#if everything is temporary i will bear the unbearable terrible triteness of being
I will stand in the darkness and laugh with my heel on its throat
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im so close to suing dave le’aupepe for emotional damages honestly. like i have got to stop listening to go farther in lightness but i cant. because he is the only one who gets it. the ONLY one
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and if everything is temporary i will bear the unbearable terrible triteness of being
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the deepest of sighs, the frankest shadows by gang of youths! "so say the unsayable, say the most human of things, and if everything is temporary i will bear the unbearable, the terrible triteness of being"
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“And not everything means something, honey
So say the unsayable, say the most human of things
If everything is temporary
I will bear the unbearable, terrible triteness of being”
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and if everything is temporary
i will bear the unbearable
terrible triteness of being
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'Cause not everything means something, honey <3 So say the unsayable, say the most human of things <3 If everything is temporary <3 I will bear the unbearable, terrible triteness of being <3
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i just think that in a crowd unfamiliar I just wanna touch a familiar face and make friends at the parties I've feared the likes of an age to be wanted with truth and make formidable love see light in myself that I see inside everyone else I know it's not a lacking of spine nor of physical pulse it's just a feeling of distance akin to a feeling of loss of love in the youth of my limited life that passed in a violent and ritual screwing inside and the years unfamiliar are made of increasingly digital days and I am grieving the loss of myself with frightening malaise when there's weightless in youth and the sum of it's small just stand in the darkness and laugh with your heel on its throat 'Cause not everything means something, honey so say the unsayable say the most human of things and if everything is temporary I will bear the unbearable terrible triteness of being alone in my house frozen in time but don't get me wrong now, honey I am trying
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I know all of you know Achilles Come Down from front to back but how many have listened to the rest of the album cause it slaps.
The way the instrumental Le Réel turns into The Deepest Sighs, The Frankest Shadows...
Poetry
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and if everything is temporary,
i will bear the unbearable terrible triteness of being.
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The Deepest Sighs, the Frankest Shadows is 1) a fucking brilliant song that I think everyone should listen to at least once and 2) is Kent Parson.
And not everything means something, honey
So say the unsayable
Say the most human of things
And if everything is temporary
I will bear the unbearable
Terrible triteness of being
Like I don't know, maybe it's just me projecting onto Sad White Boy but that feels so particularly perfect for him. He just says shit and maybe he doesn't actually believe any of it.
Also, the song is apparently from the singer's perspective of sitting alone in his house examining, basically, the existence of FOMO and how we constantly fear that we aren't doing enough with our lives, and I feel like that pairs REALLY WELL with Kent and Jack's stories and lives? Because they both wanted hockey for, I think, the wrong reasons. They eventually find the right reasons in fandom and HC, but that to me reads the same as wanting to experience life in certain ways for the wrong reasons.
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@bandsanitizer asked: a playlist based on/around comedown and your interpretation/feelings of it?
1k celebration event
comedown to me is really about allowing yourself to grow through the good and the bad and everything in between. “let it come down on me” speaks so much to me and i love how comedown wraps up the album SO well!! this playlist is kinda built around that idea of allowing yourself to feel it all, highlighting different emotions and with a focus on the comforting and hopeful nature that i find in comedown
i put a lot of thoughts into this (maybe too much lol), so under the cut is a little commentary for each song :)
comedown - it’s a playlist built around comedown, so comedown naturally had to go first! it really sets the mood for the whole thing
the deepest sighs, the frankest shadows by gang of youths - first of all, comedown transitions so well into this!! this song to me highlights that human life isn’t perfect and that there’s beauty to be found in that. on every playlist to which i add comedown, this one usually follows. i particularly like the chorus:
'Cause not everything means something, honey
so say the unsayable, say the most human of things
and if everything is temporary
I will bear the unbearable, terrible triteness of being
no choir by florence + the machine - this songs tells me that happiness can be simple, quiet, it doesn’t have to always be loud, and i love that quite a lot!
both sides now by gang of youth - this is a cover of a joni mitchell song, and i love this version. this song highlights how there are multiple sides to each situation, and to me personally i interpret it as being able to look back at your life experiences and see new perspectives, that make you appreciate a moment more deeply, and somewhere in between, to not get too caught up in your own versions of things, a ‘to live more freely in the moment’ kind of thing!
your hand in mine by explosions in the sky - this one is all instrumental!! there’s a 8 minute long version of this song that’s incredible, but for this playlist i went with the shorter one. i love how with only instrumentals, this song makes me feel so much!
repeat by luke hemmings - i love the songwriting on this song, it’s really one of my fav songs off wfttwtaf. the whole album is very introspective in nature, but repeat and comedown (along with starting line) were the ones that personally spoke to me the most. i’ve since then kinda always associated comedown and repeat together, just from how i could relate to the lyrics and how they quickly became favourites!
carry you by novo amor - the build-up!!! this song is here because of how it builds and explodes, similarly to comedown. it nurtures that same emotion in me.
O by coldplay - gorgeous song!! i just really like the image of the birds and flying in this song, which i’ve always associated with kind of removing weight of our shoulders to allow us to fly with the birds. i’m not gonna get all philosophical here, but there’s a lot i could say about this one!
how can i make it okay by wolf alice - ahhhh this song!! i added this one as a small nod to the silver lining on camellia street lyrics. i just really love these lyrics
So how can I make it okay?
I just want you to be happy
nothing else is as important as that to me
and
to live in fear isn't to live at all :’)
waves by young the giant - again, i like the imagery, specially the image of waves to represent the up and downs. the second verse lyrics really speaks to me for that
Fight the fear, taste the grip, feel the slip, shake the soul, feel the waves
in and out, and in and out, and in and out
outer space/carry on by 5sos - osco kinda just had to be here, right? my og ‘it’s gonna get better’ song. i once said osco just heightens whatever i’m feeling in that moment, and comedown kinda does the same thing!
free if we want it by nothing but thieves - man this song just makes me feel things. i really wanted it on here 1- because i absolutely adore this song and wanted to share it and 2- the outro is everything
spark by amber run - i really love the repeated “let the light in” lyrics, it just really accentuates that positive feeling, it’s so good!!
do not let your spirit wane by gang of youths - my hopeful song of excellence!! nothing speaks to me more than that sentence. and i love how it builds!!! i knew right away i wanted to end the playlist with this one (fyi gang of youth’s go farther in lightness album fits very well thematically with comedown, if ever you want to give it a listen)
patience by the lumineers - i love this piano track, and it played after do not let your spirit wane while i was putting this together and it fitted so nicely, so i left it here. i like that it ends the playlist of a soft, hopeful note <3
for anyone that has made it this far and listens to the playlist, feel free to send me your thoughts or song suggestions, i am always more than down for that!! <3
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not saying i'm hot but i think that listening to the deepest sighs, the frankest shadows by gang of youths and whisper screaming the lyrics, "if everything is temporary, I'll bear the unbearable terrible triteness of being alone in my house, frozen in time, but don't get me wrong now honey I'm trying" while im doing (read: crying while trying) trigonometry, is kinda hot. and sad. yeah.
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when Gang Of Youths wrote “not everything means something honey / so say the unsayable / say the most human of things / and if everything is temporary / i can bear the unbearable, terrible triteness of being” and “cause there are feelings that are strong / and ones that are mixed / at the dawn of my young life’s eclipse / i was a boy once; now i’m a kind-of-adult / catching up on all the cool shit i missed” and “i used to want to be important / now i just want to be alive and without fear” and “i wanna be loved / i wanna be whole again / so tuck my hair behing my ear and touch my soul again” and—
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naturalism (if you want to offer an album rather than a song, please go ahead and share with us)
Naturalism: (Representation) What song would you use to describe yourself and why?
the deepest sighs, the frankest shadows by gang of youths. i love the music, it starts out slow for a minute or two then it picks up pace to alt rock in the chorus. and then there are THE LYRICS—dave le'aupepe is an actual genius. the whole song is written so profoundly. sometimes i think of quotes and poems and feel this aching in my chest, either because the words are so beautiful or they resonate with me so much; when these words are strung together in a melody with music that also resonates with me it hits even harder. the song is about living but it doesn't exactly have a motivational, get-out-there, make-the-most-out-of-everything message. it's still very assuring though. it acknowledges that there are lots of weights we're forced to carry through our lives but it also reminds us that we're all going through it, we're all uncertain about life and struggling, trying to just keep up with the flow
the line that i think about a lot that really connects with me (which is in the chorus), is "and if everything is temporary / i will bear the unbearable, terrible triteness of being". not to get all deep or philosophical but it does help whenever i'm at low points and wonder what the point of all this is. the concept of living and being has been ebbing at me throughout this past year and amongst all my other feelings of "god i need something more" or "what is living if i'm stuck in this bleak cycle" or "i need to feel something, to feel pain, to truly feel alive" or sometimes just "everything feels unbearable in the stalest way and i don't know when it will stop" this is the most comforting. (i just realized this was supposed to be about a song i'd use to describe myself and i didn't specifically answer that but i guess to sum it up, the thought of living and being, of the struggles in both and how to navigate through that and how to feel like i am truly living and being has circulated through my mind so much this past year that it's a significant part of me now. that's why i picked this song)
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HERE LIES THE FIRST TIME YOU WERE WRONG . ( x )
BEFORE –– how far would you go to right the wrongs wrought to your blood? you and your red right hand of vengeance are wound up and itching to strike before you can even place a face or a name to your target. fury. fury in the way your body shakes at night under a cloak of invisibility. how many sleepless nights does it take to alienate yourself from everyone who ever knew you, to ward off anyone who’d ever try? you hide behind your coping mechanisms that do more harm than good, and willfully blind yourself in doing so. you would do anything, anything, anything, to make it right. would he be proud to see you bloody both hands? would that make it right? potter, when those rose-colored glasses come off, what do you see?
AFTER –– the truth spills out in bittersweet twists and torrents. almost everyone you knew. everyone you loved. everyone you ever loved. and you, jerked around between them like an unwitting jester. did they have to try hard to stifle a laugh when you spoke to them in confidence? they made a mockery out of you, out of him, but you helped them do it. the game is over because you’ve overturned the board. a finality payed for by the ruin of your old life, your old self. you roll onto your back and stare into the sun for the first time, truly seeing. make peace with lady death, and let her come to you on her own terms. you live for yourself, now. rise from the ashes, dawn bringer, and realize : unless you fight for something, you will die for nothing.
TRACKLIST ––
001 red right hand : laura marling –– on a gathering storm / comes a tall handsome man / in a dusty black coat / with a red right hand
002 in your world : muse –– i'm hurting you again / too lonely to pretend / like everything is new / i promise you to / blow it all away / in your world / no one is crying alone / in your world / no one is dying alone
003 one way or another : until the ribbon breaks –– one way or another, i'm gonna find you / i'm gonna get you / one way or another, i'm gonna win you / i'm gonna get you, get you / one way or another, i'm gonna see youI / i'm gonna meet you / one day, maybe next week / i'm gonna meet you, i'm gonna meet you
004 bloodhail : have a nice life –– can't you see it's all flown out of my hands? / and our clothes are all too often ripped / and our teeth are all too often gnashed / and it lasts as long as it possibly can / but i just don't, but i just don't accept this / i just don't accept this at all / and i just don't, and i just don't accept this / i just don't accept this at all
005 hiding : pianos become the teeth –– and i know, you can't stay angry forever, or so i'm told / but the house gets so quiet / sitting here wishing for just an hour or two, alone with you / well, it's always too personal, / always too close to comment / they all mention how tired you look / and you realize you haven't said a word in hours / i guess it's the things that i don't say
006 telefony : have a nice life –– if science is half the man it says it is / then i can build it / the machine that snaps / all of time in half / i can break its back / i can break its back / i can build a door / and i can travel through / you don't see it much anymore, but / but surely i / but surely i / if i could just hear your voice / if i could just hear your voice / but i don't think i have the choice
007 stare at the sun : thrice –– i am due for a miracle / i'm waiting for a sign / i'll stare straight into the sun / and i won't close my eyes / ‘til i understand or go blind
008 should have known better : sufjan stevens –– i should have known better / to see what i could see / my black shroud / holding down my feelings / a pillar for my enemies / i should have wrote a letter / and grieve what i happen to grieve / my black shroud / i never trust my feelings / i waited for the remedy
009 never is a promise : fiona apple –– you'll say it looks as though i might give up this fight / but as the scenery grows, i see in different lights / the shades and shadows undulate in my perception / my feelings swell and stretch, / i see from greater heights / i realize what i am now too smart to mention to you / you'll say you understand, you'll never understand / i’ll say i'll never wake up knowing how or why / i don't know what to believe in, you don't know who i am / you'll say i need appeasing when i start to cry / but never is a promise and i'll never need a lie
010 backyard skulls : frightened rabbit –– here lies the first time that i was wrong / and there is no more sign, no x's mark this spot / the ancient encounters with foreign skin / all but perished by now, but you can't erase the grin
011 ever after : marianas trench –– apologies, i'm not myself but i can guarantee / that when i get back, you won't believe / that you knew me well / don't want to think about it / i'm fuckin' tired of getting sick about it / now stand back up and be a man about it / and fight for something, fight for something, fight for something
012 the deepest sighs, the frankest shadows : gang of youths –– so say the unsayable / say the most human of things / and if everything is temporary / i will bear the unbearable / terrible triteness of being / alone in my house / frozen away / but don't get me wrong now, honey / i'm okay
013 tonight, tonight : the smashing pumpkins –– and you know you're never sure / but you're sure you could be right / if you held yourself up to the light / believe, believe in me, believe / in the resolute urgency of now / we'll make things right, we'll feel it all tonight / we'll find a way to offer up the night tonight / the indescribable moments of your life tonight / the impossible is possible tonight / believe in me as i believe in you, tonight
014 underneath the sycamore : death cab for cutie –– we were both broken in our own ways / sifting through the rubble for the wrong things / i know you've got a vengeful heart / i cannot be stopped soon as i start / but you have seen your darkest rooms / and i have slept in makeshift tombs / this is where we find our peace / this is where we are released / we are the same
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