computers #and i dont. bc its fucked up. and i only have my phone😩😭 #fuck dibujo all my homies hate dibujo #its also the most useless class in this entire degree. we only have to take it bc its 'engineering' #but i sweaarrrrr. so fucking useless #z xarre

[smute]

.

#the irony of it all #i was so anxious about moving back #in with my parence #because of my geriatric state and cetera #kept telling myself OH WELL i may live with them but at least i am still an independent woman and stuff #and then i broke my arm within DAYS of the move and now i cant even do my own laundry #that idea of maintaining my independence was the one thing i CLUNG to #desperately #and now look at me #obviously im incredibly grateful #had this accident happened 2 weeks earlier #when i was still living by myself 600 km away #idek what i would have done tbh #so like. technically the timing was great #but as far as my mental health is concerned #it's #idk #a humbling experience to say the least lol #i feel like i've traveled back in time

[mxalmighty]

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#ordered baby's first binder (its me im baby) #sad it had to be white so hopefully i can dye this thing #don't usually talk about this stuff bc idk what im doing tbh #flailing about in the gender pool like its a wave pool tbh #maybe this will help #or maybe i just bought a friend a binder #idk which we' ll see #is it trans if its just aiming to be andro? #idek

[theygender]

Bruh I've known for years that I have visual processing issues (separate from my actual vision problems) but I never really looked into the specifics of how it works before. I know sometimes, especially when my brain is tired, I have trouble making sense of shapes and separating the foreground of images from the background. So I can see the image perfectly fine but I can't make out what it is, even if it's something that should be very obvious like a singer crouching at the edge of a stage (actual example). Those moments are a lot like auditory processing issues, where you can technically hear what someone is saying just fine but your brain can't parse it into words. And when I'm having a lot of trouble with this sort of thing, image descriptions are helpful for me. I figured that was just what visual processing disorder was right?

Well now I'm reading more about it and it turns out that there are 8 different types of visual processing skills and VPD can affect any of them. The issues I just described would fall primarily under visual foreground issues bc it stems mainly from not being able to distinguish the foreground (singer) from the background (stage and audience). But it probably also involves some visual closure issues bc I have trouble figuring out what the full shape is if part of it is cut off (like if the singer is kneeling in such a way that not all of their limbs are fully visible), as well as form constancy issues bc I have trouble recognizing familiar shapes if they're in an unexpected position/context (singer kneeling close to the audience instead of standing on stage)

Reading more about form constancy has got me really mind blown actually. I have a lot of quirks that I always just attributed to autism/ADHD. I can't find objects in plain sight, for one thing, especially if they're in a different location than normal. I can set something down on a table right out in the open and almost immediately lose it if there's other objects nearby for it to "blend into." If I'm looking for something in a cabinet or the fridge or even just on a slightly crowded counter I have to ask my gf to remind me what color it is so I can just pick out the color, bc otherwise I can look forever and not find it. Even if I make a conscious effort to check each individual item, I can look right at it multiple times and still not process that it's the object I'm looking for. I have to make it a habit to always put things back in the exact same spot bc otherwise I can't see them. The other day I went to get a new roll of toilet paper from our toiletry shelf and I thought "damn, we're almost out, I better order some more." I didn't realize until I bought a new box and went to stack it on the shelf that there was already an entire new box right there, just slightly to the left. And this isn't even "tired brain" processing, this is my everyday normal

And apparently... that's all described as symptoms of form constancy issues? Like, some of the things optometrists warn parents to watch out for when determining if their child has VPD are "difficulty finding missing items quickly even if they are in plain sight" and "difficulty recognizing objects when placed in a new location"

Another issue I have is a ridiculous inability to orient myself, know my way around familiar places, or understand where I am in relation to other places. I still have to use GPS to get to shops near my home that I've been going to for years and I have no idea what direction anything is in. My gf and I once had some fun playing a game where we stood in our living room and she asked me to point in the directions of things like "the store across the street" and "the entrance to our apartment complex" and "the mailboxes" and "the dumpster by our building" and I was unable to get any of them correct. Part of it is bc even if I DO manage to memorize my way around somewhere it's just a single-line map telling me when to turn to get from point A to point B and it falls apart if I try to come at it from any other angle, and part of it is due to an inability to judge distances (I have taken the extreme long way around on multiple occasions bc I couldn't tell that "just around the corner of that side of the building" was a shorter distance than going around the opposite side of the building, circling around the back, and then coming in from the other direction)

...Turns out that another aspect of form constancy issues is "difficulty judging distances" and "difficulty picturing objects at different angles." Aaaand during this research I happened to stumble across a site with little baby games to help young kids with visual processing issues practice to improve their form constancy skills and uh. It's kinda kicking my ass 😭

I learned some FUN things about myself tonight lads

#prosopagnosia (faceblindness) also falls in the visual processing issues category apparently which. makes sense i guess? #im just kinda shocked that all these issues might be related tbh #like i had always thought of it as three separate things: faceblindness—spatial reasoning issues—visual processing issues #with the visual processing issues being the least impactful on my life bc it only really affected my ability to discern images #and usually only acted up significantly when my brain was particularly tired #but. apparently vpd is a much wider spectrum of issues than i even realized and it may be Causing the other issues? potentially?? #idek what to do with this information tbh. it changes functionally nothing except that i can put a name to my experiences #ive already naturally worked out accomodations to make my life liveable with these challenges #like using my GPS everywhere and always putting items back in the same spot so i dont have to rely on sight to find them #and luckily i have a partner who is very patient and always willing to help me when i inevitably have trouble anyways lol #but this is definitely. some knowledge i guess #ill probably at least bring this up to my therapist but this may be outside of her wheelhouse 😅 #rambling

[oruok]

me just clogging up that tag with thirsty pics only damn i'm sorry lol

#idek what im doing anymore tbh