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#im gonna buy serotonin

umiwomitai · 1 year

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favourite team jerseys are on sale and i can't afford it im gonna fucking cry......

#anyone wanna send me 50 euros so i can buy serotonin #yes im gonna cry about not being able to buy a football shirt yes alright let me pathetic

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k1ra0nloose · 2 months

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This is infact not fine

First of all glitch WHY I've been observing you guys since 2017 why just why and 2nd of all I'm still watching smg4 vids I need my daily dose of serotonin and 3rd of all I obviously do not support what glitch is doing and Im not gonna buy any merch not like I had any money AHEM

#UUUHEEEEAAAAAAAA #glitch #glitch productions #smg4 #doodles #art #digital art #art by kira #doodles by kira #my art

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beauleifu · 1 year

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hiii!! saw your rqs were open so i swooped right in >:) may i perhaps get a fluffy syntax x reader where the reader tries to drag syntax away from his work because theyre sleepy and want to cuddle him (bonus points if syntax is a bit of a tease cause djkfgdkfg im predictable) ...... i feel like once he gets going on his work he stays there until he either finishes it or passes out. overall hes Very stubborn so we gotta try and fix his sleep schedule with the power of ~love~ (and a lot of convincing). thank you for the opportunity!! the way you write for him is like instant serotonin 🙏💞

HEYYYYY GOOD TO HAVE YOU!

And ofc, ofc, we all love a little Syntax serotonin, yessir. Anyways, I hope you enjoy, sorry if this is late! I wanted it to be fun and mushy lmao

P.S. to everyone else, I think this is gonna be my last long oneshot for Syntax seeing as im writing a fanfic for him and dont want stuff for him to get old or repetetive, I have a LOT of requests regarding him so i'll either write short headcanons or not answer them until later <3

as for that yan!Syntax x reader, that's the exception lol

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SYNTAX X READER

Lego Monkie Kid

Context: Your idiot is back at it again, tinkering late at night at the work bench you realize you regret buying for him. Syntax was never one to value his own health, so it's up to you to, ah . . . remind him. Let's hope your plans don't go sideways.

CW: Tiny suggestive bit, language

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When you wake up, it's still dark.

Weird . . . You think, not bothering to sit up. Dull gaze directed at the stone ceiling, you frown thoughtfully.

It's probably sometime around three in the morning.

That doesn't explain the strange empty feeling inside of you. Blowing out a sigh, you look around for the person you'd been spooning all night - only to find the other side of the bed vacant and cold.

Now you realize why you feel empty.

Syntax is gone.

Frustration starts to build up in your center as you slowly sit up and rub your eyes, yawning tiredly.

He's probably working in his signature cave. Just one of many in the vast expanses of the Spider Queen's lair. You've become familiar with the many routes and tunnels that stretch to the surface (the Spider Queen needed you at your top game, anyways). After coming to terms with serving the Queen, you've stayed by Syntax's side to help him with whatever he needs. You're not a tech nerd, you're not even a scientist. But the spider demons seem to enjoy your company, the food you cook, and the items you bring from the surface.

It's too chilly to leave your room without a blanket, so you drape the fluffiest one over your shoulders and slip out of bed, bare feet touching the smooth, stone cold floor.

Urgh. Living underground doesn't have many perks.

You find solace in working with Syntax and befriending the other spider demons. At least they allow you to travel to the surface in order to get your daily dose of vitamin D and other necessities. Besides that, you live down here.

Stretching and scratching your back, you walk aimlessly to the door and crack it open. It's dark outside.

It's always dark.

You've grown accustomed to the lack of sunlight, but you must have access to a nightlight or a lamp if you want to feel somewhat at home. The Spider Queen had allowed you to decorate your room (it's a cave, but you refuse to call it that), and you're grateful to her for that. It's not often she expresses any sort of kindness to begin with.

Eyes wide, you fumble for your phone and beam the light down the tunnel.

Just beyond, where the path curves sideways, you see a light.

Yup. Totally working.

"Damn spider demon," you mumble to yourself, in a slight daze as you leave your room and follow the source of light. "Getting no sleep. What am I supposed to do . . ."

When you finally reach the room, you pause.

Anxiety bubbles in your chest.

Step, step, step.

You've started pacing, you know it.

Slowly shuffling back in forth in front of the ominous door that leads to Syntax's quarters, hands twisting the blanket fabric. Under normal circumstances, you'd walk right in after knocking, with a smile on your face.

Instead, you're frowning, tapping your chin and thinking hard.

It's three in the fucking morning.

Why isn't he asleep!?

You don't understand why the Spider Queen won't send Syntax to rest and charge up if she values his tech skills so much. Despite it being so dim down here in the spider caves, no one ever seems to want to sleep. Unless they do so while you're aboveground, but the time you spend up there recently is very brief. You're ordered to return to the Spider Queen's lair in due time (and you're sure Huntsman keeping an eye on you the whole time, anyways. You don't try anything).

Adjusting the fluffy blanket draping over your shoulders, you fight a yawn and rub your eyes. Just get it over with.

You're tired.

He must be exhausted.

It's that which motivates you to quietly open the door, peeking inside before stepping through. As you expected, a tall figure stands at the work bench, back to you, tinkering away.

You puff out a small, exasperated sigh. "Syntax. . . ."

He doesn't turn, but you detect the smallest tensing of his shoulder muscles as he straightens a tad. You hear the small exhale.

"You should be asleep."

Oh, he wants to play this game? Puffing a sigh, you enter the room and shut the door quietly behind you, leaning against it. "Yeah, well, so should you. This isn't healthy and you know it. Why can't you take a break and come back to bed?"

"You know why. I'm almost finished with the prototype."

"The prototype?? You mean you're not even at the final stage?" Crossing the room and joining him at the workbench, you give him the stinky eye. "That's not almost finished."

Finally, Syntax locks eyes with you, frowning. "Did I say I was almost finished with the project as a whole?"

"No. . . ."

"Precisely. Now if you won't return to bed, then sit and be quiet."

You weigh your options, biting your lip.

At this rate, he'll just refuse your request just to spite you. There must be a smarter way to play your cards. Something that you know he has a weakness for. . . .

"How about a deal?" You murmur.

There.

You catch it, the slight lift of his eyebrows and the brief gleam in his green eyes. But he merely scoffs. "What did I just tell you?"

"Please. Please!" You say, fighting a smile. "I wanna cuddle!"

"I'm not in the mood for bargaining."

He's messing with you. You know he's interested in whatever you have to offer. Puffing a laugh, you slip your arms around his midsection and hug him from behind, closing your eyes. The sound of his breathing against your ear is soothing, even when it hitches at your actions. He's so warm. No wonder you woke up from his absence.

"Pleeeeeaase?" You whine softly, knowing you sound childish but not caring in the slightest. "I thought you liked deals."

A pause. You hold your breath.

Syntax lets out a sigh, a smile in his voice. "What did you have in mind?"

Oh.

"I, uh . . . haven't planned it out that far. I was expecting you to shoo me back to bed," you admit sheepishly, glad you can hide your face in his coat so you can avoid meeting his gaze, which is no doubt amused and mocking.

The spider demon hums, tinkering away. "That was on my itinerary, but you have piqued my interest. . . ."

"Okay, how about I do whatever you want for a bit, and in return you come to bed and cuddle with me," you offer, releasing him. Syntax spins on heel and leans on the workbench.

"'Whatever I want'?" He repeats mischievously.

You consider. "Within reason."

"Understandable. All right," Syntax says, cocking his head. "I have an idea."

A question builds in your throat, for he'd been so very explanatory, but Syntax simply crosses you to the far side of the desk and faces you once more. Hands in his pockets, he nods to the desk, eyes twinkling mysteriously. You frown deeply.

"Sit here."

Now you grimace, face scrunched as you try and figure out his ulterior motives. "Uh-huh. What else? Just sit?"

If this is it, getting him to bed will be shockingly simple.

Of course, you miss the look in his gaze. Smiling casually, he hums; "Yes. That's all." And then his voice takes on a stern dip. "However. You are to sit quietly and obediently until I instruct otherwise. If you can do that, I see no problem in fulfilling your end of the bargain."

There it is, the catch you were waiting for.

Accepting your face, you nod wearily and saunter over to the desk. You make sure the blanket is secure before hopping up onto the smooth, wooden surface.

Syntax steps back, making sure you look comfy. "Good. Now sit there for a bit."

"You're not just doing this to make me shut up, are you?" You accuse as he walks back to the workbench. Shifting to avoid leaning back and bumping the discarded tech gear at your back, you eye him sternly. "You really will come back to bed?"

He merely glances at you.

Oh.

Shit.

You make a quick movement of zipping your mouth closed. Damnit, you still have no idea if you're doing this for nothing.

Syntax cracks a satisfied smile, returning to his work.

His demeanor gives away nothing. Whipping out your phone, you glance at the time. 3:30. Through narrowed eyes, you determine how long he'll make you sit here. No longer than half an hour, if he values your sleep schedule. Somewhat reassured, you settle into the blanket and watch Syntax resume tinkering around. The prototype looks like some kind of mini spider-bot, with sharp appendages and large, x-raying green eyes.

You long to ask what purpose his creation serves. Perhaps it's some kind of spying device, to scuttle around the city undercover of night in search of the Monkie Kid. Then again, isn't Syntax's current task something different? You thought the former was Huntsman's job.

A yawn escapes you without warning, and you clap a hand over your mouth in shock.

Syntax spares you a brief glance. "Giving up?"

He's asking if you're tired enough to abandon the deal and leave him here (as he probably wants). To challenge you in that way sparks a flame that you don't bother to snuff out.

Glaring determinedly, you shake your head. Not in a million years.

The spider demon's face drops in disappointment, and he turns back to his work without another word.

You're inclined to pass the time on your phone, lazily scrolling through entertainment simply thrown at your feet, as they swing back and forth above the cave floor. But as time ticks on, you begin to think this is all quite hopeless.

You struggle against another yawn.

A few more minutes.

It'll be worth it.

Syntax suddenly straightens, having been rearranging the insides of the mini spider-bot for the past five minutes. Blowing out an exhale, he glances at you - or rather, behind you.

His eyes then trail to your face. A slow, smug smile spreads across his features.

Setting the screwdriver aside, he walks over to the desk.

You realize he needs something from behind you, something lost among the many miscellaneous tech items resting against the wall. However, from the strange gleam in his eyes, you doubt that's all he needs, and he hasn't asked you to move yet. So you plant your hands on the table in preparation to scooch over and make room for him.

To your surprise, Syntax stops your motions by politely - yet firmly - placing one hand on your knee.

You swallow. Uh oh.

Syntax smiles kindly at you. "That's not necessary."

"But I-"

"Perhaps you're forgetting your instructions? Move, and the deal is off," Syntax continues, effectively shutting you up. With a gentle squeeze to your knee, he winks. "So stay."

That kind smile was a ruse, a dirty trick that had momentarily lowered your guard.

Syntax finds it incredibly easy to simply lean right over you to retrieve whatever he needed from the table. He's taller than you, his height even more prominent when you're sitting down. You have to tilt your chin upward so it just barely brushes his shoulder, heart beat suddenly wild.

It stops.

It skips beats.

It has no fucking clue how to react.

"U-Um-"

"Just a moment," Syntax says, which is so informative. You can practically feel his smirk, can taste the amusement reeking off of him.

Also his perfume. Not to mention his natural scent.

Smells good. Heat blossoms in your cheeks, your mouth quite dry as you attempt to swallow. The phone in your hands slips from your laxed grip into Syntax's palm, and you don't even try to object.

The scientist fusses with something behind you for a good ten seconds, giving you plenty of time to work up quite a flustered storm in both your head and your face. In the end, when he leans back, you're shivering despite the blanket, cheeks on fire.

The spider demon smirks.

Job well done, his eyes seem to say, green and mocking.

"Enjoying your visit thus far?" He says musingly, eyebrows raised. When you give no answer, he scoffs and brushes his bangs to one side. "You have permission to speak, I suppose. For now."

You simply glare, no longer wanting to cuddle anymore.

No.

You want to attack, like the little gremlin you are. Revenge tastes sweet, yessir.

"Not answering," you huff, hoping for a drink.

Which is certainly answer enough. Syntax's drops and he shrugs as if to say, you're loss. He's still a close distance from you, looking down at your blanket-swaddled frame. "You'd rather go back to bed and give up this . . . whatever this is?"

When he'd gestured to you, your eyes fall to his hands, unwilling to keep eye contact.

"I just . . ."

Angry for being at such a loss for words, you glare at the floor.

Syntax's expression softens.

He seems to realize what's up. With a faint sigh of fond exasperation, he rests his hands on either side of you, on the desk, and lowers himself to your eye level.

"Why did you really come down here. To me," Syntax murmurs, eyes half lidded.

You stiffen. "Well . . . I . . ."

He's smiling now, fingers ghosting along your arm. "Did you miss me that much?"

"More like worried you'd kill yourself working too hard," you grumble.

"Hmm. I'm touched," Syntax comments, gently taking your hand in his. Raising it to his lips, he presses a soft kiss to your knuckles, eyes trained on you. This time, you bite your lip so hard you taste blood.

Say it.

It's certainly a last ditch effort, an idea you're not exactly proud of.

However, as we all say, for the greater good.

"It . . . it just hurts to see you neglect your own health," you whisper, as though your confession is something forbidden.

Your words fill Syntax's ears.

He blinks, lips parting in surprise. You catch the guilt flash across his face.

At that moment, you seize your chance.

Syntax didn't know.

He had no clue that you were also putting on an act to dissuade him from the real deal (although your confession still have a ring of truth to them).

Karma is a bitch.

Hauling the blanket with you, you launch yourself at Syntax and wrap yourself around him, legs hooking around his waist. The blanket had fallen in such a way that it now covers both of your heads, giving way to a new kind of darkness that you quite like.

He gasps, hands instinctively flying down to support you.

With eyes of steel, you grab his face.

"Sleep," you beg, expression set aglow by the soft shine of Syntax's green eyes. Cracking a fond smile, you kiss his nose. "Cuddle with me."

You kiss his forehead. "I love you and I want you to be healthy."

Then, you pinch his cheek. "Don't make me use force."

Syntax is effectively breathless, words simply abandoning him when he needs them most. Your actions had startled him for sure, and thankfully he'd caught you or you'd be on your ass right now, drowning in shame. For now, you remain thankful and patient in his arms, thumb absently brushing his cheek.

Finally, Syntax sighs in resignation. "I knew I'd fail to achieve anything with your constant nagging."

"Is that a yes?"

A yawn - you knew he was tired. "I suppose it was."

Relief pours through you, and you remove the blanket from over both your heads. It falls back around your shoulders like a fluffy cape.

"Then let's be off," you say, yawning ass well.

He obeys, perhaps sad to leave his project yet his body is relaxed. Carrying you still, he leaves the cave and walks down the tunnel. You hug him tighter, burying your face in the crook of his neck and breathing deeply.

"I can't believe you did this on a daily basis before we met."

Syntax clears his throat. "With good reason."

"Give me one good reason, then."

Silence.

He's tired. It brings a smile to your face, because so are you, and it would suck to have forced him to do something he isn't ready for.

Now you can look forward to sleeping with peace of mind.

#lmk #lego monkie kid #lmk syntax #syntax x reader #oneshot #fluff #tw light suggestive themes #you dont have to take it that way tho #syntax workaholic #both of you are scheming idiots in love #i mean that in a good way #thanks for the ask!#had sm fun writing this #long post

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loafbud · 4 months

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It will get better. I’m holding ur brain at gun point rn

it better start producing some serotonin or I’m gonna start biting the part of ur brain that produces the big sad

im gonna put my brain in the trash and buy me a new one lol

#loafbud #asks

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august-undergrounds · 10 months

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okay so in an effort to avoid a depression spiral im gonna start going on a walks again, it’s hot as hell here rn but i get off work in the evenings most nights so it shouldn’t be too bad (that’s what i’m telling myself). anyway if that doesn’t get me serotonin i’m gonna ask my dad to take me to the garden center and maybe buy a plant, we’ll see how it goes.

#walking was one of the only things keeping me sane #and i wanna start doing it again or i might lose it

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xamaxenta · 1 year

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Get to know you tag game

Thanks @hergan416 for the tag i needed a distraction frm anxiety supreme

Three Ships: I’m gonna cheat and say MAS, MarcoAce and SaboAce— but that doesn’t count bc its the same characters just. Add or take hdbdn I’ll try find some variety and not make them all one piece: MAS, Reguri (pokemon), dimiclaude (fe3h)

First Ship: naruto and sasuke yeah BAYBEE its all about the nindo way dattebayo (i was 12)

Last Song: Just One Yesterday (Fall Out Boy) its my favourite song ever, I listen to it almost daily and never get tired of it, wish I could see how many times ive played it because its been 10 years since save rock and roll came out as an album so i assume its ALOT of repeats, something about the melody something about the lyrics jts fucking genius i love it esp the part:

Anything you say can and will be held against you

So only say my name

It will be held against you

Makes me go balls to the walls everytime lol

Last Movie: Mario movie it was nice, wish I watched in America tho, i think alot of the references and jokes were lost on the audience here :(

Currently Reading: fanfiction i just wanna get serotonin lol i cant commit to books that i might hate (unfortunately a common problem for me, maybe i just dont like reading anymore who knows) i just hang out on the Ace AO3 tag and hope someone posts smth 😭

Currently Watching: totk stuff im poor gotta wait for payday to buy at the end of this month

Currently Consuming: like food? Nothing i dont eat until evenings

Currently Craving: something that can shut my brain up for one second, its loud and i hate it like intrusive bad thoughts i want to hit alt f4 on that shit, more Ace content (surprise whoa) and like a ten year coma where i can just wake up and go wow im gender and its gonna be daijobu

Tag List: @longingforthecosmos @liferockingitout @authenticaussie @bakyura @childofmothermoon @oz-gauze @arielxlazarus @kawaiikoalagarden @kingsofneon @itsthefandommash @/anyone everyone i forgot sry in advance ofc no pressure this is only if you wanna do this :3

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winderlylandchime · 7 months

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‘i like Jen. He told her he’s proud of her too! *long pause* maybe i should tell mom that im proud of her..idk what for tho.. you think i need a good reason to be proud?’ This man is going to have a midlife crisis by the finale, i am genuinely worried. Some people accepted their sexuality bc of QAF and he is about to spiral for the most random reason. ‘OH MY GOD IS THAT MIKE?! TRIXIE IN THE MAKING! I love Emmett! I need more Emmett. And Brian. OH MY GOD MIKE! See, if he was like this more often, id actually like him’ ‘aw look at them. Do you think Brian buys him alcohol since he’s underage? WHY IS JUSTIN PIMPING HIM OUT..wait hold up..are they like open? Or are they..whats that thing again that aunt __ is? Polyglot! ARE THEY POLYGLOT? Wait..that doesn’t sound right..hold up i gotta do research *pulls his phone out and after a minute of googling* okay so NOT polyglot but polyamorous..what was i talking about again? Aw he kissed him on his shoulder, that was adorable! Okay Justy boy, im gonna need YOU to dance with him because he hasn’t danced with you since PROM! Oh my god they’re playing ABBA! This is my favorite song! HEY STUD WANNA DANCE?!?! OH MY GOD! YES I WAN- HE WANTS TO DANCE! Justin, dance boy, dance! HE PROMISES HE WONT FORGET THIS ONE?!?! (He paused the ep and put his head in his hands and groaned loudly) HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO BE CHILL ABOUT THIS? He is promising to give him a new version of a memory that is gone. I AM NOT CHILL’ He is now smiling like an absolute idiot at the screen and he is swaying back and forth to the song while hitting me ‘SEE!! THE LYRICS, THE LYRICS! *starts singing* AND THE SCARS THEYRE LEAVING YOULL BE DANCING ONCE AGAIN AND THE PAIN WILL END! THIS IS HIS FIRST DANCE AFTER THE PROM! AND THE LYRICS AND HIS SMILE AND THE DANCE AND PRIDE AND BRIAN AND FOR FUCKS SAKE SOMEONE FORCE HIM TO ADMIT HES IN LOVE BC I CAN ONLY DO SO MUCH WITH ALL THIS INFORMATION ESPECIALLY WHILE HIGH’ and he is now outside smoking again while sitting in the grass but he is also playing Chiquitita on the phone so i think he is processing it a little bit better. 2/2 of 2x04

Dear sweet anon, the tears running down my face right now are from pure joy. Your brother is serotonin in human form.

Should he tell your mother he's proud of her?

Not polygot, polyamorous!

The reactions to "hey stud wanna dance" is gold. It is everything and every one of us.

He is not supposed to be chill about any of this. Welcome to fandom, we have no chill here.

#ask winderlylandchime #dear sweet anon #queer as folk #a straight man watches qaf us 2000 in the year of our lord 2023

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dustofthedailylife · 2 years

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WOAAAAAHHH THAT WAS AMAZING THE AMOUNT OF CREATIVITY YOU HAVE ASHDHAHDHAH I AM FANGIRLING SO BAD TO YOU RN

Well, you may be already figured out but I am a huge kaeya lover, so I enjoyed that part the most, BUT childe part was also so exiting and diluc was so heartwarming AAAAAAAA <3

So my favorite parts -excluding the kiss part cuz ofc they are my favorites-

Diluc: Where he has buys a painting just to see the reader SO CUTEE and and where reader confessed him that he's cold and then diluc thanked them AAAAAHHGGG MT HEART~

I'm gonna leave kaeya to the last part cuz there'll be a whole paragraph for him hehe

Childe: The fact that childe already broke into reader's house and waits for them LMAOOO I was a bit shocked when I read that he's bleeding tbh, I wasn't really expecting that AND AND I might have cursed to the other harbingers for leaving childe alone a bit but that's a secret shh

and now kayea my beloved gosh I love him so much he is so perfect how can someone be that perfect pls this should be illegal my heart can't take that perfection if only he was real and my bf

Kaeya: Now, where to start? At first when kaeya came to the screen I thought "Ah probably he will come to save the reader when they are about to freeze" BUT THEN HE SUDDENLY JOINED THE TRIP AHHH And when he looked at the reader when they are sitting next to fire with so much love IM SO JEALOUS RN I WISH IT WAS ME (well, technically its me but yk) AND THEN the part where he wanted to scream that reader is perfect GAAAAAHHH I WANT TO BE LOVED LIKE THIS

That's all I guess! Can't wait for the part 3!!!!!! And are you taking requests rn? Can I request something if you're not busy? BUT PLEASE TELL ME IF YOU'RE BUSY I WROTE DOWN THE IDEA NO RUSH I SRSLY DONT WANT TO STRESS YOU

Stay safe luv<3 Have a good day/night and don't forget to eat and drink something! Ofc don't overwork yourself!!! We love youuu 💜 Seriously tho, I consider myself a fan of yours *fangirl noises everytime you post something*

[yes it was an arctic monkeys reference ilysm *more fangirl noises*]

-⛄️

⛄ nonnie!!

I gotta admit something... I've read your ask first thing this morning when I woke up and then I read it ten more times because let me tell you, THE SEROTONIN BOOST THIS GAVE ME OMG 😭❤️

The fact someone calls themselves my fan... I cannot process it. How to emotion? It seems so unbelievable to me like I'm literally sobbing!!!

I'm so glad you like the kissing parts, I put all of my brain juice into those so I'm glad to hear it paid off!

The way you took your time to write something for every part as well, I don't have the words to describe how much I love and appreciate you for doing that ;_;

I do sometimes wish we could make them real, like no joke 😂 (Ayato pls, I'll bring you Boba everyday just... become real pls)

Also, I do still take requests, however it might take a while to get to them because I'm busy, but nothing has really changed there, that's just my life, hehe (*cries in university student*). But feel free to drop the idea, I'm curious 🧐

I hope you have the most amazing day and take care 🥰

#🍁 dust mail #🍁 mail from: ⛄ anon #seriously protect ⛄ anon at all cost!#you're precious and I want to hug you fr

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just-cant-get-kenough · 23 days

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I bought the scorpion jacket and it was such a boost of-- everything!! serotonin, dopamine, confidence. gender. euphoria!!!! so much gender euphoria and confidence. and it looks cool as fuck.

not my greatest financial decision but hey I've done worse, plus it makes me feel GREAT so. yeah. buy it.

Hiii! Im already on it 😁 ordering it this weekend

The one I’m gonna buy is definitely pretty expensive (a little under $300) but it’ll be worth every penny.

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euphoricfilter · 1 year

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aw that's nice ! i hope u enjoy ur time with ur mom 💕💕 and so proud of u for encouraging urself ☺️ u got this boo. just remember there's no rush or pressure, move only at the pace ur comfortable with. *hugs*

oh yeah i totally get that. juggling two things at once can be overwhelming, even just one can too. so i think it's good ur allowing urself the time to enjoy urself and tackle one thing at a time. plus i'm sure you've been needing a break this week with all the drabbles n all. but again there's so rush to these things love 💕💕💕 ! take ur time n write when u feel up to it. it's okay, promise 💕💕

no bc hobi 😭😭😭😭😭 i love this man, love it when he let's the intrusive thoughts win 🤝

ngl i'm a little bit sad n frustrated rn (i kinda want to cry.. i'm talking i need a good meltdown cry) but i'm slowly cooling down i think lol. thank u for asking bby

(also sorry for blowing up ur asks ! i'm stopping now promise hehe*)

also ps i'm like half asleep rn so if there's any typos mb lmao

okay bye - 🎀

we had a nice dinner!! so i’m glad im the one that asked to do it and i got strawberry milkshake so i’m happy. i looked in the lego store too while we were there cuz i wanted to get the dynamite lego but they didn’t have it 🧍‍♀️ i did however buy wootteo online, it was an impulsive buy but i need the serotonin rn

i get really bad language anxiety though so i’m 100% gonna overthink the whole interaction with the waitress today for the next 2 months but it’s fine 🧍‍♀️ sacrifices must be made when my mum doesn’t speak chinese so i’m gonna just.. yeah 🥲 pull my hair out maybe

yeeeah i thought about that yesterday, like i had to put my laptop down because i was forcing myself to write when i really didn’t feel like it, i just feel really shitty saying no to people so it’s like what was meant to a short lil game has turned into a big project for me so i’m just trudging through trying not to let people down. it really makes me happy that people like my writing enough to send requests in so i wanna try and get round to everyone as at least a small thank you for the support i’ve received 🥲 except i seem to always forget that i type kinda slow and i’m not getting as much done in a set time frame but alas i’ll get there in the end

HELP it’s the fact he would like shy away when he saw people and then this man started jumping over his phone, running with it saying puppy mode 😭 he’s so funny

oh babes ☹️ i’m always here if you ever wanna talk, and really i hope even if it’s only a little bit you feel better soon 🫶

(omg don’t worry, i love talking <3)

MWAH 🫂

#ask #🎀 anon #idk how likely it’s gonna be i post tonight #i’m running low on inspiration

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now that i’ve remembered how breathing works again ....!!!! haul post of the BL that came in the parcel i have been waiting a good month for i am simply Over The Moon

ricchan comes first always therefore i will talk about ricchan first HE’S HERE EEEE ;___; finally omfg i may or may not have cried a little holding his acrylic for the first time like he is the littlest boy ever and he is holding HANDS and looking so facking cute while doing it and seeing this acrylic isn’t enough ...... holding him in my hands made me feel the most insane rush of serotonin i love him so much and the seller added a cute little thank you note to the packaging — both of which i will be keeping with me for eternity

and of course volume 16 which i also cried a bit too while unwrapping with shaky shaky hands ;w; i flipped through ch30 and ch31 and i literally have 50 different screenshots of ritsu from ch31 alone i want to conduct a study on my brain to figure out why the fuck my bitch ass still be having a meltdown over how kyawa ritsu is but i simply believe that he has a different kind of cuteness whether he is physically in my hands or digitally and i appreciate all forms of his cuteness thumbs uP emoji !

(that said i have yet to read kisa shouta and kiyomiya nao no baai At All aka why i was like fuck it i need this volume in my hands now! but i need to fucking emotionally prepare myself for that first especially nao’s bc i skimmed through and saw ritsu frames and i know it’s only a few pages but i need to be ready for it or i’ll crash and burn like a rocket ;___; maybe i’ll read kisa’s one tonight i miss him and yukina’s ass and yukina was looking handsome when i flipped through briefly before flipping right the fuck back to look at the kyawawa ricchans in ch31 and kickass ricchans in ch30)

the other thing in my parcel i was looking most intensely towards is Definitely the only the ring finger knows light novels and god ..... i opened them last and really did stop breathing especially holding volume 4 in my hands with asaka-san on the cover and all the emoi asaka scenes ;_; this series has come to mean soooo much to me since i read it in nov and while it would be nice to own the english novels so i do not need to spend five hours to read a page i’m also really happy about getting my hands on all the volumes of the japanese ones at a very good price and i guess !!!!!! it’s time i finally force myself to read chunks of japanese properly (good fucking lord)

spent some time looking at the asaka art and allowing myself to sigh deeply and dramatically about how handsome he looks ...... and then i also read the volume 5 scene where he tells his brother he’ll love wataru for the rest of his life again and felt So much in a single moment again it felt unreal ..... i think i’m strong enough to reread that One scene in volume 4 again that made me cry for ten years and lie on my bed emptily for another ten years so maybe i will work myself up for that soon !!!!! or maybe i’ll just start reading from volume 1 and actually become the “nihongo OK” person i could’ve become if i just put an ounce of effort into the franchises i enjoy </3 we’ll see

#YAY SO HAPPY fr gonna live off the serotonin of my parcel reaching for a good week #everything inside sparks so much joy these are just the top of the list given that rits and asaka are the only mfs in my head #if i actually do manage to read even one volume to completion girl i will be so impressed with myself like wow .... look at you go!#reading manga in japanese is one thing but light novels ???? with no pictorial aids ????? who are you even #and then im gonna buy myself trifecta light novels bc they are still living in my head rent free i just didn’t read it back when i was #going ham on my auction purchases and i think that’s a good thing too bc i fr wouldve bought them and have more japanese to read #well .... 律みたいな頑張り屋さんが憧れで、私は彼を見習うでで頑張ります！イェーイ！！#oh my god there are two で in the tag but im too lazy to rewrite it so .... flop!

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