#ive been genuinely enjoying it tho

[chakiro]

go girl dig through the trash 🗑️

#i've been playing star rail for the last like half a week send help #the writing is genuinely pretty funny who let them dig through the trash like this #ive been genuinely enjoying it tho #honkai #honkai star rail #star rail #trailblazer #stelle #peppy #march 7th #dan heng #kealy

[stellardeer]

Is it wrong to be a Taylor Swift hater?

Like... is it low-key leftover internalized misogyny?

Or does her music just suck?

#idk i could go on but why bother #ive been thinking about this a lot lately #like i really used to be EXTREMELY misogynistic growing up and i started hating tswift from the beginning and never changed my mind #but i cant tell if all my reason for not liking her are actually justified or if its just confirmation bias #and the first name she gave was taylor swift. and i couldnt help but laugh out loud. (over text #but i genuinely dont find her music interesting #i did like that blank space song the first time i heard it #but after listening to the words i realized i didnt really connect with it and didnt like it as much #but its got a really fun melody #idk its also kind of like that post thats like 'were you an OG justin bieber hater at age 13 just because?' #like is part of my disdain for her just stemming from my need to dislike popular things in general cause im a pretentious little indie lover #who knows idk #maybe i shouldnt hate taylor swift #hating taylor swift isnt a personality trait #but also i cant stop thinking about this one girl i matched with on tinder who said she was going into hearing medical sciences #because of the profound effect that music has had on her in her life #and i already knew exactly how she would answer this question just from looking at her but i asked her #what artists she enjoyed that had such a profound effect on her #and the first name she gave was taylor swift and i couldnt help but laugh out loud #(over text tho she did not hear me thankfully) #idk maybe i have nothing againt the woman as a person (i dont fucking know her so i cant) but im just annoyed by the concept of her #she has this like false success story of being a small town nobody who made it big or something #but that isnt even true she had a rich father who was able to move her across the country #and use his wealth and connections to jumpstart her career #i DO think it is impressive that she writes all of her own songs in an age where the mainstream music industry does not do that #but there are a million and one indie artists writing their own songs that i appreciate more #because theyre writing about things i actually care about #not to mention the way people believe with theyre whole heart that she is queer like come on yall...

[southern--downpour]

finally found a way to listen to tma w/o getting super lost or distracted and gotta say ep 34 is so much funnier than it should be

#like ofc ive got an anatomy hyperfix so i knew i was gonna love this one but god i think this is my favorite so far #anatomy professor gets stuck w/ 7 things trying to figure out what human insides look like! they gave him a fucking tooth apple as a gift! #i had to pause the ep bc i was laughing at jon and the dudes reaction to said apple #bone apple teeth motherfucker! #i love this! #this is my shit i love this particular brand of body horror and also '7 things try their hardest to be human and fail miserably' is like #the best possible avenue to go for w/ things trying to be human? its so funny #'oh hey professor who just showed up at my house for some fucking reason! how do human livers work?' i love these weird fuckers genuinely #shut up virgil #like the worms plot is cool as hell and all but i wanna know more about these dudes #also like i said i finally realized if i put the playback speed on the eps to like. 1.72 and have the transcript open to read along #i can actually pay attention! i am far to impatient and tho i like how the show is narrated i cannot sit down for that long #and listen to that slow of talking and actually register anything being said #im rly enjoying this so far the only downside has been i am too impatient for slowburn stories like this one is apparently #so if theres not an obvious plot thread i get distracted a LOT easier #now i that i remembered youtube has a playback speed option tho i am getting through these a LOT easier lmao

[the-kipsabian]

as much as i actually ended up enjoying the whole ppv you know what my favorite part was lmao

im just glad he was there. i would love for kip to have like an actual match, even a tag match, on a ppv instead of these rather meaningless battle royals, but also hes clearly having fun in there and making the most of it. like man i cant even be mad i smiled through the entire thing and just enjoyed it. even tho i knew he was going to lose but like. seeing that character work no matter how minimal and just him enjoying his job was just

fuck man i just enjoy watching him so much 💜💜

#im feeling all sorts of things right now i should probably try to sleep its like past 8am lmao #just. i love him and his work and im so glad hes clearly enjoying himself too #even tho he deserves so so so many better and bigger opportunities at least hes happy working where he is right now #manifesting big good things for kip (and co) for 2024. its long overdue and sorely needed #okay im gonna sleep just. this is genuinely the happiest ive been in a while. lemme ride this high for a while okay #box thoughts

[nataliewaitegf]

we*ght mention tw for the tags 🫶

#have to censor this bc i don’t want weirdos :/ but anyway. #ive gained we*ght since becoming disabled + this is genuinely like #the happiest & most comfortable ive ever been in my body #i rly like how i look i rly like how i feel i rly like how im learning to let go of thinness as the ultimate goal #n idk . just rly enjoy the new body ive got now even tho it’s hard sometimes

[honeydots]

I was just re-reading to Prune a Grapevine and I had a question, how did Laslow and Xander meet? Odin teased it a little bit, but did he set them up or did they meet by chance because Odin knew Leo?

hi anon ive been so excited to answer this. i quite genuinely almost wrote a fic about their meeting in this universe so read more time

so first of all, a note: odin accrediting himself to their relationship does not mean laslow does LOL i imagine laslow probably rolls his eyes intensely whenever odin says that (even if there's a mild amount of truth to it)

also to answer your questions, no and no--but the second one is closer haha.

so setting the scene! laslow's in his early 20's, he moved to nohr for his career. he has a job dancing with a company, and he was actually very lucky to have landed the position he got. he's sort of paranoid about losing it.

xander (or rather, at this time it's garon--anya corp--just remembered i named their company that LOL) is a sponsor of the theater they work in, and of the dance company in general. a perk of sponsorship is watching a dress rehearsal, and you can probably imagine how this leads to their meeting.

but! it's a little more than that. obviously the cast knows that they'll have a sponsor watching them that day, but they're also told by the director they need to be nice to this guy. he's giving us money and we want him to keep doing that. so laslow has slightly more incentive to talk to xander, strictly because he thinks if he can show they get along, he'll have more job security, LMAO

a little more background knowledge, here's why odin is relevant. odin and leo, yes, are already friends!! odin doesn't live in nohr yet, though. laslow doesn't know leo, but he does know that odin has a Very Rich Nohrian Pal named Leo Anya. but that's the extent of it, laslow doesn't even know what leo looks like.

back to the dress rehearsal! during the intermission, i imagine laslow's getting a drink or something, he does end up running into xander. and they make some really simple small talk, xander probably makes a comment that he noticed laslow as one of the background dancers (xander certainly already found laslow striking, but i fully believe xander flirts only by stating recognizable facts in an entirely non-flirtatious way djfkdfjs), but that's about it.

laslow, though, is desperate to make a chance for himself. he's like 22 and wants to keep his job. he has been thinking about, all this time, how he knows of a different nohrian anya who is very rich, and he's been wondering if they're related. and he thinks he can give it a shot asking, because it might prompt some more conversation anyway

SO laslow asks xander if he has a little brother named leo. clearly xander does, so he says yes, and laslow kind of frantically explains that he knows a friend of his. odin. who xander recognizes from when odin has visited. and then odin serves as a pretty genuine icebreaker between the two of them, and they chat until laslow has to go.

they don't start dating until later, though. usually what i imagine happening is xander comes and sees the show again when it's in actual production, and laslow says hi to him afterwards. and this stays a trend for a little bit, until xander asks him to dinner and laslow accepts--a little less worried about his job and a little more wanting to be wooed by the pretty man, haha. and then history!

part of the reason i didnt write this as a fic is because there's actually more stuff that happens after they get together, but i've been debating if i want to include it. and then there's possibly even more after that, but i haven't committed to it being in this universe or not. but i'd want that to be part of the fic too, but then lord above it would start getting long. largely, it goes into how the falling out with garon ended up happening. but the actual falling out would be after siegbert and soleil are not only born, but like, five or six years old. so. that'd be long.

but!!! that's how xander and laslow happened in the grapevine-verse :D thank you for asking this has been rattling around in my brain for like. ever. dfkdjsfkdj <3

#there you have it~~!! #that's why it's only sort of because of odin. but also knowing odin he'd be like IT WAS *ME!!!!!!!!!!* #so #also THANK YOU FOR REREADING GRAPEVINE I HOPE YOU'RE ENJOYING IT!!!! #the one year anniversary of the final chapter is coming up in october...... cries.......... #longfic that will always be near and dear to my heart. #i might STILL write THIS fic tho. ive really been considering expanding the universe a bit as a project #as well as doing some edits to the actual fic itself #but like i said it would be LOONGGGG so i'd need to devote some genuine time to it #ive been really nostalgic over it lately tho so the time might come sooner than expected haha #thank you for the ask!! #dots answers asks #anonymous #dots's xnlw tag

[banghwa]

now that im forcing myself to go out more and being more present in my friendships im starting to realize that like. whenever i do something really fun and i feel really happy for a bit i fall into a weird mini 3-day-to-3-week depression where i cant come online i cant text people back i cant keep up with work i cant do a lot of like. basic things like eating or showering or keeping up with hobbies. its fully like ive trained myself to be allergic to being happy its ridiculous.

#like i think ive been this way for a while but either its hitting esp hard now or im just more aware of it #im having like. an allergic reaction to being loved genuinely and to enjoying myself #idk why i do it but it always feels like i cant have that or its temporary or i have to compensate by not enjoying myself for a certain #amount of time....if that makes sense #idk why im talking abt it here tho when i have a therapist. whom i havent rly seen bcs of above reasons also tho....lol #dl

[wickedwaterwyvern]

Sometimes I genuinely can't tell if a piece of media is good or not. I just watch the movie/TV show or read the book/comic and think 'oh wow I sure read/watched that' but 0 of the plot/information stuck and I feel like I've wasted 2+ hours of my life every time

#even with stuff i genuinely enjoy and its so frustrating!! #do you know how many times ive watched the daredevil show? at least a dozen. couldnt tell you 90% of what happens though #reading comics is so hard bc ill read teo or three in a sitting but when i come back later its like i never read them and im so fucking lost #this is why i only read books i can finish in one sitting. i cant pause and go back to reading unless i wanna restsrt the whole damn thing #dont do drugs #seriously my memory has always been shit bc adhd but after i started doing the bad shit it went way downhill and now nothing is easy anymore #even tho im over 6 months sober my brain still feels completely fried 24/7

[mejomonster]

Before we get mad at each other (though I guess go for it if you're gonna) I think like. There should be some awareness about shipping posts versus general fandom posts. Sometimes when people post about a ship, they'll focus everything about their ship - sometimes for fun, sometimes they seriously think everything is about their ship, sometimes they're just looking at the media through a shipping angle For That Post and not actually all the time. Meanwhile there's general posts, which will not be either caring about a ship (or any ship) or actively pointing out that a given story is not mainly about the ship/romance but some other themes/aspects. Either because they're looking at the media through a different angle or a more general overall one or just not into shipping or any number of reasons.

And sometimes there's a tendency for some of the shippers to get mad at general posts as "ignoring their ship existing" meanwhile there's a tendency for some of the general posters to get mad at shipping posts for "making everything about the ship" when its not. And... I think a decent portion of the time? General posters don't actually want to destroy your ships - they're not some rival shipper trying to invalidate ur interpretation of a given ship. They just aren't focused on the shipping angle or Your Specific angle and that is FINE. Also a decent portion of the time? I don't think shippers genuinely don't see the other Value in a story beyond the romance - they aren't invalidating your general overall interpretation of some piece of media. They just are happening to focus on the shipping aspect in some post of theirs or for fun. I don't think, at least some of the time, people focused on one or the other are actually at odds. They're just posting about different things and Because you ran into each other's posts, you happened to think someone was contradicting someone else and arguing.

Like if me and a classroom read Hamlet a teacher might ask us to all pick a theme and do literary analysis to argue the theme we picked. I might pick something about women and ophelia, someone else might pick grief, someone else might pick revenge, and that doesn't mean we have to believe the other people are wrong. Just that we specifically are focusing on something else. If I post about sailor moon and my friend posts about Pokémon, that doesn't mean I think people shouldn't post about Pokémon it just means I'm having fun posting about sailor moon. If I post about ships in Person of Interest that doesn't mean I think the show is a romance or that I don't deeply love the bigger sci fi story being told, it just means I am having fun writing fanfiction and its what I want to discuss. If I saw someone only focusing on the themes of poi I would also get it, because I enjoyed those aspects of the show even though I'm not the best at discussing them myself. Etc. People can be discussing other aspects they feel like without opposing the aspects you focus on. (That said, yes, sometimes people are arguing and trying to pick fights, and trying to tell others to focus on what They Want and not other aspects, in which case well the above sure doesn't apply. But like to a degree, I think people just posting in their own interests spheres does not automatically mean they oppose other interests or interpretations or don't understand/appreciate them).

#rant #idk just like. i saw the derry girls tag yesterday #and there were shippers focused on ships even tho dhips arent a main aspect of the show #and then other ppl complaining about shippers #and like i get it. but also maybe those shippers were only trying to talk with other shippers and liked other aspects #just wetent making that their post focus #or rn with good omens. ppl complaining about shippers lately. and its like #1 i get that good omens isnt about ships #but also 2 for some ppl they like to focus on thar stuff. see spn and sherlock. if theyre focused thars their thing i guess #i do see the slippery slope tho. weve all met ppl like this #who were like korramako go canon in Legend of Korra or i quit watching #even tho ships are very unimportant in Avatar and id argue the shows would be largely the same with zero romance #im into soriku in kingfom heaets. and im invested since ive been into them since i was 12 ans identified with sora lol #but i also will play a kh game even without riku. cause the ship isnt the only thing i care about #that said for ppl who have been queerbaited i do get how a ship being canon or not (if baited a ton) could genuinely motivate them to quit #any spn fan who stopped watching after years of baitingveven if enjoying the sjow for what it was. is valid #causectheres more honestly queer fantasy shows to pick from now #its just like. i dont think all ppl are by defaulr against u

[orcelito]

i think the fact that persona series & fire emblem series are two of my longest lasting interests that i still actively engage with. says something about me.

#speculation nation #right up there w/ naruto being another of my longest lasting interests #Bad Taste Alert except i kinda really enjoy my bad taste media #not my fault the fun video games are rife with misogyny #THO IN MY DEFENSE my fav fire emblem game is one of the best out there in that respect (echoes) #ive been thinking replaying it again after i finish engage. for the like.. 4th time... #im just genuinely so obsessed with this game i could play it for forever #man i just looked it up. i was hoping there'd be something harder than hard mode #bc i played hard mode for my last run. & like yea it was hard but i wanna be kept busy for even longer. i swear that game flies by so quick #really wanna play it............. might just bite the bullet and push for finishing engage rather than dilly dallying lol #im already super over leveled. and i only have like 2 more chapters left. i could finish tonight if i rly wanted to #probably wont. but i think. that i Will play another map lol

[homoeroticvillain]

YOU. YOU READ MY MIND AND PULLED ME AND MY ACE ATTORNEY OBSESSION BACK TO THE VTSOM FANDOM AND HONESTLY I DONT KNOW HOW TO THANK YOU/POS

so glad that fic catered to people besides me. anyways welcome back to vtsom hell :]

#that reminds me that i had a sequel plan for that fic ive been meaning to write #genuinely so glad you enjoyed it tho anon! #answered ask #anon ask

[loverboybitch]

two favourite things i saw while picking today : ) really enjoying buying for a store its a lot of fun.//.

#uploads #fashion #imjustsittinghere #genuinely just like having a very cool job that i enjoy doing and am interested in is so cool and awesome #like learning a new skill that i actually just wanted to learn anyway and getting paid for it like this rules #and i love looking at clothes all day thats what i spend a huge chunk of my spare time doing anyway #and i get to buy them and its like not even my money like sure i dont get to keep (all of) them but im such a girl who likes to curate #i just really enjoy it #and i do get to keep some of them!!!! the one of the left is mine now : ) one on the right isnt actually very vintage its just a cute print #the fox jersey is SO sick though holy..the guy who picks through everything before we get to check it saw me with it and was like #wtf what bin did u get that from and then went and showed it to the guy who did that bin and was like u shouldnt have let this through #then he brought it back and was like u can keep it tho this ur freebie : ) #also picked a harris tweed blazer today :0 i knew it was somethin special and i googled it when i got home and yeah fr #anyway!!! get to pick every tuesday now its awesome #prolly gonna post my favourite things from each day cause its fun and theres been a few the last couple times that ive really liked #not even necessarily cool for me like theres some stuff i see im like thats awesome i know someones gonna love that <3

[ajdrawshq]

got a shit ton of 3ds games recently n am going thru the ones that interest me whenever i have time that isnt being used for taking the cat off the curtains. so far that has been Ever Oasis n Code of Princess n FE Fates. i like them :]

#i havent gotten to finish ever oasis bc it requires a controller n im not sure if i have any that work .. #its a very cute game tho i enjoyed what i could get until that point #code of princess was an interesting find bc like. i never wouldve guessed at first glance that it was a fighting game ? #genuinely thought it was an rpg but to be fair the characters seem to think so too. which is funny #i never play that genre so i have no idea if its technically good but i got thru the whole story and i liked it :] #theres a lot of extra stuff i havent bothered with tho so the gameplay may not be my favorite thing (still fun tho) #but the characters are like. really really charming. even the ones that are sorta cliche archtypes have something fun abt them to me #big fan of ali n zozo but theres a lot of good ones #at first i thought ali was the classic het romance for the main character but then i realized shes not a man. then i fell in love with her #zozo just rules #and fates is a LOT more fun that i thought itd be. like i thought itd be not great bc people seem to talk abt awakening or 3h more #and i tried to play awakening before this but the tutorial n earlygame just wasmt doing it for me so i was worried for this one #but its?? really fun?? ive already finished birthright n im abt halfway thru conquest #it has a lot of charming characters as well but i like Leo n Takumi. for reasons u can probably guess if u know me. or the characters #i also like Kaden n Keaton.. n the whole Nohr sibling group.. the Hoshido sibling group are good too tho.. also the maids n butler.. #so yeah thats what ive been doing :] havent had much actual free time bc ive been playing these on n off #while making sure Sunny doesnt get into shit #on that note ! back to fates #i wanna like. draw a page of characters i like from all these games after i finish more of em. thatd be fun

[arolesbianism]

I've always wanted to rank miitopia food but for some reason never thought to look up a grup tierlist til now for some reason. Either way, here you go can you smell my beef bias

#rat rambles #like genuinely that top tier always makes me soooo hungry I want to eat it all so fucking badly #I forgot what the name of the third thing is but its been soooo long since Ive had one I miss it so bad #only flaw in all 3 is that none have rice and only one has an egg #Id fuck up the microwaved version all the same tho if you know me you know I love myself some microwaved meals #and cotton candy yum and stake yum #all 3 are like exactly my type of rare the rare one just is the best perportioned to me #the very rare one is just too thick for my liking but Id still eat it and enjoy it #oh and the lizard tail or whatever its called is hard carried by the gravy #I fucking love gravy put gravy over any meat and Ill probably eat ut #especially if I have bread to dip in the gravy #anyways I need 2 shower so Ill stop rambling now

[thecherrygod]

i think that when i told a friend a few days ago that i want to drop out i may have opened a dam in my brain bc now im genuinely just studying and being like "oh yeah i want to drop out huh" and thinking it even more often

#my posts #its like #look its not like i dont enjoy my major #like... its sort of the only thing ive ever thought i would study since i was 13 #but i have thoughts like #first of all i genuinely dont think im made for academic stuff #second as a person whos been through. some stuff. sometimes some themes of my classes are straight up triggering lmao #i didnt think this one through i guess #i do think tho that once i finish with this one class this is a thing that will come up less #hopefully. but yeah i need it to be a thing thats less brought up and maybe it will help #but also i do feel like with my amount of focus... im maybe not made for this lmao #i have nothing else to do with my life tho #idk i just. yeah. #ill go try to study again tho but genuinely focusing on this thing is a bit of a nightmare bc i cant focus lmao

[nishibons]

𝐇𝐄𝐘, 𝐈𝐓’𝐒 𝐌𝐄 . . .

or piwon pining thoughts/texts

warnings na genre fluff word count eight hundred excluding texts

note hiii everybody!! sorry i disappeared for a bit but ive been busy with uni TT i got an 85 on my recent assignment tho so everybody cheer… anyway ive been obsessed with piwon lately hence this post but fear not i have an enha version coming soon

keeho

confident but humble. he doesn’t have any expectations for your relationship but hopes that you’ll eventually catch on to his borderline obnoxious flirting, and better yet, reciprocate. if you do happen to return his feelings, he doesn’t waste any time in asking you out properly, because why wait? his friends say he laughs too loud around you for you to not know about his feelings, but he swears that they’re just being dramatic… he’s so normal and chill about you, really, that joke about the refrigerator or something was just funny!

taeyang

an absolute menace. you end up assuming that he hates you with how he stares you down whenever you enter his vicinity and with how he exchanges hushed whispers with his friends from across the room, silenced only when he turns his head far away enough to steal glances at you. eventually, once he asks for your number under the guise of it apparently being weird that you were the only two between your mutual friend groups to not have exchanged numbers, he plays into this idea, hoping he can pull off some sort of enemies to lovers trope, because it always works in books, right? in truth, he’s just a little bit apprehensive about the vulnerability that comes with liking someone, and tries to preserve his pride with thinly veiled insults that upon second glance quickly fall apart. can you melt his icy cold heart? (the answer is yes.)

jiung

likes you from the very beginning, but is a strong believer in the idea that lovers should be friends first, so he tries his best to establish a genuine relationship with you before he even begins to think about making any moves. he shows strong initiative even throughout your friendship–whether it’s invitations to meet up for lunch, to see that movie you’ve been eagerly waiting the release of, or even paying for your coffee every single time, he’s quick to assure you and dispels any worries you might have about repaying him with a wave of his hand and a bright smile–your company is enough, he says, and if you end up falling for him (who wouldn’t?) he, of course, eagerly awaits the day he can take you for an actual date, but enjoys every moment he spends with you until then just as much.

intak

by far the most shameless with his affection. he can’t help it–you have him hopelessly whipped from the very beginning and he’s terrible at hiding it anyway, so why not lean into it? the first to jump up from his seat when you mention being thirsty–water or juice? and the first to compliment you regardless of the circumstances of your meeting, even on those days you can’t manage anything but a sweater pulled hastily over your shoulders and a messy updo. it’s impossible not to feel flattered around him, and he’s honestly not even actively trying to flatter you, he’s just being wholly honest. if you ever want to shut him up, just compliment him back–hopefully you have a stretcher on hand!

shota

the cutest ever. you catch him staring at you more than a few times before he eventually works up the nerve to approach you, and initially you’re intimidated–but the moment he opens his mouth you know that he’s harmless, and obscenely adorable to beat. he’s not the greatest at expressing himself with words, so he makes sure to show that he likes you by sending you things that remind him of you–songs from an artist he likes, those little figures you collect he sees in the window of a store on the way to work, a rainbow in the sky after a rainy morning. sometimes he provides some commentary, or a cute emoticon, and other times he says nothing, sending only a simple picture and hoping that you can feel even just some of the many emotions that rush through him at the thought of you and have his heart fluttering in his chest when you eventually reply.

jongseob

the sweetest of angels. he doesn’t crush often, but when he does, he crushes hard, so he doesn’t want to mess it up. though he’s rather reserved on the flirting front, he makes sure to send good morning and good night texts every day, without fail, on top of the seemingly random yet innocuous questions he asks throughout the day–what did you eat for lunch? how was work? any thoughts on this new album that just came out? part of it is in hopes that eventually you’ll fall for him as he did you, but he does also take genuine interest in you as a person and wants to know everything about you there is to know if you’ll just give him the chance. flirt with him at all and you’ll very quickly have him turning into a giggling, indecipherably stammering mess.

#lorie ⋆.˚ writes #ᯓ★ works ── piwon #p1harmony #p1h #p1 #piwon #p1harmony fake texts #p1harmony x reader #piwon x reader #p1harmony texts #piwon texts #p1 texts #p1h texts #p1harmony reactions #keeho #theo #intak #jiung #soul #haku shota #jongseob #keeho x reader #theo x reader #taeyang x reader #intak x reader #jiung x reader #soul x reader #haku shota x reader #jongseob x reader