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reanbowful · 1 year

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Hiyoo^^ I’ve been reading your stuff and let me tell you I.am.in.love.

Can I request the union boys and maybe gray and the boys with a s/o that’s really good at fighting. Kinda like Mikey or Senju from Tokyo revengers.

~Thank you🌸

Hi anon!! AAA THANK YOU SO MUCHH! And yes plss baddie reader 😘

Also, whoever you are, I hope you’re not a Jimmy stan because I really dk how to write for him 😭

“hot blooded youth”

if you can fight well

*harsh languages, implications of SA in Ben’s part (not towards the reader)

(jake, gerard, donald, gray, wolf, ben)

jake ji / ji hakho

Jake was walking to class, heading up the stairs when he heard some faint yelling under the alleyway.

He scrunched his eyebrows, leaning forward to see two girls seemingly arguing down there. One of the girls have bandages all over her face. The other one, the shorter one, sports a casted arm.

“Subin-ah.. I’m sorry. I told you I was sorry, didn’t I?”

“Huh.. n-no. I’m sorry too..”

“THEN WHY ARE YOU AVOIDING ME?!”

The short girl winced at the loud voice, backing herself away into the corner.

“W-what? But, you were kicked out of school.. and y/n-“

“Oh yeah. Y/N. You know what, call that bitch. Actually, GO SCREAM HER NAME! SEE IF SHE’S GONNA COME SAVE YOU THIS TIME AROUND!”

Jake is now on high alert. His hand is already unclasping the windowsill.

He was about to jump down when he saw your figure rounding up the corner.

With one hard pull on the collar, the taller girl fell backwards. Losing her sense of balance.

“You fucking scum. I told you I’ll kill you if you ever go near her again, didn’t I?”

The girl struggled to get up, stumbling around when she does. Seemingly akin to that of a drunk person.

“Why.. WHY ARE YOU DEFENDING THAT BITCH?! I WAS YOUR FRIEND FIRST!!!”

Picking up a stray broken piece of glass, the girl charged at you.

This was the moment Jake decided to jump down.

What he didn’t expect was you evading that swing, twisting her arm as you go, and kicking her to the ground. You picked that piece of broken glass up.

“You- Did you seriously even try to think up that question just now? Why? Because unlike you, Subin is not a goddamn psychopathic narco.”

You threw the piece of glass away from her reach, heading towards your shaking friend.

“You good?”

“Ah? Oh. Yes, I’m fine. Thanks, y/n.”

Jake stared at you, in complete awe at what he just saw.

When you left with your friend, he would approach the booze smelling girl and ask.

“Yo. So, you know y/n? Can I have her number?”

gerard jin / jin gayool

Gerard has been noticing you for a few weeks now.

You worked at the karaoke room down the street.

You were Teddy’s middle school friend. Well, not really friend. But you used to go to Seong-Il.

Teddy offered to give him your contact, but he refused. Wanting to introduce himself to you face to face. (old fashioned cutie)

So when he finished his shift early, he thought it was the perfect opportunity.

He bought some drinks, one of each kind since he doesn’t know which one you’d prefer.

While he was walking towards your work place, Gerard noticed a couple of girls, maybe around 4 of them rushing in front of him.

“You sure this is where the bitch works?”

“Yeah, I’m sure of it.”

“Okay, we’ll teach that bitch a lesson alright.”

Gerard’s eyes, taken aback. Why are girls so scary these days?

He continued to walk until he reached the front of the karaoke room. Deciding to wait outside as to not disturb your shift.

“You bitch. You think you can talk shit about my friend and expect us not to come for you?”

Hearing a ruckus in the small alleyway beside the shop, Gerard sneaked to peek in.

It was those girls from before. All 4 of them surrounding you, who seemed to be taking out the trash.

“Tch. What the hell..? Are you seriously this pathetic?”

Oh, that seemed to anger her.

“You..! Shut your damn mouth when I’m talking to you!”

Taking a full swing, the girl threw a hard punch to your left jaw.

Gerard stared in shock. He wanted to intervene. But he really didn’t want to fight a bunch of girls.

You grimaced, spitting out the blood that rushed in your mouth from the impact.

Gerard watched as you glared at the girl, looking extremely pissed.

“That hurts, asshole.”

Taking a full fist of hair, you brought the girl down to your knee. Breaking her nose. When she rose up, you throw a punch at her. It was hard enough to hear a deafening crack from the impact.

“Take another step, I’ll give you worse than what she’s having.”

The rest of the girls shivered, dragging their unconscious friend and ran as fast as they could away from there.

Gerard stared in disbelief at the scene. What the heck just happened? He jumped when you called onto him.

“Hey. You here to fight me too?”

“Um.. I bought some drinks?”

You tilt your head, making him gulp.

Wah.. girls really are so scary these days.

donald na / na baekjin

Unlike the rest of the boys on this list, Donald knows that you can fight. At least to an extent.

He knows that you can take care of yourself if something happens, so he doesn’t really worry about you too much.

You’re a de facto Union member. So you often take commissions from Donald for matters that the Union executives can’t reach.

Today, this is the commission.

“I can’t believe it.. y/n, 18 years old, professional babysitter.”

:’)

He made you escort a CEO’s son for the entire day. The man was an important asset for Donald currently, and he needed a babysitter in urgent.

His first thought went to Jake, since, well it’s the most logical choice. But he’s currently out of town visiting his grandparents. He can’t possibly ask Forrest or Jimmy. Or god forbids, Wolf. On a kid sitting job.

So, he asked you.

Plus, the kid seems to like you. So, there should be no issue on that.

“Noona, do you know those guys over there? They keep staring at us and following us for a while now.”

Alerted, you turned your head to where the kid pointed. There was indeed like at least 8 guys in total, some of them leaning by a lamppost, some are in front of convenience stores, and some are blatantly following the two of you.

“It’s okay, just keep walking-”

You suddenly felt a sharp blade pressed against your back.

“Follow us, if you know what’s best for that kid.”

You held the kid’s hand tight in yours. Fuck. This is gonna get messy.

At his office, Donald was still compiling a few contracts for Daehyeon when his phone rang suddenly.

“Yes, y/n?”

Except when he heard the reply on the other end, it wasn’t you. Instead, was heard the cry and wailing of a boy.

“A-ahjussi!! It’s me. I- We-“

Donald was panicking now. What the hell happened? He threw his jacket on, making sure to make his voice as calm as possible.

“Calm down, kid. Take a deep breath. What happened?”

“We were-“

He heard the boy take in a sharp breath, trying hard to calm himself.

“We’re at X road, in the alleyway next to the clothing store by the crossroad. We were attacked, ahjussi..! Right now, noona is- Eh? Noona!”

“Ahjussi, she wants to talk to you.”

Taking the phone into your hand, you groaned as you stand up. Teeth gritting as you clutch to your throbbing side.

“Hey, Donald. Some babysitting that was.”

“Are you okay? Stay still. I’m almost there.”

“Oh fuck off. I’m perfectly fine..”

Donald reached in time as you fell onto his arms in exhaustion. He eyes moved to see the remains of 10 grown dudes all bloodied and battered behind you.

He caressed your head softly, a proud smile on his face.

“You are one scary fucking girl, aren’t you?”

gray yeon / yeon sieun

You were on the way home from cram school with Gray and your other friend.

The poor girl came up to you and Gray saying that she has been getting harassed for a while by some older guy near the school.

You offered to walk her home. Fearless as always.

Gray decided to come along since he’s worried shitless that something bad will happen to you. He has no idea.

“Hey, Missy. I see you’ve decided to bring your friends over. Let’s have some fun, okay? All three of us!”

The girl scooted over behind you, holding your uniform tightly. Obviously scared out of her wits.

You extended your arm to her side protectively. Gray already calculating ways to defeat the guy if they decide to get violent.

“Sure!”

Gray’s eyes widened when you brought the guy twice your size down to his knees with a single kick.

“Let’s have lots of fun, Mister! You and me!”

Gray had wanted to stop you, he really does. But his body couldn’t move an inch, and he felt a chilling sensation seeing you be so violent like that.

“P-please..! Stop-“

Clicking your tongue, you stood and sent him another kick across his face.

“What are you saying? We’re having fun, aren’t we?”

The guy was now quivering pathetically, looking up at your empty eyes with fear.

You throw your fist, watching as the man braced for impact.

“That’s enough! Y/N.. that’s enough..”

You looked at the girl, tears are free falling from her eyes. Sniffling profusely next to Gray.

You sighed.

“Next time, if I even see your face in this part of town, I will personally kill you. Now scram.”

The man scattered to get up, running away as fast as he could.

Picking your bag up from the ground, you threw both frozen figures behind you a cheery smile.

“Whew. That got me worked up a little. Hey, don’t worry. He won’t be coming back no more. Now, let’s go home!”

He’s suddenly really glad you guys are on the same side together.

wolf keum / keum seongje

I think Wolf, like Donald, would also be proud if you could fight well.

Wolf was at one of the bars he usually frequents, bored out of his mind.

You haven’t been answering the texts he sent. Though you warned him about this beforehand since you have to meet with your friend today.

Wolf took a drag from his cigarette. Checking his phone once again. Once again, still no texts from you.

He clicked his tongue. Are your friends really that much more important to you than him?

“Hey. I’m going out for a sec.”

Closing the door behind him, Wolf opened his phone and dialled your number.

Within two rings, a response was heard.

“Wolf! How have you been?”

Wolf frowned, that’s not your voice.

“Can you give the phone to y/n-noona?”

“Yeah.. about that.”

Wolf clicked his tongue, he hadn’t even bothered to tell the rest of the boys about where he was going. Jumping on his motorbike the minute your name was uttered.

“The thing is, y/n is batshit drunk right now. Come be a good boyfriend and pick her up. I’ll text you the location.”

Wolf chewed on his bottom lips, oddly uneasy knowing that you’re probably not yourself. At a club. Without him.

Well, your friends are there. But still, he doesn’t trust that they are all lucid enough to take care of you if anything happens.

Once he reached the location your friend sent him, he wasted no time barging into every room looking for you.

Eventually, he meets your friend walking out of the bathroom. Looking slightly amused at his arrival.

“Oh, Wolf. You actually came.”

“Where are they?”

Your friend gestured to the bathroom.

Man is crazy enough to actually went into the girl’s bathroom, where he sees you groaning by the toilet seat. Your other friend holding your hair for you.

“You can leave. Noona.. it’s Wolf.”

You groaned, feeling like your head is gonna split in two.

Wolf took the hint and shut his mouth. Rubbing your back to soothe the nausea.

“Where the fuck is that kid?!”

Remember that Wolf barged into random people’s room earlier. He also left without an explanation :)

The man banged at the door, making you wince at the loud noise.

“I saw you went in there! Get the fuck out of here before I break the door open!”

Wolf noticed that you were getting uncomfortable when the man began to send a series of kicks to the door. He was about to get up and deal with them himself, before you beat him to it.

Wolf stared in confusion as you open the door with a click. Moving to walk past the raging man to get your bag and just continue puking at home.

“Hey! Where the fuck you think you’re going!”

The guy made the wrong decision to grab your shoulder.

You flipped the man over, elbowing him on the ribs, before kicking the back of his knees down.

“Ugh..”

You gazed at the man sleepily. Looking like you’re contemplating on what to do next, which after a few seconds, you decide to just leave him there and continue your walk.

Wolf stared at your figure. Completely mesmerised until he heard a cackling from beside him.

“Ooh that’s my girl.”

Wolf shifted his glance towards your friend, raising one of his brows.

“I guess she never told you. Y/N was actually the top dog of our school back in middle school. She’s pretty damn good at fighting, you know.”

Wolf smirks. Well he’ll be damned.

ben park / park humin

You and Ben have been dating for like almost three months now.

So far, everything has been going great.

You know about his whole business fighting the Union and stuff. And while you do get worried, you’ve never really said anything.

Ben thought it was a bit odd, but you acted normal aside of that so he just merely shrugged it off.

That day, you were supposed to head to Eunjang to go on a date after school with Ben.

You two reserved a flower arranging class since you thought it was a nice activity for a change from the usual cafe hopping.

Ben was in a great mood the entire day. He couldn’t wait to see you. Especially since you two haven’t been able to see each other due to the packed schedule with the midterm examinations and other school activities.

He ran to the front gates, expecting you to already be there.

You weren’t.

Oh well. He leaned against the side of the school gates, lips pursed into a smile. Rocking himself back and forth on the balls of his feet.

10 minutes became 20. And 20 soon became 30.

Ben frowned. You couldn’t have forgotten about him, could you?

As a matter of fact, no, you haven’t forgotten. You’re just in a really, really sticky situation.

“Never would’ve thought I’ll meet you again out here, y/n.”

“Please. I’m not in the mood for fighting right now.”

The man laughed, pulling you harshly by the collar.

“Ah, y/n. Did you forget about me already?”

“I bet you never told Ben Park about how you went to juvie, did you?”

Feeling anger bubbling inside you, you broke free from his hold. Throwing a hard punch into his jaw.

When he fell to the ground, you got on top of him. Throwing punches after punches after punches.

Even as the man under you get more and more bloodied. Even when your knuckles broke skin. With all the blood rushing to your head, you can’t stop the dizzying sensation you felt that night three years ago.

You were about to throw another punch when you felt a strong grip on your wrist.

“Y/N. Stop that.”

Ben got immensely worried when you didn’t answer any of the calls nor text messages he sent you. So, he decided to check the tracking app to your phone.

He felt his heart shatter when you look up at him with tears running all over your face. Your expression dazed as you look around to see what you have done.

“…why did you do that?”

“-ill me..”

Both you and Ben turned to look at the figure under you who is squirming around weakly. Tears rolling out of his eyes.

“Kill me, y/n. It’s the least you could fucking do. KILL ME YOU COWARD! KILL ME LIKE YOU KILLED MY FUCKING BROTHER!”

You let out a scream. All memories of the past coming back in an instant.

Ben pulled you up, hugging you tight in his arms as you cry your hearts out. Bloody hands dirtying his white uniform.

“I promise it wasn’t on purpose, Ben.. That son of a bitch touched my sister..!”

Ben clenched his jaw, pulling you closer into his arms. This is not how he imagined the day to go at all.

#weak hero manhwa #weak hero webtoon #weak hero x reader #ben park #donald na #wolf keum #wolf keum x reader #gerard jin #jake ji #gray yeon

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xantheyyy · 26 days

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Idk im bored sooo here are some of my fave and NOT fave yaoi/bl/shounen ai/manhwas:

I: The perfect prince loves me, his rival!?

•Ok so when I first read this, i thought its gonna be like a enemies to lovers trope but upon reading it further, its abt a young man obsessed with a game and then died later on by a truck and got isekaid in his fave game. Has a crush on the prince and prince was cold towards him cuz he was isekaid as the bad character smth like that

•Im gonna be honest here, mc is annoying as fuck

•Prince thinks Mc wants to kiss his fiance and tried to kill him like in a potion room idfk amd mc threw a love potion at him and they fucked

•Prince was kinda being a horny bitch

•ALL CHAPTERS ARE JUST SEX????

•mc still being annoying as hell LIKE UR A GROWN ASS MAN

•overall 4/10

II: Salad days

•OH MY FUCKING GOSH THIS MADE ME SQUEAL SO BAD

•No sex scenes (Stay away horny ppl)

•THEY ARE SO FUCKING CUTE A BALLERINA AND A BOXER 😭😭😭

•Boxer dude was nice to the ballerina boy AND KDJSKSNDKEJ THEY MAKE ME GO HEBSKDNSKZNDJD UEEUEUEUEUEE THEY MAKE ME FEEL SINGLE

•19237/10 I LOVE THIS OMFG 😭

III: Monetary love

•Debt shit ofc

•The bottom works as a sex worker to get money

•Ends up getting kidnapped by a yakuza

•Then yakuza kept him and made him his whore

•But the next few chapters they kinda like being lovey dovey

•The bottom joined the yakuza and the dude was worried for him cuz yea

•I'd give this aaaaa 6/10 its kinda cute but boring at the same time and theres sex scene

IV: Viva o muerto (Dead or alive)

•OK NOW THIS IS MY FAVORITE AND SHEESSSHHHH THE HUNTER IS HOT (ngl he looks like gallagher LMFAO)

•Wants to hunt down the scammer

•Scanmer is a cute baby boy ngl

•The hot hunter took the scammer

•Then they fucked they broke the bed at a random ass bar/motel (i think??? I forgot)

•EPILOGUE WAS ACTUALLY CUTE THEY HAD A DOG YAYY

•I dont wanna explain all so yea

•10/10 recommended if ur into men with big tits fr

V: Raoin Gotoki no Kuni Kara

•The cover was cute as hell

•THE MC IS CUTE

•Didnt realize it was yaoi the whole time i thought its just gonna be a cute bl story

•12/10 its cute as hell

VI: Waterside night

•When i first read this, i didnt know it was omegaverse

•PROTECT THE BABY AT ALL COST

•The omega needs a break fr

•Alpha was being an asshole and r worded the omega

•Dropped it because of that scene but then went back reading it again becauee of the updates

•BUT HE CHANGED

•Baby got taken away by his fucking dad

•Andd yea pretty messed up shit happening

•SUDDENLY THE ALPHA IS LIKE BEING NICE BECAUSE HE CANT FORGIVE HIMSELF FOR WHAT HE DID

•Worried as hell for the omega if hes near the water

•they got the baby back and lived at the alpha's house

•I'd rate it a solid 8.5/10

VII: Roses and champagne

•HELLOO??? LEE WON IS PRETTY AS FUCK 😩😫

•Caesar being horny for him

•And uhhh he r worded Lee won

•Dropped it because of that scene

•But went back reading it again I just felt bad for him :(

•Give Lee Won a break

•7/10

VIII: December rain

•THIS SHIT HAS ME BAWLING MY EYES OUT PLEASE

•THIS THIS RIGHT HERE HAD ME SCREAMING AND PUNCH THE WALLS

•PLEASE WHEN THEY SAW EACHOTHER AGAIN HAD ME SOBBING

•IN ANOTHER LIFEEEEE

•spoiler if u dont wanna get spoiled joke im not gonna spoil the rest i dont wanna ruin it for yall

•Happy ending tho

•12/10 if u wanna get depressed

VIII: Obey me

•I was curious and my friends also said i should try to read it

•First chap? Dropped it already

•Do i need to explain?

•-12237462827/10 if u like this, DNFI pls

IX: Pufferfish and Dolphin

•Oh my fucking gosh why did i even read the whole thing

•This had me crying and trying process what the fuck just happened

•Save the boy please

•-1928283736517172625115/10 pls stay away from it

X: Cherry blossoms after winter

•CUTE AS SHIT

•I just randomly got weirded out by sex scenes i cant rlly see them like that tbh

•PRECIOUS BABIES

•12/10 yes

#bl manhwa #shounen ai #manwha recommendations #some are not recommendations for you #fluffy manwhas #cute manwhas #manga recommendation

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papilongsocks · 2 years

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Robin Arellano x FEM!reader pt.3

tags: alternate universe, AU, (soon) fluff, time-skips, flashbacks , confessions, fighting, heartbreak, angst, past trauma?, mentions of alcohol. (swear warning!!) (i also have no idea how US schools work so sorry in advance if somethings completely wrong-😭)

description: you moved from your old home town after your father had passed. your life back there wasn't the greatest and you had moved to Denver to "start over". you begin to fall slowly for robin. hanging out regularly, and patching him up after fights. (no grabber - only use of the characters!!)

i think about a week has passed since i started at my new school and I'm already sick of everything. Brandon would come home drunk as fuck, and take all his stress out on my mom and occasionally me. I don't know why he started drinking again. he made it very clear he was an ex-alcoholic before dating my mother, and now suddenly hes back to his bad habits?. and on top of that, my maths teacher hates my guts for continuously being late and not focusing during lessons. I've only attended this shit hole for a few weeks! I constantly felt the urge to punch someone again, that someone being Brandon. god he really got on my nerves!

I got off the bus beside Finney and robin, who I had asked to help me with my math notes that both me and robin had been behind on. Finney was more than happy to help the two of us which made us feel just as happy as him. Finney was probably one of the smartest kids in his class—from my perspective—when it came to maths and astronomy. he'd constantly be talking about rockets and stars during break times, whereas Robin on the other hand would always be getting into trouble and failing almost every one of his classes,and talking about his fights. me and him shared the same math class. we both sat on opposite sides of the room which was very annoying since I knew absolutely no one in that class besides him.

as the past week went on I got to know the 4 of them a lot better ( Finney, Robin, Gwen and Donna). I would meet up with them everyday, and on days I shared periods with the boys I'd walk with them too. It's a shame i don't share any classes with the girls, since Donna's also in my year.

today was particularly different tho. after 3rd period me and Finney had been walking together down the hall. I spotted robin walking behind us constantly looking at me and analysing what me and Finney were talking about. he seemed some what jealous?

he was also constantly trying to get my attention and talk to me whenever I tried speaking to someone else at the table. he was definitely jealous. it was kind of adorable actually.

as we approached my house, I pushed open the rusted gate, allowing the two of them to enter through the shitty garden. small crushed flowers sat in rows buried in the mud that wrapped around the whole house. an old broken swing set from the previous owners also sat with tall grass surrounding it. I cringed lowly taking in the imagine of my own filthy front lawn, feeling slightly humiliated.

as I entered the house I heard Finney and Robin whisper something to each other making me feel more anxious. what if they make fun of my room? I hope mom doesn't embarrass me again.

"hi honey",she spoke sounding sort of pissed, from the dining room. I noticed Brandon wasn't sitting there today which took a huge weight off of my chest

"hi mom"., I responded walking forward into the door frame. robin had taken a step forward to get a better view of her.

"oh, hello!",she smiled giving robin a welcoming look when Finney also decided he wanted to have a look too.

"and hello to you too",she repeated the same faces.

"this is, robin, and this is, Finney",I pointed to either one of them

"it's nice to meet you boys. I'm y/ns mother"

I rolled my eyes feeling my feet pull me towards the stairs.

"it's nice to meet you miss... y/ns mom", Finney said seeming to be a little too engaged in the conversation.

"come on Finney",I whisper yelled making robin lightly laugh before following me up the first few stairs

he looked over to us then back to my mom. she said something to him before he started approaching the stairs and walking up behind us. i opened the door to my bedroom and the two of them entered in front of me, looking around and standing awkwardly. I glanced awkwardly too, sitting on my bed before speaking

"you guys can sit", i laughed laying on my stomach.

the two of them began sitting down. robin leaned his back against the end of my bed, and Finney sat cross legged In front of him. I watched over Robin's shoulder inches away from his face. I read his sloppy writing trying to figure out what he was struggling with and needed to copy down.

"uhm what does that say?",I said pointing towards a disfigured looking sentence. my words seemed to startle robin, since he had flinched and quickly looked to his side at my face now directly In front of him. I moved back a little feeling his breath against my lip and began laughing. I noticed him look away quickly, as Finney began snickering too. he wasn't seriously flustered was he?

we began finishing up our little lesson. I had gotten a good amount of work done, aside from the fact we were constantly being distracted by robin. he'd have his pen pushed against his top lip and looking at both me and Finn for a reaction. which both of us never showed. it was obvious he was sad about it too. I bet he thought he was hilarious.

"hey y/n, where's your bathroom?",Finney asked standing up

"here I'll show you",I sat up from my spot and walked out of my room and down the hall. I lead him to the bathroom and headed back to my room where robin still was. I huffed loudly plopping on my bed looking at the ceiling.

"maths is such torture!",I groaned ,"like what kind of dumb ass mixes the alphabet with numbers!"

robin laughed. he began talking about how much he hated math too. I couldn't quite tune in on what he was saying, which made me feel sort of guilty.

I heard Finney walking down the hallway to return to our study session.

I looked over to my left and grabbed one of my pillows, hungry for a little action. I threw it directly at him, hitting him in the face before flopping to the floor.

I covered my mouth not expecting to actually hit him, as he stood there with a blank face. robin was holding back a laugh and crawled forward to grab the pillow before Finney could. he hugged it tight as I tried grabbing it out of his hands. he then pulled it strongly to his side, causing me to fall forward off of my bed.

"ah!",i shrieked hitting my head against the floor and rolling forward. both robin and Finney gasped.

"are you okay?",Finney spoke bending down to check on me. I lay on my back holding the back of my head and slightly rolled from side to side.

"you broke her", Finney slightly laughed on his words looking up at an obviously guilty Robin. this wasn't the first time he had hurt me accidentally. like when he punched me a little too hard in the arm when I had asked him to 'beat me up' as a joke and then lectured me about it soon after hardly apologizing. or the time when he decided it was a good idea to trip me up when walking to my next class. a few weeks I've been at this school, and both of my now closest friends have physically beaten me up.

I sat up beginning to laugh the pain off, rubbing the back of my head still

"you really need to control that strength of yours",I hissed looking at Robin

"IM SORRY! I didn't mean to, it's her fault anyways! "

"its your fault, not mine!", i huffed with a small laugh

"what ever", he scoffed looking away

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robin // pov

I sat in my science class feeling bored out of my mind when something hit my back. a small crumpled up note? I noticed Madeline glancing over at me. This happens regularly. i sighed looking down to the floor and picking the paper up.

"Meet me behind the bathrooms at break , Maddie. xx"

i was too focused on the fact she had better handwriting than me, to realize what she had even said. the paper had a bunch of small hearts around it. I turned again to look at her, she was now smiling with her hands on either side of her face.

"robin. eyes on the board", Mr, said calling me out In front of everyone. I turned back to the front and began scribbling over her note leaning back into my chair.

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break came a little too quick. Madeline had left the class quickly before everyone else, and went speeding in the direction of the bathrooms. was I really going to follow? I mean I'd feel pretty shit if I didn't. maybe I could find Finney or someone to come with me. no, Id better go myself.. but...never mind, whatever. I started walking down the corridor and towards the outdoor bathrooms. when I arrived outside of them I huffed and began walking behind the building knowing exactly what to expect. I saw Madeline standing there with her arms folded tightly across her chest. she was leaning against the brick wall kicking slightly at the dirt below

"you wanted to see me?",I said tilting my head a little

"hi..robin",she smiled moving slightly closer.

"hi.", I gulped feeling a little uncomfortable.

"I want to tell to you about something..",she moved closer yet again.

I gave her a small confused look, "what?"

"I like you, Robin.", I felt like I took a punch to the stomach. again with the confessions.

"oh..uhm..",I choked moving back a little

"do you like be back?"

"I uh.."

"you don't like me..?",she said with tears forming in her eyes. I felt extremely guilty. I couldn't tell if her tears were genuine or just a part of some sort of act

I just stood there unable to spit up words.

she moved one more step forward and grabbed my hand holding it in her own.

I watched her look deeply into my eyes, as if she was trying to cast a spell on me that seemed to be working

"do you like me?",she spoke again

"yes.",I said before freezing and realising what I had just done. I didn't even mean for that to fall out!

before I could correct myself she lightly pecked my cheek and walked away with a giggle. well fuck.

I entered the cafeteria and sat beside y/n. all I could think about was Madeline.

"you good there Arellano?", y/n said looking at me.

"yep."

"you don't look so good? what's wrong?"

"erm..do you guys remember that Madeline girl in my science class?"

"yeah?"

"I think we're dating now."

I could tell y/n wanted to laugh.

"what! what happened!?",Finney asked eagerly with a smile

"I basically told her I liked her back. and she left before I could say anything else"

y/n started giggling to herself before quickly covering her mouth and continued eating quietly

"I didn't know what else to do!",I huffed ,"her face looked so sad when I didn't answer her, and my words just slipped out"

I noticed her beside her many friends that looked like complete copy's of her sitting at a table in the corner of the lunch room. I banged my head against the table and groaned

"what am I gonna do"

"do you even like her?",Finney asked

"I don't know!"

"so you're dating a girl, you don't even know if you like or not?",Finney asked again.

y/n continued to eat her lunch. she seemed unbothered by anything going around, which made me feel kind of icky, or something?

"yeah, I guess so?"

"good luck with that", y/n spoke finally.

I glared back at Madeline who was now leaving with her arms linked around one of her friends laughing. she left the cafeteria looking back at me, which made me instantly feel a hot sensation on my face.

maybe I do like her?

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y/n // pov

when robin came into the cafeteria today telling us all about his new stupid girlfriend, I felt a sharp pain in my stomach the whole time. but I don't know why. usually things like this don't fuck with my feelings negativity. I'm usually super happy finding out people are together. but Madeline and Robin? I don't know.

Madeline's in my chemistry class and she's sort of a total dickhead. she's constantly getting other people to do her work for her, since she always 'needs help!'. we've talked to each other like once and she 100% does not like me. I was her buddy for one lesson, and she would not stop asking questions and drawing small flowers and hearts all over her book and mine. it really pissed me off for some reason, which made me snap. i started arguing with her to the point where i almost hit her. luckily we were split up. and we haven't spoken since.

#robin arellano #the black phone #vance hopper #finney shaw #the grabber #robin arellano x reader #miguel cazarez mora #theblackphone #x reader #fluff #angst #finney blake

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thefangirlrant · 1 year

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Season 2 is less than 24 hours away!

Before the premiere, I wanted to quickly jot down (in no particular order) some things I hope to see in this new season.

1: Parents. The whole time rewatching season 1, I kept thinking, “where are these kids’ parents?” 😆 Even when Ichigo is taken to Aoyama’s house as a cat, his parents are no where to be found. Mint and Ichigo at least mention their parents, but we never see them. Now, we do have confirmation that Ichigo’s parents will make an appearance in the first episode (about time!), but I really want them to explore the other girls’ parent situations.

2: More backstory for the other girls. We’ve gotten some for Mint already (but I won’t say no to more), and Pudding has at least had her siblings introduced early on, but we have virtually nothing for Lettuce and Zakuro. Those two were snubbed in the manga and OG anime too, so I really hope they don’t get the shorter end of the stick yet again. Give us Lettuce’s brother! Seiji got to be a prominent side character, why can’t Uri?

3: I want the follow up to the IchiRyou scene in episode 2!

Ryou has to walk her home (for whatever reason, it doesn’t really matter why), and he has to apologize, it was such a huge moment for his character development in the manga, and if they throw it out, I’m going to riot (ok , maybe not riot, but I will be very upset, and this version will lose points for me)!

4: I want a birthday episode. I know that’s really random, but I just want it 😆 Since this seems to start at the beginning of the school year (so like mid April in Japan), Ichigo’s birthday is out, and probably Lettuce too. The next birthday would be Ryou in June, which I think would be hilarious, because he totally seems like the kind of person that would like to ignore his birthday, and it would be funny to see the girls (and Keiichiro) make him celebrate it! 😆

That’s assuming we didn’t pass his birthday (because season 1 does seem to end around June, given the rain, and the fact the Mint only has a couple days to decide if she’s going to an American school), in which case, the next birthday would be Pudding. That could be a lot of fun!

5: More original episodes that help expand the story and develop all the characters better. In other words, I don’t them to try to finish off the series in this season, I want them to take their time, then they can wrap things up in a third season. There was so much build up to Mint using the Mew Aqua rod, that I feel it would be too fast paced if the other three all used the rod in the same season. The mid season climax can be Lettuce using the Mew Aqua rod, and then the season finale can be Pudding using it; season 3’s mid season climax can be Zakuro using the rod, and the finale would obviously be the fight with Deep Blue. Then we can have a season 4, where Berry actually gets introduced properly, and the story isn’t a rushed mess 😅 Maybe we can get a movie adaptation of the PS game and see Ringo animated. And then we can end the series with an expanded ReTurn; and since we start the series with them all (except Pudding) in high school, we can end the series with them graduating, and Ichigo and Aoyama actually getting married. In fact, I hope they don’t end the first series with the mock wedding, because I feel like an actual wedding would be a much better pay off (as much as it will hurt Ryou’s little heart 😭)

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dribs-and-drabbles · 1 year

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#BADBUDDYREWATCH

Ep 10

Pran, the most awkward gay to ever be awkward.

Ming, seriously, your face is gonna feel my fists... No 'how are you', 'I'm glad you're safe, son'...no...he's all 'what's Pran doing here?'. smh so hard it's giving me whiplash.

The California shirt!

God this ep...settling us into a false sense of security that Ming might actually turn out to be good and nice and accepting of Pat and Pran...but ha! sike! no!

I mean, it's in the conversation - with how Ming apologises and Pat tells Pran he's never seen his dad act like this - but also the clothes - Pat in red and blue, Ming in red and black, and Pran in red and a black, grey, and white/cream t-shirt. Harmonious colour co-ordination...

Nong Nao!!

I wonder if Pat purposely thought to wear red to meet Pran because he wanted to blend in and not be recognised as from 'enemy territory' 😄

Sneaky fucking Pran. Look at the SMUGNESS on his face.

In hindsight, you can absolutely see that Joke is a) joking (playing along on behalf of Pran) and b) Pran's peer mentor - his buttoned up white shirt indicating he's more of a 'straight-laced' person and suggesting Pran emulates him in his own wardrobe choices.

God Pran is SO HAPPY and it's not because their love for each other is being revealed so loudly but rather it's because he's GIFTING this moment to Pat, allowing Pat the one thing he's wanted all along - for everyone to know he's taken - and that makes Pran SO DAMN HAPPY. And I love that Pat basically asks Pran 'are you sure this is what you want?' and Pran basically answers 'absolutely, do your worst (best)'...and he does.

And again with the product placement - they used in a way that supports the relationship development of Wai and Korn. Who else is doing it like this?!

Honestly, we were ROBBED of both friends groups together. I'm Sad™.

I love Chai 'I think one day things will get better'. The look on his face when Pat told him he and Pran were dating 😄

Like brother, like sister. I love the two scenes we have of Pa and Pat in their dorm on their beds chatting - both ending with one running away towards their crush! The parallels!

Do you think the little look Ink gives Pa at 2:25 in part 2 is her acknowledging that she knows what Pa is up to with trying to figure out if she's being hit on? Also, at 6:31 Ink does the little hair tuck behind her ear with the same tone of voice for "I wonder who that could be" as when she told Pat she knew he was hitting on her in ep 5. SHE KNOWS.

I wonder if this is the first time Pat has gone further into Pran's house than his bedroom...or if they sneak around when Pran's parents aren't there. I mean, he knew which room to go to...and he wasn't that afraid of being caught somewhere he shouldn't have been...

I love the reminiscing at the school, that they're now making happy memories there too. Their reputation isn't as the infamous rivals but as 'faens', Pran gets to sing their song on that stage and hear that Pat ran after him with his guitar, Pat learns that Pran always looked at him...they're rewriting their past for a better future.

Like brother, like sister #2 - Pat 'I'm hot' Jindapat and Pa 'I'm hot' Jindapat.

And then like brother, like sister part 3 - Pat and Pa immediately confessing to their crushes the moment they realise they like them.

But that darkroom scene is so special. And I just love how Ink's sweater was both their colours - Pa's limey green in normal light and then Ink's burnt orange in the red light of the darkroom.

AHHHHHHH the hotpot date!!! (but I have trauma memories from those shirts 😭)

THEY'RE SO HAPPY WHHHHHY DID MING HAVE TO BE THERE?!

*takes a deep breath* okay, time for part 4...

aklgaldjgladkglkjdlfkgjladkg 😭😭😭

How DARE Ming push our darling Pran like that?!!

Fierce eyes Pat is back.

I just adore the shot of Pat walking away from Pran...adore as in it wrenches my heart out of chest, stomps on it, and then hands it back like it's a favour to me.

And I love the symbolism of the spilled bag - the worst that Pran could imagine has happened now, the secret is out, and the world hasn't ended but rather life continues, all he can do is put the food back in the bag, pick it up and walk forwards to the inevitable confrontation with the families. It's so mundane but so heavy - like the bag he carries instead of placing in the shopping trolley.

The intensity of the scene with Pran and his mum...I can't believe it was one of the first scenes they filmed for the series 🔥

The look in Pat's eyes after Dissaya leaves just about breaks me.

No, wait, it's when Pran hugs Pat on the rooftop with the swell of the music that does it 😭😭😭

I have no words. Just incredible.

#bad buddy #badbuddyrewatch #bad buddy episode 10 #bad buddy series #I have ascended again #my soul has left my body and is floating untethered over that rooftop #I had forgotten the emotional IMPACT that ending had #all of part 4 actually #what an incredible series #ohm and nanon and aof produced magic #it seems I actually have a lot of words...but many of which aren't very coherent #lin-live rambles the bad buddy rewatch

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waitingformyfavoritesongs · 1 year

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22 April 2023 Saturday 1:03 am pt

Incubus is threatening me not to put up 🆙 my intaglio print picture here. It’s on my Instagram. He is burning 🔥 my vag. Benny blanco put up 🆙 that song 🎵 on his post George Michael. Michael sounds like my kill. 1:06 am pdt no one seems to care though. I haven’t seen any progress towards resolution. Only threats to tear me apart. I wish I never dated Scott. He wasn’t worth getting to know for me Bcz I don’t like 👍 him now. Hot 🥵 above right ear 👂. If they’re threatening me what is it they’re afraid 😱 of? That people will believe me? Bcz my print was made between fall 2007 and spring 2008? And Amar Malik article said July 2010? 1:10 am pdt it would (left hip bone 🦴 pain) point it in my favor slightly but no one likes me so no one will do anything to help me... so? 1:11 am pdt

1:13 am pdt stereo hearts 🥰

1:14 am pdt never going to dance 💃🏻 again Bcz my hip bones 🦴 etc are being taken away. 1:15 am pdt

1:17 am pdt do you think stereo hearts 🥰 sounds like it was written by a girl 👧 or a guy? I would like to see a poll on this. If you didn’t know who. Wrote it. Curious to know what others think 💭 only for experimental purposes. 1:19 am pdt

1:20 am pdt I want (back pain sharp) my bones 🦴 back and my youthfulness! My health. I don’t care about the money 💰! 1:21 am pdt 😞😖😭 1:22 am pdt I want this nightmare to be over!

1:23 am pdt I want to be able to work hard again without consequences such as losing my bones 🦴 and brain 🧠! 1:24 am pdt 😫😤😰

1:25 am pdt incubus attacked my skull 💀 and probably brain 🧠 today from trying to walk 🥺😖😭 1:26 am pdt

1:29 am pdt years and years of postponement and unfulfilled promises so a lot of stuff I won’t believe until I see results. A lot of stuff is like in reruns. 1:31 am pdt my hotel 🏨 is not giving us extra recycling and compost bins... 🤷🏻‍♀️ Nothings changed. Composting should be mandatory everywhere. 1:32 am pdt

1:33 am pdt acid throat pain no tengo dinero. It’s too bad Travis McCoy didn’t become a millionaire. Wait did Bruno Mars? Did either of those guys do stuff in the billionaire song 🎵? Who can I ask for money 💰? 1:35 am pdt Benny Blancos post literally day after my birthday 🎂 so it looks intentionally dedicated to me about not being able to dance 💃🏻 again. 1:36 am pdt and Amar Malik has some weird posts with a pink liquid spill. Rose 🌹 Rosa pink . Shana = beautiful, rose 🌹, Lilly 1:38 am pdt right arm acid throat too

1:41 am pdt incubus pointed something out to me days ago. It sometimes hard to think 💭 when I can’t breathe 🧘🏻‍♀️ and fighting for my life. So it’s okay 👌 if I’m a whore and it’s my fault 🤦‍♀️ Bcz I shouldn’t have dated me for I don’t remember how long how many days but I don’t think 💭 it was more than 2 months. Some people say by the third month you will know if something will become long term? I don’t really remember spending July 4 th with Scott in 2007. Trying to remember but it’s hard. I used to keep everything. But I was bad at putting dates on drawings ✍️ in my sketch ✍️ books 📖. I guess it was my fault 🤦‍♀️. I don’t have a lot of experience with dating. I guess I never learned until Q said it’s supposed to work immediately. But that was after s*x with Scott. I was trying to see if people would grow on me. I was better off hearing the advice b4 not after. My parents are divorced and they have a huge age gap. My parents were pen 🖊 pals. But I guess my dad rushed my mom Bcz he was already very old. He wanted/needed to have babies 👶 ASAP I guess. They tried to make it work. They weren’t the right fit unfortunately. 1:51 am pdt teeth 🦷 pain 1:52 am some times you just bite the cookie 🍪 5 year engagement. My dad had a fiancé who was stolen by another man 👨, so he had bad luck. 1:53 am pdt my dad wasn’t rich 🤑 I think the other man was? 1:54 am pdt

2:21 am pdt while I was at UCB my eczema on my hands 🙌 got worse so I stopped printmaking. 2:22 am pdt I didn’t do printmaking my second year and beyond. 2:23 am pdt

2:37 am pdt incubus is extremely biased and extremely WRONG 😑. He or she is vilifying me about dating Scott. I was attracted to him too much. And I wanted it to work out 🏋️‍♀️ I wanted to like 👍 someone I was attracted to. But I guess it was too dangerous a situation and I didn’t realize it. Bcz it was hard for me to say no even though I wanted to and meant to say no, he physically didn’t allow me to say no. He physically stopped 🛑 me from responding and went for it. 2:41 am pdt that was probably only the second or third time we hung out even though I don’t remember anymore I think 💭 I used to think 💭 I remembered it being very early on. Too early. Bcz I wanted to say NO Bcz my heart ❤️ wasn’t there yet. But he said he could feel I wanted to. Duh 🙄 that’s hormones. But he is probably trying to lie (acid head pain 2:44 am pdt) and twist it into saying he was in love with out saying it then, but twisted it for later when he wanted to make me look 👀 bad. Bcz he didn’t want people to know what happened exactly. I already told him I don’t think 💭 we should be doing this, but he challenged me. It’s not ok 👌 to challenge a woman 👩🏼. If she says no respect ✊ it. 2:47 am pdt

2:48 am pdt at least I verbally said b4 the s*x a very long no. Acid lips 👄 pain b4 I typed. Acid brain 🧠 pain.

2:50 am pdt I seem to be punished for this. I move to ban lap dances from strip clubs . If I’m being punished acid brain 🧠 pain for that then I will be saving every strippers life by warning ⚠️ them this is what they are like. They will eat your brains 🧠 with acid if you don’t claim responsibility for any rape that occurs after lap dancing 💃🏻. If Scott is punishing me then you are warned. He likes teenagers. Teens at my high school 🏫 rubbed their butts on guys crotch in dances. They didn’t get raped? 2:54 am pdt

2:58 am pdt I guess it’s true. I’m going to die Bcz of Scott cano. Bcz they blame me for stuff they tricked me into doing. 2:59 am pdt men are messed up and 😧. 3 am pdt they are not safe (stomach pain) to be alone with or to conduct business 👨‍💼 with. Unfortunate. 3:01 am pdt

3:04 am pdt I will repeat 🔁 myself Bcz now there are too many posts 😑. Women only desire p*nis. Adequately sized. P*nis. Nothing else would satisfy a woman 👩🏼! But we don’t know what men will try to put their p*nis. Into a pie 🥧 or a sheep 🐑? 3:07 am pdt

3:09 am pdt if people like Amar Malik more than me then I guess there’s nothing I can do. They want to award 🥇 him and not me I cannot do anything. 3:11 am pdt

3:11 am pdt in this weird world 🌎 now that is coming out it doesn’t seem to matter who had the idea 💡 first under what circumstances. Whether I forgot about specific things or I wasn’t made 100% aware of the truth and they messed around with my head a lot for a long time b4 telling me. 3:14 am pdt a lot of sharp back pain. I forgot a lot. No crossover. 3:15 am pdt all I thought 💭 was those guys were regular people like me and they were doing weird bad stuff to me. 3:15 am pdt

3:23 am pdt I guess I have to give up 🆙 Bcz god wants them to have what originally thought 💭 was mine. I thought 💭 about stuff for a while b4 I sang in the shower 🚿 in my apartment. Everything (acid hot pain left hip pain bone 🦴 difficulty breathing cruncher groin bone 🦴 3:26 am pdt I need to face the music 🎶 is that this a cruel joke on me😖😭😫 and that there is nothing else to this. There is no new earth 🌍 that we will all go to together. If there was, I would think 💭 that (pain cramp fart 💨 3::30 am pdt) anyone who has a growing family should go first. Hopefully 🙏 that it’s a quick trip! 3:31 am pdt please stop 🛑 hurting me please stop 🛑 taking my bones 🦴😫😖😭🥵🥵🥵🥵 3:32 am pdt

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thatblackravenclaw · 2 years

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Okay mamacita. I am officially hurt with what u recently wrote abt Bucky getting someone else pregnant. After all his flowery sweet words. But I have an idea? Like what if due to idk a broken heart? Anger? Reader signs up with the same program as Steve and (Bucky) to be frozen and to become a super soldier. Then everything happens accordingly up until civil war. The reader fights with Steve to bring back Bucky. Then the reader also plays a big role in bucky’s recovery. All the while, in both past and present, the reader is bucky’s love of his life. On why he cheated, I don’t ducking know why tht dumbass did that. But the reader is bucky’s end game. So Present Bucky is just feeling all sorts of guilt, remorse, sadness, regret, and most of all, love for her. He’s head over heels for her that he would willingly be under hydra for her (extreme? Yeah he freaking deserve it). Anw all while bucky’s so inlove with her, I have multiple ideas on how this ends. Imma list it!

1. Happy ending for Bucky! Bucky grovels, ALOT. It may have taken him years to even have a date with u. But that date was the start of forever. His forever love, faithfulness, adoration and all. But again, he suffers before that.

2. She helped Stevie? Why? Turns out they have a secret relationship, Bucky just knew when reader got pregnant with Stevie’s. Now he’s on the sidelines watching reader and Steve live the life that he so badly wanted with her. Basically just him facing the consequences of his actions. He ends up that single uncle who just takes care of his nephews/nieces, aka reader and Steve’s children while the pair go on a date night or sum. He wanted to be happy for them, but ofc he couldn’t.he also couldn’t find someone else, as reader was really it for him *alexa play that should be me by Justin Bieber*

3. Bucky and reader get back together! But what goes round comes back around. Reader has to go on an undercover mission with some male avenger/colleague for almost a year. They have had to pretend to be married. Ofc bucky’s insecure Bc he knows what he did while he was away. He’s scared you realize this and just leave him. And you did. You said you never loved him again anyway. While he, on the other hand, was already planning on your whole future. How he’s gonna make amends for everything, how he’s gonna treat you right, above and beyond happy, your children, all. Buuutt the twist of it all? Bucky begs for you to stay. Despite you cheating, he said you could be in a relationship with someone else, love someone else. Hell, he could even just be your fuck toy, your dog should you want, as long as you come home to him a couple of times a week. As long as he was yours. As long as you give him the time of the day. Just, desperate Bucky Bc he won’t let you go a second time (this could be a potentially dark, obsessive yandere Bucky) *Alexa play The Weekend by Sza*

4.Reader and bucky both end up with someone else but is bdoth longing for each other. They’re each other’s end game but they think they’re toxic for each other so they don’t try anymore. One day bucky decides to pursue the reader. Only to find out she died for him. So he finna bring that till his death.

As a req, I DEFFO would love a happy ending for this, I hate Bucky for cheating but I love him too much 😭 but if u want to create an alt ending, or if u don’t wanna follow what’s listed or would want to change something. Pls do so! By no means do I require nor force you to do this 💗 but I hope you doooo! Thank you so much and have a nice day 💗

I am now in love with you and your ideas! I'll tell you what.. I'll make an alternative ending with all 4 endings. sound like a plan? 💙

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endlessnightlock · 2 years

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You don’t have to since I’m 4 days late 😭😭😭 but if you wanna, keep this prompt next time you feel up to writing?

"Give me a brush. I'll fix your hair for you."

Thanks again for the prompt @katnissmellarkkk, I’m finally getting around to clearing out my inbox :).

In-Panem a/u. No Trigger warnings, just domestic fluff.

Prim leans over the porch railing, supporting herself on her long, slender arms, looking like a queen ready to hand down a royal judgment on a lower court member. “Get in here. Where have you been?”

I pause, taken aback at the reality of how grown up she seems to me today. Prim finished school a few months back, and now she’s on the cusp of adulthood, dying to launch herself into a life made by her own choices.

We’ve had so many more options since the end of the war, with Snow’s restrictions on the districts gone. Things are slowly changing, although I spend my days much the same as I always have, hunting, gathering, and trading. The difference is that I’m no longer afraid of facing the whipping post if I’m caught with a rabbit or turkey.

To everyone's surprise, I’ve slowly become less reticent with people. I even have a boyfriend if you count spending time with Peeta Mellark at the back of the bakery once we finish trading as seeing someone. We’ve gone on walks in the woods, and he’s been to dinner here a few times, but that’s about it. There isn’t much to do if you aren’t into drinking and hanging out at the slag heap at night.

I’m looking forward to the festival tonight—there’ll be music and dancing, food and drink stalls.

My sister has a pale gold flower print dress on, one from Mother's Merchant days, and her thick blond hair worked into a wreath of braids curled around the crown of her head. It’s a good look for her, showcasing her slender shoulders and neck. On her feet are primrose-pink slippers, another of Mother's treasures from her merchant days. Those might be a bit snug on Prim since she is taller than Mother or me. I can tell she’s itching to get out of here and head into town for the mid-summer festival. Prim’s probably been ready for hours, if I had to guess, and spent her time staring out the window, waiting to ambush me the moment I came into sight.

Prim huffs, and I try not to smile at her impatience. “Stop poking around down there. You’re going to make us late!”

As far as I know, there’s no set schedule for tonight. I decide against reminding my sister that while, yes, the Mid-Summer Festival is something we’ve all been looking forward to, I still have work to do. The three of us need to eat.

Instead of arguing with the blonde hurricane, I meekly climb the front steps and follow Prim inside our house, taking off my boots at the door and balancing my bow and sheaf of arrows in the corner. After leaving my game bag on the kitchen counter, I follow Prim to the small washroom at the back of the house.

Mother’s blue dress and shoes I wore for my sixteenth reaping, the last one held before the revolution, are waiting for me to put on after I wash the day’s grime off.

“The water’s cold,” Prim warns in a way that judges me, again, for getting home late.

“It’s fine,” I say, stripping everything off and climbing into the tub. There are worse things than a cold bath in the middle of summer.

The water in our large tin tub is downright frigid, but I don’t complain. Instead, I wash my hair and myself quickly before climbing back out. Prim hands me a clean towel, and I take it gladly, drying myself off. My hair is soaked, dripping down my back, and the towel is wrapped around my body when Prim points to our commode and orders me to sit. “Give me the brush. I’ll fix your hair for you.”

One of the many reasons I wear my hair in a braid is to keep it from tangling as I go about my day, and I’m glad of this, mainly because Prim is merciless in tearing through my hair. Only the occasional wince slips out once she gets to work on it. I’m proud of myself for my restraint.

“I’m going to do yours like mine,” she tells me when I feel her parting my hair at the scalp into sections. Prim is at her happiest when she’s making things beautiful. I feel like she has her work cut out for her with me, but she'll only laugh me off if I say that to her.

Once Prim has braided and wrapped and fussed and pinned everything to my head the way she wants to, I start to rise, but she tells me to wait. “I have something else for your hair,” she explains, rushing out of the washroom.

I roll my eyes once she’s gone and slip on my underclothes, dress, and shoes while I’m waiting for her to return.

When fully dressed, I look at myself in the mirror and admit Prim’s done a nice job of dressing me up. I do look pretty tonight.

It’ll be fun to see what Peeta thinks of me this way. The idea makes me smile. He has to work at the bakery stall but promised me we’d have time to dance, too.

When Prim returns with sprigs of flowers to thread through the braids in my hair, I think about protesting but decide against it. If it makes her happy to doll me up like this, I’ll let her.

#endlessnightlock writes #thg drabble #in-panem a/u #katniss everdeen #primrose everdeen #everlark mention

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borathae · 2 years

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After reading the new chapter of OGC I can only say one thing is that you, Sibi, are a wizard at writing anal sex. Honestly before you I have never read ff with this kind of sexual practices because many authors define dirty anal sex and so when I found your blog I fell in love.

I have a question: if one day I wanted to try anal sex how do I clean my butt??? This is not to say that I do not clean that part of my body in fact I use intimate cleansers suitable for both the vagina and the butt 💀💀💀💀 what I mean is if I have to insert my finger and if there is something suitable for cleaning the inside. I don't know if I'm making myself understood 😭😭😭😭

Okay first of all, I just have to start this off by saying PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DON'T WASH YOUR VAGINA WITH SOAP/INTIMATE CLEANSERS!! THE VAGINA IS SELF CLEANING AND USING SOAP DOWN THERE WILL SERIOUSLY MESS UP YOUR PH LEVELS AND IN THE LONG TERM MESS HER UP MORE AND MAKE HER STINK AS WELL!! PLEASE I AM BEGGING YOU UNDER TEARS DON'T USE CLEANSERS ON YOUR VAGINA it is perfectly fine to clean it with nothing by water and then just letting it breathe in cotton panties. I am begging you, throw that cleanser away.

Okay now that this is out of the way let's get into douching 101

You have to have taken a shit beforehand so your guts are empty. Also your poop has to be good, solid consistency. If you have diarrhea that day, just wait for another day because douching will only make it worse. Give your guts a lil break.

Also give your guts at least one to two hours of break between taking a shit and cleaning out.

Okay this is the tool, which is the best for beginners & also very comfortable to use. Just look up "anal douche" on your local sextoy website and you should find something you like.

DO NOT CLEAN THE INSIDE OF YOUR ASS WITH SOAP/CLEANSERS EITHER! That will burn and cause nothing but pain. Cleaning your outsides parts with soap is totally fine, but don't put it up your ass.

Use lukewarm water to fill up the douche. TEST THE WATEREMPERATURE ON YOUR INNER ARM as your hands are used to higher temperatures and therefore you will get the water too hot and burn your ass. Trust me.

The water has to be lukewarm. If it is too hot you obviously burn yourself. If it is too cold your muscles can cramp up and that can give you some painful stings in your ass which can be a big moodkiller.

Lube up the tip and the outside of your hole.

Sit down on your toilet and then carefully insert the lubed up tip until it's all in.

Press the lukewarm water out until all of it is up your ass.

Then pull the douche out. Don't worry, the water will not squirt everywhere. Your ass will be able to hold it.

MAKE SURE TO KEEP PRESSING DOWN ON THE DOUCHE or else it will suck up the dirty water again and that is not what we want.

Squeeze out the water into the toilet. The first few times will include a few poop parts /particels. Sometimes it can also have a brownish colour to it (that happens if the poop wasn't exactly liquid but it was still on a the softer side).

Repeat step 4 till 11 until the water coming out your ass is clean and smells clean as well. I would say after a good shit that the cleaning out process is done after three to four times. With a little softer poop I would say around eight to ten times?

Take a quick lower body shower and clean ONLY THE OUTSIDE OF YOUR ASS (not your vagina!!) with a little bit of soap just so you can feel completely clean.

Let your guts rest for around half an hour to an hour because it most definitely will happen that some water/some of the lube which was still hidden somewhere in your guts will leak out a little, so you can still have enough to clean out.

The leaking water/lube should be clean don't worry and it's literally just a few drops, but it's still idk nicer? to know that you truly got all the water out.

I also want to mention that having to fart while letting out the water again or after the cleaning out process is normal as well because the douche will squeeze out some air as well which will get trapped in your lower guts and then escape again. Don't you worry, it's normal and not embarassing and happens to everyone.

So that is my douching 101 tutorial, which should get you cleaned up and ready for clean anal sex where you don't have to worry about poop stains. I hope this could help you anonie, now have fun love and again THROW AWAY YOUR INTIMATE CLEANSER AND STOP CLEANING YOUR VAGINA WITH SOAP! 💜

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hello!!! I need help to find a fic that I read once. I remember that Harry was raised by Sirius and Remus, and Harry learns a lot about his background and I remember that they all speak in Harry’s native language so it helps him learn. I also remember that Harry finds a recipe for a traditional Indian (I think) meal, and asks ms weasley to help him make it. He also goes to a traditional Indian festival and they give each other presents and stuff. Any help would be amazing. Thank youuu!!

@myidiosyncrasys asked: Hi!! I was wondering if you can help me find a fic again?Basically it’s a drarry set in second year where they realize they’re souls mates (I think their marks are flowers around their hips) and they meet in secret to try bring down the chamber of secrets cause draco remembers Millicent is a half blood despite her pure blood upbringing and doesn’t want anyone to die. Draco has a pet snake named Abigail.In the chamber he conjures a bunch of snakes and a wyvern that defeats the basilisk!Thanks sm!

@majestic-carr asked: hey! been looking for this fic where the basilisk has a name that starts with Th and drarry are friends and draco has a snake and nagini likes draco and switches to the light side because voldemort doesn’t take care of her and thats all i can remember honestly 😭 please help me find it and thank you so much for doing these fic recs and fic finding such a blessing after a hard day at online class 🥺❤️

@slytherin-shakespeare asked: hiii please could you help me find a fic? I think I found it on here - harry and draco were soulmates with i think flowers as their tattoos on their hips, lucius and narcissa are soulmates, so are sirius and remus and cedric and tonks - but they aren’t together, cedric marries cho and tonks is with percy. I think when you haven’t found your soulmate the mark is a circle? thank you so much i’m going mad trying to find it

Anon #1: Hey! Love ur blog!! Was wondering if you could please help me find this fic? Harry and Draco are friends and then in 2nd year, Harry saves Draco and Ginny, and the writing on the walls was like their skeletons will live in the chamber forever. Draco and Ginny both get taken to the chamber together. Thanks!

Anon #2: Umm hello! Can you please help me find a this fic: Harry and Draco discover they are soulmates in 2nd year. I’m pretty sure Draco, Ron, and Hermione speaks multiple languages and Sirius is trying to teach Harry Tamil. I didn’t get that far so that’s all I have. Can you please help me find it? Thank you!!!

Anon #3: Hi!! I dont mean to bother you, but I’m looking for a drarry fic and was hoping you/your followers could help me? It’s on ao3 and has a necromancy Mother Harry, and harry makes a bunch of allies through kindness like befriending the mermaids during the goblet of fire trial. I think he resurrects the basilisk at some point? If you can help, I’d really appreciate it, but if you dont recognize it I completely understand!! Thanks for all of the amazing recs you give!!!

Anon #4: Hi! I am looking for a fic on ao3 but I can't find it anymore 😭 It was drarry, I think it started around 4th year, harry had decided to publicly say he wasn't the real champion and didn't care about winning. The trio and Draco's friends were all friends in secret. During the second task Harry was kissed by a merman in order not to drown, and when he was in the cemetery he raised the dead. The necromancers were called "Mothers". I really hope you can help, Thank you in advance!!!

Anon #5: hey, i was wondering if you or any of your followers knew of a fic where harry is sort of into necromancy and he goes searching for the locket with other necromancers including slughorn and dumbles, they end up evading the inferi by actually going through the water with the aid of the merpeople and somehow end up in the malfoy lake and narcissa finds them? draco and harry are together by this point. I know this is a long shot and not much to go on but thank you anyway x

Anon #6: Hi! I hope you’re having a good holiday! There’s this fic I want to reread but I can’t remember the title. I recall winky being draco’s elf and he had to put his hands into the oven for winky’s punishment? Thank you 💛

ETA: Thank you guys for your help ♥

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► In the middle of their second year, Draco and Harry discover they’re soulmates and do their best to keep it a secret from everyone. Their best isn’t perfect. ~ 2021

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