#is there something wrong with me

[riveroflayne]

imagine sitting on his lap and pushing his hair out of his face and planting kisses all over his cheeks and nose and lips and eyes while he wraps his arms around your waist and just accepts all your love <333

maybe he's rubbing your back and maybe he pulls away so he can kiss your neck and then rest his head on your shoulder.

he's closing his eyes and his breathing is getting slower while you're playing with his hair and rubbing his head.

"i love you." you whisper into his hair and then plant a firm kiss to the top of his head. he doesn't reply, he doesn't have the energy. he just hugs you closer and leaves a little kiss on your shoulder where his mouth was so he doesnt have to move.

eventually you both lie down and he falls asleep with his arms wrapped around you and his head on your chest <33

i <3 sleepy jamie

#metallica #james hetfield x reader #james hetfield #90s #violet thinking 💭 #oh i just want to take care of him #but i also want him to treat me in half #is there something wrong with me

[professorfaith]

I really want a johnshi fic where Johnny is on live on Instagram or something and Kenshi is just in the back somewhere and occasionally says hi and the chat only wants to talk to Kenshi about Johnny and UGHFAGDHHFHJJJGHHJJRHH

#johnshi #is there something wrong with me #mk1 2023 #johnny cage x kenshi takahashi

[sillyboycam]

missin homestuck right now, might as well bundle up in bed and read my books again with vodka mutini in my arm

Wish me well (please)

#homestuck #davekat #trolls #dave strider #dog girl #IM BLANKING WHY CANT I REMEVER THEIR NAMES???? #I’m too lazy to search it up #I regret trying to be notmal #I can’t remember #is there something wrong with me #WHATS YOING ON #im so sleep deprived #please tell me #I am NOT searching their names #too much dhame #HOW CAN I ONLY REMEBER DAVES #I ALREADY READ THESE WTF #ok over it goodnight #OHHHHHHH #jade harley #john egbert #rose lalonde #i did it #be proud #of me

[venicesstuff]

i have an unhealthy obsession with chuck t chipperson to the point where my 6 year old brother knows his name, team, where the hub is, exactly what their uniform looks like and legit everything else that can and is linked to chuck

send help

#i have a problem #is there something wrong with me #maybe its not me and my brother is actually just zesty for chuck #chuck is so sexy #chuck t chipperson supa strikas #chuck t chipperson #technicali fc #technicali supa strikas #toni is so ugly #i love looking at chucks ass cheeks

[justcyclingstuffs]

i've been spending the winter season binging on tadej's interviews just to feel something

#tadej pogacar #tadej's day #he looks like a polite kitten #always nice and smiling #is there something wrong with me #oh well

[streetdestiny17]

Lowkey a lot of times after I have sex I’m like okay that was cool but I could’ve been drawing or bossing up in some tangible way in the time I spent doing that. While I was having sex and satisfying monkey brain urge I could’ve been trapping. Maybe I’ve just not had sex with the right people or something and we’re doing negative energy transfer and it’s draining my life force. Maybe I’m just bout a bag🧑‍💻 I don’t get what’s the big deal about it though. Why are people so crazy about it. Why is it everything to people. Why is everyone a fucking freak and obsessed with cumming. When it’s over it means nothing to me and there’s no useful point in recalling it. Idk it’s just weird to me as a concept. Nothing lasts forever. And no I’m not asexual I be fucking.

#I’ve had good sex it’s just like ok now what #now it’s over #and I’m tired and just want to sleep and do nothing with my life #is there something wrong with me

[fabiopaninaro]

Don't know why i'm writing this, maybe it could be cathartic, maybe it could help me find some other friends here.

Don't know why i'm using all these photos to write this post.

It's been ages since I last posted on this platform, and it was about a completely different subject.

Nothing wrong with that, of course. but my tumblr's nickname is based on that very person, so it's strange to change all of a sudden.

I've always felt a particular connection with music. It helped me through a lot: when I was being bullied at school for my weight, when nobody wanted me, when everything at university seemed to be falling apart.

But i've always been a little bit reluctant to try new singers and bands. That's when my friends came to stop this habit of mine.

They sent me photos of this fella right there in these photos, and I was like "ok, he's hot but does he make good music?". It turned out that yes, he makes good music. But I was only listening to 2 or 3 songs, so I didn't really had that much to judge.

But my friends, who are big fans of The 1975, practically forced me to buy a ticket to go to the SATVB Tour in Milan. It would have been an occasion for us to reunite (I live in Turin, they live in Milan and we don't see each other that often now that we work). So we bought tickets like a year ago and almost forgot about it.

The day of the concert was coming and honestly, I was feeling a little bit under the weather because of some things that were happening in my life last month. I had to drive for an hour and half (back and forth) to go there and I was alone in the car. Tiredness, money, time: everything was worrying me.

But I went anyway. Just to see my precious friends.

I started to study the setlist some days before the concert, just to shout some other lyrics rather than the only ones I knew. I was stunned by the verses, the words they used, the voice Matty has and the melodies the band uses in their songs. I went to the concert not knowing what to expect, maybe one of the usual concert I went to.

But boy, was I wrong.

Singing those song was liberating. I took some videos and then I tried to enjoy the rest of the show. Sometimes I was just admiring the stage, admiring Matty and how well he performes and owns the scene. My friends was like: "are you still on this Earth?". That was the right question, because I felt like I was being moved to another dimension where just the band and me were there. Nobody else existed.

I was unthinkingly worshipping Matty.

In the next days, I also recouped all the interviews, claiming that it was just to "practice my listening skills with British accent" - I work in an English private school and I've studied foreing languages at university. But it wasn't just that, ofc.

That's how my "obsession" started lol

All this wall of text to say that I need to make friends here. Because I noticed a lot of wonderful users that 1) write ff so beautifully 2) are so damn funny 3) have my same interests 4) helped me with my obsession lol

Since I'm new to this fanclub, I would like to chat with somebody who could explain me all the inside jokes or all the memes that sometimes I find on IG. And why not, practice my English as well.

My inbox is always open!

Love ya all.

-B

#matty healy #george daniel #ross macdonald #adam hann #the 1975 #still at their very best #please help me overcome my obsession #it's driving me insane #is there something wrong with me #sorry for being depressing #sorry for the wall of text I just wanted to practice my English

[general-dweebous]

Need to talk to my therapist about why big scary protective men are what do me in

#is there something wrong with me #they’re just so hot #protect me next #look at them all angry #I can’t #I want all of them #Joel miller #Pedro pascal #the last of us #attuma #attuma of talokan #Namor #namor of talokan #wakanda forever

[kramersoup]

whenever people talk about peter lorre the first thing they talk about is how creepy he was but i just look at him and think wow he is the cutest man in the world?

#is there something wrong with me #peter lorre

[vamp-fag]

born to growl at people who talk to my mutuals a little too much forced to be normal

#vamp barks #is there something wrong with me #…. nahhh #im just a dog

[s1xseasonsandamov1e]

My safe food isn’t safe and my trigger food isn’t triggering.

#is there something wrong with me

[finnzcorner]

There's a gremlin voice in my brain telling me to write ranchers' angst

Here's a Tango doodle for your troubles :>

#jimmy solidarity #solidarity gaming #tangotek #ranchers #team ranchers #double life ranchers #rancher duo #brainrot #enjoy my brainrot #i have been having too much brainrot of these idiots #boutta ruin someone's day #i live for angst #is there something wrong with me #nahhhh #i just crave tears

[irishfry]

The urge to just repeatedly say I'm sorry whenever someone's upset if I'm not what upset them, but my brain is convinced that it'll fix everything

#cw vent #im literally trying to resist the urge to say im sorry to a friend that told me to respect MY OWN boundaries- #is there something wrong with me #i think theres something wrong with me #they arent upset with me but it feels like they are #i just dont want them upset #if taking the blame means they wont be upset thats what ill do

[randomshi-stuff]

Some people are saying that I may have adhd. Because apparently there are times that I get too hyper focused on something and just ignore my surroundings, but there are also times that my attention span is like that of a child and is easily distracted. I don’t want to go to google because I’m not sure if it’s accurate so could you guys help me what are the signs or tells of someone with adhd?

#adhd #adhd things #adhd stuff #do i have adhd? #or is it something else #is there something wrong with me

[that-one-enby-ranger]

Why the F U C K do I keep on switching between shipping Cralt and just thinking of them as best friends.

#is there something wrong with me #i think i need help #help #cralt #halt o'carrick #crowley meratyn #rangers apprentice

[alwaysunsureanditsannoying]

What do you do when all of a sudden you lose your strength and your brain feels like as though it is numb and headaches happen in a certain part of your face . The moment I hear the word “work” I used to be determined to complete it . Now I just feel reluctant at all(and like my body doesn’t want to move).Or has my stupidity caught up to me? Despite my efforts to become better ?. IDK why I’m saying this especially in tumblr of all places. I am just … sore

#what is wrong with me #is there something wrong with me #i don’t know why i’m posting this