#it’s somewhere here on my account

[victorianandthespian]

Another redraw let’s gooooo! I finally learned how to colour ✨

#I think the last one I did was in 2017… #it’s somewhere here on my account #very far away #anyway I’m happy with this #at last my right arm has learned to color #sweeney todd ballad blasts #fan art #my art #phantom of the opera #phantom #christine daae #redraw

[heartorbit]

revstar emu save me

#please watch revue starlight #project sekai #pjsk #prsk #emu otori #proseka #Im so mad i wrote 8 million tags stream of consciousness style and then aposted this to the weong account #im not rewriting all that. you get NOTHING. #actually i will say again i have no idea why this kind of blee up on twit please WATCH TEVUE STAKRIGHTBTNGL #i KNOW 4 thiusand of you did not watch it Watch revue starlight Do not speak of yuri unless you partske in the revue #sorry. anyways #the jist of it was ahh the assignments -> making cosplay -> might post it here if i can take a bice photo for once in my life #because im proud of it. as mortifying as it is. #my best friend is cosplaying an im the clown Two lesbians walk into the metro convention centre(is that where toronto comicon is????) #Oh right i was thinking of making little drswings of pjsk charas or at least exs and printing them out in bulk on a dheet of paper #and coloring them in w markers and giving them to people at the pjsk meetup or vendors i get merch from.. #i thought itd be fun. Also i swear to god i have a sheet of like MAGNET paper somewhere i want to make people emu magnets #Ok i fucking for real have to go to sleep i have to get up for class in 5 hours. wuit your college join my emo(daily affirmations)

[domesticnerds]

all the talk about dnp and the tarot reminded me that i made this back in 2017/2018. slightly cringe? maybe, but i find that era of dnp and the phandom endearing and it brings back fun memories.

#dan and phil #dnp #amazingphil #daniel howell #dan and phil tarot #i wonder if my original post from my old account is still floating around here somewhere #the knight of wands makes me lol 'it's suppose to be cheesy' #the wheel is from the astrology shop and the devil from the mark of oxin #lmk if you want a better pic of any of the cards

[stillagoodwitch]

“who put the baby in charge” but it’s sirius being treated like he’s grown basically from the time he starts speaking

#when i made this account last summer and dumped it after 2 days it was to put my sabrina marauders thoughts somewhere #idk how i got back here and like to the point of never not being here i had midterms in may and was feeling isolated #help #it’s ok i like it here i think there’s no way back now #and when school starts i’ll probably just post more #what was i going to say again #exhale by sabrina carpenter

[dalkyeom]

ok ok! I know we all voted Jeonghan for gojo but hear me out! the Gojo vision for Joshua

we just need him to go platinum blonde again. I’m manifesting!

bonus: I think jjk is having a sanrio collab and guess who’s the cinnamoroll representative for svt

#i know this is an art account but I need to lay my thoughts somewhere #I should be prepping to get grilled in class later but here I am trying to prove a point #a manifestation #chia.diary #sunday deerling #jjk swap

[skibasyndrome]

I have the willpower of a TODDLER

#no offense to toddlers but uh....... the amount of times I grab my phone to check tumblr or ao3 when I should really actually be working.... #clown behavior on my part #if you happen to see me on here in the next few hours pls yell at me #the worst part is I need my laptop to work so even if I put my phone on lockdown somewhere else I still have The Internet (TM) #blocking sites only works until I can sidestep that with a few clicks because I am IMPOSSIBLE #I'm only half joking when I say I need like an electric shock collar that keeps me from seeking my serotonin websites #anyways this is mostly for me to take accountability and shame myself a little in hopes of it working out for me lol #simon.out. #I really need to uh..... get this checked out some day #“this” being my brain or me or whatever

[stellerssong]

North Table Mountain, Oroville, CA 04/13/2024

#somewhere that's green #chatter #this place is insane. by most accounts this is a deeply mid year for wildflowers here and it was dumping rain all day and cold as hell #and still the sheer variety of flowers just blew my mind. 100/10 amazing flower viewing experience #also sorry if the ids are not accurate! please correct me if you have a better id for any of these #the plantain the woodland star and the monkeyflower are the ones i'm most concerned about tbh #although i have a photo of Some Kinda Allium TM on my phone that i've been frantically trying to id for the past like. hour #i am not a wildflower expert i am merely enthusiastic about the natural riches of the vast and beautiful state of california.

[afniel]

me: I am going to write a little fanfic out of this dream I had with funny little robot guys.

me, but 19k words later: girl help I am exploring themes of disability, chronic pain, ableism, subculture, systemic oppression, PTSD, aging, neurodivergence, community, forgiveness, healing, and recovery. with funny little robot guys.

#Tumblr ate this post once already and killed the tags but #I am beginning some kind of descent into Mega Man X But Serious hell and honestly? amazing hell. 11/10 would descend again #someday you're all going to blink and I'm going to just be a MMX fan account (this won't actually happen) #(but imagine if it did happen) #also I've come full circle on my teenager hobbies. listen to Linkin Park and write fanfic and make a game? incredible shit. #past me knew what's good. I am out here living my best life lately. #this story is turning out really satisfying so far though I may have to actually post it somewhere when it's finished #that won't actually be a first. there is a single Zelda fic I wrote out in the world under a pseudonym #but it will be the first in over twenty years #...I may be old.

[chiropteracupola]

sometimes you start to wonder what the historical record for the guys you made up looks like in the fictional world where they existed. and then you make some fake documents about it.

[moth and compass is a collaboration with @natdrinkstea!!!]

#em draws stuff #oc time again hehe #moth and compass #the lieutenant: chadwick goodfellow #the cannon spike: matthew worley #Get Wikipedia-ed! [my writing style is not very good but you'd best believe that my typefaces and colors are as accurate as can be] #do not really like the way that semi-realistic older matthew turned out but I was tired of looking at him. So. #genuinely very proud of Poorly Scanned PDF Goodfellow though. fiddled around with textured eraser settings for Hours and it was Worth It. #anyway now it's FUNFACTS time! since this is of course not the only lore that there is on these guys #but just what one might find if you tried to research them now in m&c-verse #as we are in the timeline where these are just guys from mine and nat's heads there is More That Can Be Said #such as that the drawing of goodfellow in that article is copied from the second portrait of him #and if you've been paying attention to previous goodfellow drawings you may have seen it! #I've also previously drawn the midshipman miniature and it's around somewhere as well #also matthew + faith + george were all in a relationship while george was alive #but too few of their letters survive for wikipedia editors to confirm that :/ #I feel. Weird about posting this for some reason. but it may just be on account of that it is fully 1am when I'm writing this. ah well. #also the places mentioned in here are Made Up also #there Was in fact a historical hms ophelia but she was over a hundred years later so Shhhh

[magic-is-something-we-create]

while im literally not going to stop using tumblr until the servers are permanently taken down, now seems like as good a time as any to say that if you want to find me literally anywhere online, look for alittlewarlord

#braindumps.txt #im not active really anywhere but here an discord #and some accounts are private #but literally even my minecraft username is alittlewarlord. like if im somewhere youll find me with that handle.

[la0hu]

man i just remembered the first time i learned in depth about transgender ppl was when in 7th grade we were asked to choose a "controversial topic" to practice writing a persuasive essay about, and i chose something i genuinely had zero opinion and prior knowledge about, which was about transgender athletes being tested for hormone levels and being allowed to compete in general. and i remember doing all this really intense research and it just seemed abundantly obvious to me that even the lines between the apparent two sexes weren't even readily provable, and on top of that, there was no evidence of a "biological advantage" being due to sex or gender, because cisgender athletes routinely had different hormone levels compared to the average person (duh). i remember the opinion pieces and news articles being vaguely biased and noting that, but the moment i actually dug into medical research and historical records and like, firsthand resources, i had to draw my own conclusion that being transgender or intersex was 1) difficult to define (and most of the time it seemed like the ppl demanding the testing didn't care about the big difference between the two), 2) intrusive to define, and 3) didn't even actually impact performance at all anyway.

and i was a straight A student and a bit of teacher's pet, and i hadn't gotten anything lower than a 90% on any major assignment my entire academic life at that point, and i got a B- on that paper. and i remember being absolutely dumbfounded and confused, bc i knew it was one of my better efforts. i had the chance to do a "revision" and submit for a higher grade, so i doubled down on my research and hammered in every single point, and i still barely got a B+ in the end, and i remember seething with anger because i knew i was RIGHT. like undoubtedly, this was a "controversial" topic but i had done all the due diligence and uncovered the incontrovertible truth at the bottom of it. literally one of the most significant moments in my life where i realized this was how the real world played the game of human rights through just sheer refusal

#p #anyway. maybe the third thing to radicalize me #or likely tenth or more tbh. i remember also these estrogen progress photo collages where a transwoman was showing her physical changes #and i thought it was interesting albeit a confusing new idea for 11 year old me #and was just appalled at the strangers' comments on the picture. how hateful ppl were and using all these slurs i'd never heard of #like that also felt super obvious to me that if i'm gonna be forced to choose a side here #i'm not gonna side with the guys insulting a complete stranger on the internet for like. transforming into a woman? #i remember it was on imgur! and i completely abandoned my account as like a personal gesture that i was rejecting that community #bc somewhere in my gut i felt like there was something rotten about how ppl there reacted to those photo collages #i used imgur like every day too... it felt like this major decision at the time lol

[justin-timberlake]

couldnt really say what fandom im in rn… but to anyone still out there hellooooo !

#i miss tumblr… i miss my borderlands shit posting #not to sound cheesy but i really am getting older and you forget about these things #i know i didnt have a lot of followers but every community i got to see and be in was so nice #thank you guys for the community #Really miss it all. i miss getting 0 notes and posting to myself and just being happy with it #and those few people who would always like and sometimes comment #dedicated accounts to certain ships and characters #somewhere out in the world someone else likes the same thing you do at the same time #heres to celebrating humans #the internet #and all of those connections we take for granted #happy holidays as well!

[shirkers2018dirsanditan]

my usaa savings account exists essentially to pay off my student loan payment. which gets larger and larger. and that’s not even the one that’s about to start payments this fall. yippee

#and my credit card payment #unless i get a lump sum from somewhere #i.e. my tax return #my poor accounts just dwindle and dwindle with a biweekly chump change deposit from my shitty job #God i hate it here so much i wish i could be peacefully put down

[phantom-donuts]

Tbh I was legit thinking about posting more art again on this hellsite or like making a sideblog so I'd feel more comfortable about it or something. PROBABLY NOT DOING THAT ANYMORE LMAO- OTL

#god this is a hell of a thing to pull on people- #WHY IS THE DEFAULT OPTION TO OPT IN- #honestly might considering making an art account somewhere else lmao... i mean how can i feel okay posting it all here anymore ;;; #i won't leave until it dies but possibly feeding an ai will be stuck in the back of my mind if i ever do post anything.... OTL #like sure download glaze and nightshade.... but like the fact that we have to feel the need to do that to keep safe is.... hhhhh-

[the-rogue-mockingjay]

babygirl's apartment is now almost completely decorated!!! Just needs a couple lamps, a couple little tables, an orchestrion, and a few plants and boom, mission accomplished!! Oh and a couple more designs for the blank walls flkjghlfdjkgh but we'll get there :)

A million thank-yous to @coldshrugs for coming up with the base design and helping me figure out how tf to do this housing thing! ❤️❤️❤️

Bonus close-up of Puck under the cut because he's such a funny little gremlin and I love him:

he's lion king-ing that little rock lmao

#i had around 2.5 million gil when i started this project and now i'm sitting somewhere around 1mil 400k fkjghkgdjh #and i spent half my gil savings but it's fine cause i already got back like 30k of it if i counted right LOL #that dining table alone was like $500k for some reason #but it was all 110% worth it cause what's the point of making all this gil if i'm not gonna spend it!!!!! #im so excited i can't wait to gpose a bunch in here fkdgjhfdkjgh #i'm already thinking about designs for a free company apt too though i am NOT gonna buy one #until my bank account has had a chance to recover !!!! #o'ravi soltholia #ffxiv #ffxiv housing #the bed cave is so perfect....shhhhh the catgirl is hiding from her responsibilities and the horrors 🤫🤫💤💤💤 #kitty in the box what will she do !! (take a frickin nap apparently djskdjsks but man does she really need it)

[dandyshucks]

okay its going under a readmore bc its messy and a lot, i'll try to keep it succinct though. CW for some discussion of the ongoing g.enocide and things around that topic

so one of the friends is someone I've really respected and admired because they're a very intelligent well-spoken and kind-hearted individual. i've really been impressed with how they think about things and with their ability to write really fantastic essays (that they often share with this friend group because they're in school and enjoy sharing their work with us because a lot of us are interested in the things they write about). about a year ago, this person went through the process of converting to j.udaism and we were all very excited (and continue to be happy) for them. they've been really happy with the process and the community they've found and it's been really good for them.

however! this person has since stated they are a z.ionist! and they've said that it just means that j.ewish people should live in i.srael, it doesn't mean they support the i.df or what is happening in p.alestine currently. but I'm just... baffled at how they can think that non-p.alestinians occupying the country could EVER be done peacefully. it has ALWAYS been colonization. it was never going to be done in a peaceful manner.

do j.ewish people deserve a safe place to exist? absolutely! but I do not think, ESPECIALLY now, that that safe place can ever be located in p.alestine. I'm not the most educated or well-read individual, I've done a bit of reading over the past few months but my memory is shoddy and I consistently forget almost everything I've read, but as far as I can tell, this has been a non-peaceful occupation (...can occupation ever really be done peacefully in reality? i doubt it.) from the very beginning. p.alestinians were being kicked out of their houses from the start.

and to add onto the messiness of this all, I am the only i.ndigenous person in the entire group. I am the only one coming at this from an i.ndigenous perspective. and because of my perspective, I am ALWAYS going to be on the side of the population that first lived and existed in a place. i am always on the side of l.and back, i am always on the side of the first peoples. anything less would be essentially agreeing with colonization.

so it is just incredibly uncomfortable to be the only i.ndigenous person in this group while the rest of the group has discussed and expressed sympathy with this person for holding self-professed z.ionist beliefs (I do not believe this person has done the right reading to fully understand what they are saying, which is so strange because they are usually so good about educating themself). and I feel like if I try to say anything to argue or simply question this person, I'm going to rock the boat too much and make Everyone uncomfortable and the entire thing will blow up and fall apart around me. so my options seem to be either: a) say something, b) say nothing and stay in the group, or c) say nothing and quietly leave the group. none of which feel like good options!

and it sucks so much because there are people I genuinely do like in this group, and I've liked this one person and respected them since I met them, but they're really .... showing themself to be an unsafe person at the end of the day. I keep feeling like maybe I'm not seeing something or maybe I'm missing something, but I've looked at this from multiple angles and while I do absolutely see where they're coming from and even sympathise with some of it, I disagree with them on a fundamental level.

(also it seems really fucked up for them to be newly converted to j.udaism and endorsing what is essentially colonization and lowkey ignoring the fact that PEOPLE ARE BEING GENOCIDED RIGHT NOW so maybe we should not be discussing "but where are all the j.ewish ppl going to live :(" until the bullets and bombs stop at the very least(????????), while I've been indigenous and dealing with the consequences of attempted (and still ongoing!) genocide and colonization my entire life)

#its all so unbelievably fucked up and uncomfortable #and I think that the other ppl in the group do not like... see the flaw in what this individual is saying #because they are !!! not !!! i.ndigenous !!!! they are all completely white !!!! #i'm just. head in my heads clawing my hands down my face. so ... i dont have a word for this actually #its like. fear mixed with anger mixed with hurt mixed with confusion and shock and horror that these ppl are being this way #also not all of them have engaged in the convos so i dont know everyones opinions on the situation #it just. i dont know. i dont know! its so fucked up #dandy.cmd #vent // #ask to tag #i won't be discussing this sort of thing regularly here btw fdjskl this is a one-off probably #i just needed to get it off my chest and put it somewhere because i don't know what to do #and i can't talk about it on my other account bc i have some of the ppl following me there #and here i only have one person following me and if u see this hi You are okay !!! u are not part of this fdsjkl and u can dm me #but i do not think u have done anything wrong and im not lumping u in with these people #i can explain things more to u if u want though because man alive its all so tangled and messed up #but u and a couple others are not people who are making me uncomfortable bc i trust you and havent seen those two others engage #so i'm just kind of sitting here like. hm. idk what to do. and i dont want to bring it up w you randomly fdshgjkl