#idk theyve just been on the mind…

[sinclairstarz]

thinking about byler good omens au. thing is idk who would be who…

#obvi choice is crowley!mike and aziraphale!will #but i feel like either/or could work with some tinkering #like technically will is the demon and mikes the angel but they like swap aziracrows personality #idk idk #i do feel like mike in and of himself is lowkey crowley coded a #i think he and crowley would hate eachother also #like violently #idk theyve just been on the mind… #stranger things #byler #mike wheeler #will byers #good omens #good omens au #stranger things au #harpersays

[fluffyartbl0g]

The one piece reread only makes the hardest moments hit even harder,,,, even when you’re rereading it poorly in portugese

Or AKA, i found out today that HINATA SHOYO reads one piece and I haven’t recovered since

#one piece #haikyuu #hinata shoyo #roronoa zoro #(kinda) #omfg okay time for my entirely SEPERATE POST IN THE TAGS #i only got into one piece at the end of last year... but ive been in the anime and manga scene for like. my entire life #i cannot understate how WILD it is that I havent noticed how everywhere one piece is.... #like once i read it... i started finding it EVERYWHERE #my sister gifted me an issue of shonen jump ages ago cause i liked act age and kimetsu no yaiba chainsaw man promised neverland etc #and it doesnt have like a one piece chapter in it actually (to my disappointment) #but IT DOES HAVE A LIL ADVERTISING SEGMENT AT THE FRONT TALKING ABOUT OKIKU FIGURINES AND OTHER ONE PIECE CRAP #AND IDK IT LITERALLY JUST BLEW MY MIND #ONE PIECE DIDNT EXIST IN MY LIFE BUT.... IT DID???? #I HAD ONE PIECE MERCH BEFORE I EVEN BECAME OBSESSED WITH IT??? (hahah if you can consider a tiny segment mentioning okiku op merch XD) #just imagine suddenly being obsessed with a piece of media. and then you look around ur room and U SUDDENLY RECOGNISE A CHARACTER MERCH??? #ITS BEEN IN UR ROOM FOR YEARS BUT YOUVE NEVER REALLY EVEN NOTICED IT OR JUST BRUSHED IT OFF WHENEVR U SAW IT #BUT ITS THAT CHARACTER!!!! ITS THAT MEDIA THAT UR MADLY IN LOVE WITH???? #also im being 100 percent legit when i say that the sense of comeraderie i feel when someone says theyve ALSO read one piece #is insane #discovering that domics and worthiikids and all these other big youtubers that ive known for years have loved one piece like me? #it makes my heart clench and my eyes water man #ive never felt so connected to the world... one piece really is peak fiction..... #i love one piece's community sm....

[bisexualdisasterbuckley]

Do people realise you can fuck other people even when you're attracted to someone and its not a moral failing nor does it taint your relationship with them?

#i know others have said it better #but the way anons are carrying on and crying about buck maybe hooking up with someone is just very mind boggling #like sex is sex mate #it is literally not that deep #the way some people are so intent on buck and eddie only being with each other #why is it fine theyve been with other women but the possibility of it being a man is so heinous #reeks of the whole bucksexual/eddiesexual thing fandom (or anyfandom) does sometimes cause i dont know #apparently its disgusting for men to have sec with each other unless its the specific way you want idk

[puhpandas]

I change how I feel about Gregory and Tony's relationship ten thousand times a day

#like i dont even think theyd get together if tony was how he was in ggy #gregory wouldnt work to fix him or something hed hate him for being mean to ellis #its why all my beckory stuff i always imagine is in a specific scenario both when theyve been through stuff #and also after like years have passed and theyre 14/15 #AND most importantly tony has had the chance to become a better person and make up with ellid #i think there cant be beckory without ellis #all the stuff ive made for them save for like rabbit burrow i feel doesnt match how i see them in my head #i don't even know how i feel about gregory in a romantic relationship still #idc about it when hes 12 and doesnt have 3 star fam yet but ive alqays seen it in a beckory dtance #as it being good that gregory can think about romance now because he got what he needed most already #but atill. #hes just such a family guy #but i really do like the beckory ship #its so interesting #idk ive changed my mind a lot and havent made enough stuff of them to keep up #with how i see them nowadays #i want to fix that #also i think i feel like the beckody stuff ive made feels shallow because #if its in a scenario where a lot of stuff has happened to get them to that point #and none of that stuff is shown and you dont see them chance #they just feel like randomly completely different people #idk im trying to muster up writing that multichapter ive been wanting to write #and sovereign is pretty much abandonded only because it wasnt working out at all #and ive truly taken everything good from that fic and added it to this new concpet #that made both seperate ideas better #so its a good thing #after the week im gonna try and recharge my writing battery #since the great ipad explosion of 2024 and scrambling to finish the week kinds fried my brain #i miss writing💔 #and also wanna explore this new fic concpet im absolutely in love with

[qeyond]

You're my safe house.

#qeyond sucks #lawlight #death note #l lawliet #light yagami #idk how i feel about the lighting but ANYWAY #prompt was Lawlight slipped some edibles to chill their asses out during the yotsuba arc #they spent what felt like hours lost in a sea of carpet in their room #they eventually found each other again and got closer than theyve ever been #twisting their fingers through each others hair and tangling their gazes till sunset #theyll probably be embarrassed about this later and go back to hating each other #but this moment will stick in their minds forever. unrelenting. <3 #q art #i really dont know how i feel about how this one came out but i sure tried ksdhfkjsdf #edit: made the colors a little less desaturated ?? #also also also i think Light definitely gave L's forehead a very very tender kiss after this #like lips lingering for soooo long #L just shut his eyes and drifted away like a really content cat - w-

[rivalkieran]

(eye twitching) k...... kieflo.................

#solis.txt #Idont think theyve fully left my brain ever since indisk theyre just hanging out up there. permanently #I should draw them. again. I have a lot of fun imagery in my head to play around with for them. like black holes!!! #also Ive been playing around with solisverse exclusive. ship??? names. at this point I dont think solisverse kieflo is a 'ship' more than- #-a. an inevitability? a law of the universe? something like that. #I have a couple ideas for it floating about my mind but idk shrug we'll see

[dizzybizz]

uyou dont underastand the.

the potential

ininia being adopted by garuga and atuarto you sdont get it it would be so

like

the thought of like

i mnot okay

ok wait this is a note i wrote in august:

do you think galga and atuarto will like

adopt ininia.

its just

cause

i

what if

they like

do?

and she tries to reverse the memory wiping

and like

😭😭😭😭

its a wishful thought

and im not sure

but like

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i do really like the flicker of regret ininia shows.

she feels bad about it

she just cant admit to herself

but she felt bad seeing the aftermath, how the person closest to galga suffers

and

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can u imagine them as a little family

like i do wonder

if atuarto will find out that ininia is a brimhat and reason for galgas memory wipe

and how hed react

knowing she is just a small child

but like is she

who knows

but he thinks shes a child

and theres someone pulling the strings in the background

and i wonder if he would want to help

he seems like a kind soul

would he try to step in

and get her away from restis

ok no hold up have a look in the tags too i put too much in there whoops

#do you see the visiom #ive been thinking about this since ch66 came out #the #i ??? like #i cant put my thoughts into words at all but you get it right #DONT MIND HOW WEIRDLY SEGMENTED THE NOTE SECTION IS #THATS JUST HOW MY NOTES GO OKAY 😭😭😭 #witch hat atelier #idk if theyve showed up again since whenever i last left off.... ch70 something somewhere #witch hat atelier spoilers #anyways they break my heart #like shes jsut a kid and she gets to see the consequences of her actions in that chapter and it has to really sink in and shes just like i #omfg weeeeeh 😭💔 #and she gets to experience first hand just how caring and kind garuga is and she has to live with the fact that she ruined this mans life #im normal i swear #dont know if any of this rambling makes sense at all #i just. im really interested in the three of them and how their stories r gonna go and aguhhhg #i wont rlly be upset at all if they dont end up as some weird little family cus if and when g&a find out ininia was behind the memy wipe #like theyre completely justified in not wanting anything to do with her and all but also i think with witch hats theme of like. treating ki #s with respect and care and all that jazz and with the two of them being caring and auhgh #yknow ?? #yknow??? #help me please i help+? #i am so incredibly normal #ive had a shit day lemme have this word vomit moment alr

[i-am-thevoid]

i havent done art in maybe a year or more but Ive had the desire to draw my ghoul character a LOT these past few days💀💀💀

#its not really good i just had fun with it #ghost bc #my art #theyre kinda unfinished but im finished 🫡 #theyve just been on my mind a LOT lately and idk why #this is honestly my first attempt at art in probably 2 years 🧍🧍🧍 and my first time #drawing them again in a lot longer #kinda in love with it tho im impressed with myself 💀💀💀

[pankomako]

i bet you could make like a chart of which content creators know each other and what sorta friend groups/circles they're part of and it would just be a HUGE web with a LOT of overlap between groups and it'd be SO messy with just the sheer amount of friendships between creators

#like it's honestly so baffling to me #like i know and am acquainted with fyrus and hackerling through failboat and now theyre appearing in vinesauce highlights?? #and apparently boat is friends with vinny who's friends with jerma who sorta has his own friend circle #and also through rubberross boat's interacted with very famous animators on youtube like jaiden and the odd1sout #and who knows what famous creators THEYVE probably interacted with (idk i dont watch them) #oh and also boat's friends with slimecicle who also has connections to the sorta like dream smp group i think(?) who again. pretty famous #and to think that being a mod for one streamer makes me sort of a part of this whole gigantic web of creators #who i could very well become acquainted with someday one way or another. WILD to me #like especially if i decide to start streaming later on which ive been considering #it's just. mind boggling putting it into perspective #(would be really fun if when i run a show one day i could get famous content creators to do voice cameos. imagine) #(or even to just straight up voice a recurring character. i do already have smth in mind there hehe) #<- all of this has been a peek into my deranged mind. i know i sound crazy i agree

[this-doesnt-endd]

I dont need these things but i wanna get those like finger pulse oxygen readers and the like blood pressure wrist cuffs. I dont need them i go to dr appts all the time and ive never had issues but like all of a sudden i feel like i really need them and i need to know these stats daily

#we technically have a blood pressure cuff my mom wanted one and then we kept it around before we knew i had sezuires cause we #were worried cause id just have episodes and nearly black out so my dad had me check it a lot #but its the arm one and i dont know how to use it #also ive been like worried a lot lately abt getting seziures which idk why cause theyve been very controlled for like year n half 2yrs now #so theres no reason i should be concerned but i am and i think taking my vitals everyday would make me feel much better #cause like nevermind the fact i havent had a deep breath in like 5 years and im constantly lifting like many many pounds of stuff #all at once all day long and like getting a workout essentially my slightly elevated heart rate means im just gonna like #drop to the floor n black out or like explode or something like theres no reason i need to be taking my pulse like 10 times a day #but it makes me feel better and i will give into that #much like spraying my house with lysol constantly or having to do my door lock routine like 3 times a night it makes me feel better #and i will totally give into that #like thats relatively normal i feel like #i wore a watch for like 2 months straight cause in my mind that was the only thing preventing nuclear war and like i dont wear watches #like that but alas i had to cause im built different (incorrectly) and it was my job to prevent nuclear war #wow im so normal about everything

[minglana]

cooooolcoolcoolcoolcoolcoolcool. i went to my friend to ask why she didnt invite me and she said multiple things that just. made it worse :)

#to start off: '[x person] just ironed my hair! :D' this person 'entered' the friend group like 2 months ago MAX and they already treat her #like shes been in the group forever. writing all this out im starting to think this is completely a me problem. for like. speaking my mind #to the ppl i trust (this girl and another guy) abt certain ppl in the group that. well. that i dont like very much. #BUT theyve supported my (and my other friend's) opinion. so they cant be far off. bc theyve also complained abt others #anyways she also said that i 'wouldnt have felt comfortable w the ppl there' (i am on speaking terms w everyone there. some i speak to more #than others). she also said that the supper theyre doing today is 'for the ppl i actually care about' ????????? #obviously she realized what she said and like tried to correct herself but. anyways the damage is done idek why i tried talking to her #as much as shes my friend shes a child stuck in the body of a 20 yr old and shes so immature and doesnt know how to handle situations #like this (and other more 'grownup' situations) at all. idk why i even thought talking to her would make it better #bc now im feeling even more alone in the dorms. bc shes leaving on friday and the other guy in the group that i talk(ed) to is like. #discovering love again or whatever. hes completely left everyone to the side when the new girl (mentioned above) entered the friend group #z xarre

[sleepymop]

How many more spiderpunk age tiktoks harassing me over an interview on scrapped ideas nobody watched(even miles was meant to be older but they scrapped it) ,hobie's intro that doesn't even state an age he got bit only that he's been spiderman for 3 years, trying to apply real life UK laws to the actions of the anarchic spider man, who has killed the president if we're citing "things it would look problematic for the producers to suggest a minor does" and racist ass anatomical analysis that makes me check if we're still in the damn 70's can I take before i become the joker.....

#do i look like the discourse kind of guy.. do i look like i take people to school.. #and everytime they dont even apologize or seem to grasp what theyve been accusing people of #someone with less restraint than me dooo somethingggg #i just wanna make art i dont want to make discourse tiktoks bruh.. ill give you a scooby snack (ill draw u something not even joking) #I'm beginning to think everyone there made up their mind rhat they were going to find a justification for feeling uncomfortable #feel free to screenshot this and post it on there because im clocking out lol.. but idk #and now he's getting the o'hara treatment oh you dont know what its like to be Meee #hobie brown #god bless fandomerica 🦅🦅🦅 #text tag #discourse #spiderpunk

[viir-tanadhal]

i was going to post about this but then forgot but anyway i feel like it really is the case that the reason neil and chris have been still going for over 40 years and haven't had a major falling out or break is because of the nature of how much they respect each other both on a personal level and also a working partnership level

#i think the moment it clicked for me as to why theyve been together for so long is how tom watkins tried to tell neil to go solo #because he was convinced chris didnt do or contribute anything because he thought chris was just neil's bf #which is like a Whole other thing #but neil was very firm on not going solo and ditching chris and standing up for him and pointing out all of the major stuff chris does #and that neil is very self-aware that he probably couldnt be successful on his own and that chris is an integral part of the group #that really comes across with how much he will flat out say something was chris' idea even when chris is embarrassed by it #the other thing is neither of them have ever had an ego. the only circumstances is maybe when chris would get upset not being filmed #w/ the tonight show debacle that was v clearly he was in the right to be upset they wouldnt film him as if he wasnt the other member #and then that stuart price quote where he talked about how he's seen them get into arguments and disagreements over stuff #but they work through it in a way that they clearly respect the other's opinion and dont take it personally #not to mention the multiple rough personal events theyve gone through throughout their career #looping back to the ego thing the other thing is they recognize that their knowledge complements the other #like neil having never considered a bassline before meeting chris and realizing how important it was #they both bring something to the table that the other can't or can't do well #ig long story short theyve succeeded in having a long career because of the level of mutual respect in their relationship #and that they know how to communicate and work through conflicts when they happen #and at the end of the day making music together is something they enjoy and get pleasure from whether they release the music or not #they even kind of mention it in the reel stories ep with neil making sure chris speaks his opinion in interviews #i really like that he's mindful of that and is conscious of not dominating the conversation and letting chris speak #its just nice to see idk psb wouldnt fully work if they didnt have such a strong relationship #also last i promise it helps that neither of them have kids or been married so no hiatuses because of family and stuff #i mean theyve both been in relationships and given idk too much detail it seems like they made it work out #i guess i mean with neil and his 90s relationships i should say #yeah ok thats my last point hamsndndns sorry thanks if u made it this far i have a lot of thoughts

[hangsawoman]

uugggghhhhhggggghhh

#my grandparents are throwing a party bc theyve been married for 50 years #and my grandma got a dj but i have to fill out all the forms and contact him bc she doesnt know how #and he is so fucking entitled and rude to me #like sir i just want soul music during dinner what do you mean you cant do that and you have another list #what doyou mean you dont want to put on 'less known' music when we are dancing (mind u its dua lipa he talked about) #hes like yeah idk some of these songs so i wont put them in #SIR IT IS NOT YOUR PARTY IF THIS IS WHAT WE WANT THEN DO IT !!!!!!!!!!! #i fucking hate old bald fucking men beasts BE CALM

[cuntstable]

the devils takig over my brain btw (the urge to replay dishonored 1 & 2 for the first time in years)

#theyve been on my mind so much…. idk why i guess bc arcane has a new game and everyone shitting on it but it just made me remember how good #dishonored is….. i miss my buddy corvo….. my babygirl emily…… even my wife billie lurk…

[horce-divorce]

being ill has never not been isolating, to be clear, but I truly feel it's getting worse with time. It's never been so bad as it is now. And frankly idk what to do bc in the past id like join forums and groups and stuff but that's a thing of the past too. I joined some FB groups but it's not the same and I'm not going on FB just for that. I just don't know what to do

#me #idk if i can. talk to this friend anymore #we love each other very much and are rather important to each other #but i just. fuckin. cant do this #like his whole 'i deserve an abusive prick bc my feelings don't matter' thing is bad enough #theyve been traveling together and camping and doing all this fun shit that like #if i had someone who loved me enough to travel w me i could do that shit too but i don't and he knows i havent camped all fckn summer #he keeps sending me pics/vids of the camping trips and all these places i cant fucking go #and today it was vids from a big fuckin stadium concert. yhr likes of which ill never see again due to health. #my favorite band even. #i know that in his mind hes just sharing joyful things w someone he cares about. its sharing. #but idk regardless of intention it sure feels like rubbing it in on my end. #hey remember all those beauitful places you wanted to go that no one loves you enough to take you. #hey remember when you could be near a crowd and it wasnt a potentially life threatening event. remember concerts. remember dancing. #remember having people in your life who invited you places and took you to things instead of just showing you pictures after the fact. #how am i NOT supposed to be bitter about that. #so i just #say nothing #i say less and less over time and they find less things to send to me #and things drift apart #but it just keeps happening #even w some of the oldest and most solid friendships ive had #i have literally never in my life been so isolated and alone than i am right now #not even as a child before ever making friends. cus my parents were still invested in me back then. #prsnl