#is how she repays me.

[sojutrait]

lana making me sob to a song about the personal life of fucking jack antonoff of all people

#i’ve been regularly threatening that man’s life for running through all my favorite artists with the worst production imaginable and THIS #is how she repays me. #but… margaret GAAHHHH what a good song. literally started crying from the first 10 seconds just bc the instrumental is beautiful #not the best song on the album tho that belongs to let the light in god bless #could’ve used without j*ck’s verse. he was fine as background vocals but i don’t need to hear that man sing by himself #the lin manuel miranda of indie pop #soju shut up

[anisohtropy]

actually I don’t think we’re processing how good a howls moving castle AU would fit Kavetham. a romance in the midst of political conflict? Kaveh being a dramatic, self destructive blonde? Haitham’s gray/white hair and simple life that is disrupted by the aforementioned blonde and a political conflict? annoyances to friends to lovers? THE THEME OF DESTINY?

#genshin #genshin impact #kaveh #alhaitham #kavetham #howls moving castle #personally I would slot Aether in as calcifer #he's got the whole fallen star thing going on #id have to do a lot more thinking on how to shift the cast and plot around for other characters #this has so much potential if someone else doesn't write it first my hand WILL be forced #dori as the witch of the waste #she's not kaveh's ex #she cursed him as punishment for not repaying his debts #nilou as kaveh's assistant #she's too nice to watch him just fall apart because he's a dumb idiot #cynonari and their daughter as alhaitham's concerned friends #im onto something here #LET ME COOK

[non4ry]

Capcom should hire me to write Ashley because I understand her more than anyone in that entire company

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#resident evil #ashley graham #resident evil 4 #re4 #re4 remake #leon s kennedy #re4make #alright so this is my very mini ashley analysis I have a lot more thoughts about her #it makes me so sad that people take ashley at face value because I think there’s definitely something more to be said about her character #I do think that ashley despite dramatization bc video game is a pretty realistically written character. like she’s a young woman in an #insanely traumatizing situation #and she is CONSTANTLY disrespected. she has been kidnapped . violated insulted and the worst part of it is that she’s just a means to an end #and I do believe in my heart of hearts that president graham is kind of a shit person. IS a shit person especially politically but even as #a father??? like he’s the PRESIDENT how does he not have better security over his daughter #and ashley’s mother is presumably dead .. she gives off very. neglected and I know part of it is just the situation but she actively seems #to Expect to be hurt by other people. even leon and she feels guilty for her ‘weakness’ in their situation even though she’s actually very #helpful and resourceful several times throughout the game #idk i always think about that one scene where she’s coughing and leon tries to be kind to her and she freaks out on him like #SHE CANNOT ACCEPT KINDNESS BECAUSE SHE CANNOT PAY HIM BACK!!!! #and then at the end of everything she offers him sxl gratification because that’s the only thing she can think of to repay him #she’s been led to believe she must owe a man something for saving her and that is a very unfortunate reality for a lot of women #idk. i love ashley #she’s literally me #no kin / id tags.. do not tag as ship

[joeyisourranger]

another day, another disappointment

#she was ROOTING FOR YOU #she ipad kid-ed with me in public to watch you guys saturday and this is how you repay her #who is she supposed to bandwagon now #avs lb

[buryam-soul]

The boy... he's home <3

Unbe-lee-vable. Final-lee.

Yknow how long it took?

Yeah. Real unru-lee son behavior

#did i make this post to just let out a bunch of lee puns or to share my suffering? both can be true #punishing gray raven #pgr lee #gacha pulls #loyal entropy main since launch... and this is how he repays me?? tsk. (replays his quick tap voiceline again) #saving for kaleido weapon i guess since i heard she's farmable?

[ravenlaguz]

kratos and freya would have the craziest sex that evolves into something so gentle. they are the only ones who can truly relate to each other, i think

#im playing ragnarok now and its like just in time bc they released valhalla today #freya and her haunted look. how close she and kratos stood face to face after fighting. #her insistence on repaying a debt etc and hes like i would have helped you whatever you would have asked of me

[asweetprologue]

at first I thought that the game had sold my house to some random woman (thank u Clavia for sweeping but you scared the shit outta me) and then I was relieved to know that it was still link's, but then you get inside and all the stuff has been replaced w Zelda's stuff and her journal is in the bedroom and her secret well is down below. I know a bunch of people have said like oh they were living together and I thought that too at first (despite the one bed), but the more I hang around the village the more I'm convinced that Link just gave Zelda his house and kinda fucked off a little. it would go a long way towards explaining how everyone knows zelda but no one knows Link (though that seems to be a common theme), but the greatest evidence imo is when you talk to one of the kids from the school who's waiting for Zelda to return near the house. she asks link if he's going to "zelda's house" and says that zelda often leaves the village but always quickly returns. it seems based on this and the interior décor that the house now firmly belongs to zelda, and link was maybe a non presence in the village after the events of the first game. I wonder if he gave her the house as something of a retreat, a place where she could be alone and recover while also being close to Purah - one of the few other people she knows from Before - and the lab. meanwhile it doesn't seem like there's any space made for link in the house or the village. idk what it all means but I do have enormous feelings about Link giving up the one space that was really his so that zelda could have a home again after hers was destroyed

#long #bro idek #link and zelda's relationship in this specific iteration is so compelling to me #like your my best friend and my ward and my soulmate and i died for you #here's the keys to my house and I'll follow you wherever you want to go and listen when you talk and trust in your decisions #and I'll never say it's too much or that I need something for myself #like on the one hand i think link truly does love zelda and he wants whatever will make her happy #but I also wonder what kind of roll it must take on him #to always be the one making little sacrifices so that she can have what she needs #and what is he supposed to say? no? #how do you set boundaries with someone who gave up 100 years of her life to save everyone #who repeatedly sacrifices herself in huge ways and puts so much faith in you every time #how do you not take every available opportunity to try and repay that debt? #there's so much going on there #i wish the champions were around to psychoanalyze their relationship for me some more #urbosa queen i miss u #totk #tears of the kingdom #spoilers #totk spoilers #legend of zelda #zelda #link

[bumblingbabooshka]

Seska in ‘state of flux’ literally acting for her life you gotta love her

#also why does Chakotay call him 'chief inspector Tuvok' wth that's so cool!!! #anyway yeah Seska's sheer commitment to the bit of CHAKOTAY....ME!?!?!? You think I did this!?!??!? is stunning <3 #Seska a cardassian agent: Hey - even I was a cardassian agent your secrets wouldn't be worth it okay??? love you <3 #<- venting her frustations #also the way Chakotay acts in this episode...I love you so much Chakotay but no wonder you didn't know there were TWO spies aboard your ship #Seska: -being the most suspicious woman in the world- Chakotay....I made you mushroom soup and this is how you repay me?? #Chakotay: damn...you're so right. She's right. #Tuvok: She isn't right. #Chakotay: She's SO right v_v #he's NOT an idiot I'm not saying he's dumb he just wants to trust his crew~!!! Genuinely love that about him - gives second chances to #people who might not seem exactly on the up-and-up in the eyes of those with a stricter moral code like Janeway and I wish we'd seen more #of that coming in handy...like Chakotay urging her to trust people she (and Tuvok) would regularly disregard #Now CHAKOTAY would make a good spy...he just has a demeanor that makes you wanna trust him #'You're a fool captain...and you're a fool to follow her' - Seska #'We'll have to find another day to settle up with Seska' - Janeway #<- I like these quotes #I wish Seska had become a more persistent villain v_v like I wish she'd been more on-her-own gathering more and more allies #Seska and her ever-growing army of steadily more major baddies who she accumulates by doing shady deals #but every so often...she seems like she throws Voyager a LITTLE bone and you're left to wonder #<- she still dies in the end (after much longer) and everyone's sadder about it then they thought they'd be

[kidfoundonstreets]

i love my friends i feel so happy asfter hanging out with them its just an unfinished game its fine ill happen sunday but i need to be there tomorrow to see my other friends and then about the movie night i need to comfort mom more because i genuinely feel horrible and im a bad daughter thats it im just a bad daughter im just like my father.

#vent #and my friends will look at me and tell me they appreciate me or laugh with me or tel me they love me or anything #but in my head ill always wonder how long itll last or what bar im on or how they value others more than me #and its selfish its so selfish and ive always known it and i shouldnt believe it i should stay in the PRESENT because they enjoy the time #spent and they LIKE YOU and i believe it thats why im so scared #and my mom despite all i say i dont love her but i cant stop feeling heavily guilty whenever i do something to her that #only makes her sad and is my own fault. #shes lived trhough all this for us. #this is how i repay her. im a bad child.and a bad friend. no matter how much i pretend i always have to ruin it #with my mindsets. #i wish i was better. i wish i was better. i wish i was better. i wish i was better constantly #im sorry im so sorry im sorry im sorry

[todayisafridaynight]

Yayoi Dojima should've stayed Chairman. Sure there'd be no further games w/Tojo drama b/c they'd have gotten they're shit together but she deserves to kick their asses.

no but actually let that woman stay in charge !!!!!! LET HER COOK

#snap chats #yayoi if you gotta have daigo here at least make him like. idfk patriarch of the dojima family then fuck it #i just think yayoi wouldve been the best chair woman ever #no im not biased im right and my supporting argument is that she married sohei #ok she's resilient she's a soldier she's based #yakuza 3 conflict who ? dont know her see daigo wouldnt even have gotten shot #yall think yayoi woulda sold kiryu's land. 💀💀 #PART OF ME SAYS YES BUT PART OF ME IS LIKE 'does she respect kiryu enough not to do that or' 💀💀 #either way kiryus gonna start swinging #yakuza 4 conflict dont even exist if mine didnt neck himself. yayoi prob woulda told katsuragi to kick rocks #daigo too friendly that his problem yayoi knows how to throw hands and when not to #yakuza 5 plot its like. My Son's Missing Mine Find Him #mine has to drag daigo back to the tojo kicking and screaming #'no mine please i have to repay this debt to my high school classmate who barely remembers me :((((((' #mine's not having it daigo needs to get his priorities straight and now he's gonna hear it from him AND his mom #top ten cringe son moments #yakuza 6. tojo aint even involved in y6 lbr LMAOOOO #and yakuza 7. i mean that can go as it did thats like The One Time daigo did something smart #and i reckon yayoi prob woulda come to a similar conclusion as he did listen he had to get his smarts somewhere #no matter how limited they seem sometimes hes smart #i rambled too long jfc anyways Stan Yayoi

[crybaby-bkg]

our love is god from heathers is Yandere deku’s theme song and I just. I have so many Thoughts about it

#I should’ve rewatched heathers today but instead I rewatched solar opposites instead while I did my makeup lol #but every time I hear that song i just think of him #overly dedicated bc you were the one person who was just so nice to him #that treated him and accepted him for who he was #and he unleashes all the Yan inside of him bc how else could he repay you treating him like a human? #omg and the part in the song where he keeps repeating ‘our love is god’ and she doesn’t respond so his voice gets deeper and more gruff UGH #just picturing Izuku walking you into a corner with his eyes all big as he keeps repeating it #going feral I need him so bad #I have too many wips already SOMEONE STOP ME #old man ereh is next on my list and then wedding meet cute w bkg and then therapist reader w obsessed bkg and then #it’s always more I’m gonna cry #—in store chit chat! 🍫

[qualityrain]

satoko in 24 going why am i doing smth that would shorten my life for shinpei rn like girlie u did that in 12 and 18 you just didnt process any of it

#sorry i think abt 12 18 24 a lot #satoko hearing kotaro say hes gonna kill shinpei and she has all the flashbacks to 17/18 #the way!! she told shinpei she was lying!! knowing damn well if she did she would die like ok girl! #the body block???? ok girl! #man. #obsessed w satoko going uve been protecting me butbidk how to repay u then protect him back IM UNWELL #claude txt

[hauntingblue]

Sanji hearing nami screaming trhu it all lmaooo

#“she might want to declare her love to me” 🤨 “but what are this men sheep” #i love seeing sanji stressed and mad... #its like he has a latent hate for swordfighters.... he just sees zoro in all of them..... #“i am here on MY PRIVATE RESIDENCE. ALONE” *cue 82 children coming out of said residence along with two of luffys nakamas* #😭😭😭😭 #he saves luffys life and this is how they repay him.... #franky i love you #there i said it.... #i know tashigi is pissing herself from laughter on the inside i know her #the marines look like gangsters 😭😭😭 this episode is so funny... they should just put a few lost children in every arc just for the shits #and giggles #smoker vs law makes so much sense #talking tag #watching one piece #episode 585 #so true steven

[caroldantops]

Like, new to the convo but omgggggg

Gamora not understanding why she's still here after the first night is over.

Gamora not understanding why you're always so excited to see her, and thinking she's just Pavlov'ed you with orgasms, you couldn't possibly like her.

Gamora not understanding why she feels the need to check her appearance before she sees you; she already fucking owns you, and you're nothing but a pet, but she wants to look good on your arm, wants you to coo and fawn over her so she can scoff and roll her eyes and play it cool.

Gamora finding herself pining late at night on a lonely space ship, unable to stop fiddling with her key...

aaaaAAAAAAAAAAA gamora getting pissed bc she starts getting INSECURE ABT U MAYBE ONLY STICKING W HER BC SHE CONDITIONED U WITH ORGASMS

gamora one night instead of sending u away from her room like normal as u start getting dressed to leave she’s like “if it’s more convenient. you can stay here tonight.”

and ur like 🤨🤨 okay sure bc u kind of just assume she’s still horny but then she doesn’t fuck u more she just sits awkwardly in bed next to u bc she swears she WONT cuddle u. she won’t. so she just like 🧍‍♀️ in bed and ur like ???? and just wrap urself over her and she’s like 🫨🫨🫨

#c: gamora #soft stuff #EHEHEHEHEHEHEHE 💞💞💞💞 #gamora biggest meanie but also she is secretly so soft #also i like the idea of maybe u were like. captured by the ravagers for some debt #and u just stuck around #and ur kinda like gamora u rescued me 👉👈 what can i do to repay u #and that’s how u started #MAYBE idk I’m just throwing ideas around

[apoloniaspiegelgold]

Feeling very soft again thinking about how he just got back to work after being sick and the first thing he does is to come to my office and ask me to tell him all about what happened to me in the week that he couldn't be here. So I say something like "my supervisor had the audacity to criticise my paper despite saying that he hasn't even really read it yet" and I had been actually quite mad about that, but then he goes "Oh, but that's what you want, isn't it? Someone criticising your work, someone fighting back a bit?" And I stopped and felt my anger disappear instantly and I thought ... actually yeah, you're right, why are you right? Why was I even mad? Why do you know better what I want than I do?

#it's quite funny to me actually how he must have (correctly) drawn the conclusion that i like criticism because he and i are always fighting #like intellectually not on a personal level but a lot of the time we just question each other to our faces for like an hour and it's fun! #knowing him has been so helpful in preparing my talks because now i always wonder 'what will he criticise about this?' and go and improve i #also feeling kinda soft about how i said that a very cool researcher reached out to me after attending a talk of mine #because she thought my study was interesting and she had some thoughts about it that are actually helpful to me #and then i told him about it and he went 'but you made that point too! i remember! she's just rewording your words!' #which also had not occurred to me and so i said i might have but she put it more elegantly and in context but that it's still really helpfu #and he just looked at me like 'don't you dare give her credit for your ideas just because of her better wording' #i always feel like i'm not kind enough to him in return. like i'm nice but am i kind enough? can i ever repay him for his kindness? #what does it mean what does it all mean #ramblings

[rosykims]

i feel so so so bad for elspeth coming back to ferelden and finding out half her fucking people went and got themselves blood sacrificed for a fucking darkspawn magister :/

#tay plays dai #oc: elsepth #she really left for 5 minutes and the whole entirety of thedas blew up huh #A PART OF ME IS LIKE OK. MAYBE FERELDEN ISNT AS EFFECTED BC HER PEOPLE LIKE... HAVE BRAINCELLS #and with nate and oghren taking over for her it cant be THAT bad. or maybe just nate idk #but god. shes going to send the fucking MEANEST letter ever penned by man to the wiesshaupt after this #ik the HoF has only been a warden for a decade but the way they are the Only bitch who knows what theyre doing at any given point #is so sad honestly. elspeth isnt even that smart like cmon guys the bar is in the deep roads #ashara does end up recruiting the wardens but like. with contempt and malice in her heart bc she thinks theyre SO fucking stupid #and wouldve exiled them if they werent so crucial.... and tbh at this point im thinking elspeth would also be like 'yeah fair' #she literally decided NOT to marry ALISTAIR FUCKING THEIRIN because of her respect for the wardens and THIS is how they repay that??? #she couldve been QUEEN but instead she has to babysit these people who take the credit for her and ali ending the blight singlehandedly.... #sigh. tbh at the end of the day fuck bioware bc MY wardens would never be this cringe