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star-ocean-peahen · 1 year
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oh i don’t like this I don’t like this at all
i took a decongestant today and it’s being Really Weird because all my thoughts are round and soft and I’m not constantly aware of all stimuli and my thoughts keep stopping and starting and I can daydream for hours and hours without moving but I can’t make myself think about other people or plan for anything and I kinda feel like I’m not all here and did I mention the worst part:
i!! cant!! stim!! anymore!! none of them are comforting like they used to be and im not falling apart right now because this state of mind makes me feel nice and not need them and i felt exactly this way for years a few years back this is so fucking weird
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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years
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praying to all that is holy that the miku figures at my work r still there tomorrow for me to buy
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be-good-to-bugs · 9 months
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mattsobvimyfav · 1 month
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For Sport (Matthew Sturniolo & Chris Sturniolo)
Pt 6
A.n - hey yall so this is gonna be a very very very slow burn I already have some chapters written so I will probs rapid fire. It will be toxic, there will be angst , smut , everything you can possibly think of. It happens.
We are getting into the juicy stuff soon I swear
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Y/N’s POV-
It has been three weeks since the football game. Matt has been pulling the same shit. Some days he's with Nate and he goes and hangs out with Maddy and Alanah. I've never had anything against her but she was starting to get on my nerves.. I have yet to meet this Maddy girl but whatever. On the days Matt leaves me to be with them Chris or Nick stay with me. Haylee apologized finally and tomorrow we are getting ready for homecoming together.
“Hey Pickle, are we coming over?” Nick asked as he, Matt, and Chris circled around me at my locker. I thought it was obvious they were since they picked me up for school. Before I could speak Matt chimes in “I'm going with Nate today, I can drop you guys off though” I rolled my eyes closing my locker.
This girl will be the bane of my existence. Not only was she trying to get with Matt, and no I'm not just being crazy. Anytime I see her around school she gives me the nastiest looks or when she walks past me she laughs at me. I don’t care though because it's not like me and Matt are a thing, but if she carries on with those nastiness, I will have to do something about it.
“Y/N slow down.” Matt said grabbing my forearm as I tried to fast walk away “Fuck off Matt go spend time with your other girl” This has been a weekly argument “You act like I don’t end up right back at your house after a hour” I rolled my eyes as he opened the passenger door for me and before I got into the car I heard a distant yelling.
It was Maddy. Her friend. Screaming some stupid ass song out the window directly towards me. I look up at Matt while he has a pissed staring them down, he put his hand on my lower back and shoved me into the car, slamming the door and yelling for Nick and Chris to get into the car and at this point I was seething.
“THESE STUPID BITCHES ARE GOING TO GET FUCKED UP IF THEY DONT LEAVE ME ALONE!”I screamed as Nick shut his door, once again this has nothing to do with Matt and everything to do with how they think they can just walk all over me. “Y/N Calm down when we get home lets just watch some movies and relax” Chris suggested placing his hands over my shoulders. I started crying, not because I was sad. Because I was so royally pissed off and there was nothing I could do about it.
We finally made it back to the house. Chris kept his hand on my shoulder the entire ride while I silently let the tears fall down my face. We started getting out and Matt went to unbuckle his seatbelt “What are you doing.” I asked, seeing as he was just supposed to be dropping us off. “I'm coming in?” He said more as a question, I started shaking my head “Nuh-uh, you made your bed. Lay in it” I slammed the door and Nick and Chris followed in behind me.
We layed in my bed on our phones as I had calmed down and just wanted to relax about two hours later I got a text from Matt.
Mache-
Can I come sleepover too?
Y/N-
Do whatever you want.
Machue-
Lets talk about this when I get there?
Y/N-
Rather not.
After about thirty minutes I heard Matt's footsteps stalking up the stairs. “Y/N lets go” I rolled my eyes getting up from the bed looking at Nick and Chris. “We’ll be back in an hour.” Matt said to them before closing the door, an hour? He started down the stairs and out the front door and I just followed as we got into his car. He started it up before speaking and peeled off.
“What is your problem? Nothing is happening to you” I said scoffing at him “Nothing is happening to me? Y/N I’d like to say we are pretty damn close and you are taking everything out on me” I looked at him with wide eyes “ITS LITERALLY YOUR FAULT. YOUR THE ONE HANGING OUT WITH HER AND CLEARLY GIVING HER SOME THOUGHT YOU GUYS ARE A THING FOR HER TO ACT THIS WAY TOWARDS ME.” I raised my voice beyond annoyed with the fact this has been going on for weeks. “Open your fucking eyes Matt, if you want her go be with her and leave me the fuck alone. Chris is just as good” I whispered the last part looking away but he did indeed hear me and I was indeed fucked. “IF CHRIS IS JUST AS GOOD GO FUCK HIM” I didnt know where that one came from because last I checked its not like me and Matt were fucking or even kissing we just cuddled some nights. “And what if I do.” I spoke through gritted teeth, Matt grabbed me by my neck pulling me closer to him and almost in a whisper said “you. Will. regret. It” I shook him off of me “Whatever Matt, lets just go back. I want to sleep, homecoming is tomorrow and i'm going to the after party” He snapped his head back to me “With who?” I looked at him “Haylee, speaking of you guys need to leave in the morning shes coming to get ready.” Matt nodded and we went back to my house acting as if the whole fight in the car had never happened. I laid between Nick and Chris watching movies until it was time to go to bed.
Matt crawled his way back up to me and wrapped his arms around my waist, I could feel his cold hands on my stomach as he slipped them right under the hem of my shirt. I shivered and he pulled me closer into him. I know I need to be mad at him right now but this has become accustomed. Matt wraps himself around me as we sleep.
The next morning we wake up around ten as the boys change into their extra clothes that lay around my room now. “Okay Chris, Im picking you up at five for pictures so be ready, remember five ill be there. I expect you showered” I say kissing his cheek as they are about to walk out the door. Chris and Nick head towards the car as Matt hung back for a second “Do I get a kiss for the road” I giggled going on my tip toes to kiss his cheek and he walks out the door. The moment the door closes I send a message to Haylee to come over so we can run to target before getting ready.
After four hours of just hanging out we start getting ready. I decided to be simple and just curl my hair while Haylee was doing some crazy braids. On top of simple hair I decided on simple make up. Mascara simply because I don't know how to do anything else. Once I was finished with those two tasks I put on all my jewelry, I usually wear silver but since my dress was black I decided on gold. I put on my necklace and earrings before slipping into my dress. “Oh My God, Y/N you look magical!” Haylee practically yelled as she finished slipping on her blue dress. We were matching but opposites, we had the same spaghetti strap sparkly dress just in different colors, and she was wearing silver jewelry.
I slipped on my black heels as my father took a couple pictures of me, I hugged him and stepped into my car as Haylee got into her own. I called Chris before driving away. “Hellooo beautiful” Chris said as he picked up. “Okay i'm going through the checklist, Are you showered?” I asked “Yes” “Deodorant?” “Yes” “Clothes?” “Yes” “Cologne?” “YES C'MON Y/N YOU SAID YOU'D BE HERE TWENTY MINUTES AGO” I giggled while hanging up the phone making my way towards the boys house. When I pulled up they were all standing outside waiting for me, Chris in all black, Nick had a pink bowtie because he was going with Chloe, and Matt in green. I didn't know who was wearing green. Chris hoped in my car and I yelled to the other boys I’d see them there. “Okay, here's the game plan. My house for pictures. We are driving with Haylee and her date because I am drinking” I smiled at him. Chris nodded and acknowledged the plans as he placed a hand on my leg, queuing up songs on his phone.
After an hour of pictures we got into the car with Haylee and her date while me and Chris sat in the back. I pulled out my phone looking through the pictures and Chis laid his head on my shoulder telling me which ones to send to him. We pulled in where the homecoming was taking place. Chris held my hand to help me get out of the car with my heels as I ran over to Olivia's car “7 nips of dr. Mgiligutie please!” she smiled handing me the nips “There's a cop at the door, be careful” She winked at me I smiled before running around the side of her car holding chris infront of me from blocking everyone “Dont mind me” I say lifting up my dress and putting the nips lining my underwear. Chris stared down and I decided it was time to get my lick back “Eyes up here sweetheart” I said pulling his chin up giggling. He scoffed at me leaning down in my ear “Watch it” I grabbed his hand pulling him towards the entrance. “Burrr it's so cold!” I said holding my waste to make sure the nips wouldn't fall out right in front of the cops. “Chris, can you wait out here for me” I looked up at him batting my lashes and he nodded as I went into the bathroom, Haylee in there within a minute to watch the door as I took all the nips. After downing all seven I could already feel my face getting warm. I walked out of the bathroom grabbing Chris’ hand. "Let's go dance!” I shouted as he laughed while I pulled him into the dance. I quickly slipped off my heels and placed them on the closest table as I pulled Chris into the middle of the dance floor. After about an hour of dancing I noticed I had yet to see Matt so I decided to grab my heels and step outside to call him now fully feeling the effects of the alcohol.
“MATTY!!”” I yelled as he picked up “Where are you?” I asked, looking at him confused through facetime. “He’ll be there soon.” with that the phone was hung up. I knew that was Maddy’s voice and that meant I would not be waiting up for him. I walked back inside grabbing Chris and taking him to the dance floor for a dance. It was a slow dance and I felt like I wanted to throw up, I laid my head on Chris' shoulder and he could tell something was wrong “Come on Pickle, you wanna get out of here. Just me and you?” I nodded my head as I quickly texted my dad to come get me and Chris from the dance.
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krash-8 · 4 months
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so!!!! sonic prime thoughts/me getting my ideas straight before tomorrow/theory 👍👍 this will literally all be irrelevant by tomorrow but whatever this is for Me !!!! fair warning I have no idea if any of this makes sense, also I am probably an idiot <3
so here I go. uh. what I'm getting personally: when the prism split, everything was all divided and reality formed its ownnnn..... branches, for lack of better word. branches off of each shard. the previously singular world seperated, formed the shatterverse. that's the wiring of it all, connecting the shards, because they are meant to be one. sonic didn't split because of paradox energy reasons. shadow escaped the blast. but the others didn't (nor the environment itself), and now they're all different versions, none quite.... right. but most alive.
that brings us to saving the 'real' characters! getting sonics old friends back. all the energy back in one place will, in theory, bring back green hills. well, one place in particular. (altho we're missing some. sonic. but that's another story.)
there isn't exactly a lost, true version out there that'll spring back out of nowhere when the energy is together, they're mostly all just parts of a puzzle. with a base, a guideline to be filled in, which I assume you know what I'm thinking as to where.
no matter how I put this it's gonna sound dramatic bc of the way I'm writing it but yep! ofc it's ghost hill. (which I really like the name of btw lol)
yes, ghost hills is basically a copy of the original world. everything was "the same." literally where the whole paradox prism fit was right there, an outline of where it was before. a place to put them back and fix everything.
but though it IS the most similar, it's not some frozen over green hills that needs to be ‘freed.’ even though when the prism was formed there everything sprang ‘back to life,’ it wasn't them being TRAPPED in there the whole time. they weren't entirely there at all. they were incomplete.
even though they had one prism shard to start, like all the other worlds, they were still not as "real." that's because this shatterspace is the exception, less a world and more a host. a shell of a place it was before. ghost hill is different from all the other worlds in the sense that it's physically incomplete and isn't meant to be habitable that way, rather than a new world itself.
(prob why shadow can get in, something likely important plot wise but also just. this place isnt new it's not keeping you out, it's just hurting!! but it recognizes you!! you're meant to be here, home!!! of course you can come in, here I am, nothing added while you were away, I just.... lost. but you may still come in. there are no gates. insert that undertale it's still you thingy or whatever)
this part finished world held the space the shards needed to fill by drawing energy from other shatterspace shards, sucking it back in to become whole. and eventually it was working. it took almost all of the energy for them to wake up, this living color washing over them. and when they did, as soon as the energy was gone, the world went grey again. but it was working. the world covered in color and they were returning.
green hills and ghost hills are the same, one is missing things. it was their home drained of nearly all it had, but if it just…. got its parts back, it could be whole again.
too bad it blew up.
i don’t know if it was because nine took the one shard it did have, or because the prism as a whole was formed somewhere else than it was meant to be (probably more the latter) but it’s gone. but if it’s gone it can’t be the only place that can host, as we have more episodes after the explosion lol, or it’s not truly destroyed irreparably. sonics energy, sonics tie to the very shatterverse and prism, can probably fix a lot.
the grim is a reasonable option for another site if it really doesn't require ghost hill, as it's oddly empty and we don't know why. there must be something we don't know about it.
no matter what ghost hill and the grims fate really is, as of right now the shatterverse is being torn apart, and ghost hill was the first to go. and I'm accidentally disproving my own theories here so I'm gonna shut up now.
oh oh!!! important note I want to address: I'm fairly certain when the world would go back to normal, the "parts" (aka shatterspaces) will be gone as their own thing, their core puzzle pieced back into the real green hills and morphed back into what it was before. along with everyone in it.
I don't think sonic knows this.
nine and shadow do, I believe, or at least shadow and mostly nine. I have a post in drafts about this but grr bad timing.
anyways yeah ghost hills is weird, all the characters are basically going to be gone, nine probably has the suspicion he's doomed, and I need to go to bed !!!
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pammei · 1 year
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Our moms?!
Rindou Haitani x reader (chatfic) 
Chapter 1-3 from Our moms by pammeiwammei (me) on Wattpad
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❥@Rindog has followed you.
'Rindou? Followed me?' I glare at my phone deciding if i should call hina or not. "Y/n, done with homework?" "Yes mom" She looks around "Oh by the way you know my new friend Sara? Well I met one of her sons and he goes to your school so I gave him your instagram."
Oh shit.
"Mom, why would you give my instagram to a stranger?!" I yelled at her thinking about what I'm gonna do in school tomorrow.
She looked at me with disappointment "Y/n watch your tone, and there's no harm in making new friends, is this about not wanting to be friends with guys?"
There she goes jumping into conclusions again. "No mom it's just he's not the nicest in my school okay?"
She just nodded and left
☕︎Instagram dms☕︎
❥Rindog: Yo y/n, seen ya around school but never talked to ya
❥Y/n_l/n: Um yeah.. Nice to meet you ig?
❥Rindog: No need to be so awkward i know imma lil intimating but i dont hurt girls
❥Y/n_l/n: Oh my bad for assuming
❥Rindog: all good👍
7:04 seen
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❥@Randog has followed you.
'Oh shit, ran too?'
♡@Y/n_l/n has been added to group chat 'bros'♡
❥@Randog: Hey y/n its nice to meet ya ;)
❥@Y/n_l/n: Uh hi? Why was i added?
❥@Rindog: Ran wanted to meet ya Sorz for not askin before adding ya
'Why do they type like that tf'
❥@Randog: Its okay broski they shouldn't be offended over this LMAO
'Broski? BYE THE RED FLAGS'
❥@Y/n_l/n: Sorry my moms calling i gtg byebye.
❥@Rindog: See bro ya scared them away
☕︎Instagram dms☕︎
❥@Rindog: Hey sorry for ran he doesnt know how to talk to girls 4:28 seen Yo im real sorry if we offended ya 5:13 seen
❣︎ Meanwhile on the call with Hina and Emma:
"Why are they so desperate HELP" both I and Hina laugh at Emma's comment on the brothers.
"I don't know man but this whole thing is very suspicious, like how they keep dming me," I say as I try to clean my room "I mean it's funny how thirsty the popular guys are."
"Y/n, Sara just called and told me you've been ignoring her son." mom informs me as I try to hold my laugh
as soon as my mom left my room I look at the screen to see Emma and Hina looking like the skull emoji, then we all laughed so fucking hard I started choking.
"THEY-- REALlY TOLD THEIR- MOM PFFTTT." Emma said as we all started choking and snorting.
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@Y/n_l/n has added @drakens_bae4life, @Hina_Hanagaki to group chat 'bros'
❥@Randog: who the hell?
❥@drakens_bae4life: really? randog? 💀
❥@Randog: stfu
❥@Hina_Hanagaki: can yall not fight? 😕
❥@Randog can you shut up? 🥺
❥@Rindog: ran shut up for a second
❥@Randog: you a simp? │ ↳ ❥@Rindog: bro 💀  im just being nice bruh chill
♥︎@Randog is typing♥︎ ♡@Randog was kicked♡ ♡@drakens_bae4life was kicked♡ ♡@Hina_Hanagaki was kicked♡
❥@Rindog: y/n i understand that ran is an asshole sometimes hes just a lil messed in the head ya know? dont take the things he says to heart, he probs doesnt mean them just dont argue with him like if things go too far he might hurt you or your friends physically so just bear with him alr?
❥@Y/n_l/n: wow that kinda really nice of you to say thanks ill try but i am a little bit sensitive:(
❥@Rindog: completely understandable if anything he says or does bothers you just dm me ill deal with it Y/n reacted with a '❤︎' 5:48 seen
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"Y/n you're really quiet what's happening?" Hina asks,
"Rin's actually kinda nice.." I say awkwardly knowing it's gonna surprise them.
"who the fuck are you because you're not Y/n," Emma replied.
" Y/n, ARE YOU BLUSHING? GOODBYE GET SOME REST YOU NEED IT." Emma said and soon after left Hina also left not long after.
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❥@Rindog: [link to a server]
❥@Y/n_l/n: sorryz i dont use discord 😋
❥@Rindog: want me to make ya an account?
❥@Y/n_l/n: forsure go ahead
❥@Rindog: user: bald ran#6969 password:ilovecatssm36
❥@Y/n_l/n: you like cats? nice
❥@Rindog: i mean sure but i just picked a random pass
❥@Y/n_l/n: logging in now ❤︎Read 10:19❤︎ As you log in you notice the two people in your friends list 'rindog#6969' and 'randawg#0690'. wow they really need new usernames.
☕︎Discord dms☕︎
❥Rindog: yo :wavingpenis:
❥bald ran: woah hi :catcrying: wait do i have the nitro thing or something?
❥Rindog: yeah thought ya might like it
❥bald ran: stop you didnt have tooooooo im gonna have to pay you back☹️
❥Rindog: NONO dont worry consider it a gift :)
☕︎Instagram groupchat: two married and one single person☕︎
❥@Y/n_l/n: EMMMA HINNAAAAAAAAAAJAJAHSHWHAHAU MEOWWQWWWWWWWWW
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(Pretend you see the emotes.)MEOW RAWR MEOWMEOW
❥Hina: OH MY @EMMA LOOK ❥Emma: what? WHAT THE FUCK Y/N Y/N Y/N Y/N REPLY RIGHT FUCKING NOW
❥Y/n: meow 🤭
❥Emma: y/n
❥Y/n: what
❥Emma: you downloaded discord for him? i thought you were over that app after your e dating phase🤨
❥Y/n: BUT HE MADE ME AN ACCOUNT I COULDNT SAY NO
❥Hina: also tell that ran bitch to go eat dick he was suck a dick to me last time😢
❥Y/n: yeah forsure hina
❥Emma: downloading discord rn i was talking to mikey about what happened and he said theres a toman server. drakens there
❥Hina: INVITE ME TOO
☕︎Discord dms: Randawg#0690☕︎
❥bald ran: eat dick (from my friend you argued with last time)
❥randawg: bitch what send addy rn pussyio
❥bald ran youre not scaring anyone LMAO
❥randawg: jeez ok😢
"Y/n Sara just called, im disappointed why would you ever be mean to my friends son?" aint no way "💀"
☕︎Discord dms: Rindog#6969☕︎
❥bald ran: can you and your brother stop telling your mom that im being mean to you guys, i cant play roblox for a week now
❥Rindog: ran did that?🤭
❥bald ran: yes
❥Rindog: brb beating him up
❥bald ran: alright cya goodnight:)
❥Rindog: oh youre sleeping already? goodnight:) ❤︎Reacted with ♡❤︎
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cubedmango · 1 year
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Hey naina, tried to rewatch the cherry magic movie tonight. Got up to the nagasaki scene. It’s currently paused,,, I have cried genuinely. non stop since I pressed play? My head hurts really badly I think. I’m gonna try again tomorrow I hope you’re having a lovely day
(other ask under the cut for length)
KUROSAWA SAYING WHEN YOU DIDN’T TURN TO ME I WAS SAD AND THAT ONE FUCKIN TEAR THAT FALLS FROM HIS EYES AND THE WAY HE LAUGHS AND APOLOGISES FOR BEING A MESS I NEED A NURSE like i’m gonna. Die i’m two seconds away from throwing up my heart why would he. Why did they film a movie with such intent to tear me to the ground the way he can barely speak and has to try and gather himself multiple times with deep breaths before speaking and ends up crying anyway the way adachi looks on helplessly wondering how to comfort him and let him know how much he loves him the way. The way he tries to bridge the gap between them with understanding through touch one of kurosawa’s main love languages the way kurosawa’s eyes are so glossy and doe like as he waits for adachi’s kiss the way he says his name so softly the way adachi rests his hand on kurosawa’s knee and their hands find each other so slowly…, so softly… so tenderly… the way they can literally speak 636373 words with just their hands alone and do way more for the sake of romance and true deep mutual love than anything the way none of these are in order of how they happen because my brain is seeping out of my ears naina what the actual fuck were they thinking..,, machida keita akaso eiji and kazam hiroki you will receive my medical bills shortly i’m. I wow so. cool
PLEASE IM CRYING KFJHSDKFHDSJF ALL OF THIS IS SO REAL??????? cm crew put Smth into the nagasaki scene idk what but its insane like i will never Not be feral when i think abt it ...... kurosawas breakdown is so painful to see hes been holding everything back for So Fucking Long and imagining all the events from his perspective is crazy like think abt it. he has no idea if adachis ok or not and none of his calls go through and theyre so far apart like Imagine . the fact he wasnt like full on bawling in that scene means hes still holding back so much probs for adachis sake its so aaarhrrhGHGFGHF!!!!!!! LET HIM CRY MORE PLEASE.......
adachis side was perfectly analyzed in that meta i rbed earlier so i have nothing substantial to add but god for the 58302th time his Growth ..... even in ep 12 he had to get that push from tsuge to go meet w kurosawa but in the movie he could already tell kurosawa was putting up a front (and literally predicted it would happen as soon as he got the transfer offer) and he probs planned on talking abt it when he flied back to tokyo before the incident which is. ... .. and the look of determination on his face the entire time kurosawa finally broke down w no panic no overthinking like "I Am Going To Love And Cherish This Man So Hard" and comforting kurosawa w touch and no longer caring abt the magic that hes become reliant on for kurosawas sake. . Yeah im going to be ill about these two for the rest of my life thank u cm crew god bles <3
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garoujo · 11 months
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Hehe no I'm not going back yet. The previous ask was the first day and now its the third and last!! Gotta say though that the first day was definitely the best considering there were barely any lines and such. Now its more lining up than the con ;-;
But Ive been vibing. And buying a lot of stuff and my money continues to evaporate bahahaha but im having the grandest ol' time.
My social battery runs out so quickly so Im isolating and recharging when I get back home lol
How are you emmie? And how are trip preparations? Or are you there already? :0 i hope all is going well
signed,
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oh nooooo ! mayb it’s cause it’s the weekend now so loads of people were probs saving themselves ໒꒰ྀི ﬞᜊﬞﬞ ꒱ྀི১ i hope the weathers been super nice where u are for it atleast my love ! everything is sooo much better when it’s sunny ໒꒰ྀི ´ . .̫ . ` ꒱ྀིა i luuuuv spending money so i’m hyping up the money evaporating ueueue . . i’m w u with the social battery draining tho i swear it makes me wanna crawl into a corner to be alone for a sec till i recharge ! i’m doing gooood tho :3 i’m gonna fix my airport clothes & stuff tonite n me n my fam are going out for a nice dinner before eeeee i leave tomorrow morn so i’m so excite to get away ! sending love ur way bbie <3
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thesconesyard · 1 year
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I struggled to write anything today. (Probs cause vacation is over and back to work tomorrow), so here’s a little more Bourbon, before I forget in the press of work. Gonna go attempt to write now.
One Bourbon, One Scotch, One Temporal Anomaly
Part 3
“Where’s the hatch?” he heard Kirk ask.
“Here,” Scotty said. He had walked to the far side of the ship. The others joined him as he opened a panel and began to poke inside. “There we are,” he said as the hatch opened.
Quietly the three men followed the Captain through the door.
“There,” Spock said, and pointed forward.
They could all see a man slumped over the controls at the front. McCoy slid past the others and quickly pulled out his tricorder.
“He’s alive,” he finally said. “Unconscious, most likely a head injury.”
“Let’s get him to medbay,” Kirk said.
McCoy pulled out his comm and made a quick call.
“Gurney is on its way. Don’t touch him until I get more help,” McCoy instructed. He turned back to his tricorder as Kirk and Spock moved off towards the back of the ship.
“He’s got a familiar look to him,” Scotty said to McCoy.
McCoy looked up from the tricorder readings. Scotty was right. There was something about the unconscious man, but he couldn’t put his finger on it.
“His vitals are all good. Very good for a man his age,” McCoy said.
“Who do ye suppose he is and where did he come from?”
“No idea,” McCoy said.
“Hey Scotty! You’ll want to see this!” Kirk called.
“Excuse me Doc,” Scotty smiled.
McCoy smiled back. He hoped it wasn’t a mistake leaving him alone with the unconscious man. He turned again to the readings on the tricorder.
McCoy startled when the man mumbled something. He looked up but the man was still out. He could have sworn the man said ‘Jim.’
He was still staring when he jumped again as a new voice broke his thoughts.
“Dr. McCoy?”
McCoy looked over to see two of his nurses with the gurney. Another glance at the tricorder and he put it away.
“He’s unconscious. Let’s get him on the gurney.”
Within moments they had the man carefully laid out. Now that McCoy could see his face fully the familiarness was even more apparent. He gave his head a light shake.
“Wait for me at the lift,” McCoy directed his nurses, then he followed the sound of voices to where the other three men were.
“I’m taking him to medbay,” McCoy interrupted.
“Alright Bones, keep me updated,” said Kirk.
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tinylittlebab · 3 months
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99.2 this morning. the fear i felt shen i thought i actually weighed over 100 was terrible but i dont. im just on my oeriod and when i weighed at 101 it was after eating and just at a v bad time overall.
i found a weight tracker that lets me track multiple weights a day. i like to weigh in the morning and night. what times a eat are very inconsistent as are the times a sleep and wake so its hard to know how accurate weigh ins are. it was an issue i had for awhile and it bothered me a lot. i had been looking for a better app but i never found one till now so yay! its weird to me how i just stopped. for awhile theres was this big in the back of my head of it but not actively counting or anything. just kinda trying to not eat and feeling bad when i do. its tiring to do this stuff and its like id just get burnt put from it but also i cant just turn it off
but at some point my brain did turn it off. along with everything else uh. i guess thats a compromise. not a good one though.
well. i made a mistake today. i took my free shift drink. i felt horribly dizzy at work cause disability. it was super busy. i wasnt even there for very long but for almost the entire time it was just me and 1 other person. they only just got there when everyone else left and they had been busy all up till when i got there and then it was still busy.
well. its a lil less cold today! i can probs get much more exercise in at least. im only working 3 hours tomorrow so i wont take my shift drink. im working 7 1/2 hours the day after (possibly without any breaks) so im gonna for sure drink smth and bring smth to eat. but thats fine. ill probs go to bed early and not eat much else that day so itll be ok.
well. my head hurts again. having my hair up in a bun sucks it always makes my headaches worse but i dont got a choice. im hoping it goes away soon n i dont gotta eat n take ibuprofen. i cant exercise with this pain tho
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praying to all that is holy that the miku figures at my work r still there tomorrow for me to buy
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videostak · 11 months
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moved like all my records onto one of my shelves :) i have such a wimpy collection tbh but its a nice lil collection rn. gonna move my laserdiscs too right in front of it. still have a handful of records laying around but am gonna keep them out cause theyre ones i purposefully left lying around cause i need to listen or relisten to them soon. gonna keep like a mess in my room a bit to motivate me to do even more cleaning like my goal is mainly the shelves and then from there to put stuff there then after that to clean out from under my bed and move my electric organ under there. gonna have to cover it tho so it doesnt just get super dusty.. dont kno what ill cover it w/ tho. just gonna finish up moving my records up on the shelves and then gonna do a bit more dusting and then take my clothes out of the dryer :) but moving my records n stuff has me sooooo worried abt tomorrow i hope they still need me to work there T-T genuinely so nervous abt it like it could rly go either way. the fact that they asked me to help in the firsst place like has me optimistic that they genuinely do need someone to work there but then the financial problems has me convinced they obv wouldnt wanna hire some1 be paying some1 rn >_< also the owner said he was wondering if i could buy for him like go to swap meets and look for stuff and he’d reimburse me and i sorta shyed away from it cause that seemed like a lot of resposibility but now im like i should def ask abt that and see cause that seems v fun right abt now just driving to swap meets and thrifts looking for goodies well ill see.... hoping its not tooo crowded 2mrw it is gonna be saturday and them reopening so it could be p crowded.. hoping tho that it goes well ill probs go around 1 or 2... maybe 12:30 tbh. also was listening to live evil by miles davis while cleaning rn and thats such a badass album... like perfect live album even tho its edited in a way that makes it feel like not live. like keith jarrett’s soloing didnt mesh as well with grooves of the henderson live and he would often launch into solo improvisations where the rest of hte band would stop but on the album it kinda picks and chooses the moments it did mesh rly well like what i say is soooo fkn good that bassline just remaining stagnant and everything wrapping around it and then like inamorata where the audio gets all crunchy at the end and the drums are playing like this weird rock rhythm soooo fkn good.
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There actually was an earthquake some hours ago and its been three times now that the seismic activity happens before or after the drills so, yeh, im nervous it might happen tomorrow again.
I have bad PTSD from the one in 2017, and last year i completely froze after an earthquake hit the city right after the drill. I panicked bad, I cried a lot and i had to stop working for the day because it was a terrible moment emotionally and mentally for me, when I got home i was exhausted and i felt livid as a ghost.
Tomorrow I will put on my headphones before the alarm goes off (ik it will sound at 11am), and will do my best not to listen to the sound, for thats one of the things that triggers me the most. It might go against everything the drill stands for, but i simply cannot handle it.
Last year, the only casualty of the earthquake was a woman, whose heart stopped because of the sound of the alarm; so yeah, i don’t think im overreacting here. Anyway, I just hope the earth stays still after the drill bcs i don’t wanna go through that trauma again, especially if im gonna be away from home.
Probs no one will read this, but if you do, please support your friends with ptsd, its not easy in any situation and the only thing that keeps us going is knowing we’re not alone in this.
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‘tis a gooooodd dayyy. I defo give credit to how he fucked me last night, my god I love that reverse speed bump position and where he grabs my throat and covers my mouth. ughhhh. I wish he’d edge me in that position talking dirty in my ear for timeeee. Ngl I woke up hella horny this morning and I wanted to get his sleepy side out but he werent having none of it. Part of me feels like because I’m so accessible to him now there just isnt that same level of want, as to when things were more restrictive? but then again maybe its just gone for good idk. I’m still tryna work out his libido. He says he’s horny all the time but like, we usjj only have one round so I feel like theres defo times where he isnt interested which is okay I just need to work it out. I need to test the waters abit. I just dont wanna go in for it and he;s in some silly goofy mood and doesnt get the hint ? idk idk I’m over thinking it. He came over and straight away obliterated both my holes with the new toys yesterday. That was really fun. I did NOT expect the dragon one to be used in my ass my god.. ‘twas fun tho and defo feel like thats why im in a good mood today. 
I’ve been productive at work today, am vair happy with myself. I’m surprised because I can tell I’m getting more ill. I think I’m tryna ignore it so we dont have to reschedule our dinner tomorrow night. I’ve been waiting for a month for this ! I just wanna do sommin for him for once and I’m really hoping he enjoys it. Kinda wanna get a cab so we can drink and get drunk and go home and carry on and play drinking games.. I wanna have that same vibe we had that time i came back from drinks in london with my work lot and he brought out the spikey thing... But we’ll probs be too full for anything when we get home aha. 
Tryna not think too much about the fact this is my last month in the flat. I need to focus on the positives of moving out but not having that space is really gonna affect me and I know it. Seeing him less and having less private time alongside being home with my parents is gonna take sucha toll on my mental health. Then starting my new job.. Its gonna be hard and alot. I’m really gonna miss how things are atm. I know I’ll never be ready for the change but its gonna happen regardless. 
God I feel so ill :/ ffs !!!! Gotta try and not let it affect me, Wanna stay happy for him. 
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