#idk what that says about me as a person

[trensu]

So curious about Hawkins Home Steve - does he have a tragic backstory? Steve + head trauma = him not really thinking twice about headaches or foggy memories, but also siren song tends to do that anyway! I love how the kids are already essentially in love w Steve and are trying to get him back. Dying to read Eddie's reaction to him being wrong about Steve! Need to know what's going on in that angsty head of his... love the bits of backstory about his apprehension towards humans, the heartbreak of letting something slip through to hurt the kids... him really trying to not let Steve in (physically and emotionally) There's also something particularly tasty in fics when Steve's finally acknowledged as a Good Guy (also give the man a hug... both of them honestly.) Chomping at the bit to know more about Billy and if he comes back... i love how Billy v Steve showdowns + steve protecting the kids manifest in AUs and i'm so so intrigued at how much you've set up, especially from an outsider POV. Also wondering if Steve would be upset about the memory wipes, though i expect he would immediately understanding given the safety of the kids, but I also feel like this is a lot of fodder for angst between those two .... 👀 (also I peep eddie's power over steve waning - and if there's a limit on how often you can use it before stuff starts to slip through...) Sorry for the long ask - and feel free to ignore since I know there are more parts in the works. In love with the concept of this AU!

Anon, i'm LOVING your ask! It makes me so happy to see people, like, ENGAGING with stories in general, but seeing it happen with my silly writings specifically? i'm ECSTATIC!!

i'm not gonna say much because 1) they're mostly just little scenes percolating in my brain that may never actually get put to (virtual) paper and 2) if they miraculously DO get written, i don't want to spoil anything. that being said i'll give you that a) there is LORE i've made up regarding Eddy's siren genetics and b) ooooh, boy do I have a billy appearance/scene/possible oneshot for this 'verse already half written that i think you'll enjoy

one concrete thing i'll give you, because i don't think i'll write it, like, directly into the fic, is that the reason steve is able keep fragments of things so far is twofold.

firstly, the human brain doesn't like gaps in perception and will straight up make up stuff in order to make things make sense so steve's mind is keeping bits to keep his memories somewhat linear even though they've been scrubbed of any intricate detail. secondly, steve just really really wants to be a dad. i've always liked the concept of a goal or ideal being so important to someone, emotionally and mentally, that it can overcome seemingly impossible odds. so steve wants to be a family man so much that even magic can't take it away from him because his very heart is clinging to any scrap of hope for that dream to come true.

#trensu replies #anonymous #hawkins halfway house for homeless horrors #not plot relevant but half the reason i wanted to write any of this is because i sincerely do not relate to steve's desire for parenthood #like #i like kids #but you could not pay me enough to become a parent #though i do know people who genuinely dream of having kids some day #so this is kind of an exercise to see things from that perspective #apparently the concept is too bizarre for me to contemplate unless i include literal monsters lol #idk what that says about me as a person #but it's probably nothing flattering XD

[m0n1q]

NOT ONLY DOES V LOOK SO PRETTY WITH HER SCARF, SHE ALSO LOOKS SO BEAUTIFUL WITH HER GLASSES ON TOO LIKE!?????

GIRLIE SLAYED THIS EPISODE BRUH 🙌🏼🙌🏼 I REALLY HOPE SHE SOMEHOW GETS HER GLASSES AGAIN (since yknow, the sentimentals crushed her glasses 🥲) CUZ I FEEL LIKE HER WEARING GLASSES ALSO SHOWS HOW MUCH SHE'S CHANGED TOO!

she also just looks so badass too I mean com on??

Kinda reminds me of Mizu (blue eye samurai)…. *sighs dreamily*

#i have a thing for women that kill without hesitation and could probably beat me up within a second #idk what that says about me as a person

[yansurnummu]

Idk if this is coherent but I think one of my fave things about Azandar is (and I'm going to over-analyze throwaway voicelines here) the way he seemingly has no fear or sense of danger about the vestige, especially when compared to other companions. Eg. when u kill multiple enemies in a short window, Ember's "You're kind of terrifying, you know that?" or Isobel's "I'm glad I'm on your side"

Azandar's "Anomalous! Exceptional! Inconceivable!" is just. Very cute. He just thinks ur really cool :)

#yans stuff #this isnt a dig at the other companions btw i just find this particularly interesting #he seems to be the one who views himself on the most equal footing as the vestige #at least compared to the others #which is probably my favourite type of pc/npc relationship #i love when my pcs are humbled or questioned or knocked down a peg #idk what that says about me as a person #azandar al cybiades

[junosartsthetic]

Not to be dramatic but Arcee in the new transformers trailer is everything and I would die for her 100 times over. My beloved robot wife I love and miss you. Please don’t die. 

#transformers #arcee #not a fic #not jjba #my beloveds #juno needs to stfu about beloveds #but i have too many #i cant shut up #also she was like my first crush when i was a kid #so #idk what that says about me as a person #but anyway

[thecoddaughter]

Sometimes I feel like I’m the person on tiktok with the movies and subway surfer bc I’m watching Crown of Candy (or whenever I watch anything) and mindlessly playing subway surfer…

#subway surfer #crown of candy #dropout tv #dnd #dnd streaming #idk what that says about me as a person

[abyssruler]

i realised that I hadn't read your susbedo fic since you crossposted it so i did. it still hurt <3

- susbedo apologist

as it should 😈 i have so much more prepared for the last chapter but i’m so unmotivated to write it hhh

#maybe next week i’ll get myself drunk to get the brainjuices flowing #i only ever seem to get productive when im either sleep deprived or drunk #idk what that says about me as a person #lmaoo #asks #susbedo apologist anon

[happytyrantsubmarine]

i am back to drawing warriors ocs i made when i was 13

this is burnstrike he has a tragic past of course

#warrior cats #warrior cats oc #warriors oc #warriors oc art #cat character #edgy cat #he struggles in everything #he is my special little guy tho i used to roleplay this dude on scratch #idk what that says about me as a person

[noelledeltarune]

EVERY SINGLE DAY there are MILLIONS of characters in their late 20s who get falsely accused of being father figures to teenagers when in reality the description of "weird older cousin" or "step-sibling that moved out before you were born" is 1000000x more apt

#talk tag #IT KILLS ME. REIGEN IS NOT MOB'S DAD. HE HAS A DAD. INGO IS NOT AKARI'S DAD. PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD CAN ANYONE HEAR ME #(not even necessarily to say that ingo is in his late 20s but still) #(even if he was a 30-40-50 year old no matter how old he is no fucking teenager is gonna call some guy they met as a 15 year old ''dad'') #GAI IS NOT A FATHER FIGURE TO ROCK LEE HE WAS LIKE 13 WHEN HE WAS BORN! PLEASE!!!!!!!! #one time i saw that a ​person wrote a fic where mario was like a father figure to luigi. #they are TWIN BROTHERS. #not what this about but idk where else i can say anything about this. #just horrible #also sometimes someone is just An Older Friend like no familial relationship just a friend or acquaintance who is a lot older than you

[misunderstood-shadowling]

y'all don't understand the level of comedy in writing a lab report while listening to songs about kinky sex after having a depressive episode for the past 25 hours... as a person on the ace spectrum who's been sexually attracted to, like, 4 people total.

#shadowling being random as fuck #this is seriously my most 🔥 playlist #idk what that says about me as a person #yes i am very much exposing myself with this post shut up xd

[caruliaa]

staff still hasn't given me polls, what should i do?

🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪 their moms 69%

🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪 their dads 31%

grace image os i get to look at her

#edit: edited the og post to what i want but to set the record straight i edited to the post to be mathematically correct right after the #first person pointed it out which was like ten mins after i posted the og post. now fuck offf !!!!! the rest of the tags r from the og post #for some reason i feel very immature making your mom jokes about tumblr staff. which i shldnt !! #bc they suck nd they still havent given me polls. but i ig i feel imature bc it a your mom joke 😭 but still i tihnk its kinda funny #EDIT: edited the post to what i want bc yall were getting annoying . but to set the record straight i edited to post to be mathematically #also its *mum* not mom okay i am NOT !! an american . but if i say mum everyone will j be like 'omg british' like i dont know i am #anyway. i want polls please. give me the rigght to force my mutuals chose between the most inane things #also i tihnk it wld b cool for the cs weekly blog. like w each episode #i cld do a poll of like. out of five stars what do u think of this ep #and it wld b a cool thing of which eps r ppls faves #also i cld have like. whose ur fave in team red whos ur fave in acme etc #id prob just have to go with vile faculty bc theres more than 10 ppl in vile. and ppl wld kill me if i didnt include nel the ell or whoever #it wld b fun !!! #oh btw csweekly thats i thing i want to start. prob on uhhh the 11th of feb ill post abt it more but its basically #a tag/blog for watching cs one ep a time watching one ep every saturday #ya !! :3 #flappy rambles #inaccessible #ask to tag #(<- idk. just in case)

[merc-bee]

ironically, the unsolved marathons have become my comfort videos dispite the horrible and sometimes gruesome stuff they talk about during them

#idk what that says about me as a person #i also find the ays series really nice to watch #spooky stories<3

[buggachat]

Sometimes I think about how Adrien, throughout the series, constantly grapples with his fear of abandonment. Gabriel conditioned him to believe that any love he receives is purely transactional, and that to earn affection he has to prove his utility. Adrien is constantly trying to prove his worth to his father for scraps of affection, and Chat Noir infamously crumbles on-screen any time he feels as though he is replaceable to Ladybug. It's a constant insecurity of his, like everyone will just dump him like a sack of potatoes the moment they find out how useless he is.

Meanwhile, all Marinette wants to is ensure that Adrien is happy. Because she loves him. She doesn't give two shits about how """useful""" he is. She holds him and tells him that she will never abandon him (both as Ladynoir and as Adrienette), and her fantasies are about saving him, not about him being "useful" to her. Throughout their relationship, Adrien is forced to disappoint Marinette constantly for reasons outside of his control (amok commands), and yet Marinette is still there for him.

At Adrien's lowest point, when he is forcibly torn away from everyone who had ever showed him genuine care, locked away in an all-white room and at his most "useless", right after disappointing Marinette and unable to even join the final battle or contribute in any way, she still saves him. She still loves him. Because he doesn't have to prove anything to her. Because he is loved and cherished for who he is, not for what he does, and that love is not conditional. Adrien's "happy ending" at the end of the first arc wasn't about him finally proving how useful he can be, because he never actually cared about being useful — he just saw it as the only means to feel loved and needed. Instead, in the end, he found out that he was loved and needed no matter what.

#ml s5 spoilers #ml s5 finale spoilers #idk im musing dont mind me #(as always this post isnt an invitation to tell me why You dont like the show. if that's the case then you can make your own post) #i think the ''what does this say about adrien's agency'' reading of the show is fair and an interesting perspective #but personally i find the ''what does this say about adrien's inherent worth as a person / how does this play into his fear of abandonment' #to also be a super valid way to read the series that is just as relevant to his character arc and i don't see people talking about enough

[royalarchivist]

Mine: Refer to me however you want!

Mike: Yeah, for me too. I think I use all pronouns too.

[They high-five and fist-bump each other]

Mine:

[via @barbmine]

#Mine #Barbmine #Mikethelink #Mike #I LOVE THEMMMMMMMMMMM THEY'RE SO FUNNY #Mine funniest person alive fr #also YOOOO LETS GO?????? #I didn't know Mike was ok with any pronouns #and Mine too??? that's awesome! #Also for those who don't know: Mine is Mike's wife! #They're both bi #They're so cool I wanna have a silly sweet partnership like this someday *clenches fist and stares off into the sunset* #As per usual: not a native Portuguese speaker so can't translate the full thing #please feel free to hop in with translations and/or corrections! #Though I'm pretty confident about these. Wouldn't post it if I wasn't #I'll be real idk how to translate viado LMAO #It's like. Not what google translate will tell you it means #idk imo I think ''homo'' sounds right but ONCE AGAIN: I'm not a Portuguese speaker #Poor Mine I laughed when she first posted this image ages ago and I replied to her saying it gave me a good laugh and she was like #''WAIT I PROMISE IT DOESN'T MEAN WHAT GOOGLE TRANSLATE SAYS IT MEANS'' #it's all good Mine I'm bi too I am not phased lmao #I don't personally use that word but I do not care when other queer folks use it

[bixels]

Continuing my watch-through of Nadia: Secret of Blue Water and, damn, Captain Nemo tho... ... ...

#personal #delete later #straight up has me twirling my hair going hiiii #idk what it is about stoic mysterious leaders in big hats with shadows over their eyes #I have a type #im definitely drawing fanart of him #probably without a shirt whos to say

[heartcountry]

love is real i saw it once outside my window and it stopped to look at me but kept on walking and i thought it’d come back but in the end maybe it was just passing through

#sometimes i don’t feel real and then i come back here for a few moments and feel real again #idk what that says about me #personal

[hotpotghosts]

#chilaios #succubus!chilchuck #dungeon meshi spoilers #only bc I’m about to yell in my own tags about the succubus chapter #idk something about laios’ choking succubus marcille and immediately panicking and without hesitation thinking that he has to kill her #before anyone sees is just yeah I can blend that up into chilaios yeah #like yeah what if the succubus’ choice of person was dead on #they DO say they read the minds of the person to create their max desire and marcilles elf prince one talking + laios’ having monster #knowledge means that i can make succubus!chil a lil mean as a treat bc he knows laios is into chil #also i think it’s unclear here but I think it’d be neat if the succubus have insect eye reflection givin them that lil non human touch #maybe I’ll draw something making that more clear later #ALSO idk what to tag this yall do people use tumblr tags to filter content or would putting warning tags on this just make it breach #containment? if anyone wants anything tagged specifically in the future just drop me an ask i guess #also I’m going to write this as fic I swear but drawing is so much faster #ghostmakestuff